Im waiting for the sting.
For the gunshot that ends me.
Im waiting for you to give up on me.
Im scared that
In the midst of my happieness
You will come forth and mention your upmost sadness.
Im afraid you are gonna hurt me
*(yes, guys get hurt and remember it too)*
Im waiting for you to realize what a ****** i am.
I wait for the day you find someone better.
And though you tell me im the one,
I still have nightmares of abandonment.
Its not your fault.
Maybe i should just *believe* in love,
*in you*
But im scared
Cause ive put my faith in places before,
*and was met with overwhelmong dissapointment*