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"nosedive" poems
Hormones raging...for what I'm told not to engage in, even if we're engaged, if it's not official than its still revealed as...fornication. There's a disturbing underestimation of the result given for this particular sinful demonstration, society has taught us that we test the car before we drive it, but the 1st issue with this analogy told is that we're comparing human sin to...driving a vehicle? But if we're going to establish analogies on this subject , then, well, why don’t we also consider these: do we begin eating Thanksgiving dinner before were done saying grace? Do they hand out diplomas and degrees for classes you haven't passed yet? Do they give Super Bowl trophies to teams expected to win? So how do we justify receiving the prize of an unmet process? Far too many have allowed marriage to become an afterthought or not even a passing idea our better judgment caught because man had rather receive a temporary pleasure that sin conceives birthed in disobedience, deceptive grip around your conscience until your choked by the demands of a lustful flesh that wants to be fed in continual expedience. Or...Maybe, I’m just being a hater, fighting not to be twistedly envious and curious of a world that I’m forbidden to embrace.  Or Maybe I’m fighting...the temptation and frustration of being a single man patiently searching for that good thing and the favor my Father blesses along with her. Maybe I’m fighting...not to nosedive into the bottomless trap laid for human souls, lured in by lack, of self-control. It troubles me in just how simple... he brags and boasts then plots and plans his next victim in the desecration of his and her Creator’s Temple. But It’s not all his fault, because it was up to her to give him the key to this priceless location better known as her body.
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Jan 1, 2018
Jan 1, 2018 at 12:59 PM UTC
Flee!
Hormones raging...for what I'm told not to engage in, even if we're engaged, if it's not official than its still revealed as...fornication. There's a disturbing underestimation of the result given for this particular sinful demonstration, society has taught us that we test the car before we drive it, but the 1st issue with this analogy told is that we're comparing human sin to...driving a vehicle? But if we're going to establish analogies on this subject , then, well, why don’t we also consider these: do we begin eating Thanksgiving dinner before were done saying grace? Do they hand out diplomas and degrees for classes you haven't passed yet? Do they give Super Bowl trophies to teams expected to win? So how do we justify receiving the prize of an unmet process? Far too many have allowed marriage to become an afterthought or not even a passing idea our better judgment caught because man had rather receive a temporary pleasure that sin conceives birthed in disobedience, deceptive grip around your conscience until your choked by the demands of a lustful flesh that wants to be fed in continual expedience. Or...Maybe, I’m just being a hater, fighting not to be twistedly envious and curious of a world that I’m forbidden to embrace.  Or Maybe I’m fighting...the temptation and frustration of being a single man patiently searching for that good thing and the favor my Father blesses along with her. Maybe I’m fighting...not to nosedive into the bottomless trap laid for human souls, lured in by lack, of self-control. It troubles me in just how simple... he brags and boasts then plots and plans his next victim in the desecration of his and her Creator’s Temple. But It’s not all his fault, because it was up to her to give him the key to this priceless location better known as her body.
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Every night I die in an airplane Beads of sweat fall like rain Every night I die in a plane crash I wake up feeling like plain trash Because every night my plane dives into the ocean I can't believe the virtual reality of the motion All my friends and family are there I watch them drown Leaving me marooned at sea The river Styx of my dreams I wake up marooned at bed Swimming in a sea of sweat None of my friends and family are there And my adrenaline nightmares keep me scared Because if I fall asleep It's a nosedive I reap Every night I die in an airplane Why is this image so ingrained? Every night I die in a plane crash Pressure crushes me to plain ash Because every night my plane flies into a mountain The passenger's blood fills my eyes like fountains All my friends and family are there I watch them burn Leaving me stranded in the hills of hell Until I understand the pills too well I wake up stranded in bed Buried in an avalanche of sweat None of my friends and family are there And my reality has begun to tear When I keep dying in my dreams My mentality rips at the seams Every night I die in an airplane Why must my mind be so untame? Every night I die in a plane crash And my life becomes a plain flash Because every night my plane flips upside down As my useless body is tossed round and round All my friends and family are there I watch them get mangled Leaving me to die at high speeds With corpses that profusely bleed I wake up dying in bed Flipped face down in a pool of sweat None of my friends and family are there I begin to wonder if they even care Because I watch them die every night It makes me love them more Because I watch them die every night My life becomes a chore But there's nothing for death to reclaim When I'd just cross over to another plane
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Aug 1, 2017
Aug 1, 2017 at 12:58 PM UTC
Airplanes
Every night I die in an airplane Beads of sweat fall like rain Every night I die in a plane crash I wake up feeling like plain trash Because every night my plane dives into the ocean I can't believe the virtual reality of the motion All my friends and family are there I watch them drown Leaving me marooned at sea The river Styx of my dreams I wake up marooned at bed Swimming in a sea of sweat None of my friends and family are there And my adrenaline nightmares keep me scared Because if I fall asleep It's a nosedive I reap Every night I die in an airplane Why is this image so ingrained? Every night I die in a plane crash Pressure crushes me to plain ash Because every night my plane flies into a mountain The passenger's blood fills my eyes like fountains All my friends and family are there I watch them burn Leaving me stranded in the hills of hell Until I understand the pills too well I wake up stranded in bed Buried in an avalanche of sweat None of my friends and family are there And my reality has begun to tear When I keep dying in my dreams My mentality rips at the seams Every night I die in an airplane Why must my mind be so untame? Every night I die in a plane crash And my life becomes a plain flash Because every night my plane flips upside down As my useless body is tossed round and round All my friends and family are there I watch them get mangled Leaving me to die at high speeds With corpses that profusely bleed I wake up dying in bed Flipped face down in a pool of sweat None of my friends and family are there I begin to wonder if they even care Because I watch them die every night It makes me love them more Because I watch them die every night My life becomes a chore But there's nothing for death to reclaim When I'd just cross over to another plane
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I. You can always tell the Virgins from the way they Glide—cerebral giddy with nectarfilled Hearts and earlobes full of Wax/ Wane moonshine turf if you’re not Dying for astronomers’ loves and what makes Ptolemy different from Claude is Given prove: Equal and opposite reaction. II. Shove knife down pork Wasn’t so hard, was it. III. TWO SOLIDS INTERSECT In a plane. In the bathroom, to be exact. What follows is not Essential to the proposition; Calculate the spatial (surface area, volume of cubicle, conclude insufficient is < where escape velocity is ) useless to resistance factor 7 [prepare for lift-off landing taxi To the Bronx of course where else would I Be on a night like this it’s raining in the parlour Wont you step outside? III. anemic & half- starved half- sandwich go on, have a bite. IV. in arm will undulate bloodcellspouroutcantstoptoowide are you just imagining this? What would they tell you in school blood is thicker than water i’m not sure they eat carnivores here. CARNIVAL festival of meat. Flesh LIVE trembling quiver SWIFT shoot through air DUCK dead swandive nosedive outplug BOOM go the couple in the cabin lavatory laboratory? Rats go bang in the night crash & burn debris over Detroit is our favorite way to die colorful isn’t it rainbow— brushfire— bruises and fire storms out and around the populace to decimate seems like mating by a factor of ten V; or. X^2+i(70x7)= aftermath: my ex squared with me seventy times seven equals in fortitude (labor-intensive) tea costs sixpence in dallas what about you so integral to my being that sometimes I wonder if you’re just imaginary or if what it takes to be transcendental is beyond what’s rational or even what’s real to me: eight is enough for the eggs.
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Sep 12, 2013
Sep 12, 2013 at 7:53 PM UTC
Vestiges, XI.
I. You can always tell the Virgins from the way they Glide—cerebral giddy with nectarfilled Hearts and earlobes full of Wax/ Wane moonshine turf if you’re not Dying for astronomers’ loves and what makes Ptolemy different from Claude is Given prove: Equal and opposite reaction. II. Shove knife down pork Wasn’t so hard, was it. III. TWO SOLIDS INTERSECT In a plane. In the bathroom, to be exact. What follows is not Essential to the proposition; Calculate the spatial (surface area, volume of cubicle, conclude insufficient is < where escape velocity is ) useless to resistance factor 7 [prepare for lift-off landing taxi To the Bronx of course where else would I Be on a night like this it’s raining in the parlour Wont you step outside? III. anemic & half- starved half- sandwich go on, have a bite. IV. in arm will undulate bloodcellspouroutcantstoptoowide are you just imagining this? What would they tell you in school blood is thicker than water i’m not sure they eat carnivores here. CARNIVAL festival of meat. Flesh LIVE trembling quiver SWIFT shoot through air DUCK dead swandive nosedive outplug BOOM go the couple in the cabin lavatory laboratory? Rats go bang in the night crash & burn debris over Detroit is our favorite way to die colorful isn’t it rainbow— brushfire— bruises and fire storms out and around the populace to decimate seems like mating by a factor of ten V; or. X^2+i(70x7)= aftermath: my ex squared with me seventy times seven equals in fortitude (labor-intensive) tea costs sixpence in dallas what about you so integral to my being that sometimes I wonder if you’re just imaginary or if what it takes to be transcendental is beyond what’s rational or even what’s real to me: eight is enough for the eggs.
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Whirl and swirl Down deep within This heart-heat  Spin Nosedive into Outer limits through Our imagination With water and fire Renewed As we descend Pulsating beats Pursue Ablaze Beneath Our Skin Evaporate with me Moving away from Swamps of... Misunderstanding Evaporate with me Into a basin of Outstanding Rapture let  Me capture You my Sweet Tears fall into pools Rejuvenated As we dive into A puddle of mirrors Can you See yourself  Through the eyes Of someone else That you've Become In me? Floating above High springs that Swell and breathe You are the fire  That burns  Inside of me You are the river That flows  Indefinitely An infinite well  Of flowing creeks Buckets of Flames and  Vibrant streams Channeled into  Estuary dreams Behold our Atlantic destiny Our Indian Ocean of Open arms And misty Colored Schemes Rivers and Lakes  Harbor  Us Safely A love-filled Gulf retreat Fists full Of fire and Adriatic Seas Evaporate with me Moving away from Swamps of...  Misunderstanding Swimming in an Abyss of believing In our mystery Paddle through the mud Sweep through the debris That would hold Us back from Wading with Wonder Carefully I will carry you With every stroke Plunge into our Outer limits To evoke The innermost Parts that we Confide in One another A pond of Affection Silver Reflection A soul-mate Connection Watch as the bubbles Rise before our eyes A reservoir of Blue skies Fire and ice Intertwined in White Light Golden blue and Coral hues Vaporize and Fade Into a  Perfect Sound Surrounding View Evaporate with me Moving away from Swamps of... Misunderstanding Evaporate with me Into a basin of Outstanding Rapture let  Me capture You my Sweet My altogether vestibule My love-lamp fuel My golden rule You are free to Float here In our Pool © tHE tERRY tREE
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Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 1:30 AM UTC
POOL
Whirl and swirl Down deep within This heart-heat  Spin Nosedive into Outer limits through Our imagination With water and fire Renewed As we descend Pulsating beats Pursue Ablaze Beneath Our Skin Evaporate with me Moving away from Swamps of... Misunderstanding Evaporate with me Into a basin of Outstanding Rapture let  Me capture You my Sweet Tears fall into pools Rejuvenated As we dive into A puddle of mirrors Can you See yourself  Through the eyes Of someone else That you've Become In me? Floating above High springs that Swell and breathe You are the fire  That burns  Inside of me You are the river That flows  Indefinitely An infinite well  Of flowing creeks Buckets of Flames and  Vibrant streams Channeled into  Estuary dreams Behold our Atlantic destiny Our Indian Ocean of Open arms And misty Colored Schemes Rivers and Lakes  Harbor  Us Safely A love-filled Gulf retreat Fists full Of fire and Adriatic Seas Evaporate with me Moving away from Swamps of...  Misunderstanding Swimming in an Abyss of believing In our mystery Paddle through the mud Sweep through the debris That would hold Us back from Wading with Wonder Carefully I will carry you With every stroke Plunge into our Outer limits To evoke The innermost Parts that we Confide in One another A pond of Affection Silver Reflection A soul-mate Connection Watch as the bubbles Rise before our eyes A reservoir of Blue skies Fire and ice Intertwined in White Light Golden blue and Coral hues Vaporize and Fade Into a  Perfect Sound Surrounding View Evaporate with me Moving away from Swamps of... Misunderstanding Evaporate with me Into a basin of Outstanding Rapture let  Me capture You my Sweet My altogether vestibule My love-lamp fuel My golden rule You are free to Float here In our Pool © tHE tERRY tREE
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on autopilot all day then the moment the sun goes down the lights go off the eyelids shut the pilot finally takes control and starts a long, vicious nosedive into the icy cold ocean of thoughts
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May 26, 2015
May 26, 2015 at 8:26 PM UTC
Brain throb
I know you still can't breathe And your ribs burn But I love it When I finish laughing first Because for a moment I am the insomniac Enthralled by the lucid dreamer (your eyelids flutter) I am the Catholic Entranced by the shameless drunk (your hiccups slur) And your giggles pop like Bubble bath and boiled syrup And everything is funny Everything is spine-chillingly funneled Your sprite and shrieks nosedive Into my bloodstream Spike my heartstrings And your cheeks Swell and splotch and squish Into those sparkling eyes Until they gush And you try to stop it, but Like gagging on lake water You can't Not until every sprinkle gets spewed And baby, there is so much So much beauty Spawning inside of you So much to share, and I starve for it I soar with it And for a moment A dreamer stirs the city A drunkard saves the world The children stump the wisemen As you shake the cobwebs From your ribs For one more second Reality is fragile Love is tangible And nothing else is
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Sep 19, 2018
Sep 19, 2018 at 1:12 AM UTC
Chin Up, Buttercup
Laying motionless on a riverbed, Drowning at rock bottom constantly I hate to admit it but That's where you'll most commonly find me No landmarks, no marked miles, Got lost on the back roads to recovery I finally pulled out of this nosedive of false certainty Just to expectedly fall back into the same trajectory Distractions follow closely, Waiting to complicate the wrong actions I already make consistently That's a disastrous recipe That's what has made my present day a fraction of what I think it oughta be This has to be far more than what I have coming to me Like what I've repaid triggers karma's selective memory ©2024
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Mar 29, 2024
Mar 29, 2024 at 6:21 PM UTC
~•§•~ Selective Memory ~•§•~
Senior woman that continue to fly They are still Flight Attendants and that is no lie The Golden Girls woman have been flying since they were young Yet they are still among Their knowledge goes beyond any American, Delta and United procedure The Golden Girls have senior vitality But their wisdom and understanding became their theory of reality So up and away We are flying on this day No Geritol on this flight You shall sleep throughout the night Welcome aboard, and we’re the senior’s who fly the friendly skies We are your Golden Girls who are wise We travel anywhere there is a flight We will help you relax and don’t feel fright There might be some turbulence, but don’t be uptight We are the Golden Girls who are professionals and we are polite We don’t tolerate any foolishness and that includes a fight So buckle up You are aboard any Flight number given Listen to our stories that were never ever told Be amazed with a behold One time in our flying career, we encountered severe turbulence while a Tornado was in our flying space The plane suddenly took a nosedive, and we thought we wouldn’t survive We just knew we were heading for the Earth ground However, the plane went back up safe and sound We arrived at our destination bound So you see, we are not called Golden Girls Flight Attendants for nothing What we have achieved in years in flight is something more than a trail Plight.
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Sep 3, 2016
Sep 3, 2016 at 10:12 PM UTC
GOLDEN GIRLS AIRLINES
Marshes and meadows Sunshine and shadows Gentle ripples on the calm river Foaming rapids in white water The jungle echoes in the semi-darkness while daylight creepy-crawlies clear the mess. Peasants toiling and pheasants scratching as I spy a cricket somersaulting The cactus the desert's prickly femme-fatale elsewhere a lone leaf floats in the canal Prairie dogs go popping while hares go hopping and ladies go shopping Swans have formed a V-line The flora too is divine as bees nosedive in bee-line. Seista seizes birdlovers too Thus they miss out on the hoopoe's song For the hoopoe, it does not sing on cue since a bird may sing anytime to woo. What a medley eh of scenery Murky eve and dawning greenery Ah, wherever you go nature's so panoramic While we make and take pictures God actually makes what's so picturesque!
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Dec 29, 2017
Dec 29, 2017 at 4:10 PM UTC
Scenery medley contrasts
Falling in love When that’s what it feels like: Falling You know you’ll hit the ground eventually and break all your bones Just for the floor the come out from under you And Fall Again
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Feb 20, 2025
Feb 20, 2025 at 6:33 PM UTC
Nosedive
Honestly I feel as though this entire time I've been pacing back and forth, accruing images of two ice caps slowly breaking themselves apart into tiny fragments of burning pitch that hurls itself onwards into the night, leaving bleeding trails of light as reminders, notes with coffee stains on the edges, written late at night without much light except for what scraps pour out from under the door from the reading light. You want to breathe normally but the bag won't inflate and it's so hard to calm down when everyone else is shaking and crying and prostrating themselves as though they'll consecrate the middle aisle with their cheap pleas for salvation, for their young childrens' lives, and for all the time they wasted ******* quietly in the dark after the reading light went off and even though they had a headache. They sing a song of mutual slump, of tacit awareness of the grandiose ******** of 75 years spent in too quiet comfort concerned with small victories and unconcerned with massive regrets. Then daylight breaks and you have to look your coffee stains straight in the eye and pretend they're just blemishes when they're sores and wounds and abscesses. And before long the paper disintegrates into brown pulp and you hate that you hate yourself because surely someone is more ****** than you. But that's just one moment out of the day, and you live them endlessly, you love them endlessly, overthinking, underthinking, drinking till you can't feel your extremities and then toying with a knife because you know you couldn't otherwise. Then you nick your pinky and realize how ******* stupid you must look, trapped in your own kitchen hearing your wife down the hall resent you more and more, her distaste, stained the color of sea foam off the coast of Cyprus, her frown fixed forever forward toward your back, and her face makes you sigh, and it's the same sound as before, sure, but now you know what is happening when these tiny admissions of regret escape from anyone else's lips. Then the plane picks up out of its nosedive and people cry and hold each other and you feel more dead than if your body had just ended up tangled in the wreckage of a turbine engine, your intestines laced between the blades like the back of a corset that gets tighter and tighter until you can't feel it anymore because you're numb.
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Jan 2, 2014
Jan 2, 2014 at 7:59 PM UTC
this poem is terrible and selfish
Honestly I feel as though this entire time I've been pacing back and forth, accruing images of two ice caps slowly breaking themselves apart into tiny fragments of burning pitch that hurls itself onwards into the night, leaving bleeding trails of light as reminders, notes with coffee stains on the edges, written late at night without much light except for what scraps pour out from under the door from the reading light. You want to breathe normally but the bag won't inflate and it's so hard to calm down when everyone else is shaking and crying and prostrating themselves as though they'll consecrate the middle aisle with their cheap pleas for salvation, for their young childrens' lives, and for all the time they wasted ******* quietly in the dark after the reading light went off and even though they had a headache. They sing a song of mutual slump, of tacit awareness of the grandiose ******** of 75 years spent in too quiet comfort concerned with small victories and unconcerned with massive regrets. Then daylight breaks and you have to look your coffee stains straight in the eye and pretend they're just blemishes when they're sores and wounds and abscesses. And before long the paper disintegrates into brown pulp and you hate that you hate yourself because surely someone is more ****** than you. But that's just one moment out of the day, and you live them endlessly, you love them endlessly, overthinking, underthinking, drinking till you can't feel your extremities and then toying with a knife because you know you couldn't otherwise. Then you nick your pinky and realize how ******* stupid you must look, trapped in your own kitchen hearing your wife down the hall resent you more and more, her distaste, stained the color of sea foam off the coast of Cyprus, her frown fixed forever forward toward your back, and her face makes you sigh, and it's the same sound as before, sure, but now you know what is happening when these tiny admissions of regret escape from anyone else's lips. Then the plane picks up out of its nosedive and people cry and hold each other and you feel more dead than if your body had just ended up tangled in the wreckage of a turbine engine, your intestines laced between the blades like the back of a corset that gets tighter and tighter until you can't feel it anymore because you're numb.
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It comes and goes in lunar waves flying above the mountain top then the nosedive we suggest the cabin prepare for impact in ten. nine eight seven.... it's a water landing If it was sixty outside today in December - then maybe I won't feel so ****** at least until the night comes forth alone with a head full of thoughts stumbling through a strangers dark living room trying to find a light switch It's all fun and games riding a wave back to shore but the wave recedes and leaves you with a back covered in sea shell scratches swim out a little further ride a little longer, a little bigger, lively, dangerous. keep swimming further out shoot for the sand bar or the reef but you might find yourself lost helpless in the clutches of some foul riptide Victims pay the price eventually a role clad in escape store windows full of things that were never your fault but you have a pocket full of change hands shake stomach growls skin itches tell yourself no and cave in just like always tomorrow's better for me anyway No Mom, No Dad everything is fine oh yeah and merry Christmas cheers and blessings quality time with the people you love in that costume you don so often that it's hard to tell one side of the cracked mirror from the other pound fist into open palm open palm onto flushed face sweating and clammy and growling at the waist shake it off champ, the next round starts now Now picture a small stretch of city on that beautiful sixty degree December afternoon maybe it's uptown or the arts district you are with friends conversations - easy and honest. Organic. talk of dreams and goals bask in the sunlight. leisure. sit outside at the cafe with an iced coffee in the most-hipstery jar you've ever seen who cares? drink it down enjoy it days like this don't come around often unless you make them
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Dec 28, 2013
Dec 28, 2013 at 4:14 PM UTC
It comes and goes
It comes and goes in lunar waves flying above the mountain top then the nosedive we suggest the cabin prepare for impact in ten. nine eight seven.... it's a water landing If it was sixty outside today in December - then maybe I won't feel so ****** at least until the night comes forth alone with a head full of thoughts stumbling through a strangers dark living room trying to find a light switch It's all fun and games riding a wave back to shore but the wave recedes and leaves you with a back covered in sea shell scratches swim out a little further ride a little longer, a little bigger, lively, dangerous. keep swimming further out shoot for the sand bar or the reef but you might find yourself lost helpless in the clutches of some foul riptide Victims pay the price eventually a role clad in escape store windows full of things that were never your fault but you have a pocket full of change hands shake stomach growls skin itches tell yourself no and cave in just like always tomorrow's better for me anyway No Mom, No Dad everything is fine oh yeah and merry Christmas cheers and blessings quality time with the people you love in that costume you don so often that it's hard to tell one side of the cracked mirror from the other pound fist into open palm open palm onto flushed face sweating and clammy and growling at the waist shake it off champ, the next round starts now Now picture a small stretch of city on that beautiful sixty degree December afternoon maybe it's uptown or the arts district you are with friends conversations - easy and honest. Organic. talk of dreams and goals bask in the sunlight. leisure. sit outside at the cafe with an iced coffee in the most-hipstery jar you've ever seen who cares? drink it down enjoy it days like this don't come around often unless you make them
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When the autumn dawns, Nosedive like a wither'd leaf, Fly with the pinions of air, From the terra firma Rise like a phoenix When the autumn dawns, Upswing like disrob'd tree, Robb'd of every bling, Uncloth'd But thriving still When the autumn dawns, Fly like windy breeze, In the clutches of Your hawk-claws, carry The moribund leaves and twigs When the autumn dawns, Settle like rich soil, Lose enough to let go, Strong enough to hold on. Dear Friend, When the autumn of life dawns, Carry aroint deceas'd past, Fly in a direction new Stand strong and recreate Thyself like a phoenix. Copyright Dr. PRERNA SINGLA, 21 SEPT. 2015.
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Oct 19, 2015
Oct 19, 2015 at 4:51 PM UTC
THE DAWN OF THE AUTUMN
*She's tired of fighting To keep her soul's fire alive, She's been in a constant battle Just trying to survive. Overdrive, Overdrive, She's totally over The long, hard road, drive, Always giving, Whilst her needs She deprives. Nosedive, Nosedive, Her heart and mind Are taking a plunge, A freeing, freefall dive, She's tired Of letting the backstabbers Take advantage of her; She's over the malicious way That they conspire and connive. By Lady R.F  (C) 2017*
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May 22, 2017
May 22, 2017 at 5:49 AM UTC
Freefall
For one moment And then I’ll explain But it’s the moment I refrain That produces The most rain, More than a shaman And more Than a Hurricane But still she came To sit on couches And play the game Of hands as Mouses But eventually The same boils Down the same If you know Wumsayin It’s the moment When laying Becomes praying For leisure To a heavenly teacher That isn’t certain If such a creature Can even see her But she thinks she can Of course the man Professes nurture But nature nurtures Deluded pictures Of what Is really going on. It isn’t the draw Of the unopened straw It’s the way the jaw Drops and drools And the fact that A car Takes so long to Arrive It’s better to Let oneself be one Of the hive Than to try to be cool And take a nosedive Directly into The feeling in your stomach On the carnival ride When the ship drops And gravity stops your heart. To feel, From the ground, Another person, On the ride, Falling, Is the lure. The attraction of flame And fuel And broken engines. How could the feeling Of waking up In the same bed in the same room In the same house In the same town Again And Again Compare?
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Nov 24, 2011
Nov 24, 2011 at 11:43 AM UTC
--Feeling Another Falling--
Sometimes the future seems bleak Yet together we can thrive Together we will never nosedive Together we are strong not weak Together we betake ourselves to the peak Together we can climb to the height When we build on gemütlichkeit
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Feb 22, 2017
Feb 22, 2017 at 11:15 AM UTC
Together
feet planted firmly water rushing around me feel myself surge forward unbalanced unable to keep up with the raging current i’ve lost my footing nosedive headfirst into the sand the saltwater splashes into my eyes stinging them into my mouth tantalizing my tongue with the taste of most of the planet the sun is the warden beating on my back sadistic relentless in her lashes the sea gently licks my body as if to solace me in my failure and physical pain calling me back to the great blue-black mass.
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Jan 30, 2014
Jan 30, 2014 at 2:13 PM UTC
not a seal
snorting burned toast too late in the day to call it a complete and nutritious breakfast *(i have my heroes but i also know that i will never be a hero to someone like me)* i'm not going to make it that far. *(call me defeatist but i guess you're right)* that's what i haven't been saying is that i'm not making plans for the fall or the spring or the rest of my life because i'm afraid or maybe convinced that i'm not going to make it that far because before the snow covers the lawn in quiet white layers i will be sprinkled over top of the grass in the form of a grayish powder and misplaced hymns *(i doubt that all of us were born to live)* nosedive into a sandwich smothered in over-sweetened jelly regrets and forget about the haunting sweat that you can't wash off of the back of your neck *(the nice thing about dying young is that you'll have the rest of your life to forget me)* headfirst slam into the midnight sky i cracked my skull open on the moon the milky way poured out from behind my eyes and galaxies came up out of my throat bits and pieces of me have died here and there along the way like ripped out pieces of that hateful lawn *(the reason i want to be forgotten is because i was never worth remembering)* but really it's just that death and darkness are such nice peaceful calm and reasonable topics to discuss at length.
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Sep 2, 2016
Sep 2, 2016 at 11:04 AM UTC
reasonable topics
Recruitment is an utterly thankless job Especially if you are handling an Investment Banking role That too when working in a startup You spend hours and hours Searching frantically for candidates Who possess the requisite skills and experience Followed by days and days Speaking to a plethora of candidates Facing rejection after rejection Watching your own confidence nosedive After almost every conversation And then gritting your teeth and continuing to burn the midnight oil After you finally manage to share a few relevant resumes By the skin of your teeth You breathe a sigh of relief Knowing that your job is half done Everything runs smoothly from thereon Till the offer stage When the candidate decides to back out Having received a better offer elsewhere And you are back to square one However, you resume the search With a renewed vigour And put your heart and soul Into finding a suitable replacement Your efforts are duly rewarded However, misfortune strikes again The candidate develops cold feet And gets retained by his present company You have to go back to the drawing board, yet again However, you refuse to give up And work harder than ever Determined to be third time lucky Alas! Fate turns its back on you, yet again The client proves to be a tad too miserly Thus pushing your candidate away However, you continue to resist bravely Against all odds Determined to prove a point More to yourself, than anyone else However, history repeats itself For the fourth time in a row And you are left bruised and battered In the face of a year full of bad luck Which has brought you a record seven backouts And all you can do now Is to pray, and keep praying For 2022 to end as soon as possible Recruitment, is indeed an utterly thankless job
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Dec 6, 2022
Dec 6, 2022 at 1:29 AM UTC
Recruitment Is An Utterly Thankless Job
Recruitment is an utterly thankless job Especially if you are handling an Investment Banking role That too when working in a startup You spend hours and hours Searching frantically for candidates Who possess the requisite skills and experience Followed by days and days Speaking to a plethora of candidates Facing rejection after rejection Watching your own confidence nosedive After almost every conversation And then gritting your teeth and continuing to burn the midnight oil After you finally manage to share a few relevant resumes By the skin of your teeth You breathe a sigh of relief Knowing that your job is half done Everything runs smoothly from thereon Till the offer stage When the candidate decides to back out Having received a better offer elsewhere And you are back to square one However, you resume the search With a renewed vigour And put your heart and soul Into finding a suitable replacement Your efforts are duly rewarded However, misfortune strikes again The candidate develops cold feet And gets retained by his present company You have to go back to the drawing board, yet again However, you refuse to give up And work harder than ever Determined to be third time lucky Alas! Fate turns its back on you, yet again The client proves to be a tad too miserly Thus pushing your candidate away However, you continue to resist bravely Against all odds Determined to prove a point More to yourself, than anyone else However, history repeats itself For the fourth time in a row And you are left bruised and battered In the face of a year full of bad luck Which has brought you a record seven backouts And all you can do now Is to pray, and keep praying For 2022 to end as soon as possible Recruitment, is indeed an utterly thankless job
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Leaves nosedive to the earth, Every bit like birds of prey. Commanded by the wind.
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Oct 31, 2013
Oct 31, 2013 at 7:05 PM UTC
Leaves (Haiku)
Upon (die) re rhea ding previous poem All In The Name Of "Progress" zen a glaring, leering, and twittering left par wren dared to a right (i.e. bribe) corrective punctuation measure slyly slipping Special Ops symbol ")" for so many yen, thus see slipped thru my excellent proof reading, when lo and behold consternation, inconsideration, and perturbation I thought to take a page from playbook of Sylvia Plath, and stick my head in the oven but lo, a sardine recipe (though a bit fishy), could be found necessitating cauldron only available for purchase in Turin thus donned with a shrouded cape, aye didst make whoosh, hence, went there and came back and frankly tubby earnest, thence began stir'n a bubbling concoction brew though duration for perfect consistency aye lacked any clue thus, needed to contact Hannibal the cannibal asper what to do in order (I explained) to sever livingsocial, and forever hang my head in shame cuz, accidentally omitting one right parenthesis too few hence, esteemed flawless glory, (sans error free grammarian reputation pitched downward where careless evinced Kamikaze nosedive, where matter of fact gross humiliation instantaneously grew and the only viable option forced me to hew admitting to egregious, fatuous, abhorent and readily confesses compunction viz, grievously blatant Anglo Saxon Horrifying transgression involving backward curved "C" sin bent a most execrable, incorrigible, and unforgivable literary faux pas incurring major cosmic event stripped of title special Das Scribe double bubble "A" gent! * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Upon complying never to err again Matthew Scott Harris since accepted plea bargain accepting sentence resting his chin til indelible necklaced "U" lettered grin forever visible to kith and kin.
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Jun 26, 2018
Jun 26, 2018 at 3:45 PM UTC
Argh! An Errant Stray Left Parenthesis!
Upon (die) re rhea ding previous poem All In The Name Of "Progress" zen a glaring, leering, and twittering left par wren dared to a right (i.e. bribe) corrective punctuation measure slyly slipping Special Ops symbol ")" for so many yen, thus see slipped thru my excellent proof reading, when lo and behold consternation, inconsideration, and perturbation I thought to take a page from playbook of Sylvia Plath, and stick my head in the oven but lo, a sardine recipe (though a bit fishy), could be found necessitating cauldron only available for purchase in Turin thus donned with a shrouded cape, aye didst make whoosh, hence, went there and came back and frankly tubby earnest, thence began stir'n a bubbling concoction brew though duration for perfect consistency aye lacked any clue thus, needed to contact Hannibal the cannibal asper what to do in order (I explained) to sever livingsocial, and forever hang my head in shame cuz, accidentally omitting one right parenthesis too few hence, esteemed flawless glory, (sans error free grammarian reputation pitched downward where careless evinced Kamikaze nosedive, where matter of fact gross humiliation instantaneously grew and the only viable option forced me to hew admitting to egregious, fatuous, abhorent and readily confesses compunction viz, grievously blatant Anglo Saxon Horrifying transgression involving backward curved "C" sin bent a most execrable, incorrigible, and unforgivable literary faux pas incurring major cosmic event stripped of title special Das Scribe double bubble "A" gent! * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Upon complying never to err again Matthew Scott Harris since accepted plea bargain accepting sentence resting his chin til indelible necklaced "U" lettered grin forever visible to kith and kin.
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so happy anniversary of yesterfray when I peripherally laid my eyes on you the day I didn't believe because why??? it didn't compute so my brain pushed it away away away because how could you find it so easy to replace me and ricochet between four arms that were not me that was my logic: if you loved me, if it meant - anything ever - you wouldn't have made those decisions like a haphazard hellbat rattling off the tracks so it was quite obvious I was just hallucinating just pasting my aching heart onto some random guy who was oddly not dancing the truth is deep and I'm trying to not have you OD but I think it's time to increase your dosage and we're getting closer closer still to a mouthful and one demispoon is I noticed you the instant you hit my periphery maybe 15 feet away I guess by noticed I mean my stomach did a nosedive down through my intestines resounding repetition internal to the tune of this isn't happening as you made your way in front of me I was petrified losing my mind it made no sense but that feeeeling had your name beating down my lips and I even pondered tapping you on the shoulder to ask something as asinine as do I know you? so, here comes another serum dose it wasn't until I was contemplating the potentials of reactions by you or not-you that I remembered I wasn't alone - I was, how you say... with someone? and maybe you can relate a bit to how I could possibly find myself in that situation so quick dear Watson, I can certainly now understand how easy it in fact is to fall into the arms of someone you have history and unfinished karmic business with when you're so alone and lonely feeling lost and hungry for connection you bypass all the utterly obvious ill-fitting cardboard edges that aren't even the same image and just focus on the one or two that click right in, so comforting it is to walk down the same old street even though you already know how and where it ends it was certainly a welcome distraction from picking glass splinters out of crippled crimson fingers and now I understand how you did what you did and that is why I came back again... because it took me that long to let go of feeling unloved and realize you did
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Jul 10, 2017
Jul 10, 2017 at 11:34 AM UTC
today is today
so happy anniversary of yesterfray when I peripherally laid my eyes on you the day I didn't believe because why??? it didn't compute so my brain pushed it away away away because how could you find it so easy to replace me and ricochet between four arms that were not me that was my logic: if you loved me, if it meant - anything ever - you wouldn't have made those decisions like a haphazard hellbat rattling off the tracks so it was quite obvious I was just hallucinating just pasting my aching heart onto some random guy who was oddly not dancing the truth is deep and I'm trying to not have you OD but I think it's time to increase your dosage and we're getting closer closer still to a mouthful and one demispoon is I noticed you the instant you hit my periphery maybe 15 feet away I guess by noticed I mean my stomach did a nosedive down through my intestines resounding repetition internal to the tune of this isn't happening as you made your way in front of me I was petrified losing my mind it made no sense but that feeeeling had your name beating down my lips and I even pondered tapping you on the shoulder to ask something as asinine as do I know you? so, here comes another serum dose it wasn't until I was contemplating the potentials of reactions by you or not-you that I remembered I wasn't alone - I was, how you say... with someone? and maybe you can relate a bit to how I could possibly find myself in that situation so quick dear Watson, I can certainly now understand how easy it in fact is to fall into the arms of someone you have history and unfinished karmic business with when you're so alone and lonely feeling lost and hungry for connection you bypass all the utterly obvious ill-fitting cardboard edges that aren't even the same image and just focus on the one or two that click right in, so comforting it is to walk down the same old street even though you already know how and where it ends it was certainly a welcome distraction from picking glass splinters out of crippled crimson fingers and now I understand how you did what you did and that is why I came back again... because it took me that long to let go of feeling unloved and realize you did
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Riding home in a hellbound car My lover by my side I tried to steer a different way But it seems by rules I can't abide So I rest my head against the glass Scenery a pillow Whooshing noise a bed Led towards a house blanketed in snow Wishing I could stop time instead The drive is such a neutral place It doesn't hurt to be alive Between the nosedive and the pole vault The steady up and down I survive
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Dec 21, 2019
Dec 21, 2019 at 4:57 AM UTC
Highs And Lows
Back to my growlery white porcelain tomb last night hammers on me pecking my lune Inundated I am cestus- hewn illustrated by full moon Welting my hands against wall the palisade is built tall Forced gorged feelings torch where they hide weighted tactics lying beside this great divide Shiver to a nosedive I traverse the night holding dearer contrite and struggle to overwrite broken glass, a mirror, eyes say- though now mute- with each heave, “et tu brute?”
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Aug 20, 2015
Aug 20, 2015 at 12:24 AM UTC
Soliloquy III