"nde" poems - Hello Poetry

~Entry #1 12.02.14 Akala ko madali lang ang lahat. Ang yabang ko pa.. sabi ko mai-inlove din saken to. pero mali pala.. ako yung na-inlove eh. Ang sakit pala, kasi ginawa ko na lahat ng kaya ko, lahat ng paraan para lang abutin siya, tulungan siya, kasi naiintindihan ko siya.. sobra. Pero ang sakit pala kapag ikaw lang yung lumalaban. ikaw lang yung naghahangad ng happy ending, kasi sa dulo walang ganun, walang happy ending.. kasi nde pa siya maka move on. ang masaklap pa nito .. matatanggap ko pa sana kung yung mga umaaligid na babae kasi madali naman sila paalisin, pero yung kalabanin mo yung bababeng minahal niya ng sobra bago ka dumating.. nde ko kaya. ang sakit pala. ang tanga ko kasi nde ko kayang magalit sa kanya, kasi hanggang ngayon naiintindihan ko pa din siya. lintik na one sided to oh. nde ko alam na ganito pala kasakit ang mag mahal ng isang taong nde sayo.. let me rephrase that. taong nde magiging sayo akala ko. yang word na yan, madaming namamatay diyan . isa na ako dun, naniwala ako sa sarili ko na magiging okay ang lahat sa amin. pero nde pala.. ibang iba sa reality, kainis kasi eh napaka hopeless romantic ko kaya ayan kahit imposible sumugal.. pero nakita ko na kasi na ganito mangyayari eh, nasa isip ko. "nde naman siguro ganon, kasi kahit papaano mahalaga na ako sa kanya, malay mo naman diba? mai-nlove" Assuming din kasi ako, kasalanan ko din.. sa simula pa lang naman kasalanan ko na. Sinubukan ko kasi gusto ko siya eh. gustong gusto. pero eto pa din ako, naghihintay, umaasa pa din ako kahit pinaliwanag niya na sa akin na nde pwede. nakakulong kasi siya sa regret at pain in the past. sabi niya gusto niya lang daw ako "protektahan" lintek na. Nasasaktan na ako eh. sobrang sakit. welcome to SMP menma.

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Dec 2, 2014

Dec 2, 2014 at 7:02 AM UTC

menma

Menma's Song

~Entry #1 12.02.14 Akala ko madali lang ang lahat. Ang yabang ko pa.. sabi ko mai-inlove din saken to. pero mali pala.. ako yung na-inlove eh. Ang sakit pala, kasi ginawa ko na lahat ng kaya ko, lahat ng paraan para lang abutin siya, tulungan siya, kasi naiintindihan ko siya.. sobra. Pero ang sakit pala kapag ikaw lang yung lumalaban. ikaw lang yung naghahangad ng happy ending, kasi sa dulo walang ganun, walang happy ending.. kasi nde pa siya maka move on. ang masaklap pa nito .. matatanggap ko pa sana kung yung mga umaaligid na babae kasi madali naman sila paalisin, pero yung kalabanin mo yung bababeng minahal niya ng sobra bago ka dumating.. nde ko kaya. ang sakit pala. ang tanga ko kasi nde ko kayang magalit sa kanya, kasi hanggang ngayon naiintindihan ko pa din siya. lintik na one sided to oh. nde ko alam na ganito pala kasakit ang mag mahal ng isang taong nde sayo.. let me rephrase that. taong nde magiging sayo akala ko. yang word na yan, madaming namamatay diyan . isa na ako dun, naniwala ako sa sarili ko na magiging okay ang lahat sa amin. pero nde pala.. ibang iba sa reality, kainis kasi eh napaka hopeless romantic ko kaya ayan kahit imposible sumugal.. pero nakita ko na kasi na ganito mangyayari eh, nasa isip ko. "nde naman siguro ganon, kasi kahit papaano mahalaga na ako sa kanya, malay mo naman diba? mai-nlove" Assuming din kasi ako, kasalanan ko din.. sa simula pa lang naman kasalanan ko na. Sinubukan ko kasi gusto ko siya eh. gustong gusto. pero eto pa din ako, naghihintay, umaasa pa din ako kahit pinaliwanag niya na sa akin na nde pwede. nakakulong kasi siya sa regret at pain in the past. sabi niya gusto niya lang daw ako "protektahan" lintek na. Nasasaktan na ako eh. sobrang sakit. welcome to SMP menma.

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***a morning conversation with surprising anecdotes of unique explorations.. reported confrontations by science practitioners' sudden dates with death.. now authoring testimonies of their dimensional truth.. much comfort growing from ample recordings of bright tunnel experience.. let us now inquire are these flashing NDE's consciousness leaps..? might they point to death's vital role.. at last finding real self-awareness.. life in this moment..? asking then.. is not each breath our moment experience of near death...?***

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Feb 20, 2013

Feb 20, 2013 at 12:11 PM UTC

charlesc

Near-Death-Experience

***a morning conversation with surprising anecdotes of unique explorations.. reported confrontations by science practitioners' sudden dates with death.. now authoring testimonies of their dimensional truth.. much comfort growing from ample recordings of bright tunnel experience.. let us now inquire are these flashing NDE's consciousness leaps..? might they point to death's vital role.. at last finding real self-awareness.. life in this moment..? asking then.. is not each breath our moment experience of near death...?***

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The year following Jimmy's death (my first encounter, and my little brother), I smothered myself In every read on Parapsychology, Astral beings, OBE's, NDE's, And plasma projections, Reincarnation and all Aberations. I awarded myself An Honorary Doctorate In ******** (Ph. D.B.S.). Then I met ****** Mary, As the police called her. Her keen abilities Recovered bodies And the snatchers. She had a dead-on reputation. She spoke German and gesticulated Wildly while she oracled. Her husband translated simultaneously. Her sun-room shone, There were plants on Every table. No candles. Perhaps I was mesmerized. She had one message for me From the other side: Tell Francie to leave me alone. Marlene (my darling little sister, And my next encounter), Had a dream the very same Day I saw my seer. She dreamt Jimmy Was alone, Crying at home, And through his tears She clearly hears: Tell Francie to leave me alone. ****** Mary was free, That's right... no fee. She said her gift Was for sharing, And she shared Her gift with me.

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Mar 6, 2015

Mar 6, 2015 at 8:12 AM UTC

francie-lynch

****** Mary

The year following Jimmy's death (my first encounter, and my little brother), I smothered myself In every read on Parapsychology, Astral beings, OBE's, NDE's, And plasma projections, Reincarnation and all Aberations. I awarded myself An Honorary Doctorate In ******** (Ph. D.B.S.). Then I met ****** Mary, As the police called her. Her keen abilities Recovered bodies And the snatchers. She had a dead-on reputation. She spoke German and gesticulated Wildly while she oracled. Her husband translated simultaneously. Her sun-room shone, There were plants on Every table. No candles. Perhaps I was mesmerized. She had one message for me From the other side: Tell Francie to leave me alone. Marlene (my darling little sister, And my next encounter), Had a dream the very same Day I saw my seer. She dreamt Jimmy Was alone, Crying at home, And through his tears She clearly hears: Tell Francie to leave me alone. ****** Mary was free, That's right... no fee. She said her gift Was for sharing, And she shared Her gift with me.

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I'm beside myself, What can I do? Having an OBE Because of you. I'm next to an idiot, The blame lies with you; Like an NDE, I'm leaving you. Is this a dream? My life's askew; I'm not what I seem Because of you. My body of bliss Roams looking for you; My love for you made An astral breakthrough. I'm on a spiritual walk On a plane that's new; This plane will crack If I'm snapped back to you. A paranormal snafu That won't do; But I'll return When my body's near you.

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May 9, 2014

May 9, 2014 at 8:13 AM UTC

francie-lynch

I"m Next to an Idiot

I'm beside myself, What can I do? Having an OBE Because of you. I'm next to an idiot, The blame lies with you; Like an NDE, I'm leaving you. Is this a dream? My life's askew; I'm not what I seem Because of you. My body of bliss Roams looking for you; My love for you made An astral breakthrough. I'm on a spiritual walk On a plane that's new; This plane will crack If I'm snapped back to you. A paranormal snafu That won't do; But I'll return When my body's near you.

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Jul Sezar anısına... geldin mi. dedi rüzgar yelesi’nden kavrayıp kır atı meçhule kanama bu ihtirasların ilişme. dedi bulut biraz nefes alsın biter geri dönünce çekilir damardan nevrotik ızdırapların bir damla bıraktı yağmur terli dudaklarına gülüyordu miğferine şimşek iniverdi yere baktı yüzüne Sezar’ın gördün mü. dedi yeşiller al’a döndü sen gelince ne kadar üzgün Alesia duymuyordu Galia fatihi sürdü atı o hızla görmüş gibi Getorix’i parlayan gladiusunda dur! dedi kasırga bu kadar kafi yeter bastığın Zile geldin gördün, yendin oysa hançer kadar kısa hayat hançere’nde bileylediğin...

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Mar 12, 2019

Mar 12, 2019 at 1:32 PM UTC

Vaha

Veni Vidi Vici

Jul Sezar anısına... geldin mi. dedi rüzgar yelesi’nden kavrayıp kır atı meçhule kanama bu ihtirasların ilişme. dedi bulut biraz nefes alsın biter geri dönünce çekilir damardan nevrotik ızdırapların bir damla bıraktı yağmur terli dudaklarına gülüyordu miğferine şimşek iniverdi yere baktı yüzüne Sezar’ın gördün mü. dedi yeşiller al’a döndü sen gelince ne kadar üzgün Alesia duymuyordu Galia fatihi sürdü atı o hızla görmüş gibi Getorix’i parlayan gladiusunda dur! dedi kasırga bu kadar kafi yeter bastığın Zile geldin gördün, yendin oysa hançer kadar kısa hayat hançere’nde bileylediğin...

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geldin mi. dedi rüzgar yelesi’nden kavrayıp kır atı meçhule kanama bu ihtirasların ilişme. dedi bulut biraz nefes alsın biter geri dönünce çekilir damardan nevrotik ızdırapları bir damla bıraktı yağmur terli dudaklarına gülüyordu miğferine şimşek iniverdi yere baktı yüzüne Sezar’ın gördün mü. dedi yeşiller al’a döndü sen gelince ne kadar üzgün Alesia duymuyordu Galia fatihi sürdü atı o hızla görmüş gibi Getorix’i parlayan gladius’unda dur! dedi ölüm bu kadar kafi yeter bastığın Zile geldin gördün yendin oysa hançer kadar kısa hayat hançere’nde bileylediğin Memory of Julius Gaius Caesar..

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Mar 25, 2020

Mar 25, 2020 at 11:37 PM UTC

Vaha

Veni Vidi Vici

geldin mi. dedi rüzgar yelesi’nden kavrayıp kır atı meçhule kanama bu ihtirasların ilişme. dedi bulut biraz nefes alsın biter geri dönünce çekilir damardan nevrotik ızdırapları bir damla bıraktı yağmur terli dudaklarına gülüyordu miğferine şimşek iniverdi yere baktı yüzüne Sezar’ın gördün mü. dedi yeşiller al’a döndü sen gelince ne kadar üzgün Alesia duymuyordu Galia fatihi sürdü atı o hızla görmüş gibi Getorix’i parlayan gladius’unda dur! dedi ölüm bu kadar kafi yeter bastığın Zile geldin gördün yendin oysa hançer kadar kısa hayat hançere’nde bileylediğin Memory of Julius Gaius Caesar..

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