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"occluded" poems
“Moby ****  Herman Melville <•> ~for the lost at sea~ after a year of saltwater absence and abstinence, return to the island caught between two land forks surrounded by river-heading flows bound for the ocean great joining the Atlantic welcomes the fresh water fools, bringing with them hopefully, but hopeless gifts of obeisances, peace-offerings endeavoring to keep their infinite souls sea accepts them then drowns the warm newcomers in the unaccustomed deep cold salinity, which sometimes erodes sometimes preserving their former freshwater cold originality I’m called to depart my beach shoreline  unarmed, no kayak, sunfish or glass bottomed boat needed, walk on water and my toes, ten eyes to see the bottom, no depth perception limitation, reading the floor’s topography, millions of minion’s stories infinite, many Munch screaming god’s foot, heavy upon my shoulders, a daytime travel guide, hired for me, not a friendly travel companion,  nope, God a pusher showing off a drug called deep water salvation, designated for the masses, can handle large parties my in-camera brain  eyes, record everything for playback - the lost and unburied, bone crossword puzzles walk shore to ship, on soles to souls, is this my new-summer nature welcome back greeting? puzzled at the awesomeness of vastness, conclude this clarification for me of the occluded-deep, is a stern reminder of my insignificant existence, my requirement to walk humbly, spare my sin of vanity, and forgive my trespasses upon the lives of others perhaps then the infinite of my soul perchance restored, older visions clarified and future poems will write themselves and sea to it my predecessors be better remembered Memorial Day 2018
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May 28, 2018
May 28, 2018 at 11:53 AM UTC
“the sea... jeeringly...drowned the infinite of his soul...to wondrous depths...he saw God’s foot upon the treadle of the loom and spake it”
“Moby ****  Herman Melville <•> ~for the lost at sea~ after a year of saltwater absence and abstinence, return to the island caught between two land forks surrounded by river-heading flows bound for the ocean great joining the Atlantic welcomes the fresh water fools, bringing with them hopefully, but hopeless gifts of obeisances, peace-offerings endeavoring to keep their infinite souls sea accepts them then drowns the warm newcomers in the unaccustomed deep cold salinity, which sometimes erodes sometimes preserving their former freshwater cold originality I’m called to depart my beach shoreline  unarmed, no kayak, sunfish or glass bottomed boat needed, walk on water and my toes, ten eyes to see the bottom, no depth perception limitation, reading the floor’s topography, millions of minion’s stories infinite, many Munch screaming god’s foot, heavy upon my shoulders, a daytime travel guide, hired for me, not a friendly travel companion,  nope, God a pusher showing off a drug called deep water salvation, designated for the masses, can handle large parties my in-camera brain  eyes, record everything for playback - the lost and unburied, bone crossword puzzles walk shore to ship, on soles to souls, is this my new-summer nature welcome back greeting? puzzled at the awesomeness of vastness, conclude this clarification for me of the occluded-deep, is a stern reminder of my insignificant existence, my requirement to walk humbly, spare my sin of vanity, and forgive my trespasses upon the lives of others perhaps then the infinite of my soul perchance restored, older visions clarified and future poems will write themselves and sea to it my predecessors be better remembered Memorial Day 2018
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Stumbling into ancient scripts, authored a decades plus ago, ago being a modifier of time quantities, minute or large, unspecific without an objective adjective additive, that faucets a stream of an interlocutory elocution of a batter of rooted emotional histories, but not histrionics fanciful words for dredged up memories, acute, but tarnished, powered yet worn by a cousin of ago, a/k/a, age and yet renews as of, at this very second, as if it were a first, a tumult of visions, swelling of remembrances, embodied scars, and I weep anew but not for me, as much for the resonating simpatico souls with whom they even  now vibrate with resonance of the immediacy of If not now, When? Aside: The exterior environment is noisy wet pelting of thunderstorms and ****** sheets of bulleting rain, piercing projectiles, but I am safe in the sunroom, sadly happy my dog is no longer here to shiver and tremble, cuddle and be soothed by steady stroking But I am here, wrestling with this dredging operation, digging up tons of sand that require dumping, and I ask, inquire, beg: Who will take this detritus off my hands, once more, now uncovered, now recovered, the soil is already soaked and can absorb no more, the soul is already soaked and can absorb no more, the weakened heart, damaged and occluded, suffer cannot bare twice the outrageous misfortune of unbared recollections, twice, or thrice, and I feel myself drowning in revisiting pain, **** **** **** these old poems, not nuggets, but boulders dropping from night skies, shot from a pitching machine, without letup, piercing of agonies that once ago   freshly desecrated and decorated my basic training in humanity. Enough whining: *I wrote those poems to eject out those pains, and I write this now, once more, to realize that so so many still face uncertain and unrelenting similarities, doing their own sums, and I wish them easing, strength to compose and thereby dispose of the ineloquent and eloquent words of staining suffering* 3:30am Thur July 10 2025
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Jul 16, 2025
Jul 16, 2025 at 5:39 PM UTC
Older poems, new readers, familiar thoughts...
Stumbling into ancient scripts, authored a decades plus ago, ago being a modifier of time quantities, minute or large, unspecific without an objective adjective additive, that faucets a stream of an interlocutory elocution of a batter of rooted emotional histories, but not histrionics fanciful words for dredged up memories, acute, but tarnished, powered yet worn by a cousin of ago, a/k/a, age and yet renews as of, at this very second, as if it were a first, a tumult of visions, swelling of remembrances, embodied scars, and I weep anew but not for me, as much for the resonating simpatico souls with whom they even  now vibrate with resonance of the immediacy of If not now, When? Aside: The exterior environment is noisy wet pelting of thunderstorms and ****** sheets of bulleting rain, piercing projectiles, but I am safe in the sunroom, sadly happy my dog is no longer here to shiver and tremble, cuddle and be soothed by steady stroking But I am here, wrestling with this dredging operation, digging up tons of sand that require dumping, and I ask, inquire, beg: Who will take this detritus off my hands, once more, now uncovered, now recovered, the soil is already soaked and can absorb no more, the soul is already soaked and can absorb no more, the weakened heart, damaged and occluded, suffer cannot bare twice the outrageous misfortune of unbared recollections, twice, or thrice, and I feel myself drowning in revisiting pain, **** **** **** these old poems, not nuggets, but boulders dropping from night skies, shot from a pitching machine, without letup, piercing of agonies that once ago   freshly desecrated and decorated my basic training in humanity. Enough whining: *I wrote those poems to eject out those pains, and I write this now, once more, to realize that so so many still face uncertain and unrelenting similarities, doing their own sums, and I wish them easing, strength to compose and thereby dispose of the ineloquent and eloquent words of staining suffering* 3:30am Thur July 10 2025
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Slotting into geological time "As a man thinks, so is he", ferillergood ye may as well add as subtract. Am i right or am I wrong? Dexter, yeh, that'n or Sinister. Being left or right, That's jest sided-ness, a sort, a me-trick-able stackable thing, with an in side and an out side and a top outside and a bottom outside and a front inside and a front backside and a back frontside with its own inside. Like you. Value pends 'pon sorts of things into similarities of singularities, if I got that message un occluded or unveiled of sacred meanings. There seemed to be no code "if a man (voice) says a thing that is true, but I did not say it: does that make it untrue?" I answered, "Lord, you are truth." Wow. Look what I said. truth you are lord. Punctuated equilibrium humm white noise of wonder can it be? 'Think so.
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Sep 11, 2018
Sep 11, 2018 at 3:17 AM UTC
the climate is changing, is that all?
As I travel back to my younger days, I remember my occluded mind. The doings of neighbourhood and community, Being taught always, Darkness is sorrow, White light is where Peace and beauty you'll find... That black shirt needs no washing, As you cannot see its furrow, White ones should be cared... Hide yourselves with a black cloth, Show yourself off to the world With an angel ring that's white.... My heart is about to rot, My mind with agony was already whirled, I shall now began to fight, For my skin Is dark, But is brighter than your soul...
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Jul 2, 2020
Jul 2, 2020 at 1:03 PM UTC
The colour of my soul
What was her name? **** I can’t remember. It was a boy’s name made feminine with a little “i” at the end like maybe hearing it would make you think of some fat guy making pizzas until you see it spelled out or until it becomes attached to her lips and hair and skin. The “i” was not dotted with a little heart, (not her style at all) but I should have a picture in a box some where with more pictures. I don’t. I’ve got little notes, tiny thoughts scribbled on empty match book covers, on the backs of pretentious business cards, in the borders of the mutilated, amputated flesh of decrepit used up yellow pages,   ripped from a dead and disjointed phone book. I woke up from this dream and groped for something to scrawl on, anything, because it seemed significant at 2:38 am. In the desert somewhere, (I’ve never even been) you were looking out the window and the way the parched dry light crackled around you you might have been an angel or a sign partially occluded by glass advertising something I could never afford like family or god when suddenly you were not a silhouette, not back lit, but glowing. You were so in love, with who I don’t know, and you went into free fall back onto the bed pulled your knees up to your chest and kicked your legs giggling. I was part dead, half ghost and still happy that you were so happy. I said, “you’re pregnant?” knowing the way you know things without really having a way of knowing in a dream. You laughed again grabbed your little dog up in your arms, (I’ve no idea where the pup came from), and baby-whispered, “You’re going to cut the umbilical, aren’t you?” and I woke with the image of that mongrel chewing through the cord. I am waiting at the pharmacy and the… technician, is reading the cryptic symbols penned in indiscernible Latin, my prescription. She is not beautiful but very fuckable And in my mind I am constructing an image of her ****** likening   the shape, size, color, etc., to her mouth, when I see my own writing on the back through her precise fingers. The tech,   she is holding a snapshot of her. It might as well be a picture of me vomiting or ************ or defecating. This is what I have left, my version of a photo, my dream, scrawled on the back of my medicine. **** getting better.   I ****** it from her hand. I leave fast.  I will never go back. This is no chemical imbalance. This is not my inheritance. The loss and pain, sometimes, that's the pill we need to swallow.
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Oct 30, 2011
Oct 30, 2011 at 11:14 PM UTC
Disjointed
What was her name? **** I can’t remember. It was a boy’s name made feminine with a little “i” at the end like maybe hearing it would make you think of some fat guy making pizzas until you see it spelled out or until it becomes attached to her lips and hair and skin. The “i” was not dotted with a little heart, (not her style at all) but I should have a picture in a box some where with more pictures. I don’t. I’ve got little notes, tiny thoughts scribbled on empty match book covers, on the backs of pretentious business cards, in the borders of the mutilated, amputated flesh of decrepit used up yellow pages,   ripped from a dead and disjointed phone book. I woke up from this dream and groped for something to scrawl on, anything, because it seemed significant at 2:38 am. In the desert somewhere, (I’ve never even been) you were looking out the window and the way the parched dry light crackled around you you might have been an angel or a sign partially occluded by glass advertising something I could never afford like family or god when suddenly you were not a silhouette, not back lit, but glowing. You were so in love, with who I don’t know, and you went into free fall back onto the bed pulled your knees up to your chest and kicked your legs giggling. I was part dead, half ghost and still happy that you were so happy. I said, “you’re pregnant?” knowing the way you know things without really having a way of knowing in a dream. You laughed again grabbed your little dog up in your arms, (I’ve no idea where the pup came from), and baby-whispered, “You’re going to cut the umbilical, aren’t you?” and I woke with the image of that mongrel chewing through the cord. I am waiting at the pharmacy and the… technician, is reading the cryptic symbols penned in indiscernible Latin, my prescription. She is not beautiful but very fuckable And in my mind I am constructing an image of her ****** likening   the shape, size, color, etc., to her mouth, when I see my own writing on the back through her precise fingers. The tech,   she is holding a snapshot of her. It might as well be a picture of me vomiting or ************ or defecating. This is what I have left, my version of a photo, my dream, scrawled on the back of my medicine. **** getting better.   I ****** it from her hand. I leave fast.  I will never go back. This is no chemical imbalance. This is not my inheritance. The loss and pain, sometimes, that's the pill we need to swallow.
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As a teenage boy I used to fall asleep at night listening to the graveled voice of Ernie Harwell fashion for me word-images of the exploits by a band of superheroes called the Detroit Tigers. In those semi-lucid moments before slumber, I could see the shimmering outline of my destiny: you see all American boys are meant to be Tigers. So imagine my confusion, when I fractured the right talus bone my Junior year of high school, even putting on weight around the middle, where no athlete worth his pin stripes would gain. My karma had begun to take on mass. I began to acquire knowledge, as the only perceived defense against some parallel universe impinging upon reality. Oh, I had everyone convinced, even my keenest teachers believed I was destined to make my mark in scholarly pursuits. But no one saw the crying ego of one meant to be a Tiger, nor how that bottled up the emergence of the Man. Never reconciled, the Man curled up in fetal dormancy. Lifespan became synonymous with interstellar drift. And every encountered star of knowlege was dwarfed, having long ago collapsed of its own gravity. Still the heavens of knowledge are auspicious, so I looked outward, when all the answers lay concealed within. Only as my life left the outskirts of occluded reality did I then begin to inherit from my instinctual id, begin to listen to disconsolate internal voices, who had known me all along, perhaps better than myself. The thing is ... the stage has long been set on middle-age, what props lie about are encrusted with patina, laden with a dust impossible to gauge or preempt, made worse by the lack of cast, save one. Neither Beckett, nor Pinter, could have absurded this. So, when my acts strike you as quixotic, when I cut with a penknife through propriety, it's because I finally remember what it meant to be a Tiger.
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Dec 1, 2012
Dec 1, 2012 at 7:15 PM UTC
We All Die Unhealed
As a teenage boy I used to fall asleep at night listening to the graveled voice of Ernie Harwell fashion for me word-images of the exploits by a band of superheroes called the Detroit Tigers. In those semi-lucid moments before slumber, I could see the shimmering outline of my destiny: you see all American boys are meant to be Tigers. So imagine my confusion, when I fractured the right talus bone my Junior year of high school, even putting on weight around the middle, where no athlete worth his pin stripes would gain. My karma had begun to take on mass. I began to acquire knowledge, as the only perceived defense against some parallel universe impinging upon reality. Oh, I had everyone convinced, even my keenest teachers believed I was destined to make my mark in scholarly pursuits. But no one saw the crying ego of one meant to be a Tiger, nor how that bottled up the emergence of the Man. Never reconciled, the Man curled up in fetal dormancy. Lifespan became synonymous with interstellar drift. And every encountered star of knowlege was dwarfed, having long ago collapsed of its own gravity. Still the heavens of knowledge are auspicious, so I looked outward, when all the answers lay concealed within. Only as my life left the outskirts of occluded reality did I then begin to inherit from my instinctual id, begin to listen to disconsolate internal voices, who had known me all along, perhaps better than myself. The thing is ... the stage has long been set on middle-age, what props lie about are encrusted with patina, laden with a dust impossible to gauge or preempt, made worse by the lack of cast, save one. Neither Beckett, nor Pinter, could have absurded this. So, when my acts strike you as quixotic, when I cut with a penknife through propriety, it's because I finally remember what it meant to be a Tiger.
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What do they mean, this actor-as-if and the never-did, or says-he -never-did, sacrifice or sacred be made? Primal, on to logic, come reason. The artifice of sacrifice, whatever necessitated making sacred a thought? a sign for a time when words fail, if words were to fail again, in confusion after war, this sign says trust. Yes, such a sign. By this know us, fret not, good news... not here... secret. Sh. Suffice to say sacrifice means more and less than most Jordan Peterson /Sam Harris fans would act as if they believe but, to live as if be live me that's new at every opportunity, pay real close attention, a safe zone, far from that same madding crowd… (occluded allusion, The Classic Far From The Madding Crowd Movie) I see that crazy dog herd the sheep over the cliff, and I cringe I cringed then, in the dark. I was holding your hand but I've forgotten your name, thanks for dropping by. Tell Sis hi. still be live in the home a safe zone, far from any madding crowd… clouds are aloud contrast to the blues and greens and puples and yes keepemkeepemkeepem AI wantemferwampum yeah, this part is wat do you say? crazy weird need you add **** crazyshit weird **** if you were a platypus, just cruisin' playin' hunt with hi-tech magneto-electro-gravitonal sensors, in a pre release, like alpha version of the proteins involved And you find your way back to where you once belonged blocked by a thing named a weir, it 'lows water through, but not you. What do you do? the mud settles you, scout around, an unhearable sound an unfeelable touch, a final beacon, repeating the final news from platypus you, it worked. dis encorporation all gone rhythm engaged. Est. system reliable against all obstacles: .166 billion years by the measure of the man, who was the angel rolling the rock back up the hill.
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Nov 8, 2018
Nov 8, 2018 at 3:56 PM UTC
Sacred making, sacri fict
What do they mean, this actor-as-if and the never-did, or says-he -never-did, sacrifice or sacred be made? Primal, on to logic, come reason. The artifice of sacrifice, whatever necessitated making sacred a thought? a sign for a time when words fail, if words were to fail again, in confusion after war, this sign says trust. Yes, such a sign. By this know us, fret not, good news... not here... secret. Sh. Suffice to say sacrifice means more and less than most Jordan Peterson /Sam Harris fans would act as if they believe but, to live as if be live me that's new at every opportunity, pay real close attention, a safe zone, far from that same madding crowd… (occluded allusion, The Classic Far From The Madding Crowd Movie) I see that crazy dog herd the sheep over the cliff, and I cringe I cringed then, in the dark. I was holding your hand but I've forgotten your name, thanks for dropping by. Tell Sis hi. still be live in the home a safe zone, far from any madding crowd… clouds are aloud contrast to the blues and greens and puples and yes keepemkeepemkeepem AI wantemferwampum yeah, this part is wat do you say? crazy weird need you add **** crazyshit weird **** if you were a platypus, just cruisin' playin' hunt with hi-tech magneto-electro-gravitonal sensors, in a pre release, like alpha version of the proteins involved And you find your way back to where you once belonged blocked by a thing named a weir, it 'lows water through, but not you. What do you do? the mud settles you, scout around, an unhearable sound an unfeelable touch, a final beacon, repeating the final news from platypus you, it worked. dis encorporation all gone rhythm engaged. Est. system reliable against all obstacles: .166 billion years by the measure of the man, who was the angel rolling the rock back up the hill.
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Poet to my eyes, you are the sight of whitecaps On the sea water, or the sudden turn of a bird In flight and as the wave I roll and break, With drowning wings that lift toward you, my sky. Mistress to my soul, I am the nave of your holy Cathedral.  My head is but an occluded riff, De-noting songs you make in aisling airs of light Polyphony, my star over-sings the windy globe, She swallows heaven, like swallows blacken the dusk. Shearwater bird, strip my surface with your cutting Wings.  My waves peak to reach you starling girl. The sloughing chill of winter dies quick in sighs Waft asunder my little Indian summer, wake me From sleep and I shall dream but once for your kiss.
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Jul 9, 2012
Jul 9, 2012 at 9:53 PM UTC
Poet To My Eyes
The old man tempts smoke down The throat of green beer bottles From the night before. Cigarette a tool of precision, Smoke falls like a lozenge Until the bottom is occluded; endless. When viewing art he takes to the moor, Emergent properties of flocking birds, Overhead patterns he can understand Without knowing what it means. Creation is ongoing, cumulative. Bone upon bone, centuries of death To build a monument for living. The old man paints fissures on the foundations That cultivate famous skylines, Smoked windows interrupt sunlight; No one is looking out for him. The flocking birds circle the air; Static black on the page - angry, restless. When making art he suspends disbelief, Essence of life locked in time, No beauty in the fault-lines of a face If no one has seen it smile. Empires are falling, unknowing submission- Tower of Babel, Interstate Highway; All roads lead to terminal erosion. The old man bites the skin Around his weathered fingernails, Fear is his mantra. Cigarette a tool for soothing, Smoke falls like a lozenge, His hunger is permanent; endless.
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Dec 13, 2015
Dec 13, 2015 at 10:25 AM UTC
Growing Old
she was a neophyte to her own life, syncopated heart beats to a still night. occluded love behind steel bars. ubraided her brain With mind scars. staying reticent to the people her own home, her transitory smile was well known. for her smile was a beautiful sight. it was left with the vestige of a loveless light. only repudiation to what people preached, feeling that her soul was a disparate beast. her idiosyncrasies were inhuman in nature. said to be intractable in her own behaviour. never did she speak to humankind. but inside her head was a loquacious mind. only wanting a stasis within her sadness. only to be taken by insanity and madness.
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Sep 27, 2015
Sep 27, 2015 at 12:18 AM UTC
Untitled
over teacup...fine porcelain.. delicately chipped....coniving eyes....scrutinised...tallying..gulliblity..naivete..desire... wizened fingers...talonlike.. tattoo.....mesmerizing...... rhythms.. .......crystal ball... occluded.... fee exchanged..... hand...... presented....lifeline..short..... love line....broken...tarot... offered....indecsion.. ..crystal.... ....still cloudy...gap toothed... ..contortion...cards on.... table....impaired cognative function..accedes.... fee transferred.... .....cards..shuffle..pirroette.........inverted...laydown misere.... palaver..delivered....twocups... happy but sad.....prince of.... .....two sheets to wind....done in....teacup rattles...... ....session.........ended..crystal ball..sphere of silence.... .......future..still..shrouded.. ...wallet..lighter... sozzled..... laughter...all the....... .............fun of the fair.........
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Mar 28, 2014
Mar 28, 2014 at 11:05 PM UTC
fleeting fortunes
Homesickness blues, Blue skies; confused. Paradise has slipped from view, Occluded by opened windows In emptied rooms. Let the light fall in But it falls on nothing. Dust kicks up in the wind; Brief interlude of a confident June Before falling down again. No single tongue that speaks my own, Home was when I talked to you. Now that you are gone I wait by the phone And hope you are waiting too.
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Nov 29, 2016
Nov 29, 2016 at 3:41 AM UTC
Homesickness Blues (Falling)
What is it within the realm of my Self that has the nerve to question the divinity of this current, fleeting moment? Is it not the vessel of Life, itself, that is used to navigate these, the occluded Seas of Death? Could it not be that a Mind and Body are the very salvation over which we so toil? Would it not be an act of pure mercy to have the capacity to look around and to think, and create while, all the time, being pulled under by the inevitable tide of change we, in English, chose to call "Death?" That, in itself, should inspire me to carry on and to turn an eye up from the ground, back from the past; to within my self; this current moment; and on, upward: to the skies and, likewise, the future. What is it about my Mind that so enjoys, or perhaps requires some selfish sense of 'overlooking' for the sake of ephemeral comfort? Alas, I know what word I would use, but I dare yet not to use it; for, t'is that a word, itself, isn't the concept, itself; and it's use would be to misdirect from the nature of the experience, and to mistranslate what I feel. I realize the necessity for names; for words: we use them to facilitate communication. I also understand their limit: there is a great realm beyond the transparent restraints of our Languages. I would identify the culprit as either "Ego," or "Id." But, better yet, I would argue "both and neither." Freud had some great ideas, but I tend towards Jung- I could sooner call it the Shadow, or at least one aspect of it. The Shadow is semi-subconscious. It is an amalgam of fears and repression. It can only hold so much pressure before it erupts. So, I implore you to study your Shadow. It has great potential for change. Failing to utilize it is to be utilized by it. Make it work for you or you will work for it. Use your Shadow to your advantage, or it will use you to that of it's own. Pick apart your Self; put it back together. Sometimes that's easier said than done, but, with a proper mindset, it'll come and leave before you even know it. It happens all the time. Refuse the shackles of thy Shadow; break the chains and share with the world the fleeting feeling of self-liberation. That is, if someone doesn't misinterpret what you've said; looking through the Shadow, everything looks darker. Realize where you're going. Realize what you're doing. Heed what you feed, external or internal. Seek Balance. Explore Ideas. Gain Understanding no matter how slow: at all is far better than so many. No one may escape these Seas; but you can start some ripples that will propagate ad infinitum. Ask. Practice. Learn. Grow.
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Jan 10, 2015
Jan 10, 2015 at 7:08 AM UTC
Seas of Death
What is it within the realm of my Self that has the nerve to question the divinity of this current, fleeting moment? Is it not the vessel of Life, itself, that is used to navigate these, the occluded Seas of Death? Could it not be that a Mind and Body are the very salvation over which we so toil? Would it not be an act of pure mercy to have the capacity to look around and to think, and create while, all the time, being pulled under by the inevitable tide of change we, in English, chose to call "Death?" That, in itself, should inspire me to carry on and to turn an eye up from the ground, back from the past; to within my self; this current moment; and on, upward: to the skies and, likewise, the future. What is it about my Mind that so enjoys, or perhaps requires some selfish sense of 'overlooking' for the sake of ephemeral comfort? Alas, I know what word I would use, but I dare yet not to use it; for, t'is that a word, itself, isn't the concept, itself; and it's use would be to misdirect from the nature of the experience, and to mistranslate what I feel. I realize the necessity for names; for words: we use them to facilitate communication. I also understand their limit: there is a great realm beyond the transparent restraints of our Languages. I would identify the culprit as either "Ego," or "Id." But, better yet, I would argue "both and neither." Freud had some great ideas, but I tend towards Jung- I could sooner call it the Shadow, or at least one aspect of it. The Shadow is semi-subconscious. It is an amalgam of fears and repression. It can only hold so much pressure before it erupts. So, I implore you to study your Shadow. It has great potential for change. Failing to utilize it is to be utilized by it. Make it work for you or you will work for it. Use your Shadow to your advantage, or it will use you to that of it's own. Pick apart your Self; put it back together. Sometimes that's easier said than done, but, with a proper mindset, it'll come and leave before you even know it. It happens all the time. Refuse the shackles of thy Shadow; break the chains and share with the world the fleeting feeling of self-liberation. That is, if someone doesn't misinterpret what you've said; looking through the Shadow, everything looks darker. Realize where you're going. Realize what you're doing. Heed what you feed, external or internal. Seek Balance. Explore Ideas. Gain Understanding no matter how slow: at all is far better than so many. No one may escape these Seas; but you can start some ripples that will propagate ad infinitum. Ask. Practice. Learn. Grow.
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( Sonnet ) Poet to my eyes, you are the sight of whitecaps On the sea water, or the sudden turn of a bird In flight and as the wave I roll and break, With drowning wings that lift toward you, my sky. Mistress to my soul, I am the nave of your holy Cathedral.  My head is but an occluded riff, De-noting songs you make in aisling airs of light Polyphony, my star over-sings the windy globe, She swallows heaven, like swallows blacken the dusk. Shearwater bird, strip my surface with your cutting Wings.  My waves peak to reach you starling girl. The sloughing chill of winter dies quick in sighs Waft asunder my little Indian summer, wake me From sleep and I shall dream but once for your kiss.
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Sep 28, 2013
Sep 28, 2013 at 2:59 PM UTC
Poet To My Eyes
the woven intercept *the crescendo soft ascending, commandeers our riveting, we do not surrender, taken, nonetheless, our deference to an elegant wand wave, combo hopeful and all encompassing, the helplessness both well understood the progression higher, steady on, a rapture going to a defined ending, concluding voyage occluded, for now, but the setting sun rays us a plan, a path, teasingly, soto voce lips moving, “this way” follow on the unsteady water restraining resistance failing, flailing weakly, it is both early morning and late afternoon, the light warms, but each, a timbre different, the pitch and intensity tho one and the same, yet, order confused, still, we are given-in giving in unwillingly absolution unrequested, but awarded anyway, shelter from the storm of safe and warm, children begin first school day, but adults know better, beginnings full of risks unforeseen, the season changes, normalized, but would be refused if we could the waiver offered, the woven intercept read, emotional intelligence so fragile, on and on, sidekicks, lovers, connected by a dotted line highway, the space between permitting anything we want, but contradictories say, wanting everything, impossible but the viable solution singular how do we leave it then? we leave it thus, clarified, separation is a kind of attachment, voidable, when, kissing comes calling, from all around the world, the crescendo ends, we each have read the intercept, it concusses, interpretations differing, yet we don’t care lying through embracing lips* our tune is a mismatched matching, a vision ending and yet anew hatching, this is love, understanding, undefinable, undefeated, a changeling definition, paths possessing multi-endings, loving is the unceasingly, desirable imperfect struggling unique, singular just like everyone else’s 9/4/19 9:07am nml (she'll know)
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Sep 7, 2019
Sep 7, 2019 at 2:14 PM UTC
the woven intercept
the woven intercept *the crescendo soft ascending, commandeers our riveting, we do not surrender, taken, nonetheless, our deference to an elegant wand wave, combo hopeful and all encompassing, the helplessness both well understood the progression higher, steady on, a rapture going to a defined ending, concluding voyage occluded, for now, but the setting sun rays us a plan, a path, teasingly, soto voce lips moving, “this way” follow on the unsteady water restraining resistance failing, flailing weakly, it is both early morning and late afternoon, the light warms, but each, a timbre different, the pitch and intensity tho one and the same, yet, order confused, still, we are given-in giving in unwillingly absolution unrequested, but awarded anyway, shelter from the storm of safe and warm, children begin first school day, but adults know better, beginnings full of risks unforeseen, the season changes, normalized, but would be refused if we could the waiver offered, the woven intercept read, emotional intelligence so fragile, on and on, sidekicks, lovers, connected by a dotted line highway, the space between permitting anything we want, but contradictories say, wanting everything, impossible but the viable solution singular how do we leave it then? we leave it thus, clarified, separation is a kind of attachment, voidable, when, kissing comes calling, from all around the world, the crescendo ends, we each have read the intercept, it concusses, interpretations differing, yet we don’t care lying through embracing lips* our tune is a mismatched matching, a vision ending and yet anew hatching, this is love, understanding, undefinable, undefeated, a changeling definition, paths possessing multi-endings, loving is the unceasingly, desirable imperfect struggling unique, singular just like everyone else’s 9/4/19 9:07am nml (she'll know)
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*Though our galaxy is tinier than the eye of a smallest ant Yet while loving you I had a perforation is my heart So big to swallow millions of such galaxies Since birth this hole Was occluded by learnings and knowledge And remained unopened Till I saw YOU - my LOVE! Rare it is To unclose this hole But just a glimpse of yours Did the trick...! Where, O Beloved Where, O Beloved You acquired this MAGIC To open this hole in my heart That can **** in the entire universe In an instant Just by a single thought of LOVING YOU?*
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Jun 14, 2015
Jun 14, 2015 at 1:20 AM UTC
Just by a single thought of LOVE
Once I noticed a great writer, and he had no comments. To remedy this occluded justice, I left a colorful comment upon one of his best. Immediately a scathing message appeared from him, Though he had never messaged me before; I had an instant moment of understanding Of why he had no comments; it was just too obvious For my childlike mind to have avoided the trap. A few more condescending messages, And I deleted the comment; nothing more needed saying. I had trespassed on hallowed ground, I had merely to retrace my steps And all should be forgiven. I intruded upon your life, which I could never really see, Through a series of locks and channels It remained invisible to me. And again I invaded privacy, caused consternation. Compliant, I withdrew all my excursions to your door And with an effort, I mitigated any unhappy Emotions remaining there. I do this to spare everyone more pain. But it comes at a price. Did you ever wonder how all the people Who go to the grocery store on Sunday mornings Could have such well-defined niche lives? They think they are defined by what they do, By a synthetic order that's tacked over the hours of freedom. There is an affliction, in which every single hour Must be made to account for itself. But what if they woke up some day Before the grocery shopping was done, Would they feel they had missed out on something Inestimable and uncommon; worth sleeping in for- And replaced it merely with something Utilitarian and predictable? Be careful what you trade your Sunday mornings for.
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Jul 25, 2010
Jul 25, 2010 at 6:20 AM UTC
Niche Life
Once I noticed a great writer, and he had no comments. To remedy this occluded justice, I left a colorful comment upon one of his best. Immediately a scathing message appeared from him, Though he had never messaged me before; I had an instant moment of understanding Of why he had no comments; it was just too obvious For my childlike mind to have avoided the trap. A few more condescending messages, And I deleted the comment; nothing more needed saying. I had trespassed on hallowed ground, I had merely to retrace my steps And all should be forgiven. I intruded upon your life, which I could never really see, Through a series of locks and channels It remained invisible to me. And again I invaded privacy, caused consternation. Compliant, I withdrew all my excursions to your door And with an effort, I mitigated any unhappy Emotions remaining there. I do this to spare everyone more pain. But it comes at a price. Did you ever wonder how all the people Who go to the grocery store on Sunday mornings Could have such well-defined niche lives? They think they are defined by what they do, By a synthetic order that's tacked over the hours of freedom. There is an affliction, in which every single hour Must be made to account for itself. But what if they woke up some day Before the grocery shopping was done, Would they feel they had missed out on something Inestimable and uncommon; worth sleeping in for- And replaced it merely with something Utilitarian and predictable? Be careful what you trade your Sunday mornings for.
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by far the worst cruelty in love or affection or attachment is that it is involuntary, when you care about a person, they suddenly become a piece to your puzzle, a part component of your being. when they are absent from your life, truly a piece of your life is missing a silhouette shaped wound, a metaphorically bleeding chalk outline, the scene where a friendship died. sometimes a person can come back, but i think the wound can scar over. it's shape distorts - their puzzle piece no longer fits the same but with effort and will, you can make that piece fit again, it will be tight in places, it will feel odd and the image will not line up just right, but you will be whole again. often they didn't ask for this, love is insanity that way, a kind of self harm but volumes have been written on the stupidity or futility of love. so we keep doing it, cutting and cutting. odd pieces here and there breaking us up, fitting us back together. odd bits skewing the image, the puzzle of our own life made occluded by the inclusion of others people aren't meant to be islands to themselves. but neither are they aren't meant to be filled with person shaped holes.
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Aug 6, 2015
Aug 6, 2015 at 12:12 PM UTC
Person shaped holes
Poet to my eyes, you are the sight of whitecaps On the sea water, or the sudden turn of a bird In flight and as the wave I roll and break, With drowning wings that lift toward you, my sky. Mistress to my soul, I am the nave of your holy Cathedral. My head is but an occluded riff, De-noting songs you make in aisling airs of light Polyphony, my star over-sings the windy globe, She swallows heaven, like swallows blacken the dusk. Shearwater bird, strip my surface with your cutting Wings. My waves peak to reach you starling girl. The sloughing chill of winter dies quick in sighs Waft asunder my little Indian summer, wake me From sleep and I shall dream but once for your kiss.
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Mar 10, 2013
Mar 10, 2013 at 2:10 PM UTC
Poet To My Eyes
Rhythm straightening The early morning gray looks at me Overcast, the sky blankets me in bliss The cool rain chills to the bone The cool bones rattle to the ground Skeletal street lamps illuminate dark business The occluded acts of idleness on a weekday evening Sitting on paved carpets and waiting for It to happen; Today we create for ourselves Because there is no path but our own Through the sterile darkness of de-electrified night The dead hyena by the highway The leering eyes of his surviving kin Beasts can feel the concrete start to crumble They're waiting outside the city walls, gleaming fangs, gnashing jaws Knowing our day has come and gone Our soft, tender meat will be all that remains When the tools of our dominance disintegrate Breathing easy this late in the game It's safe because all we can do is wait, Or create
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Mar 25, 2013
Mar 25, 2013 at 12:46 PM UTC
or Create
A companion poem to: When Love Grows Old [1] a differing perspective, liking the eye opening view this occluded, cloudy closed Saturday, a morning gray, early days, it comes with opportunities aplenty & new word combinations in a new world awaiting a Magellan I spy discoverer, and we two have more than 150 years existence tween us and that makes me grin, because I anointed her to a new position yesterday: Chief Technology Officer the very expensive machine that supplies us with energizing fresh plasma, clean blood invigorating, without which we could nary drag our antiquated bodies to the next day, got on the phone, dialed an 800 number, stuck het hand deep into it's gizzard innards, and released the machina from it looping flashing display of displaying its non-cooperation and its message that It was unwell, abd she operated, and made out coffee machine well again snd gave us this Sabbath, a reason to be thankful having righted this left footed poet to a younger poet boy~man again, a gain!
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Jun 28, 2025
Jun 28, 2025 at 8:34 AM UTC
When love grows young
Heat Lightening by Michael R. Burch Each night beneath the elms, we never knew which lights beyond dark hills might stall, advance, then lurch into strange headbeams tilted up like searchlights seeking contact in the distance . . . Quiescent unions . . . thoughts of bliss, of hope . . . long-dreamt appearances of wished-on stars . . . like childhood’s long-occluded, nebulous slow drift of half-formed visions . . . slip and bra . . . Wan moonlight traced your features, perilous, in danger of extinction, should your hair fall softly on my eyes, or should a kiss cause them to close, or should my fingers dare to leave off childhood for some new design of whiter lace, of flesh incarnadine. NOTE: The title is not a typo but a double entendre. Keywords/Tags: sonnet, rhyme, love, lust, desire, *** petting, necking, parking, date, dating, lovers' lane
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Oct 24, 2020
Oct 24, 2020 at 8:34 PM UTC
Heat Lightening
Flowers of tomorrow She takes to the fields with less than a goodbye Embracing all the soul of the sun, wind, sky Silhouettes as we are left in the shadow of the door The cover of all bright lights giving us solitude Neon in the alleyways of greased memories Injured beyond the thoughts of my dying reveries Occluded by periphery and gargantuan senses Implicit in their discovery of the ***** of time Hope and death and sorrow and gain Paint all the gates of joy and sacrifice Meander in the fields of the day Yesterday and today take up my way.
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Jul 10, 2011
Jul 10, 2011 at 7:51 AM UTC
Hepatica
There is something awry I can feel it as I step into the thick and tense stifling and sinister, suffocating ether. I have a peripheral sense of an occluded slumber, a disturbance. Begotten by me? I can only hope not. Haunted by something unknown, unseen but not unheard. A sound, a whisper, a chill Ghastly squall The rush suspends my breath, captivates my thoughts, hurries my pulse; throbbing and pounding, in my dizzy and cluttered head. The door has closed. Impulse and instinct drive my body but it is dark, never-ending, surrounding Me. Perturbation reaches up And grips my very being; strangling my conscious, operational will. Numbing all perception short of foreboding and dread. My entranced, mortal corpse stumbling over my own hastened direction that it already knows. Scrutinizing and bellowing an audible, unmistakable laugh which freezes me again with crippling petrification. There is no escape. Now face to face as I turn to confront it, stare to glare. Menacing and perilous it consumes me. Devours me. Immortally imprisoned by It.
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Jan 15, 2017
Jan 15, 2017 at 2:58 PM UTC
| A Dark Corner of Memory |
Is compromise a ***** word Truth is found in strange pools Let us be truth explorers Let us ferret out the corrupt and **** it Horrible citizenry makes for horrible policy Recognize your space and value within it Don’t give me your self help Simply give of the self Stay informed fellow Americans, fellow countrymen Don’t let the Republic suffocate amid pure democracy Ratchet the brainstorm Make the connection in the middle when building the tunnel Is middle a ***** word I’m stymied at the junction of ambition and lethargy Occluded at the crossroads of the gospel and the blues I’ll simply take the fork Yogi I still want simple solutions to complex problems The mindless maintenance of the Trump Bulldozer being one Hillary Clinton being another The time has come for the third party to rise again Resurrect the Bull Moose
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May 6, 2017
May 6, 2017 at 4:40 PM UTC
American Brainstorm