"niyahlove" poems
The silky touch of flesh against the rough texture of leather
The exotic smells of *** mingled with fresh candles
The pale *** unmarked so different
Than the well marked ***
A cane with a wicked whish falls across porcelain skin
The cries of pain, anguish, despair
Actually in reality are cries of pleasure, need, and desire
No No she cries when her body says YES! YES!
Writhing against binds that hold her
The muscles strain against the ties
Pulling against them as the cane continues to mark her fine flesh
Straining for release
But afraid to release
The Man’s firm touch demanding nothing yet everything
Whish
Whisp
Whish
Nice stripes across the ****** ***
Lovely welts of color across the thighs
Well placed marks
The girl dazed as the moisture drips from her ****
Unable to stop the bodies response to this brutality
Her mind fighting it over and over
Her body relishing it like a wonderful spa treatment
The cane firm as the girl fights
Whish
Whish
Whack
Each mark landing in that one particular spot untouched
The feelings building inside
Hotter, oh god so hot
Panting through the pain yet the immense heat exploding within
Twisting, pulling, yanking on the binds
Feeling the pressure growing moving to the edge
Eyes closing as the well placed marks continue to thrash her flesh
The cane moving to another spot
The rigid ******* then the dripping ****
Sliding the cane back and forth
Back and forth against that swollen ****
Finally submitting to the fires that burst free all at once
Screaming out as the desire bursts free
FREEDOM!!!
Body jerking with intensity of the ******
Body on fire from the stripes of the vicious cane
Crying out as spasm after spasm soars through her aching body
Tears fall from the overwhelming emotions that rage within her head
His hands smoothing the tears away as He cuts her down
Carrying her to the bed
Cradling her through the turmoil
Always there for questions
He is there for her fears
And most of all there to heal any wounds
Thank You Master for freeing me
Thank You Master for showing me just how ****** I am
Thank You Master for all that You teach me
His hands begin to explore her striped flesh
Pinching the stripes until she is once more putty in His artful hands
Crying out for more
Begging and pleading to pleasure Him
His whisper reaches her ears
My pleasure love is seeing you let go
Seeing you surrender your all to Me
Show me
Let it go
Give Me it all
And of course she did over time
then time
and time again
Written By: Niyahlove aka niyah2 All rights reserved
Mar 9, 2010
Mar 9, 2010 at 4:38 AM UTC
The heart beats
The blood pounds
He sees the soft beat at her throat
It beats faster as he touches her neck
Her breath stops
He wonders what she is thinking
His finger tips graze her face
Sliding his thumb across her ruby lips
Her breath rushes out
Then quickly catches again
Her eyes are closed
He watches her emotions splay across her face
He moves forward
Slowly
Patiently
Gently pressing his lips to hers
Brushing them
The kiss deepens
Fire rages through them
He says say it
She looks puzzled
Say it
I am yours she says
He claims her mouth with a heated passion
His lips branding her as His
He smiles
Her pulse is racing in her throat
He knows she belongs to Him
Written by Niyahlove © All rights reserved
Mar 5, 2010
Mar 5, 2010 at 7:28 PM UTC
Imagery
The brush of satin
the sting of leather
the kiss of lace
the cut of steel
the breath of silk
the abrasion of rope
the caress of a rose
the ***** of a thorn
the whisper of lips
the betrayal of words
the touch of love
the destruction in lies
the blush of skin
the pain of anger
the serenity of peace
the anguish of despair
the love of the game
the hate of being played
the crave of knowledge
the betrayal of truth
the happiness of freedom
the heartache of desolation
the fulfillment of knowing truth
the devastation of being silent
The imagery complete
as emotions compete
Written by Niyahlove all rights reserved
including penname Niyahlove
Mar 1, 2010
Mar 1, 2010 at 9:38 PM UTC
Steel Blue Eyes
His eyes watch her
Cold, harsh like steel
She trembles her belly quivers
She starts to say something
His eyes flash fire
She stops
Not wishing to anger Him further
She stays silent
Her green eyes warm
A look of sadness radiates from them
He stares harder
She realizes she has done nothing wrong
She raises her eyes glancing at Him
The warmth replaced by what
What does He see
Is that definance
He glares at her
She lowers her eyes filled with venom
Silently daring Him to chastise her
She waits
He watches
She hears the slamming of His hand hitting the table
She jumps
He smiles knowing she still trembles from Him
He lifts her chin
His steel eyes look into her definant green ones
Dare you He says
She so wants to say it
Dare you again He says
She lowers her eyes in respect
Knowing she cannot defy Him
His touch controls her
His voice causes her to become weak
Her desire to please Him
overcomes her desire to defy Him
He smiles
Laughing at this predicament in her eyes
He whispers you are beautiful
Brushes the stray tear from her cheek
Then softly kisses her forehead
His steel blue eyes become grey with passion for her
Niyahlove
all rights reserved
Mar 9, 2010
Mar 9, 2010 at 4:47 AM UTC
I watch my sis lying there on this cold white bed
Each breath a struggle
Her face a mask of pain
She has not awakened yet
I know not if she will
It is her life you see
She was always being knocked around
She would say "oh sis don’t worry"
"I fell down the stairs"
"Oh sis I fell in the whole in the back yard"
"That is how I broke my arm"
"Sis you worry to much" she would say
Why didn’t I stop it?
I knew it was happening
Why did I ignore the signs?
Yes she assured me it was not true
But a fool could figure it out
She winced when a man would approach
Any man not just him
Now she is in this bed
Bleeding on her brain
Broken soul,
Nose
Arm
Pelvis
That is not even the bad part
The cuts are the worst
How could he carve her?
Just to see her bleed as he beat her
Cutting his initials in her stomach
Scarring her there for life
All because she interrupted his phone call
Why did I not stop this?
Why did I let her convince me she was ok?
This is my sis
I should have done something
Now it may be to late
He may have done the one thing that cannot be undone
My tears fall down onto her body
My tears mix with her blood
She will die soon
Without awakening
She will be somewhere without fear or pain
But me I am stuck here
Realizing I saw the signs
And its my own fault for not pushing her
For not taking her away
It is my fault that there is blood and tears
Written by Niyahlove all rights reserved :)
Mar 5, 2010
Mar 5, 2010 at 8:18 PM UTC
Pretty Girl
Fingers of ice grasp the handle
Chains of steel encircle the figure
Blood flows down the delicate wrists as the struggle ensues
"Entering a tunnel of doom" they said
"Nay not I" she says.
You will see "pretty girl"
Fear fills her eyes as His reflect nothing but death
Destruction so pungent you could taste it on the air
"Pretty girl" don't you know?
He says low and guttural
Tears run freely down the marked face
No longer beautiful porcelain features, rivlets of flesh missing
Yanking harder against the chains
Screams of mercy pierce the night
His wicked laugh the only response
"Pretty girl"He says low and in a malistic voice
"Don't you know "?
"One price that I choose for you to pay"
"Is you knowing you will still be the center of attention"
Yet in the purest forms of disgust
"You will not be able to show your face"
For that is the price you pay "pretty girl"
Don't you know yet?"
"PRETTY GIRL"
"The dangers of meeting someone off the internet?"
Her screams were heard only by the One
Life spared
Yet no one would ever call her pretty girl again
Written by Niyahlove aka Jennifer All rights reserved
Oct 22, 2009
Oct 22, 2009 at 5:58 PM UTC
Butterflies flow across tissue
Nothing huge except an arm bone, or leg
Mostly ear just a head and tiny little hands
Shades of brown flow down the back
Lifting in the wind
Clothing tighter than before
Skin a glow that is unexplained
She cries out softly ad the butterfly becomes a thump
Holding her breath as she waits
Long fingers caress the swollen flesh
There!! Again
A tear falls down flushed cheeks
Looking at the new pictures that show more
Spine, fermur, eyes, nose, elbow
Finally the feet they look so big
Another thump followed by more
Fingers slide over the outer flesh
The inner being pushed and touched by another
Soft lilting voice begins to sing
Movement grows still
As the song grows louder
She pulls a set of larger hands to the taut flesh
"There she says"
"Do you feel it?"
Masculine voice responds in hushed tones
"Yes, it is amazing"
Lovely sounds escape parted lips
"Tis our son my love"
"He hears us"
Tears run down rugged features
"A son?"
Strong arms encase her within them
The child within kicks against the ear resting on the round belly
"He will be wonderful just like his mother"
"No he will be strong and caring like his father"
The journey almost over
He will enter the world already loved
One has to wonder if they have any clue
Our children are only here on loan for awhile
Then they are sent out into the world
Leaving us behind to raise their own young
Never knowing the pain left in the wake of separation
Until their own grow and take off to start the process over
Hold them close while you can
They will be gone so much sooner than you could ever imagine
Love them
Teach them
Mist importantly
HEAR THEM
Written by Niyahlove
10/02/2013
Oct 2, 2013
Oct 2, 2013 at 12:16 AM UTC
Grass green sways in the wind
Sky blue of such depth
White pillows fill in the canvas
Small fingers point up
Decorations of white entertain
Bringing about such delight
Wind lifts tiny curls
Framing the cherub face
Laughter escapes
As tendrils tickle the face
The sound contagious
Even strangers are amused
Watching with delight
As happiness is so bright
A breezy spring day
Children all out at play
Nothing in sight
To give them any fright
The days longer
Bodies grow stronger
Dancing without a care
On a great spring day
Happiness grows
As the wind doth blow
The green meets the blue
In the distance
One day we might
See the day
When brown meets darkness
Happiness illuded
As children become secluded
Enjoy each day
Like it’s the last day
As it is the cure to grey days
And produces children at play
Written by Niyahlove
Jennifer Humphrey
Jul 2, 2010
Jul 2, 2010 at 2:14 AM UTC
She walks along the shore
Shells scattered against the grains of sand
Waves wash across tiny feet
A soft breeze lifts silky tendrils off an angelic face
Looks out over the ocean
Blue skies, white capped waves
The taste of salt upon her lips
Looking down at the shells
Noticing a brilliant shiny shell
Pressed into the sand
No others near it
Gazing around seeing no one
She is alone just like the shell
A smile plays against the soft lips
Peace and tranquility rein with each crashing wave
She moves forward
Searching for a purpose
Her mind drifts to thoughts of the past
Glancing behind her seeing the foot prints being erased
Watching as new foot prints indent in the sand
The clouds begin to move in
The waves become more violent
Looking behind
Once more back there
Clear skies and tranquil seas
Turning forward clouds and stormy seas
Are all that eyes of green can see
She continues to move forward
Against the storm
Knowing the purpose is ahead
Somewhere
Written By: Niyahlove
Jan 12, 2010
Jan 12, 2010 at 12:54 PM UTC
Oh how it hurts
Words cannot describe
How life’s surprises
Can make one want to die
Yet I am stronger than you
What you did isn’t through
I will prevail
As life is my avenger
The knife you planted so well
I refuse to acknowledge
So when you see me
Don’t think you have won
I can live without you “friend”
You will suffer far more
Though I am the one that bleeds
The further I go with this thing in my back
Your world will continue to crumble
As you are seen for who you really are
Will it be me that returns the favor
Never for I have way to much class
To **** you over or in the ***
So keep your own counsel
You no longer deserve my ear
When you are found wanting more and more
Do not knock on my door
I will bare the pain of betrayal you see
In the end it is better this way
You deserve everything you get
And then some I do not jest
Look me in the eye
I dare you
Face me again
I double dare you
I put you on notice
No longer your punching bag
Your tongue is forked
One side for your truth
One side for some other truth
In the end the real truth will reveal
How ******* up your world really is
And the knife in my back
Will dissolve over time
All you will ever do is whine
I am deliriously happy so you know
Since it is all sunshine and no snow
Take your knife you slime
Stick it where the sun sure doesn’t shine
You are dead to me
I never thought the day would come
When I would consider you nothing but a ***
Garbage on the street
Not even worthy of my feet
I walk on by and will smile
When you drown in your own web
That you weave day by day
Week by week
Good luck old friend
Your happiness is short lived
You know I am right
I guess that is why the knife
Yet I am to good to give it back to you
Stay out of my life
Stop causing me strife
**** on your own life
**** yourself and then someone else
I am no longer accepting deposits
From a **** or a SOB
If the shoe fits wear it
I never turned away
Until this very day
Because while I slept
You deliberately hurt me
Its funny though you see
Your secret will come out
He will find out what you do and don’t
So keep pretending you are so good
In truth you deserve one another
One manipulator to the other
Keep clear of me or you will see
My words don’t just fit this sheet
They can be used effectively
When pushed past the stabbed back
Into a corner I will come out
With my victory
Stay in your hurtful world
I will stay in my solid happy one
Fight til there is none left in you
Then and only then
Will you be worthy of another real friend
And even then I do not know if ready you will be
As you would have to feel
What every other has felt
From your world
As the saying goes
**** me once shame on you
**** me twice
Shame on me
In the end I will WIN!
Written by Niyahlove
Jennifer Humphrey
Jul 2, 2010
Jul 2, 2010 at 1:45 AM UTC
He watches from a distance
Seeing the strain in her eyes, voice, and movements
None notice the subtle changes over time
Except He does
The paleness worsens
The weariness is noticeable
Yet the girl moves on
Continues to do everyday tasks
Smiling like nothing is wrong
He asks Himself
"Why do Others not notice?"
Wonders if they are blind
Remembers hearing the early goodnights
As the girl was tired
Growing more and more frequent
He noticed
Said nothing
Watching, waiting, listening, protecting from afar
He watches her as she comes towards Him
Having been two weeks away
His eyes are startled but He hides it
The girl looks worn out
Looks worse than before
The luster of her hair diminished
The twinkle in the eyes dull
Yet she tries to hide it
He remembers that day today
Why did He not do something?
Why did He just watch her waste away?
Looking upon her still form
Laying on pillows of silk
Mahogany surrounding the lifeless form
A tear slips down His cheek
He whispers
"Go in peace girl"
"You hid it well"
Written by: Niyahlove All rights rserved
Mar 1, 2010
Mar 1, 2010 at 10:02 PM UTC
He Remembers
The breeze blows the curls that frame her face
He watches from a distance
Notices her fingers brush the gentle wisps out of her eyes
He remembers her touch
The waves crash against the rocks
He remembers her voice
Her face turns up towards the sun
He remembers the softness of her skin
She pulls a flower to her face
He remembers the beauty of her body
The smile covers her face
He remembers the spirit of her embrace
She tucks the flower behind her ear
He remembers she never shows fear
She rises gracefully
He remembers her body beneath his
She walks towards the ocean
He remembers glimpsing just a touch of her soul
She picks something up off the sand
He remembers her tender heart
She looks out over the sea
He remembers her laughing softly
She walks into the crashing waves
He remembers how easily she hurts
The waves crash upon her
He remembers the harshness of his words
She suddenly is covered by the sea
He remembers the tears that he caused
She lets go for she remembers what she has done
He remembers what he has done
She welcomes the water to spin her into darkness
He remembers the anger he felt
She feels the life ****** out of her
He remembers her plead for forgiveness
She feels the release as she dies
He remembers he could not forgive
She is pulled from the water by another
He remembers the love he felt
She is covered with a blanket
He remembers the soul she gave
She is turned on her side
He remembers her at his feet
She is lifeless
He stops remembering
He runs to her
Her body is so still
He breathes his life into her
She continues to be lifeless
He yells at her to live
She had given all she could give
He breathes his very soul into her lungs
She hears him faintly through the daze
He begs her to return
She feels so welcomed in this darkness
He tells her he is sorry for his harshness
The sea sputters out of her mouth
He pulls her close
She lives by the breath of his soul to hers
Written By Niyahlove All rights reserved
Mar 5, 2010
Mar 5, 2010 at 8:03 PM UTC
Walks through the Halls
Noises of norm throughout
Footsteps fall softly
Listening
Passing the wooden door
Heart quickens
Tears fill sea colored eyes
Steps continue past
Glances to the walls
If they could speak
Presses a bare ear to the stone
Wondering at the secrets it keeps
Fingers clasping
Wringing together
Thoughts cloud the brain
Images flash before her eyes
Covering ears
Willing it to stop
Not wanting to know
Turning
Fleeing
Outrunning the sound
Seen from the window
White silk billows behind the path she takes
He watches
Laughing
Knowing she knows
Eyes reflect evil
His lips mimic the eyes with a sneer
He knows that she knows
The secrets the walls keep
No one can escape
Written By: Niyahlove
Jan 12, 2010
Jan 12, 2010 at 12:47 PM UTC
Darkness to Light
That night there was a horrible accident
He could feel himself fading into blackness
Now he is in the dark
Alone?
Nay I say there are many around him
He can hear them but not see due to the inky film
Whispers heard
Touches felt
He strains to awaken
Unsure of what is going on
He hears the crying and feels the tears upon his flesh
"Why are they crying" He says to himself
"I am here"
"I haven't gone anywhere"
Dreams overtake the voices
Seeing all his friends leaving notes on his page
"They think I am not here but I am"
"I can see how loved I am"
He sees the light this brings to the darkness
He can hear the prayers as each one is written
Light piercing through each time
Fight Ommos, Come back to us He hears
"I am trying" He says wishing they would hear
So dark, yet so comfortable
To awaken will bring pain
For now the darkness is helping
He tries to explain to us
It is darkest before the light
Energy and light are being sent
From all over the world
To a young man laying in darkness
We pray he awakens
Begging that God will bring him the healing light
Letting him out of the darkness
Please lord let him give a sign
Lord he is well loved, Ommos
You do not need him yet
He has so much more to do here
Allow the darkness to lift
Let us see our friend again
Hearing our prayers is the easy part
Feeling our energy is easy as well
Ommos you must fight and show a sign
We can only keep pestering you and we will
Until you awaken and come laugh and play with us once again
_________________________________________________________
Niyahlove all rights reserved
Jan 17, 2011
Jan 17, 2011 at 11:57 PM UTC
Sometimes a person enters our lives
Brightens our days
Making our hearts smile
Opening windows and doors thought closed forever
Seeing them, hearing them makes us beam in happiness
Sadness becomes a thing of the past
Darkness is only light
Hearts once iced
Now warm as a hot summer day
Faces once dull and lifeless
Now shining with love and life
One person causes this change
Nurturing it along
Another enters and observes this happiness
Envies it
Is jealous of it
Decides to take it away
Edges closer and closer
The other's light begins to fade
Slowly dying out
The darkness moves in
The heart starts to ice
From neglect
The other wins
Taking the love away
While our light is burned out in the dark
Written by Niyahlove© All rights reserved
Mar 5, 2010
Mar 5, 2010 at 7:36 PM UTC
Hearts beat together
Be it one, two or three
One heart breaks away
Leaving the others to take its place
One needing more than just one heart
To beat a steady rhythm
One unable to exist with more than just one beat
Yet in unison so it seems
Hearts beat together
One needing more
One needing less
One caught in between
How do they return to the sychronicity?
Keep moving forward beating
Harder, faster, slower,
One ebbs
One flows
One dies, never to return
The rhythm is lost
But which heart loses the most
Written By: Niyahlove All rights reserved
Mar 9, 2010
Mar 9, 2010 at 5:10 AM UTC
The news arrived today
That You would not return
Tears fall loudly from some
Softly from others
I see you watching us
Wishing to take the pain away
Knowing that you are missed
There will come a time
When we will realize
You are still with those of us you touched
Your smile and laughter
Your advice and praise
I take comfort from the sorrow
Knowing you are in heaven
Watching over those you loved here
Knowing you are with one
Who you lost years ago
You told me that
My tears of sorrow will dry
For they are selfish
You are in a much better place than us
And I can hear your laughter
And see your smile
You will be missed
By all
Written by Niyahlove all rights reserved
Mar 4, 2010
Mar 4, 2010 at 7:54 PM UTC
Don't
Don't ask her how she is
or tell her how she should be
Don't tell her it is ok
Don't tell her time will heal all
or tell her it gets better day by day
Don't tell her the pain will ease
and tell her not to cry
Don't ask her what is wrong
or why she is so off key
Don't tell her You love her
Tears will dry
Heart will heal
Love will die
Spirit will fade
Things will change
They always do
She loves
Feels
Learns
She isn't blind
Dumb
Or cruel
You want to help her?
You want to help her?
Then don't
Ask
Say
Tell
Or do
Most of all just
DON'T
Written By: Niyahlove aka niyah2 revised 3/09/10
all rights reserved
Mar 9, 2010
Mar 9, 2010 at 5:06 AM UTC
The ring is removed
All has changed
Dedicated to one another
Now there is nothing
She watches in amazement
As the ring is removed from her friend
As others laugh like it is a happy time
When the tears in his eyes and hers
Shows all the memories
She thinks what type of person smiles at a time like this
What motivates them
She continues to watch
The pain in their faces
The ring is tossed away
The symbol tarnished
And they laugh
Finally she realizes
the ones that laugh
Are the ones that have never felt the pain
The pain of loss
The pain of betrayal
The pain of hopelessness
The pain of malice
These are the ones that only inflict that pain
having never once had the tables turned
Lowers her head in shame
Feeling deeply for the one
whose ring was thrown away
Written By: Niyahlove All rights reserved
Mar 1, 2010
Mar 1, 2010 at 9:53 PM UTC
Words appear letter after letter
At first small words like hello and goodbye
Then questions how are you what do you like
Time spent more letters forming words
eyes watching looking following the letters
begin to be read with feeling
The feeling begins to grow
Both now watch the letters and the words
Both feel their pulse race when the name forms on the screen
Anticipating the arrival of the words
Looking for them everyday
needing them
Finally the words say I love you
The words back I love you to
The emotions with just a few letters on a screen
No pictures,
No face to face
Strictly letters just like these
Only those that know the strength of words here
Have any clue what this means
Written by : Niyahlove All rightsreserved
Mar 1, 2010
Mar 1, 2010 at 9:42 PM UTC
I can see you standing there in the dark, oh yeah
You think you are hiding, oh yeah
Blending into the darkness, oh yeah
But I can see you, I can hear you, I can feel you
Many fear you as they can't figure you out
I know what you are now oh yeah
You're a secret, a ***** secret
Cowering in the dark
Praying no one will figure you out
But I have oh yeah I have
You try to hurt as many as you can
But I won't let you, no I won't let you hurt me or mine
***** secret in the shadows you are running out of time
You keep changing, trying to slip away
Clinging to the darkness, not realizing the light keeps reflecting off your shiney black veil oh yeah
Puddles of night ooze drip to the ground leaving a trail for me
I will find you, yes you better run harder
You won't lose me, like so many others
I will find you , yes I will
Find you and decode you, getting into your head
Don't try to rest in bed because I am coming before you hurt some more
I won't let you oh don't worry I won't let you
Growing closer, getting closer, going to find you and play your game
If you are lucky you will begin to drift away.
If you are not lucky then I will be
My teeth will penetrate your evilness tearing at your dark heart
My fingers will pull off the evil veil as your black blood spews all over
You have nowhere to run now you ***** secret
Destroyer of lives
I have caught you, yes caught you, in your darkness
You thought you were safe, that no one would travel here
But oh yeah, oh yeah yes I did
You are almost dead now unable to hide your secret
If only everyone could see your make up before your minions destroy us all
They don't know what to look for, but I do oh yeah
I will keep hunting, every day, every night, until I find you all
Free the oppressed from the darkest form of evil
You the SECRET!!!!!
Written by: Niyahlove pen name of. Jennifer Humphrey
August 22, 2014
Aug 22, 2014
Aug 22, 2014 at 9:49 PM UTC