"naaahhh" poems
I am confident
You got it right, I am confident
We were always told
Told what to do
What to say, what to eat, what to drink
Hell, I was even told how to do them!
Again, you are right
We did not get all that we wanted
You were even told to stay put at times -- most times
Don't do this -- don't do that
You and I heard them quite often
Such painful chests, we did have
Yes, I remember
There were moments, I daydreamed
Told myself, grow fast -- be old
Good lord, you probably even said, be better than them
I know -- I said it, too
Now, what?
What's with the long face looking back?
Is it sadness for reliving those moments?
Naaahhh -- I know that look -- that feeling
Funny, right?
Funny that it actually isn't funny that our wishes came true
Why would it be?
We had great lives -- you and I, all of us
'Course we did!
We now wish we could be told how to fix things
At times, we even wish harder we could have somebody do everything for us
You've always been correct all the way
Certainly, we were ungrateful
Aug 11, 2016
Aug 11, 2016 at 3:34 PM UTC
According to them
I am a *****
And a ****** witch
Two face person
Slow body person..
Someone is feeling ashamed
Having me as a daughter..
Someone is feeling creepy
On seeing me everytime
Someone is annoyed
That i dont be
What they want me to be..
Someone is feeling peachy
Cuz im motionless
Someone is feeling guilty
Having me as a sister..
I can see peoples
Who are tired of me
But .. but.. but..
No one asked
For once .. "are you okay ?"
"Have you anything to say ?"
Illusion of being true always
Has stale the minds
Being unaware about true meaning of truth..
Sometimes it can't be seen from naked eye
It shines from within
Emerges on the eyes clearly
Not all have courage to recognize it..
You need to find out
With your divine light..
Did you ever try once ??
But naaahhh..
We are the idols of truths..
We aren't wrong..
We are absolutely perfect..
Only you are incomplete..
Am i right ?
Isn't it ??..
May be there were true lies..
Behind a smile .
Maybe there were broken smiles..
Behind enthusiast.
May there were fake smiles ..
Behind "im alright!!"
May there were worries..
Behind happiness.
May be soul could be so humiliated ..
That she have no courage to spat it !!
May there were broken hopes ..
Behind positivenss.
May there were broken dreams..
Behind being judged always.
May be the reason of her clear eyes
Is to be washed everyday!!
May be ...may be..
Ohhh insane peoples..
You dont know real me,
You dont know what i fear about??
You dont know that lil broken gurl ,
You dont know .. how much i put efforts in order to survive,
You dont know how hard it is
To live with these things
Locking into the heart ..
That needs to come out..
You dont know what feels me bad,
You dont know what makes me happy,
You dont know what im waiting for..
You dont know thirst to be real me !
You dont know how much i struggled..
You dont know my fake smiles..
Without knowing all these things..
How can you be so judgemental..
Did i ask for your opinon about me ?
Im cozy in my way
Dont need your concern..
Already gone through a lot
Still dealing..
Bt still i choose to STAY..
My secrets.. my aloud silences..
Keep quieett..
Shhhhh..
Put your mouth shut..
****** creatures..
Im crazy
But at least im not stupid..
Except me.. look around ..
There are many things that
Need to be disscussed..
Dont be concern about my changed behaviour..
You dont have effort to hear me ..&
Dont you deserve..
You peoples are not there
When i needed a hug.
You all ****** up..
So dont have right me ..
To tell me, who am i ?
According to me
I own myself..
And im a leader..
In my world.
If still you think
That im crazy and weird ..
So yes im ..
Im maddd.
im crazy
..!:!:!;!;!;;!;!;;!
I have habit to
Analyze the happenings ..
What do i do ?
Bt i am me ..
I wont change ..
Cuz im well aware about what i deserve..
Im crazy ..
I accept it !!
Jan 12, 2019
Jan 12, 2019 at 1:23 PM UTC