You were afraid,
But no one seems to understand,
The pain you were dealing with,
And you have no one to tell,
You've never told anyone about it.
People have misunderstand you,
And many have said,
"Don't worry, they will be fine."
But the truth,
You were not alright.
You couldn't stand living,
The darkness that consumes you whole,
The demons is shredding you apart,
And the monsters are living inside your mind,
Every pain was all too agonizing to bear.
The guilt and the self-hatred,
Your worthiness was at loss,
Your demons and your monsters,
The darkness came sweeping in without a notice,
And it's eating you away.
You took you own life,
And you were gone,
The news starts to spread like wild fire,
Everything exploded and turns into chaos,
Grieving and mourning, confusions, and so much more.
Everyone starts to realize,
The complications with an understanding,
It must have been a place so dark that you could not see the light,
But we have already lost you,
Because you finally lost the fight.
I lost couple of people that I knew, lost their own life from suicide. However, I can relate with what they are going through in that dark times.