"mutuals" poems - Hello Poetry

It was supposed to be the both of us and our mutuals, But it ended up being just the both of us going out. Watching a romantic film for two people in a weird relationship, It was not as friends nor lovers. I wore my best clothes and make up just to impress you, Which in the end I did. We took a couple of pictures and we both went to the theaters together, Sat next to each other. In the car you and I sat in the backseat, You gave me your jacket, played with my hair. And you put your face 10cm away from mine. And you still pick her over me.

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Nov 8, 2018

Nov 8, 2018 at 9:33 PM UTC

extrabi_

February Afternoon

It was supposed to be the both of us and our mutuals, But it ended up being just the both of us going out. Watching a romantic film for two people in a weird relationship, It was not as friends nor lovers. I wore my best clothes and make up just to impress you, Which in the end I did. We took a couple of pictures and we both went to the theaters together, Sat next to each other. In the car you and I sat in the backseat, You gave me your jacket, played with my hair. And you put your face 10cm away from mine. And you still pick her over me.

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Rose petals Sharp knive Sparkling ballgown Dazzled yet heavy crown White gloves Damage heels Unbearable armor Complicated manner Tricky mutuals you know? being a Princess isn't that easy

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Nov 9, 2020

Nov 9, 2020 at 7:41 AM UTC

whispers

Princess

Rose petals Sharp knive Sparkling ballgown Dazzled yet heavy crown White gloves Damage heels Unbearable armor Complicated manner Tricky mutuals you know? being a Princess isn't that easy

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i’m afraid. i’m absolutely terrified of losing you you dropping out of my life one day with no explanation or finding someone else that gives you more than i can i know you won't leave i believe you with all my heart when you say you're not going anywhere but then my brain thinks it's allowed to think whatever off the wall **** it wants to and i freak out ~ i guess im more afraid of how fast these feelings we have evolved from cute instagram mutuals to saying those three words we say that make my heart have a spaz attack like im in the seventh ******* grade having my first serious crush im afraid of how fast i said those stupid ******* words that i promised id never say again and now im saying them over and over again to you but i mean them i swear on everything that i do mean them ~ i get stuck up in my head my anxieties are so crippling i'll sit for hours just thinking about things like the words im using what feelings im being open about which ones im not what if i say something too much or too fast **** these scenarios start playing in my head like a broken record every time either one of us says something even remotely close to having to do with how we feel about each other ~ every single person that's ever been in my life no they've broken me each and every one of them separately and i used to try so hard to find the courage to trust people but every time i did it'd get torn down again but i trust you i trust you and it's terrifying i want you and it's terrifying of course i love you and of course (i need you) that's so so so ******* terrifying ~ i used to swallow a fist full of pills every day to numb my emotions so i could at least barely get by *the problem (besides the obvious drug abuse) is that while i was neglecting to feel those emotions i was also neglecting to learn how to* feel them without panicking ~ i am pretty **** weak still there i said it i am weak i have no idea what im doing ~ im not just saying this ive never opened up to someone like i have to you before ive never really opened up to anyone at all ~ please put up with me don't get tired of dealing with my scramble brains and thoughts and emotions im getting there im trying

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Dec 30, 2014

Dec 30, 2014 at 12:42 PM UTC

brokenchromosomes

pt two [idk]

i’m afraid. i’m absolutely terrified of losing you you dropping out of my life one day with no explanation or finding someone else that gives you more than i can i know you won't leave i believe you with all my heart when you say you're not going anywhere but then my brain thinks it's allowed to think whatever off the wall **** it wants to and i freak out ~ i guess im more afraid of how fast these feelings we have evolved from cute instagram mutuals to saying those three words we say that make my heart have a spaz attack like im in the seventh ******* grade having my first serious crush im afraid of how fast i said those stupid ******* words that i promised id never say again and now im saying them over and over again to you but i mean them i swear on everything that i do mean them ~ i get stuck up in my head my anxieties are so crippling i'll sit for hours just thinking about things like the words im using what feelings im being open about which ones im not what if i say something too much or too fast **** these scenarios start playing in my head like a broken record every time either one of us says something even remotely close to having to do with how we feel about each other ~ every single person that's ever been in my life no they've broken me each and every one of them separately and i used to try so hard to find the courage to trust people but every time i did it'd get torn down again but i trust you i trust you and it's terrifying i want you and it's terrifying of course i love you and of course (i need you) that's so so so ******* terrifying ~ i used to swallow a fist full of pills every day to numb my emotions so i could at least barely get by *the problem (besides the obvious drug abuse) is that while i was neglecting to feel those emotions i was also neglecting to learn how to* feel them without panicking ~ i am pretty **** weak still there i said it i am weak i have no idea what im doing ~ im not just saying this ive never opened up to someone like i have to you before ive never really opened up to anyone at all ~ please put up with me don't get tired of dealing with my scramble brains and thoughts and emotions im getting there im trying

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hey mutual, how are you doing today? glad you got away from the abuse he gave, and the mean words he said. mutual, I remember you, defending the bruises and the scars he left, they were all blue. mutual, you were in love with the idea of being loved, you weren't in love, with the idea of getting hurt. mutual, we're no longer mutuals, you're no longer mutuals with him too, and that's okay. I'm glad that help is on its way.

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May 25, 2019

May 25, 2019 at 4:39 PM UTC

solluna

glad you got away

hey mutual, how are you doing today? glad you got away from the abuse he gave, and the mean words he said. mutual, I remember you, defending the bruises and the scars he left, they were all blue. mutual, you were in love with the idea of being loved, you weren't in love, with the idea of getting hurt. mutual, we're no longer mutuals, you're no longer mutuals with him too, and that's okay. I'm glad that help is on its way.

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Sometimes I say hallo to people… and nobody says hallo back. Sometimes I smile for people... and see no one smiling back... Sometimes I post romantically, Sometimes I post humorously, Sometimes I post religiously Yet, nobody ever responds… Ironically, Sometimes I write letters to one of my mutuals, Talking about us, how wrong we went, How sad we felt, how much joy we shared, How we promised each other’s future. Sometimes I make a bond fire from those letters, Sometimes I hug those very flames to remember the warmth I once felt from her embrace. Sometimes I look at my burn marks, And I realize, she was just a flame that embraced me, and left some scars so I would remember her…. Sometimes…

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Jan 31, 2023

Jan 31, 2023 at 11:27 PM UTC

Nomadic_Poet

Sometimes

Sometimes I say hallo to people… and nobody says hallo back. Sometimes I smile for people... and see no one smiling back... Sometimes I post romantically, Sometimes I post humorously, Sometimes I post religiously Yet, nobody ever responds… Ironically, Sometimes I write letters to one of my mutuals, Talking about us, how wrong we went, How sad we felt, how much joy we shared, How we promised each other’s future. Sometimes I make a bond fire from those letters, Sometimes I hug those very flames to remember the warmth I once felt from her embrace. Sometimes I look at my burn marks, And I realize, she was just a flame that embraced me, and left some scars so I would remember her…. Sometimes…

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I awoke one morning to see the rain pouring softly, a mist against my window I looked outside and not a sound to be heard, the birds were not conducting their melodies, the wind not writing its poems among the trees Every soul seemed to be gone, I looked to my mailbox and not a single letter, I looked to my friends and none would answer The same for my parents, and all my mutuals, it seems I was all alone Did I do something wrong to have caused this rapture? The silence was deafening to my mind I’m not sure what has caused all of this, but I guess I’ve become king of lonliness, and I sit and look at my empty kingdom

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Apr 30, 2015

Apr 30, 2015 at 9:25 PM UTC

astralcw

King Lonliness

I awoke one morning to see the rain pouring softly, a mist against my window I looked outside and not a sound to be heard, the birds were not conducting their melodies, the wind not writing its poems among the trees Every soul seemed to be gone, I looked to my mailbox and not a single letter, I looked to my friends and none would answer The same for my parents, and all my mutuals, it seems I was all alone Did I do something wrong to have caused this rapture? The silence was deafening to my mind I’m not sure what has caused all of this, but I guess I’ve become king of lonliness, and I sit and look at my empty kingdom

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Stressing, over a gun you were born by Just like that bullet you were waiting To penetrate every change about to come To **** not to hang around, not to stump They paint you in black and white, though you hate it You love it when you do You lick your scars with frustration to burn Your present, your future, as they seem too blue Blue, as your madness, blue as your fate Your fate will hit you, like a bullet in the back Though it feels so great, it hurts to wait You wait, for it to knock on your door Hard, stronger than it did before Fate, running towards your open gate Can’t hug yourself you can’t runaway Beautiful, but everything upon your skin is fake Rage, against your soul against what made it cruel Lost, what you crossed many times before You crossed, the filthy lines between your thoughts Kissed, your gun to cool down the trigger you fought Swallowed each bullet to taste the bitterness- Of your future, of your lustiness Take a look at your blue heart as it beats down for you One hit, can turn your loud laughs into one long silence In the middle of emptiness you pulled yourself Stuck, in the middle of resembling Your past your present and your future Your misery your happiness and their mutuals In between weak mountains you lost your soul- Mockery of the strength I’m aching, I held it Mockery of the misery lost in emptiness, I saved it Saved it from silver, from gold, from pain Of the love stranded in fields of silver Good God, it felt so good, God- It felt so painful, blissful God, how your own greed can get so blissful Scripted misery of them Lost, isolated with no humanity to find Inside the same hole, of whispering, of warmth I look into the mirror, as I get blind Warmth scripted with their blood- With demons, quenching my thirst Eating up my own soul, with thoughts that burst- The walls of the future, of what it has to behold

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Sep 26, 2017

Sep 26, 2017 at 11:06 AM UTC

Majid

Silent Pride

Stressing, over a gun you were born by Just like that bullet you were waiting To penetrate every change about to come To **** not to hang around, not to stump They paint you in black and white, though you hate it You love it when you do You lick your scars with frustration to burn Your present, your future, as they seem too blue Blue, as your madness, blue as your fate Your fate will hit you, like a bullet in the back Though it feels so great, it hurts to wait You wait, for it to knock on your door Hard, stronger than it did before Fate, running towards your open gate Can’t hug yourself you can’t runaway Beautiful, but everything upon your skin is fake Rage, against your soul against what made it cruel Lost, what you crossed many times before You crossed, the filthy lines between your thoughts Kissed, your gun to cool down the trigger you fought Swallowed each bullet to taste the bitterness- Of your future, of your lustiness Take a look at your blue heart as it beats down for you One hit, can turn your loud laughs into one long silence In the middle of emptiness you pulled yourself Stuck, in the middle of resembling Your past your present and your future Your misery your happiness and their mutuals In between weak mountains you lost your soul- Mockery of the strength I’m aching, I held it Mockery of the misery lost in emptiness, I saved it Saved it from silver, from gold, from pain Of the love stranded in fields of silver Good God, it felt so good, God- It felt so painful, blissful God, how your own greed can get so blissful Scripted misery of them Lost, isolated with no humanity to find Inside the same hole, of whispering, of warmth I look into the mirror, as I get blind Warmth scripted with their blood- With demons, quenching my thirst Eating up my own soul, with thoughts that burst- The walls of the future, of what it has to behold

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Just when one goes through so many hearts... Just when one feels that they can never love again... Just when one builds their wall that is to be periment.... Just when one feels they can never feel that first love feeling.... It then happens!!! How? I would never think and I never had a clue.... I guess in life anything is possible. I always figured I had a better chance of winning the lotto.... There are always mutuals things that two like about each other.... Then finding a girl that cares for you, yet likes some opposite things.... When you find this person, never let them go....... Ge to really understand that person..... Tell them your real feelings...... Break out your skeletons... Hold back nothing........ Play no games..... Show love..... Be real.... You know...... When it is right...... Any two can fall in love..... If it is meant to be, it will happen......

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Jun 24, 2015

Jun 24, 2015 at 6:48 PM UTC

kidcalvoaolcom

Falling in Love

Just when one goes through so many hearts... Just when one feels that they can never love again... Just when one builds their wall that is to be periment.... Just when one feels they can never feel that first love feeling.... It then happens!!! How? I would never think and I never had a clue.... I guess in life anything is possible. I always figured I had a better chance of winning the lotto.... There are always mutuals things that two like about each other.... Then finding a girl that cares for you, yet likes some opposite things.... When you find this person, never let them go....... Ge to really understand that person..... Tell them your real feelings...... Break out your skeletons... Hold back nothing........ Play no games..... Show love..... Be real.... You know...... When it is right...... Any two can fall in love..... If it is meant to be, it will happen......

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