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The artichoke of delicate heart ***** in its battle-dress, builds its minimal cupola; keeps stark in its scallop of scales. Around it, demoniac vegetables bristle their thicknesses, devise tendrils and belfries, the bulb's agitations; while under the subsoil the carrot sleeps sound in its rusty mustaches. Runner and filaments bleach in the vineyards, whereon rise the vines. The sedulous cabbage arranges its petticoats; oregano sweetens a world; and the artichoke dulcetly there in a gardenplot, armed for a skirmish, goes proud in its pomegranate burnishes. Till, on a day, each by the other, the artichoke moves to its dream of a market place in the big willow hoppers: a battle formation. Most warlike of defilades- with men in the market stalls, white shirts in the soup-greens, artichoke field marshals, close-order conclaves, commands, detonations, and voices, a crashing of crate staves. And Maria come down with her hamper to make trial of an artichoke: she reflects, she examines, she candles them up to the light like an egg, never flinching; she bargains, she tumbles her prize in a market bag among shoes and a cabbage head, a bottle of vinegar; is back in her kitchen. The artichoke drowns in a *** So you have it: a vegetable, armed, a profession (call it an artichoke) whose end is millennial. We taste of that sweetness, dismembering scale after scale. We eat of a halcyon paste: it is green at the artichoke heart.
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Ode To an Artichoke
We know you, and your little dark colors too. A picture book in your purse penned in mustaches on the full faces of your fare. We call you from bed, 8 o' clock in the morning, dog-light you slow wander the Peruvian darkness making jellyfish tentacles with your hands while you feel your way through Salem. We're colder than night and we wake thrice the bits of your day gig. You collapse in a green field of dandelion where thrushes drown you in Brown. We gorge ourselves on mango slivers, pineapple yolks, a half of grapefruit. We know you are close to your end. On the tops of the cities you call to your lycan friends, the half-sick and muted bray allures them to you, from Bratislava and Mimon, the thoroughfare through the suq. We wait. The foregone untold, the beep beep jug jug swoop sound of the nightingale, in all her dun glory, we wait. Then, as if descending through the moor-lounging silver smoke, the cool stickiness to your fingertips; the fog. We are there when the blue-less and smoky screen surrounds you, when you shank the auburn Scot hair of the sly fox that stalks, say, a cigarette from your lips. When you take the corners swiftly, gadding the streets. The prize king of vulpicide. You rub its matte fur against your bristly gray beard. And while you lay in your lumps of twelve carat flesh you bleat and you nag. One day you will never come home.
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May 2, 2014
May 2, 2014 at 3:14 PM UTC
Johnny 3:16
The artichoke With a tender heart Dressed up like a warrior, Standing at attention, it built A small helmet Under its scales It remained Unshakeable, By its side The crazy vegetables Uncurled Their tendrills and leaf-crowns, Throbbing bulbs, In the sub-soil The carrot With its red mustaches Was sleeping, The grapevine Hung out to dry its branches Through which the wine will rise, The cabbage Dedicated itself To trying on skirts, The oregano To perfuming the world, And the sweet Artichoke There in the garden, Dressed like a warrior, Burnished Like a proud Pomegrante. And one day Side by side In big wicker baskets Walking through the market To realize their dream The artichoke army In formation. Never was it so military Like on parade. The men In their white shirts Among the vegetables Were The Marshals Of the artichokes Lines in close order Command voices, And the bang Of a falling box. But Then Maria Comes With her basket She chooses An artichoke, She's not afraid of it. She examines it, she observes it Up against the light like it was an egg, She buys it, She mixes it up In her handbag With a pair of shoes With a cabbage head and a Bottle Of vinegar Until She enters the kitchen And submerges it in a *** Thus ends In peace This career Of the armed vegetable Which is called an artichoke, Then Scale by scale, We strip off The delicacy And eat The peaceful mush Of its green heart.
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Ode To The Artichoke
simple reminders: beach towels, mustaches, grilled vegetables beetles, time.
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Jul 6, 2010
Jul 6, 2010 at 10:54 PM UTC
Infertile
I hate poetry. I think it's a waste of time. Trying to think of ways to say things. And then to make them rhyme! Some poems are dark and artsy. Some poems make you laugh. Some poems make you think or cry. And some poems are plain ol' crap. Some poets wear thin mustaches. Some poets wear fancy hats. Some poets make up their own words. Some gilberty hilberty crat. But I'll tell you this my friend. That there's nothing in the world more truer. I'd rather pick up a pen and write. Than pick up a shovel and move manure.
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Oct 25, 2012
Oct 25, 2012 at 12:57 PM UTC
I Hate Poetry
Reese’s Pieces are for people who Are used to picking up the pieces Of broken hearts But they still want to make it A good experience Smiles that look like peanut butter And kisses that taste like chocolate Butterfingers are for the kids who Are used to being picked last for Everything except to cheat off of In math class They’ve grown accustomed to Not being thought of Popular kids like the M&Ms; Because in the end What else do they have except For the stories of muses And the parties they attended One-by-one they picked apart Everyone who didn’t act just like them Pop Rocks are terrible and So are Peppermint Patties Crunch bars and 100 Grand’s Made the jocks think they would actually Go somewhere and do something With their lives Hope comes in strange forms Monkeys don’t know the difference Kit-Kats are for the hipsters Talking a little too loud about mustaches Listening to music that nobody knew Grouping around vegan lunch tables They would break off one by one When another clique accepted them Anything made by ***** Wonka Was a favorite of the kids who Knew who they were and Weren’t ashamed After all, what does candy say About any of us Clothes and shoes Were only disguises To hide us from the world we Desperately wanted to fit into If you had a Five Star notebook Started mattering a lifetime too soon When I step into the convenience store I picture the kids that I know Because of the candy they ate I regret having such a sweet tooth To pick apart kids’ lives With nothing to satisfy the bitter After-taste of social humiliation
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Mar 23, 2013
Mar 23, 2013 at 12:02 AM UTC
Sweet As Candy
Reese’s Pieces are for people who Are used to picking up the pieces Of broken hearts But they still want to make it A good experience Smiles that look like peanut butter And kisses that taste like chocolate Butterfingers are for the kids who Are used to being picked last for Everything except to cheat off of In math class They’ve grown accustomed to Not being thought of Popular kids like the M&Ms; Because in the end What else do they have except For the stories of muses And the parties they attended One-by-one they picked apart Everyone who didn’t act just like them Pop Rocks are terrible and So are Peppermint Patties Crunch bars and 100 Grand’s Made the jocks think they would actually Go somewhere and do something With their lives Hope comes in strange forms Monkeys don’t know the difference Kit-Kats are for the hipsters Talking a little too loud about mustaches Listening to music that nobody knew Grouping around vegan lunch tables They would break off one by one When another clique accepted them Anything made by ***** Wonka Was a favorite of the kids who Knew who they were and Weren’t ashamed After all, what does candy say About any of us Clothes and shoes Were only disguises To hide us from the world we Desperately wanted to fit into If you had a Five Star notebook Started mattering a lifetime too soon When I step into the convenience store I picture the kids that I know Because of the candy they ate I regret having such a sweet tooth To pick apart kids’ lives With nothing to satisfy the bitter After-taste of social humiliation
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Mustaches (so grand and furry on their faces) take men great places.
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Apr 27, 2010
Apr 27, 2010 at 3:02 AM UTC
Mustaches
I don't like mustaches and you remembered You kept it till last December When you knew you'd see me one last time You dropped out of highschool for an extra dime My friends say you're not good for me And I understand A dropout and the girl with the principal as her biggest fan But I live for the moments we have together From Subway dates to running home in bad weather My friends don't get how happy I am How I understand that you aren't a good guy, but not a bad man You have a warrant out for your arrest But I sometimes fail my tests We all have our bad things, we regret and don't flaunt But you are not one of mine, and I'm of yours I hope not A bad analogy I understand, but take a moment to see what you can He's a sweetheart and a charmer for sure But he loves me for me and that's pure I dont get guys like that much if at all these days And I know he means good intentions in all of his ways As bad as they may be And my friends remind me We mustn't judge a book from the cover Simple as can be
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Mar 25, 2019
Mar 25, 2019 at 2:07 AM UTC
Mustaches
I watched you there, sitting in the small booth. You were sitting in your denim pants, with your arm draped over the top of the bench’s backing, as if someone had been sitting with you, less than moments ago. A thought flashed into your eyes, and your posture became awful, it bent like a string that was meant to resound and hum, but instead twanged and then broke. The way you sat brought the table closer to your chin, and your eyes became watery. You were gazing into your brown drink. You hadn’t touched the rim yet, hadn’t moistened it with your lips, which hid under a forest of coarse growth. Did you notice the consistency of the foam in your glass? I bet you the waiter had spat in it. He didn’t like your tone; even as glass with something thrown in the middle. He couldn’t place it. Maybe it was melancholy with an aftertaste of maybe. An aftertaste of hope. Or it was an incurable sadness that hadn’t permeated the deepest caves in your lungs. Your heart, I mean. Did you feel it in your chest? This emotion? Let me tell it to you backhand-style, because I think I understand. It’s the time when the little boy runs off the cliff - but the mother or father snaps their fingers around the child’s hand. When you open your eyes, the child isn’t what you thought he would be (gone). He isn’t a soul that, with the loss of him has ripped the living, beating heart from your bare chest. He hasn’t. No, no, but the claws have grazed your skin. Still, you live, the child lives. This is because he hasn’t stolen the air from your heart. Your lungs, I mean. When you see him alive, then your lungs swell, swell, swell, then they pop. Then, and only then, you know you’ve reached your capacity. Ah, but listen now; when joy leaves, it empties a room. The room can get very empty, and cold, like December, and meaningless like July afternoons. The rupture from the pop heals, and where do you go? You know what you’re missing, and you can’t get it back. There you were, back at the shrinking booth. The foam hadn’t nestled in your mustache - yet-. The waiter turned away. You couldn’t see inside his mind, but your eyes told me the loss in yours. I sipped my orange juice, all the while wondering how you were, wondering why I like to watch.
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Dec 20, 2012
Dec 20, 2012 at 10:31 AM UTC
Orange juice and mustaches
I watched you there, sitting in the small booth. You were sitting in your denim pants, with your arm draped over the top of the bench’s backing, as if someone had been sitting with you, less than moments ago. A thought flashed into your eyes, and your posture became awful, it bent like a string that was meant to resound and hum, but instead twanged and then broke. The way you sat brought the table closer to your chin, and your eyes became watery. You were gazing into your brown drink. You hadn’t touched the rim yet, hadn’t moistened it with your lips, which hid under a forest of coarse growth. Did you notice the consistency of the foam in your glass? I bet you the waiter had spat in it. He didn’t like your tone; even as glass with something thrown in the middle. He couldn’t place it. Maybe it was melancholy with an aftertaste of maybe. An aftertaste of hope. Or it was an incurable sadness that hadn’t permeated the deepest caves in your lungs. Your heart, I mean. Did you feel it in your chest? This emotion? Let me tell it to you backhand-style, because I think I understand. It’s the time when the little boy runs off the cliff - but the mother or father snaps their fingers around the child’s hand. When you open your eyes, the child isn’t what you thought he would be (gone). He isn’t a soul that, with the loss of him has ripped the living, beating heart from your bare chest. He hasn’t. No, no, but the claws have grazed your skin. Still, you live, the child lives. This is because he hasn’t stolen the air from your heart. Your lungs, I mean. When you see him alive, then your lungs swell, swell, swell, then they pop. Then, and only then, you know you’ve reached your capacity. Ah, but listen now; when joy leaves, it empties a room. The room can get very empty, and cold, like December, and meaningless like July afternoons. The rupture from the pop heals, and where do you go? You know what you’re missing, and you can’t get it back. There you were, back at the shrinking booth. The foam hadn’t nestled in your mustache - yet-. The waiter turned away. You couldn’t see inside his mind, but your eyes told me the loss in yours. I sipped my orange juice, all the while wondering how you were, wondering why I like to watch.
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She likes toy soldiers with mustaches and rolling camels from newspapers (that way she has something to read when she smokes) She likes spin the bottle at recycling centers and starting arguments over produce (she prefers steamed vegetables, you see) She adores staycations in someone else's house and dinner theatre for breakfast (a little Hamlet and eggs) She likes every other Tuesday and clocks with only minute hands (it's more her speed) She likes hunting for change in penny arcades and five & dimes (but not dollar stores...go figure) She likes soda crackers (but not soda) She likes beer nuts (but not beer) She likes wine cozies (well, you know the rest)
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Jun 21, 2021
Jun 21, 2021 at 2:30 PM UTC
Hamlet and Eggs
the thing that left an impression on me was how free and cool they were... like the breeze of a star child, wild and free doing what they **** well please.
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Jan 23, 2013
Jan 23, 2013 at 10:16 AM UTC
mustaches and tight jeans
I laid there staring at the insanely bright and rude fluorescent light that mocked my suffering. The cold concrete floor felt good against my screaming aches. My body was pleading with the Gods for just a taste of what had been taken away. My bowels were as controllable as a teen aged beauty. With a **** I brought my burning face toward the cool silent cold metal toilet. Ugly yellow bile that only a tired and tortured body could produce spewed forth. A moan and a wipe then a hollow knock on the graffiti covered cell door. "You made bail" an almost robotic sounding voice says. With a thousand tiny swordsman stabbing at my face I managed to smile into my own bile. I looked at the mustached uncaring face in the small window. "You look like Death Pal" The mustache says to me. I spit the acrid taste of day old ***** and ****** resin. Then rise and run my sweaty palm through my hair in an attempt at looking presentable. The mustache opens the door and as I walk out I look directly at the rogue hairs protruding from the mustaches nostrils and say. "Death Is Beautiful" The mustache holds the door as I walk out. I'm feeling better already "Oh Yea well so was my Xwife look at how much trouble she still causes me". The mustache says Every step I take down the institutional colored, masonic checkered floored hallway causes my body to scream with hope. I can feel the sweat roll down my face but I refuse to let this mustache see my suffering. We stop at the property window, I sign a half of an X where it says signature. Then before I gather up my belongs and head back out into the night I looked over at the mustache and said "You had a Wife?"
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Jan 8, 2014
Jan 8, 2014 at 5:03 PM UTC
Muzzled The Stache
I laid there staring at the insanely bright and rude fluorescent light that mocked my suffering. The cold concrete floor felt good against my screaming aches. My body was pleading with the Gods for just a taste of what had been taken away. My bowels were as controllable as a teen aged beauty. With a **** I brought my burning face toward the cool silent cold metal toilet. Ugly yellow bile that only a tired and tortured body could produce spewed forth. A moan and a wipe then a hollow knock on the graffiti covered cell door. "You made bail" an almost robotic sounding voice says. With a thousand tiny swordsman stabbing at my face I managed to smile into my own bile. I looked at the mustached uncaring face in the small window. "You look like Death Pal" The mustache says to me. I spit the acrid taste of day old ***** and ****** resin. Then rise and run my sweaty palm through my hair in an attempt at looking presentable. The mustache opens the door and as I walk out I look directly at the rogue hairs protruding from the mustaches nostrils and say. "Death Is Beautiful" The mustache holds the door as I walk out. I'm feeling better already "Oh Yea well so was my Xwife look at how much trouble she still causes me". The mustache says Every step I take down the institutional colored, masonic checkered floored hallway causes my body to scream with hope. I can feel the sweat roll down my face but I refuse to let this mustache see my suffering. We stop at the property window, I sign a half of an X where it says signature. Then before I gather up my belongs and head back out into the night I looked over at the mustache and said "You had a Wife?"
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The men shout at me as they drive by ****** walk like a man!” They hoot, shout, and laugh As sunlight blinds their white-trash getaway. I look around and think How ridiculous to be unable to walk How insane for me to think that these legs Move on their own. How silly for me, the queen that I am, To think that my kingdom was Any place I was welcome. To be queer and visible Is to challenge The stained muscle shirts “wife beaters,” strung across Tattooed skin and handlebar Mustaches of the “real men” Whose siren calls Police my step. Most men hate us The Children of Naomi Campbell Men, YES MEN, too unafraid To straighten our walk Loosen our pant legs And be invisible. To be properly gay Acceptably gay, to be Tolerable is to be invisible To hide, to be “real man” My manhood is ghostly Terrifying even My walk so dangerous that It is unsafe to even drive by My community is still Dangerous, unreal Waiting for the next truck to drive by To beat me, tie me to a fence and leave me Like Matthew Shepard A ghost on a fencepole Unwanted, dangerous, My people are a threat Legs too long threatening the ability of “real men” to have simple desires They will do whatever it takes To keep it easy. Walk like a man, they yelled. I yell back the names of my family: Tiffany Edwards, Zoraida Reyes, Kandy Hall Yaz’min Shancez Bodies that didn’t walk the right way These ghosts were once threatening too. Simply existing means threatening "real men" and their women Swinging my hips is literally deadly To be flirtatious is to be threatening To invite violence, attention To get what I want, to be made a man Real man, I am not real As if my only job is to Show others how to walk, As if the rest of me Is simply fake, fantasy, irrelevant See how easily queer people Are watered down to something unidimensional, Something that is only a fragment of “real” people – we are ghosts Moving among you Threatening, ****** Never just going to work But always somehow threatening, challenging And forcing fantasies onto the world Why do we always challenge What is real? What is normal? Why can’t a man strut? Why isn’t manhood Something other than what swings with my Legs? Real. Ghostly. Fake. Invisible. Dangerous. What I hear is *powerful, noted, interesting, ….maybe even desirable.* (GASP!) When I walk now, I walk with an army of ghosts Led by the fallen, queens, and divas who threatened the men of the past. I live their lessons and proudly swish my hips in honor of my adopted ****** ancestors. We Sashay however we want Because we've realized that a "real" men is always Just a step away.
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Jul 26, 2014
Jul 26, 2014 at 5:49 AM UTC
****** Walk
The men shout at me as they drive by ****** walk like a man!” They hoot, shout, and laugh As sunlight blinds their white-trash getaway. I look around and think How ridiculous to be unable to walk How insane for me to think that these legs Move on their own. How silly for me, the queen that I am, To think that my kingdom was Any place I was welcome. To be queer and visible Is to challenge The stained muscle shirts “wife beaters,” strung across Tattooed skin and handlebar Mustaches of the “real men” Whose siren calls Police my step. Most men hate us The Children of Naomi Campbell Men, YES MEN, too unafraid To straighten our walk Loosen our pant legs And be invisible. To be properly gay Acceptably gay, to be Tolerable is to be invisible To hide, to be “real man” My manhood is ghostly Terrifying even My walk so dangerous that It is unsafe to even drive by My community is still Dangerous, unreal Waiting for the next truck to drive by To beat me, tie me to a fence and leave me Like Matthew Shepard A ghost on a fencepole Unwanted, dangerous, My people are a threat Legs too long threatening the ability of “real men” to have simple desires They will do whatever it takes To keep it easy. Walk like a man, they yelled. I yell back the names of my family: Tiffany Edwards, Zoraida Reyes, Kandy Hall Yaz’min Shancez Bodies that didn’t walk the right way These ghosts were once threatening too. Simply existing means threatening "real men" and their women Swinging my hips is literally deadly To be flirtatious is to be threatening To invite violence, attention To get what I want, to be made a man Real man, I am not real As if my only job is to Show others how to walk, As if the rest of me Is simply fake, fantasy, irrelevant See how easily queer people Are watered down to something unidimensional, Something that is only a fragment of “real” people – we are ghosts Moving among you Threatening, ****** Never just going to work But always somehow threatening, challenging And forcing fantasies onto the world Why do we always challenge What is real? What is normal? Why can’t a man strut? Why isn’t manhood Something other than what swings with my Legs? Real. Ghostly. Fake. Invisible. Dangerous. What I hear is *powerful, noted, interesting, ….maybe even desirable.* (GASP!) When I walk now, I walk with an army of ghosts Led by the fallen, queens, and divas who threatened the men of the past. I live their lessons and proudly swish my hips in honor of my adopted ****** ancestors. We Sashay however we want Because we've realized that a "real" men is always Just a step away.
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cowboys without mustaches are just dusty illiterates. yeehaw!
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Apr 26, 2012
Apr 26, 2012 at 4:16 AM UTC
Cowboys
What is it about **** that attract men and women. Is it the ******* the sights, the sounds or is it their fantasy. Is it their neurotic or ****** styles of motion that leaves them at awww, or the sizes of disbelief. What is it that attracts men and women. Is it lonlyness, cellabsy or the lack of. Is it ok to watch **** during a bachlor or bachloret party. With your partner for ****** arousment, a boring day, or because your parter no longer particapates, or just because. Yes some hate it, yet most love it. **** **** **** **** **** **** Even the word **** sounds ***** yet **** Why is it hard for people to pull their eye's away even though they say it's disgusting. **** From the funny mustaches and the funny beats in the 70's. To the ****** implacations, to live websites. There's teasing **** soft **** hard core **** group **** ****** hurting **** painful **** **** beyond belief. Me, yes I have watched **** but never paid for it. Yes, I've surfed the sights. But why, curiosity ? Who's to say.
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Jan 13, 2015
Jan 13, 2015 at 10:13 AM UTC
**** (for adult eye's only)
fishtail braids sock and sandals drawn mustaches left over food songs on repeat semi stinky feat sweatpants and suits unicorns and cupcakes phone charger cords long summer nights
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Oct 28, 2014
Oct 28, 2014 at 7:09 PM UTC
the perfect romance
I watched you there, sitting in the small booth. You were sitting in your denim pants, with your arm draped over the top of the bench’s backing, as if someone had been sitting with you, less than moments ago. A thought flashed into your eyes, and your posture became awful, it bent like a string that was meant to resound and hum, but instead twanged and then broke. The way you sat brought the table closer to your chin, and your eyes became watery. You were gazing into your brown drink. You hadn’t touched the rim yet, hadn’t moistened it with your lips, which hid under a forest of coarse growth. Did you notice the consistency of the foam in your glass? I bet you the waiter had spat in it. He didn’t like your tone; even as glass with something thrown in the middle. He couldn’t place it. Maybe it was melancholy with an aftertaste of maybe. An aftertaste of hope. Or it was an incurable sadness that hadn’t permeated the deepest caves in your lungs. Your heart, I mean. Did you feel it in your chest? This emotion? Let me tell it to you backhand-style, because I think I understand. It’s the time when the little boy runs off the cliff - but the mother or father snaps their fingers around the child’s hand. When you open your eyes, the child isn’t what you thought he would be (gone). He isn’t a soul that, with the loss of him has ripped the living, beating heart from your bare chest. He hasn’t. No, no, but the claws have grazed your skin. Still, you live, the child lives. This is because he hasn’t stolen the air from your heart. Your lungs, I mean. When you see him alive, then your lungs swell, swell, swell, then they pop. Then, and only then, you know you’ve reached your capacity. Ah, but listen now; when joy leaves, it empties a room. The room can get very empty, and cold, like December, and meaningless like July afternoons. The rupture from the pop heals, and where do you go? You know what you’re missing, and you can’t get it back. There you were, back at the shrinking booth. The foam hadn’t nestled in your mustache - yet-. The waiter turned away. You couldn’t see inside his mind, but your eyes told me the loss in yours. I sipped my orange juice, all the while wondering how you were, wondering why I like to watch.
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Jan 18, 2013
Jan 18, 2013 at 12:15 PM UTC
Orange Juice and mustaches
I watched you there, sitting in the small booth. You were sitting in your denim pants, with your arm draped over the top of the bench’s backing, as if someone had been sitting with you, less than moments ago. A thought flashed into your eyes, and your posture became awful, it bent like a string that was meant to resound and hum, but instead twanged and then broke. The way you sat brought the table closer to your chin, and your eyes became watery. You were gazing into your brown drink. You hadn’t touched the rim yet, hadn’t moistened it with your lips, which hid under a forest of coarse growth. Did you notice the consistency of the foam in your glass? I bet you the waiter had spat in it. He didn’t like your tone; even as glass with something thrown in the middle. He couldn’t place it. Maybe it was melancholy with an aftertaste of maybe. An aftertaste of hope. Or it was an incurable sadness that hadn’t permeated the deepest caves in your lungs. Your heart, I mean. Did you feel it in your chest? This emotion? Let me tell it to you backhand-style, because I think I understand. It’s the time when the little boy runs off the cliff - but the mother or father snaps their fingers around the child’s hand. When you open your eyes, the child isn’t what you thought he would be (gone). He isn’t a soul that, with the loss of him has ripped the living, beating heart from your bare chest. He hasn’t. No, no, but the claws have grazed your skin. Still, you live, the child lives. This is because he hasn’t stolen the air from your heart. Your lungs, I mean. When you see him alive, then your lungs swell, swell, swell, then they pop. Then, and only then, you know you’ve reached your capacity. Ah, but listen now; when joy leaves, it empties a room. The room can get very empty, and cold, like December, and meaningless like July afternoons. The rupture from the pop heals, and where do you go? You know what you’re missing, and you can’t get it back. There you were, back at the shrinking booth. The foam hadn’t nestled in your mustache - yet-. The waiter turned away. You couldn’t see inside his mind, but your eyes told me the loss in yours. I sipped my orange juice, all the while wondering how you were, wondering why I like to watch.
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Before I knew that I could fall in love with another boy, I had already had those feelings stolen out from underneath my feet 50 years old cold and old with a lust for blood, and innocence, At 16 years old there wasn’t even a whole lotta innocence left in him, But he worked and moved in places that felt like dark alleyways, and promises that seemed too good to be able to break, The way his tongue slithered out from underneath the church pews, looking to lap up whatever he seemed to have missed from his youth I remember the first time I went to therapy, the way that my therapist kept asking me if I was confused about my sexuality, It shouldn’t have started like that Wrinkly, angry, and full of adrenaline, young in the head and sick in his veins, He liked to touch them, He liked to hold them, His eyes always matching theirs, he made it perfectly clear that he’s not looking for a fight, he’s already fighting, and he knows he’s going to win I’m not a religious person, but I believe the devil comes to all of us in different ways, Sometimes beautiful and forgivable, Other times in a black t shirt and a pair of nikes, disgustingly promising, a place to make you feel comfortable We let so many people use our bodies to prove their points, it’s so exhausting, I can’t tell the difference anymore between wolves and sheep, But I know that he’s a wolf, And I know that no one listens to a boy who cries **** And the blood is always going to be there, The alcoholic breaths taken deep into lungs that promise to carry on, are always going to be there, The hatred and phobia of old men with mustaches and eyes that look just a little too inviting, is always going to be there Your Innocence is always going to be there, just don’t let anyone convince you that they can steal it from you We are more than their torn muscles and “really, I’m a nice guy”s, More than their “I’ve never done this before”s, More than their “You don’t have to mention this to anyone”s, More than what we think we deserve, More than what love used to mean to us We don’t have to love like that anymore, Our bodies are new, Not used anymore, but brand new, We just have to teach our bones how to use the beautiful new skin that they’ve worked hard for So to the man who taught me how to love myself, You are nothing more than a distant memory I’ll continue to pack into the bag of luggage I carry and unload when I need to remind myself that I am more than whatever you made me think I was I forgive you, but only because I forgive myself
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May 23, 2018
May 23, 2018 at 11:13 PM UTC
To The Man Who Taught Me How To Love Myself
Before I knew that I could fall in love with another boy, I had already had those feelings stolen out from underneath my feet 50 years old cold and old with a lust for blood, and innocence, At 16 years old there wasn’t even a whole lotta innocence left in him, But he worked and moved in places that felt like dark alleyways, and promises that seemed too good to be able to break, The way his tongue slithered out from underneath the church pews, looking to lap up whatever he seemed to have missed from his youth I remember the first time I went to therapy, the way that my therapist kept asking me if I was confused about my sexuality, It shouldn’t have started like that Wrinkly, angry, and full of adrenaline, young in the head and sick in his veins, He liked to touch them, He liked to hold them, His eyes always matching theirs, he made it perfectly clear that he’s not looking for a fight, he’s already fighting, and he knows he’s going to win I’m not a religious person, but I believe the devil comes to all of us in different ways, Sometimes beautiful and forgivable, Other times in a black t shirt and a pair of nikes, disgustingly promising, a place to make you feel comfortable We let so many people use our bodies to prove their points, it’s so exhausting, I can’t tell the difference anymore between wolves and sheep, But I know that he’s a wolf, And I know that no one listens to a boy who cries **** And the blood is always going to be there, The alcoholic breaths taken deep into lungs that promise to carry on, are always going to be there, The hatred and phobia of old men with mustaches and eyes that look just a little too inviting, is always going to be there Your Innocence is always going to be there, just don’t let anyone convince you that they can steal it from you We are more than their torn muscles and “really, I’m a nice guy”s, More than their “I’ve never done this before”s, More than their “You don’t have to mention this to anyone”s, More than what we think we deserve, More than what love used to mean to us We don’t have to love like that anymore, Our bodies are new, Not used anymore, but brand new, We just have to teach our bones how to use the beautiful new skin that they’ve worked hard for So to the man who taught me how to love myself, You are nothing more than a distant memory I’ll continue to pack into the bag of luggage I carry and unload when I need to remind myself that I am more than whatever you made me think I was I forgive you, but only because I forgive myself
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Laying back I stare at the mustached men Staring down at me They all have white hair And blue eyes They float on by With half smug grins Holding back their pride Of their mustaches Some have big fat ones Some have long wispy ones Some are bristly Some sway in the wind Like an old sock on a telephone pole Their stern gaze Judge every face they see Once in a while Their faces swell And get dark and puffy Then the mustached men cry And shower the landscape with tears I wonder what they see Looking down at us That makes them so sad
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Sep 12, 2011
Sep 12, 2011 at 11:27 PM UTC
The Mustached Men
Stomach full of liquid. Black eyed peas And obsession with relish Finally paying off. Trees Collages Dancing Seductress. Knowledge Healing Three small boys dressed as their fathers Playing checkers Giggling Marimba chops Echoing Twice stolen earphones Volume control Old south 1933 Shallow grave Shallow sleep Fresh cars First to drive Survive. Sonic Pescetarianism. Cherry Lime-ade Walking on the Green grass REM interrupted Curious hands Laced between Fingers Three sizes smaller Sinking unbiased truth peeking an ugly face around her corner. Talk of mustaches and ****** orientation The price of documentation. Embrace certainty within confusion. Tuesday.
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May 24, 2012
May 24, 2012 at 4:50 PM UTC
Medley
While the wine and cheese and skinny upturned mustaches Were all there, Wrapped in gold tissue paper and tied with white bows The passion, desire, and spark (which were promised by the $24.99 guidebook) Were nowhere to be found, Not even floating down a gondola on the Seine (or am I thinking of Venice now?) I wrote home in two postcards (not because I had so much to say) But because I thought my family should see the Eiffel Tower in both day and night As plastered on the pair of plastic, flimsy cards I mailed away. Being away from Mom and Dad, I thought I’d enjoy it But after investing in a French-English Dictionary I learned that the love letters I’d been receiving here (voulez vous coucher avec moi?) Weren’t so lovely after all. I told them that I’d tried French Onion soup, That I’d walked down that street featured in Midnight in Paris, and that between the guns slung over shoulders (worn like fake Louis Vuittons advertised by desperate venders) and the solicitors outside the Moulin Rouge the city of love had shattered my unprotected heart.
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Oct 30, 2012
Oct 30, 2012 at 7:53 PM UTC
Paris in the Summer
I wrote this poem with oil, vinegar, and fine foods. My pen did not. I drew this picture with eyelashes, mustaches, and tears. My paintbrush did not. I thought this thought with lip balm, pine trees, and mosquitoes. My brain did not. I do not dream with REM but with caterpillars and manure. Oh, Jack Kerouac, take me to bed and ease my itching. Listen to that bluegrass play... Fall asleep...
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Jul 8, 2013
Jul 8, 2013 at 3:08 PM UTC
Dozing Away
I WAS a boy when I heard three red words a thousand Frenchmen died in the streets for: Liberty, Equality, Fraternity-I asked why men die for words. I was older; men with mustaches, sideburns, lilacs, told me the high golden words are: Mother, Home, and Heaven-other older men with face decorations said: God, Duty, Immortality -they sang these threes slow from deep lungs. Years ticked off their say-so on the great clocks of doom and damnation, soup and nuts: meteors flashed their say-so: and out of great Russia came three dusky syllables workmen took guns and went out to die for: Bread, Peace, Land. And I met a marine of the U.S.A., a leatherneck with a girl on his knee for a memory in ports circling the earth and he said: Tell me how to say three things and I always get by-gimme a plate of ham and eggs-how much?-and-do you love me, kid?
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Threes
I’m driving laps around Urique’s unpaved streets with Arnulfo, the world’s fastest ultra-runner up front Chugging tesguino disregarding Young son, Mateas in the back Handing us the 2 liter Coca- Cola bottles, full of the mashy corn brew. The cholos are drinking Tecate, mumbling under the palms stalking the river, watching us break down at ever lap. Arnuflo heaves the truck from behind, alone, screaming and pushing. I snap it into second gear Mateas trembling, and off we go. Arnulfo hopping in smoking more cigarettes passing the tesguino around shouting Rapido! Poco a poco! Andale! Rancherra bumps full blast, the Eternal bumping, beem, boom, up and down Beem, boom, beem, boom Tubas and brass echoing through all the adobe walls meandering all the way down the arroyo to God know’s where. The cholos challenge Arnulfo to a race in their harsh stares under flashy hats and shiny mustaches, Ed Hardy models with sharp pointed snake-skinned boots Ayyeee, Arnulfo says, He won’t race gainst Oscarine who they say is the fastest young Chabochi better than the elders who used to chase down deer, gently twisting their necks after tracking them to an ending exhaustion. Arnulfo tells them I can win as Oscarine snorts more from the bag they pass around from his pocket Off we go twenty yards Around the farthest tree And I win because of Arnulfo's ancient assurance
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Nov 20, 2014
Nov 20, 2014 at 3:40 PM UTC
Urique Night Life