God,

Shalt thou taketh me soon?
For there's no room in thy delight for such a pest.
I've done so less,
Yet not mine own best......
In thine created fashions!!!!

For I haveth none more passion for living
Just pills to ****
Lyrics to numb
To be dumbed down in deadened tracks,
Still sinning!!!!

Fate wilt surely break me down
For thy ground is readily fastening this vest!!!

Forgiveth me heavenly one
May I be blessed as these wrongs I stand to roar.....

To unearhtly shores
I will divine into,
No more need's for ties nor shoes
Color's to flutter the palate!!!!!

None more hurt nor malice
Just ancestor's of old to showeth me foretold knowledge!!!

No school nor college to be needed
Not this heart
To be broken

Just a soul plunged and blet!!!!

God taketh me in angelic abyss
For I will not be missed
For this world knoweth not love,
It knoweth me not!!!!!!!

It never wanted to.....

XIII fuga                    - et si qui facit paleas:
Charles, et valorem et ex expansion Planck praeclaram
nobilis; maybe; Hic igitur ****, non est iustus,   lassus
salus, *** de actione retractationis homines qui volunt
foot vivere fine praeclara dierum scents *** annis Italiae
laminate ea vita est; Et factum est autem pietatem,
ideo quiescere de deserto vero ratio imaginis;
et ad martyrium Petri d'Einstein Domus page
Gloria ego sentias from ea in domo et in praesidio
Ad secundum mutationes separate confinia ita ut
I feel inexcusables vinegar, and vinum necessarium usum,
et cera alba dam mulier de terra per Einstein,       quod est
From Palma commando in securitatem et ens in lectulo
in mes, et malus est emptio principle fidem in tenebris;
Mode non sint plures tuum, sicut before annos ***,
regnum; Nudus *** Iudaeis Veni enim in splendoribus
volutpat extremi naturam Einstein et Lucrecia plenum
esset violent; Fit consume in coetibus; Illi, ut supra
dictum est in harenae "in project Baptismatum,
et quod peccata temporis: non enim dictum est, sed est
a *** sermo; Extra ordinem infantem pessulum ostii
aperu *** nuper judicatis Inaugurated in caelum
Einstein scriptor COCAINUM, ***,  qui Quod Sit adhuc
iudicio contendam cognitione communicare debetis noctu
Recensiones est mater mea et qui ex eo est europa
universalis filias regis, Hoc modus est frigus, et reginae
Alba Classroom volumine in comitatu Fusion-A mortuo Salis
Einstein scriptor ventus in flumine et in parte ostensum est,
in superiors, quia dum fieri potest ut ego postulo
mutare vel vitrum, Quod free mortuus quod autem ad
pecuniam Causidicali morbo in gym Given distantiam,
Einstein matris auditum edissere noctu Gratias tibi agimus,
oscula *** ad te in nocte, et mortuus est in Europa et
quod ducit ad festum celebrants diem pro habitu partium
naturam acutius QUI NATUS selio in domum Iuda in
desertum sortis erant, quod e Rerum ire ad unus de
you benefit from amicitias parabant regina of this;     Num erit
Crassitudo patrui eius Omnibus abstinet et DECREMENTUM;
Et tollet Northmanni locus in fine vitae, et febricitantem.

Flight 13 -       makes hay of Charles from the expansion
of the value of the Planck Institute, Nobel Prize; maybe;
This man is not just tired of hesitation,                  to those who want
safety more dynamic than the many excellent times to live 30 years
in the Italian duck:
This is the life plate & it is a pity;              Therefore unless the rest
of the waste system of the image; Einstein's home page
& martyrdom of Peter's Glory around the house &
around the terraces, will think about me? According to the changes
that evictions the use of wine vinegar becomes necessary;
Some white wax Einstein, from the land, that is,
De Palma command in the security being in bed
In the table,              the bad credit to purchase principle in the dark;
It was found out that at the age of 30;             the kingdom of naked
Jews as white as last weekend &  the full nature of Einstein's
manicurists & violence;           This is done through the rings
that consumers of the soul,              as has been shown above,
That is in the sand       "in the project baptisms for those sins,
as has been true when the word for it may be,          however,
the baby, bolt cutting inaugurated recently that opens judges
in the sky of Einstein's *******, 30 of which there is no other;
the knowledge of him communicates there also ought to be a last
wash at night,      I will execute judgmental reviews for the mother
& the European; the rest of this mode is cool & the Queen's White
Hall dead volume in the company Fusion-A Salt;  They came to the river
& on the other side as shown by Einstein
together into the higher,               because as long as it is, that the work of
free to change the crystal from the dead;               The right to the money,
far from a place of exercise of the disease Dada
Einstein's tonight and we thank you tell the hearing
with his mother,          30 kiss you on the night before he died
in Europe on the feast of celebrating the day,         for his part,
entering into the state of Nature younger than the instruments
home for a lifetime in the wilderness of Judah,      which lieth
in one of the things but these are the goods of love,
but they are prepared for a queen, from the thickness
of the self-native wife & shrinkage;
That is normally located at the end of life & fever.

The white goddess is still an early age
The city was like hanging verdant technology.
Antorum ends moves seipsum of large sums of money.
In beauty there are the countries of Latin America
Sea of ​​the great part of gold.
The future finds hell in a clone.
Star Wars College and Mammalia
To draw Close to his wife's village: the children, they call him
Puck said live female carrots
American thinking about the six posts.
Baby moon of fractured poets.
Door converted to gold and parietem pictum.
The open hands of numerum girl are from the yellow Igor.
The audience in England heard a drunken drink
his father on foot: full of evil
Three of those in the Greek natus
Public domain of fraud and living waters, and
And the wild beast of the star and that's how it was.
The shape of the jellyfish, this stone.
And for the kids, I walk a little.
Perseus with a law the sky dictumentum Velitusce euismoduat
Metallum of the most beautiful when he left politics.
From the figure of woman wearing multicolored dresses.
Barbie is writing the most delicate strings.
Delights and hating
Those of an exuvial criticism. The guys are Guy.
in the past captured trigger of the oris excisis,
and a part of the art of wanting to maintain
shameless feelings memories of incolis atrocities of Hunger
A voice of kisses
White goddess remains a young age
the city was like hanging Green Technology
Before moving large sums of money
Beauty is in the Latin American countries
much of the golden sea
in the future find a hell of *****
Star Wars College and Blood
to draw close to the village of his wife, the kids, they call it
Puck said live female hair carrots
American thinking about the six seats
Moon of poets fractured baby
Door turned into gold and cool
Open hands of the girl's name is Igor yellow
England hearing heard a drink is drunk
walk from his father, full of ***** badly
Three of the sound to the Greeks
from the public and with the running water, and
And the wild beast of the star and thus it was
The manner of the Medusa, this stone shall
1 and for the children to walk a little
Write a bill with the Sky
the brass of all and the most beautiful when left in the
Woman figure wear multicolored dresses
Barbie is writing the more delicate chains
delight to hate
One of the critical moment, the guys Guy is
the wall of the captured trigger at last,
and wishes to keep a part of the art of
Shameless feelings of hunger's atrocities
A voice with kisses

Fields of green lay beneath my feet,
Behind me rings Civitate Vox,
Before me sits moldering Nox,
As the voice of Nil calls to meet.
The shroud passes as in a dream,
Shades carrying its murky cloth,
Repenting for their sin of Sloth,
Forever sewing up the seam.
Then passed by the god, Terminus,
Who froze enemies as he gazed,
But now upon him was emblazed,
That "Oblivio est natus."
Hush! Sullen silence overcame,
The crevasses around this world.
A lonely shadow came unfurled,
And birthed a Being with no name.
This Being bore no human mark,
Save for the grin upon its face,
As darkness flowed between each space,
Of triangular teeth of shark.
It stalked around my person here,
Its stride as long as three of men,
Three times around this deathly glen,
Its aura seeping unmasked fear.
At last it stopped and looked to me,
Silence growing ever closer,
Causing panic to come over,
Despite it had no eyes to see.
The panic then came from my slit,
In the shape of a primal yell,
And from that hollow, hell-bent shell,
"Silentium!" commanded it.
And so my voice was cleanly cut,
Cords of my throat now snapped in two,
Blood now coated my teeth like dew,
And finally my mouth was shut,
As flesh fused my lips together.
No horrid sound could I utter,
In stoic prose or rambled stutter.
Silent I will be forever.
The Being's face was newly formed,
From that devilish grin of its,
A visage now perceived befits.
My maw was on its face, deformed.
Again three times it strode around,
As my blood poured out of its jaw.
The crimson river from that maw,
Beneath its feet did dye the ground.
It beckoned to a forest near,
The dusk-lit glen in which we stood.
I followed it as fast I could,
As between the trees it did veer.
Nearing a cliffside, it brought me,
To the rocky-edged precipice,
Underneath which began its lease,
Of beautiful infinity.
"Behold the splendor," rang our voice,
As it reached out to the vision,
But at the edge was a fission,
Between reality and choice.
My eyes feasted on the beauty,
In the instant he gouged them out,
As "Caecus!" I heard it shout.
Only crimson shadows I see.
Then forward I went, down and down,
The blackness of the cliff around,
As I neared closer to the ground,
But in Acheron did I drown.
Woefulness overcame my soul,
But not a drop did I dare sip,
Until I felt the Being's grip,
Which saved me, but it takes its toll.
I coughed upon the ashen soil,
Which now filled my tortured breathing,
And with sight no more deceiving,
I heard demons' infernal toil.
Now one Eidolon did I see,
Amidst the never-ending night.
The Being strode into my sight,
Holding my eyes with dreadful glee.
He raised them up into the sky,
And into his face pressed them both.
"At last I see!" the Being quoth,
And uncovered his only eye.
A final thrice he strode around,
As I turned to maintain his stare,
And with horror realized that there,
Was no soul in it to be found.
Its heartless gaze bore to my core,
Now as it stopped, it told me this,
"Now Oblivio est omnis!"
And so it was forevermore.

Mysterium Cosmographicum lit.
       The Cosmographic Mystery,
alternately translated as                Cosmic Mystery,
The Secret of the World,
or some variation is an astronomy book
                                            by
                     German astronomer Johannes Kepler,
published at Tübingen in 1596
& in a second edition in 1621;
The full title being Forerunner of the Cosmological Essays,
Which Contains the Secret of the Universe;
on the Marvelous Proportion of the Celestial Spheres,
              & on the True & Particular
Causes of the Number,   Magnitude,
& Periodic Motions of the Heavens;
Established by Means of the Five Regular
                          Geometric Solids [Latin:
                                  Prodromus dissertationum cosmographicarum,
continens mysterium cosmographicum,
de admirabili                            proportione orbium coelestium,
de que causis coelorum numeri,                            magnitudinis,
motuumque periodicorum genuinis & proprijs,  demonstratum,
quinque regularia corpora geometrica].
Kepler proposed that the distance relationships
       between the six planets known at that time
       could be understood in terms
          of the five Platonic solids,
           enclosed within a sphere
that represented the orbit of Saturn

For the good and the bad
Never wished on me gore
Can't go far from my bed

You'll not tell me anymore
Like you promised all this
Consulating me with a "no more"

Sed eam fecisti

I'd never regret my choise
Like trust to be thrown away
As you'd not tell me what it is

Remember the first time on May
How can you forget it
When all the fears I threw away

Durāre non poterat

As I notice ya' strange for a bit
My sixth sense never lies
I realise that ya' made it

How direct my being wise
Put all the guilts all over
Feelin' it never seemed so nice

Novum moralis natus est

Forget me to be a lover
And never come back
I'm a heartless, it's over

In the contest organization world title
Angel is a mainstream mass Beasley
arranged per year [1] beauty; The winner of 25 contests,
 the pomp, to the things that are around in the 1980s;
the beauty of the country of the Mass for the world;
UK boy born between Marcus USA, England, Scotland,
tracks Mass c.

These conflicts are often drawn in the wind
national and local celebrity judges
confer foreigners. Many of the decisions
for religious heat; He compares the region around competition
the form & a copy of the Air Jordan one of the greatest:
He joined the judging panel in bulk Sussex.

Were sent to thousands of women around the region of England,
England promoted competition in the central area
a series held around the country in the summer.

News of the World, "Take a Break" magazine
not in strife & contest, sponsored by the
To write the features in the public places in the age of,
& the winners groups used the front covers;
The newspaper costs some, amongst whom the Daily Mirror
Heroic age of two years, a variety of DOLE
Vogue & the New York Daily Mail
The magazine Hi! In stories, iron,
winners of national and local

Competition winner England sent along with the winners of Miss Northern Ireland, Scotland & Wales, Lamb Mass able to compete in the mass of the world; The Four elements of the earth is a worthy competitor, offering entrants with the title & crown of Miss United Kingdom!

In the 2008 model contest became more important in size featuring Chloe Marshall & active duty member of the British Army, Katrina Hodge, the first pageant. [2]

Mass fight almost all the English people a crown of England clinched fifth place runner-1; Once or twice in each mass World size (Miss USA) & Europe hands.

In certamine Mundus title organization
Angelus sit amet ***** Beato
anno disposita [I] pulchritudo;
XXV victorem in certaminibus ludicris,
pompa ad 1980s quae circum;
et pulchritudo in regione Missam pro mundo;
Puer natus est inter UK M. USA, Angliæ, Scotiæ,
Missa Pange c.

Hae contentiones saepe in eorum ventus
iudices et celebritate loci nationalibus
externi conferre. Multa de judicio
acrior instant, et enim tellus
Comparat regionem circum competition
et in specie de Air Jordan unum exemplum maximum:
Sed constituit ad iudicandum panel in mole Sussex '.

Missisunt ad militia mulieres circa regionem de Anglia,
Competition in media area Anglia promoted
seriem tenuit aestatis circa regionem.

News de Mundus, "Take a Effrego" magazine
non in contentione et certamine editarum
Ut scribam de features in platea veritas per annos,
Et *** winners coetibus adhibetur frontem tegit.
Acta diurna aliquot, quibus in cotidiano Speculum Heroicum
Heroici aetatis suae duobus annis, variis LUCTUS
Vigebat & New York Daily Mail
Et magazine Salve! Contabulatas ferro
winners of nationalibus ac locorum.

Competition victor Anglia misit una *** winners de Miss septemtrionis Hibernia, Scotiae et Valliae, agnus missa est mole potest certatim in mundi. Quattuor elementis terra est dignus competitor offering entrants *** titulo et coronam de Miss United Kingdom.

In certamine MMVIII exemplar factus est magis activa officium marescalli et Chloe regit, in mole featuring membrum British Army est, Katrina Hodge, primus spectaculi excogitavit. [II]

Missam pugnare fere Anglis in omni populo et haeredis praedicti Henrici quinto loco clinched cursor-I; *** bis in se mole, aut mole mundo (Miss USA) et Europa manus.

The organization contest the world title Angel carrots mass Beasley arranged in [1] beauty;
25 the winner in the political battle, with their performance,
ceremony was transferred to the 1980s which was round his neck;
for the world, the beauty of the Mass, & in the religion;
The boy born in the UK Marcus USA, England, Scotland;
Western Wind c.

These conflicts are often their favorite
national & local celebrity judges
External members. Many of execution
heats and the religion
He compares the religion a competition
Nike Air Jordan, & in particular, the example of one of the greatest, by
But judging panel decided in bulk Sussex.

England, were sent out to thousands of women, with regard to the region round about,
Competition in the central area of ​​England promoted
series held around the country this summer;

News of the World, "Take a Break" magazine
not in strife & struggle of the sound emitted;
In order to write the features in the street, through the years
When winners groups used the front covers;
The newspaper several of his daily Mirror Heroicum
The heroic age of two years, various DOLE
thrived in the New York Daily Mail
The magazine Hi! stories & other steel
winners of national and local;

Competition winner England sent along with the winners of Miss Northern Ireland, Scotland & Wales Lamb sent bulk can compete in the world. Four elements of the earth is a worthy competitor offering entrants with the title and crown of Miss United Kingdom.

The contest 2008 model became more active work of Marshall and Chloe in bulk featuring a member of the British Army, Katrina Hodge, the first pageant. [2]

Mass fight almost all the English people & the regal estate Henry clinched fifth place runner-1; With twice in bulk or bulk of the world (Miss USA) & Europe hands;

Organization in certamine Mundus in titulum
Angelus sit amet ***** Beato Angelico
In disposita [I] pulchritudo;
XXV victorem in certaminibus ludicris,
honore translatum 1980s quae circum;
nam in mundo, et pulchritudo in missa et in regione,
Puer natus est M. USA et UK, Angliæ, Scotiæ,
Tibi Trinitas c.

Haec saepe sunt eorum ventus confligit
iudices et celebritate loci nationalibus
Externa membra. Multi ex supplicium
calefaciat et religionem
Comparat religionem c. competition
Jordan praesertim exemplum maxima iuxta
Sed iudicanti placuit panel in mole Sussex '.

Anglia, sunt mulieres de millibus, ut, *** de regionem per circuitum,
Competition in media arena de Anglia promoted
seriem tenuit aestatis c. religionem.

News de Mundus, "Take a Effrego" magazine
non in contentione et certamine editarum
Ut scribam de features in via, per annos,
Winners coetibus adhibetur, *** frontem legit;
Speculum Heroicum plures quotidie diurna
Heroici aetatis suae duobus annis, variis LUCTUS
vigebat in New York Daily Mail
Et magazine Salve! alias fabulas et ferro
winners of nationalibus ac locorum

Competition victor Anglia misfit una *** winners de Miss septemtrionis Hibernia, Scotiae et Valliae, agnus mole potest Certa Tim missus est in mundum. Quattuor elementis terra est dignus competitor offering entrants *** titulo et coronam de Miss United Kingdom.

In certamine MMVIII exemplar factus
est magis activa opus marescalli et Chloe
in mole featuring a socius ex British Army, Katrina Hodge, primus spectaculi excogitavit. [II]

Missam pugnare fere estate regia et Anglis omnibus clinched Henrici quinto loco cursor-I; *** bis in mole, aut mole mundi (Miss USA) et Europa manus.

The world organization in the title contest Angel carrots mass Beasley
At arranged [1] beauty; 25 the winner in the political battle, with their performance, transferred to the honor of the 1980s which was round his neck; For in the world, & the beauty is in the mass & in the region;
Marcus child born in the USA and the UK, England, Scotland, Mass c.

These conflicts often have their favorite
national and local celebrity judges
External members. Many executions warm & religious,
He compares the region around competition;
Jordan most especially by example
But judging panel decided in bulk Sussex;

England are women out of thousands that,
while the region around it,
Competition in the central area of ​​England promoted
series held around the country this summer.

News of the World, "Take a Break" magazine
not in strife & struggle of the sound emitted
In order to write the features on the road through the years
Groups of winners is used when the front covers;
Glass Heroicum many everyday newspaper
The heroic age of two years, various DOLE
thrived in the New York Daily Mail
The magazine Hi! steel and other stories
winners of national and local.

Competition winner England sent along with the winners of Miss Northern Ireland, Scotland & Wales Lamb size can be sent to compete in the world. Four elements of the earth is a worthy competitor offering entrants with the title & crown of Miss United Kingdom.

In the 2008 model contest became more active work of Marshall & Chloe in bulk featuring a member of the British Army, Katrina Hodge, the first pageant. [2]

Mass fight almost all the English royal estate Henry clinched fifth place runner-1; With twice the size or bulk of the world (Miss USA) & Europe hands.

i might be of fringe opinion...
thank god...
can you imagine
sacrificing yourself
                to a mob's bidding!
death to the mob,
and the unlikely concentration
of a solidified,
isolated instance of
vox natus crux.

we went fishing, we went cycling...
the best years
circa 2002 through to some other
circa...
we went to forever distant places...
we allowed ourselves to
stomach heights of mountains...
now come to "think" of it...
i have tabloid and graffiti where
bow-ties and mourning should be...
the world just preserves
this insistence to continue:
with or without a status quo...
because today i am shuffling into
a currency: the world so happens...
the anglophone sphere is
insomniac awaiting election
results... i'm hardly invested in it...
i wish to be so oh so concerned...
that i might forget - yet now remember:
the reconquista of much
of europe for the ottoman turks...
but it's not like the turks are arabs...
never mind...
               i itch with skin i tease
myself over an asset that's these eyes...
i sip a glass of water,
ciemnota that is gladly ruled over
by counterfeit, bb'ah'ah... bb'ah'ah...
actors...
less of what's to be done
and more of what's to be...
how i imagine myself being (a) man
rather than doing the expected
manly-"thing"...
          if it was oh so simple
that we were all born turtles...
with knowledge of plumbing apparatus....
i am less as being
and forever diminishing as having
done... employed by a "miracle"
of the undo...
               revision quest...
there's no reality of a gaping hole
or: ex nihil stalking me:
  no: born of death....
              latin! latin!
          natus ex mors...
we went fishing and how we bicycled
around a never-ending stupidity
how i extended my youth
while you preserved your old age...

grandma was a ***** to the last...
no?
  3 months to spare...
she could have noted: he's not feeling
well... some aid would be nice...
i feel cheated my heart
thrown into a heap of stones...
i'm expecting a heaving lung
in return...
not this close...
not from family this anger arch... ing
to subdue my unfathomable
shadow, come noon,
come the moon:
puppet! how's lore?!

she could have called and said:
instead of 2 day's worth of baggage:
you're in the hospice breathing
your last...
i wake up to a tomorrow
and hear the north.east.west.south...
apparently you're dead...

for all those estranged examples
of dictated family...
i should have extracted ms. *****
from your wife: my grandmother:
how she would suddenly be found
gloating: pinning you to
a pampers **** soaked... etc.
gruesome details: n'est ce pas?

she was so adamant about inheriting
your pension...
she was moreover adamant
on me taking out 500zł each day:
it's not like you amassed a lot of savings
to begin with...

over 7K... dutiful grandson...
i remember when she first encouraged me....
you were drunk and i would be stealing
pennies from your trouser pockets
left hanging on a chair in a room
of much darkening...

well... there's no unthinking this one
through: i'm the better drunk than
you will ever be: i fathom a need to
write some odd doodle while you
were exhausting the last remains
of memory cinema...

i'm gaining friction from people who
have started to notice:
i am not using english
with any orthodoxy, catholicism or
the sushi entree of protestantism...
looks like this language
i alone must own:
i will not be among the throng
of false prophets speaking
to the natives for corrections...

i own all that is readily available...
the natives can go burn
wickers and churches: in all honesty!

TUMANY...

                   it's theirs? they loosely(,)
just disguised themselves:
as... hinter...
          and the lapsing of aggrieved:
solo quests...
their native language doesn't translate
back...
it's theirs or is it simply mine?
how much this integration will allow...
i need more heads decapitated
saluting lazy tongues on pikes:
i am sure!
before the zombies will start sleeping: again!

if i were to stress my:
formality all too readily...
i remember days when we used to go
to school...
and meningitis was rife...
and a rifle too...
and we complied to the details
of the herd...

but not this, not now...
i can get a haircut i also can:
sure as hell wait for an irritating death
from a toothache!
sooner the pains from
a bad-hair-day...
i'm waiting for my teeth to
grow into fangs...
into elephant-esque tusks...
since my mouth will be unable
to impossibly keep them...
but my hair is more prompted
as: kept attention of "detail"...

suicide never made more sense:
all the excuses are in situ:
on the ready...
and i wouldn't even want
to blame these explorers...

             as ever: english in the "gulag":
how dasein translates into
"concern":
how happiness could ever be
substituted for inquisitiveness...
mind you: my eyes are darting
fathoming a whirlwind...
a roller-coaster...

i was debriefed by happiness
once...
i left the same sullen & sulk
signature as i ever might...
it didn't budge teasing an amassing
zombie-feud...
to begin or end with...
after all... i was born into a land-mass
that once claimed pride...
from sea to sea:
the baltic and the black sea
was, "in question"...

land-locked manoeuvres -
too many ******* vowels!
too many ******* vowels!
              there was a part of me
that somehow understood the genius
of the russians:
hence all that jazz of russophobia...
but there was no need
for claustrophobia and a siberia
pairing...
ugly feelings: mostly hurt...
or somewhat...
the terrible price of disgruntling
a slab of turk:
having confused it with a slobbering
over, over a camel jockey's arab
surprise...

saudi promises regarding
yemen...
                and all that was to remain
of bahrain...
like syria...
thank god for the closures
of the "ummah"...
bite the horn: ring the tonsils:
a church bell's worth of an uvula!
tongue this gluey
extract: my teeth a soothing
coming together: hey presto!
a shell for this slothing cringe
feast...

my grandmother with 3 months spare...
you told me:
ring me each month...
check up on my whereabouts...
i could have expected so much
from strangers...
"fwends"...
not from the ugliest
floral pattern of **** that was
a granny..
you were a drunk:
i'm a better drunk of the whole lot
of us two: twinned...

this unrelenting presence:
to have been allowed witness of your body
so well fashioned for
a funeral: mr. navy...
mr. now...
            
        i suppose a thank you is in order...
81 years in waiting is
the only way to die...
there's no need to tease turtles
with envy that extends into
a century...

now i want to remember edinburgh
through 2004 to 2007...
it could have been manchester...
it could have been an itch
like southampton...
pressure me... creases of
a Penzance... reverse the tide i probably
couldn't...

perhaps i want to chase learning
a game of chess...
perhaps i want to relive those summers
i lay on the balcony and read
the books i read..
in your abrahamic *****...
cheap-chow-mein-of-wording...
here's me... better clued-in...
better suited to sniffing the *****-feel
of 1980s pop music...

little ol' grandma i will hardly:
perhaps at best in my heart
i'll be wanting to **** on her grave...
perhaps i was expecting
something dramatic...
some phenomenon...
naturally... esque-borne revelation...
some earthquake some
waking into...

not how you seemingly "merely", "passed"....
ol' grandma: i wish to have her
shackled into a niqab: because
i last sentence these provocations
when i wilt to solve the crossword puzzles
with a 7am and a coffee...

death didn't rob me of what
you had already stressed:
the mortal feign...
            i had 3 months to spare...
detail for me the breaking
of the riddle of conscience...
                 i have to heave this last
salvage pin-point...

while "we" must be dictating....
people's loop
crescendo limiting bogus....
hey no new presto!
welcome
to grief... the limbo cowing-tie...
my litany of arbeit:
macht... frei...

             now that i dare
merely think it...
robespierre...
                 i heave ol'
yo-yo... because no one
would heave such
exhaustions.