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"outfits" poems
I spent last night Crunching numbers 10 Times you led me on 9 Nights we stayed up talking 8 Weeks since you decided I wasn’t worth it 7 Crushed up poems on the floor of my room 6 Outfits thrown aside to make sure I look my best 5 Days I spent trying to get over you 4 Friends that know what we did 3 3 a.m FaceTime calls 2 Coats of mascara 1 Big regret
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Oct 10, 2018
Oct 10, 2018 at 6:02 PM UTC
Accounting
I have been cheated on. He shares me with her. She is a pretty little girl. She has pretty little outfits of purple and pink and green and she always smells clean. He is gentle to her, with his touch and his lips. He smiles when she’s sweet and he laughs when she’s rough. If I hurt him, he lets me go; if she hurts him, he blames himself. She’s very good at breaking the ice when he wants a new friend and in a matter of time he is sharing her with them but he would never share me. He buys her lavish gifts of stained glass and painted ceramics. He spends all his money on her and his pocket is empty for me. I watch my diet while he shares all the sweets in the world with her. (It must be a passionate way to make love.) He tries to hide her from me, but I can smell her perfume in his hair and I can smell her scented gloss on his lips, and I know when his eyes are twinkling from something more than me. When it is the three of us, he always picks her first and he’ll pick her again and again until she’s all worn out. Some people may think she’s no good, she’s a poison, he should break it off, but others congratulate him for scoring such a beauty. That smile she brings to his face and everyone else’s who breathes her in. I have always been second but he is my first. I do not share him with her, though I think I should. If I want to fit in, if I want to be happy, if I want him to love me more. She’ll never break his heart.
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Apr 12, 2014
Apr 12, 2014 at 6:58 PM UTC
Mary, Mary, Quite Contrary--How Does Your Garden Grow
Part II  of "Got 0 Followers" aim high to keep it low expectations such an Awesome Awful curse others infect you with don't, yada yada, ya wanna be like Tom, **** and Jane, even Harry, a transgendered friend and fellow (ha) outcast, all with a good job prospects of a goodly tented long life? so ya write poems to nobody about nothing and you are pleased to be pleasing just yourself in writing you have nothing to prove, so read them like keepsakes ya like, keep 'em & me hid, in the shoebox under the closeted pile of ***** clothes, special designer outfits concocted so they keep my remains, privatized and unsanitized, my equity, hidden, disguised as disgusting but for god-sakes don't follow me, unless you want to curse us both with Expectations of Expectations, then comes with illiteracy of Affection then the literary pre-tension that always follows, leading to Affectation, the first derivative of the infection of affection yeah, then comes caring and it instantly it's too late, you're ******* right up the mental heine, lost condemned ruined annihilated crushed subverted crushed into mental death camp suffocation of more, please ma, can I have some more? crap, why did you have to go and follow me?
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Mar 8, 2015
Mar 8, 2015 at 8:14 PM UTC
the expectation of expectations March 2015 (crap, why did you have to go and follow me?)
I didn't ask for this life. I did not chose to be a woman. But I am a woman, and I will not be shamed. Us women did not ask to be treated different. We did not chose to be judged. But we are, and we will not let it effect us. Women did not asked to be whistled at when walking down the street, Or looked down on because our outfits are provocative. But we are, and we are trying to fight back. We women do not want to have *** with you, no matter what were wearing or how drunk we are. We women do not want to be attacked for saying no. But we are being ***** and we are being hurt. We will not take it any more, we will be heard.
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Oct 9, 2014
Oct 9, 2014 at 10:35 AM UTC
Feminism
Flipping threw my old yearbook I see girls who were once gorgeous tooken my the devils hand pregnant and life beaten now horrendous I remember seeing them with there cheerleading outfits on As I sat in a corner by myself I here them laughing and chatting about going to tonys house after school I remember tony strong handsome captain of the highschool world I saw him two weeks ago With his hands covering his face And a shot next to him 3 empty beers infront He really let himself go I remember thinking fat and forgotten about still clinging to that highschool dream I remember him saying I was a loser as he flipped my lunch tray and humiliated me by reading my little notebook of writes I remember saying to him one day ill have the last laugh one day ill see you down and out and you'll ask me for a handout going back to the bar I sit down A couple stools down to see if he recognised me He finished his 3 beers as I finished my long island ice tee he said to the bar tender I gotta *** be right back I followed him to the restroom and we were a ****** apart I looked over and seen his small patheic ***** as I looked at my ***** I laughed and I laughed and I laughed looked over at tony and said see sir I did get the last laugh and I left I hope he knows me now I hope he knows me now
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Jan 11, 2013
Jan 11, 2013 at 10:25 PM UTC
highschool run in
I hate it when dad comes home He is ***** and he has smelly feet Having spent long ours at construction site Smelly and filthy.. what a sight! I loath him, I look down on him When I walk pass the working site I turn my face, pretending he is out of sight I constantly accuse god, I said he isn't fair I want a different dad.. who drives a much better car goes to work wearing tie and suit The perfect dad I always think I should have... At school one day My best friend cried She was devastated Her rich dad left home left for good with a pretty woman... She has a house as big as a castle Fat bank accounts and pretty outfits Constantly travel around the world Houses, condos, hotels just name it where but she has no dad to cuddle anymore at night when she gets scared of storms and thunder I remember my dad's smelly feet instantly annoying.. disgusting.. frustrating.. This dad of mine I used to loath... But he works all day his sweat is his labor of love to bring food on the table... so we kids don't sleep hungry This dad of mine doesn't own expensive car has never been overseas has never worn a tailor made suit and but he loves us wholeheartedly... and always want to give only the best for us. This dad of mine whose smelly feet will annoy me forever but he loves his family truly and will never leave our side at anytime when we needed him most... I love you daddy All your perfect imperfections I am sorry................
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May 4, 2016
May 4, 2016 at 12:11 AM UTC
My daddy's smelly feet
Being the best couple is not about looking awesome together. It is about how compatible you are together. It’s not about looking perfect together. It’s about being perfect for each other .You don’t need to have extraordinary glamorous looks but you need to have extraordinary passion and love for each other. It’s not about making others happy when they see you both together it’s about being happy when you both are together. The best couples in the world are the ones who are madly in love with each other and who are strongly determined to make their relationship work with maturity, understanding, commitment and unconditional love.What some of you ladies need to know is, No matter how Fine you are, No matter how Many OutFits You got, No matter how smart you are, No matter how good in bed you are,No Matter How Succesful You Are No matter how well you **** **** Tight ***** Scream, or Deep Throat.No Matter How Good You Smell,No Matter How Much You Earn You Can NEVER Compete With a Girl that a ***** is in Love With..... NEVER
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Aug 12, 2015
Aug 12, 2015 at 7:43 AM UTC
never
Girls my height are supposed to be petite Skinny and proportional When I would read seventeen magazine and they would show the best outfits for your body type Mine was never on there Not big enough to be curvy Curvy girls in magazines were curvy all over and average height The petite girl wasn't supposed to have curves at all The petite girl was thin The petite girl could wear anything Why can't short girls have ******* Because when we do, we're a fetish And for some reason, when you fit a fetish people assume you're there for them. "I like short girls because you can pick them up when you **** "Short girls don't have to get on their knees." "Can you **** my **** standing up?" "A C cup on a short girl is like a DD on a normal girl.” “I like ******* short girls because I can really take control.” My mom always criticized me for wanting to dress slutty And it broke my heart because I never wanted to look slutty I just wanted to wear what my skinny friends could wear *And sometimes it's hard when you can't find high waisted shorts that cover your *** all the time, even right after you stand up from sitting in the car for 30 minutes and they rode up a little, but a little on you is a lot because you don't have a flat *** like all of your friends do, but you can't go a size up because then they're too big and they still don't give you the coverage that at first your mom wanted for you but that you now want yourself because you can feel the heat of people staring because girls like you shouldn't wear those kinds of shorts, and at parties they think it's okay to touch if it's not covered, and you've been in this H&M for 3 hours and nothing fits you like it does that tall, pretty girl with the A cups in the fitting room next to yours,* But how could my mom know that At 5 ft 4, she weighed 98 lbs on her wedding day You can wear anything when you look like that
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Jun 21, 2017
Jun 21, 2017 at 3:50 PM UTC
Four Feet and Ten Inches
Girls my height are supposed to be petite Skinny and proportional When I would read seventeen magazine and they would show the best outfits for your body type Mine was never on there Not big enough to be curvy Curvy girls in magazines were curvy all over and average height The petite girl wasn't supposed to have curves at all The petite girl was thin The petite girl could wear anything Why can't short girls have ******* Because when we do, we're a fetish And for some reason, when you fit a fetish people assume you're there for them. "I like short girls because you can pick them up when you **** "Short girls don't have to get on their knees." "Can you **** my **** standing up?" "A C cup on a short girl is like a DD on a normal girl.” “I like ******* short girls because I can really take control.” My mom always criticized me for wanting to dress slutty And it broke my heart because I never wanted to look slutty I just wanted to wear what my skinny friends could wear *And sometimes it's hard when you can't find high waisted shorts that cover your *** all the time, even right after you stand up from sitting in the car for 30 minutes and they rode up a little, but a little on you is a lot because you don't have a flat *** like all of your friends do, but you can't go a size up because then they're too big and they still don't give you the coverage that at first your mom wanted for you but that you now want yourself because you can feel the heat of people staring because girls like you shouldn't wear those kinds of shorts, and at parties they think it's okay to touch if it's not covered, and you've been in this H&M for 3 hours and nothing fits you like it does that tall, pretty girl with the A cups in the fitting room next to yours,* But how could my mom know that At 5 ft 4, she weighed 98 lbs on her wedding day You can wear anything when you look like that
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whenever i go online shopping, no matter if it's high end, low end, or in between, i would always sort the items from low to high. not only because it's a safe way to shop and that it makes me look like i take budgeting seriously, but that's the only thing i can afford. talk about me, a high middle class kid that tries DESPERATELY to not spend so much on the things he wants rather than the things he needs while still unemployed and in college as well as getting many allowances from his parents. you are COMPLETELY allowed to say that i am spoiled, i understand and am aware of that. as i scroll down and observe the price tags slowly rising up, $10, $15, $29.99, $49.99, $79.99, until it hits $3,000, i not only thought, "how do you think that it was a good idea to make that simple, plain jacket in such a high price?" but i also had to admit that i really did wanted that jacket since i thought it looked cute. the problem with that is: most of the stuff i wish i have in my wardrobe, they would all usually be so expensive, especially since most of the stuff i want to have is from high end streetwear brands. i would see almost every celebrity wear my future wardrobe, all looking so confident, trendy, iconic, stylish. oh, how i wish to be like them, sometimes. how i wish to be rich. how i wish to not worry about saving money. how i wish to just show off iconic outfits from amazing high end brands. how i wish to have what i always wanted. i know i should be content with what i have. i mean there always will be other solutions to wear something inspired by designer clothes i've dreamed to have. but **** would i look good in that $3,000 jacket.
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Jan 25, 2018
Jan 25, 2018 at 1:51 AM UTC
online shopping
whenever i go online shopping, no matter if it's high end, low end, or in between, i would always sort the items from low to high. not only because it's a safe way to shop and that it makes me look like i take budgeting seriously, but that's the only thing i can afford. talk about me, a high middle class kid that tries DESPERATELY to not spend so much on the things he wants rather than the things he needs while still unemployed and in college as well as getting many allowances from his parents. you are COMPLETELY allowed to say that i am spoiled, i understand and am aware of that. as i scroll down and observe the price tags slowly rising up, $10, $15, $29.99, $49.99, $79.99, until it hits $3,000, i not only thought, "how do you think that it was a good idea to make that simple, plain jacket in such a high price?" but i also had to admit that i really did wanted that jacket since i thought it looked cute. the problem with that is: most of the stuff i wish i have in my wardrobe, they would all usually be so expensive, especially since most of the stuff i want to have is from high end streetwear brands. i would see almost every celebrity wear my future wardrobe, all looking so confident, trendy, iconic, stylish. oh, how i wish to be like them, sometimes. how i wish to be rich. how i wish to not worry about saving money. how i wish to just show off iconic outfits from amazing high end brands. how i wish to have what i always wanted. i know i should be content with what i have. i mean there always will be other solutions to wear something inspired by designer clothes i've dreamed to have. but **** would i look good in that $3,000 jacket.
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Mattel is proud to present their new doll Barbie as a mom Barbie as a mom let kids explore their nurturing side Barbie as a mom comes with exclusive accessories like A child And a bottle to keep them quiet Barbie can now look responsible and put together between her friends Barbie can now proudly show her offspring and receive compliments Enjoy all the perks that Barbie as a pet owner didn't have Barbie as a mom can also wear matching outfits and upload them to Instagram Wouldn't she look so cute? Accessories don't have names Doll cannot stand alone Colors and decorations may vary
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May 10, 2020
May 10, 2020 at 11:04 PM UTC
Available at your local store
Colours of blue, green and pink float by dancers dressed in grand outfits of silver cloth. A girl, not much older then 9, sits in the back row of the empty auditorium looking on in awe of what she was seeing. She closes her eyes and imagines herself upon the stage being the lead role. It's always been her dream to dance like them. A tiny tear prickles in the corner of her eye, she gives a soft sigh, knowing it's useless to dream of impossible things. She turns, careful not to bump the chairs in the row in front of her. She grips the wheels in her hands, and rolls out of the hall.
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Jun 17, 2014
Jun 17, 2014 at 1:45 PM UTC
An Impossible Dream
The Billboard Music Awards took over Las Vegas last night as the celebs rocked it on the carpet and on the stage. However, there were more than a few music stars who just missed the mark when it came to the fashion. From the barely there gowns to the colorful messes that caught everyone’s eye, and not in a good way. The Billboard Music Awards fashion is usually something to praise, however this year things took a turn for worse. These lucky celebrities top our list of biggest fashion fails from the billboard music awards. Mariah Carey chose to show it off in a cleavage baring illusion dress. Hailee Steinfeld’s embraced her girly side in a black and white ruffle number. The whole Fifth Harmony clan completely failed in their black, white and yellow matching outfits. Britney Spears covered it all up in an ill-fitting, long, sparkly gown. And Dencia’s outfit was a messy rainbow that had everyone staring. It seems like some of the stars got dressed in the dark or just completely forgot to look in the mirror before stepping out on the red carpet.
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May 19, 2015
May 19, 2015 at 3:44 AM UTC
Biggest Fashion Fails from the Billboard Music Awards
Tuna sandwiches on white bread Carried in a paper bag Josh Groban on the CD player Season Three of 2 broke Girls Matching shoes and purses Vacation in the Pocanos Subscription to People Magazine Pennies in a piggy bank Silver-beige 4-door Accord A little college but no degree Always ten pounds overweight Celebration meal at Sizzler Artificial Christmas tree pre-lit A mole that wants removing Off white walls, pale green carpet Outfits from mail order catalogs Paydays with no yearly bonus Jeopardy and Wheel of fortune Polyester perm press everything Bic Stik ball point pen Swanson's TV dinner Flip phone with no camera *** two times a week and Sunday Writing verse nobody reads ljm
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Jul 15, 2017
Jul 15, 2017 at 1:22 AM UTC
MEDIOCRITY
The Annual POCU Fashion Show held by the campus organization “People of Color United,” was held in the Student Activities Center on Saturday, April 18. The fashion show is the final activity of the year held by POCU. Junior Martell Prayear and senior Miranda Jackson were the show’s hosts and announcers. The fashion show is a competition where various designers, or teams of designers, are required to create outfits that adhere to a general theme, but also incorporate the designer’s unique, personal concepts. This year, the general theme for the fashion show was: Thrift Shop. Each designer, or group of designers, was required to utilize clothes purchased from the local Goodwill and maintain a $50 budget. Preparations for the event, Jackson said, were very short. “I was really surprised how well it turned out, because we started practicing for the show at four o’clock that day,” Jackson said. “They typically start practicing way a head of time.” Despite the delayed preparation, the fashion show was an overall success. The first designer to present at the fashion show was Victoria Webster. Webster’s fashion line was inspired by professional work attire. “I think it can be hard transitioning college wear into professional wear, on a budget,” Webster said of her outfits. Webster was able to find three models to wear the clothes, which she said was a combination of the model’s personal items, as well as those purchased through Goodwill. The second fashion line presented at the fashion show was designed by Iyana Lynch. For her personal theme, Lynch designed outfits that were inspired by the different seasons. The third designer to present that evening was Alyssa Nieset. Inspired by 90’s menswear, Nieset designed a line of androgynous outfits. The final clothing line presented was a team effort from: Jeanita Blue and Angel Powell. Their theme was considered “90’s Reloaded,” and featured various throwbacks to 1990’s pop culture such as TLC and The Spice Girls. Blue said that most of the outfits in their fashion line were inspired by “eco-friendly fashion,” and were intended to decrease hesitation toward shopping at thrift stores. While the judges finalized the scores for each designer or team, the Urban Dance Association entertained the crowd with a quick performance. The judge’s scores resulted in a tie between Jeanita Blue & Angel Powell, and Iyana Lynch. Despite the general tie, Blue and Powell were awarded first place, while Lynch was granted second place. There was an off-campus reception held in Cleveland after the event. Read more here:www.marieaustralia.com/purple-formal-dresses | www.marieaustralia.com/green-formal-dresses
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May 4, 2015
May 4, 2015 at 10:36 PM UTC
POCU Fashion Show Inspires BW to “Get Thrifty”
The Annual POCU Fashion Show held by the campus organization “People of Color United,” was held in the Student Activities Center on Saturday, April 18. The fashion show is the final activity of the year held by POCU. Junior Martell Prayear and senior Miranda Jackson were the show’s hosts and announcers. The fashion show is a competition where various designers, or teams of designers, are required to create outfits that adhere to a general theme, but also incorporate the designer’s unique, personal concepts. This year, the general theme for the fashion show was: Thrift Shop. Each designer, or group of designers, was required to utilize clothes purchased from the local Goodwill and maintain a $50 budget. Preparations for the event, Jackson said, were very short. “I was really surprised how well it turned out, because we started practicing for the show at four o’clock that day,” Jackson said. “They typically start practicing way a head of time.” Despite the delayed preparation, the fashion show was an overall success. The first designer to present at the fashion show was Victoria Webster. Webster’s fashion line was inspired by professional work attire. “I think it can be hard transitioning college wear into professional wear, on a budget,” Webster said of her outfits. Webster was able to find three models to wear the clothes, which she said was a combination of the model’s personal items, as well as those purchased through Goodwill. The second fashion line presented at the fashion show was designed by Iyana Lynch. For her personal theme, Lynch designed outfits that were inspired by the different seasons. The third designer to present that evening was Alyssa Nieset. Inspired by 90’s menswear, Nieset designed a line of androgynous outfits. The final clothing line presented was a team effort from: Jeanita Blue and Angel Powell. Their theme was considered “90’s Reloaded,” and featured various throwbacks to 1990’s pop culture such as TLC and The Spice Girls. Blue said that most of the outfits in their fashion line were inspired by “eco-friendly fashion,” and were intended to decrease hesitation toward shopping at thrift stores. While the judges finalized the scores for each designer or team, the Urban Dance Association entertained the crowd with a quick performance. The judge’s scores resulted in a tie between Jeanita Blue & Angel Powell, and Iyana Lynch. Despite the general tie, Blue and Powell were awarded first place, while Lynch was granted second place. There was an off-campus reception held in Cleveland after the event. Read more here:www.marieaustralia.com/purple-formal-dresses | www.marieaustralia.com/green-formal-dresses
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I've drank a thousand beers I've smoked a million cigarrettes I've ate at least a hundred Twix bars I've watched Breakfast at Tiffany's hours on end I've flirted with every male waiter that brings me unfulfilling dish after unfulfilling dish I've bought weekly **** dark outfits and I've spent my life savings on beautiful MAC make-up and a new Legacy and pumps I think you'd like I've gotten my hair colored every color I can think of I've tried being an apathetic punk, an upbeat cowgirl,   a wide-eyed polyanna, a harsh madonna, a fuck-you-feline, an emotionally charged marilyn, and a classy Diane I've memorized witty jokes, and roasts, and rivetting last lines I've modeled and sang and became an athlete I've played hard to get, I've played easy and teasy And I've twirled my hair and crossed my legs and learned to walk while swaying my hips I've ran miles and kilometers and meters and I've lifted weights and done zumba and yoga and hiked and biked and **** There's no comfort                                  and no          getting    to                                                            you.
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Oct 3, 2012
Oct 3, 2012 at 1:10 PM UTC
****
Pinky promises and praying to goddesses a picture of your friends on the sagging shelf and I know I love you so much more than you could ever, ever love yourself. We plucked wild bluebells and got sick in the winter-time breeze I'll pick you up when you fall down I'll patch up the scrapes on your knees. Sugar coated candy turned into your mother's brandy still overindulged but I will be here year after year you'll always have someone to hold. Takeout boxes, a key in your locks and always a place for me in your coral sheets we roam the city in outfits too tight we hold hands in the streets. Only a fool when I'm in your room, lose our cool laughing as our middles concave with your hand in mine I've always felt so brave. We were girls together and that will never change.
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Oct 24, 2023
Oct 24, 2023 at 12:29 AM UTC
Girlhood
✿⊰✲⊱✿ The hallway has teal arches with high grecian columns, each with gilded gold grapes and vines entwined, kissed by the light of the several crystal chandeliers. With enormous paintings on the pale blue walls -  several key moments captured and framed, and age in no way diminished it's strokes and vibrancy. ✿⊰✲⊱✿ I remember many times where I had visited Paul and I walked around his home, telling me of his ancestors achievements with a smile or a frown on his face. "We can all learn things from the past," he said sadly. "And there's always things done that we are not proud of. I only want Luciuscemi to thrive." "With you as King, I have no doubt it will." I said with a smile and Paul felt a little better. ✿⊰✲⊱✿ My feet continue to follow the red carpet to the ball room as me and my ladies pass many Luciuscemian guards, all standing tall, lined up yet all so courteous and friendly; dressed in yellow military outfits, with red shoulder capes. When I come upon the end hall to the entrance of the ballroom, I cannot help but gasp. Alive with so many people in so many colours. ✿⊰✲⊱✿ I could see the dining hall in the far back; lines of tables covered in coloured silks and with many dishes: sweet, sour and savoury, meats and vegetables, grilled fish, glazed ham, veggie rolls and many fine imported wines, fresh teas and many more. Large ice sculptures of lions and suns stand vigilant as the servants serve, people laugh, eat and talk. Some walked out to the balcony, some watch others dance; long and short, this ballroom is an orchestra for my soul.
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Aug 25, 2018
Aug 25, 2018 at 6:11 PM UTC
❀❁ тнє gαlα VI (I of II) ❁❀
✿⊰✲⊱✿ The hallway has teal arches with high grecian columns, each with gilded gold grapes and vines entwined, kissed by the light of the several crystal chandeliers. With enormous paintings on the pale blue walls -  several key moments captured and framed, and age in no way diminished it's strokes and vibrancy. ✿⊰✲⊱✿ I remember many times where I had visited Paul and I walked around his home, telling me of his ancestors achievements with a smile or a frown on his face. "We can all learn things from the past," he said sadly. "And there's always things done that we are not proud of. I only want Luciuscemi to thrive." "With you as King, I have no doubt it will." I said with a smile and Paul felt a little better. ✿⊰✲⊱✿ My feet continue to follow the red carpet to the ball room as me and my ladies pass many Luciuscemian guards, all standing tall, lined up yet all so courteous and friendly; dressed in yellow military outfits, with red shoulder capes. When I come upon the end hall to the entrance of the ballroom, I cannot help but gasp. Alive with so many people in so many colours. ✿⊰✲⊱✿ I could see the dining hall in the far back; lines of tables covered in coloured silks and with many dishes: sweet, sour and savoury, meats and vegetables, grilled fish, glazed ham, veggie rolls and many fine imported wines, fresh teas and many more. Large ice sculptures of lions and suns stand vigilant as the servants serve, people laugh, eat and talk. Some walked out to the balcony, some watch others dance; long and short, this ballroom is an orchestra for my soul.
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I stand before the mirror, circling everything I wish I could change. Before long, there's more marks on my body than freckles on my face. It's funny how you could tell me I'm beautiful, and I'll quickly forget. But a simple 'you're ugly,' will forever be implanted into my head. I keep my gaze down in front of strangers, terrified they'll see what I see. My eyes are two open windows to the doubt and insecurity. Maybe if I just smile, play along, pretend I'm alright, nobody will suspect those are my cries they hear at night. And I can't help but wonder what it's like to be pretty. To make guys stop and stare, tall, tan, and skinny. To throw on anything and walk with confidence out the door, instead of trying on 13 different outfits and wondering why you try for. Why doesn't God listen to me when I beg him to be someone new? Just live in another's skin, is that so hard to do? For a day, that's all I need, I want to see what it's like, to not be the one who stares at her reflection and cries.
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Sep 28, 2013
Sep 28, 2013 at 5:46 AM UTC
Atelophobia; Fear of Imperfection
December 17th 1998 the doctors say "congratulations, it's a girl" I do not know what I am 5 years old I am at preschool I ask "why don't they wear dresses?" pointing to the boys I get an answer that boys don't wear dresses I don't want to wear dresses, can I be a boy? Elementary school the boys play football and tag at recess, the girls talk about the cute boys, their hair and their outfits. I want to play football with the boys but I sit alone on the swings watching the boys. I wish I were a boy Middle school the girls are wearing bras and the boys are getting deeper voices. My voice doesn't get deeper but my chest grows, I try to push it back but it doesn't work. My sister want to put makeup on me and have me dress in girly clothes. But I feel like a boy stuck as a girl Highschool I learn the word transgender. I cry because I'm not alone. I find out about binders and order one. It comes it the mail, I put it on and put on my most masculine clothes. I already have short hair but I put on a beanie. I look like a boy. I feel like a boy. I am a boy The name my mother gave me is not mine. Phoenix sounds right for me. A new beginning, a new life. I will make a boy out of this body. I'm 15 and scared to tell my family. Over the years in my head I know I am a boy but my body tells me differently. I tell my family that I am a boy. I'm scared and they don't say anything about it. Maybe they think if they don't say anything it will go away. But I am a boy I tell my teachers and they call me he instead of she. I feel like me. Other students call me a girl but can't they see I am a boy I go to a store and get called sir, they see me as a boy, I look in the mirror and finally see me. A boy
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May 1, 2015
May 1, 2015 at 5:35 PM UTC
I am a boy
December 17th 1998 the doctors say "congratulations, it's a girl" I do not know what I am 5 years old I am at preschool I ask "why don't they wear dresses?" pointing to the boys I get an answer that boys don't wear dresses I don't want to wear dresses, can I be a boy? Elementary school the boys play football and tag at recess, the girls talk about the cute boys, their hair and their outfits. I want to play football with the boys but I sit alone on the swings watching the boys. I wish I were a boy Middle school the girls are wearing bras and the boys are getting deeper voices. My voice doesn't get deeper but my chest grows, I try to push it back but it doesn't work. My sister want to put makeup on me and have me dress in girly clothes. But I feel like a boy stuck as a girl Highschool I learn the word transgender. I cry because I'm not alone. I find out about binders and order one. It comes it the mail, I put it on and put on my most masculine clothes. I already have short hair but I put on a beanie. I look like a boy. I feel like a boy. I am a boy The name my mother gave me is not mine. Phoenix sounds right for me. A new beginning, a new life. I will make a boy out of this body. I'm 15 and scared to tell my family. Over the years in my head I know I am a boy but my body tells me differently. I tell my family that I am a boy. I'm scared and they don't say anything about it. Maybe they think if they don't say anything it will go away. But I am a boy I tell my teachers and they call me he instead of she. I feel like me. Other students call me a girl but can't they see I am a boy I go to a store and get called sir, they see me as a boy, I look in the mirror and finally see me. A boy
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We sit next to each other In the mezzanine Of the crowded theater Our matching purple outfits Far too dressy for the occasion But who cares We look **** good You put your hand out Palm up And look at me As I smile My coy, giddy smile And place my hand on top Interlacing my fingers with yours The lights dim And the show starts But you never let go of my hand Even when it gets weird and clammy You never pull away Even when I snort into your shoulder And wipe away my laughing tears You still hold onto me You gently stroke my arm Your warm thumb Against my smooth bicep And I can't help but smile I look over And catch you staring Which makes me blush And get coy again The mezzanine The balcony The floor It all disappears When I feel your touch Your light touch Just glide over my skin I float to another dimension When you lean over And kiss my cheek Only coming back To the mezzanine When I open my eyes
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Sep 19, 2018
Sep 19, 2018 at 10:19 AM UTC
Magic in the Mezzanine
One Cuil = One level of abstraction away from the reality of a situation. Example: You ask me for a cat. One Cuil: If you asked me for a cat and I gave you a rhino. Two Cuil: If you asked me for a cat, but it turns out I don't really exist. In the place where you perceived me to be standing is a picture of a large cat. On it's collar are the words: "I am a large rhino." Three Cuil: You are a cat. You begin to scream, only to realise that you are meowing. You scratch just under your ears and begin to purr. Four Cuil: Why are we wearing dinosaur outfits? A light breezes rolls over our bodies but you only have one arm. Suddenly, the wind begins to howl and an alternative universe is created where we are dinosaurs wearing human outfits. I have cats for arms, and as you notice this you meow again. Five Cuil: You ask for a cat; and I give you a cat. Your pull it to your chest and begin to pet it. Your nose begins to run and you wipe it on the cats tail. On the other side of the world a bank is robbed by a woman who has 7 sisters. In her wallet is a picture of you, in your human form. Your ears are pierced in this picture and they were in your human form as well, but something is different about them. The cat purrs and grabs a hold of your earring, ripping it from your ear. Milk drips out of you wound and the lady robbing the bank is arrested. Her oldest sister is climaxing while having *** with my brother. I give you a cat and it is poisonous. I am dead. Six Cuil: You ask me for a cat. Mark Whalberg tells me he will not **** and he hands me a cat. The cat is smoking a cigarette, I develop liver cancer. I die. The wind blows on you again and the cat does not have a left rear leg. It puts its cigarette out on my eye. MGMT plays softly and you meow to the moon which is a pizza. The pizza has olives on it which displeases you. Your displeasure causes the woman to rob the bank so she can buy you Hawaiian pizza.  The gravitational pull of the olives causes a flood to reach your house. You cry and your tears become lakes. The Earth is flooded. Uranus ignites suddenly, engulfing Neptune in flames. A civilization of Nicolas Cage's living there are destroyed. Obi Wan says that there has been a disturbance in the force. A cat hands you me.
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Oct 26, 2012
Oct 26, 2012 at 2:56 AM UTC
Cuil Theory.
One Cuil = One level of abstraction away from the reality of a situation. Example: You ask me for a cat. One Cuil: If you asked me for a cat and I gave you a rhino. Two Cuil: If you asked me for a cat, but it turns out I don't really exist. In the place where you perceived me to be standing is a picture of a large cat. On it's collar are the words: "I am a large rhino." Three Cuil: You are a cat. You begin to scream, only to realise that you are meowing. You scratch just under your ears and begin to purr. Four Cuil: Why are we wearing dinosaur outfits? A light breezes rolls over our bodies but you only have one arm. Suddenly, the wind begins to howl and an alternative universe is created where we are dinosaurs wearing human outfits. I have cats for arms, and as you notice this you meow again. Five Cuil: You ask for a cat; and I give you a cat. Your pull it to your chest and begin to pet it. Your nose begins to run and you wipe it on the cats tail. On the other side of the world a bank is robbed by a woman who has 7 sisters. In her wallet is a picture of you, in your human form. Your ears are pierced in this picture and they were in your human form as well, but something is different about them. The cat purrs and grabs a hold of your earring, ripping it from your ear. Milk drips out of you wound and the lady robbing the bank is arrested. Her oldest sister is climaxing while having *** with my brother. I give you a cat and it is poisonous. I am dead. Six Cuil: You ask me for a cat. Mark Whalberg tells me he will not **** and he hands me a cat. The cat is smoking a cigarette, I develop liver cancer. I die. The wind blows on you again and the cat does not have a left rear leg. It puts its cigarette out on my eye. MGMT plays softly and you meow to the moon which is a pizza. The pizza has olives on it which displeases you. Your displeasure causes the woman to rob the bank so she can buy you Hawaiian pizza.  The gravitational pull of the olives causes a flood to reach your house. You cry and your tears become lakes. The Earth is flooded. Uranus ignites suddenly, engulfing Neptune in flames. A civilization of Nicolas Cage's living there are destroyed. Obi Wan says that there has been a disturbance in the force. A cat hands you me.
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Twentysomething Emo looks at teenage Emo and laughs. It was something purely aesthetic, with brain chemicals churning and wiry bodies yearning under the guise of straightened bangs and perched beanies, skin tight black outfits parading the dusty grounds of Warped Tour. Twentysomething Emo is the real deal-- lamenting over high school salad days because real life is so unsure, college degrees and full-time jobs, watching friends and lovers come and go in our lives. After a long day of responsibility and groveling, we drive home (or somewhere just as distant) with our emo anthems blaring through the speakers. We scream the songs back at them, truly feeling the words for the first time. I'm the same age as William Beckett, Adam Lazzara, and Pete Wentz when they wrote these songs-- and though the bangs have receded and the jeans have slackened, I am perpetually Emo. The unrequited love and the nearing distant future-- it's come too soon. I hope thirtysomething Emo looks back on my meandering twentysomething Emo and laughs-- as he plays the melancholy tunes pouring out of the speakers with some more of life fading away in his rearview mirror. This town gets smaller every day.
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Jun 12, 2016
Jun 12, 2016 at 12:45 AM UTC
Decennary Emo (A Decade under the Influence)
Sea serpents still smash ships In the dark seas of my subconscious, Devilish legends roam Giggling, chainsaw wielding Masked maniacs are at home Hunting and being hunted By whip wielding antiheroes With black leather biker outfits, with the right sleeve missing The theater of my Id charges a penny admission Sold my soul for a remote control My mind ruled by visual opiates Of violence and flesh Creative outlets come In sporadic outbursts That ****** your imagination, What some men call horror I call liberation.
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Sep 10, 2012
Sep 10, 2012 at 7:21 AM UTC
Liberation
Your elegant jewelleries and bold outfits, Your powerful voice and ear-pleasing hits, Your luminous eyes and heart-melting smile, So much about you makes me inspired. Your natural kindness and infinite respect Towards all the people you've ever met Have shown the world what a decent man is Who chooses honesty, love, together with peace. Your countless talents and creativity Make me want to express myself fearlessly, Your pure soul and humble nobility Fill my heart with admiration, felicity. To Harry Styles
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Oct 8, 2020
Oct 8, 2020 at 4:34 AM UTC
Humble nobility
is her abdomen showing? her shoulders are visible? her shorts just a little higher than her fingertips when her hands are by her side? is her back showing? lets try this out. why not instead of demanding girls to change their outfits because they're a "distraction" for boys why don't we instead teach boys to keep their eyes to themselves instead of making girls think they should be ashamed of themselves for wearing what they want and being confident. don't perpetuate the idea that you shouldn't wear what you want and be comfortable and confident with your body. i am a fourteen-year-old girl and i will wear whatever the hell i want. h.d.
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Aug 31, 2014
Aug 31, 2014 at 10:03 PM UTC
i will wear what i want