I came here tonight to confess my emotion to you. I lay down with filthy sheets were the stench and perfume of others had been. Your bitter saliva burns my tongue . The Acid pain brings a remedy that last a day . Scratch marks on my back are just a reminder what I can't have. You look for lust and I look for love n this drunken night. I'll just be another aroma on the bed of lies

- thoughts of Rosendo Dominguez

Last night I saw you.You were aloneand stiffThey told me to leave youthat I had done enough.How could I?When it never even began.Last nightwe said goodbyeDo you remember.Last nightI cutthe cordI cut my veinsand allowed the blood to runfree.Freer than ever beforeLast nightwe spokefor the last timeAnd in your voiceI smelt her breath.“Goodbye”“It was nice”“See you around”Never encompasswhat should be there.38You changedI changed.And in that I find solace.Change is progressof any sortand growthand that only ever meansNature taking its courseNaturallyYou and Iwere never meant to beLast nightIn my veinsI saw thatAnd I ranFree

Electric impulses tell me you are operatingthe speed and effficency such unknowingprecise, exact, such storage of informationfiles upon files, rooms upon rooms, all endlessI dont doubt your ability to learn alli would bow down to your complete control such order and coordintion in detail you know it truefrom the smallest cell to the mighty muscle, perfect harmony is youBut let me call you once to account................twist my thoughts, distort my hearing, manipulate my sightdance with devil and give all such frightworsen this fault, as darkens the day and keep me awake at nighti will match with you no longer as one gift you give is nearlet us reason out the validity allowing smog to cleartesting all the targets, emotions under check I am here you have my back thankyou for it allBy Deeanne