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"penitent" poems
the earth is curved - sure y’all knew that.   but to get to the Northwest, Interstate 84 ain’t le route plus directe nope curve north to Ontario, wave to Bex as I cross over London and Toronto, also can’t recall which poet from Rochester hails, or did they shuffle off to Buffalo? Crossing Erie, Huron, and Michigan Great Lakes all, brings to mind my mother’s birthplace, Last of the Mohicans, and the three years I did in the Cleveland Penitentiary, where sun was illegal and baseball was a pretend play of cowboys and Indians but by god, it made me the penitent fella I am today Look skyward to Montreal, yes, there he is, the Leo Priest, the baffled king, blessing this poetic meet ‘n greet trip with a smiling unsurprising hallelujah Apparently some US citizens still can traverse O Canada, even if one forgot their passports, and are not PNG’s (Persons Not so GREAT) over Minneapolis shed a tear for Diane, a poet- gone-missing, and wonder if you reader come from St. Cloud, Fargo or Duluth, Bismarck or Aberdeen, surely they still speak poetic English there in a twangy metering methodology  - well, message me asap wow there really is a Saskatoon! the pilot asks us to lean left in our seats to help turn the plane so we go to Portland and not to Vancouver... me thinks he might be a touch Rockie Mountain High, considering we are at 30 thousand something Imperial, as he walks the main cabin with an oxygen mask and a huuuuuge grin see the distant Cascades through a crack in the shuttered windows, must be close to “the coast” (as if, harrumph, there were but one) ah, words in the clouds, ripe for the plucking must be getting close to Oregon, where poets grow on trees, woody words like **** and log-float poems down the Columbia to the sea gonna drink me some poets under the table cause this trip I ain’t no driving and I am already “flying” ‘n scribing and arriving on a high tide and a good wind
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Jun 7, 2018
Jun 7, 2018 at 5:47 AM UTC
Songs of Going to Oregon: No. 2 But Who Knew?
the earth is curved - sure y’all knew that.   but to get to the Northwest, Interstate 84 ain’t le route plus directe nope curve north to Ontario, wave to Bex as I cross over London and Toronto, also can’t recall which poet from Rochester hails, or did they shuffle off to Buffalo? Crossing Erie, Huron, and Michigan Great Lakes all, brings to mind my mother’s birthplace, Last of the Mohicans, and the three years I did in the Cleveland Penitentiary, where sun was illegal and baseball was a pretend play of cowboys and Indians but by god, it made me the penitent fella I am today Look skyward to Montreal, yes, there he is, the Leo Priest, the baffled king, blessing this poetic meet ‘n greet trip with a smiling unsurprising hallelujah Apparently some US citizens still can traverse O Canada, even if one forgot their passports, and are not PNG’s (Persons Not so GREAT) over Minneapolis shed a tear for Diane, a poet- gone-missing, and wonder if you reader come from St. Cloud, Fargo or Duluth, Bismarck or Aberdeen, surely they still speak poetic English there in a twangy metering methodology  - well, message me asap wow there really is a Saskatoon! the pilot asks us to lean left in our seats to help turn the plane so we go to Portland and not to Vancouver... me thinks he might be a touch Rockie Mountain High, considering we are at 30 thousand something Imperial, as he walks the main cabin with an oxygen mask and a huuuuuge grin see the distant Cascades through a crack in the shuttered windows, must be close to “the coast” (as if, harrumph, there were but one) ah, words in the clouds, ripe for the plucking must be getting close to Oregon, where poets grow on trees, woody words like **** and log-float poems down the Columbia to the sea gonna drink me some poets under the table cause this trip I ain’t no driving and I am already “flying” ‘n scribing and arriving on a high tide and a good wind
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I am the barbed thorn the serrated reward facing savage cruel winter; sedition in transmission. I am the only pawn on your chequered board facing a feisty queen; of restricting submission. I am the demonic exon a heraldic discord facing bleak futures; an inherent disposition. I am the stillborn reborn the aberration restored facing anomalies instability; violation on a mission. I am broken and worn a fallen sword facing a grim battle; outnumbered by division. I am the brass horn the out of tune chord facing orchestral expulsion; a musician in remission. I am history's forewarn the contrite accord ignored facing penitent absolution; clemency in transition.
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Jun 22, 2014
Jun 22, 2014 at 10:32 PM UTC
Demonic Exon
In haste, I took the first woman like a whiskey shot-- every ounce of her scarred my throat kept me silent, kept me staggering under the weight. When the bottom shelf love went beyond full bloom, I vomited her up, leaving me with a headache. In good conscious, I took the second woman like an aspirin pill-- every milligram of her alleviated the pain kept me similar to content, kept me tame. When the effects wore off and I pined for another drink, I put her in the cabinet, leaving me rambling nomadic. In guilt, I turned myself into the third woman like a penitent criminal-- every liter of her blood solidified kept me wrapped behind her bars, kept me seeking her good graces. When the prison sentence drew to a close, I left her behind, walking with an unwashable history. The fourth found me frightening, the fifth just ignored, the sixth designated me the "other man", and the elusive seventh only said, "You could do better." In my mind, the pills, prisons, and liquor melded -- the days cut short, the nights grew long, but I could do better I could do better I could do better. I sold the pills, I poured the whiskey down the sink, I left prison to the prisoners, and in the mirror I became a religious practitioner. To the Church of Better I subscribed. Sober, lone, and free my cry. To the darkness I whispered: I am the resurrection, I cannot be killed, I am the resurrection, the Buddha, the Jesus, the Krishna, the Allah. I am the resurrection, born again and again and again.
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Sep 16, 2012
Sep 16, 2012 at 3:08 PM UTC
I am the resurrection
In haste, I took the first woman like a whiskey shot-- every ounce of her scarred my throat kept me silent, kept me staggering under the weight. When the bottom shelf love went beyond full bloom, I vomited her up, leaving me with a headache. In good conscious, I took the second woman like an aspirin pill-- every milligram of her alleviated the pain kept me similar to content, kept me tame. When the effects wore off and I pined for another drink, I put her in the cabinet, leaving me rambling nomadic. In guilt, I turned myself into the third woman like a penitent criminal-- every liter of her blood solidified kept me wrapped behind her bars, kept me seeking her good graces. When the prison sentence drew to a close, I left her behind, walking with an unwashable history. The fourth found me frightening, the fifth just ignored, the sixth designated me the "other man", and the elusive seventh only said, "You could do better." In my mind, the pills, prisons, and liquor melded -- the days cut short, the nights grew long, but I could do better I could do better I could do better. I sold the pills, I poured the whiskey down the sink, I left prison to the prisoners, and in the mirror I became a religious practitioner. To the Church of Better I subscribed. Sober, lone, and free my cry. To the darkness I whispered: I am the resurrection, I cannot be killed, I am the resurrection, the Buddha, the Jesus, the Krishna, the Allah. I am the resurrection, born again and again and again.
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I once believed in a man strong, beautiful and kind.   His voice as familiar as his sense of humor. He took me to gaze at the moon and on trails to see wild spring flowers. His eyes green and the curves of his face rounded in the morning light.   With my heart and life, I trusted him.  He held both in his hands.   Our love was whole and true, so long ago.   I feel his touch in dreams, caressing me late into the night and holding me closely.   Soft jazz reminds me of these moments in time. How could this love have gone so wrong? I am caught between my love and my anguish. Could I have been so blind as not to see the signs?   How could I not have seen him fading into another, tossing me aside like a bloodied soldier in this war on love. When did he stop believing in me, between the lies? When did I stop, between the love and the lies? Is there nothing real… were we ever one? He is a stranger without a penitent heart and soul. Can this ever be made right; friends that part in anger, the us that will never be again. My angel has become a nightmare of unfinished endings, and I, still caught between love and lies.
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Aug 20, 2012
Aug 20, 2012 at 9:32 PM UTC
CAUGHT BETWEEN LOVE AND LIES
Zen monks sit quietly on stern pillows of effervescent soul. I do not, My patchwork pillow is filled with styrofoam-- artificial. Hasidic Rabbis rub their tired pious books adding more wear marks from years worrying which appear like a foreign tongue on the cover. My book is full of yellowed, empty pages sitting, dust-ridden on a abandoned shelf. The head of the Shiite rests against solid stone The penitent countenance like a mirror of Mecca. My forehead bears only the reddened mark of my forearm from the vibrant narcolepsy of life. The Atheist sits in the coffee house lecturing the disinterested Baristas about the tomfoolery of religion. I sit alone, nodding sagely, sipping wine that tastes flat against my tongue. What does a depth of spiritual belief offer? There is an unwritten, unquantifiable, essence that belief gives the human. A depth of meaning, like a shot of penicillin to a case of chlamydia.
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Apr 28, 2014
Apr 28, 2014 at 2:29 PM UTC
Zen Monks
*My hunger for you never wanes your, smell, touch, look send me aflame my lips bruised after being crushed by yours my thirst quenched by drinking you in, my need as robust as your thrusts, my cravings, like a ****** in need of a fix. Immersed in you, luxuriating in you, knowing you, has starved and saved my soul. Amongst the smell of lust and lechery Dante watches, he watches my soul. Purgatorio, penitent I walk within flames to purge myself of lustful thoughts and feelings. Dante's Inferno. Souls of the sin of lust are blown about in restless hurricane winds, I feel the wind at my back. Howling. A symbol of my own lack of self-control to my lustful passions in this my earthly life. Just be with me when we are judged, together we can prove our Love*
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May 16, 2014
May 16, 2014 at 8:16 PM UTC
Luxuria (Lust)
A dark piece of night sky, I stole to wrap around my naked soul, then traveled all alone as a penitent to the heart of the darkest night, to forget,the letdown; you not being in our rendezvous as promised. Between barren earth and mute sky, a kite adrift; losing  love I am lost.
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Sep 28, 2015
Sep 28, 2015 at 1:29 PM UTC
You didn't keep word,I am a kite cut off and adrift.
O my God the ride down here to this base camp in those converted army trucks wasnt that something? Miriam says my face felt frozen and my hair looked as if Id been in front of a massive hair-dryer for hours I sip my coke and watch her sitting at the bar stool thinking her jaw sure must have unfroze since shed not stopped speaking for a good five minutes and guess who Im sharing a tent with?   she informs I dont know I say that hippy girl you know the one whose boyfriend looks like Jesus o yes I know the one yes so whats she like to share with? o you dont want to know she says then dont tell me o but I must so she does and as she rabbits on I study her hair a mass of curls tight and red which reminded me of a guy I worked for once who said I took a red head out last night no hair just a red head and I laughed because he was my employer but it was a kind of put on laugh and o she says and thats not all when she undresses at night in the tent I am brought back to the present and am all ears hanging on to her every word about the dame ********** like a penitent awaiting a priests blessing.
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Mar 24, 2015
Mar 24, 2015 at 2:30 AM UTC
MOROCCO 1970.
My Lord and my God I am so unworthy A sinner for all of my days What did I do to deserve your love When I deserve death You died for me you love me wholly You cleanse my soul and make me holy By your perfect love you deem me worthy To be with you eternally in love You call me your friend, you call me your child No longer slaves but free from the chains From my sin and shame you restore me You raise me up from the mire Grant me Oh Lord a penitent heart That I may turn from my ways and die to myself In dying, you come alive in me By rising I am born again into new life You are worthy of all my praise and thanksgiving You are the reason I am still living You are worthy of all my love and affection You are worthy of all my prayer and adoration You deem me worthy to shine your light You deem me worthy to listen and write You deem me worthy to be your child You deem me worthy of your love You deem me worthy to be your Lamb You deem me worthy and though unworthy it is enough Thank you Oh Lord my God and have mercy on my soul Help me turn my heart to you and so live in your perfect love Amen
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May 4, 2018
May 4, 2018 at 10:59 PM UTC
Un(Worthy)
I am from the towering oak and pine trees That sway on the old forest’s edge, Coyotes howling in the shadows A haunting lamentation I am from the creaky stairs and floorboards At the house on Liberty Street, From the ancient gas heater and its tendrils of flame That never seemed to be quite hot enough I am from the sound of my father’s voice Heavy with sleep as he whispers to us A late night bedtime story, Scaring away the monsters under our beds I am from Sunday mornings Bursting with rays of golden light and Filtering through glimmering church windows Lingering on familiar faces I am from ‘make good choices’ 'Be a peacemaker’ ‘You are greatness’ and ‘Oiaue!’ I am from the scent of Mom’s cookies Chocolate chip and butterscotch Melting away winters and Warming cold hearts I am from acrylic paint, Graphite, ink and canvas From smudged hands, stained clothes, And a sketchbook full of scribblings I am from the crisp chill of autumn In the mountains of Vermont, Staring into a sea of stars As dazzling sparks float skyward in the distance I am from the cool sea breeze And the salty mist over the water Waves crashing fiercely in the haze Of Newport’s rocky shores I am from the quiet peace That can only come from the words “I love you” and the warm embrace That often follows I am from endless words Written with shaking, ink-stained hands On crumpled bone white paper Hoping to be good enough to keep I am from weak muscles and fragile bones From hesitant first steps and training wheels From stubborn no’s and penitent yes’s From late nights and shadowy eyes I am from the past I am from the present I am from the trembling, changing Pathway to my future I am from this house This family and This home
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Sep 26, 2013
Sep 26, 2013 at 8:08 AM UTC
I am from Endless Words
I am from the towering oak and pine trees That sway on the old forest’s edge, Coyotes howling in the shadows A haunting lamentation I am from the creaky stairs and floorboards At the house on Liberty Street, From the ancient gas heater and its tendrils of flame That never seemed to be quite hot enough I am from the sound of my father’s voice Heavy with sleep as he whispers to us A late night bedtime story, Scaring away the monsters under our beds I am from Sunday mornings Bursting with rays of golden light and Filtering through glimmering church windows Lingering on familiar faces I am from ‘make good choices’ 'Be a peacemaker’ ‘You are greatness’ and ‘Oiaue!’ I am from the scent of Mom’s cookies Chocolate chip and butterscotch Melting away winters and Warming cold hearts I am from acrylic paint, Graphite, ink and canvas From smudged hands, stained clothes, And a sketchbook full of scribblings I am from the crisp chill of autumn In the mountains of Vermont, Staring into a sea of stars As dazzling sparks float skyward in the distance I am from the cool sea breeze And the salty mist over the water Waves crashing fiercely in the haze Of Newport’s rocky shores I am from the quiet peace That can only come from the words “I love you” and the warm embrace That often follows I am from endless words Written with shaking, ink-stained hands On crumpled bone white paper Hoping to be good enough to keep I am from weak muscles and fragile bones From hesitant first steps and training wheels From stubborn no’s and penitent yes’s From late nights and shadowy eyes I am from the past I am from the present I am from the trembling, changing Pathway to my future I am from this house This family and This home
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Traces of lassitude Slow down to cruising, Warmth of the whiskey Ameliorates bruising. Putting the feet up Makes it inane, That I'm subtly aroused In mouthing your name. Subtle arousal In tracing the line Of your thin cotton ****** With fingertip fine, And watching the smile Slide up to your eyes, See the blend of your blushing In murmured surprise. Oh the glorious sunset Streams in through the glass And the shades refracted Nicely contour your *** And the whisky is mellow The mood is sublime, So the promise of evening Improves with time. With serpentine moves And the grace of an snake, You uncoil to your feet And you make your escape. Mouthing thin fabrications And utter wee fibs, You flee back to your hearth And your husband and kids. Solace alone Baby, Solace alone, With frustration and whisky All the lonely way home. As the penitent thoughts Percolate through unseen, My sad mind lingers On what might have been. Marshalg @theBach Mangere Bridge 27 January 2010
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Jan 27, 2010
Jan 27, 2010 at 12:08 AM UTC
Solace Alone
Purposes as incomprehensible and wonderful as these purposes Either you had no purpose or the purpose is beyond the end The purpose of sitting is not to be satisfied or satiated Because the timepiece not only serves a purpose, it is adapted to that purpose Except it was a secret purpose The world is a mental activity, a dream of souls, without foundation, purpose, weight or shape People in collective idleness are even more repellent than when purpose motivates them God, glass, my townspeople! For what purpose? His purpose and mine is to catch photons and store them in our bones Lately, as have you, I have thought about our war and its purpose To have a season for every purpose, Ecclesiastes was right about that Names of plants, languages of mammals, purposes of insects, placement of rocks My friend who is counselor to kings and presidents never lacks purpose To what purpose, April, do you return again? Not to say there is no purpose necessarily, I just don’t immediately get it Stately purposes, valor in battle, glorious annals of army and fleet, death for the right cause Use of violence by the local militia for a limited purpose, protect the young from the janjaweed, the crop from the **** The knight, the penitent misses last assessment of life’s purpose, babbling for God to appear I mean your entire purpose should be living, you must take living seriously Sleep with a purpose Or lose all purpose beyond ****** child *** and food hoarding Counting is associated with primitive forms of writing, that is the purpose of poetry The purpose of school is to introduce us to the world’s innumerable wonders Their corners sharp, their lines exact, as if their purpose was to show the plane geometry of snow That’s when everything becomes clear, purpose v. purposelessness matters less Lonely physics, national purpose This then is the purpose of purposelessness (and of eating less)! We will live with the question What was our purpose? If we are not at home in the world, contributing purpose, we lose our desire to stay here—and we die The men who left the machine have started their own business, a new endeavor by which they will keep warm and purposeful You go the way of an unknown soldier, unable to assess the purpose of the battle Let Greece then know my purpose I retain, nor vex with new treaties my peace in vain And shake the purpose of my soul no more
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May 8, 2017
May 8, 2017 at 5:43 AM UTC
Out of Emptiness
Purposes as incomprehensible and wonderful as these purposes Either you had no purpose or the purpose is beyond the end The purpose of sitting is not to be satisfied or satiated Because the timepiece not only serves a purpose, it is adapted to that purpose Except it was a secret purpose The world is a mental activity, a dream of souls, without foundation, purpose, weight or shape People in collective idleness are even more repellent than when purpose motivates them God, glass, my townspeople! For what purpose? His purpose and mine is to catch photons and store them in our bones Lately, as have you, I have thought about our war and its purpose To have a season for every purpose, Ecclesiastes was right about that Names of plants, languages of mammals, purposes of insects, placement of rocks My friend who is counselor to kings and presidents never lacks purpose To what purpose, April, do you return again? Not to say there is no purpose necessarily, I just don’t immediately get it Stately purposes, valor in battle, glorious annals of army and fleet, death for the right cause Use of violence by the local militia for a limited purpose, protect the young from the janjaweed, the crop from the **** The knight, the penitent misses last assessment of life’s purpose, babbling for God to appear I mean your entire purpose should be living, you must take living seriously Sleep with a purpose Or lose all purpose beyond ****** child *** and food hoarding Counting is associated with primitive forms of writing, that is the purpose of poetry The purpose of school is to introduce us to the world’s innumerable wonders Their corners sharp, their lines exact, as if their purpose was to show the plane geometry of snow That’s when everything becomes clear, purpose v. purposelessness matters less Lonely physics, national purpose This then is the purpose of purposelessness (and of eating less)! We will live with the question What was our purpose? If we are not at home in the world, contributing purpose, we lose our desire to stay here—and we die The men who left the machine have started their own business, a new endeavor by which they will keep warm and purposeful You go the way of an unknown soldier, unable to assess the purpose of the battle Let Greece then know my purpose I retain, nor vex with new treaties my peace in vain And shake the purpose of my soul no more
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With querulous turpitude, I stood Disdainful denied reassurance; Selfless. My crying heart The echo of the wind rebuking All that is remaining of what I used to be. Grotesque deformities my reflection The pain of pure love etched In dreams of aeons passed. Hideous beauty a frightening peace A sweetness I founded corrupt; Hell my heaven My paradise. Honesty a musical once writhing in my breast A seraph convoking legions, Now wings out-stretched I break my own treacherous heart A fiend of Heaven a demon of Hell The first fallen Unto likeness absolved The pennated breadth of twilight Breeding familiarities contempt- I have wearied myself, O God, And I am consumed, Resolute of inequity. He that is down need not fear plucking, Experience is the teacher of fools And a gentle lie turneth away inquiry: If the mountain will not go to Mahomet, Mahomet must go to the mountain; The nakedly wan mantic Velleity to tear Christ's body Malapert, before the ruddy shoal; Society covers a multitude of sins Within the penitent sanctity of Heaven's holocaust, in which No man can serve two masters- Oh that I had wings like a dove! I would fly away and be at rest Eternal and absolute, An angelic image of my shadowed self!. ELEETE J MUIR
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Jan 13, 2012
Jan 13, 2012 at 8:35 AM UTC
Lucifer (Extended Edit)
i care, i really do... ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha   ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha    ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha... no, i do... i'm trying...    ha ha...      i'm just imagining what that one word looks like in Hebrew... the...    ha-shem... i.e.      the-name.... laughing, but at the same time saying the definite article over, and over, and over again... the the the the... v'eh v'eh v'eh... "point"?!    what point?! calling a cactus a ******* cactus?    or calling it an semiticl headscarf?   which is which? a skirt just covering the knee?!     better ask your women to wear gloves... i seem to enjoy the fact that the most ****** part of a woman, are her hands... geisha hands...   and wrists i could look at like i might an enjoy an hour with a bottle of wine... aha!                tell me...   what's the difference between a didgeridoo...    and a modern, nordic shamanic chant akin to to the berserker warcry in one of heilung's song, notably          alfadhirhaiti where the audience go mad with fervor & fury...       because didn't you know, they say: don't take to d.n.a. ancestor testing, watch what you absorb culturally... from what i heard... the ugly vikings founded the city of Kiev, so they must have passed past my parts... hidden Baltic - grazing mother of soured milk that intermediates a stasis prior to yogurt - no wolves in england...     i'll pet a a fox therefore...             scoop and swoon - the baronical patience of a shadow admirer.; even if the Jews have abandoned Europe... what the left?           is beside the origin of what the crucifix constitutes...           even if the Jews abandoned Europe, what they pressed was the antagonism of Greece - they pursued ancient Greece - until the world, and all matters Latin - stood to understand -          the Jews left Europe, abandoning the pursuit of Greek - penitent people, noble people...    until the library of Nag Hammadi emerged from the sands of both time, and Egypt...    noble people... penitent people... these Israelites - these Jobs of disgruntled time -    Hiob, Yob, Hiob, Job... i am barren in wanting to "forgive" the Jews...    how they pursued ancient Greek to avenge the emergence of the Second Troy in Rome... with Rome...            no Greek will stand on these words with an Achilles heel...       the Jews pursued the Greek revisionism of their testament long enough...       as what Nero found hilarious... i take to wind and soul with       a drunk mind,                   but a sober heart.
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Sep 7, 2018
Sep 7, 2018 at 8:38 PM UTC
heilung's shaman and a didgeridoo
i care, i really do... ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha   ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha    ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha... no, i do... i'm trying...    ha ha...      i'm just imagining what that one word looks like in Hebrew... the...    ha-shem... i.e.      the-name.... laughing, but at the same time saying the definite article over, and over, and over again... the the the the... v'eh v'eh v'eh... "point"?!    what point?! calling a cactus a ******* cactus?    or calling it an semiticl headscarf?   which is which? a skirt just covering the knee?!     better ask your women to wear gloves... i seem to enjoy the fact that the most ****** part of a woman, are her hands... geisha hands...   and wrists i could look at like i might an enjoy an hour with a bottle of wine... aha!                tell me...   what's the difference between a didgeridoo...    and a modern, nordic shamanic chant akin to to the berserker warcry in one of heilung's song, notably          alfadhirhaiti where the audience go mad with fervor & fury...       because didn't you know, they say: don't take to d.n.a. ancestor testing, watch what you absorb culturally... from what i heard... the ugly vikings founded the city of Kiev, so they must have passed past my parts... hidden Baltic - grazing mother of soured milk that intermediates a stasis prior to yogurt - no wolves in england...     i'll pet a a fox therefore...             scoop and swoon - the baronical patience of a shadow admirer.; even if the Jews have abandoned Europe... what the left?           is beside the origin of what the crucifix constitutes...           even if the Jews abandoned Europe, what they pressed was the antagonism of Greece - they pursued ancient Greece - until the world, and all matters Latin - stood to understand -          the Jews left Europe, abandoning the pursuit of Greek - penitent people, noble people...    until the library of Nag Hammadi emerged from the sands of both time, and Egypt...    noble people... penitent people... these Israelites - these Jobs of disgruntled time -    Hiob, Yob, Hiob, Job... i am barren in wanting to "forgive" the Jews...    how they pursued ancient Greek to avenge the emergence of the Second Troy in Rome... with Rome...            no Greek will stand on these words with an Achilles heel...       the Jews pursued the Greek revisionism of their testament long enough...       as what Nero found hilarious... i take to wind and soul with       a drunk mind,                   but a sober heart.
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Within the lotus pink petals of my tear soaked ***** He has hidden His splendor Under a raincloud the color of His peacock skin camouflaged He waits Darling Giridhari I have driven the tenacious, evil bats of hatred, envy, anger and greed from the tall steel towers, belfry of my mind Nectarine incense of prayer and contemplation on You burns day and night on the altar of my penitent heart Ceaselessly my breath does not hesitate to chant Your divine name From these eyes the Yamuna river pours and floods its banks while I wait for You to dance with me Every season is an endless Winter without your warm Spring embrace snow drifts pursue and threaten to bury the tender shoots of love Hurry Hari Krishna pull this poison cupid's arrow from Your devotee's smitten heart
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Nov 27, 2014
Nov 27, 2014 at 12:47 AM UTC
Eternal Rendezvous
Dear Gawd......I wanna be Pope.. I never ride backwards on train or bus, I never profane, blaspheme or cuss, I'm limpid, riven of diaphanous stuff never been given, to a female **** I'm penitent, contrite – shriven of sin, compliant, reliant, I'm bendy n thin. not quite castrato, gives good vibrato to choirboys mullato with bellybutton fluff.
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Nov 11, 2011
Nov 11, 2011 at 2:19 PM UTC
"- Dear Gawd, I wanna be Pope -"
In Dante's Inferno, the unforgiven sinful souls of lust are blown about in restless hurricane force winds. It is symbolic of their own lack of self-control to their lustful passions in earthly life. They are thrown around in a storm created by their intense desire for drugs, money, food, fame, power, or *** But is this Hell truly in the afterlife? Or is it a state of mind? A state of being? A hurricane is a rapidly rotating storm system, spiraling in on itself, laying destruction across where its twisted arms flail. The storm is an unbalanced, intense concentration of energy. The eye of the storm is sin. It is uncontrolled desire. It's where the Self resides. Inside the eye, though, everything seems calm. It's cool and breezy, the air is clear. There is no experience of the destruction of what lies outside. The surrounding wall of the storm is too thick. They whose mind is plagued with such a storm is blinded. The penitent walks through flames to purge themselves of lustful thoughts and feelings. It is symbolic of the process of God's forgiveness. But is it after we have died? Or is God's forgiveness the forgiveness we receive from those we have hurt in our lack of self control? To apologize and accept forgiveness can be a complicated process. Like the flame, it's painful. But it is cleansing.
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Jun 21, 2014
Jun 21, 2014 at 12:33 PM UTC
The Hurricane of Uncontrolled Desire
She is the typesetter’s “e” The once-rounded uncial script, Unbroken like the solemn vow of a monk, His whisper, a shepherd of words under the cowl, Murmurations of the Holy Mother to the lambswool shroud of candlelight. His candle-flock of dreams to some hill of penitent towers, war-cowed And broken open like faith-unfended helmets, littering the ground, With their unspeaking tassels in babbling pagan sound of wind, That hill too, once-rounded bare under the glittering apostles of twilight. In the abbeywork of air, calligraphy was a cipher of souls, He unwrested demons from an inkwell of sunsets, smothered them in blotting paper, Freed the incarnate whole to the book of hours, nib-pointed in quills and illuminated in gold, Line by line, in Carolingian winding sheets, he returned the misshapen to the fold, To the carpet page of home and the warm ligatures of their waiting women. So the shutters of the heavenly house could blow light in slanted rays to a wilderness in storm. But he never tamed the aero-elongated, descender of Troy in a “t,” He never knew the unholiness of the underscore or fonts as ****** Or the world unwilling to know itself in serif robes of ancient lore. His life was a simple rounded-out syllable of one man, Left in the muddied, unintelligible text of faith and war. She is the typesetter’s “e” and now belongs to any hand.
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Jul 6, 2019
Jul 6, 2019 at 9:21 PM UTC
She is the Typesetter’s “e”
A girl wishes the wind would blow the hair off her scalp Strong and abrasive, it struggles with her like a friend hoping to get a little peace and quiet For once would she just relax, enjoy some Tonight Show, some Late Night and step out of the penitent date nights.
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Mar 12, 2015
Mar 12, 2015 at 1:27 AM UTC
Scene 1
On the left side of due diligence by the lake that's called impermanence, is the one they call, His Eminence, and he stands alone in ignorance. The bishops look much finer with their bibles bound in China and feet soled in the markets of God forsaken foreign places. Faces look towards him and the penitent adore him. but a score or more would take him to the lake and then desert him. And on the cold fields of a calvary where the saints survive, it bothered me, that the only thing that I could see were the bishops in their finery.
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Feb 13, 2015
Feb 13, 2015 at 3:01 AM UTC
The fishermen
Great whales’ hearts thud Allah … Allah Eight times Each grey Minute The hummingbird calls Faster, much faster The name in A whir of Acclamation Knuckly stiff fingers Count misbaha beads In resin while The mind strokes Each for a second A baby’s colic cry And a mother’s Soft shushing Hold a meaning Understood The aches of the Lonely and penitent Are never felt By only One In everything lives The memory of An echo of that First word “Be”
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Apr 7, 2016
Apr 7, 2016 at 12:00 PM UTC
All in All
The snapshot of our reality was instant was pure it existed before our time before we were ever sure Magnetic was the bonding snapping together like opposites negative and positive meeting where forces find the neutral you and I were there where brotherhood is beautiful But my negative was a poison an acid in the well slowly unwinding the potency of the spell I watched the picture fading like a manuscript lost to time that which was made by God corrupted by insanity's rhyme there was a cyclical note in the air of the night when truths became daggers and lies flickered alight I was patient I was penitent my prayers were true and real but our friendship was cut down like prey under blades of steel I saw my past catch up like wolves in the dark devouring what we'd created disemboweled by matters of the heart Who can cure these ailments that live beyond the soul while it watches the tumult below hearts fighting in lieu of the goal I was there on the battlefield I watched the future fade to black all I wanted was the love that could bring my will to fight back Brother can be lost in the world they can spill the blood they share they can get lost in the moment and spite the fates that brought them there it's hard to create family but so easy to break it because that which truly matters is fragile, vulnerable, naked We protect our love by how we lead our lives with integrity, compassion, and virtue so that in the moments life gets hard we fall back not on the things that hurt us but on the bonds that gave us life that gave us the will to carry on
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Mar 27, 2022
Mar 27, 2022 at 8:39 PM UTC
Picture Frame in Reverse...
The snapshot of our reality was instant was pure it existed before our time before we were ever sure Magnetic was the bonding snapping together like opposites negative and positive meeting where forces find the neutral you and I were there where brotherhood is beautiful But my negative was a poison an acid in the well slowly unwinding the potency of the spell I watched the picture fading like a manuscript lost to time that which was made by God corrupted by insanity's rhyme there was a cyclical note in the air of the night when truths became daggers and lies flickered alight I was patient I was penitent my prayers were true and real but our friendship was cut down like prey under blades of steel I saw my past catch up like wolves in the dark devouring what we'd created disemboweled by matters of the heart Who can cure these ailments that live beyond the soul while it watches the tumult below hearts fighting in lieu of the goal I was there on the battlefield I watched the future fade to black all I wanted was the love that could bring my will to fight back Brother can be lost in the world they can spill the blood they share they can get lost in the moment and spite the fates that brought them there it's hard to create family but so easy to break it because that which truly matters is fragile, vulnerable, naked We protect our love by how we lead our lives with integrity, compassion, and virtue so that in the moments life gets hard we fall back not on the things that hurt us but on the bonds that gave us life that gave us the will to carry on
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this flourishing silence feels more of a trite hack-job than it is a writing stint. my fingers (frenzied, brazen) continue to tap and my mind starts to spill like a spigot left open. I have taken to smoking and laughing away in an obscured day for myself in the parking lot and sometimes I can do without company; only the snarl of the well-oiled tractor in front of me. the days are full of yellow and the Sun is a dog on a leash. the roses smell of brine and their slender stems bones of the young. I can see cheeks flushed with red and skirts neatly trimmed just above knobby knees and I know somewhere in that tender flesh, a man sifts without knowing what it feels to eat bone before flesh, flesh after bone. my silently augured procurement of today’s induced comatose is but a Freudian slip – the world with its burly physique is a chauvinistic man drinking whisky in the red light district of hazy Makati. each slapdash word in penitent reprisal is the moment’s clearest reprieve. I am glad that this room is darker than the eyes of the love I have lost staring back with a mound of the abysmal or the yearnings of a chagrined mother startled back to her home; it must be dreamy, the dogs outside pant in heat and the obnoxious *** of vehicles outside bears the cadence of two people starting to fall in love: all chaotic and unmoving, fastened to the Earth, aware of the passing minutes, wishing to be somewhere else but there.
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Jan 16, 2016
Jan 16, 2016 at 1:34 AM UTC
They Were Vehicles Trapped Underneath The Sun
I wanted to see him taken in loving arms told it was forgiven I wanted to kiss him along the neck and jaw promise him that God made us in his image, and he is selfish but somewhere in his inscrutiable heartbeat the hunger can wither like bluebells plucked from winter’s soil I wanted to promise we are penitent and it counts for something and yet the ache lingers are your teardrops as wet as I imagined they’d be? and yet oh how water expires
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Dec 7, 2012
Dec 7, 2012 at 3:27 PM UTC
John Mitchell