The darkness consumes me, the light escapes me little by little who once was and who is isn't no more the ground talks to me trys to get me  the sky closes leaving only the night sky .
Souls cry out from the heavens pleading the lights return
The darkness has consumed me now my chest tightens my
Throat clogged , the essence of light gone but one good ,
That little speck of Hope kept me sane kept the darkness out
A little longer, hope that the light will return not only e to save me
But the million souls crying outout to me, it takes bravery to keep hope when near death, when the souls are screaming in your head and darkness surrounds you what do you do how is it possible,it's not possible but it is you just need to believe you can beat the darkness and keep hope within you wherever you go and whatever situation you are in

Lick my fingers ***** the wick,
Table candle, soft and slow.

That flame lit up the cigarette
And crackled like a secret I stole.

Cough at first, a hole to fill
a hollow crave its bitter bit

From cigarettes that are not still,
Shadows lead where they could--

A needle’s kiss, bite a broken pill
promised thing I misunderstood.

I told myself I’d stop when I was grown,
but somehow, every path led me astray. Ash ashes ashtray
Each lie I spun became a stepping stone;
each lover’s touch just swept the guilt away.

They called me names: a "*****," a "wild child," "bad."
The doctor’s eyes would narrow when I spoke.
My father’s face turned hard, his heart so sad,
but still, I laughed and vanished in the smoke.

The candle’s flame still flickers in my mind,
its warmth now gone, its light a ghostly hue.
It burns to ashes, leaves me cold and blind—
I wish I’d snuffed it out when I was new.