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"moronic" poems
kindness eats least of all we defeat our enemies cheaply steep the leaves in hot water gently keep enemies close to you and weapons even closer our friends are like sunbeams I jump in the water your sun-burned back is peeling out loud you remind me not to bend down too quickly she hounds me with her questions lessons on arithmetic I’m so sick of it histrionics and sonic lectures his tricks are onto it moronic manic accidents red lions with long necks deflect authority and wager on credit the outcomes are certain all will fade away indefinitely understand this and measure your life by breaths and not complexity densities are hiding in visionary lightning finding new faculties every moment we are swift in our limitless capacity for adaptation a refulgent emulsion immersed in water and poetry under the highest authority or just higher scrutiny wrapped in a paranoid blanket of heightened security all is being watched right now as judges redefine your beauty if you are truly interested in finding happiness you must understand that all magic is abraxas and satisfaction unceasingly attacks this as we collapse upon the backs of ecstatic languages....
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Oct 24, 2017
Oct 24, 2017 at 12:49 PM UTC
abraxas
I have wanted you for so long and with such hunger that now I think I would rather not have you at all. For once you’re mine I will lose that sense of longing and there will be nothing to fill the agonizing empty spaces that time inevitably blows in. I know it is strange and slightly moronic but I just want to want you for a little while longer.
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Apr 6, 2015
Apr 6, 2015 at 2:45 AM UTC
I Just Want to Want You
Your Messiah is not Christ my Karma is not your dogma Their AntiChrist is not the Mahdi His avatar is not yet manifest Our Dajjal is not their 12th Imam Your Brahman is not my Elohim The Atman is not the God-Man Your God-Man is Luciferian Our Lucifer is not their Allah The Djinn are undocumented some angels fell Allah is not Ras Tafari Their Zion is Babylon Jerusalem is Egypt or ***** Their Angels are ascended Masters Our Master is your ascended Savior My Savior is your accuser Their God is no Savior His unction is Satanic The war is spiritual The Spirit is not obvious My anointing is carnal their anointing is moronic our doctrine is angelic Your rejection was predestined our acceptance is divine Our depravity is documented, your sanctity is illusory their power is diabolic their light is darkness Their leader is ungodly Our God is unseemly His Truth is offensive The bitter is not sweet the sweet is unworldly the world is not heavenly. Trinity in seven spirits, yet God is One… Revel in the uncertainty. Have some holy fun fitting more angels on the pin-head, dancing before they fall. Rebellion is always entrancing until the current postmodern theology hooks up with psycho-sexual linguistic pathology. Don’t accept my apology
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Sep 9, 2015
Sep 9, 2015 at 8:57 PM UTC
Disappointed Mis-anointings
I have secret skeletons That haven't seen the Sun From things supposedly fun Now all they do is make me run Skeletons exit my closet And enter my jury box All of whom I've met Then put behind locks Now they throw rocks Or find ways to mock They are ruthless Until I'm toothless I face a skeleton jury I face the skeletons' fury They seek vengeance Or perhaps repentance I play lawyer in my mind This job has become full time And I must laboriously linger Through skeleton stingers Until my mind is rattled By skeleton saddles They come from my past To shatter my glass The skeletons are attacking My bones are cracking Under their weight They are my freight They judge me And begrudge me I made many moronic mistakes I left laying at the bottom of lakes Now they are at the surface Of my fruitless furnace Skeletons remain Like a stain I look across the plain To see skeletal rain Precipitated by my dumb decisions Droplets make numerous incisions Each one callously cutting me to the bone Until the skeleton jury is my humble home
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Oct 27, 2017
Oct 27, 2017 at 4:41 AM UTC
Skeleton Jury
in the middle of a dark night no moon or street light and  I could hardly see the road in front of me but it was free and so we settled and thus we pedaled more then 30 winding miles into this wilderness of isles or so it seemed so very mean, just like a dream he said "continue , for it is in you and we can make it to the place within an hour, at this pace." his plan was brutal I'm not a poodle but I could truly smell the sweat and feeling hot and sopping wet it was no fun. at. all and like the day y'all so very done again not fun and it is true that maybe you would think ahead and plan the weekend get a room and buy a map none of this crap (but I'm a sap and went along with his idea for I had hopes for us last year) and so we learned the hard way burned. Well I could barely, i say just barely make out the single line white striping while he's right behind me griping, "can't you speed up? we're gonna meet up and the collision won't be pleasant" not that pleasant was he were so very DER! it's so ironic, perhaps moronic for there were headlights coming up the hill in front and to be blunt they had to blind me oh please don't mind me for I quickly left the scene right off the road and with scream into the blackness of a pitch which sent me down into a ditch a steep ravine so very mean and then the bike no longer able to remain beneath my seat after that drop the roll to stop landed on top and not so sweet so very beat I said '"oh sheet" I was not laughing, nor was I crying and but more like " could it be dear Lord that I am dying? Oh my God, excuse the curse so freaking odd, though i've seen worse and though my body's somewhat shaken not a bone or tooth was breakin' and I'm fully wide awake and not a pain or any ache~ so very odd it must be God. and there I lie perfectly high my eyes wide open couldn't scope but in the darkness I could ***** the rock beside my fallen hide and in a moment not an omen he said "Gee!" "Is this your knee?" I said: " Hey Mr. Moulder, you've got my shoulder." "I should have driven in the Bently" and as he pulled the bike off gently asking how these things do happen "nevermind, just lets get snappin" and we made it to the youth hostel that night.
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Sep 14, 2013
Sep 14, 2013 at 10:41 PM UTC
night cliff biking
in the middle of a dark night no moon or street light and  I could hardly see the road in front of me but it was free and so we settled and thus we pedaled more then 30 winding miles into this wilderness of isles or so it seemed so very mean, just like a dream he said "continue , for it is in you and we can make it to the place within an hour, at this pace." his plan was brutal I'm not a poodle but I could truly smell the sweat and feeling hot and sopping wet it was no fun. at. all and like the day y'all so very done again not fun and it is true that maybe you would think ahead and plan the weekend get a room and buy a map none of this crap (but I'm a sap and went along with his idea for I had hopes for us last year) and so we learned the hard way burned. Well I could barely, i say just barely make out the single line white striping while he's right behind me griping, "can't you speed up? we're gonna meet up and the collision won't be pleasant" not that pleasant was he were so very DER! it's so ironic, perhaps moronic for there were headlights coming up the hill in front and to be blunt they had to blind me oh please don't mind me for I quickly left the scene right off the road and with scream into the blackness of a pitch which sent me down into a ditch a steep ravine so very mean and then the bike no longer able to remain beneath my seat after that drop the roll to stop landed on top and not so sweet so very beat I said '"oh sheet" I was not laughing, nor was I crying and but more like " could it be dear Lord that I am dying? Oh my God, excuse the curse so freaking odd, though i've seen worse and though my body's somewhat shaken not a bone or tooth was breakin' and I'm fully wide awake and not a pain or any ache~ so very odd it must be God. and there I lie perfectly high my eyes wide open couldn't scope but in the darkness I could ***** the rock beside my fallen hide and in a moment not an omen he said "Gee!" "Is this your knee?" I said: " Hey Mr. Moulder, you've got my shoulder." "I should have driven in the Bently" and as he pulled the bike off gently asking how these things do happen "nevermind, just lets get snappin" and we made it to the youth hostel that night.
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so many loud yelps barking voices clacking at each other believing that their ignorance and unabashed rudeness will get results    hurray for the strong shouldered head held high who ignore such brazen brashness of the moronic    bravo to you that can stop an imbecile dead in his tracks by a stone cold even gazed eye meet eye stare   stopping the foolish without uttering a word.
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Jan 5, 2015
Jan 5, 2015 at 6:31 PM UTC
intelligent confrontation
You have abandoned purity for perfection. Even the blind have moments of clarity but you ***** around like the Cyclops feeling nowhere for noman while affecting a quiet, moronic expression. You can't knit without needles, but you have mislaid the point and so things unravel into random skeins. Your typewriter rattles only in reverse. Bards stub their toes and wail. You hear them, but pay no attention. You are listening for the atomic thunderclap. Nothing less than finale of final will do. When it explodes at last you will know the inarticulate, unspeakable name of god. Perhaps Fred. Perhaps Norma or Justine. Perhaps merely a very loud Boom... That will be more than enough for one life.
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Feb 11, 2017
Feb 11, 2017 at 8:59 AM UTC
Rabid Declamation
Jovial mess on bed encapsulates heartburn diarama a fresh coat Bismuth Business man with codeine red sweet stains on his dockers 3am Dharmic ranting "job well done Wednesdays" and "feel good Fridays" Moronic howling immediacy immediately vibrating cell walls within the twenty-something aged voice box device. Burly chest galavant push up to get the muscle fat lean, and impress upon the natural on-and-on leave the face unscathed along Have to be outside Outside where it's most safe ascend the incline just before the nightshade lose your technology in the primordial Koi Fish Pond in oxymoronic fashion and let the nature of this dream leer at you from the area down below.
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Jan 30, 2014
Jan 30, 2014 at 1:32 PM UTC
Twenty-Somethings
I'm surrounded by the sounds of ******* idiocy The television that never shuts off or up The moronic laughter at the low brow sit-com Do you realize the sound you emit Your double digit I.Q. on display, gleaming Made almost brighter in the technicolor Not knowing, comprehending that it should clothe and hide Itself Mouth agape, eyes X-ed Until the simple comments on the banal commentary Start spilling out the neck I can smell it and I want to wretch
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May 22, 2010
May 22, 2010 at 4:56 PM UTC
Situational Neglect
President Comb-Over, Quite the despicable guy Got himself elected But the wise folk wonder why. Obama wore a tan suit Conservatives went insane, But this Wimpy lookalike butterball Sports a totally artificial mane. If ****** predation were a soccer game This **** would win The World Cup. If you ignored the news and his tweets You’d think someone made this horror show up. He’s lied and cheated and swindled his way In to more lucrative deals than he deserved Then a large minority of certifiable idiots Elected him so he could to pretend to serve. He took the Oath of Office, quite smugly But that’s where his integrity would end. He set about making deals for himself His trophy wives, his offspring and friends. He made few attempts to cover his tracks, Mostly just shouted blatantly obvious lies By which he was fooling no one intelligent. Just the moronic, the foolish and unwise. He relied on the vagaries of human nature That voters are among the laziest humans And would rather vote for a rascal it seems Than take a chance on an honest new man Or woman, or gay or an experienced soul That could take over the Presidential reins Instead of driving our country straight to hell And making huge profits off the remains. Brent Kincaid 4/23/2019
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Apr 23, 2019
Apr 23, 2019 at 2:46 PM UTC
PRESIDENT COMB-OVER
Tablet dust rising like smoke through the air a blissful hiatus from connection to them moronic epitome of ironic affairs he should have looked up cause hes falling again Now the boy who cried wolf lies awake in the night cause he's actually scared of whats out there the doctors he sees cant do much to relieve all the tension thats built up inside him and the pills that made him cozy made him cold
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Jul 22, 2015
Jul 22, 2015 at 2:19 PM UTC
Cozy Cold
Running the gauntlet down Midchester Road, A veritable suburb of Gleethorpes City, You pass a line of house-castles Of the well to do. But don’t be fooled By what you see, For I know someone Who lives there. And he will tell you, Of bountiful gardens Stripped bare And concreted over So that families can park their fleets Of expensive cars. See those conservatory extensions And widened pavements. A lady poses, Doing her best To emulate the Kardashians. Money attracts No end of thugs And dodgy dealers: Swarming parasitic wasps Around the honey *** Nights of drunken revellers From the local pub: Swaying from trees And kicking cans about. Boy racers tearing down the road, Music systems booming With a mindless Moronic drumming. “Where has reality gone?” asks My despairing friend. They have their money Their riches, Expensive toys But few of them are Happy. What happened to “Goodness” and virtue And dreams of Utopia? Where are the heroes Inventors and creators? Instead we have a world of celebrity, In which true talent – even genius Is ignored and undervalued. “Where are we going?” my friend exclaims. Things get worse and worse, The world all in reverse. For it’s “Unreal City”, Far from pretty. So have a think, Don’t let yourself sink Even further into the mire. Just get real, You know the deal, It’s you I’m trying to inspire. Paul Butters © PB 2\8\2019 (with help from a bloke who lives in such a place. Same town as me).
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Aug 2, 2019
Aug 2, 2019 at 6:01 AM UTC
Unreal City
I've always called love b u l l s h i t. a thing for moronic gigglers and naive dreamers because no one can ever stay t o g e t h e r. there is no one person matched perfectly for each other person, there is no destiny or soul mate or love at first s i g h t. we can pretend but there is no such thing as f o r e v e r.
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Mar 11, 2014
Mar 11, 2014 at 6:39 PM UTC
apologetically pessimistic
I’m sick and tired of people rabbiting on a load of **** About their ******* duty and fighting for freedom For the fat ugly patriotic selfish folks "back home" And pathetic ****** neo-fascist ******** like that And gabbling on a load of sentimental horsedung About giving their all for their ******* useless country When honestly they’d rather be at home in some ugly provincial hick town Patting their nasty mongrel dogs and groping their neighbours’ wives' arses And eating mumsy-wumsy’s over-cooked meat and stodgy apple pie Whilst ensconced on the sofa watching sodding Celebrity Big Brother. How can a soldier nowadays say he didn't want to be there? Are people so ******* thick or blind or moronic not to realise A person volunteers to be in the armed forces in most countries nowadays? There’s no ****** press gangs or ****** conscription any more; People become soldiers because they choose to do so (exceptions include filthy ******* shit-holes like Israel where the young men queue up to **** Palestinian babies for fun) . Therefore soldiers DO want to fight, they DO want the chance to **** And they willingly risk their own ugly unwashed redneck necks. So they have no right to whine and bellyache when they get asked To earn their daily state-paid bread and do a spot of killing Instead of sitting on their overweight arses at MY expense. Or course, they could show some real guts and resign instead, But what the **** why pass up on a chance to do some Legalised ****** and get paid handsomely at the same time. Just in case you think I forgot, I am totally and fully aware That 'he' includes 'she' in this context now that women Have an equal chance to have their military buns blown off pointlessly. So don't whinge or expect sympathy when your body parts come home in a bag. Personally, I am of the belief that the only good soldier is a dead soldier, And the more the merrier. RIP military thugs and up yours.
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Sep 16, 2015
Sep 16, 2015 at 12:39 PM UTC
Patriotic Puke
I’m sick and tired of people rabbiting on a load of **** About their ******* duty and fighting for freedom For the fat ugly patriotic selfish folks "back home" And pathetic ****** neo-fascist ******** like that And gabbling on a load of sentimental horsedung About giving their all for their ******* useless country When honestly they’d rather be at home in some ugly provincial hick town Patting their nasty mongrel dogs and groping their neighbours’ wives' arses And eating mumsy-wumsy’s over-cooked meat and stodgy apple pie Whilst ensconced on the sofa watching sodding Celebrity Big Brother. How can a soldier nowadays say he didn't want to be there? Are people so ******* thick or blind or moronic not to realise A person volunteers to be in the armed forces in most countries nowadays? There’s no ****** press gangs or ****** conscription any more; People become soldiers because they choose to do so (exceptions include filthy ******* shit-holes like Israel where the young men queue up to **** Palestinian babies for fun) . Therefore soldiers DO want to fight, they DO want the chance to **** And they willingly risk their own ugly unwashed redneck necks. So they have no right to whine and bellyache when they get asked To earn their daily state-paid bread and do a spot of killing Instead of sitting on their overweight arses at MY expense. Or course, they could show some real guts and resign instead, But what the **** why pass up on a chance to do some Legalised ****** and get paid handsomely at the same time. Just in case you think I forgot, I am totally and fully aware That 'he' includes 'she' in this context now that women Have an equal chance to have their military buns blown off pointlessly. So don't whinge or expect sympathy when your body parts come home in a bag. Personally, I am of the belief that the only good soldier is a dead soldier, And the more the merrier. RIP military thugs and up yours.
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We all thought the same She cut the rope we were balancing on But you wanna keep your slate clean So she was just a bad dream to be forgotten You lie to yourself to be loved Threw us under the bus and took your crown Created a false article that told a biased story Then published it... We’re the blood thirsty reptilians now! The drama seeking horror queens The tables have turned The fable turned to be true A lesson is to be learnt. Don’t trust the mouth of an unmasked joker It doesn’t matter how much they shed their unequivocal truths There are still darker hidden layers of secrets... Secrets locked in an overloading box ready to busticate Stay away... You’re the poison that can’t be reckoned with. Just remember! While the vultures scavenge for fictious answers The eagles laugh and over rule moronic actions.                - Madeleine.Barnham
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Apr 16, 2018
Apr 16, 2018 at 7:28 PM UTC
PRODITIONE (betrayal)
Earth: our ominous all-mother,    she, the greater good: the interminable fountain out of which stems life and vivacity itself always reaching                         and grasping for the abstruse azure heavens above. her hair never stops growing. the mites and parasites never cease to fester her scalp. She is growing and changing and rotting and dying.      but where death comes, there is no long interval until more life. the liveliness is everywhere; it promotes to all faces and regions and niches. Multiplying, begetting, propagating. all for the greater good of our orb and its inhabitants. Most dwellers are humble and solicitous toward her, and learn to keep a vigilant eye as she can be so forceful and violent. She does have, however, one rascal who believes that the globe belongs all to Himself. He is the man. He has a masterful gift, yes. He is profound and competent. He forges the impractical query into a conclusive answer. He, however, is also egocentric and pompous, and He sees her as a specimen to which He has the rights to dismember and pervert. He makes a mess of her unique vistas. He tramples and stamps on her face, running about as if she were the coliseum in which the gods gather to view the Species fight itself to extinction. He works her to the core, always asking for more, more, more, more, until she has little left to give. But she never loses courage in His asinine and moronic views and His sprawling village, for she created Him     out of herself she is the framework out of which the mind is able to mundanely manifest itself. Without her, He would be nothing. And she is so immeasurably loving and benevolently caring and forevermore giving;     for     She is life,           she is love.        We are love.
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Feb 13, 2013
Feb 13, 2013 at 9:19 PM UTC
a saunter
Earth: our ominous all-mother,    she, the greater good: the interminable fountain out of which stems life and vivacity itself always reaching                         and grasping for the abstruse azure heavens above. her hair never stops growing. the mites and parasites never cease to fester her scalp. She is growing and changing and rotting and dying.      but where death comes, there is no long interval until more life. the liveliness is everywhere; it promotes to all faces and regions and niches. Multiplying, begetting, propagating. all for the greater good of our orb and its inhabitants. Most dwellers are humble and solicitous toward her, and learn to keep a vigilant eye as she can be so forceful and violent. She does have, however, one rascal who believes that the globe belongs all to Himself. He is the man. He has a masterful gift, yes. He is profound and competent. He forges the impractical query into a conclusive answer. He, however, is also egocentric and pompous, and He sees her as a specimen to which He has the rights to dismember and pervert. He makes a mess of her unique vistas. He tramples and stamps on her face, running about as if she were the coliseum in which the gods gather to view the Species fight itself to extinction. He works her to the core, always asking for more, more, more, more, until she has little left to give. But she never loses courage in His asinine and moronic views and His sprawling village, for she created Him     out of herself she is the framework out of which the mind is able to mundanely manifest itself. Without her, He would be nothing. And she is so immeasurably loving and benevolently caring and forevermore giving;     for     She is life,           she is love.        We are love.
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Shadowic heroic ornamental's, false breed's cometh as incense breather's betwixt lively instrumental's. Macrogram plaza's to abrahamic venue's. Caller's calleth upon themselves to saveth what is not theirs; Morning breath, to winter's dew, hath thou been born yet? Is the baby yet due? Constant pain's to loss taken gain's maketh brain's and vein's out of organically made flesh; becometh thine own creator, thou creed of selfishness. Anchor heavy soul dragged away by chain's of past forget-not's, wherein the ground stayeth hot to ruin moronic window's. Maketh thy bed of silvered spring's thy own rusted medieval pillow; thou grand ol' operatic theme, thou patriarch to a dream, Art ourn day's but a whisp of a second's last? Thing's hath cometh to the listening one, the earth's spinning to fast; the mechanism's now begun. ©Brandon Nagley ©Lonesome poet's poetry ©Prison writing's
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Dec 2, 2015
Dec 2, 2015 at 2:18 PM UTC
Mosaic of virus ( old prison poetry reposting)
Distinguished disguised dancers masquerading man-made makeshift moral-plays complete compelling communicated classical conversations penetrating pontificated, pompous perceived perceptions incisive impregnating indecisive ideologies. nomads, no longer nomads humanity, hardly humanity children, no longer children innocence, hardly innocence agitated ardent adversaries arguing open-ended opposing opinions overtly disregarding discussed details on.. display meager moronic monologues misused mindlessly as.. politically-powered perverse points of 'principle' vigorously virtual virtues vehemently vested in stolen sordid 'salient' solutions set to 'save' To save what? A system born to fail? A culture devoid of culture? A materialistic, sophomoric generation of deadbeats and mindless sheep? A corporate ********** of sound bites and advertisements? A persistently forced state of wage slavery? A game of he said, she said, I'm right and you're wrong? A seemingly endless spiral of despair and dissatisfaction? A time and place living in fear of the next epidemic or incoming atomic bomb? Where's the sense in that? I mean seriously. Why can't we all just get along?
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Feb 15, 2010
Feb 15, 2010 at 11:51 AM UTC
Fresh Off the Presses
They say drugs are for mugs, but are they Really...? Clearly... There's a certain harmonic in narcotics. When you **** on that spliff, or snort up that line You have the potential to grow different each time.   But each time this happens there's a point that you'll find Your thoughts are synchronic that group you deride. The trick's to distinguish... The platonic or neurotic The stable or psycotic The chilled out and moronic. However there's a rule: Every time you grow, your reaction subsides, so you have to increase the dose to match with the high. So this is your choice now... You can sit in a bubble away from the world, content, but excluded as your life unfurls. Stuck in a daze, watching that time, tick slowly each day as you continue your mime. Or you could break it, pop your head out the haze, and with your thoughts unhindered do things that amaze So this was my ramble, and here's how it ends; There's no real benefit, you can't just pretend. You'll find with no guard, no shield, no screen, You truly can be whoever you please
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Jul 16, 2012
Jul 16, 2012 at 4:40 PM UTC
The Daily Mail's Perogative
Gender is not a tangible object It is not something concrete Which can be held like a hand Or felt between your fingers So why do we give it such Hard edges and boundaries? Aren’t the things we imagine Meant to be limitless? If in our minds we can fly Or have infinite money Then why is gender Some moronic made-up concept To go along with our genitals So rigidly defined? My biological *** may be connected to my junk But my gender is not It is not there for doctors to examine For its’ health or girth You cannot unzip my pants Or the thoughts in my mind To find my gender Get that through your ******* head
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May 12, 2013
May 12, 2013 at 9:07 PM UTC
Gender
"I hate myself. I'm so ******* worthless." You know when you think something so much that it becomes a mantra? You memorize each letter and you write it out a thousand times in your mind and you whisper it to yourself while you fall asleep? You think it so many times that every time you close your eyes the words are there, painted on the backs of your eyelids and you can't ignore them at all? Every breath in feels like preparation to say it over again and reply to the not-question posed by the universe at large over what your mantra is and you just know the answer no matter what? Every thought loops back around to the words swimming in your head to the point you're wondering how you could have started in this world speaking anything else? You bite your tongue and the blood tastes like those words and you just want to paint them on your skin to show the world your perfect mantra, the words that have forever been with you, that you never doubted once? My mantra is a bad one. I've been told, I'm not allowed to feel that way. I have to love myself. I have worth. Even thinking those phrases makes my head hurt. My mantra doesn't quell the spreading hollowness in my chest or quiet the white-noise of regret and hatred in my head. But it doesn't make my demons angry, like the ones people force on me. My mantra reminds me how to deal with the hollow void in my soul that tries and tries to swallow up my body and crush away everything else and leave a black hole in my place. It tells me that with just a slim line, just a smooth slice to the wrist, I can stave off the void. With just a small burn I can beat away the demons telling me lies. I can convince myself to eat. I can force my lungs to work. I can make myself live, if I remember my mantra. There are people who need me, broken though I am. And I can't just let the void consume me, even if I should. Even if its better to have this churlish waste of space This disgusting, grating, barbarous, surly, persnickety, talentless, slow, moronic, lying, cheating scoundrel of a self wither away into nothing. Even then. I need to keep going. I'm needed.
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Jul 9, 2013
Jul 9, 2013 at 6:37 PM UTC
Needed.
"I hate myself. I'm so ******* worthless." You know when you think something so much that it becomes a mantra? You memorize each letter and you write it out a thousand times in your mind and you whisper it to yourself while you fall asleep? You think it so many times that every time you close your eyes the words are there, painted on the backs of your eyelids and you can't ignore them at all? Every breath in feels like preparation to say it over again and reply to the not-question posed by the universe at large over what your mantra is and you just know the answer no matter what? Every thought loops back around to the words swimming in your head to the point you're wondering how you could have started in this world speaking anything else? You bite your tongue and the blood tastes like those words and you just want to paint them on your skin to show the world your perfect mantra, the words that have forever been with you, that you never doubted once? My mantra is a bad one. I've been told, I'm not allowed to feel that way. I have to love myself. I have worth. Even thinking those phrases makes my head hurt. My mantra doesn't quell the spreading hollowness in my chest or quiet the white-noise of regret and hatred in my head. But it doesn't make my demons angry, like the ones people force on me. My mantra reminds me how to deal with the hollow void in my soul that tries and tries to swallow up my body and crush away everything else and leave a black hole in my place. It tells me that with just a slim line, just a smooth slice to the wrist, I can stave off the void. With just a small burn I can beat away the demons telling me lies. I can convince myself to eat. I can force my lungs to work. I can make myself live, if I remember my mantra. There are people who need me, broken though I am. And I can't just let the void consume me, even if I should. Even if its better to have this churlish waste of space This disgusting, grating, barbarous, surly, persnickety, talentless, slow, moronic, lying, cheating scoundrel of a self wither away into nothing. Even then. I need to keep going. I'm needed.
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Could it be, that angels can be demons too? Who can say for certain what these demons do? I can say for certain that she is surely demonic... Aye thus you too might even say I'm moronic... I mean, come on, a wolf and a demon... in love? Call me crazy, all of you and stars above.. But know this... she may be a demon. And me of lycan But our love burns deeper and hotter than greased lightning. And remember now.... I love demons....
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Sep 25, 2012
Sep 25, 2012 at 8:30 PM UTC
Demons?!
My eyes widen I want to sweat you out of my skin I dance I talk I do it to forget you Manic Dreams Moronic Answers
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Oct 27, 2014
Oct 27, 2014 at 1:13 PM UTC
Ecstasy
The hidden motive behind gangstalking, psychological warfare,  or a “thought war”? To destroy the independent thinker and then create a psychological environment with constant “stalking” that´s make independent thinking feels like a controlled, stalked, surveillanced, manipulated, hacked, compromised, interfered, and in other word this mean, The Racists, Thieves and their gangsters Controllers don't want anyone to wise up, leave or free themselves from their control and become a             “independent thinking” system of the Higher Self, So it raging psychological “thought war” against freedom and free will by constant stalking and harassment. You little man Stop laughing because we've got you You know there's no one else like you around we've got all the sheeples and they are under our control they do all we instruct them to do because they are incapable of independent thinking, they can't think for themselves and we play with them as we like. Listen, we just need to wipe your mind and turn you into a sheeple like all the other morons under our control. we have to de-energise you, demoralize you, **** your spirit and make you like all the others. What kind of a being are you Look at the easy life all the others enjoy we give them partners, they have jobs, we give them their fun Make them believe they are free and can do what they want Yeah, they are chained and under our control, but they don't know Look at you, out in the cold, Isolated, disenfranchised and suffering and you are laughing, Mr Smartie pants WHO have you seen brave, courageous and intelligent enough to help you....NO ONE because they are all moronic sheeple their egos belong to us as is their ******* souls, we own them! So either **** yourself or go crazy Your pure, strong, independent, real and good mind    IS DRIVING US CRAZY and we LUCIFER's GENERALs already the baddest of the bad and raving psychopaths is too fine a word for us! Hahaha....hahaha....hahaha.......
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Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 11:59 AM UTC
The Lord Is My Shepherd...
The hidden motive behind gangstalking, psychological warfare,  or a “thought war”? To destroy the independent thinker and then create a psychological environment with constant “stalking” that´s make independent thinking feels like a controlled, stalked, surveillanced, manipulated, hacked, compromised, interfered, and in other word this mean, The Racists, Thieves and their gangsters Controllers don't want anyone to wise up, leave or free themselves from their control and become a             “independent thinking” system of the Higher Self, So it raging psychological “thought war” against freedom and free will by constant stalking and harassment. You little man Stop laughing because we've got you You know there's no one else like you around we've got all the sheeples and they are under our control they do all we instruct them to do because they are incapable of independent thinking, they can't think for themselves and we play with them as we like. Listen, we just need to wipe your mind and turn you into a sheeple like all the other morons under our control. we have to de-energise you, demoralize you, **** your spirit and make you like all the others. What kind of a being are you Look at the easy life all the others enjoy we give them partners, they have jobs, we give them their fun Make them believe they are free and can do what they want Yeah, they are chained and under our control, but they don't know Look at you, out in the cold, Isolated, disenfranchised and suffering and you are laughing, Mr Smartie pants WHO have you seen brave, courageous and intelligent enough to help you....NO ONE because they are all moronic sheeple their egos belong to us as is their ******* souls, we own them! So either **** yourself or go crazy Your pure, strong, independent, real and good mind    IS DRIVING US CRAZY and we LUCIFER's GENERALs already the baddest of the bad and raving psychopaths is too fine a word for us! Hahaha....hahaha....hahaha.......
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(1)ones laughing like a dog with 2 22's who're like 3: a whorish slightly giggling mess 3 prods the carpet by footed semblance of leather assembling her flesh in the left corner of a lazy rectangle cinema cube. 1nes still cackling throat ******* cords vibrating stupidly on every face with the 2 maybe 23's mouthhanding and eyefucking with his fat grunt syllabary. 3's uncomfortable atthe sycophantic panting of her 23's atthis masculine discharge wetting the silence a pulsing ***** of tongue barking vomit . as an usher ushers fleetly our moist intellects to the quiet little. the quiet little notch. of waiting excited screaming visuals a screen crucified blathering. the 1's ungiddy prance detonates by the skinnyjeaned legs pumping fetid motion. in company of long femininity. and the ovals of 3 grate swift bile at they're lump. and they swallow inthedarkness his moronic spit. and puke . . .
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Nov 15, 2010
Nov 15, 2010 at 10:17 AM UTC
(1)ones laughing