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Love is a blind ***** And a wicked witch. She's like a bill collector And a heartbreaker. Love is a light Sometimes she's bright, Sometimes she's dangerous And very mysterious. Love is contentious Like a strange virus, She kills at times At times, she saves. What's this phenomenon That moves like the moon? Love eludes some people And for her, some will struggle. To some, she's a white dove Sent for them from above. To those not lucky like us, Love is just like a bad curse. Love is the bedrock of life Yet she hurts like a knife. To few, she works like a lawn mower And too few she's a lawn blower. Love to some is like a quick shower In no time it's all over. The mystery of love Is the tale of the black dove. Love's seed was planted in Heaven And blossomed in the garden of Eden A long time ago on this earth, It was the caveat for Romeo's death. #IvanBrooksPoetry© 7/22/2018
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Jul 21, 2018
Jul 21, 2018 at 8:03 PM UTC
The Mystery Of Love
I went to the garage to throw up and came out with a glass of water and a box to store my waste I wish I had thrown up everything all that was me But nothing came up but a wee little bit Our adventure set off and to the shed we went only to be disappointed by the crude lawn mower Once more the travels we set off on to the couch it is Where he shows me a trick to alleviate my nauseous head My legs spread for him and I cannot control the yes daddy slipping from my ***** ****** lips at the time 21 and **** with the tats he was everything I wanted and so the game began where his **** ****** my god **** tight ***** Age is just a number I'm 17 god **** it a responsible one at that with a job and friends and good grades and a future and here I am wishing I was good enough for this man But I was And he was cute and funny and sweet and Gone And this 17 year old sits waiting wondering what the **** do I do when I want but do not need and what the **** do I do when he may not want me But baby I'm a jumper and the fall is scary but Am I strong enough to crawl out of that hole again? Am o stupid enough to chance it? Will this even effect me as much as I'm playing into it? I may not even like him when it comes down to it But **** I want to **** again And I want to be loved But these are indeed not the same thing my first time guy
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Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 10:05 PM UTC
Untitled
Goodbye  wasps Goodbye  bees Goodbye  pollen from the trees Goodbye  midges Goodbye  flies Goodbye  scorching cloudless skies Goodbye  seagulls Goodbye  ants Goodbye  sunbathers in tiny pants Goodbye  sunburn Goodbye  oiled skin Goodbye  iced drinks laced with gin Goodbye  tourists Goodbye  throngs Goodbye  men wearing sarongs Goodbye  hosepipe Goodbye  lawn  mower Welcome  to the noisy leaf blower Hello  Autumn Hello  cool bright day Hello  rolling around in the hay Hello  harvest Hello  fruits Hello  hiking in hiking boots Hello warm colours Hello warm hearts Good riddance Summer Autumn starts
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Aug 27, 2014
Aug 27, 2014 at 4:07 AM UTC
Goodbye Summer
When my father was young he mowed lawns for money. He pushed a second-hand spinning blade in the hot Florida sun for spare change. With dull coins clanging in his pocket and crumpled bills in his palm, my father fought to escape home. To him, home was synonymous with scary southern suburbia, where late-night television  was replaced with screaming matches and loud fists. Angry eyes with children's cries. Barbecues bombarded with apologetic looks from neighbors. Pretending not to hear shatters and shouts of supposed 'baseball black eyes'. And so he pushed. Pushed the rusty lawn mower down strangers' yards, pushed away the sniggering snot-nosed kids calling him 'Spic', and pushed at his father's demons, crawling down his spine, whispering that he was no good. Years later he kept pushing Pushing Pushing Pushing towards whatever came next. Yet no matter how much he pushed, he was still the same boy with the lawn mower. Angry, mad, pushing violently ahead. The smoke of sanity is inhaled now, as my father's blood-shot eyes try to suppress the angry boy within. The residue of stolen innocence is not left unnoticed. A touch of tone on his once sunburnt neck and the man he has made instantly flushes away, leaving his father's demons. Calmer than before, a dying star, burning bright before collapse. Like a strong jaw, his father's anger is passed down to him, and I, his son, am now born with this seed of destruction. Smaller than before, but still seething. Constantly reminded, I sit in a leather chair surrounded by white walls in carefully controlled climate, plastic pen perched on my palm, I push. I'll keep pushing.
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Jun 9, 2014
Jun 9, 2014 at 4:50 PM UTC
Lawn mower Pen
When my father was young he mowed lawns for money. He pushed a second-hand spinning blade in the hot Florida sun for spare change. With dull coins clanging in his pocket and crumpled bills in his palm, my father fought to escape home. To him, home was synonymous with scary southern suburbia, where late-night television  was replaced with screaming matches and loud fists. Angry eyes with children's cries. Barbecues bombarded with apologetic looks from neighbors. Pretending not to hear shatters and shouts of supposed 'baseball black eyes'. And so he pushed. Pushed the rusty lawn mower down strangers' yards, pushed away the sniggering snot-nosed kids calling him 'Spic', and pushed at his father's demons, crawling down his spine, whispering that he was no good. Years later he kept pushing Pushing Pushing Pushing towards whatever came next. Yet no matter how much he pushed, he was still the same boy with the lawn mower. Angry, mad, pushing violently ahead. The smoke of sanity is inhaled now, as my father's blood-shot eyes try to suppress the angry boy within. The residue of stolen innocence is not left unnoticed. A touch of tone on his once sunburnt neck and the man he has made instantly flushes away, leaving his father's demons. Calmer than before, a dying star, burning bright before collapse. Like a strong jaw, his father's anger is passed down to him, and I, his son, am now born with this seed of destruction. Smaller than before, but still seething. Constantly reminded, I sit in a leather chair surrounded by white walls in carefully controlled climate, plastic pen perched on my palm, I push. I'll keep pushing.
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I went to turn the grass once after one Who mowed it in the dew before the sun. The dew was gone that made his blade so keen Before I came to view the levelled scene. I looked for him behind an isle of trees; I listened for his whetstone on the breeze. But he had gone his way, the grass all mown, And I must be, as he had been,—alone, ‘As all must be,’ I said within my heart, ‘Whether they work together or apart.’ But as I said it, swift there passed me by On noiseless wing a bewildered butterfly, Seeking with memories grown dim over night Some resting flower of yesterday’s delight. And once I marked his flight go round and round, As where some flower lay withering on the ground. And then he flew as far as eye could see, And then on tremulous wing came back to me. I thought of questions that have no reply, And would have turned to toss the grass to dry; But he turned first, and led my eye to look At a tall tuft of flowers beside a brook, A leaping tongue of bloom the scythe had spared Beside a reedy brook the scythe had bared. I left my place to know them by their name, Finding them butterfly-weed when I came. The mower in the dew had loved them thus, By leaving them to flourish, not for us, Nor yet to draw one thought of ours to him, But from sheer morning gladness at the brim. The butterfly and I had lit upon, Nevertheless, a message from the dawn, That made me hear the wakening birds around, And hear his long scythe whispering to the ground, And feel a spirit kindred to my own; So that henceforth I worked no more alone; But glad with him, I worked as with his aid, And weary, sought at noon with him the shade; And dreaming, as it were, held brotherly speech With one whose thought I had not hoped to reach. ‘Men work together,’ I told him from the heart, ‘Whether they work together or apart.’
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The Tuft Of Flowers
I went to turn the grass once after one Who mowed it in the dew before the sun. The dew was gone that made his blade so keen Before I came to view the levelled scene. I looked for him behind an isle of trees; I listened for his whetstone on the breeze. But he had gone his way, the grass all mown, And I must be, as he had been,—alone, ‘As all must be,’ I said within my heart, ‘Whether they work together or apart.’ But as I said it, swift there passed me by On noiseless wing a bewildered butterfly, Seeking with memories grown dim over night Some resting flower of yesterday’s delight. And once I marked his flight go round and round, As where some flower lay withering on the ground. And then he flew as far as eye could see, And then on tremulous wing came back to me. I thought of questions that have no reply, And would have turned to toss the grass to dry; But he turned first, and led my eye to look At a tall tuft of flowers beside a brook, A leaping tongue of bloom the scythe had spared Beside a reedy brook the scythe had bared. I left my place to know them by their name, Finding them butterfly-weed when I came. The mower in the dew had loved them thus, By leaving them to flourish, not for us, Nor yet to draw one thought of ours to him, But from sheer morning gladness at the brim. The butterfly and I had lit upon, Nevertheless, a message from the dawn, That made me hear the wakening birds around, And hear his long scythe whispering to the ground, And feel a spirit kindred to my own; So that henceforth I worked no more alone; But glad with him, I worked as with his aid, And weary, sought at noon with him the shade; And dreaming, as it were, held brotherly speech With one whose thought I had not hoped to reach. ‘Men work together,’ I told him from the heart, ‘Whether they work together or apart.’
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529 I’m sorry for the Dead—Today— It’s such congenial times Old Neighbors have at fences— It’s time o’ year for Hay. And Broad—Sunburned Acquaintance Discourse between the Toil— And laugh, a homely species That makes the Fences smile— It seems so straight to lie away From all of the noise of Fields— The Busy Carts—the fragrant ***** The Mower’s Metre—Steals— A Trouble lest they’re homesick— Those Farmers—and their Wives— Set separate from the Farming— And all the Neighbors’ lives— A Wonder if the Sepulchre Don’t feel a lonesome way— When Men—and Boys—and Carts—and June, Go down the Fields to “Hay”—
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I’m sorry for the Dead—Today
all day long, their banging disturbed me at my work startling me from my reverie, lost deep in the world of I Wish I Had A Heart Like Yours, Walt Whitman the birds, returned early from wherever it is they hide during the long winter, have come to fling themselves against the over-sized picture window in my living room, songbird pitch themselves into my poet's dull daytime so that i am moved to rise from my desk, to look out, to seek a bird flying away, or peer down to search for the tiny body maybe roosting among the stalks of the overgrown hydrangea, which captured  autumn’s maple leaves, worn like a Chicago matron's mink to keep the winter chill at bay and, as the spring surrenders to the warmer days, i mow the brightly greened grass, innocently cutting row after row, to turn finally to the narrow strip nearest the picture window, a mixture of grass, dried leaves and tiny twigs, all mulched by the power mower, where i discover these dessicated bodies   exhumed from shallow graves at the base of the newly leafed hydrangea, their stiff, dry feathers bristly, colored a washed out grey, tiny feet tightly balled, with all the soft parts missing and the beaks a startling white, as though bleached, bright against the dullness of the little corpses which seem to have sunk into the mosses of the yard, so that they lay preserved below the blade for the first late-spring chore -- mowing the bird bone garden i sleep with the bedroom window ajar despite the overnight chill and dream of the memory of birds, their shapes, their white beaks and, still, the bird songs wake me in the cool green spring morning
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May 18, 2012
May 18, 2012 at 8:56 AM UTC
mowing the bird bone garden
all day long, their banging disturbed me at my work startling me from my reverie, lost deep in the world of I Wish I Had A Heart Like Yours, Walt Whitman the birds, returned early from wherever it is they hide during the long winter, have come to fling themselves against the over-sized picture window in my living room, songbird pitch themselves into my poet's dull daytime so that i am moved to rise from my desk, to look out, to seek a bird flying away, or peer down to search for the tiny body maybe roosting among the stalks of the overgrown hydrangea, which captured  autumn’s maple leaves, worn like a Chicago matron's mink to keep the winter chill at bay and, as the spring surrenders to the warmer days, i mow the brightly greened grass, innocently cutting row after row, to turn finally to the narrow strip nearest the picture window, a mixture of grass, dried leaves and tiny twigs, all mulched by the power mower, where i discover these dessicated bodies   exhumed from shallow graves at the base of the newly leafed hydrangea, their stiff, dry feathers bristly, colored a washed out grey, tiny feet tightly balled, with all the soft parts missing and the beaks a startling white, as though bleached, bright against the dullness of the little corpses which seem to have sunk into the mosses of the yard, so that they lay preserved below the blade for the first late-spring chore -- mowing the bird bone garden i sleep with the bedroom window ajar despite the overnight chill and dream of the memory of birds, their shapes, their white beaks and, still, the bird songs wake me in the cool green spring morning
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I sit there Teacher talking The people around me talking But me I am not joining and I am still not listening to the teacher; Like I should! Instead of listening to the teacher I listen to the girls on my left They are talking about a crush that one on of them have. To my left boys talking about some girl they say in the hallway Apparently, she is their friend’s girlfriend and she is cheating on him The couple in front of me to awkward to actually talk Randomly say random every now and then. The girl sitting behind me tapping her pencil. The mower outside the window. The kids in the hall running around making a scene. I think about what I wanna do when I get home. I think about so many things I lose myself. I think about everything except what I should be doing. I constantly move cause I can't sit still. I tap my pencil everyone give me looks because of all of it I want to focus I really do. That all I want to do. I don't want to be distracted by everything around me that when that bell rings I won't have a clue what the homework is or what we learned. I don't want to go home and call up my friend that has the same teacher two class periods before me and ask what we learned. Everyone just says take medicine, Just try harder. But I don't want to take that medicine. I don't want to alter my mind because I am to weak to control my own thoughts, How do you think that makes me feel. What causes me to do all this? It isn't because I am dumb or stupid, or unable to learn. It's because of my ADHD.
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Mar 30, 2017
Mar 30, 2017 at 9:56 PM UTC
My Life with ADHD
I sit there Teacher talking The people around me talking But me I am not joining and I am still not listening to the teacher; Like I should! Instead of listening to the teacher I listen to the girls on my left They are talking about a crush that one on of them have. To my left boys talking about some girl they say in the hallway Apparently, she is their friend’s girlfriend and she is cheating on him The couple in front of me to awkward to actually talk Randomly say random every now and then. The girl sitting behind me tapping her pencil. The mower outside the window. The kids in the hall running around making a scene. I think about what I wanna do when I get home. I think about so many things I lose myself. I think about everything except what I should be doing. I constantly move cause I can't sit still. I tap my pencil everyone give me looks because of all of it I want to focus I really do. That all I want to do. I don't want to be distracted by everything around me that when that bell rings I won't have a clue what the homework is or what we learned. I don't want to go home and call up my friend that has the same teacher two class periods before me and ask what we learned. Everyone just says take medicine, Just try harder. But I don't want to take that medicine. I don't want to alter my mind because I am to weak to control my own thoughts, How do you think that makes me feel. What causes me to do all this? It isn't because I am dumb or stupid, or unable to learn. It's because of my ADHD.
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The flood gates open when you smell the familiar scent from your past. Remembering times that were long forgotten in the back of your mind. Every person has that one scent that instantly draws them back to a simpler, happier time. That one scent that brings forth memories that were buried deep within your subconscious, dusts them off, and lays them out in the light. The smell of your mother’s perfume - brings you back to when she held you. The smell of play dough - brings you back to that small seat in the classroom mashing colors together. The smell of your house - where you instantly feel safe and can be yourself. The smell of cut grass - shows your father pushing the heavy lawn mower as you play outside in a spring evening. The smell rain - brings you to a moment of renewed energy and excitement for what’s to come. The smell of smoke - reminds you of late night talks around a bonfire. The smell of your old boyfriend’s cologne - Hits you when you pull out his sweater and remember the night he gave it to you. The smell of wood chips - where you spent many days playing and laughing with the friends you haven’t seen for a while now. It comes when you least expect it. These smells of nostalgia enter through your nose and hit you straight in the heart. And you can’t help the evocative smile that pulls across your face.
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May 3, 2017
May 3, 2017 at 2:35 AM UTC
The Smells of Nostalgia
Behind the building, a one hundred percent green certified building an amazing feat of engineering-science-forward thinking fabulously energy efficient cutting edge building sit solar panels in the sweltering heat, extra heat from the toxic clouds in the sky which now envelop the Earth There, under the panels sit a small band of sheep, who represent the last little bit of progressive wonderfulness visionary design and research based and proven and the future because they eat the grass and there is no need to use toxic fume producing loud unnatural unsustainable lawn mower But the grass is long dead. It is just white and yellow and there are lambs baby sheep who sit and pant underneath the sustainable solar panels without a decent meal in sight. Only stalks and yellow deadness I suggest vitamins or supplements after all there is no grass, only grass out that is watered sustainably and is carefully fenced off from the living sheep underneath the dead panels behind the dead building. Outrage from the forward thinking cutting edge Wi-Fi custodians of the cement and metal building and panels, panels that emit a high pitched hum from a hot metal box and regulate the CO2 in each room automatically The sheep are there to eat the grass if you feed them, even to make them healthier so that they may get up out of their hot suffering and eat some stalks in addition to a little bit of supplemental feed they will not eat the dead grass, and they are there to eat the grass they are not there to be comfortable or healthy they are just sheep But sheep are only living non human feeling beings and not part of the forward thinking cutting edge metal and cement technology that is worth a lot of money and was written up in the paper and got the custodians attention and recognition. And they are just suffering, hot, miserable animals and despite all of our technology, Mars landing solar panels to electricity advance thinking technological wonders our compassion and empathy remain tight and selfish and the dead things, not the living ones, are what we value
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Aug 9, 2012
Aug 9, 2012 at 9:43 PM UTC
A Sheep's Work Ethic
Behind the building, a one hundred percent green certified building an amazing feat of engineering-science-forward thinking fabulously energy efficient cutting edge building sit solar panels in the sweltering heat, extra heat from the toxic clouds in the sky which now envelop the Earth There, under the panels sit a small band of sheep, who represent the last little bit of progressive wonderfulness visionary design and research based and proven and the future because they eat the grass and there is no need to use toxic fume producing loud unnatural unsustainable lawn mower But the grass is long dead. It is just white and yellow and there are lambs baby sheep who sit and pant underneath the sustainable solar panels without a decent meal in sight. Only stalks and yellow deadness I suggest vitamins or supplements after all there is no grass, only grass out that is watered sustainably and is carefully fenced off from the living sheep underneath the dead panels behind the dead building. Outrage from the forward thinking cutting edge Wi-Fi custodians of the cement and metal building and panels, panels that emit a high pitched hum from a hot metal box and regulate the CO2 in each room automatically The sheep are there to eat the grass if you feed them, even to make them healthier so that they may get up out of their hot suffering and eat some stalks in addition to a little bit of supplemental feed they will not eat the dead grass, and they are there to eat the grass they are not there to be comfortable or healthy they are just sheep But sheep are only living non human feeling beings and not part of the forward thinking cutting edge metal and cement technology that is worth a lot of money and was written up in the paper and got the custodians attention and recognition. And they are just suffering, hot, miserable animals and despite all of our technology, Mars landing solar panels to electricity advance thinking technological wonders our compassion and empathy remain tight and selfish and the dead things, not the living ones, are what we value
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Nanu, I had a dream last night that you came back From being gone almost 3 years We embraced and I told you I missed you so much It was bittersweet, really. I had seen you, and then you disappeared. Like a shadow, when the sun decides to sleep. I could've slept eternally knowing I would've been with you; forever I remember when you were first diagnosed with lung cancer. You held a smooth stone and told me, "Emily this stone is going to heal me one day." You told me how it would make you better. I remember one thanksgiving you gave me a glass of your wine It was, bittersweet. Vinegary as it ate away my tastebuds Sweet like strawberries marinading in sugar, only.. Wine is made out of grapes... You taught me that. Its funny, you used to let me sit upon your lap when you mowed the lawn, it was my own mistake for crashing it into the fence. It was, bittersweet. I got to drive a lawn mower and you had to fix the fence. I look back to how happy you were on the sun porch in the summer heat, especially when lightening would strike the area around us, I'd hide my face in your tarnished sweater It was, bittersweet. This morning I stood in the snow Weeping as I stared at the sky, Then I remembered, you didn't disappear, you just went on vacation for awhile. It's bittersweet, really.
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Jun 16, 2014
Jun 16, 2014 at 12:45 PM UTC
Bittersweet
we promised each other a broken lawn mower so we mowed the dirt instead
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Dec 1, 2013
Dec 1, 2013 at 8:28 PM UTC
grassland
After the devastation came recuperation. New shoots had sprung with alacrity enough to establish a presence in that walled garden, contained to a strip barely big enough for date and citrus to thrive. The neighbour waited twenty one seasons, and with each season saw young shoots replacing the old. Imaging a future where grass might escape the confines of concrete and sea neighbour chose to start the mower, move beyond boundaries, and mow and mow and mow. It's been twenty three days now and still blades whirr day and night each hour inducing fresh rubble to deter shoots, new seeds, hope. The neighbour will retreat soon, beyond the wall, being temporarily satiated with reek and wreckage, knowing a day shall arise to return for the fruits of the land.
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Aug 2, 2014
Aug 2, 2014 at 1:30 PM UTC
Mowing the grass
Three striped cats daily demonstrate awakening: a) BijaChen: startles by pounce onto bed or banging of sunlit window blinds; b) BlueMonsoon: prefers annoying whining coordinated with scratching at blankets; c) LadyFiona: chooses a prickly psychic stare into my sleeping consciousness to disrupt dreams. (she must have been a witch's cat). Sleep you say? Mr. Rooster, lover of Flathead Lake cherries, rehearses a  solo operetta while strutting sharp grey claws inches from the screen door. Doze off? Thirty small brown-red-yellow-speckled birds usurp seeds at the swinging feeders in frenzied unharmonious clatter, While the low moan of iron hinged gate closes pale hay and tall horses into the corral. Rest? Urgently a  growling lawn mower slashes green strands of life and delicate insects from their microcosms of Little Earth, And calico barn cats dive from rafters onto feed sacks to devour the crunch of breakfast. Lao Tzu speaks no sound, eyes watch Two butterflies sweep though moist morning monsoon air.
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Jul 13, 2014
Jul 13, 2014 at 1:46 PM UTC
Lao Tzu on a Monsoon Morning
Yes, mechanical leaf mover, create the shrillest sounds known to man. See if it doesn't just slowly make the world a ******** place by taking away the joy of crunchy leafs, which gradually become moist, squishy leafs, then, after a long period, emerging from a snow covering thaw and lie there, fully exposed, recumbent, depriving the dormant seed of grass its sunlight, preventing grass, freeing up water for infrastructure needs more urgent and rational than supporting the most boring of decorative plants encompassing our lives. I guess what I'm saying is that, not only are your sounds annoying, they're just another of the short-sighted endeavors our present society insists on. You are the "circumcision-for-hygiene-purposes" of our urban planning. **** you, leaf blower. **** you and the excruciating environmental ignorance you represent. I SAID **** YOU, LEAF BLOWER, YET YOU PERSIST! You need to let that leafy-foreskin grow, covering the shaft of ground. Rid it of the pleasure-impeding growth of grass! Let the earth cry out for the sensation of tiny points of pressure moving delicately along its surface. Let the ground erupt with wild flowers, or at the very least, the trampled exuberance of plodded soil and the desperate levels of human debris that would collect upon it. Or are you trying to hide our wastefulness from us by removing something which is nothing, a nothing, invisible barrier? You've already succeeded in giving my apartment complex the ambience of an industrial production complex which I suppose it always was. Maybe your attempt at concealment has been a revelation. Or maybe I just can't think straight, because there's been a ******* leaf blower circling below my window all morning and now a heavy, riding lawn mower is coming to cut the grass that hasn't grown since September but has been watered every day even though it froze last night and it's almost November.
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Oct 26, 2012
Oct 26, 2012 at 12:45 PM UTC
For fuck's sake with the leaf blowers!?
Yes, mechanical leaf mover, create the shrillest sounds known to man. See if it doesn't just slowly make the world a ******** place by taking away the joy of crunchy leafs, which gradually become moist, squishy leafs, then, after a long period, emerging from a snow covering thaw and lie there, fully exposed, recumbent, depriving the dormant seed of grass its sunlight, preventing grass, freeing up water for infrastructure needs more urgent and rational than supporting the most boring of decorative plants encompassing our lives. I guess what I'm saying is that, not only are your sounds annoying, they're just another of the short-sighted endeavors our present society insists on. You are the "circumcision-for-hygiene-purposes" of our urban planning. **** you, leaf blower. **** you and the excruciating environmental ignorance you represent. I SAID **** YOU, LEAF BLOWER, YET YOU PERSIST! You need to let that leafy-foreskin grow, covering the shaft of ground. Rid it of the pleasure-impeding growth of grass! Let the earth cry out for the sensation of tiny points of pressure moving delicately along its surface. Let the ground erupt with wild flowers, or at the very least, the trampled exuberance of plodded soil and the desperate levels of human debris that would collect upon it. Or are you trying to hide our wastefulness from us by removing something which is nothing, a nothing, invisible barrier? You've already succeeded in giving my apartment complex the ambience of an industrial production complex which I suppose it always was. Maybe your attempt at concealment has been a revelation. Or maybe I just can't think straight, because there's been a ******* leaf blower circling below my window all morning and now a heavy, riding lawn mower is coming to cut the grass that hasn't grown since September but has been watered every day even though it froze last night and it's almost November.
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Grubby little hands and sugar encrusted mouths leaving chocolate hugs and kisses on a white Hanes t-shirt in a late summer sun the man in the stained shirt laughs telling stories until you laugh too, so hard you roll in the grass with your brother streaking your denim knees green and you beg him to play with you just one more game, please! because he is the best at everything as close as you can get to invincible and when he picks you up at the end of the day tickles you, herds you inside you can smell the lawn mower grease and the shellac from his shop and the peppermint, always the peppermint, from the gum that snaps! in his mouth then before you know it you’re sitting shotgun in his rusted pickup the radio singing classic rock like always windows rolled down hat perched back on his head whistling through his teeth like always but you’re on a new road and your boxes are packed in the back and when he hugs you you feel like the little girl that you’re not anymore and you’re not quite ready to say goodbye
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Nov 9, 2012
Nov 9, 2012 at 12:36 AM UTC
Dad
In this household there’s far too much noise!...your mobile, your pager, your palmtop, your laptop, your desktop, your land-line, your radio, your plasma screen, your mp3, your ***** driver, your GPS, your audio-books, your lawn-mower, your toothbrush, your stereo, your play-station, your VCR, your hairdryer, your podcasts, your DVD player, your digital clock, your analogue clock, your juicer, my ******** your drill...
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Feb 24, 2010
Feb 24, 2010 at 10:11 AM UTC
Nag
Nanu, I had a dream last night that you came back From being gone almost 3 years We embraced and I told you I missed you so much It was bittersweet, really. I had seen you, and then you disappeared. Like a shadow, when the sun decides to sleep. I could've slept eternally knowing I would've been with you; forever I remember when you were first diagnosed with lung cancer. You held a smooth stone and told me, "Emily this stone is going to heal me one day." You told me how it would make you better. I remember one thanksgiving you gave me a glass of your wine It was, bittersweet. Vinegary as it ate away my tastebuds Sweet like strawberries marinading in sugar, only.. Wine is made out of grapes... You taught me that. Its funny, you used to let me sit upon your lap when you mowed the lawn, it was my own mistake for crashing it into the fence. It was, bittersweet. I got to drive a lawn mower and you had to fix the fence. I look back to how happy you were on the sun porch in the summer heat, especially when lightening would strike the area around us, I'd hide my face in your tarnished sweater It was, bittersweet. This morning I stood in the snow Inhaling the heavy smoke of my marlboro cigarette Weeping as I stared at the sky, Then I remembered, you didn't disappear, you just went on vacation for awhile. It's bittersweet, really.
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Apr 16, 2014
Apr 16, 2014 at 1:01 PM UTC
Bittersweet
the neighbor has just started to mow cutting grass is his favorite pastime he manicures the lawn nice and low the sound of the mower's droning chime seems to be sweet music to his ears cutting grass is his favorite pastime his lawns kept tidy over many years the grass not allowed to get too long seems to be sweet music to his ears he's oft heard singing a barber's song as he trims the lawn with his old Rover the grass never allowed to get too long he takes pride in his patch of clover the blades of grass never look mussed as he trims the lawn with his old Rover about his yard he's meticulous and fussed the blades of grass never look mussed the neighbor has just started to mow he manicures the lawn nice and low
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Apr 19, 2013
Apr 19, 2013 at 5:51 AM UTC
Mowing (Terzanelle Poem)
My boyfriend won’t cut his horrible hair It’s quite a horrible mess And it gives me quite a horrible scare This I just must horribly confess It takes hours to wash his hair And hours more to get it dry He resembles a tamed grizzly bear And he doesn’t get just why The tangles and knots cover his face It’s practically impossible to see There’s a boy hidden behind the space Between the wild hair and shrubbery I got him a comb to manage the terror Before the stress gave me a stroke But when he brushed it, I realized my error When the comb I gave him, finally broke I tried to introduce him to family And it was a horribly embarrassing task The scarcely groomed anomaly Was what everybody talked about and asked We went to the park and as we talked A crow swooped down low It sat in his hair and as we walked It laid several eggs on the go I finally had enough of his hair And got a brand new lawn mower How he’d react I did not care His bushy hair days were finally over When the monster mower growled How my frightened boyfriend ran As his hair fell off he howled But out emerged a gentleman He can finally see his face in the mirror But there are hills of hair in the yard I've learned skills of a master sheep shearer But left my poor boyfriend heartbroken and scarred
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Feb 24, 2015
Feb 24, 2015 at 5:39 AM UTC
My boyfriend won't cut his Hair
I always had trouble with my keyboard. Some of the letters were too tight and never moved, you had to slam them in order to get the words you wanted and even the most sincere love letter could sound like a strongly worded email to the nearest Costco because you found that same 3 pound box of popcorn at Walmart for like 50 cents cheaper. But the other keys were loose and fell out, I always put them back on but I always seemed to lose U. It was like no matter how much I put U back together U always fell on the floor. My friends all urged me to forget about it and get myself a new keyboard, they said "come on Alyssa, you know you need something that stays longer than a few weeks" but I was too scared that the price of finding something new outweighed my frustration for picking U up and just putting U back together again. Sometimes I wish U could be tough, that way I didn't have to be terrified of breaking U if I didn't feel gentle that day, in case I really was writing that strongly worded email to Costco. Because there are days when I am not soft and warm, when I feel more like the lawn mower than the soft grass underneath of it. Some days I feel like ripping out the X on my keyboard because it has not moved once since I got it and replacing it with U just so U could finally stay where I put it even if it meant I didn't use U anymore. At least I would always know U wouldn't move without my permission. But that would mean that X would be falling out of place, and God knows that I need to keep my X's where they belong. But this isn't about the X, and this wasn't about U, this was about my inability to change and my constant fear of imminent loneliness. You see I'm not so afraid of being alone, but feeling lonely scares the living hell out of me so I would rather find someone broken and patch them up, make sure they need me a lot more than I need them so I know they won't leave first, than find someone who has all of their pieces and is capable of staying intact without my help. That is the one who knows that they are so much better without me, that I am just dead weight and I am more likely to cause their death by drowning them than helping them swim to shore. But for Christmas I asked for a gift card to Best Buy so I could buy myself a new keyboard. I just hope I'm strong enough to throw U out when it gets here.
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Dec 25, 2014
Dec 25, 2014 at 11:05 PM UTC
My keyboard
I always had trouble with my keyboard. Some of the letters were too tight and never moved, you had to slam them in order to get the words you wanted and even the most sincere love letter could sound like a strongly worded email to the nearest Costco because you found that same 3 pound box of popcorn at Walmart for like 50 cents cheaper. But the other keys were loose and fell out, I always put them back on but I always seemed to lose U. It was like no matter how much I put U back together U always fell on the floor. My friends all urged me to forget about it and get myself a new keyboard, they said "come on Alyssa, you know you need something that stays longer than a few weeks" but I was too scared that the price of finding something new outweighed my frustration for picking U up and just putting U back together again. Sometimes I wish U could be tough, that way I didn't have to be terrified of breaking U if I didn't feel gentle that day, in case I really was writing that strongly worded email to Costco. Because there are days when I am not soft and warm, when I feel more like the lawn mower than the soft grass underneath of it. Some days I feel like ripping out the X on my keyboard because it has not moved once since I got it and replacing it with U just so U could finally stay where I put it even if it meant I didn't use U anymore. At least I would always know U wouldn't move without my permission. But that would mean that X would be falling out of place, and God knows that I need to keep my X's where they belong. But this isn't about the X, and this wasn't about U, this was about my inability to change and my constant fear of imminent loneliness. You see I'm not so afraid of being alone, but feeling lonely scares the living hell out of me so I would rather find someone broken and patch them up, make sure they need me a lot more than I need them so I know they won't leave first, than find someone who has all of their pieces and is capable of staying intact without my help. That is the one who knows that they are so much better without me, that I am just dead weight and I am more likely to cause their death by drowning them than helping them swim to shore. But for Christmas I asked for a gift card to Best Buy so I could buy myself a new keyboard. I just hope I'm strong enough to throw U out when it gets here.
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Cool kid euphoria with our pastel colored pants and our Raybans on is what we all are in the basement of the 50’s house. Our phones blowing up while we sip whiskey and wine. Trying to get the attention of the cars on the main road By handstanding and flashing and cheersing our beers And we receive our victorious honks. Guitar clock radio with numbers around the fretboard and Sir Paul smiling and crooked, acid-trippin’ guitarist/violinist/celloist looking product of orange and gold look down upon as our patron saints. Swingin’ low, Sweet Chariot words stares up at me from the 70’s floral carpet. Ralph Stanley and Eric Clapton singing solos and duets in my head keep me company as the boys play and figure out key changes. Painted screen hiding the Etta James microphone stands forgotten in the corner— As I take in the teals and roses and golds. Give me a heart shaped box where I can store my love I fly so high in the world above I’ll come back down eventually. Lava lamped water stain engulfs the ceiling. As fingers go up frets And they go down frets And they go up frets And they go down frets. As you don’t enunciate when you sing. We all mourn our fallen brethren, the base of the telecaster with no strings and no head and it weeps silently from its place on the water pipes, hearing his cousins WAAAIIIIILLLLLL. As Cool kid euphoria is created with our pastel colored pants and our Raybans on in the basement of the 50’s house. We work all day so we can drink all night Getting high off the drug that is each other Chain-smoking Pall Malls like it’s our job Listening to oldies as we shoot the eight ball in the corner pocket. Garden tools and Lawn Mower parts as a sweet, creepy décor in the dank basement As we breathe in mold and dust and cigarette smoke. We are gloriously young. So **** off. We still think we can change the world. Not through politics or through fear or by means of war But by doing just enough to get by and loving everybody for who they are, even the parts or religions or particular ways of life we don’t like, Because people aren’t what they do or what they believe They’re who they are. We still think we can change the world And Maybe one day, we will But for now We’ll just be here, In the basement of the 50’s house with our pastel colored pants and our Raybans on.
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Jun 13, 2012
Jun 13, 2012 at 11:38 AM UTC
“Magic school bus graveyard is where we all go to die.”
Cool kid euphoria with our pastel colored pants and our Raybans on is what we all are in the basement of the 50’s house. Our phones blowing up while we sip whiskey and wine. Trying to get the attention of the cars on the main road By handstanding and flashing and cheersing our beers And we receive our victorious honks. Guitar clock radio with numbers around the fretboard and Sir Paul smiling and crooked, acid-trippin’ guitarist/violinist/celloist looking product of orange and gold look down upon as our patron saints. Swingin’ low, Sweet Chariot words stares up at me from the 70’s floral carpet. Ralph Stanley and Eric Clapton singing solos and duets in my head keep me company as the boys play and figure out key changes. Painted screen hiding the Etta James microphone stands forgotten in the corner— As I take in the teals and roses and golds. Give me a heart shaped box where I can store my love I fly so high in the world above I’ll come back down eventually. Lava lamped water stain engulfs the ceiling. As fingers go up frets And they go down frets And they go up frets And they go down frets. As you don’t enunciate when you sing. We all mourn our fallen brethren, the base of the telecaster with no strings and no head and it weeps silently from its place on the water pipes, hearing his cousins WAAAIIIIILLLLLL. As Cool kid euphoria is created with our pastel colored pants and our Raybans on in the basement of the 50’s house. We work all day so we can drink all night Getting high off the drug that is each other Chain-smoking Pall Malls like it’s our job Listening to oldies as we shoot the eight ball in the corner pocket. Garden tools and Lawn Mower parts as a sweet, creepy décor in the dank basement As we breathe in mold and dust and cigarette smoke. We are gloriously young. So **** off. We still think we can change the world. Not through politics or through fear or by means of war But by doing just enough to get by and loving everybody for who they are, even the parts or religions or particular ways of life we don’t like, Because people aren’t what they do or what they believe They’re who they are. We still think we can change the world And Maybe one day, we will But for now We’ll just be here, In the basement of the 50’s house with our pastel colored pants and our Raybans on.
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SWEET daughter of a rough and stormy fire, **** Winter's blooming child ; delightful Spring ! Whose unshorn locks with leaves And swelling buds are crowned ; From the green islands of eternal youth, (Crown'd with fresh blooms, and ever springing shade,) Turn, hither turn thy step, O thou, whose powerful voice More sweet than softest touch of Doric reed, Or Lydian flute, can sooth the madding winds, And thro' the stormy deep Breathe thy own tender calm. Thee, best belov'd ! the ****** train await With songs and festal rites, and joy to rove Thy blooming wilds among, And vales and dewy lawns, With untir'd feet ; and cull thy earliest sweets To weave fresh garlands for the glowing brow Of him, the favour'd youth That prompts their whisper'd sigh. Unlock thy copious stores ; those tender showers That drop their sweetness on the infant buds, And silent dews that swell The milky ear's green stem. And feed the slowering osier's early shoots ; And call those winds which thro' the whispering boughs With warm and pleasant breath Salute the blowing flowers. Now let me sit beneath the whitening thorn, And mark thy spreading tints steal o'er the dale ; And watch with patient eye Thy fair unfolding charms. O nymph approach ! while yet the temperate sun With bashful forehead, thro' the cool moist air Throws his young maiden beams, And with chaste kisses woes The earth's fair ***** ; while the streaming veil Of lucid clouds with kind and frequent shade Protect thy modest blooms From his severer blaze. Sweet is thy reign, but short ; The red dog-star Shall scorch thy tresses, and the mower's scythe Thy greens, thy flow'rets all, Remorseless shall destroy. Reluctant shall I bid thee then farewel ; For O, not all the Autumn's lap contains, Nor Summer's ruddiest fruits, Can aught for thee atone Fair Spring ! whose simplest promise more delights Than all their largest wealth, and thro' the heart Each joy and new-born hope With softest influence breathes.
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Ode To Spring
SWEET daughter of a rough and stormy fire, **** Winter's blooming child ; delightful Spring ! Whose unshorn locks with leaves And swelling buds are crowned ; From the green islands of eternal youth, (Crown'd with fresh blooms, and ever springing shade,) Turn, hither turn thy step, O thou, whose powerful voice More sweet than softest touch of Doric reed, Or Lydian flute, can sooth the madding winds, And thro' the stormy deep Breathe thy own tender calm. Thee, best belov'd ! the ****** train await With songs and festal rites, and joy to rove Thy blooming wilds among, And vales and dewy lawns, With untir'd feet ; and cull thy earliest sweets To weave fresh garlands for the glowing brow Of him, the favour'd youth That prompts their whisper'd sigh. Unlock thy copious stores ; those tender showers That drop their sweetness on the infant buds, And silent dews that swell The milky ear's green stem. And feed the slowering osier's early shoots ; And call those winds which thro' the whispering boughs With warm and pleasant breath Salute the blowing flowers. Now let me sit beneath the whitening thorn, And mark thy spreading tints steal o'er the dale ; And watch with patient eye Thy fair unfolding charms. O nymph approach ! while yet the temperate sun With bashful forehead, thro' the cool moist air Throws his young maiden beams, And with chaste kisses woes The earth's fair ***** ; while the streaming veil Of lucid clouds with kind and frequent shade Protect thy modest blooms From his severer blaze. Sweet is thy reign, but short ; The red dog-star Shall scorch thy tresses, and the mower's scythe Thy greens, thy flow'rets all, Remorseless shall destroy. Reluctant shall I bid thee then farewel ; For O, not all the Autumn's lap contains, Nor Summer's ruddiest fruits, Can aught for thee atone Fair Spring ! whose simplest promise more delights Than all their largest wealth, and thro' the heart Each joy and new-born hope With softest influence breathes.
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I found a spoon in my garden. Could you even call this a garden? The planters are all full of pine needles and stagnancy. Even the bench I'm sitting on is rotting and covered in ants. Anyway this spoon was barely visible among the dead leaves and dog **** Not rusty, save for the edges that had been knicked by a lawn mower at some time and then bent perfectly down the middle. A memory of playing superheroes disrupts my study. Someone was trying to prove their strength by bending it "with their mind". Eventually we tired of our mind's lack of capabilities and used brute force to bend the dreaded spoon but the celebration was nonetheless sweet after being able to bend our mother's cutlery. Back then the garden was tended. My mother put us to work and my "secret garden" was born partly out of my imagination and a lack of reality. My mother called one plant "lamb's ear" and I didn't argue because it was the softest thing I had ever felt or ever will feel. Did she make that name up? Surely, she wouldn't lie to me. And now that lamb's ear, like everything else is covered in a thick, itchy layer of pine straw and stagnancy. To let the plants even begin to heal from their prolonged exposure to cold, mistifying darkness I would have to scratch through the allergy-inducing tentacles. Push them out of the way. Dig up the dead, dry earth, plant new seeds and tend to them arduously--all while wondering why couldn't my family just take care of what they had? but then I notice this spoon. I've gotten carried away again and now I forgot to write about what I meant to write about in the first place. It's not healthy to let things rust.
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Jul 14, 2012
Jul 14, 2012 at 11:25 PM UTC
A spoon in my garden
I found a spoon in my garden. Could you even call this a garden? The planters are all full of pine needles and stagnancy. Even the bench I'm sitting on is rotting and covered in ants. Anyway this spoon was barely visible among the dead leaves and dog **** Not rusty, save for the edges that had been knicked by a lawn mower at some time and then bent perfectly down the middle. A memory of playing superheroes disrupts my study. Someone was trying to prove their strength by bending it "with their mind". Eventually we tired of our mind's lack of capabilities and used brute force to bend the dreaded spoon but the celebration was nonetheless sweet after being able to bend our mother's cutlery. Back then the garden was tended. My mother put us to work and my "secret garden" was born partly out of my imagination and a lack of reality. My mother called one plant "lamb's ear" and I didn't argue because it was the softest thing I had ever felt or ever will feel. Did she make that name up? Surely, she wouldn't lie to me. And now that lamb's ear, like everything else is covered in a thick, itchy layer of pine straw and stagnancy. To let the plants even begin to heal from their prolonged exposure to cold, mistifying darkness I would have to scratch through the allergy-inducing tentacles. Push them out of the way. Dig up the dead, dry earth, plant new seeds and tend to them arduously--all while wondering why couldn't my family just take care of what they had? but then I notice this spoon. I've gotten carried away again and now I forgot to write about what I meant to write about in the first place. It's not healthy to let things rust.
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the neighbor has just started to mow cutting grass is his favorite pastime he manicures the lawn nice and low the sound of the mower's droning chime seems to be sweet music to his ears cutting grass is his favorite pastime his lawn kept tidy over many years the grass not allowed to get too long seems to be sweet music to his ears he's oft hear singing a barber's song as he trims his lawn with his old Rover the grass not allowed to get too long he takes pride in his patch of clover the blades of grass never look mussed as he trims the lawn with his old Rover about his yard he's meticulous and fussed the blades of grass never look mussed the neighbor has just started to mow he manicures the lawn nice and low
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Dec 12, 2013
Dec 12, 2013 at 4:03 AM UTC
Mowing (Terzanelle Poem)