YOU LIVE YOU LEARN YOU MAKE MISTAKES. YOU LEARN YOU OPE YOU MAKE DIFFERENT MISTAKES. SO YOU LEARN AND YOU LEAN BUT JUST TO EN UP MAKING THE SAME MSTAKES YOU THOUGH YOU LEARNED FROM AND PUT BEHIND YOU. YOU HOPE , YOU CRY, YOU LIVE, YOU LOVE, YOU HOPE, YOU PRAY. YOU END UP IN A PLACE THAT IS TAKING YOU NO WHERE. WHEN WILL YOU LEARN WHEN YOU CANT LEARN FROM THAT MISTAKE ANYMORE. I KNOW I NEED TO WAKE UP AND REALIZE WHAT I NEED TO LEARM FROM THIS MISTAKE AND NOT DO IT AGAIN. WHEN YOUR YOUNG AND YOU DONT WANT A MAN IN YOUR LIFE. TO MESS UP THE BALANCE YOUVE CREATED IN YOUR LIFE. AND YOU TAKE THAT CHANCE ANYWAY. YOU WOULD THINK YOU WOULD HAVE LEARNED ONE HECK OF A LESSON. BUT IT TAKES TWICE OR MORE TO LEARN THAT LESSON. I HOPE I LEARN IT SOON.
                                                                               THE END.

There are times.
When we can only ask why?
We can guess.
We can speculate.
But the explanations died with them.

We can only say, only if.
Or we didn't know.
Life is too good to take.
There's no mstakes more worse then dying.

But we see love killing many.
And we sometimes wonder about it.

Families in distressed and stressed.
Trying ways to understand the matter.
While understanding the answers died with them.
And we can only wonder why?

It will be the last time for them.
But a hurtful times for friends and family.
Who will why it had to be suicide?