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SCARED SCARED of losing your place, SCARED of being pushed back. SCARED of missing the bus, SCARED of getting the sack. SCARED of your colleagues, SCARED of your boss. SCARED of being late again, SCARED of losing your job. SCARED of feeling the fool, SCARED of being a joke. SCARED of being a loser, SCARED of what you just smoked. SCARED of what was in it, SCARED of what you were given. SCARED of what they gave you, SCARED of no longer living. SCARED of not knowing; SCARED of knowing too much. SCARED of commitment; SCARED of being able to trust. SCARED of a horror movie, SCARED of spiders. SCARED of not being beautiful, SCARED of what's inside us. SCARED of being thought ugly, SCARED of being thought plain. SCARED of being thought stupid, SCARED of trusting your brain. SCARED of telling her, SCARED of her knowing. SCARED of your feelings, SCARED of them showing. SCARED of pain, SCARED of hurt. SCARED of her, dishing the dirt. SCARED of showing emotion, SCARED of crying. SCARED of showing weakness, SCARED of dying. SCARED of losing a pet, SCARED of losing a child. SCARED of losing a loved one, SCARED of being too wild. SCARED of the consequences, SCARED of what you might do. SCARED of who you may harm, SCARED of them harming you. SCARED of being a father, SCARED of being a mother. SCARED of being cheated on, by your lover. SCARED of being threatened, SCARED of being hit. SCARED of pressing charges, SCARED no-one gives a **** SCARED of their reaction, SCARED of what they may do. SCARED of them? Or SCARED of you? SCARED of forgetting, SCARED of a lie. SCARED of the judge, not being on your side. SCARED of accusations, SCARED of being called a liar. SCARED of them not being punished; SCARED of getting any higher. SCARED of being too happy, SCARED of always being sad. SCARED of being optimistic, SCARED of feeling so bad. SCARED of depression, SCARED of sadness. SCARED of joy, SCARED of happiness. SCARED of being so happy, you feel you can fly. SCARED of losing your wings, SCARED of falling from the sky. SCARED of being another Icarus, SCARED of being another Moses. SCARED of lying in a coffin, covered with roses. SCARED of lying in the ground, SCARED of being buried alive. SCARED to be like the stories, too SCARED to try. SCARED of not being strong, SCARED of not being right. SCARED of being proven wrong, SCARED of losing the fight. SCARED of getting it wrong, SCARED of failing the exam. SCARED of not getting in the army, SCARED of failing uncle Sam. SCARED of being stabbed, SCARED of being shot. SCARED of them taking, all that you've got. SCARED of being held prisoner, SCARED of torture. SCARED of dying in a war, SCARED of losing your only daughter. SCARED of losing a sibling, SCARED of losing a friend. SCARED of your parents, SCARED of them meeting their end. SCARED of living forever, SCARED to death. SCARED of the end, SCARED of taking your last breath. SCARED of being a memory, SCARED of being forgot. SCARED of nobody caring, SCARED of losing all you've got. SCARED of losing your memory, SCARED of getting old. SCARED of alzheimer’s, SCARED of being put in a home. SCARED of being buried, SCARED of no one knowing your name. SCARED of your wife dying, SCARED you'll forget her name. SCARED of nobody being there, when you finally die. SCARED of being cremated, SCARED of being burnt alive. SCARED of being dissected, SCARED of being cut up. SCARED of necrophilia, SCARED of that wooden box. SCARED of being a fable, SCARED of being a myth. SCARED of just being a story, SCARED you didn't exist. SCARED of being made up, SCARED of not really being here. SCARED of what you've been told; SCARED of what you didn't hear. SCARED of facing God, SCARED of having no answers. SCARED of going to Hell, SCARED of having no more chances. (C)2005 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.
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Sep 20, 2018
Sep 20, 2018 at 9:52 AM UTC
SCARED
SCARED SCARED of losing your place, SCARED of being pushed back. SCARED of missing the bus, SCARED of getting the sack. SCARED of your colleagues, SCARED of your boss. SCARED of being late again, SCARED of losing your job. SCARED of feeling the fool, SCARED of being a joke. SCARED of being a loser, SCARED of what you just smoked. SCARED of what was in it, SCARED of what you were given. SCARED of what they gave you, SCARED of no longer living. SCARED of not knowing; SCARED of knowing too much. SCARED of commitment; SCARED of being able to trust. SCARED of a horror movie, SCARED of spiders. SCARED of not being beautiful, SCARED of what's inside us. SCARED of being thought ugly, SCARED of being thought plain. SCARED of being thought stupid, SCARED of trusting your brain. SCARED of telling her, SCARED of her knowing. SCARED of your feelings, SCARED of them showing. SCARED of pain, SCARED of hurt. SCARED of her, dishing the dirt. SCARED of showing emotion, SCARED of crying. SCARED of showing weakness, SCARED of dying. SCARED of losing a pet, SCARED of losing a child. SCARED of losing a loved one, SCARED of being too wild. SCARED of the consequences, SCARED of what you might do. SCARED of who you may harm, SCARED of them harming you. SCARED of being a father, SCARED of being a mother. SCARED of being cheated on, by your lover. SCARED of being threatened, SCARED of being hit. SCARED of pressing charges, SCARED no-one gives a **** SCARED of their reaction, SCARED of what they may do. SCARED of them? Or SCARED of you? SCARED of forgetting, SCARED of a lie. SCARED of the judge, not being on your side. SCARED of accusations, SCARED of being called a liar. SCARED of them not being punished; SCARED of getting any higher. SCARED of being too happy, SCARED of always being sad. SCARED of being optimistic, SCARED of feeling so bad. SCARED of depression, SCARED of sadness. SCARED of joy, SCARED of happiness. SCARED of being so happy, you feel you can fly. SCARED of losing your wings, SCARED of falling from the sky. SCARED of being another Icarus, SCARED of being another Moses. SCARED of lying in a coffin, covered with roses. SCARED of lying in the ground, SCARED of being buried alive. SCARED to be like the stories, too SCARED to try. SCARED of not being strong, SCARED of not being right. SCARED of being proven wrong, SCARED of losing the fight. SCARED of getting it wrong, SCARED of failing the exam. SCARED of not getting in the army, SCARED of failing uncle Sam. SCARED of being stabbed, SCARED of being shot. SCARED of them taking, all that you've got. SCARED of being held prisoner, SCARED of torture. SCARED of dying in a war, SCARED of losing your only daughter. SCARED of losing a sibling, SCARED of losing a friend. SCARED of your parents, SCARED of them meeting their end. SCARED of living forever, SCARED to death. SCARED of the end, SCARED of taking your last breath. SCARED of being a memory, SCARED of being forgot. SCARED of nobody caring, SCARED of losing all you've got. SCARED of losing your memory, SCARED of getting old. SCARED of alzheimer’s, SCARED of being put in a home. SCARED of being buried, SCARED of no one knowing your name. SCARED of your wife dying, SCARED you'll forget her name. SCARED of nobody being there, when you finally die. SCARED of being cremated, SCARED of being burnt alive. SCARED of being dissected, SCARED of being cut up. SCARED of necrophilia, SCARED of that wooden box. SCARED of being a fable, SCARED of being a myth. SCARED of just being a story, SCARED you didn't exist. SCARED of being made up, SCARED of not really being here. SCARED of what you've been told; SCARED of what you didn't hear. SCARED of facing God, SCARED of having no answers. SCARED of going to Hell, SCARED of having no more chances. (C)2005 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.
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the darkest of my fantasies whisper Your body is a scuba suit insist i breath with your ******* through your mouth dive deep into claustrophobic waters, sink heavy to the rock bottom where we petrify by gorgans gaze i know we'll turn to stone because, of course, the gorgans can't resist gazing at You nobody can resist gazing at You, land or sea. Our permanent legacy, lost under layers of life barnacles clinging, moss burying Our chimera god/snake skin i am without Your oxygen when breathing would terrorize the wind where words belong still, my forked tongue writes i'm a theif to say i only want You to be happy when i had You, it was still selfish the revolving doors of pain and perseverance more time invested in us then money invested in the Pills that kept me from killing You out of habit You begged me to beat You it's been seven hands dealt rubbing my 5 o'clock sandpaper chin on the tarot card of death my tolerance for vacancy a brownish red stain i've only the thin line of medication between necrophilia and sociopathy i want to lay with You at the bottom of the sea **the Pills... where are... please no, God. The Voice,            run!          get out!** *I would gladly go to prison to **** your lifeless body. I would gladly **** Myself in the afterglow of your affection. there is only one true Sin, Objectification. I indulge relapse in every memory, find your shed snake skin pull it on, like your ******* how disturbed I've become with you gone* how selfish of you of course "I" blames You when the Pills dull i indulge by studying Your location i know where You escape too i want to go there does that scare You? i want to bump into You apoligise for what i want "want" as a word is like plexi-glass, or kevlar standing between Us keeping the bullet safe. i want a hard impact in a school hallway where we drop all our Books and look up and You see my ghost, that would be enough for Me i want the impact to hurt. i want the tumbling of all our Book's i want the messy hair and ripped knees, then Our eyes to meet and linger I want to watch the fear fill you. i want to sit there, watching. petrify from parcel tongues as i gaze at Your gorgon body shedding skin if i shed my snakeskin, maybe i'll see You i can't leave this Poem i can't leave this Poem yet i won't leave this Poem please kick me out Poem Poem end Me .. end . I ..
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Jul 17, 2018
Jul 17, 2018 at 8:17 AM UTC
the darkest of my fantasies whisper your body is a scuba suit a.k.a. this is why You have therapy / obsession is why i have therapy / let's acknowledge the stalker thoughts to **** the stalker thoughts
the darkest of my fantasies whisper Your body is a scuba suit insist i breath with your ******* through your mouth dive deep into claustrophobic waters, sink heavy to the rock bottom where we petrify by gorgans gaze i know we'll turn to stone because, of course, the gorgans can't resist gazing at You nobody can resist gazing at You, land or sea. Our permanent legacy, lost under layers of life barnacles clinging, moss burying Our chimera god/snake skin i am without Your oxygen when breathing would terrorize the wind where words belong still, my forked tongue writes i'm a theif to say i only want You to be happy when i had You, it was still selfish the revolving doors of pain and perseverance more time invested in us then money invested in the Pills that kept me from killing You out of habit You begged me to beat You it's been seven hands dealt rubbing my 5 o'clock sandpaper chin on the tarot card of death my tolerance for vacancy a brownish red stain i've only the thin line of medication between necrophilia and sociopathy i want to lay with You at the bottom of the sea **the Pills... where are... please no, God. The Voice,            run!          get out!** *I would gladly go to prison to **** your lifeless body. I would gladly **** Myself in the afterglow of your affection. there is only one true Sin, Objectification. I indulge relapse in every memory, find your shed snake skin pull it on, like your ******* how disturbed I've become with you gone* how selfish of you of course "I" blames You when the Pills dull i indulge by studying Your location i know where You escape too i want to go there does that scare You? i want to bump into You apoligise for what i want "want" as a word is like plexi-glass, or kevlar standing between Us keeping the bullet safe. i want a hard impact in a school hallway where we drop all our Books and look up and You see my ghost, that would be enough for Me i want the impact to hurt. i want the tumbling of all our Book's i want the messy hair and ripped knees, then Our eyes to meet and linger I want to watch the fear fill you. i want to sit there, watching. petrify from parcel tongues as i gaze at Your gorgon body shedding skin if i shed my snakeskin, maybe i'll see You i can't leave this Poem i can't leave this Poem yet i won't leave this Poem please kick me out Poem Poem end Me .. end . I ..
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my turtle doves are pondering the broth of my head space. tingling. they gibberish the nest and lay eggs of dragons that still believe in dragons. they wish for thick lightning in the lustrous void. they beak the shell of no made thing. the Eternal Hum. the one Always that had Never Begun. Only Ever, Ever Been. and That's  It's Name. my turtle doves are robbing the bog of it's undead wyrms. they swoop in the morning. down down down to the gamma ray golf course lawns of our suburban necrophilia. the one with the empty dreams in their peanut butter stars. the one with the eggshell Camary Toyotas and the delinquent epiphanies. n' more ice cream than Ben n' Gerry's Wet Dream of Selling More ******* ice cream than You can Imagine. Plus One. my turtle doves are holding me hostage. in the dizzy breach. of god's contract. a damp shade of misspent youth. the Old Way. seasoned by the Eons and the swollen Love of the First Love. engorged in the Kingdom of Desire like a fat mosquito. Sated on  Cyclopian  forearms. and the shoulders of Giants on a small blue world in your mouth. just sayin'.
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May 14, 2013
May 14, 2013 at 11:16 PM UTC
My Turtle Doves Are Pondering The Broth
for logic to work, certain coordination words must be excluded from ever attain a thesaurus privilege, certain words must attain the same consistency as numbers already present, for worded logic to work, certain words cannot entertain synonyms or antonyms, and must be freed from the shackles of sophistry. can one animate object truly objectify another animate object? i ask, because this supposed feminist narrative of man objectifying a woman seems rather bogus - as i have to reiterate - can an animate object truly objectify another animate object?            i "think" (i.e. "i" deny) this to be highly unlikely, near impossible...                   i am innately inclined to the puritanical observation, that i can only objectify an inanimate object, point being: a man can no more objectify a woman than an animate object can make an animate an inanimate object without having to subject himself to hammering a nail into a plank of wood: using a hammer. how can an animate object (a man) objectify another animate object (a woman) - without, first of all objectifying a part of him as quasi-inanimate, namely his phallus?   women do not seem to be complaining about objectification of a woman, rather, a man objectifying his member -   and isn't that the point, to posses an object that you're not subject to obeying?                              once more how can a woman be objectified, when in fact man is attempting to de-subjective himself from his genitalia?                          an animate object can't objectify an animate object -                             since the contradiction is: both are in animation...                   the only time objectification happens is when an animate object subject an inanimate object into a purpose... a hammer is hardly a woman, while is hammer one-dimensional,    a woman is either mother, sister, vice,       a one night stand, a girlfriend, or a wife...    women are never objectified -    they are subject to the self-objectifiction of man, by man alone... and if you think that's post-modernist jargon, let me spell it out for you: T, O, G, E, T, A, H, A, R, D, O, N. objectification happens when an animate object subjects / encompasses an inanimate object into a subject of the animate object's intent...         unless of course you care to disclose a fetish for necrophilia... since only in necrophilia are women actually objectified.
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Nov 3, 2017
Nov 3, 2017 at 8:34 PM UTC
objectification / necrophilia
for logic to work, certain coordination words must be excluded from ever attain a thesaurus privilege, certain words must attain the same consistency as numbers already present, for worded logic to work, certain words cannot entertain synonyms or antonyms, and must be freed from the shackles of sophistry. can one animate object truly objectify another animate object? i ask, because this supposed feminist narrative of man objectifying a woman seems rather bogus - as i have to reiterate - can an animate object truly objectify another animate object?            i "think" (i.e. "i" deny) this to be highly unlikely, near impossible...                   i am innately inclined to the puritanical observation, that i can only objectify an inanimate object, point being: a man can no more objectify a woman than an animate object can make an animate an inanimate object without having to subject himself to hammering a nail into a plank of wood: using a hammer. how can an animate object (a man) objectify another animate object (a woman) - without, first of all objectifying a part of him as quasi-inanimate, namely his phallus?   women do not seem to be complaining about objectification of a woman, rather, a man objectifying his member -   and isn't that the point, to posses an object that you're not subject to obeying?                              once more how can a woman be objectified, when in fact man is attempting to de-subjective himself from his genitalia?                          an animate object can't objectify an animate object -                             since the contradiction is: both are in animation...                   the only time objectification happens is when an animate object subject an inanimate object into a purpose... a hammer is hardly a woman, while is hammer one-dimensional,    a woman is either mother, sister, vice,       a one night stand, a girlfriend, or a wife...    women are never objectified -    they are subject to the self-objectifiction of man, by man alone... and if you think that's post-modernist jargon, let me spell it out for you: T, O, G, E, T, A, H, A, R, D, O, N. objectification happens when an animate object subjects / encompasses an inanimate object into a subject of the animate object's intent...         unless of course you care to disclose a fetish for necrophilia... since only in necrophilia are women actually objectified.
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the world soul an insane asylum sediment the guts can't hold makes me wretch as the years bend this ridge poll to the breaking point a tuba plays booming it is raven girl and singing skulls swaying hips all breath and heat attended by carnivory little Fuzzy Mijmark necrophilia's friend while men love sheep and bone in shady coves and droves of groves hungry spiders' patient for obese flies wait in shrouded silk for the healing power of death and their soul's new sunrise in golden mourning's paradise loving those they eat marrow deep
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Nov 4, 2018
Nov 4, 2018 at 11:21 AM UTC
*Dance of Raven Girl
objectification is very much a cul de sac, it's a one way street... to objectify is to allow an animate object a confirmation of an all-pervasive control... objectification = the inability of an object to become a self-serving subject - no hammer ever managed to self-serve itself into a role of a screwdriver... to be objectified is to have no self-serving subject, i.e. a self; how can a woman ever be "objectified" when she subjects herself to both the object (that's her body) and the subject (that's her mind) - or, objects to the object stated - whereby by "objectification" there's a reinforcement of being subject to the object... her body, which reinforces her subjectivity - when man is prone to objectification, as pronouncing his extended members, a woman is prone to subjection - irony on the ob- prefix, wasn't it ever reverse infatuation? sure, not all the subplots appear in being "objectified" - but at least being "objectified" does not equate to being subject to a man's will... if you can't deal with the "extremes": is being "objectified" as bad as being subject to a niqab?! besides the point, i can't believe that one animate thing can make another animate thing objectified - in the purest sense of: deeming an animate thing inanimate to be: a thing observed without a self-serving self-aware ******
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Nov 3, 2017
Nov 3, 2017 at 8:59 PM UTC
p.s. to objectification / necrophilia
*********** is what I live for, necrophilia is what I die for.
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Mar 12, 2016
Mar 12, 2016 at 2:17 AM UTC
The Life of an Absurdist
Sorry it ended up like this. Me out here, still wrapped up warm in my vestigial garment of flesh. You in there, naked amongst your primitive ancestors like the youngest adult at a wedding, mingling awkwardly, embarrassed. I wonder how you died. Your ribs look like they have been fixed back together after some kind of trauma. A car crash maybe? Maybe you struggled with long term illness, rotting before you ripened like a sickly bud in a wet spring. However it happened your bronze plaque states it was untimely and therefore probably tragic. '(A young woman)' I read, not so much discovering but confirming what I already knew to be true when I first laid eyes first met yours across the crowded room. You stand about as tall as me, your shining off white cheeks delicate as fine china. Staring out of you glass cabinet, you seem to beg not to be judged alongside your distant relatives, your slumping neighbors. Fragile and sweet, you radiate a quiet dignity. It isn't hard to imagine the thin layer of blood, skin and fibrous tissue that it would take to make you beautiful again. I plunge my hand through that glass portal, soft folds of meat transposed to brittle bone and back again, unifying you world with the mortal It was obvious that you were beautiful, and involuntarily I envy the one who held you and kissed you last. I wonder if anyone ever wrote a poem for you when you were alive.
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Oct 9, 2014
Oct 9, 2014 at 5:08 AM UTC
Necrophilia
Along a narrow, vacant street at 2 a.m. Underneath the threatening lights of peril An act of ******** was taking place between A beautiful cigarette and the orifice of my lips Halloween had not yet dawned upon us Yet as I walk Jack-O-Lanterns smile at me Displaying minor quakes of bloodthirsty evil While a serum of scorn soaks my tongue With a heartless trick of ice, cold malice Summoning the entire town to its kneecaps Devils regurgitate lullabies resembling the sound Of nails ****** a chalkboard sparing no mercy Arousing the hopeless romantics To awaken a graveyard And **** the corpses until they're Resurrected from their comas As the nymphomaniacs ice Their frozen flesh with ***** Painting an ocean of abstract thoughts Across the edges of their frames of mind Do morticians make up the majority Of necrophilia related crimes? Maybe so but, I bet they had never felt A ****** so dry and so cold Yet still the thrill of chills tickle these criminal's spines While they measure their screams careful not to awaken The beautifully disgusting corpses that lie before them They turn their heads only to find a pair of scarlet eyes Gawking at them from within a cowardly shield of fear Darkness was it's home, Mother to all its desires In my opinion it was just a phase; A massacre encaged
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Aug 25, 2011
Aug 25, 2011 at 4:12 AM UTC
2 A.M.
I am one of three – Shadow, skin, and light. A triplet split from the same egg and ***** ** Make it 3 and you’ll have me Explicit. It’s so **** Being cleaved into thirds.   A ********* with myself – The shadow is morose. A needy, demanding ***** Begging to be cut up. I want to, So I can see the blood wring around my – Her Wrists like shackles pinning her To my bed. I know it’ll shut her up But I can’t bring myself to do it. I’m not that *****   The skin is boring. A virginal flower Dreaming of understanding.   She’s too wholesome, Always waiting for the right Version of herself to come along. Saving myself – Herself For the right time. My tastes aren’t quite so Vanilla. The light is adventurous. A psychotic, brilliant **** ******* herself into the ground. Necrophilia just got a whole lot hotter, Bodies piling up thanks to her STDs – Stupid, thoughtless decisions. Protection?  Ha! That’s for normal people. There’s no need for me – Her To slow down; We like it fast. The skin doesn’t participate. The ***** virtuous ****** Fidgets as the others 69 – A disgusting yin yang Of low and high. The shadow drinking downers Until she can’t remember All the bruises covering her heart, Too distracted by the bile Smeared across her lips.   The light popping enough uppers To strip herself of her Consciousness, Naked and raw She often wakes bitter Of her restored senses.   This ********* takes place In a womb, An amniotic ocean Swaying toward the shores Of existence. Two will drown – Vanishing triplet syndrome. Only one may be pulled from Mental waters and placed on the sands of reality. The labor takes 33 hours - Finally I emerge.   Who survived? There is no way to tell.
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Jun 26, 2014
Jun 26, 2014 at 1:09 AM UTC
Devil's Threeway
I am one of three – Shadow, skin, and light. A triplet split from the same egg and ***** ** Make it 3 and you’ll have me Explicit. It’s so **** Being cleaved into thirds.   A ********* with myself – The shadow is morose. A needy, demanding ***** Begging to be cut up. I want to, So I can see the blood wring around my – Her Wrists like shackles pinning her To my bed. I know it’ll shut her up But I can’t bring myself to do it. I’m not that *****   The skin is boring. A virginal flower Dreaming of understanding.   She’s too wholesome, Always waiting for the right Version of herself to come along. Saving myself – Herself For the right time. My tastes aren’t quite so Vanilla. The light is adventurous. A psychotic, brilliant **** ******* herself into the ground. Necrophilia just got a whole lot hotter, Bodies piling up thanks to her STDs – Stupid, thoughtless decisions. Protection?  Ha! That’s for normal people. There’s no need for me – Her To slow down; We like it fast. The skin doesn’t participate. The ***** virtuous ****** Fidgets as the others 69 – A disgusting yin yang Of low and high. The shadow drinking downers Until she can’t remember All the bruises covering her heart, Too distracted by the bile Smeared across her lips.   The light popping enough uppers To strip herself of her Consciousness, Naked and raw She often wakes bitter Of her restored senses.   This ********* takes place In a womb, An amniotic ocean Swaying toward the shores Of existence. Two will drown – Vanishing triplet syndrome. Only one may be pulled from Mental waters and placed on the sands of reality. The labor takes 33 hours - Finally I emerge.   Who survived? There is no way to tell.
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five years of slight tears & subtle sadness but i guess that's what happens when you think our love's an accident. i cant convince you that it's true ill always feel the same whether you do or not but please just let a dead corpse rot.
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Feb 7, 2010
Feb 7, 2010 at 6:06 PM UTC
necrophilia
You've always seen right through me... It's like I'm looking into your eyes     and I see forbidden fruit...          a forbidden love          It's like I'm staring into a mirror trying so hard           to look for myself     but all I see is black. Like a corpse---             It's like I give all I have In love with you ---Ectoplasm---                  I give all I am           To be with you To let you feel         Who I am... ----I am a poltergeist----    It's like I'm reaching out My hands open wide Extended towards you       and when               you look                   it's like                            you don't even see me---- We hug and it's as if     you could           almost just               pass right through me---- It's like We love each other... But it feels like                   Necrophilia.         It's like I'm gone... even if you're looking             straight into my smile                 my smile I force myself for you to see                   it's like you're still looking---                 you can't see me can you?     forcing a smile on my face           day           by               day                 do you even know       that I just smile for you           because I'm tired of you always crying for him            night                   by             night         But you can't even See the smile don't you? ----It's like I'm his ghost---- It's like I'm a nightmare             and I'm haunting you                 except I'm right here           always right in front of you.                         ------always waiting to be noticed.     always.         Waiting for you to realize That love is not a ghost.                     Love is not a graveyard.                     Love is not somewhere lost.             Love is not sealed up in heaven.     Nor is it burning in the void of hell. Love is here                               Love is waiting in front of you                       always----                                                   even as you were crying for him                       even as you were lying for him even as you were fighting for him         even as you were falling for him                         even as you were breaking over him even as you were blinded by him                          even as you were losing him even as you were mourning for him...     always---- Even if I'm             the only love                 you're allowed                   to love,                                       you've never                 allowed yourself                 to love me...                               You've always seen right through me...
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Apr 29, 2018
Apr 29, 2018 at 4:42 PM UTC
Necrophilia..c
You've always seen right through me... It's like I'm looking into your eyes     and I see forbidden fruit...          a forbidden love          It's like I'm staring into a mirror trying so hard           to look for myself     but all I see is black. Like a corpse---             It's like I give all I have In love with you ---Ectoplasm---                  I give all I am           To be with you To let you feel         Who I am... ----I am a poltergeist----    It's like I'm reaching out My hands open wide Extended towards you       and when               you look                   it's like                            you don't even see me---- We hug and it's as if     you could           almost just               pass right through me---- It's like We love each other... But it feels like                   Necrophilia.         It's like I'm gone... even if you're looking             straight into my smile                 my smile I force myself for you to see                   it's like you're still looking---                 you can't see me can you?     forcing a smile on my face           day           by               day                 do you even know       that I just smile for you           because I'm tired of you always crying for him            night                   by             night         But you can't even See the smile don't you? ----It's like I'm his ghost---- It's like I'm a nightmare             and I'm haunting you                 except I'm right here           always right in front of you.                         ------always waiting to be noticed.     always.         Waiting for you to realize That love is not a ghost.                     Love is not a graveyard.                     Love is not somewhere lost.             Love is not sealed up in heaven.     Nor is it burning in the void of hell. Love is here                               Love is waiting in front of you                       always----                                                   even as you were crying for him                       even as you were lying for him even as you were fighting for him         even as you were falling for him                         even as you were breaking over him even as you were blinded by him                          even as you were losing him even as you were mourning for him...     always---- Even if I'm             the only love                 you're allowed                   to love,                                       you've never                 allowed yourself                 to love me...                               You've always seen right through me...
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*I am but borrowed passions, Everything a gesture To impress unrequited lovers, My lips touched by corpses; Caressed by the dead As an object of *** Each kiss poisons-- Hollows this person, Until she is naught but body-- Skin, ******* and withered bones-- Lying in a coffin, legs exposed; She'd call it necrophilia But life had left, long, long ago.*
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Jan 19, 2014
Jan 19, 2014 at 12:30 PM UTC
The Corpse
I once got a job writing gay **** but the editor said I was too ***** somehow I thought ultraviolent gay necrophilia would make it in the mainstream & be the next big thing; AIDS infected zombies sodomizing unsuspecting bikers, cops & sailors w/ the occasional cowboy; I should have made the cowboy a two-gun zombie-fighter; I just thought of that; I wonder if HONCHO is still around...
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Aug 10, 2018
Aug 10, 2018 at 12:31 AM UTC
cowboys & zombies
*i was eating a pepperoni pizza today, and took a salty tongue into the night, £270 on my bank account - great stuff - took five quid out, felt like buying four oranjeboom reds at 8.5% each, instead bought two, and perrier carbonated glass-bottled water... god the thirst in this cement sahara...* the best transition accompanying drinking and listening to music comes from the heights of reggae to creedence clearwater revival... no, not the eagle, not Leonard the skin-head with an 'ard on... creedence... lebowski who was bukowski's posthumous alter-ego... so i did a galileo while drinking, the light on my side-table by the bed light glowed, put my sunglasses on... the stars disappeared and the planets appeared... oddly enough, as is usual the case of counter-intuitive matters when looking at astronomical geographies... mars far left... venus in the middle, and jupiter the biggest and therefore the brightest far right... i worked it out against linear tactics... the distance of the earth from venus doesn't make a difference with the distance from mars, but the distance of mars from jupiter is greater, see you in 100 years to prove the point and whether it matches up to HARD, NECESSARY, PROOFS... LIKE MAINTENANCE *** ******* a girl with a really really exaggerated libido, having to wear a ****** while she was on her period, in the toilet and she bewildered saying: 'most guys don't dig the female bits...' hell... i'd do necrophilia... shame the relationship turned to a sour toast with her, shame, really... really really. oh yeah, after smashing that £600 martin & co. guitar to celebrate valentines day (chłopiec z gitarą był by dla mnie parą my grandmother used to sing... well... sorry to disappoint, i had her rastafarian shoelaces for a pin-up belt to walk and play, or simply stand still and note string twangs... była giiitara... ni ma giiitary...) and bought myself a drum-kit: well... just my finger-drumming antics on my legs; or as a wise man said: **** her, leave the rest for a backward trek into life without maps but only premonitions.
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Feb 14, 2016
Feb 14, 2016 at 8:27 PM UTC
a bottle of Perrier water
*i was eating a pepperoni pizza today, and took a salty tongue into the night, £270 on my bank account - great stuff - took five quid out, felt like buying four oranjeboom reds at 8.5% each, instead bought two, and perrier carbonated glass-bottled water... god the thirst in this cement sahara...* the best transition accompanying drinking and listening to music comes from the heights of reggae to creedence clearwater revival... no, not the eagle, not Leonard the skin-head with an 'ard on... creedence... lebowski who was bukowski's posthumous alter-ego... so i did a galileo while drinking, the light on my side-table by the bed light glowed, put my sunglasses on... the stars disappeared and the planets appeared... oddly enough, as is usual the case of counter-intuitive matters when looking at astronomical geographies... mars far left... venus in the middle, and jupiter the biggest and therefore the brightest far right... i worked it out against linear tactics... the distance of the earth from venus doesn't make a difference with the distance from mars, but the distance of mars from jupiter is greater, see you in 100 years to prove the point and whether it matches up to HARD, NECESSARY, PROOFS... LIKE MAINTENANCE *** ******* a girl with a really really exaggerated libido, having to wear a ****** while she was on her period, in the toilet and she bewildered saying: 'most guys don't dig the female bits...' hell... i'd do necrophilia... shame the relationship turned to a sour toast with her, shame, really... really really. oh yeah, after smashing that £600 martin & co. guitar to celebrate valentines day (chłopiec z gitarą był by dla mnie parą my grandmother used to sing... well... sorry to disappoint, i had her rastafarian shoelaces for a pin-up belt to walk and play, or simply stand still and note string twangs... była giiitara... ni ma giiitary...) and bought myself a drum-kit: well... just my finger-drumming antics on my legs; or as a wise man said: **** her, leave the rest for a backward trek into life without maps but only premonitions.
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it's hot in a restaurant with the strangers you've since been stranded with (look! You Finally Did It!) and everybody knows your name but the symbolism of individualized letters with glottal stops and teeth-sucking pauses and dyslexic lingering lisps is lost on them, they have their own letters to think about, don't you know? (hundreds of pillows fly out my ears in increasing sizes, so i must be dreaming - Right?) Yahtzee! Soccer! Give it the old college try! (abstract oils crash and burn in a watchtower atop of your New Life) It's Something to do with your Mouth, It's Something to do with your Hands, but we couldn't tell you why $2.50 wasted matters more than four months and the casual flinging of my (god forbid) i n n o c e n c e (you're happy and i'm unconscious, so in theory we're on the same wavelength - Right?) can you assure me that everyone has two decades of nauseating mediocrity or no - is it just me? we Need coffee! we Need love! dread has to be evenly distributed - don't leave your years of it at my door! (i don't want anybody's advice unless it's on how to fashion a fully-functioning noose) tiny lips and long socks - i can't stop being in love with the whole two-eye/two-ear/nose/mouth ordeal but i'm utterly left-handed in my lust and i swear to god both hands are empty - but that's something else entirely (back to where we started from, in bleeding headlights swimming on deserted streets) 'just wanted to throw an XO your way' say the eyes of every crossword connection i bend over backwards to trying to cater it to my thoughts of you (For Sale: a storage unit of journals filled with sketches of you - it's pink and mushy and curled inside my head, if you're into that) and it's only when we're in a bed together at 3:26 AM that belongs to neither you or me that i can consciously eliminate emptied emotions and neatly file them onto typeface notes hidden in bouquets decorating the dismal-ities of my freshly-planted tombstone (fuse our bodies together and let's make this sarcophagus a necrophilia-polis)
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Oct 12, 2013
Oct 12, 2013 at 2:24 AM UTC
It'd Be a Suicide Pact But You're Not Sad Anymore
it's hot in a restaurant with the strangers you've since been stranded with (look! You Finally Did It!) and everybody knows your name but the symbolism of individualized letters with glottal stops and teeth-sucking pauses and dyslexic lingering lisps is lost on them, they have their own letters to think about, don't you know? (hundreds of pillows fly out my ears in increasing sizes, so i must be dreaming - Right?) Yahtzee! Soccer! Give it the old college try! (abstract oils crash and burn in a watchtower atop of your New Life) It's Something to do with your Mouth, It's Something to do with your Hands, but we couldn't tell you why $2.50 wasted matters more than four months and the casual flinging of my (god forbid) i n n o c e n c e (you're happy and i'm unconscious, so in theory we're on the same wavelength - Right?) can you assure me that everyone has two decades of nauseating mediocrity or no - is it just me? we Need coffee! we Need love! dread has to be evenly distributed - don't leave your years of it at my door! (i don't want anybody's advice unless it's on how to fashion a fully-functioning noose) tiny lips and long socks - i can't stop being in love with the whole two-eye/two-ear/nose/mouth ordeal but i'm utterly left-handed in my lust and i swear to god both hands are empty - but that's something else entirely (back to where we started from, in bleeding headlights swimming on deserted streets) 'just wanted to throw an XO your way' say the eyes of every crossword connection i bend over backwards to trying to cater it to my thoughts of you (For Sale: a storage unit of journals filled with sketches of you - it's pink and mushy and curled inside my head, if you're into that) and it's only when we're in a bed together at 3:26 AM that belongs to neither you or me that i can consciously eliminate emptied emotions and neatly file them onto typeface notes hidden in bouquets decorating the dismal-ities of my freshly-planted tombstone (fuse our bodies together and let's make this sarcophagus a necrophilia-polis)
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That sparkle, that immeasurably forgiving joy and affection is gone, but the sound of your voice is just familiar enough to make me remember it. What we're doing here is necrophilia. It's gross, but we're ******* something that's dead and we both know it. I think we thought we could bring it back to life with our selfish demands, but this coffin isn't as comforting as we'd hoped it would be. We've never talked about the time between, that period of time when we never talked. We should have talked. Without words, you had nowhere to be angry so you swallowed your truths and they turned into blame. I can feel it when you look at me, I don't sparkle anymore. Well, neither do you. When we talk we say the least, yet every word has a barb. Too jaded for affection we bob and weave through a minefield of unacknowledged truths. Our words rot in our bellies while we sew each others mouths shut. We never wanted this sort of intimacy. We let the poison out with play, the kind that's done with knives. So here we are, playing with knives in a minefield, the only sound is our own hollow laughter. Behind every "never mind" and "just kidding", behind the scoreboard of our interactions and every slap of my *** are two shadows; one covered in armor from breast to backbone, and one purging a river of poison. We're chasing a past we know we can't have back, and the echoes of our old feelings make the silence so much louder than it was when we didn't talk. We were beautiful this summer, helplessly alive. We had such good intentions but the silence and the miles and the fear have made this thing pale, dead looking. We try hard to be sorry. Every kindness hurts because it tastes like the past, so now instead we barter in bed. Turns out *** without affection falls under Services Rendered, but the shape of you so near to me makes me miss you more than I can bare and if you call me tonight, I'll probably answer.   I guess sometimes the only way to make sure something's not still alive is to poke it with a stick a few times.
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Jan 21, 2013
Jan 21, 2013 at 1:01 AM UTC
Something Like Necrophiles
That sparkle, that immeasurably forgiving joy and affection is gone, but the sound of your voice is just familiar enough to make me remember it. What we're doing here is necrophilia. It's gross, but we're ******* something that's dead and we both know it. I think we thought we could bring it back to life with our selfish demands, but this coffin isn't as comforting as we'd hoped it would be. We've never talked about the time between, that period of time when we never talked. We should have talked. Without words, you had nowhere to be angry so you swallowed your truths and they turned into blame. I can feel it when you look at me, I don't sparkle anymore. Well, neither do you. When we talk we say the least, yet every word has a barb. Too jaded for affection we bob and weave through a minefield of unacknowledged truths. Our words rot in our bellies while we sew each others mouths shut. We never wanted this sort of intimacy. We let the poison out with play, the kind that's done with knives. So here we are, playing with knives in a minefield, the only sound is our own hollow laughter. Behind every "never mind" and "just kidding", behind the scoreboard of our interactions and every slap of my *** are two shadows; one covered in armor from breast to backbone, and one purging a river of poison. We're chasing a past we know we can't have back, and the echoes of our old feelings make the silence so much louder than it was when we didn't talk. We were beautiful this summer, helplessly alive. We had such good intentions but the silence and the miles and the fear have made this thing pale, dead looking. We try hard to be sorry. Every kindness hurts because it tastes like the past, so now instead we barter in bed. Turns out *** without affection falls under Services Rendered, but the shape of you so near to me makes me miss you more than I can bare and if you call me tonight, I'll probably answer.   I guess sometimes the only way to make sure something's not still alive is to poke it with a stick a few times.
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while the lovers BOO HOO (in synchopated style!) while they cry they and their lover are being murdered but "its alright and it would be alright if only you were here" -- YOUR LOVER IS ALREADY A CORPSE! -- your love is NECROPHILIA! -- what da hell is wrong with everybody?
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Nov 13, 2010
Nov 13, 2010 at 11:00 AM UTC
BOO HOO......in e flat minor
Sy vra: "Hoekom is jy nou so n non"? Ek sê: **** is mos eintlik net vir die lewendes". Ek is my eie memento mori. Jy is die oorsaak van dood. Laat dit so op my graf geskrywe staan: -Hier lê die skerwe van iets amper heel- ,want nou sit ek weer aan jou tafel en my laaste maaltyd is n herkouing van spoegsels vergete tye saam met jou En ek kou en ek kou en ek onthou: *** warm jou hande was teenoor jou hartskou , *** gretig jy was om my vas te hou en na die tyd toe te snou. "Ek sit nou waar jy gesit het" , grinnik jou wellus oor die porselein rand en ek wil vir jou sê staan op en gee vet want almal wat daardie stoel beset wals met die noodlot en wink vir seer. "Kom ons probeer , nog n keer" Sê jou hand langs jou ritsluiter , maar ek voel n veer , want kadawers ken nie lustigheid nie en ek is oorgebalsem met n gelofte. Los die dooies dat ons rus, Los daardie "ons" begrawe in die kis.
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Feb 18, 2017
Feb 18, 2017 at 12:51 PM UTC
Necrophilia
*i vent, i'm sure you heard of the invention known as the ventilator... it's like a lung-clone-subservient of a "nanny quality" of automating the words: breathe in... breathe out... breathe in... it precursors the in and outsources the *out, there's a cult-like-scheme involving the use of... the stated tools... worthy of a suggestion that epitomises August as the month of harvest - i.e. the sun finally sets to auburn crops and **** me, isn't the bread rightly puffy?! toad-squidgy aye aye? go on, give us a burping caricature of a squeeze!* imagine uttering the words: i hope your mother lies eternally run-sacked with hopes of former ****** glory, ***** bleeding, as if a Mongolian horde just passed her with a glorious encore of clapping to match... because that's what i assert as been done to my mother, you don't even understand the verb or adjective or conjunction behind the noun.... after all, you're an African Muslim and a pyramid builder, a ******* jaded jock-strap and gag's worth of you the Ben & Jerry... praise the Koran but don't understand that behind each noun there's a collective grammatical structure, **** you English political correctness, **** you! **** YOU! have your Reagent's Street and Oxford Street, have 'em! behind the noun all grammatical categories follow suite... universal noun, what category for the particular? ape transforms into apish, or Quasimodo or ~ape, nouns are units, like centimetres, forget the other things, unless you: let the shoppers drop dead like flies! but imagine saying the words: i hope your mother gets gang-raped by an equivalent of a Mongolian horde; yep, Mongolian necrophilia. you said it to my mother, and i'm mourning, alive, and counting.... once more... so **** you*!
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Jun 15, 2016
Jun 15, 2016 at 2:02 PM UTC
imagine the hatred
*i vent, i'm sure you heard of the invention known as the ventilator... it's like a lung-clone-subservient of a "nanny quality" of automating the words: breathe in... breathe out... breathe in... it precursors the in and outsources the *out, there's a cult-like-scheme involving the use of... the stated tools... worthy of a suggestion that epitomises August as the month of harvest - i.e. the sun finally sets to auburn crops and **** me, isn't the bread rightly puffy?! toad-squidgy aye aye? go on, give us a burping caricature of a squeeze!* imagine uttering the words: i hope your mother lies eternally run-sacked with hopes of former ****** glory, ***** bleeding, as if a Mongolian horde just passed her with a glorious encore of clapping to match... because that's what i assert as been done to my mother, you don't even understand the verb or adjective or conjunction behind the noun.... after all, you're an African Muslim and a pyramid builder, a ******* jaded jock-strap and gag's worth of you the Ben & Jerry... praise the Koran but don't understand that behind each noun there's a collective grammatical structure, **** you English political correctness, **** you! **** YOU! have your Reagent's Street and Oxford Street, have 'em! behind the noun all grammatical categories follow suite... universal noun, what category for the particular? ape transforms into apish, or Quasimodo or ~ape, nouns are units, like centimetres, forget the other things, unless you: let the shoppers drop dead like flies! but imagine saying the words: i hope your mother gets gang-raped by an equivalent of a Mongolian horde; yep, Mongolian necrophilia. you said it to my mother, and i'm mourning, alive, and counting.... once more... so **** you*!
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it's necrophilia but come on, professor! you know that stuff is hot.
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Aug 29, 2014
Aug 29, 2014 at 2:48 PM UTC
on that one book were corpses are ****
I think the clock is off now Conversations getting soft now Thank you for talking to me Why did you I don’t know I got nowhere to be Got nowhere to go I could sit all day At this table All alone Looking at you Ill leaving in awhile baby Nothing else matters but right now Your words of hysteria Verbal cafeteria Speak of necrophilia Learning new things Making my head spin I could sit all day At this table All alone Looking at you Ill leaving in awhile baby Nothing else matters but right now Your eyes engage me Your opinions enrage me Your insults don’t phase me Let’s just share a laugh Make these moments last I could sit all day At this table All alone Looking at you Ill leaving in awhile baby Nothing else matters but right now
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Dec 3, 2013
Dec 3, 2013 at 5:54 PM UTC
The Center of My Dimension
this one is of a lesser activity, it doesn't really involve the nine jokes of egypt and the final "plague" / ultimate condemnation of what ideal was reigning egypt at the time: architectural necrophilia - the pyramids are just that, not the modern sense of the word, the old sense of it, in terms of architecture; but unlike the pillar of fire ahead, and the pillar of smoke that attracts atheists... this aversion to the fire is also a grecian sentiment to the near simplicity of the hebrews when pre-socratics arose, followed by the students of socrates and archimedes - it's very much a testimony of zeus and hades - lightning ahead, and thunder behind... indeed if hades is not a person but a realm (typical human fear exampled) hades bellows, howls and snarls like a hungry wolf: the lightning is representative of the sharpness of cognition - the origin of science and the laconic darwinism of aristotle - hidden for so long and almost entirely discarded because it was more interesting for man to represent man: in all affairs orientating man to man, rather than man to conservation projects - not why the rhino evolved to have a horn, but why would man evolve to cut it off... given man sharpened flint and put it on the end of a spear and made ivory not a weapon the rhino deems fit... but an ornament of a tea table leg in beijing; the thunder? we all know who coined the endowment if one follows him - st. peter, paul, matthew john etc. were known as sons of thunder... strange that they were not known as sons of lightning... i guess dim witted is adequate enough to provide comparison - shouting maniacs who didn't really bother to think.
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Dec 16, 2015
Dec 16, 2015 at 6:26 AM UTC
the 2nd involvement
this one is of a lesser activity, it doesn't really involve the nine jokes of egypt and the final "plague" / ultimate condemnation of what ideal was reigning egypt at the time: architectural necrophilia - the pyramids are just that, not the modern sense of the word, the old sense of it, in terms of architecture; but unlike the pillar of fire ahead, and the pillar of smoke that attracts atheists... this aversion to the fire is also a grecian sentiment to the near simplicity of the hebrews when pre-socratics arose, followed by the students of socrates and archimedes - it's very much a testimony of zeus and hades - lightning ahead, and thunder behind... indeed if hades is not a person but a realm (typical human fear exampled) hades bellows, howls and snarls like a hungry wolf: the lightning is representative of the sharpness of cognition - the origin of science and the laconic darwinism of aristotle - hidden for so long and almost entirely discarded because it was more interesting for man to represent man: in all affairs orientating man to man, rather than man to conservation projects - not why the rhino evolved to have a horn, but why would man evolve to cut it off... given man sharpened flint and put it on the end of a spear and made ivory not a weapon the rhino deems fit... but an ornament of a tea table leg in beijing; the thunder? we all know who coined the endowment if one follows him - st. peter, paul, matthew john etc. were known as sons of thunder... strange that they were not known as sons of lightning... i guess dim witted is adequate enough to provide comparison - shouting maniacs who didn't really bother to think.
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