"ornent" poems
A celui dont le ciel a maudit les mirettes,
Comme vieil oiseau à l’aile artificielle.
Vole, bien peu adroit, accepte mais rejette,
En deuil de la clarté, et pleure sa lourde attelle.
Celui qui en dépit des voix et des regards
Ne tira pas la bride, au quadruple galop
S’enfonça dans le trou, la vie et son traquenard.
Et maintenant de son être recherche les morceaux.
Enfin, l’exotique reptile, exhibant ses atouts :
Sombres et ternes couleurs ornent son capuchon,
Pourtant si attirantes, quand il se tient debout.
Il porte ce qu’il trouve beau, c’est sa grande conviction.
Volatile épuisé, serpent ou équidé,
Le bipède leur donnera sa petite mine d’or,
Dans son pelage blanc, coton immaculé.
L’Homme vit uniquement pour défier la mort.
Sep 16, 2018
Sep 16, 2018 at 8:06 AM UTC
And the guy said
what are you reading?
the canteen guys that is,
smokers, jokers, newspaper
consumers, Spinoza, I said,
his philosophy:ethicae, never
heard of him, Don said,
moustachioed, bright eyed,
tall and lean, sounds like
some vegetable, Kevin said,
small, wise of lips, short thin,
Dei ornent in omnibus, I said,
what the **** that mean?
Don said, frown of brows,
spread of lips, God in all things
or something like that, I said,
closing the book, taking up
my cup(cappuccino), all things?
Kev said, like in a dame's ****
laughter, wide smiles, gazing,
guess so, all things is all things,
I said, I sipped my drink, and all
things in God? Pete said, short
and stocky, ex jockey, that is
the way of it I guess, I said,
non diffondere gemme prima
sciocchi I recalled the Italian
priest saying years before at
the abbey on retreat, can I see
the book of that Spinoza guy?
Don said, I passed him the book,
my page marked by a thin sliver
of card, he scanned pages, finger
skipping through, eyes intent,
dark eyes almost black, too ****
deep for me, he said, page 3 is
more your mark, Kev said, those
photos of girls with ******* and all,
laughter, smiles, Don handed back
the book carefully, well at least
they say things to me, he said
grinning, Dieu au centre de tous
the French monk had said to me
at the abbey, his lips barely moving,
the words air bound, I drank the coffee
and returned to my book, cigarette
smoke rose, someone joked of his
wife's new dress a size too small and
her efforts to enter, God, I translated
the French monk's words, at the center.
Jan 29, 2016
Jan 29, 2016 at 6:08 AM UTC
Stood in the cloister
with the other monks
in the evening chill
before Vespers,
Dei ornent in omnibus,
all things in God Gareth said
quoting Spinoza,
cold water in morning wash
in icy jug of water into a white bowl
hands to face and neck,
lavabis me et super
nivem dealbabor,
these are my pearls she said
and this is my purse of joy
plunge into me,
I passed the tall monk
on the stairs he nodded a notice
he carried a big book
beneath an arm,
if every tiny flower wanted
to be a rose spring would
lose its loveliness Therese said,
Hugh said perfection lay in
doing God's will but without
God we cannot reach
perfection at all,
I cleaned the toilets
on the upper floor
with mop and bucket
smelt of disinfect,
the old monk was dying
and once talked of Plainsong
in high places and I
washed him and dried him,
in the shadow of her wings
I made hot love
like one possessed,
the church so silent
so utterly still I felt it
in my bones and soul,
the monk with a limp limped
into the choir stall
bowing his tonsured head,
refrain from evil words
on account of the penalty
of the sin Benedict said,
some evenings before Compline
I would wander the drive
towards the road and curse
in the night air
to get it(frustration) out there,
moon in shadow of a cloud
in the night sky and stars
sparse to the eyes,
when I see the short
duration of my life
used up in the eternity
before and after
the small space which I fill
cast into the infinite
immensity of spaces
of which I know nothing
and which doesn't know me
I am frightened Pascal said,
pour voir à l'infini,
the space between her thighs
where the body lives
but the soul part dies,
enjoy me she said enjoy me
as if a small boat on a vast sea,
the French peasant monk
dug the ditch with an angel
at his shoulder whispering
the Notre Père
his hands calloused
but maybe blessed,
I turned out the lamp
by my bed and sought
(without her in my bed
or head) a good night's rest.
Jan 9, 2016
Jan 9, 2016 at 1:55 AM UTC