"optate" poems
Scrawling down my memories before I forget,
That will soon reminds me the things to regret;
Only now I feel worry, what of my existence?
My misfortune never ends and it appears consistent...
Crossing my mind, those other's problems;
While setting aside mine, to understand them...
And later I say, I must not falter! I must stay strong;
It wasn't that bad that, soon I will not suffer long...
What of the words, that I used to share?
A piece of advice to let them know I care;
For I myself needed some help, For I cannot bear!
The feeling that sometimes life itself isn't fair...
Yes I'm aware! That the world needs balance to weigh;
The equality where some of us tends to eventually fray...
Right at the edge of their sanity to understand their fate;
A living hell they say filled with misery and hate...
With a rope tied tight, I tried to contemplate...
What is on the other side? Should I stay here while I optate;
Where do I belong? As my fate is unclear, which path to take?
So I tell to myself, I maybe just losing my faith....
I stepped down from this stall where I stand;
Now it's all clear to me, I know now and understand...
That not everything in life is handed on a plate...
That sometimes one must play the cards their being dealt
One must not easily fold, lay down and cower
Stand firm and strong even if the whole world's on your shoulder!
Be positive! Ignite the thoughts of negativity
For from here on you only seek serenity...
Nov 27, 2013
Nov 27, 2013 at 3:23 AM UTC
It's hard to slumber when your not here
without you I feel so obscure
Stagnant in heartbreak, rooted in pain
I endeavor to move on but my life's full of rain
Aeonian cerebrations of you in my mind
Transitory fine-tunes are all I can find
No one can even commence to supersede you
Despite the poor endeavors to embrace few
Desperate for your heart to open for me
Pleading for your ocular perceivers to open and visually perceive
That I can be the one to make me ecstatic
So my love is what you require so lamentably
Yet, for us, I stand alone in my mourning
The fire for me is no longer burning
I require your love so i can smile again
I optate all of you so I can feel whole again
I can't make you dote me but I will endeavor
Until the day you do
Apr 28, 2017
Apr 28, 2017 at 10:17 AM UTC
Forget me if you optate,
But i will linger around your recollections
and haunt you in your deepest tragedies
i wont forget you
with the nights i spent recollecting
what you've already forgotten
it seems that i designated nothing to you
when you designated the world to me
Wishing that you'll stay a little longer
is just hoping on something so hopeless
for i already lost your love
afore you even felt mine.
Apr 28, 2017
Apr 28, 2017 at 11:50 AM UTC