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"particle" poems
except that you have attached your parfumed, par~col~odored exhalations into our shared airs, with uniqued fumes,    thy airy essences to thine own chosen words, in combines never before seen or heard, but worn by you, draped from chains abound your neck, dripping from thy tongue, dropping from thine eyes, leaking from your pores, from fingers in rose gold adorning rings bright shining so more, so unique, impossible to misidentify as anything anybody any anything, but yours, yours…yours,      but not belabor this fact basic, disguise your name, hide your fame, make your locale, somewhere in the unreachable, unreal, multiverse, none the less, and allthemore, cannot escape, the ultimate reality, when first you press that keyed SEND, you have parted, done with, an immeasurable small but grandeured piece of your unique self, if that makes you anxious, here my eyes crinkle sympathetically, am please to blurt this major alert: u have nothing to fear, too late, too late, you are now made, part and particle, past participle futured history in the particulared, longest continuum on this tiny, tiny planet oh well, just thought you'd like to know, despite your guises, your are now 100 per cent, immutable ^ 10/5/25 staying alive
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Oct 3, 2025
Oct 3, 2025 at 8:23 PM UTC
Immutable: you 🫵...have nothing to be anxious about 👍
Is that what we wake up to every day? Fast food and gas stations are forever stamped in the corners of my eyes as they are looking through the glass of minimum wage to the red flashing lights of a man hoping to get back to his children safely. Is life is a pointed dagger then my blade is rusted and dull when I wonder why I even try some days. Do I dare defend my pride and still demand something more than this? Is this a call for engines in the air or wings made of wax? Death would be more alive than waking up to another day of shampoo commercials and microwave dinners. You are always whispering in my ear though dear and telling me that you're more than just a particle flown into my imagination from a world so oh very different than ours. Are your eyes as bright as I imagine? Will the glare from them blind me from the tax collectors whip and will your laughter drown out the screams of onlookers who are throwing peanuts through the bars at my feet? Will your kiss melt me and cause me to fall into wind like leaves in a storm, a tornado of color and beauty..? I lay in bed and my eyes close tightly, my breathing slows and thoughts drip into pits men drown themselves in, the murky waters of nihilistic cynicism... Though my hand will still not be closed around yours when the sun rises, the whisper lets me know you are still awake and searching for me too...
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Nov 15, 2012
Nov 15, 2012 at 2:23 PM UTC
Whisper
There are five widely known senses. Sight, hearing, touch, smell and taste. We've got some minor ones as well, such as balance, temperature and many more. However, people fail to realise that there's also the sixth major sense. Thoughts themselves.    If we look closely, all these five senses have the same base. Specified cells in eye react to energy of light, cells of ear recieve energy in form of air's vibrations, skin cells pick up energy of mechanical changes, and so tasting and hearing depend on translation of certain substances' chemical energy.    These cells in different organs differ in their structure and the way they appear, however, if we stop looking at them in such small scale, we can see that ALL of the cells or organs responsible for any sense translate the energy.    So, a light enters the eye, certain wavelenght of certain energy stimulates the eye's rod or cone cells with a certain intensity. Then the energy of light is translated to energy of electrical impulse, which goes straight to the brain, creating the sensation of sight.    If it comes to smell, a certain particle enters the nose, binds to a smell receptor cell, and the chemical energy of this particle is, again, translated to energy of electrical impulse, which goes straight to the brain, creating the sensation of smell.    Now, let's move to the crucial part. The sense of thoughts.    During the creation of thought, pathways in our brain that collect memories(and many more known or unknown pathways) connect. First, there's this spark of electricity, that moves all along the neuron and releases a dose of neurotransmitters(amount of different NTs is equiavlent to strength of this spark, basically resulting in "creating" various thoughts). Then, chemical energy of NEUROTRANSMITTER is translated to energy of electrical impulse, which happens in the brain, creating the sensation of thought.    Therefore the 'sense of thoughts' reacts to and is stimulated by neurotransmitters themselves, with receptors on neurons' membrane being receptors of the stimulus. So, kind of like smell, the stimulus is chemical, compared to sight, where it's electromagnetic wave; anyways the result in all of these is electric impulse in neurons (hence the idea of "thoughts" as a sense, due to the same basic layout; transfer of energy).    The 'smell particle' connects to receptor and is translated to a certain amount of neurotransmitters/certain strenght of neuronal impulse. SO, again, we can see that when the first outer layer of this communication is cut off, we're left only with the neurotransmitters and impulses themselves. Anyway, the transduction of energy remains.    If it comes to "sense of thoughts" the receptor lies within us, whereas in sight or smell or touch it's external. However, does it matter if it's on the surface of skin or under it if it all comes down to neurons of our brain?    When you lie in a dark, silent room, without any external stimuli, you still retain your thoughts, colorful, vivid or complex. All the magic of the brain - still happens. So, how isn't it a separate, full-fledged sense?
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Aug 9, 2018
Aug 9, 2018 at 6:49 AM UTC
Thoughts#22 ; Senses
There are five widely known senses. Sight, hearing, touch, smell and taste. We've got some minor ones as well, such as balance, temperature and many more. However, people fail to realise that there's also the sixth major sense. Thoughts themselves.    If we look closely, all these five senses have the same base. Specified cells in eye react to energy of light, cells of ear recieve energy in form of air's vibrations, skin cells pick up energy of mechanical changes, and so tasting and hearing depend on translation of certain substances' chemical energy.    These cells in different organs differ in their structure and the way they appear, however, if we stop looking at them in such small scale, we can see that ALL of the cells or organs responsible for any sense translate the energy.    So, a light enters the eye, certain wavelenght of certain energy stimulates the eye's rod or cone cells with a certain intensity. Then the energy of light is translated to energy of electrical impulse, which goes straight to the brain, creating the sensation of sight.    If it comes to smell, a certain particle enters the nose, binds to a smell receptor cell, and the chemical energy of this particle is, again, translated to energy of electrical impulse, which goes straight to the brain, creating the sensation of smell.    Now, let's move to the crucial part. The sense of thoughts.    During the creation of thought, pathways in our brain that collect memories(and many more known or unknown pathways) connect. First, there's this spark of electricity, that moves all along the neuron and releases a dose of neurotransmitters(amount of different NTs is equiavlent to strength of this spark, basically resulting in "creating" various thoughts). Then, chemical energy of NEUROTRANSMITTER is translated to energy of electrical impulse, which happens in the brain, creating the sensation of thought.    Therefore the 'sense of thoughts' reacts to and is stimulated by neurotransmitters themselves, with receptors on neurons' membrane being receptors of the stimulus. So, kind of like smell, the stimulus is chemical, compared to sight, where it's electromagnetic wave; anyways the result in all of these is electric impulse in neurons (hence the idea of "thoughts" as a sense, due to the same basic layout; transfer of energy).    The 'smell particle' connects to receptor and is translated to a certain amount of neurotransmitters/certain strenght of neuronal impulse. SO, again, we can see that when the first outer layer of this communication is cut off, we're left only with the neurotransmitters and impulses themselves. Anyway, the transduction of energy remains.    If it comes to "sense of thoughts" the receptor lies within us, whereas in sight or smell or touch it's external. However, does it matter if it's on the surface of skin or under it if it all comes down to neurons of our brain?    When you lie in a dark, silent room, without any external stimuli, you still retain your thoughts, colorful, vivid or complex. All the magic of the brain - still happens. So, how isn't it a separate, full-fledged sense?
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The era of social media and virtual interaction Where it is so important to keep your reputation And yet indeed it'll take you nowhere Because you're just another particle in their atmosphere No matter how hard you try to seem kind They just can't bother to reply, they seem to be blind No matter how many thousands of follows you've got Your friends are still the same old scattered lot Selfies galore, plenty of them Show yourself to yourself, feel like a gem You go with your friends riding a bike Post a picture on FB and it gets many a like You're all content about it, it feels so nice After which, conversation turns to ice At gatherings telephones sound Ringing all day, a new friend was found Introduce yourself, one more time again And fall into oblivion, it's starting to rain
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Jan 11, 2015
Jan 11, 2015 at 3:06 PM UTC
Social media rant
When I enter, the black holes of myself, they are located, transcribed upon the blackboards of our unified bodies, the magnification of energy transversed, principles demonstrated by the unconcluding conclusion of the expansion of creation, the rebirthing of one universe never ending When I enter a woman, the discovery sought, the definitional needed, the proofs equational, the factors constant, not the variable truths, the demonstrations positive, the constants of the universe, combinational, all within, a single point glistening to gentle comfort this knowledge of my wasting, the foresight of my limitations from the day of birth my matter, matters, my energy neither destroyed or created, illimitable, my decline inevitable and yet! cannot alter my atomic structure. my future guaranteed, my inner light, traveling so fast, it has yet to arrive When I enter a woman, the laws of physics become special theories of relativity, we are motion in time, force and energy nucleotides rawest refined, elemental and particle nuclear, packets of light exclaimed When I enter a woman, organic, chemistry, interdisciplinary my body and its life force shaped as electric current transceivers crossing galaxies, there can be no deceivers, there but and only the birthing of heat, a byproduct of interjection, conjunction creation of creativity <> she is my proof long after the log normal of my nerves, now parceled to the invisible of an oscillating log natural, fertilizes the sea grasses that so intoxicate, flying, carried, by the invisiblity of the winds, all-where I have chosen as my shifting shape, when this container leaks and crack'd, in sentry reentry orbit, to the nearest garbage strewn construction-dead lot When I enter a woman, physics far beyond the commonplace, physical transition to knowledge of life ever after death and fear are time sensitized passing notions, crushed by the consolation of physics, the eternality of a time once begun, cannot end, and therefore this, my one theory of everything, the God I worship, of course, he is invisible!
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Nov 23, 2014
Nov 23, 2014 at 8:40 AM UTC
The Consolation of Physics (When I Enter a Woman) Nov. 2014
When I enter, the black holes of myself, they are located, transcribed upon the blackboards of our unified bodies, the magnification of energy transversed, principles demonstrated by the unconcluding conclusion of the expansion of creation, the rebirthing of one universe never ending When I enter a woman, the discovery sought, the definitional needed, the proofs equational, the factors constant, not the variable truths, the demonstrations positive, the constants of the universe, combinational, all within, a single point glistening to gentle comfort this knowledge of my wasting, the foresight of my limitations from the day of birth my matter, matters, my energy neither destroyed or created, illimitable, my decline inevitable and yet! cannot alter my atomic structure. my future guaranteed, my inner light, traveling so fast, it has yet to arrive When I enter a woman, the laws of physics become special theories of relativity, we are motion in time, force and energy nucleotides rawest refined, elemental and particle nuclear, packets of light exclaimed When I enter a woman, organic, chemistry, interdisciplinary my body and its life force shaped as electric current transceivers crossing galaxies, there can be no deceivers, there but and only the birthing of heat, a byproduct of interjection, conjunction creation of creativity <> she is my proof long after the log normal of my nerves, now parceled to the invisible of an oscillating log natural, fertilizes the sea grasses that so intoxicate, flying, carried, by the invisiblity of the winds, all-where I have chosen as my shifting shape, when this container leaks and crack'd, in sentry reentry orbit, to the nearest garbage strewn construction-dead lot When I enter a woman, physics far beyond the commonplace, physical transition to knowledge of life ever after death and fear are time sensitized passing notions, crushed by the consolation of physics, the eternality of a time once begun, cannot end, and therefore this, my one theory of everything, the God I worship, of course, he is invisible!
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I listen to them as they mouth your name; and I see how deluded, how hypnotic, how enchanted and consumed they talk of your ways and, how the stars in their pupils beam with a radiance of such pure awe. Your words hang loose off the tops of their tounges and their lips drool in your glaze. Your lazy features,  your so electric but so infuriating charm - sends them mindless, locks them in your illusion. So it’s then I try to burn every sheet of paper which ink prints your presence, inside these desperate  shelves which fold upon each heartstring. My ears attempt to block it out. Instead they replay every song that has ever left your lips. And my eyes deceive me as they scatter a particle of you on every surface of life I encounter. My mind echoes every laugh you created in my streams. Then I paint every colour you ever erupted within me, in thick black. As they mouth your name, every trace of you with anyone but me, causes my hands to pull through my gut, and hammer down any of these ******* deceptive daydreams that you have me  trapped me in. And then so easily, one by one, debris of my heart crumble like rain down your window, down each vein.
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Apr 7, 2018
Apr 7, 2018 at 6:45 PM UTC
when your name leaves their lips
As mars calls out across the vast distance I was drawn as a lode stone To a particle of iron To the bottom of a Dead Sea Where green men take peace With their young Roaming Ancient race In deserted cities and Dessert landscape two moons and the River Iss A new world These are the tales of a dying planet The princess of red men And a far reached gentleman Sailing ships on blue waters Toward a different kind of love.
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Oct 26, 2014
Oct 26, 2014 at 9:43 PM UTC
Princess of Mars
*Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, “Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother or sister who sins against me? Up to seven times?” Jesus answered, "I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times."*                     - Matthew the Apostle I Seventy-seven bottles of gin lie in the guts of sensuous men; seventy-seven I forgive you's dissolve in a fanatical mind's resolve. II What offence occurred under Saint Constantine's priggish eye? Was it specious as a Samian's thigh? Or Sumerians receiving alien diplomats? Maybe somewhere far under Moscow Putin's massing cloning vats... III Whatever discursive and belligerent milieu church authority finds most tried and true seems to be the most important decider in the future of things like the Large Hadron Collider. Perhaps, unfoundedly, they find it funny that Higgs (though it seems much like calling the Liberal Party "Whigs") is a name shared by a man and a theoretical particle (though it be libelous in any journalist's article), and thus label similar advancements as "blasphemous". I guess that this is what it is: believing just because. IV Who can know blasphemy from piousness? Maybe all Luther did was obfuscate a prior mess. V Seventy-seven palm-branch-adorned, donkey-riding kings: an automatic-ring-making-machine beleaguering proselyte rings.
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Sep 19, 2012
Sep 19, 2012 at 1:40 AM UTC
Palm Sunday Penance
How would our (terrestrial) world's biggest mammal look like in space? floating about, no matter how aggressive or gentle he might be, he still would look like just a small particle amongst trillions. yet, here on Earth his size is so intimidating not even the mighty lion dares disturbe him... just how small can something so big be amongst the stars?
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Nov 7, 2012
Nov 7, 2012 at 8:26 PM UTC
Elephant in space
inspired by https://hellopoetry.com/poem/5120189/love-cannot-be-controlled-or-confined/ <> Love is Meant…… and there, I stop… <> nnnnyup; continuing on, this phrase a self~sufficiency, is it not? no conditional clause, dangling particle, no conjunction peg upon to hang your wintered hat, no adjacent adjective for summer's ending sadness, no preposition to lead us to sunny places, where we search more for nouns and pronouns, or to project/protect, in adjectives to clothe our irrationality in logic-e, logic to define, logic to confine, illogically love permits one to say to another human, you mine, hu-mine, [an aside: "you mine,' (really?)] a preposterous prepositional insanity notion, that needs no explication, love is meant, love is meant, love is mean, dream & yet, meant! stadium sized. concert hall big, mini pup tent, love is clean+dirty s i m u l t a n e o u s l y don't you see the self~sufficiency in that? yet you still seek definition, reasoning, seasoning, love is meant to-be bent irregular straightaway, love is meant, to be/not, cold 'n bot, silly hot, lover is inert, hurt, ert,(1) love is every point of, of a sword's length hilt & blade, yet ironic, the tip alone is a self sufficient ***** to be full~on damaging enough to **** to fully comprehend, that  love is meant needs no further modifying defying pointless phrasal modification of explanation… s u n d a y (if the week did not commence with a sunday, hu-mans would have needed to create one, to understand, love is meant) 4:39am Sun Aug 10 Twenty Twenty Fidelio (5) in a new york city frame of mine
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Aug 17, 2025
Aug 17, 2025 at 8:06 AM UTC
A Sunday Declaration: Love is Meant...
inspired by https://hellopoetry.com/poem/5120189/love-cannot-be-controlled-or-confined/ <> Love is Meant…… and there, I stop… <> nnnnyup; continuing on, this phrase a self~sufficiency, is it not? no conditional clause, dangling particle, no conjunction peg upon to hang your wintered hat, no adjacent adjective for summer's ending sadness, no preposition to lead us to sunny places, where we search more for nouns and pronouns, or to project/protect, in adjectives to clothe our irrationality in logic-e, logic to define, logic to confine, illogically love permits one to say to another human, you mine, hu-mine, [an aside: "you mine,' (really?)] a preposterous prepositional insanity notion, that needs no explication, love is meant, love is meant, love is mean, dream & yet, meant! stadium sized. concert hall big, mini pup tent, love is clean+dirty s i m u l t a n e o u s l y don't you see the self~sufficiency in that? yet you still seek definition, reasoning, seasoning, love is meant to-be bent irregular straightaway, love is meant, to be/not, cold 'n bot, silly hot, lover is inert, hurt, ert,(1) love is every point of, of a sword's length hilt & blade, yet ironic, the tip alone is a self sufficient ***** to be full~on damaging enough to **** to fully comprehend, that  love is meant needs no further modifying defying pointless phrasal modification of explanation… s u n d a y (if the week did not commence with a sunday, hu-mans would have needed to create one, to understand, love is meant) 4:39am Sun Aug 10 Twenty Twenty Fidelio (5) in a new york city frame of mine
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shred, dash, drop, pinch, soupçon, jot, iota, whit, atom, smattering, scintilla, hint, suggestion, tinge, a modicum of good works, my endeavor, to serve and deliver, man's bounty of good words from my kitbag, fresh, hot, n' crusty just like me.... Hello Poetry! Feb 2014
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Feb 12, 2014
Feb 12, 2014 at 6:21 PM UTC
particle, speck, fragment, scrap, crumb, grain, morsel,
Every time I see you I want to scream. My body trembles From my head down to my feet. My stomach dissolves Within my stocky shape I try my best to avoid you But it seems as if there is no escape. I miss the days That you were not around You claimed To be receiving "help" for yourself. ******** But I was okay with it Because your face did not curse me with its presence. You treat me Like I am ten inches tall It makes me angry To think about what you did to me. I feel the sickness Creep from my stomach Up through my throat. Every particle of my body Wants to explode. Deny the laws of science It will. And yet, Nobody knows That your perverted hands and mind Explored my skin and my brain When consent was not an option. You would not let me change my mind So am I to blame? You make me wants to purge But I will not You make me want to scream But I cannot Sometimes, You even make me feel like leaving this life And never looking back. But I do not. After all, That would be giving you Too much satisfaction. I will never grant you that victory.
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Apr 7, 2014
Apr 7, 2014 at 8:35 PM UTC
Victory
Among the hills a meteorite Lies huge; and moss has overgrown, And wind and rain with touches light Made soft, the contours of the stone. Thus easily can Earth digest A cinder of sidereal fire, And make her translunary guest The native of an English shire. Nor is it strange these wanderers Find in her lap their fitting place, For every particle that's hers Came at the first from outer space. All that is Earth has once been sky; Down from the sun of old she came, Or from some star that travelled by Too close to his entangling flame. Hence, if belated drops yet fall From heaven, on these her plastic power Still works as once it worked on all The glad rush of the golden shower.
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The Meteorite
Remember, that chaos first was a primordial deity, Chaos; the nothingness from which all else sprang headfirst and heartfelt, half-naked and handsome, hook, line and... halibut. All of this, every measurable moment, every particle, every object set forth in motion sprang from a void so harmoniously as if the absence of everything was kissed sudden by the presence of something. Often depicted with wings, a bow, and a quiver of arrows, Cupid, son of Venus - goddess of love, son of Mercury - god of trade, his story, almost identical in Greek and in Roman mythology, his story, about a couple of gods who seem so inherently human by nature, jolted by jealousy, dumbstruck by beauty, hellbent on immortality, his story has been hallmarked as red hot velvet rose petal fine wine and symmetrical hearts. Wrapped in tin foil red ribbons bitter-sweetly sugarcoated dipped in thin layer of chocolate taste-tested and lover approved. Remember that scene in Hook where Tinkerbell leaves her footprints on Peter's chest, well that's you and that's me-- touch me where my heart beats because I don't ever wanna be a lost boy. I wanna grow up like a good bedtime story with morals and purpose, I wanna have meaning. You might say that Cupid found himself. You might say that Psyche found her soul. You might say that Tinkerbell was just faking it-- with the clapping. Truth is, we can never know the whole story-- the complete truth. Problem is, we think we can and act like we do. So the only time we mean what we say is the first time we say it, every utterance thereafter is just an attempt at recreating a moment. I love you is a paraphrase that deserves three separate ellipses because there's a lot left unsaid. I (distinctively remember shadow-boxing with) love (against a star-dotted sky anchored to a moonlight so vibrant it can only be compared to) you (and your tidal waves). And that's where I fell headfirst and handsome. I (was punched-drunk by a kiss so breathless that it spiked my dopamine to a volume that can only be described as) love (in that every time my neurotransmitters feel) you (they spin themselves dizzy and dance to your science). There was a moment in the absence of everything when I was kissed silent by the presence of something. Hold me to your breastplate. I don't ever wanna go back to the void. 02/09/2010
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Feb 14, 2012
Feb 14, 2012 at 2:03 PM UTC
Hallmarked & Handsome
Remember, that chaos first was a primordial deity, Chaos; the nothingness from which all else sprang headfirst and heartfelt, half-naked and handsome, hook, line and... halibut. All of this, every measurable moment, every particle, every object set forth in motion sprang from a void so harmoniously as if the absence of everything was kissed sudden by the presence of something. Often depicted with wings, a bow, and a quiver of arrows, Cupid, son of Venus - goddess of love, son of Mercury - god of trade, his story, almost identical in Greek and in Roman mythology, his story, about a couple of gods who seem so inherently human by nature, jolted by jealousy, dumbstruck by beauty, hellbent on immortality, his story has been hallmarked as red hot velvet rose petal fine wine and symmetrical hearts. Wrapped in tin foil red ribbons bitter-sweetly sugarcoated dipped in thin layer of chocolate taste-tested and lover approved. Remember that scene in Hook where Tinkerbell leaves her footprints on Peter's chest, well that's you and that's me-- touch me where my heart beats because I don't ever wanna be a lost boy. I wanna grow up like a good bedtime story with morals and purpose, I wanna have meaning. You might say that Cupid found himself. You might say that Psyche found her soul. You might say that Tinkerbell was just faking it-- with the clapping. Truth is, we can never know the whole story-- the complete truth. Problem is, we think we can and act like we do. So the only time we mean what we say is the first time we say it, every utterance thereafter is just an attempt at recreating a moment. I love you is a paraphrase that deserves three separate ellipses because there's a lot left unsaid. I (distinctively remember shadow-boxing with) love (against a star-dotted sky anchored to a moonlight so vibrant it can only be compared to) you (and your tidal waves). And that's where I fell headfirst and handsome. I (was punched-drunk by a kiss so breathless that it spiked my dopamine to a volume that can only be described as) love (in that every time my neurotransmitters feel) you (they spin themselves dizzy and dance to your science). There was a moment in the absence of everything when I was kissed silent by the presence of something. Hold me to your breastplate. I don't ever wanna go back to the void. 02/09/2010
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Routine tests failed Number Four reactor Walls melt, floor buckles Gamma disaster one half million men mill by the banks of the Dnieper Level Seven Event Unprecedented disaster Flesh sloughed off Rounding the corner cellular structure instantly scrambled eggs toast and jelly Gaze upon the elephant's foot Bathe in green glowing brilliant stochastic calculation Mutant dogs roam the tainted halls of Prypiat Disparities reflect true death toll unknown Concerned Scientists shed their lights on the encircling environment Glittering glass carpets coat abandoned streets Creaking Ferris wheel slowly turns into madness Toxic twin of Fukushima Thyroid Leukemia Cellular Damage Tumor the caustic clouds still settling today Generation after generation dead women and children Global impact particle spread none have been spared even into tomorrow.
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Jun 14, 2012
Jun 14, 2012 at 5:07 PM UTC
Chernobyl
You laid me down gently, Just as gentle as i wanted. You reassured me of my uncertainty. You made sure i was okay. There was that cold tightness in my chest, That sank right through me until I could feel it in my spine. As this feeling has once left me scared and shaken, I made my decision. Than you made your first move, And all the colors i have ever seen lit up my mind. And a fire lit in my stomach and the flames moved up my spine. Until you reached my neck and arranged a small kiss. Your lips extinguished my fire and left my bones bare. Hold on for dear life, I felt something adjust inside me. And that was not as suggestion for the actions at hand. But something happened in my soul That left me forever thirsting for your touch. Not in the desirous way i had before, But as though the atoms of my heart, And every particle that made up the pathetically helpless being i call myself, Needed you. They would not be the same without you, i am stuck on you. Addicted to you. And every moment without you feels like sudden death, A draw of my logical mind and these particles of my being. Its absolutely absurd how reliant i am on you. Well i have no other way to put it, But in the least poetic and mysterious way possible, I guess that's what happens when you take a lonely girl's virginity. They become addicted.
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Jan 3, 2014
Jan 3, 2014 at 3:35 PM UTC
Addict
A fat girl's Thanksgiving is being told to pass on the pumpkin pie A fat girl's Thanksgiving is being scrutinized over everything you ingest A fat girl's Thanksgiving is being met with questions no matter what you eat or don't eat "Have some more potatoes, Sarah" "Haven't you had enough yet?" A fat girl's Thanksgiving is a double standard wrapped up In a pretty floral bow Just like the cornucopia in the table's center. A fat girl's Thanksgiving is a broken tradition fixated not on giving thanks But on her every movement in regards to her plate A fat girl's Thanksgiving is only eating half her helping A fat girl's Thanksgiving is throwing up each and every bite of it Into a porcelain garbage bin exactly thirteen minutes later A fat girl's Thanksgiving is perfecting a purge Stand up and lean Time it just right Dry heave first. A fat girl's Thanksgiving is the second to last time she sees her grandpa And she cannot even focus on family Because this disease has intertwined itself into the crevices of her mind A fat girl's Thanksgiving is her worst nightmare and her favorite holiday For she is constantly under surveillance But no one questions her habits that day So she is free to be sick as often as she likes. A fat girl's Thanksgiving is counting every calorie Knowing exactly how much she needs to compensate for every particle of food Polluting her system. A fat girl's Thanksgiving is shoving things into her body And immediately wanting them out While having the means to get rid of them. A fat girl's Thanksgiving has always been shared with her alter ego, Bulimia. A fat girl's Thanksgiving has always been a paradox Hopefully this year she will be able to go alone.
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Nov 20, 2014
Nov 20, 2014 at 10:44 PM UTC
A Fat Girl's Thanksgiving
A fat girl's Thanksgiving is being told to pass on the pumpkin pie A fat girl's Thanksgiving is being scrutinized over everything you ingest A fat girl's Thanksgiving is being met with questions no matter what you eat or don't eat "Have some more potatoes, Sarah" "Haven't you had enough yet?" A fat girl's Thanksgiving is a double standard wrapped up In a pretty floral bow Just like the cornucopia in the table's center. A fat girl's Thanksgiving is a broken tradition fixated not on giving thanks But on her every movement in regards to her plate A fat girl's Thanksgiving is only eating half her helping A fat girl's Thanksgiving is throwing up each and every bite of it Into a porcelain garbage bin exactly thirteen minutes later A fat girl's Thanksgiving is perfecting a purge Stand up and lean Time it just right Dry heave first. A fat girl's Thanksgiving is the second to last time she sees her grandpa And she cannot even focus on family Because this disease has intertwined itself into the crevices of her mind A fat girl's Thanksgiving is her worst nightmare and her favorite holiday For she is constantly under surveillance But no one questions her habits that day So she is free to be sick as often as she likes. A fat girl's Thanksgiving is counting every calorie Knowing exactly how much she needs to compensate for every particle of food Polluting her system. A fat girl's Thanksgiving is shoving things into her body And immediately wanting them out While having the means to get rid of them. A fat girl's Thanksgiving has always been shared with her alter ego, Bulimia. A fat girl's Thanksgiving has always been a paradox Hopefully this year she will be able to go alone.
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Ancient doors creak and groan scraping back the dust of ages gone A formidable sight... like standing guardians since time immortal Slinking in past swirling fog I pause to calm my fear adding strength to resolve when suddenly... a deafening voice ERUPTS with EXACTING FASTIDIOUS truths Solid ground shatters beneath me... I hover helplessly Below me... a noxious boiling maelstrom The voice of truth EXPLODES from above ECHOing my 'Every Sin' the resounding shock-waves drive me down Legs lifted high to avoid the searing pain then a tangle of blistered hands reach out and drag me within the churning inferno Blinding spin and unbearable suction envelope Scream fades to gurgle Unconsciousness welcome though never met The searing pain still rising yet Each fibre ripped apart to molecular particle Riding the vortex of purification Separating sins from soul Finally Cast out and caught yet again by the uterine web with the voice of truth still taunting ... " BETTER LUCK THIS TIME "
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Jan 18, 2015
Jan 18, 2015 at 1:48 AM UTC
Reduce Recycle Reuse
Anxiety is not a feeling As some of you may believe You wouldn't be alone Because plenty of people place it in the same category as Sad, angry, elated But one of these things is not like the others. You see, anxiety is everything and nothing All at the same time. Anxiety is when no matter how spacious the room is It seems to be getting smaller Until you can see every intricate detail on every wall Each corner touches your skin And flattens your chest As it rises and falls Your breath is getting short until it stops And then you become as functional as a corpse After all, isn't that what you are? Anxiety is When your love stands over top of you Watching your diaphragm as it rapidly pulsates Wishing he could hold your hands as they sweat profusely Wanting to breathe life into your convulsing body But instead, he cannot even grasp the concept Of why you are not alright. Anxiety is Accepting that your reality is not truly real at all And deciding to realize that people wish they could fix you But understanding that they don't know what to do And you don't either. Anxiety is Learning from all the You're blowing things out of proportion's And You put to much pressure on yourself's When you begin to have these panic attacks In which you feel like death in imminent Over trivial things. Anxiety is Being with people who love you And still getting bursts of loneliness That ignite and explode inside your pores and underneath your skin The blood flowing silently through your veins reminds you That you are all alone. Anxiety is Relating each and every thing you do To how you are not adequate And how you must take charge of everything. It influences the things that tell you "Make yourself throw up" And "Skip that meal today." Most times, you shoe it away with every particle of strength that you have Other times, you are not so lucky. Anxiety is hard to personify But it is. And as I muster up the courage in my soul And the hope in my being I realize that those things need not be stored Because I use them every day as I fight this battle. We are all waging wars Mine just happens to be against This thing that is so intricately woven into the chemistry of who I am. It is a part of me But it is not all of me And my voice is louder than this sickness.
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Nov 2, 2014
Nov 2, 2014 at 10:23 PM UTC
Anxiety
Anxiety is not a feeling As some of you may believe You wouldn't be alone Because plenty of people place it in the same category as Sad, angry, elated But one of these things is not like the others. You see, anxiety is everything and nothing All at the same time. Anxiety is when no matter how spacious the room is It seems to be getting smaller Until you can see every intricate detail on every wall Each corner touches your skin And flattens your chest As it rises and falls Your breath is getting short until it stops And then you become as functional as a corpse After all, isn't that what you are? Anxiety is When your love stands over top of you Watching your diaphragm as it rapidly pulsates Wishing he could hold your hands as they sweat profusely Wanting to breathe life into your convulsing body But instead, he cannot even grasp the concept Of why you are not alright. Anxiety is Accepting that your reality is not truly real at all And deciding to realize that people wish they could fix you But understanding that they don't know what to do And you don't either. Anxiety is Learning from all the You're blowing things out of proportion's And You put to much pressure on yourself's When you begin to have these panic attacks In which you feel like death in imminent Over trivial things. Anxiety is Being with people who love you And still getting bursts of loneliness That ignite and explode inside your pores and underneath your skin The blood flowing silently through your veins reminds you That you are all alone. Anxiety is Relating each and every thing you do To how you are not adequate And how you must take charge of everything. It influences the things that tell you "Make yourself throw up" And "Skip that meal today." Most times, you shoe it away with every particle of strength that you have Other times, you are not so lucky. Anxiety is hard to personify But it is. And as I muster up the courage in my soul And the hope in my being I realize that those things need not be stored Because I use them every day as I fight this battle. We are all waging wars Mine just happens to be against This thing that is so intricately woven into the chemistry of who I am. It is a part of me But it is not all of me And my voice is louder than this sickness.
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#The Battleground Beneath Her Skin (A Physiology of Light and War) Before it reaches her; even before her breath draws it in, I break myself down..   not as surrender,   but as choice. Each particle stripped bare, each atom exhaled made clean by the reckoning of my own dark, infused with the stubborn weight of light earned, not borrowed. Within the responsibility of what   leaves me, I enter the quiet union— the kneeling choice to align with the hand of God, to let even my smallest fragments carry His capacity to heal. Every airborne particle, accountable, deliberate, refined enough to cross the distance, to enter her without deception. Beneath her skin, a war unfolds. It is not loud, not made of swords, but of smaller things.. things unseen by eyes, but never missed by the marrow, the blood, the quiet trembling of cells that have known both wound   and wonder. Light and dark.. not in theory, but in matter thread themselves through every atom, every strand of her being. Not metaphor, but measurable: *the way shadows lean into the soft chambers of her lungs, the way light, when chosen, can rewrite the blueprints etched into the bloodstream.* This is the battleground.. her body, her breath, her most involuntary places. Where no poetry of seductive manipulation.. no whispered counterfeit can cover what is real. Only substance speaks here. Only intent. Only what survives the fire of accountability earns the right to stay. The particles come; stripped down, atomized, refined.. not by accident, but by the slow, steady grind of volition. They enter her; through breath, through pores.. *through the quiet, relentless openness that even fear cannot close completely.* And inside-- the war begins. ..   ..   ..   .. Mitochondria spark— tiny engines deciding what stays, what burns away. Capillaries widen, rivers branching through her like tributaries willing to carry what is real, what is earned, what is Light. The counterfeit falters here. Pretty words mean nothing to oxygen. False portraits dissolve beneath the chemistry of truth. The cells remember;   they choose. And as the Light infuses the quietest corners of her.. her thighs, her hips, the soft stretch of her waist; there is no seduction, no trickery. Only the hard-won intimacy of substance made pure. Not by the blending of oils, not by the friction of skin, but by the deeper, unseen alchemy of what enters, what lingers, what refuses to bow to darkness. The battleground is hers now. And though the shadows  will not yield easily, they cannot claim her; not where light has been chosen, earned, metabolized. The war is not over, but benea.th her skin, within her blood, *Light has begun to rise.* #
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Jun 28, 2025
Jun 28, 2025 at 11:54 AM UTC
Airborne (Part I)
#The Battleground Beneath Her Skin (A Physiology of Light and War) Before it reaches her; even before her breath draws it in, I break myself down..   not as surrender,   but as choice. Each particle stripped bare, each atom exhaled made clean by the reckoning of my own dark, infused with the stubborn weight of light earned, not borrowed. Within the responsibility of what   leaves me, I enter the quiet union— the kneeling choice to align with the hand of God, to let even my smallest fragments carry His capacity to heal. Every airborne particle, accountable, deliberate, refined enough to cross the distance, to enter her without deception. Beneath her skin, a war unfolds. It is not loud, not made of swords, but of smaller things.. things unseen by eyes, but never missed by the marrow, the blood, the quiet trembling of cells that have known both wound   and wonder. Light and dark.. not in theory, but in matter thread themselves through every atom, every strand of her being. Not metaphor, but measurable: *the way shadows lean into the soft chambers of her lungs, the way light, when chosen, can rewrite the blueprints etched into the bloodstream.* This is the battleground.. her body, her breath, her most involuntary places. Where no poetry of seductive manipulation.. no whispered counterfeit can cover what is real. Only substance speaks here. Only intent. Only what survives the fire of accountability earns the right to stay. The particles come; stripped down, atomized, refined.. not by accident, but by the slow, steady grind of volition. They enter her; through breath, through pores.. *through the quiet, relentless openness that even fear cannot close completely.* And inside-- the war begins. ..   ..   ..   .. Mitochondria spark— tiny engines deciding what stays, what burns away. Capillaries widen, rivers branching through her like tributaries willing to carry what is real, what is earned, what is Light. The counterfeit falters here. Pretty words mean nothing to oxygen. False portraits dissolve beneath the chemistry of truth. The cells remember;   they choose. And as the Light infuses the quietest corners of her.. her thighs, her hips, the soft stretch of her waist; there is no seduction, no trickery. Only the hard-won intimacy of substance made pure. Not by the blending of oils, not by the friction of skin, but by the deeper, unseen alchemy of what enters, what lingers, what refuses to bow to darkness. The battleground is hers now. And though the shadows  will not yield easily, they cannot claim her; not where light has been chosen, earned, metabolized. The war is not over, but benea.th her skin, within her blood, *Light has begun to rise.* #
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Every sunrise is a new awakening Illuminating the intellect with power To dispel darkness from the world Embracing every heart with its warmth And nurturing love to full blown flowers Making this celestial garden resplendent Its beautiful rays prancing in every particle Holding the brightness of the sun, within
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Sep 24, 2014
Sep 24, 2014 at 7:16 AM UTC
The Sun
If I am salt In your wounds, I burn In your mouth, I leave distaste In your glory, I am the particle swept away In your ocean, I am the invisible lost one In your life, I am salt If I am salt Then what good am I? In your burns, I bring cleansing In your wounds, I bring healing In your distaste, I bring flavor In your glory, I stand aside smiling In your ocean, I bring life If I am salt
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May 24, 2013
May 24, 2013 at 9:44 AM UTC
If I am Salt
I'm a Kool g rockin' coogis poppin' coochies Haters get murked like Colhese my rap lease Debutin' numero uno the heavy weight sumo   Born on Jupiter raised on Earth my heart's colder than Pluto Mic judo flows stickin' of ya corticals Check me in the articles I be the broken particle Of the universal ya need rehearsal **** goin' commerical I lay raps like a hearse flow for rappers funeral I a criminal none keep gats by the abdominal rhymin' phenomenal the mighty Apollo Blazin' my cocoa flippin' crime like Bardellino One luv to my nino got it locked like a Vegas casino We checkin' ya dough at the front door so stop ya show Fronting and stunting once my nines get the hunting Bullets spikin' like kickers punting raw taunting Game hungriest similiar to the lochness Mon-star far from subpar rhymes ride bizzare A pharcyde takin' ya into a spiritual homicide converged to the angelic hide Still a crime shame all of 'em say the same Thing flexin' diamonds on they pinky rings yet another sad soul that sings sub siblings To the underworld debators contract initiator so you can create a Pace between the stage and the audience face **** that rather keep a gat tucked in the front or the back With wisdom to rack Imagine that fools breakin' for stats? see where my heart at? Diggin' reachin' into the minds of the youth with the brutal truths Chippin' my tooth From killin' booths once I plot ya will ya loose bringin' the ghetto blues and cruising ***** Still a sober jealous God am I call me Jehovah Tactics of a Cobra one strike it's over Venomous ridiculous hataz so conspicuous Hatin' us only to anger my artillery surplus and who bust? More rounds than Matt Dillion coatin' ya brains With my lyrical penicillin stealin' Back the spotlight Catch the bright sunshine that stares into my mind A Pharoah prophecy laid in the back of me Head til I touch my final resting bed I'll embed The realist **** ya ever heard shooting a bird To all my enemies I blast at 'em with as the bullets herd
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Aug 29, 2018
Aug 29, 2018 at 12:40 PM UTC
Crime Shame Fools Act the Same
I'm a Kool g rockin' coogis poppin' coochies Haters get murked like Colhese my rap lease Debutin' numero uno the heavy weight sumo   Born on Jupiter raised on Earth my heart's colder than Pluto Mic judo flows stickin' of ya corticals Check me in the articles I be the broken particle Of the universal ya need rehearsal **** goin' commerical I lay raps like a hearse flow for rappers funeral I a criminal none keep gats by the abdominal rhymin' phenomenal the mighty Apollo Blazin' my cocoa flippin' crime like Bardellino One luv to my nino got it locked like a Vegas casino We checkin' ya dough at the front door so stop ya show Fronting and stunting once my nines get the hunting Bullets spikin' like kickers punting raw taunting Game hungriest similiar to the lochness Mon-star far from subpar rhymes ride bizzare A pharcyde takin' ya into a spiritual homicide converged to the angelic hide Still a crime shame all of 'em say the same Thing flexin' diamonds on they pinky rings yet another sad soul that sings sub siblings To the underworld debators contract initiator so you can create a Pace between the stage and the audience face **** that rather keep a gat tucked in the front or the back With wisdom to rack Imagine that fools breakin' for stats? see where my heart at? Diggin' reachin' into the minds of the youth with the brutal truths Chippin' my tooth From killin' booths once I plot ya will ya loose bringin' the ghetto blues and cruising ***** Still a sober jealous God am I call me Jehovah Tactics of a Cobra one strike it's over Venomous ridiculous hataz so conspicuous Hatin' us only to anger my artillery surplus and who bust? More rounds than Matt Dillion coatin' ya brains With my lyrical penicillin stealin' Back the spotlight Catch the bright sunshine that stares into my mind A Pharoah prophecy laid in the back of me Head til I touch my final resting bed I'll embed The realist **** ya ever heard shooting a bird To all my enemies I blast at 'em with as the bullets herd
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The double slit experiment In quantum mechanics Shows us one thing: That you can’t trust a ************ You can’t even trust a particle Without watching it like a hawk, And even then it will disobey you. Be a little rebel, Get yourself a little ***** Have your own opinions, Let relationships decay into ruin. Quantum mechanics tells me That we’re all a little cunty, Even the atoms that comprise us, So what choice do we have In the end?
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Feb 3, 2021
Feb 3, 2021 at 7:27 PM UTC
The Double Slit Experiment