"nonononono" poems
"Stay with me, please. You don't need to go!"
"You know I can't - "
" - Can't? or won't?"
"..."
"...fine,then leave. It's what you're best at after all."
"..."
A car door slams, an engine sputters to life, tires crunch over gravel, and red tail lights light up a lone man standing on his porch.
~
" - Please just - "
"I said no! You know I can't stay! Why?! Why do you always have to ask?!"
"Look at you! scars, fresh bruises, you flinch every time I raise my hand."
"..."
"Please, just - "
"Just. Stop. I can't"
"Can't? or..."
"..."
Again a car door slams, again an engine starts, and again tires crunch over gravel, and once more red tail lights shine upon a man standing on a porch.
~
"Please, please, stay with me! please! nonononono, don't close your eyes! STAY WITH ME"
"..."
"...please"
"...i'm..."
"please"
"...s-sorry..."
"no, please! please don't go...."
"..."
"please"
A pulse stops, a last breath has been breathed, lungs no longer struggling to keep functioning. A hand falls limp, gray eyes staring at a man on his porch, as red and blue lights bathe him and the still body laying there in his lap. He hears the sound of the sirens, ambulance and police vehicles alike as they pull up the drive.
It's too late
~
A car door shuts, tires crunch over gravel, and red tail lights shine upon a man dressed in all black standing at the gates of a graveyard.
He enters.
He pays his respects but before he leaves he swears he hears her voice,
"Please....stay - "
" - with me", he finishes softly, he turns to a headstone - marble per the request - and looks at the name carved on it.
"I can't, you know I can't", he then turns and walks away leaving the stone behind.
A figure appears in front of it and watches him leave,
"Can't...or...wont?"
There is no response.
Jun 17, 2019
Jun 17, 2019 at 2:20 PM UTC
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nononononononononononononono HAVE nonononononononononononononono
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nonononononononononononononononononono SCENARIO nononononononono
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nononononononononononononononononononononono ASK nonononononono
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nononononononononononononono THE nonononononononononononononono
nonononononononononononononononononono CLOTHES nononononononono
nononononononononononononono AREN’T nononononononononononononono
nonononono AN nonononononononono nononononononononononononononono
nononononononononononononono INVITATION nononononononononononono
nononononononononononononono nonononononononono POWER. nononono
nononononononononononononono DOES nononononononononononononono
no IT nonononononononononononononononononononononononononononono
nononononononononononononono FEEL nonononononononononononononono
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nononononono THAT nonononononononononononononononononononononono
nononononononononononononono POWER? nonononononononononononono
nonononononononononononononononononononononononono GUILT nonono
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nononon ME onononononononononononononononononononononononononono
nononononononononononononono BLAME nononononononononononononono
nononononononononononononono nonononononono FAULT nonononononono
nononononononononononononono WHOSE nononononononononononononono
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no PART nononononononononononononononononononononononononononono
nononononononononononononono OF nononononononononononononononono
nononononononononononononononononononononono ME. nonononononono
nononononononononononononono FOREVER. nonononononononononononono
nononononononononono THE nonononononononononononononononononono
nononononononononononononono GHOST nononononononononononononono
nononononononononononononononononononononononononono THAT nonono
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nonononono THE nononononononononononononononononononononononono
nononononononononononononono SURGEON nonononononononononononono
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nononononononononononononono ****** nononononononononononononono
nononononononononononononononononononono PULP nonononononononono
nononononononononononononono OF nononononononononononononononono
SHAME nononononononononononononononononononononononononononono
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nononononononononononononononononononononononononononononono ME
nononononononononononononono OVER nonononononononononononononono
nononononononononononononono AND nonononononononononononononono
nononononononononononononono OVER nonononononononononononononono
nononononononononononononono AND nonononononononononononnononono
nononononononononononononono OVER nonononononononononononononono
nononononononononononononono AND. Nonononononononononononononono
nononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononono
nononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononono
nononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononono
nononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononono
nononononononononononononono FOREVER. nonononononononononononono
Mar 26, 2013
Mar 26, 2013 at 8:25 PM UTC
i dream of her.
the sweet shell of her body. the warmth that pours into me when she smiles. the predatory feeling that overwhelms when the soft, warm skin is exposed to me and i dive down to sink my teeth into it, grazing the pale skin with only the utmost love. letting go? "i know i cant keep my teeth in your neck forever, but letting go?" it seems like more than just removing my teeth from her neck. the naked swell of her ungodly body making me feel safer than the sound of pouring rain. (that's hard to beat) clear as day i know i want her.
nonoNONONO-FUCK THAT. I DO NOT WANT HER.
I DO NOT WANT HER.
WANT IS NOT A POSSIBILITY.
my feelings overwhelm me like a tidal wave crashing down on the soft sandy shores that you have a gradual disliking for. i do not want her.
i need her. more than i need to breathe.
Jan 13, 2015
Jan 13, 2015 at 1:50 AM UTC
life
no
maybe
flowers and sunshine
light green trees
why? because life is one big spinning wheel of happy and sad
the flowers shine in the dark glowing softly against the green grass
i don't know what I'm righting but oh well
words scribbled on old paper drawn with an old crayon
life death nonononono yes? no
okay
I'm fine
I'm fine
I'm fine
just kidding
I'm not
time to bow and leave the stage with a fake grin plastered on my face
goodnight
Apr 3, 2016
Apr 3, 2016 at 1:44 PM UTC
I'm not crazy
I ' m
not
yzarc
No
I can't be
not again
not again
not
notalready
not again
I'm not
s
t
a
b
l
e
enough
yet
Sep 17, 2013
Sep 17, 2013 at 10:36 PM UTC