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I lie on my back at midnight hearing the marvelous strange chime of the clocks, and know it's mid- night and in that instant the whole world swims into sight for me in the form of beautiful swarm- ing m u t t a worlds- everything is happening, shining Buhudda-lands, bhuti blazing in faith, I know I'm forever right & all's I got to do (as I hear the ordinary extant voices of ladies talking in some kitchen at midnight oilcloth cups of cocoa cardore to mump the rinnegain in his darlin drain-) i will write it, all the talk of the world everywhere in this morning, leav- ing open parentheses sections for my own accompanying inner thoughts-with roars of me all brain-all world roaring-vibrating-I put it down, swiftly, 1,000 words (of pages) compressed into one second of time-I'll be long robed & long gold haired in the famous Greek afternoon of some Greek City Fame Immortal & they'll have to find me where they find the t h n u p f t of my shroud bags flying flag yagging Lucien Midnight back in their mouths-Gore Vidal'll be amazed, annoyed- my words'll be writ in gold & preserved in libraries like Finnegans Wake & Visions of Neal
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Daydreams for Ginsberg
I can bang on your ****** like Neal Pert.
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Sep 10, 2015
Sep 10, 2015 at 10:31 PM UTC
Awkward pose
You, saying love You, shaman's road You, a bird You, a yellow sun You, Emperor You, lovely door You, my Walt Whitman You, Neal You, Sal Paradise You, Pancho Villa You, La Revolución Mexicana You, navajo You, the border You, the river You, chicana You, Mafia You, redemption You, poetry You, Salvador Dalí You, Picasso You, stereo You, love You, *** You, youth You, America You, América You, español You, english You, country side You, cat You, fire You, books You, E. E. Cummings You, Bukowski You, Octavio Paz You, Coca-Cola You, Coke You, India You, Mississippi You, jazz You, Miles You, Davis You, water You, rain You, lagoon You, chest You, car You, road You, reading You, lines You, Paris You, Baudelaire You, Poe You, japanese You, katana You, Mishima You, gun You, rifle You, cam You, can You, can't You, Durango You, Arizona You, desert You, gonzo You, mezcal You, alcohol You, drive You, crush You, alive You, again
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Jun 3, 2013
Jun 3, 2013 at 3:16 PM UTC
Down with law
Neal Cassady February 8 ,1926  -  February 4 , 1968 San Miguel D'Alene , Mexico Dead from extreme exposure Four days short of forty-two Only fitting , next to a railroad track He had many words to haul back The wolf sleeps next to the silver rail Howling at a silver moon that fell I see here he drove a ******* Cadillac Through the San Francisco streets With the top down Smiling free , it was meant to be Life is a quasar
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Nov 19, 2014
Nov 19, 2014 at 10:01 PM UTC
Neal Cassady
Hello everybody. My name is Neal and I'm your tour guide. The first creature that we will see is a koala, to your right. Do you know that koala's have fingerprints very similar to those of humans? So much so that their prints have been mistaken for a human's at crime scenes? Anyways, this leads us to ask some very important questions: are methods of finding criminals therefore unreliable? Is it truly possible to avoid imprisoning those that are innocent? Is reality merely an allusion? Or, more importantly, was it my boyfriend John with the good fashion sense that took my hairbrush? Or was it that little ***** Bernard that is hiding in the top left corner? Anyways, to your left you'll see our world renowned snail tank. Snails can sleep for up to three years at a time....
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Jul 6, 2018
Jul 6, 2018 at 10:02 PM UTC
Tour Guide
Priti Patel's quote on EU migration - whatever it was... list of common surnames: cropper, cross, crouch, dabney, dalton, daniels, eads, easton, eccleston, fairclough, farnham, fay, gardner, garey, garfield, haight, hanes, hailey, ibbott, irvin, isaacson, jack, jackson, jacobs, kay, keen, kelsey, lacey, lacy, lamar, macey, mann, marchand, neal, nelson, neville... sure pati japati patel - i'll be an albino in Gujarat if your play the sitar in a sari; but your name sounds a bit migrant revealing, what a weird 'back of the bus' you seem to stand on - you want the Mongolians resurrected? i swear we were being ousted in line of what Queen Sheba said to Solomon: 'olive skinned throughout the geography and the unwelcome green men on sponged-knickers creaming for an ****** a french dessert...' yes pretty prior, you found home on a continent when half of the european nations didn't practice colonial antics - i guess it's easier to pick on them. but with a Patel surname you sound british already, the great experiment worked the anaesthetic of former colonialism numbed via recreational Ketamine use really numbed the skull and jaw mandibles - i hate, i hate being conscripted into post-colonial affairs of "why it all failed" what a waste of the urban hubs of Manchester or Liverpool - where once artistic expression thrived - i hate these post-colonial societies, it's as if they were castrated en masse, and they're wondering why no one has a permanent suntan in scandinavia - maybe the raw herring diet - cinnamon up your *** magician's trick with space between fudge of digestion, disappearing trick but then the cough that blinds you sweetly - i guess post-colonial nationalism wanted to listen to non-colonial nationalism - a former migrant like pretty plated smell olive skinned exploited inversion of angers but dunked a footstep into a trip-up with non-colonial nations - a bit like the greek bail-out - pretty patel is a name least likely associated with migration; you teasing the beast out?
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Apr 21, 2016
Apr 21, 2016 at 9:33 PM UTC
hey pretty plated smell!
Priti Patel's quote on EU migration - whatever it was... list of common surnames: cropper, cross, crouch, dabney, dalton, daniels, eads, easton, eccleston, fairclough, farnham, fay, gardner, garey, garfield, haight, hanes, hailey, ibbott, irvin, isaacson, jack, jackson, jacobs, kay, keen, kelsey, lacey, lacy, lamar, macey, mann, marchand, neal, nelson, neville... sure pati japati patel - i'll be an albino in Gujarat if your play the sitar in a sari; but your name sounds a bit migrant revealing, what a weird 'back of the bus' you seem to stand on - you want the Mongolians resurrected? i swear we were being ousted in line of what Queen Sheba said to Solomon: 'olive skinned throughout the geography and the unwelcome green men on sponged-knickers creaming for an ****** a french dessert...' yes pretty prior, you found home on a continent when half of the european nations didn't practice colonial antics - i guess it's easier to pick on them. but with a Patel surname you sound british already, the great experiment worked the anaesthetic of former colonialism numbed via recreational Ketamine use really numbed the skull and jaw mandibles - i hate, i hate being conscripted into post-colonial affairs of "why it all failed" what a waste of the urban hubs of Manchester or Liverpool - where once artistic expression thrived - i hate these post-colonial societies, it's as if they were castrated en masse, and they're wondering why no one has a permanent suntan in scandinavia - maybe the raw herring diet - cinnamon up your *** magician's trick with space between fudge of digestion, disappearing trick but then the cough that blinds you sweetly - i guess post-colonial nationalism wanted to listen to non-colonial nationalism - a former migrant like pretty plated smell olive skinned exploited inversion of angers but dunked a footstep into a trip-up with non-colonial nations - a bit like the greek bail-out - pretty patel is a name least likely associated with migration; you teasing the beast out?
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Slashers Defined In response to my piece, Slashers, it was requested that maybe I could reveal at least which band or other info these great guitar players performed for to gain their claim to fame. I don't want to spend too much time on this defintion, but will give what info I think is pertinent. If you do not know some of the names I have presented to you, and you are a blues, rock, jazz, fusion guitar fan, I suggest you take the time to listen to some of their work. I have included some of my favorite incredible fusion players that do not have a super star following, but are renowned in their group of fans, probably mostly musicians to some degree. If you are a frustrated guitar player like I am, do not listen to the likes of Holdsworth, Johnson, Gambale, or Morse unless you love being tortured. Anyway on with the show. Eric Clapton – Yardbirds, Cream, Blind Faith, Derek and the Dominos. Jimmy Page – Yardbirds, Led Zeppe, The Honeydrippers, The Firm Jimi Hendrix – not only what is, but, what could have been Alan Holdsworth – Solo jazz fusion player – hot Steve Howe – Yes, Asia - Progressive rock, jazz – Bill Nelson – BeBop Deluxe, Solo Terry Kath – Chicago (25 or 6 to 4) – another sad early departure Ted Nugent – Amboy Dukes, **** Yankees – The madman Jim Krueger – Dave Mason Band – solo progressive rock Eddy Van Halen – Van Halen Ritchie Blackmore – Deep Purple, Rainbow Jerry Doucette – Doucette (Mama let him play) Eric Johnson – Solo – New Age, jazz Frank Gambale – Australian- Jazz, fusion, rock Goerge Benson – Jazz Larry Carlton – Jazz, new age rock Marc Farner - Grand Funk Railroad Peter Frampton – Humble Pie, solo Joe Satriani - New age – solo Johnny A. - jazz, new age – solo Danny Gatton – jazz, rockabilly – solo Chet Atkins – jazz, country John Mayer – Pop, blues – solo Neal Schon – Journey Steve Lukather – Toto Masyoshi Takanaka – New age, jazz – Japanese solo Lee Ritnour – Jazz, new age – solo Leslie West - Mountain, West Bruce & Laing Monty Montgomery – jazz, blues (accoustic you have never heard) Wes Montgomery – jazz 40's – 50's Phil Keaggy – New age Christian Robin Trower – Procul Harem Brian May – Queen Rick Derringer – Montrose, Edgar Winter Group, Steely Dan Robin Ford – John Mayall, Chick Corea, solo jazz, fusion, blues Carlos Santana – Santana Ronnie Montrose – Montrose Steve Morse – Dixie Dregs, Kansas, solo jazz, fusion Trevor Rabin – Yes, solo new age Gomer LePoet...
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Jun 10, 2010
Jun 10, 2010 at 1:19 PM UTC
Slashers Defined
Slashers Defined In response to my piece, Slashers, it was requested that maybe I could reveal at least which band or other info these great guitar players performed for to gain their claim to fame. I don't want to spend too much time on this defintion, but will give what info I think is pertinent. If you do not know some of the names I have presented to you, and you are a blues, rock, jazz, fusion guitar fan, I suggest you take the time to listen to some of their work. I have included some of my favorite incredible fusion players that do not have a super star following, but are renowned in their group of fans, probably mostly musicians to some degree. If you are a frustrated guitar player like I am, do not listen to the likes of Holdsworth, Johnson, Gambale, or Morse unless you love being tortured. Anyway on with the show. Eric Clapton – Yardbirds, Cream, Blind Faith, Derek and the Dominos. Jimmy Page – Yardbirds, Led Zeppe, The Honeydrippers, The Firm Jimi Hendrix – not only what is, but, what could have been Alan Holdsworth – Solo jazz fusion player – hot Steve Howe – Yes, Asia - Progressive rock, jazz – Bill Nelson – BeBop Deluxe, Solo Terry Kath – Chicago (25 or 6 to 4) – another sad early departure Ted Nugent – Amboy Dukes, **** Yankees – The madman Jim Krueger – Dave Mason Band – solo progressive rock Eddy Van Halen – Van Halen Ritchie Blackmore – Deep Purple, Rainbow Jerry Doucette – Doucette (Mama let him play) Eric Johnson – Solo – New Age, jazz Frank Gambale – Australian- Jazz, fusion, rock Goerge Benson – Jazz Larry Carlton – Jazz, new age rock Marc Farner - Grand Funk Railroad Peter Frampton – Humble Pie, solo Joe Satriani - New age – solo Johnny A. - jazz, new age – solo Danny Gatton – jazz, rockabilly – solo Chet Atkins – jazz, country John Mayer – Pop, blues – solo Neal Schon – Journey Steve Lukather – Toto Masyoshi Takanaka – New age, jazz – Japanese solo Lee Ritnour – Jazz, new age – solo Leslie West - Mountain, West Bruce & Laing Monty Montgomery – jazz, blues (accoustic you have never heard) Wes Montgomery – jazz 40's – 50's Phil Keaggy – New age Christian Robin Trower – Procul Harem Brian May – Queen Rick Derringer – Montrose, Edgar Winter Group, Steely Dan Robin Ford – John Mayall, Chick Corea, solo jazz, fusion, blues Carlos Santana – Santana Ronnie Montrose – Montrose Steve Morse – Dixie Dregs, Kansas, solo jazz, fusion Trevor Rabin – Yes, solo new age Gomer LePoet...
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With fierce eyes turned towards the dawn A tightly balled fist rose to the heavens Parting smiles, carbon particles, and atoms Collided and separated And in the split of an atom second The world caved into her mouth Diffused with saliva-like opinions And spit into the ocean fusion A tear of wish amongst the sea foam rocks Dashed by the sharp pangs of truth Cutting deeper into her gaze I fell out of expectation Without a breath of hope under the torrent Faltering a rescue of a retracted hand Mirrored to the sky and sea A lover gone to a memory © 2015 Neal Emanuelson
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Oct 26, 2015
Oct 26, 2015 at 7:52 PM UTC
LHC (Loved Hating a Conscience)
Here now the pain of love’s bitter reality… surrounds me But how can they be better if love always leaves… every time? (Lost in a fevered dream) Every time. But if we lie now, will we make it? If it hurts, surely I can take it… Is this really what we both need? Is someone better who you’re dying to see or is someone better who you’re trying to be? Love, now You’ve poisoned everything in my reprieve… with insecurities And now You’ve returned with doubts, undoubtedly… You’d love me (was it an opportunity?) To hate me. Is there someone better that you’re dying to meet or are you waiting for someone better than me? Will I be a better someone for setting you free or am I someone better that I can’t see? Someone better… (for the love that you need) Someone better… (for the love that I seek) Time and time again, you push me to the brink To abandon ship and swim before we sink But these thoughts don’t fade away when I sleep Isn’t someone better who you’re supposed to be? Because you were the one fall in love with me The future is no surprise if you can predictably say ‘someone better’ is someone I’m gonna meet? Cause I’m sure as hell that someone better isn’t someone I need If someone better is who you’re supposed to be. Is someone better God has yet to create? Because someone better always seems to escape “Someone better” - an excuse to abandon and break When you won’t accept your love’s been a mistake. © 2015 Neal Emanuelson
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Oct 26, 2015
Oct 26, 2015 at 8:04 PM UTC
Someone Better (An Excuse)
Here now the pain of love’s bitter reality… surrounds me But how can they be better if love always leaves… every time? (Lost in a fevered dream) Every time. But if we lie now, will we make it? If it hurts, surely I can take it… Is this really what we both need? Is someone better who you’re dying to see or is someone better who you’re trying to be? Love, now You’ve poisoned everything in my reprieve… with insecurities And now You’ve returned with doubts, undoubtedly… You’d love me (was it an opportunity?) To hate me. Is there someone better that you’re dying to meet or are you waiting for someone better than me? Will I be a better someone for setting you free or am I someone better that I can’t see? Someone better… (for the love that you need) Someone better… (for the love that I seek) Time and time again, you push me to the brink To abandon ship and swim before we sink But these thoughts don’t fade away when I sleep Isn’t someone better who you’re supposed to be? Because you were the one fall in love with me The future is no surprise if you can predictably say ‘someone better’ is someone I’m gonna meet? Cause I’m sure as hell that someone better isn’t someone I need If someone better is who you’re supposed to be. Is someone better God has yet to create? Because someone better always seems to escape “Someone better” - an excuse to abandon and break When you won’t accept your love’s been a mistake. © 2015 Neal Emanuelson
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Andy loved a girl named Sandy Bill saw a horse standing on the hill Cory told his mother a made up story Dave dug many a grave Eddy loaned his teddy to Neddy Frank bought a Sherman tank Greg had a wooden leg Hilton was related to Mrs Wilton Ivan strolled in the park with Jan Jack scratched his own back Kyle's hair style also suited Lyle Lance couldn't obtain a bed valance Max paid a hefty lot of tax Neal earned a reputation for his *** appeal Oscar drank at the Crown and Stag bar Paul gave ten shillings to Saul Quentin found a silver tin Roger was a work dodger Sam enjoyed a portion of Virginia ham Timmy sure knew how to shimmy Umberto listened to the concerto Vlad priced an inner city pad Wing put his arm in a sling Xain often rode on the express train Yule took a picture of the farmer's mule Zeal looked forward to his evening meal
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Aug 28, 2013
Aug 28, 2013 at 7:11 PM UTC
ABC Poem (Boys Names)
“aquashield+ .. what is this?” —“sunscreen”— “no wonder you get burnt all the time it expired in two-thousand-eight ya mad cat.” “a-ah..” “ah?” “good that i use a different one i 'spose hmm?” “pfft—bronzer.” “oh come on.” . . . —“awshit look at all those dried soap carcasses in the back there. little beached whales” “exfoliating, irish spring...” —“hey what's with the two-in-one shampoos anyway?” “...well,” —“seems to me like they're just tryna make showering faster.” “yah. what's your issue?” "well, what's the point of that? enjoy the ****** thing. I dare you to find any two things better than being under a hot shower & the heat of the blowdryer in the hair after...gaw-damnn.” —“preach.” . . . “man, and all the dust...”
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Oct 15, 2011
Oct 15, 2011 at 3:20 PM UTC
neal cassady is attempting to clean my bathroom cabinet
Flawed Hypothesis I know she was the one she had the most to gain reaching down to touch the fallen soul bleeding from the mouth at the bottom of the stairs she would inherit the winery she would now be rich have it all to herself she had revenge in her heart he had stolen it from her family but the wine master seems strange very nervous for an innocent and his mustache looks crooked I don't think it's real Neal You're right Sherlock and what about that boyfriend he could marry her if she inherited that slicked back black hair something is not right there the way his lip curls what about that store magnate wanting to purchase his land and that scar on his right hand smooth talker if ever there was his suit must have cost 2 grand maybe they all had a hand but I still think its Muriel those tears just don't seem real to me not the way that she should be so I am thinking it is her for me Gomer LePoet ...
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Jul 22, 2013
Jul 22, 2013 at 7:21 PM UTC
Flawed Hypothesis
like a hot-wheel guided by a holy hand above, he makes impossible feats as if the car creates the road, his free hand is just as busy making fanatic gestures to guide scrambled linguistics or it rests out the window seeking a courtship with the wind clasping the door handle, wide-eyed the passenger rides safely adjacent to Fear, but at every turn Momentum carries Fear deep into the heart where its is pumped via veins, icing the body with awe inspiring visions. Visions controlled by the last true American Driver. He drives like only a thief can, poised by paranoia, pure thrill achieved only through the drive, race or getaway. in a past life, Neal was a great Outlaw outrunning potbelly sheriffs to plump on the saddle to rival the great horsemen of their day he’d chase trains down, taming and taunting them with speed and skill. or perhaps he was a horse himself. a terrific thoroughbred bluegrass fed. tritting trotting his way to a Triple Crown. trainers fed him Benzedrine to gage the beast. they feared he would run through the finish line and straight across the country like a maniacal madman looking for the last true road
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Mar 12, 2013
Mar 12, 2013 at 9:22 PM UTC
Ode to Neal Cassady
We can never never forget our birth right ! we among we are we who are not ****** for the demiurg's plan No one is ! self assured protegee-s are born with a silver platter beneath their behinds and golden locks around their hearts Open the gates ! to compassion to love and beauty Mems are inherently deep mims singing their song of freedom forlorn Endlessly lost in a wicked vastness of matter Dark tea time The other one - is - medica ! Heal me O'neal me Nurture our love Embrace me Yearn to be yearned (by her, by me) Give me your spirit - to fly ! for a wide                                                 while I'll lend you - my shape !
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Mar 23, 2015
Mar 23, 2015 at 3:06 PM UTC
Shifters
*A feeling Is not about who is best Art Is not a contest To insist on a victor Is an ego that has broken Showering hate upon the lives Of hearts that are open* What may or may not be poetry Is instead the heart of our family You commented rather pointedly About your superior ability And eloquent verbosity Most likely derived from history Of the friends of Neal Cassidy And other written eccentricity Yet you forgot your humanity And instead introduced a monstrosity An ego steeped in personal vanity Insisting on being treated royally Demanding your subjects bow immediately As you crashed into the sea of tranquility Planting your flag of superiority And crushing our words spoken so plainly But heartfully Because the letters are unworthy To one who is challenged emotionally Unable to live peacefully Amongst those who wish to learn gratefully About a craft you have reserved selfishly For yourself and those you deem to be equally As adept as yourself in the vagary Of references you declare to be wholly Fresh and newly Minted by your ability To walk around the cliché so gracefully While we repeatedly Use words such as lovely Or heavenly Or tearfully Or holy So we beg you openly To understand what is primary In a place for the novice to publically Air their emotions unapologetically And speak candidly And unconditionally About how painfully It is to live freely In a place so worldly Where men think judgmentally ******* the life from those who live meekly And wish to exist thankfully Amongst those who understand brotherly Love and who affectionately Praise those who tenderly Open their hearts to humanity Giving mercy To those without the gifts you egotistically Bludgeoned us with so artfully But failing miserably To impart insightfully Your wisdom for those who willingly Would receive daily Your transcendently And insightfully Spoken songs of serenity But instead you callously Reminded us unfortunately That mere man is weakly Empowered to exist commonly And instead arrogantly Cuts the rose greedily Leaving the thorns sadistically
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Mar 6, 2012
Mar 6, 2012 at 9:11 AM UTC
Criticism
*A feeling Is not about who is best Art Is not a contest To insist on a victor Is an ego that has broken Showering hate upon the lives Of hearts that are open* What may or may not be poetry Is instead the heart of our family You commented rather pointedly About your superior ability And eloquent verbosity Most likely derived from history Of the friends of Neal Cassidy And other written eccentricity Yet you forgot your humanity And instead introduced a monstrosity An ego steeped in personal vanity Insisting on being treated royally Demanding your subjects bow immediately As you crashed into the sea of tranquility Planting your flag of superiority And crushing our words spoken so plainly But heartfully Because the letters are unworthy To one who is challenged emotionally Unable to live peacefully Amongst those who wish to learn gratefully About a craft you have reserved selfishly For yourself and those you deem to be equally As adept as yourself in the vagary Of references you declare to be wholly Fresh and newly Minted by your ability To walk around the cliché so gracefully While we repeatedly Use words such as lovely Or heavenly Or tearfully Or holy So we beg you openly To understand what is primary In a place for the novice to publically Air their emotions unapologetically And speak candidly And unconditionally About how painfully It is to live freely In a place so worldly Where men think judgmentally ******* the life from those who live meekly And wish to exist thankfully Amongst those who understand brotherly Love and who affectionately Praise those who tenderly Open their hearts to humanity Giving mercy To those without the gifts you egotistically Bludgeoned us with so artfully But failing miserably To impart insightfully Your wisdom for those who willingly Would receive daily Your transcendently And insightfully Spoken songs of serenity But instead you callously Reminded us unfortunately That mere man is weakly Empowered to exist commonly And instead arrogantly Cuts the rose greedily Leaving the thorns sadistically
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I’m just sitting here in the dark, waiting for this life of mine to start. Wondering before I leave this world, will I leave a mark? Or is it true, and I’ve been doomed, from the start. But I’m getting so tired of being so alone, Take this burden off my back and leave it on the road Got to leave this place before it swallows me whole Find a little fresh air that really suites my soul And I’m headin out  on the road, finding that fresh air, that suites my soul And I’m headed out on the road, were it leads I don’t know Now I got some good friends, and there going to go with me Like good old Jack Kerouac and Neal Cassidy We headed out west till we found the sea. Hoping on this journey we find the meaning of the word free Cause we’re breaking those bonds of that mental slavery That were given cause we live in this society And we are all looking for a little something to believe But my position on that decision is completely up to me And we headed out on the road, finding that fresh air, that suites our soul And we headed out on the road, were it leads I don’t want to know Now driving across the land, and sleeping in a van Sweating in the dessert air, getting that beach sand our hair Sleeping on misty mountain tops, getting woke up by the cops Just going what we can, trying to find out how to be a man Playing music in the street, for a little change and something to eat Spending all you time and all your cash for a little bit of fun and a whole lot of gas When you heading out on the road, finding that fresh air that suites your soul And you head out, out on the road, were it leads you ain’t ever going to know And you head out, out on the road, You find that fresh air and it suites your soul And you head out, out on the road; you find it leads you home (Zeus's Woodshed)
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Jun 12, 2011
Jun 12, 2011 at 10:29 PM UTC
On the Road (Lyrics)
I’m just sitting here in the dark, waiting for this life of mine to start. Wondering before I leave this world, will I leave a mark? Or is it true, and I’ve been doomed, from the start. But I’m getting so tired of being so alone, Take this burden off my back and leave it on the road Got to leave this place before it swallows me whole Find a little fresh air that really suites my soul And I’m headin out  on the road, finding that fresh air, that suites my soul And I’m headed out on the road, were it leads I don’t know Now I got some good friends, and there going to go with me Like good old Jack Kerouac and Neal Cassidy We headed out west till we found the sea. Hoping on this journey we find the meaning of the word free Cause we’re breaking those bonds of that mental slavery That were given cause we live in this society And we are all looking for a little something to believe But my position on that decision is completely up to me And we headed out on the road, finding that fresh air, that suites our soul And we headed out on the road, were it leads I don’t want to know Now driving across the land, and sleeping in a van Sweating in the dessert air, getting that beach sand our hair Sleeping on misty mountain tops, getting woke up by the cops Just going what we can, trying to find out how to be a man Playing music in the street, for a little change and something to eat Spending all you time and all your cash for a little bit of fun and a whole lot of gas When you heading out on the road, finding that fresh air that suites your soul And you head out, out on the road, were it leads you ain’t ever going to know And you head out, out on the road, You find that fresh air and it suites your soul And you head out, out on the road; you find it leads you home (Zeus's Woodshed)
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What a strong grip that you've managed to keep so long How does it still feel in this moment? Realize now that the grip was too strong It's gone too numb to feel if it still constricts Emboldened by the lies that cross the threshold of those lips You get what I give and I give you what I deserved You reap what I sow, but I know what you think I don't Believe me, you know you've deceived me You seem baffled as I start to roam away from your reach Wondering where went the chain you've anchored What of the lessons you've attempted to teach To keep me guilted, controlled and manipulated So you can seek all you want from the others you've lied to You take what I give but I get what you deserved I've reaped what you sow and you know that I don't Believe you, I know you've deceived me So come clean to me Bare all your guilt Set me free You've already abandoned me Still you don't resist To continue so disrespectfully You keep your secrets disappearing So what is it that you still want from me? So come clean to me (come clean, come clean) Bare all your guilt (what you hide from me) Set me free (your cage no longer fits) You've already abandoned me So why should I stay by you? ©July 2024 Neal Emanuelson
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Jul 2, 2024
Jul 2, 2024 at 6:40 PM UTC
Phantom Pain
I'm glad you died By the train tracks In Mexico, alone With the lizards and Horned toads When you did, When the mood Was High and The momentum Rolled in your favor, I'm glad you died When you did Before rock n' roll again And again and disco And no Jazz, no bop And waves crashed And undertoe tore at Tired, I'm glad you died When you did With movement, with power And you should hear 'em Talk about you and the boys With ancient lips and Beautiful I'm glad you died When you did Before it all changed And They took away Want and replaced it With electronic death
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Mar 5, 2015
Mar 5, 2015 at 5:00 PM UTC
For Neal Cassady
I'm glad you died By the train tracks In Mexico, alone With the lizards and Horned toads When you did When the mood Was High and The momentum Rolled in your favor, I'm glad you died When you did Before rock n' roll again And again and disco And no Jazz, no bop And waves crashed And undertoe tore At Tired, I'm glad you died When you did With movement, with power And you should hear 'em Talk about you and the boys With ancient lips and Beautiful And god smiles my face And god still cries for His Muse, I'm glad you died When you did Before it all changed And We lost the momentum And replaced it With sleep
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Feb 26, 2014
Feb 26, 2014 at 12:47 AM UTC
For Neal Cassady
Neal died on the train tracks somewhere in Mexico. Jack died at his Mother's house in St. Petersburg, FL. Remember that.
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Apr 4, 2016
Apr 4, 2016 at 9:34 AM UTC
Who Wants To Be Sal Paradise?
Of the silence in this mind Life once taken isn’t sacred Staring at a mirror with one’s self, half-naked After learning to accept the pain, there’s was nothing to escape it One could make it better than fate ever did   Can’t understand what one was doing; just escaping Jailing one’s self with their own personal hate and Hiding away from the mental wardens that one stayed with Discarding one’s self to remember that one had a very hand in The destruction to the very world one was contained within One believed it’s right, so the argument is always **** off-* *go fix your life before you act like you’re a **** God.”* It’s a long way from accepting all the blade does But it never fails and the lines eventually fade off Could be a saint and come to one’s defense Or shut the **** up and watch from the ******* fence Worn this mask so long, one tends to forget to fake it Disillusioned to one’s self and all the things that make it More lines to breathe across the skin appear soon A novella of pain with no words to read through Handling a smile like accessory to hide instability Always showing through, but truly just a shell of ‘me’ Despite the calm you see Through laughs and jeers One still feels lost and uncontrolled Everything warm when one’s heart turned cold No chance to correct it, just craving an exit Took the knife last night, now the demons are rested Took the chance last night, now dried and decrepit Relapsed again tonight, and one’s mind is repressive Wrote about a horrid time, and now it’s all depressive Happy stars and pussycats, unicorns and other **** ©2015 Neal Emanuelson
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Mar 1, 2015
Mar 1, 2015 at 1:14 PM UTC
Mask of Lies (Relapse)
Of the silence in this mind Life once taken isn’t sacred Staring at a mirror with one’s self, half-naked After learning to accept the pain, there’s was nothing to escape it One could make it better than fate ever did   Can’t understand what one was doing; just escaping Jailing one’s self with their own personal hate and Hiding away from the mental wardens that one stayed with Discarding one’s self to remember that one had a very hand in The destruction to the very world one was contained within One believed it’s right, so the argument is always **** off-* *go fix your life before you act like you’re a **** God.”* It’s a long way from accepting all the blade does But it never fails and the lines eventually fade off Could be a saint and come to one’s defense Or shut the **** up and watch from the ******* fence Worn this mask so long, one tends to forget to fake it Disillusioned to one’s self and all the things that make it More lines to breathe across the skin appear soon A novella of pain with no words to read through Handling a smile like accessory to hide instability Always showing through, but truly just a shell of ‘me’ Despite the calm you see Through laughs and jeers One still feels lost and uncontrolled Everything warm when one’s heart turned cold No chance to correct it, just craving an exit Took the knife last night, now the demons are rested Took the chance last night, now dried and decrepit Relapsed again tonight, and one’s mind is repressive Wrote about a horrid time, and now it’s all depressive Happy stars and pussycats, unicorns and other **** ©2015 Neal Emanuelson
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The outer heart is dense Made for nothing but defense But every now and then, something pierces But when it’s repairing the damage done What of that which overcomes It is constantly breaking through, creating lesions So little the reparations mend What little alive left to tend When the tissue is dead and sordidly forgotten Death will come from all that it's abandoned Heartbeats constant yet instable Will bring anyone down to their knees Heartbeats that become unable To liberate, only condemned to defeat The outer heart shall rot and expose What once was too precious to behold Is now fighting until its last breath Ill-prepared and defenseless still Oft fueled by only pure will Through all the abuse that the inner heart will suffer None worse than sabotage by the love of another Heartbeats lapsed, confused and fleeting Destroyed after all it had found Heartbeats faint, profuse bleeding Drowning in pools on the ground © 2015 Neal Emanuelson
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Oct 26, 2015
Oct 26, 2015 at 8:01 PM UTC
Outer (Inner Heart)
Ref blows whistle: (Full Time Out) Me- My man curled, screen, then tried to do a slip. Size you in, and hit you really good in your lips. No calls guaranteed, from these wack funky referees. I’m ready to turn up on the court, bro, down with me? Juice- Hell yeah my guy! ****** off and attitude kinda tight. What a mess, Aye, Zay let’s put these boys to rest. Me- Straight facts! Next play they’re running flat. The next time he do that, we’ll lay him on his back. Time to respond. I'll get the ball, hit a crossover, and pass it through. Hit your shimmy dance, shoot and move, shoot and move. Juice- ***** you ain’t got to say -ish! I been ballin’ since 5th grade with the same tricks! With the ball gripped, and a fake little drive. Average 14p-10r-5a + an OG can still fly. Just observe, I’m about to send these boy my regards. Have the crowd singing, “Oh my Lord!” Me- Bet fam, love your crazy attitude! We gone gang up on these rookies and beat them by 62! Abuse them, with the upmost tempo vicious. Dunk, score, scream and shout make them feel like quitting. On Defense, guard #2 the short chubby dude. I’ll guard #32 that look like a raccoon. Go man to man with the little peasants. When it’s all said and done, give these fools zero leg room exits. Juice- I'm dunking on chumps like O’Neal , offense-defense real! Got ice in my veins from the thrill when I block and steal! These little boys can’t stop me for -ish! With my corner 3-pt nasty wet jumper, they gone have to recover. Yup, make them suffer. We dangerous! Whole team will lose confidence dawg, big trust! Now let’s just chill, relax, stay focus no relapse, watch our backs, but aye fam… where the ball at? Ref blows whistle: (Ball in!)
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Jul 7, 2021
Jul 7, 2021 at 8:43 PM UTC
Let me shoot 🏀
Ref blows whistle: (Full Time Out) Me- My man curled, screen, then tried to do a slip. Size you in, and hit you really good in your lips. No calls guaranteed, from these wack funky referees. I’m ready to turn up on the court, bro, down with me? Juice- Hell yeah my guy! ****** off and attitude kinda tight. What a mess, Aye, Zay let’s put these boys to rest. Me- Straight facts! Next play they’re running flat. The next time he do that, we’ll lay him on his back. Time to respond. I'll get the ball, hit a crossover, and pass it through. Hit your shimmy dance, shoot and move, shoot and move. Juice- ***** you ain’t got to say -ish! I been ballin’ since 5th grade with the same tricks! With the ball gripped, and a fake little drive. Average 14p-10r-5a + an OG can still fly. Just observe, I’m about to send these boy my regards. Have the crowd singing, “Oh my Lord!” Me- Bet fam, love your crazy attitude! We gone gang up on these rookies and beat them by 62! Abuse them, with the upmost tempo vicious. Dunk, score, scream and shout make them feel like quitting. On Defense, guard #2 the short chubby dude. I’ll guard #32 that look like a raccoon. Go man to man with the little peasants. When it’s all said and done, give these fools zero leg room exits. Juice- I'm dunking on chumps like O’Neal , offense-defense real! Got ice in my veins from the thrill when I block and steal! These little boys can’t stop me for -ish! With my corner 3-pt nasty wet jumper, they gone have to recover. Yup, make them suffer. We dangerous! Whole team will lose confidence dawg, big trust! Now let’s just chill, relax, stay focus no relapse, watch our backs, but aye fam… where the ball at? Ref blows whistle: (Ball in!)
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On my last day in Columbus, which didn't feel like my last day in Columbus we sat on the stairs outside your apartment overlooking the courtyard as you chain-smoked cigarettes doing everything very quickly. Saying we're on the verge of it, I could be Kerouac and you could be Ginsberg or Cassady, and all of this could be our dharma bums. What an uncommon and unmistakable howl that was, Joe. The clouds moved towards us so quickly, but until we focused on the stars, more fixed in the sky those clouds didn't seem to be moving at all. It was something about the courtyard you said. It's all very prosical, you said. I nodded because it didn't make sense. You put out your last cigarette for the night and I walked away from you sitting there in the rearview of my life. (Sal Paradise never saw Dean Moriarty again. Jack Kerouac and Neal Cassady were lifelong friends.)
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Aug 22, 2014
Aug 22, 2014 at 11:32 PM UTC
Athens, Part Five