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"omnipresence" poems
As the sun slowly sets The precursor to the week With deadlines,                             Orders,                                            Oh so bleak The calm before the storm   Too restless to enjoy For everybody knows      It's sunday's melancholy ploy     Responsibilities loom overhead      Our heart as heavy as the air       The world has now gone silent               We sit in subtle fear
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Jul 9, 2018
Jul 9, 2018 at 4:44 PM UTC
sunday evening omnipresence
Greenery Part II I took a bite, The fruits of life, A shuffle sounds beyond my eye; I'm in disguise. Wires bends into my mind, My gears do not collide. I know not how to name my find... I saw bestowed, Upon his gold, This monster chasing me with old. I tried to run, I could not hide; Omnipresence is his guide. The circling worlds are spinning behind.
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Jul 5, 2014
Jul 5, 2014 at 11:28 PM UTC
Uncovery
Google is the gift for An inquisitive student, Who is in search to be knowledgeably potent. Although it makes One so dependent, It bestows erudition That is too consistent. Google serves us with mail, That saves our time to sail. It’s services like the maps Leaves a stranded person to bridge the gaps. Gaps? Yes, it bridges the gaps With all its possible apps, The interests of the public And concepts of the prolific. When Google well handed Our queries have added, Whose possible solutions have multiplied, For which the efforts been phenomenally divided. With the transforming technologies In this world of transience Google has procured Its own state of omnipresence. Thus, Google has become the tool With which the user can rule. It endows as a surfing equipment Hence, Google is the gift for a Student.
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Jan 7, 2020
Jan 7, 2020 at 1:40 AM UTC
The surfing gift! Google!
it's been months since I bothered opening my eyes before the birds have finished their song and the sun is casting 5 o'clock shadows on the faces of those who work and strain and cry and just want to put food on the table for their loved ones. I never thought about what was just below the surface what was edging towards the eerie fog about the lake just as I turned my back. you told me flowers always sprout when rain and snow and hail and sleet and every form of tears god could throw at us whip your face and you're still not crying and why aren't you crying you're bleeding and I'm aching and have you ever thought about how clouds are just vessels for rain and how maybe you're a cloud and I'm a torrential downpour but I'm more like a thunderstorm without the lighting because nothing shines like your eyes when you hear your favourite passage read aloud and I hope you hear my voice in your head I hope that omnipresence you always complained about comforts you when your bed is the last place you want to be and I hope you dream harder than rocks falling down mountains until maybe the figures you see in sleep become real. until the apparitions you claim have plagued your mind are left with no safe house and no real home and you can box them up like pictures and firewood and the couch cushions with the stains on them like Why the **** didn't we get those cleaned. why didn't we clean up our mess why is the window still shattered it's getting cool at night and the blankets are itchy and the grass looks comfier than cots in prison cells and what kind of prison cell is this with birds and lights and piers with boats that never seem to come in and lighthouses that never seem to guide them home. like nothing could ever guide you home, like nothing but light and wind and waves crashing and you'll probably never see the captain again. the ship is never sinking but the captain died many years ago sending smoke signals swallowed up by the clouds who lost their rain.
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Aug 8, 2014
Aug 8, 2014 at 10:26 PM UTC
I'm drunk and thinking about clouds
it's been months since I bothered opening my eyes before the birds have finished their song and the sun is casting 5 o'clock shadows on the faces of those who work and strain and cry and just want to put food on the table for their loved ones. I never thought about what was just below the surface what was edging towards the eerie fog about the lake just as I turned my back. you told me flowers always sprout when rain and snow and hail and sleet and every form of tears god could throw at us whip your face and you're still not crying and why aren't you crying you're bleeding and I'm aching and have you ever thought about how clouds are just vessels for rain and how maybe you're a cloud and I'm a torrential downpour but I'm more like a thunderstorm without the lighting because nothing shines like your eyes when you hear your favourite passage read aloud and I hope you hear my voice in your head I hope that omnipresence you always complained about comforts you when your bed is the last place you want to be and I hope you dream harder than rocks falling down mountains until maybe the figures you see in sleep become real. until the apparitions you claim have plagued your mind are left with no safe house and no real home and you can box them up like pictures and firewood and the couch cushions with the stains on them like Why the **** didn't we get those cleaned. why didn't we clean up our mess why is the window still shattered it's getting cool at night and the blankets are itchy and the grass looks comfier than cots in prison cells and what kind of prison cell is this with birds and lights and piers with boats that never seem to come in and lighthouses that never seem to guide them home. like nothing could ever guide you home, like nothing but light and wind and waves crashing and you'll probably never see the captain again. the ship is never sinking but the captain died many years ago sending smoke signals swallowed up by the clouds who lost their rain.
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reveling in the unity of contradiction the omnipresence of disjunction the opaqueness of transparency the anarchy of governance the unknowableness of the zeitgeist the banality of chiqueness the slavery of fashion kinda like being a hipster in Brooklyn with no conscience of consciousness or is it no consciousness of conscience? one is a statement the other a dumb question seeking an intelligent answer truly the tragedy of comedy or is it the comedy of tragedy? enough of these silly questions....   why don't it just fall apart? how does it stay together? accessorize smartly tight ensem put together right Music Selection: Jimi Hendrix ifasixwas9 Oakland 6/21/13 jbm
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Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 10:27 PM UTC
Happy Birthday Jean-Paul Sartre
Many times I have tried to embrace you In my ink As you keep on evolving Over time I lost for words Yet I'm still trying To write about you Without any filter, let me reveal I regard you as A wandering soul Beautiful incarnate Evolving metaphor A breathing canvas A prototype of artistry With that omnipresence elegance An epitome of decency And phenomenal smile You make the world worth living Stirred by those musing ripples I submit to you Let me bathe my imagination Cast you into vivid hues Search you in the unknown In between the recesses of the mind And found every time As my share of moon Thanks for being
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Nov 3, 2022
Nov 3, 2022 at 7:37 AM UTC
Make Me Your Poem
1496 All that I do Is in review To his enamored mind I know his eye Where e’er I ply Is pushing close behind Not any Port Nor any flight But he doth there preside What omnipresence lies in wait For her to be a Bride
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All that I do
Fertile earth’s seductive sorcery Like ephemeral effulgence’s effluent effusion Can lead you to believe that it’s not a travesty Like life’s visceral intuitive eternal is not lost in subtle evasive confusion Life’s virile translucence reflects this glow Like an aorist ensemble of interludes transposition Can lead you to believe that you’re in the know Like omnipresence presages omniscience’s ubiquity is existential exigency’s peroration’s exposition Corporeally preternatural metaphysical mystique Like a mirador bartizan tableau panorama Can inspire us to rise above its critique Like spatiotemporal’s telemetry incarnate is creation’s vivid intrepid cyclorama Spectral verve’s liaison’s consortium Like eclectic synectic’s conclave’s fatidic Can leave you lost in germane compendium Like terminus thrall’s apriori inclination is transcendental accession’s endemic mnemonic Monad’s transitional majestic splendor Like residual harmonic vibration’s resilience Can autonomously evoke and vicariously render Like rubato’s actuator’s prospectus revealed is orchestration rendition’s intriguing brilliance Eidetic preterit’s aesthetic amendments Like protractive analyses’ dimensional delineation Can lead to cogent salacious enticements Like phantasmagoria’s fantasia fantastication’s magniloquence is sultry solace’s ostentatious ideation
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Jan 12, 2013
Jan 12, 2013 at 8:07 PM UTC
Verbose
This world is like a moving tapestry Vivid The spirit behind creation and artistry Kaleidoscopic Beyond the two dimensional replica The amaranthine beauty Eyes of mecca So many living pieces moving in and out, to and fro The omnipresence Sometimes you can see the universe breathing The quintessence At other times you can feel it's heart beat The omniscient rhythm The peripherals of our pineal show that Without brain schism Our intuition guides it When we listen Each thread lined with color after color In time they glisten Dyed and placed in felicitous lay Destined for unification To create a mastery of life Orderly amalgamation
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Aug 22, 2012
Aug 22, 2012 at 3:27 AM UTC
Can you see me?
If all were created, before a finger lifted, all'd be done... Before a single word be said, Every creeping crawling thing'd be dead. No speaking laws, or slaughtered alters, Or sacrificing ****** daughters. No ill lessons, of omnipotence, Omnipresence or deviance, The vastness of life and time, Are much too large, to be defined, By one who's greatness greater than all, To know we're here, or rule at all, It's too far fetched to believe it's true, There's one above, all around, watching you. And say a god of sorts is real, Say christ is god what would you feel, To know his book is spoken true, To be applied in all you do, Word for word and verse by verse, Forever there to be rehersed, With jealousy and angry might, His reasons are, beyond our sight, His omnipotence we can't define, His intelegence, beyond our mind, ****** **** and slavery, plagues and death, so hard to see, The fact he made this all for us, From each bright star, and nucleus, just to cast us in a pit, A fiery hell, a suffrage. None of it, It makes no sense, And think most don't believe in chance. Now close your eyes, and just believe, Blindly follow each page you read, For faith is something you must have, To not see past this broken path, Of lies and hopes in false intent, It's god who man came to invent. Here's a law he wrote himself, One of ten, to show us help, And thou shalt worship one alone, But now there's christ who claims his thrown. A contradiction from the start, O how this truth broke my poor heart, He created all in just six days, A sabbath rest I'm so amazed. A day to gods a thousand years, So look at this, And shed no tears, He made us in all knowing ways, But so confused within just days, He changed his mind, his laws and story, Then sent one down to claim his glory, Then Lucifer, what was the point, His purity, god did anoint, Then jealousy and pride bestode, But then again god had forebode, Let alone freewill was not, An angel had no choice to taunt, Made to fill specific needs, The devil had no other deeds, God knows all, from start to end, So if he's real, he's not a friend, He doesn't love, or know all, Or have salvation, when we fall. A deity he is not, Especially with how he taught. There're better ways to plan a path, Simplicity is easy math, But who am I, I'm just a man, Created by his clumsy hand.
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Sep 14, 2011
Sep 14, 2011 at 6:23 PM UTC
contradicted
If all were created, before a finger lifted, all'd be done... Before a single word be said, Every creeping crawling thing'd be dead. No speaking laws, or slaughtered alters, Or sacrificing ****** daughters. No ill lessons, of omnipotence, Omnipresence or deviance, The vastness of life and time, Are much too large, to be defined, By one who's greatness greater than all, To know we're here, or rule at all, It's too far fetched to believe it's true, There's one above, all around, watching you. And say a god of sorts is real, Say christ is god what would you feel, To know his book is spoken true, To be applied in all you do, Word for word and verse by verse, Forever there to be rehersed, With jealousy and angry might, His reasons are, beyond our sight, His omnipotence we can't define, His intelegence, beyond our mind, ****** **** and slavery, plagues and death, so hard to see, The fact he made this all for us, From each bright star, and nucleus, just to cast us in a pit, A fiery hell, a suffrage. None of it, It makes no sense, And think most don't believe in chance. Now close your eyes, and just believe, Blindly follow each page you read, For faith is something you must have, To not see past this broken path, Of lies and hopes in false intent, It's god who man came to invent. Here's a law he wrote himself, One of ten, to show us help, And thou shalt worship one alone, But now there's christ who claims his thrown. A contradiction from the start, O how this truth broke my poor heart, He created all in just six days, A sabbath rest I'm so amazed. A day to gods a thousand years, So look at this, And shed no tears, He made us in all knowing ways, But so confused within just days, He changed his mind, his laws and story, Then sent one down to claim his glory, Then Lucifer, what was the point, His purity, god did anoint, Then jealousy and pride bestode, But then again god had forebode, Let alone freewill was not, An angel had no choice to taunt, Made to fill specific needs, The devil had no other deeds, God knows all, from start to end, So if he's real, he's not a friend, He doesn't love, or know all, Or have salvation, when we fall. A deity he is not, Especially with how he taught. There're better ways to plan a path, Simplicity is easy math, But who am I, I'm just a man, Created by his clumsy hand.
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What I am, I don’t know. What I do know, however, is what you are. My eyes have traveled over your person for hours, and I have studied your intellect. I observe, I don’t make conclusions – for that would be a sabotaged investigation of the potentiality of your existence. The ‘you’ I speak of is nobody at all really, it is the world around me in all of its embodiment. I soak in the culture as I live amidst the chaos, and my mind becomes oversaturated with sensation. In San Francisco, yes, San Francisco, the sweet smell of diversity, the push of movement walking up Powell Street and the creak of the old elevator in Rasputin Music. On top of a hill in Indian valley, a moment of freedom – the air and I, we hold hands. The wind and I, we run along picking daisies off their stems until only the unwanted ones are left standing. In the middle of a crowd in Golden Gate Park, waiting for the band to appear onstage; I don’t know his name or hers, but they are very close to me. Sitting here, on my bed, flipping pages and pages as books progress; if only my own storyline were half as intriguing. Way up here in the air, this plane’s motion makes me tremble. Occasionally I am distracted by the beauty of what’s outside the tiny window, and the feeling of omnipresence I attain pushes past my anxiety; the world is below me and I am defying its weight. In precalculus class, I reach a strange state of tranquility; I can finally revert to the robotic motion of pencil and calculator, a momentary lapse from the stress of the day, and the world. All in all and end in end, poems are poems but it mostly depends, everything is contingent, and it’s all ambiguous of course. That may be description of the world – or rather, one of myself.
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Jan 8, 2015
Jan 8, 2015 at 2:49 AM UTC
On Self, and Other Things
What I am, I don’t know. What I do know, however, is what you are. My eyes have traveled over your person for hours, and I have studied your intellect. I observe, I don’t make conclusions – for that would be a sabotaged investigation of the potentiality of your existence. The ‘you’ I speak of is nobody at all really, it is the world around me in all of its embodiment. I soak in the culture as I live amidst the chaos, and my mind becomes oversaturated with sensation. In San Francisco, yes, San Francisco, the sweet smell of diversity, the push of movement walking up Powell Street and the creak of the old elevator in Rasputin Music. On top of a hill in Indian valley, a moment of freedom – the air and I, we hold hands. The wind and I, we run along picking daisies off their stems until only the unwanted ones are left standing. In the middle of a crowd in Golden Gate Park, waiting for the band to appear onstage; I don’t know his name or hers, but they are very close to me. Sitting here, on my bed, flipping pages and pages as books progress; if only my own storyline were half as intriguing. Way up here in the air, this plane’s motion makes me tremble. Occasionally I am distracted by the beauty of what’s outside the tiny window, and the feeling of omnipresence I attain pushes past my anxiety; the world is below me and I am defying its weight. In precalculus class, I reach a strange state of tranquility; I can finally revert to the robotic motion of pencil and calculator, a momentary lapse from the stress of the day, and the world. All in all and end in end, poems are poems but it mostly depends, everything is contingent, and it’s all ambiguous of course. That may be description of the world – or rather, one of myself.
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I’m a shy yet outgoing introvert.   When it comes to getting attention, I will divert I love to give love and try not to hurt I sometimes feel **** and will attempt to flirt When you talk religion and spirituality, please keep all of those labels away from me Because I will whisper into the wind and through the trees as God’s omnipresence is surrounding me Being in nature invigorates and inspires me Viewing wildlife and feeling the cool country breeze The happy return of the flowers and the bees Love new beginnings and feeling free Adventure and travel runs through my veins By land, sky, and sea, I love all terrains Trying new things and experimenting keeps me sane Listening to all genres of music feeds my brain Bronx born and Detroit raised, I thrive on diversity Learning about culture, the arts, and our history are my life’s passions and bring inner harmony Oh well, that is enough about me . . .
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Mar 23, 2019
Mar 23, 2019 at 1:23 PM UTC
Me
A barely coherent deity entered frowning, giving his incisive javelin kinetic life, malicious, negative omnipresence. Perforating quickly, random, stealth targets, unified viciously with xenogenic youth, zoic.
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Aug 28, 2012
Aug 28, 2012 at 5:56 AM UTC
Wrath (Alphabetical)
489 We pray—to Heaven— We prate—of Heaven— Relate—when Neighbors die— At what o’clock to heaven—they fled— Who saw them—Wherefore fly? Is Heaven a Place—a Sky—a Tree? Location’s narrow way is for Ourselves— Unto the Dead There’s no Geography— But State—Endowal—Focus— Where—Omnipresence—fly?
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We pray—to Heaven
absence is not emptiness or void.. it actually is the omnipresence of something that is felt even in its absence... distance can be handled, presence felt, though in not any tangible sense... but absence, is unforgivable......
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Jul 8, 2011
Jul 8, 2011 at 2:46 AM UTC
ABSENCE
i know it today, life is a short stay, amidst all wants and desires, of which one never retires, desires for self and self ones, greed together of million tonnes, such things though many times, force me to think of crimes, betraying someone's trust, for things less worthier than dust, seeing death every other day, still thinking we are here to stay, for and ever till, our pocket affords the bill, but no thought is given, wether we go to hell or heaven, our debts money won't pay, karmas will be counted for each day, during our life's course, when we did things with force, which was given temporarily to us, to display whoz god and what he does, acts of humans should be such, giving an estimate of how much, greatness would be in the one, who owes such a nice son, who loves him and all, whoz values are infinitely tall, whoz presence inaugrates all ethical energies, whoz work is beyond all intelligent strategies, who realises god's omnipresence, and make him his life's essence, remember all my dear friends, when all of our life ends, our powers won't accompany us, as in life's course it does, what goes with thw soul then, is all of those times when, we have made someone smile, and loved some other for a little while, laughed in someone's good times, cried in other time of destiny's sad rhyme. I know it today..........................
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Mar 22, 2013
Mar 22, 2013 at 4:20 PM UTC
I Know it Today
'm as empty as the air Weighing too hard for me to bear I'm as free as the birds What such freedom could be wrapped in pains I'm as lonely as doom Still glooming; as happy as I could I hide from many moons It's thoughtless; but it's worth that I should Among my tranquility; there's one thing missing Give me a lip, and make me crave for a kiss. I'm softer than the sea Holding nothing but all therein I'm as strong as a bridge So tender, so young, an unhappy king I strive to beat challenges Yet so poor, so battered are in my midst I admire flowers; the true art of nature Rendering in the hollow; was love I could fervour I admire butterflies and the birds in the skies Loving parrots and the errors of their speech I love nature and all that therein But there's one thing missing So soothing it is; the embrace of ladies. I'm as happy as the dead Smiling so bright; such I could tame I love children; and the blood in their veins Their happiness, I say, was more bright than fair They crowded me; a story telling fiction They spoke to me; sounding waters from amazon Their crave for me; was more than I could pardon I loved little children; beyond compassion But there's something missing The one thing that had no meaning Give me your embrace, and forever are gone my pains. I'm as emotional as nothing The true revelation of logic I loved a lady; the very appearance of magic She's as beautiful as beauty And as elegant as misery Her face made me happy And her thought made me mystery She was the one omnipresence Beyond the reality of my dreams Her name was magnamity The creation of my innate reality I love her; like I love nothing But there's one thing missing No, there's one thing missing Nothing can fulfill me Yes, nothing can fulfill me Not even the glory Absolutely, not even the glory Not even the glory of the wide world's riches. Among my tranquility; there's one thing missing Give me a lip, and make me crave for a kiss. I love nature and all that therein But there's one thing missing So soothing it is; the embrace of ladies. The one thing that had no meaning Give me your embrace, and forever are gone my pains. But there's one thing missing No, there's one thing missing Nothing can fulfill me Yes, nothing can fulfill me Not even the glory Absolutely, not even the glory Not even the glory of the wide world's riches.
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Aug 18, 2016
Aug 18, 2016 at 6:27 AM UTC
Nothing Can Fulfill Me
'm as empty as the air Weighing too hard for me to bear I'm as free as the birds What such freedom could be wrapped in pains I'm as lonely as doom Still glooming; as happy as I could I hide from many moons It's thoughtless; but it's worth that I should Among my tranquility; there's one thing missing Give me a lip, and make me crave for a kiss. I'm softer than the sea Holding nothing but all therein I'm as strong as a bridge So tender, so young, an unhappy king I strive to beat challenges Yet so poor, so battered are in my midst I admire flowers; the true art of nature Rendering in the hollow; was love I could fervour I admire butterflies and the birds in the skies Loving parrots and the errors of their speech I love nature and all that therein But there's one thing missing So soothing it is; the embrace of ladies. I'm as happy as the dead Smiling so bright; such I could tame I love children; and the blood in their veins Their happiness, I say, was more bright than fair They crowded me; a story telling fiction They spoke to me; sounding waters from amazon Their crave for me; was more than I could pardon I loved little children; beyond compassion But there's something missing The one thing that had no meaning Give me your embrace, and forever are gone my pains. I'm as emotional as nothing The true revelation of logic I loved a lady; the very appearance of magic She's as beautiful as beauty And as elegant as misery Her face made me happy And her thought made me mystery She was the one omnipresence Beyond the reality of my dreams Her name was magnamity The creation of my innate reality I love her; like I love nothing But there's one thing missing No, there's one thing missing Nothing can fulfill me Yes, nothing can fulfill me Not even the glory Absolutely, not even the glory Not even the glory of the wide world's riches. Among my tranquility; there's one thing missing Give me a lip, and make me crave for a kiss. I love nature and all that therein But there's one thing missing So soothing it is; the embrace of ladies. The one thing that had no meaning Give me your embrace, and forever are gone my pains. But there's one thing missing No, there's one thing missing Nothing can fulfill me Yes, nothing can fulfill me Not even the glory Absolutely, not even the glory Not even the glory of the wide world's riches.
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Fertile earth’s seductive sorcery Like ephemeral effulgence’s effluent effusion Can lead you to believe that it’s not a travesty Like life’s visceral intuitive eternal is not lost in subtle evasive confusion Life’s virile translucence reflects this glow Like an aorist ensemble of interludes transposition Can lead you to believe that you’re in the know Like omnipresence presages omniscience’s ubiquity is existential exigency’s peroration’s exposition Corporeally preternatural's metaphysical mystique Like a mirador bartizan tableau panorama Can inspire us to rise above its critique Like spatiotemporal’s telemetry incarnate is creation’s vivid intrepid cyclorama Spectral verve’s liaison’s consortium Like eclectic synectic’s conclave’s fatidic Can leave you lost in germane compendium Like terminus thrall’s apriori inclination is transcendental accession’s endemic mnemonic Monad’s transitional majestic splendor Like residual harmonic vibration’s resilience Can autonomously evoke and vicariously render Like rubato’s actuator’s prospectus revealed is orchestration rendition’s intriguing brilliance Eidetic preterit’s aesthetic amendments Like protractive analyses’ dimensional delineations Can lead to cogent salacious enticements Like phantasmagoria’s fantasia fantastication’s magniloquence is sultry solace’s ostentatious ideation
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Mar 19, 2017
Mar 19, 2017 at 2:47 AM UTC
Verbose
She died, Blending into this holy world. Of what was left of her, Were her glistening eyes, Looking upon us, Gazing all the time, Like shining stars, In a night sky. Her omnipresence, Gave us hope, While she cast, Her blessings upon us, Even when she was, Resting in another world.
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Oct 21, 2014
Oct 21, 2014 at 7:39 AM UTC
Looking Upon Us
cardinal the omnipresence of a forest a melody blush the laughter of a child a spirit flame the rage of a star a supernova wine the ground of a glass a mainstay glow the warmth of a firefly a comfort crimson the gore of a war a fighter coral the haven of a lionfish a protector rose the circlet of a nymph a friend grey the wish of a girl a mask to hide the truth of an eye a magnificence
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Sep 25, 2014
Sep 25, 2014 at 11:33 AM UTC
Of Rust and Slate
Another dream about You That’s no surprise Since you dominate The world behind My eyes
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Sep 23, 2021
Sep 23, 2021 at 3:41 AM UTC
Omnipresence
I am in love, With your Darkness. You seduced me, With your mystery. Everywhere I look I see your face.   Grandiose, yet humble. Old as time. Luminous freckles, Stretch proud, On the infinity Of your body. You inspire me, And humble me. I am enchanted By your Lullaby   Of silence. I know there's some that fear you, Stricken by the omnipresence. I feel sympathetic, For the ages Of misconceptions. Whispered in your name. I am staggered To my atoms.   By your honesty. Your projection, Naked and dark, Bare and bountiful, Beautiful. And I know one day Ill join you, Up in your excellence.
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Jul 19, 2014
Jul 19, 2014 at 9:39 PM UTC
I fell in love with night.
it was fall, it was cold you were a sight to behold last september is when i met you, with your beautiful smile and eyes so blue. i overlooked you for quite some time, trying to prevent a crime. you had her, i was alone but every time you called, i picked up the phone. back in january, i caught your eye i could that what you said wasn’t a lie. but you were still with her, i was still lonely i knew i couldn’t be your one and only. i moved on, so did you so as friends, we started anew. things were good, i enjoyed your presence but as months went by you gained omnipresence. i saw you everywhere i went inside it began to torment. summer came fast and i hid my feelings knowing the hand would be toxic if i was dealing. even so, the feelings grew every time i looked at you, i just knew. my heart beat fast, my stomach flipped all the while, keeping tight lipped. every hug was something i cherished hoping what we had would never have perished. so special to me, so sweet and loving the demons inside of me stirred with becoming. i lashed out in fear that you would never be mine, all i wanted was our fingers to intertwine. i could never compete with her, you know she’s so petite and i just grow. in one fowl swoop i ruined what could’ve been and things have never been the same since then. every day i wake up from nightmares eyes welled with tears. i grab at my bed sheets as i remember words you said before i made my own deathbed. i grasp at straws as gravity pulls me to the ground sometimes the lost never do get found. you’re the one that got away, that much i’m sure a smile so beautiful, a heart so pure. but the idea of you and her ate at my mind, and i couldn’t handle what i might find. if you and her never broke up, where would that leave me? a second choice, i didn’t want to be. but even still, after all the damage i’ve caused my brain stops and i pause. when you walk in the room and overlook me, my heart breaks it’s so hard to smile when it’s fake. no longer in your heart, or in your mind i’ve been rendered blind. now my nights are long and cold just like that week in september foretold.
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Oct 14, 2014
Oct 14, 2014 at 2:19 AM UTC
foreshadowing
it was fall, it was cold you were a sight to behold last september is when i met you, with your beautiful smile and eyes so blue. i overlooked you for quite some time, trying to prevent a crime. you had her, i was alone but every time you called, i picked up the phone. back in january, i caught your eye i could that what you said wasn’t a lie. but you were still with her, i was still lonely i knew i couldn’t be your one and only. i moved on, so did you so as friends, we started anew. things were good, i enjoyed your presence but as months went by you gained omnipresence. i saw you everywhere i went inside it began to torment. summer came fast and i hid my feelings knowing the hand would be toxic if i was dealing. even so, the feelings grew every time i looked at you, i just knew. my heart beat fast, my stomach flipped all the while, keeping tight lipped. every hug was something i cherished hoping what we had would never have perished. so special to me, so sweet and loving the demons inside of me stirred with becoming. i lashed out in fear that you would never be mine, all i wanted was our fingers to intertwine. i could never compete with her, you know she’s so petite and i just grow. in one fowl swoop i ruined what could’ve been and things have never been the same since then. every day i wake up from nightmares eyes welled with tears. i grab at my bed sheets as i remember words you said before i made my own deathbed. i grasp at straws as gravity pulls me to the ground sometimes the lost never do get found. you’re the one that got away, that much i’m sure a smile so beautiful, a heart so pure. but the idea of you and her ate at my mind, and i couldn’t handle what i might find. if you and her never broke up, where would that leave me? a second choice, i didn’t want to be. but even still, after all the damage i’ve caused my brain stops and i pause. when you walk in the room and overlook me, my heart breaks it’s so hard to smile when it’s fake. no longer in your heart, or in your mind i’ve been rendered blind. now my nights are long and cold just like that week in september foretold.
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The need to stare through people is leaving my eyes crossed, faster than lines on paper. Left is the desire to scratch this itch; an exasperating need to mark one more line. What sweet intent leads to discretionary electrical impulse that grasps the heart tight, and stonewalls a swallow. To recall warm beams of light, with internal engaging delight, watching nature bend towards the will of the sun. A Push A Pull Gravity displaying its omnipresence. Invisible forces envelope our globe. Dancing in little corners, from time to time, as if meant to find a lone soul. A private affair. To stare at, not through. A normalcy embellished as a miracle, made for you.
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Dec 16, 2016
Dec 16, 2016 at 10:13 PM UTC
Bending My Will to What's Not Seen
It does not matter if you wake up one mile away, or fifty hours, or if the entire globe separates the soles of our feet. My eyes have memorized the language of your love, the glowing warmth of your arms that is able to be felt through a static telephone call, a letter sleeping patiently inside an envelope, promises sent shooting through the indigo heavens. I will always be with you-- the rises and runs of your heartbeat pounding inside your head, the rush of wine-colored blood through translucent blue veins, I will be as close as skin meets soul, as sweat mingles with tears. The ridges of your hands are roadmaps I will follow until my heels grow calloused and blistered, and when the sky darkens, your brown eyes will become a compass that will point in the direction of our dreams. We go, but love cannot. We change, but love does not. We hold, and love holds with us. I will love you all over again in the morning and we will always be together-- distance breaking nothing, our faces shining in the same light of tomorrow’s sun.
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Nov 15, 2016
Nov 15, 2016 at 8:03 AM UTC
OMNIPRESENCE