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"monologues" poems
The problem with falling for a woman Questioning her strength to catch you Or maybe you fall on purpose To catch a glance under her dress Either thin, tall and lean Thick, short and curvy Any shape, any size The female gender can make you insane The very thought of a **** goddess Brings the mightiest of men to their knees This briefly entails without question The power a ****** can hold Simple like exotic dancers Complex like business CEOs No matter the background she withholds You can never figure a woman out A tale as old as time A riddle still not solved But yet how could Adam have made it Without Eve?
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Nov 14, 2014
Nov 14, 2014 at 4:58 PM UTC
Men Trying to Decipher The ****** Monologues
Sarah Sarah is a virgo
 but she is no ******
 She is full of experience,
 and im not talking about *** or drugs. 
( though she had her fair share.) 
Im talking about life. 
Sarah hasnt lived in a fairy tale,
 but if she did,
 she would be a prince. 
She is charming, 
bold,
 kind, 
and tenacious. 
Sarah would **** a dragon 
just to make sure you were safe. 
She will make you laugh, 
and iron soap,
 Dancing as she watches you with 
her precious knowledge of Amity. 
Sarah will hold you when you cry,
 and she will tell you its okay to be sad.
 Sarah had her vision turn gray when she was a child; 
words tore at her skin,
 but she is still alive.
 Her vision turned back to technicolor 
but that doesn’t mean it won’t turn back to gray.
 Sarah dosent like to talk about herself, 
but you can talk to her,
 She will help you see the world.
 If you can’t see the flowers Sarah will hold your hand and 
sing you a picture.
 Sarah holds all of her friends, 
there names taped to the front of her heart.
 She plants her seed of friendship
 deep in the roots of your garden.
 You dont need to meet her more than once,
 you can tell that she is always there. 
Sarah can be mean,
 but thats just cause shes tired. 
Sarah carries the troubles she has with her, 
they are wrapped with the sign 
“do not enter” 
but she dosen’t let them weigh her down.
 Sarah dosent ask for help 
she is given it,
 and she will always return the favor
 but she will complain about you giving 
even before you finish your task. 
Sarah is a mystery,
 She smokes a lot of 
cigarettes
 but she still 
smells like 
 Sarah.
 She is far from perfect,
 she animates her life with overdramatic hand movements
 and tells her wisdom with sonnets or
 Monologues from act i scene ii,
 She plays overtures from her heart,
 and talks lyrics from her soul.
 Sarah is a musical of a life 
full of future.
 She is a name in lights 
not yet recognized.
 Sarah hasn’t finished her life yet, but she is the lines
 of poetry, and songs 
not yet written. 
Sarah adds years to peoples lives.
 Sarah is a friend,
 and im happy to know her 
even if a short minute of her hourglass 
is all I ever see.
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Jul 13, 2015
Jul 13, 2015 at 8:36 AM UTC
For Sarah
Sarah Sarah is a virgo
 but she is no ******
 She is full of experience,
 and im not talking about *** or drugs. 
( though she had her fair share.) 
Im talking about life. 
Sarah hasnt lived in a fairy tale,
 but if she did,
 she would be a prince. 
She is charming, 
bold,
 kind, 
and tenacious. 
Sarah would **** a dragon 
just to make sure you were safe. 
She will make you laugh, 
and iron soap,
 Dancing as she watches you with 
her precious knowledge of Amity. 
Sarah will hold you when you cry,
 and she will tell you its okay to be sad.
 Sarah had her vision turn gray when she was a child; 
words tore at her skin,
 but she is still alive.
 Her vision turned back to technicolor 
but that doesn’t mean it won’t turn back to gray.
 Sarah dosent like to talk about herself, 
but you can talk to her,
 She will help you see the world.
 If you can’t see the flowers Sarah will hold your hand and 
sing you a picture.
 Sarah holds all of her friends, 
there names taped to the front of her heart.
 She plants her seed of friendship
 deep in the roots of your garden.
 You dont need to meet her more than once,
 you can tell that she is always there. 
Sarah can be mean,
 but thats just cause shes tired. 
Sarah carries the troubles she has with her, 
they are wrapped with the sign 
“do not enter” 
but she dosen’t let them weigh her down.
 Sarah dosent ask for help 
she is given it,
 and she will always return the favor
 but she will complain about you giving 
even before you finish your task. 
Sarah is a mystery,
 She smokes a lot of 
cigarettes
 but she still 
smells like 
 Sarah.
 She is far from perfect,
 she animates her life with overdramatic hand movements
 and tells her wisdom with sonnets or
 Monologues from act i scene ii,
 She plays overtures from her heart,
 and talks lyrics from her soul.
 Sarah is a musical of a life 
full of future.
 She is a name in lights 
not yet recognized.
 Sarah hasn’t finished her life yet, but she is the lines
 of poetry, and songs 
not yet written. 
Sarah adds years to peoples lives.
 Sarah is a friend,
 and im happy to know her 
even if a short minute of her hourglass 
is all I ever see.
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I promise not to promise anything again But ladies gotta SAY NO MORE! I said it, men! The ***** monologues, we’ve had it up to here Your ***** in aura, ***** mouth, and every ear We call ghost busters, catch that ***** demon yet Go ********** yourself to sleep, don’t make me wet You tell that boy that it’s a girl. Shake hands! Acknowledge! And take that girl to college get some ******* knowledge When vida gives you women go make lemonade Fresh out of momma’s blender tastes like toil n jade They do it for the ***** do it for the coins Kom alla kvinnor! Power of the burning *****
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Mar 25, 2018
Mar 25, 2018 at 3:50 PM UTC
Alla Kvinnor
My Lucifer, unwitting Muse, dog-eared Vonnegut, afrobeatnik third eye, howls escaping from your headphones, wailing about secrets, about infidelity, about analyzing life until there ain’t nothin’ left. Then you shuffle by in your black and white Adidas, hair in twists, wearing the striped sweater of nihilistic intent, quoting the rants of Holden Caulfield in your blog like you never didn’t know him. I never asked to know you, to want who I can’t have when I can’t even love myself. And every fiber Of my being yearns for reciprocation. What is there to return? What is there to feel, you meditate on truth, fallen angel in the parlor of rebellion, blasphemous goodbye, bright and morning star simpering like crickets in the palms of daybreak. Your musicality radiates from subway chatter and overheard profanity down El Camino Real. I take in your ballad at my post office mailbox, in the abandoned echoes of daydream monologues. You’re a philosopher, exploring theory of mind, a cartographer, mapping the labyrinth of your deepest desires. Tell me again about desires, demonstrations of divine sadism. Tell me about human empathy, the animated faces of wordless expression, the metaphysics of free will, my beginning and my end, alpha and omega, my fortress in the land of chic. Blasphemous hustler, let your idealism simmer, your wit, your mojo, I come to you an amateur, a neophyte, a lowly scab in the strike against ignorance. Give me my melody, my song, my one-hit-wonder of all that is cliché and unknown. But I can’t be the other woman, your girlfriend, your aspiring Playboy bunny only 10-bucks-a-throw. Your highness-who-yells- his-ideas-into-the-ears-of-echoes, your every quirk spellbinds me. Each day I wake to your entourage vibrato. I am held captive by your brooding stare, empress of liberal doves. You visit in my dreams when the sky is a force of darkness viewing light through peepholes, your flaws an aphrodisiac, a love drug, a fast hit in the basement from the ecstasy of words.
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Aug 1, 2012
Aug 1, 2012 at 5:37 AM UTC
Fixation
My Lucifer, unwitting Muse, dog-eared Vonnegut, afrobeatnik third eye, howls escaping from your headphones, wailing about secrets, about infidelity, about analyzing life until there ain’t nothin’ left. Then you shuffle by in your black and white Adidas, hair in twists, wearing the striped sweater of nihilistic intent, quoting the rants of Holden Caulfield in your blog like you never didn’t know him. I never asked to know you, to want who I can’t have when I can’t even love myself. And every fiber Of my being yearns for reciprocation. What is there to return? What is there to feel, you meditate on truth, fallen angel in the parlor of rebellion, blasphemous goodbye, bright and morning star simpering like crickets in the palms of daybreak. Your musicality radiates from subway chatter and overheard profanity down El Camino Real. I take in your ballad at my post office mailbox, in the abandoned echoes of daydream monologues. You’re a philosopher, exploring theory of mind, a cartographer, mapping the labyrinth of your deepest desires. Tell me again about desires, demonstrations of divine sadism. Tell me about human empathy, the animated faces of wordless expression, the metaphysics of free will, my beginning and my end, alpha and omega, my fortress in the land of chic. Blasphemous hustler, let your idealism simmer, your wit, your mojo, I come to you an amateur, a neophyte, a lowly scab in the strike against ignorance. Give me my melody, my song, my one-hit-wonder of all that is cliché and unknown. But I can’t be the other woman, your girlfriend, your aspiring Playboy bunny only 10-bucks-a-throw. Your highness-who-yells- his-ideas-into-the-ears-of-echoes, your every quirk spellbinds me. Each day I wake to your entourage vibrato. I am held captive by your brooding stare, empress of liberal doves. You visit in my dreams when the sky is a force of darkness viewing light through peepholes, your flaws an aphrodisiac, a love drug, a fast hit in the basement from the ecstasy of words.
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I really want to thank you. Whether I'm being sarcastic or not, You'll never know. I feel like every time I write something, It's for someone to read. Spooky government guys, Or girls who really like fries. But sometimes it feels like I don't want to. I don't want you to read about Who or what affects me. Sometimes I worry because my friends can read these things. My friends, they enjoy poetry too. My English teacher's on here. She says she approves. It's weird, isn't it? How small the world is. Yet I never see who I really want to. I see uncles and aunts And really long lost cousins. I see my grandma's friends everywhere. At weddings and all affairs. But the only way I can see Who I really want to. Is through writing and pictures, And trust me, I do. But it feels like it can't be real, not yet. I have eight months to go, And I fret and I fret. I can't wait to see those Amazing blue eyes. The upturn of blond hair, And your shirts like the skies. Your sense of adventure keeps me going. It's weird, I know, how these words keep flowing. You'll never read them. But if you do, Hi, I suppose. I miss you. With your laugh, So infrequent, And your entrances. Through fire escapes?      That's perfectly normal to me. From under a table?       That's pretty normal to see. To scare me on a staircase?       Of course, why not? Hanging off a balcony?     Fine, but keep your thoughts. But the one entrance you have yet to make. Is the one I want you to most. The one that leads you back into my world. The one that makes the legend unfurl. I have documents upon documents I'd love you to read. But you never really will, It's not hard to believe. Poems and lists, Monologues galore. But wait and look, Here's one more. And you ask, What is it truly for? A thank you, Dear friend For being who you are. And simply to ask you to look up at the stars. For I can see the moon, And so can you. And I just wish, I could see you too.
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Nov 28, 2017
Nov 28, 2017 at 4:14 PM UTC
Look at The Moon For Me
I really want to thank you. Whether I'm being sarcastic or not, You'll never know. I feel like every time I write something, It's for someone to read. Spooky government guys, Or girls who really like fries. But sometimes it feels like I don't want to. I don't want you to read about Who or what affects me. Sometimes I worry because my friends can read these things. My friends, they enjoy poetry too. My English teacher's on here. She says she approves. It's weird, isn't it? How small the world is. Yet I never see who I really want to. I see uncles and aunts And really long lost cousins. I see my grandma's friends everywhere. At weddings and all affairs. But the only way I can see Who I really want to. Is through writing and pictures, And trust me, I do. But it feels like it can't be real, not yet. I have eight months to go, And I fret and I fret. I can't wait to see those Amazing blue eyes. The upturn of blond hair, And your shirts like the skies. Your sense of adventure keeps me going. It's weird, I know, how these words keep flowing. You'll never read them. But if you do, Hi, I suppose. I miss you. With your laugh, So infrequent, And your entrances. Through fire escapes?      That's perfectly normal to me. From under a table?       That's pretty normal to see. To scare me on a staircase?       Of course, why not? Hanging off a balcony?     Fine, but keep your thoughts. But the one entrance you have yet to make. Is the one I want you to most. The one that leads you back into my world. The one that makes the legend unfurl. I have documents upon documents I'd love you to read. But you never really will, It's not hard to believe. Poems and lists, Monologues galore. But wait and look, Here's one more. And you ask, What is it truly for? A thank you, Dear friend For being who you are. And simply to ask you to look up at the stars. For I can see the moon, And so can you. And I just wish, I could see you too.
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My skin is seeping salty feelings, and cooking warm under the pressure of anxiety. I just typed a series of monologues to your inbox again, but you don't seem to hear them. It's 3:46 AM. I'm almost delirious. What is sleep? I spend about 14 hours in bed everyday. I usually get 1-2 hours of sleep. My tears have stained my pillowcase. Like, I don't turn the light on anymore because I see the stains. In my room, it is very cold. I guess it's cold like me. Or is it really, just cold like you? I'm lost and alone, and I'm afraid you'll never come back. I need you back. What did you not understand? When I told you when we were still together, that I'd love you until the day I died? When I told you after you forcefully dumped me, I'd have this problem until the day I died? Because the day I die, in my last moments, I will finally be able to decide to give up on you. At times, I've wanted to commit suicide. Because if I'm not waiting for you, I'm waiting until the day I die. Oh look, another monologue. Don't read this one. Go hang with your girlfriend instead. You already decided that's whats best for your health.
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Jan 9, 2014
Jan 9, 2014 at 3:47 AM UTC
Monologue
Sad girl rock Fills the room with hopeless longing. Rootless dreams take off out of the open 2nd floor window. Cold Coffee. Ain’t nothing To a Cold, Cold heart. This isn’t how the story ends. Cryogenic stasis. A general lack of brain damage. Neurological bliss. Goosebumps when it’s 90 degrees. If a tree falls in the woods…. Questions. Paralysis in analysis. I understood more before the literary critique. Lost. We’re all lost. Thematic speeches and character monologues. Overbearing landscape descriptions. It’s all so oppressive. Characters who walk around and around. Past street signs. Past Monuments. Past that same newsstand again. Circles in grids. So squares, then. The time of Ulysses is near So we can all be thoroughly confused together.
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Jun 14, 2012
Jun 14, 2012 at 3:40 PM UTC
The General Geometry of Lenehan
I see a Woman eating her muffin looking at Man who is looking looking into the depths of his paper cup and the wrinkles and rivers on the back of his hand thinking When did I get those? Coffee Cup looking at the blue bin in the corner Coffee Cup thinking Well, I guess this is how it goes The secret force that wrenches eyes upward from the secret morning monologues happens like electricity happens and Man sees Woman's eyes and frowns and can't tell whether they are blue or brown. Crumbs are on her lap. Man doesn't notice but Woman thinks he does Moving imperceptibly and not wasting a calorie she flutters her hands over the warm loaves of her thighs. Man notices an ephemeral strain Simon and Garfunkle and becomes aware of a softening within his sternum and electrons slowing, softing, into a May spring aesthetic Woman rubs her finger which does not have a ring and Coffee Cup wonders if it will still have sentience within the bin or if the world with all its broken beauty and mornings and warm hands will suddenly just stop everything? I look at my keys. The sort that express, not the sort that open doors and drawers but even these, time to time, will fall beneath the wooden floors. Man pulls his long coat off the back of his chair without ceremony rises and turns to go leaves his cup on the table for a coffee girl to attend to and exits as the rain turns to snow. Woman sits. And sits. Woman might order another pumpkin muffin. Her knees are chilled, watching her pinkly from the edge of a pencil skirt like children's faces from a blanket. A moment later she makes that same comparison and laughs internally without gesture or sound. And Woman looks around. Woman smiles. Not because of Man or muffin or the secret life of a Coffee Cup but because she is Woman struck lively by the sudden meta fleeting passage of The Bigger and her eyes, definitively brown spark like bumper car antennae and struck by magic, the same magic electricity for an irreversible instant meet mine. And for one fourteenth of a moment Woman knows Me with all her life. I shiver and she lobs me the red bean bag and I hold the image in my mind like a relic of the living divine. The Bigger, the morning the secret was mine.
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Oct 22, 2012
Oct 22, 2012 at 11:44 AM UTC
The Bigger
I see a Woman eating her muffin looking at Man who is looking looking into the depths of his paper cup and the wrinkles and rivers on the back of his hand thinking When did I get those? Coffee Cup looking at the blue bin in the corner Coffee Cup thinking Well, I guess this is how it goes The secret force that wrenches eyes upward from the secret morning monologues happens like electricity happens and Man sees Woman's eyes and frowns and can't tell whether they are blue or brown. Crumbs are on her lap. Man doesn't notice but Woman thinks he does Moving imperceptibly and not wasting a calorie she flutters her hands over the warm loaves of her thighs. Man notices an ephemeral strain Simon and Garfunkle and becomes aware of a softening within his sternum and electrons slowing, softing, into a May spring aesthetic Woman rubs her finger which does not have a ring and Coffee Cup wonders if it will still have sentience within the bin or if the world with all its broken beauty and mornings and warm hands will suddenly just stop everything? I look at my keys. The sort that express, not the sort that open doors and drawers but even these, time to time, will fall beneath the wooden floors. Man pulls his long coat off the back of his chair without ceremony rises and turns to go leaves his cup on the table for a coffee girl to attend to and exits as the rain turns to snow. Woman sits. And sits. Woman might order another pumpkin muffin. Her knees are chilled, watching her pinkly from the edge of a pencil skirt like children's faces from a blanket. A moment later she makes that same comparison and laughs internally without gesture or sound. And Woman looks around. Woman smiles. Not because of Man or muffin or the secret life of a Coffee Cup but because she is Woman struck lively by the sudden meta fleeting passage of The Bigger and her eyes, definitively brown spark like bumper car antennae and struck by magic, the same magic electricity for an irreversible instant meet mine. And for one fourteenth of a moment Woman knows Me with all her life. I shiver and she lobs me the red bean bag and I hold the image in my mind like a relic of the living divine. The Bigger, the morning the secret was mine.
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I'll give you my thoughts for a penny. Only a penny, because they're certainly not worth a nickel, five cents for the five fingers I'll frequently run along my collarbones, imagining myself imagining the moment when you did the same, all that's left now is the ghost of your fingers, negative space. Not worth a dime. A dime I'll use to buy a caramel that'll glue my teeth together and trap the words I know I'll regret later on. The sweetness of my unsaid words will linger for hours. Not worth a quarter, 25, enough for all my fingers and toes, and one more for the hand that seems to linger around my throat, incarcerating monologues I can't seem to make anyone understand. Certainly not worth a dollar, a dollar I'd use to buy sour patch kids, partly because I know they're your favorite, (you can appreciate the way they'll sting your tongue after a while, and the oxymoron living in the sour sugar that coats them), and partly because I sure am sour, and after all, I'm only a kid.
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Dec 10, 2012
Dec 10, 2012 at 8:21 PM UTC
Penny Candy
with a drink in hand, she is talking to herself. about life she gives advice, as she slips into the glass another cube of ice. she is stumbling in the dimly lighted street, and licks her lips that hold a sweet taste. she is laughing at herself, while taking both of her red heels in hand. and there she is, anyone could have spotted her, with heels in hand, bloodshot eyes and sticky hair, he feel in love with her drunken self, while she was talking to the stop sign.
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Mar 22, 2014
Mar 22, 2014 at 1:43 PM UTC
drunken monologues
What is your greatest fear? Do you worry about the past The present, the future? Do yesterdays woes play on your mind? Or the worries of tomorrow? How about the angsts of today? What is your greatest fear? Does money concern you? Do you envision that a lack of material wealth will make you a lesser person? Or that you won't be able to provide For your mother, wife or children? What is your greatest fear? Do you fear great adventure? From missions across treacherous terrains, To learning something new. Or maybe the unknown? Does a non-existent threat debilitate and paralyse you? What is your greatest fear? I would say mine own is the fading of a great ability To make words dance across a page as if they possess a life of their own To link together phrases, to bring life to seemingly dreary monologues To paint pictures with nouns and adjectives Record films with verbs and adverbs This is a gift I have been blessed with Yet I am scared For I do not know when my time will come And this pushes me But until then? I shall do what I know best I shall write, query and ponder all the great questions life has for us So I ask you What is your greatest fear?
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May 25, 2013
May 25, 2013 at 8:40 PM UTC
What is your greatest fear?
Five. Cinco. Half of the ten and a fifth of the twenty five. Mathematics are a funny subject, don't you think? Some man just made up letters to correlate with numbers to transcend to concepts that in all reality could mean nothing and the square root of a orangutan could actually be yellow. I contemplate on that a lot, being the Grace that I am, wondering if what's real is real, if words are just words, or all they the pygmy hippopotamuses flying in my dreams. Anything is possible. Dreams could be reality, and reality could be a dream. Or maybe there is no such thing as realness, and everything is just madness. I learned a lot from my friend the Mad Hatter, how to love, how to be disappointed, how to fall into a pit of despair and how to wear a hat like a ****** deviant and love it. But the most important thing I learned is that sanity is very subjective, because what may seem totally sane to me, completely within the norm, may seem like complex incongruity to someone else. Maybe we're all mad. Maybe no one's mad. Maybe its just you, maybe its not you. Special. That's another word that always got me, but I prefer to think in the realms that everyone is different. The world is in different shades and hues, none are ever quite the same, so why should people be that way? But maybe yet again I'm only speaking in riddles and soliloquies and monologues and standing over all my conquests I am screaming my thoughts while they utter not a word, fearful of manic me. I'd be afraid of manic me. She is quite the finger-twitching tyrant. Words are words but are they real? Are they what you mean or are they just lies, lies, words that you scream until she dies, dies, and the world is at peace. Oh, that's not right. I once wrote a short poem similar to that I could recite by heart, but as my heart has changed the words become jumbled. Death creeps its way into lies, and heavy juxtaposition ***** with my meanings. Eating my words, until I am not a girl anymore, I am a leaf, or a bat, stuck in Wonderland until the end of my days. Funny how Alice the savior became Alice the bat. Wait, I'm not Alice, I'm Grace. Oh, I do not know who I am anymore. And that is the tragic beauty of Wonderland. You just never know what, or who, tomorrow may bring.
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Sep 8, 2014
Sep 8, 2014 at 4:57 PM UTC
My Wonderland pt. 5
Five. Cinco. Half of the ten and a fifth of the twenty five. Mathematics are a funny subject, don't you think? Some man just made up letters to correlate with numbers to transcend to concepts that in all reality could mean nothing and the square root of a orangutan could actually be yellow. I contemplate on that a lot, being the Grace that I am, wondering if what's real is real, if words are just words, or all they the pygmy hippopotamuses flying in my dreams. Anything is possible. Dreams could be reality, and reality could be a dream. Or maybe there is no such thing as realness, and everything is just madness. I learned a lot from my friend the Mad Hatter, how to love, how to be disappointed, how to fall into a pit of despair and how to wear a hat like a ****** deviant and love it. But the most important thing I learned is that sanity is very subjective, because what may seem totally sane to me, completely within the norm, may seem like complex incongruity to someone else. Maybe we're all mad. Maybe no one's mad. Maybe its just you, maybe its not you. Special. That's another word that always got me, but I prefer to think in the realms that everyone is different. The world is in different shades and hues, none are ever quite the same, so why should people be that way? But maybe yet again I'm only speaking in riddles and soliloquies and monologues and standing over all my conquests I am screaming my thoughts while they utter not a word, fearful of manic me. I'd be afraid of manic me. She is quite the finger-twitching tyrant. Words are words but are they real? Are they what you mean or are they just lies, lies, words that you scream until she dies, dies, and the world is at peace. Oh, that's not right. I once wrote a short poem similar to that I could recite by heart, but as my heart has changed the words become jumbled. Death creeps its way into lies, and heavy juxtaposition ***** with my meanings. Eating my words, until I am not a girl anymore, I am a leaf, or a bat, stuck in Wonderland until the end of my days. Funny how Alice the savior became Alice the bat. Wait, I'm not Alice, I'm Grace. Oh, I do not know who I am anymore. And that is the tragic beauty of Wonderland. You just never know what, or who, tomorrow may bring.
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insomnia is my best friend, it's molded into my bones because the world never sleeps and the bats know me by name. i ripped the lights out of the sky with the sharp teeth i bear to collect the stars to stick onto my bedroom ceiling. the sky is a black hole, almost like a tornado or mouth ready to throw me off my feet, and i'm faint i can't tell the difference between sympathy, empathy, and apathy anymore only because i was never good at recognizing faces covered in masquerade masks. my nightmares aren't about dinosaurs and aliens anymore, because fantasy is what i've become accustomed to. reality terrifies me, we are living in our past, our present, and our future, and my social anxiety is getting bad again to the point where i lost track of time at night overthinking too much over simple things - kra
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Feb 2, 2014
Feb 2, 2014 at 4:24 AM UTC
internal insomnia monologues
I love the costume you wear Discounted and undervalued But I see it for its true colors It's a method, a mood, a mystery How after so much pain You're still here somehow, and smiling. I love the costume you wear Ocean blue sadness Veiled by the violet warmth of your acceptance Indescribably beautiful melancholy Like the sunrise I watched today The night wistfully accepting the inevitable morning Knowing that midnight's velvet comfort will once again return. I love the costume you wear But I wish you wouldn't hide your true colors within Its fierce red curtained folds Or behind those miserably memorized monologues that just don't ring true It's like you've got stage fright but The stage is yourself. I love the costume you wear But come with me And let's dance until the pain glows like the sun and becomes beautiful Until the moon lights your way and you are no longer afraid Until the wind takes your hand and you can release the curtain and let go Until you can drop the script and let your words fly like birds, of their own accord And until you can embrace the world With only your heart, your smile, and yourself And dance beyond it all, freely.
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Aug 21, 2016
Aug 21, 2016 at 6:34 PM UTC
Stage Fright
She tells me, "You're very self aware, You know what, why and how you do things, Yet you continue to do them." I explain to her that I never learned how to ask for help So I only ever knew how to look to myself for the answer Which has led me to become pretty creative with metaphors As well as entertaining internal monologues, Like when I explained to her that my parents look at me And see a knot of misfortune Without looking at all the threads that I'm comprised of Which led them to this conclusion of me. She asked me if I ever thought of harming other people To which I noted that I tend to play fruit-ninja With peoples faces In my head. Though I'd never actually do anything, Just as I'm able to keep a professional demeanor Giving no hints to The constant stream of expletives in my head. She asks me why I don't feel like I have friends, Which leads me to disclose That I can't tell if I work too much To spend time with friends Or if I do it to distract from the lack of. I laugh when I regale her With how I recently bought a yoyo Because it is relaxing And makes me feel like a cool kid That would be part of the gang in Hey Arnold, Stating that it's been helping me with my panic attacks By focusing on making my yoyo Go around the world, Pretending it was me, Circumventing my lack of coping mechanisms. Iliana looks at me, with her mouth slightly turned down Attempting to keep a straight face Though her brows still knit together in slight confusion As she asks me how I'm able to say all of this with a smile on my face, "Well," I state, "I don't have time to be depressed."
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May 3, 2016
May 3, 2016 at 12:31 AM UTC
We Meet On Tuesdays
She tells me, "You're very self aware, You know what, why and how you do things, Yet you continue to do them." I explain to her that I never learned how to ask for help So I only ever knew how to look to myself for the answer Which has led me to become pretty creative with metaphors As well as entertaining internal monologues, Like when I explained to her that my parents look at me And see a knot of misfortune Without looking at all the threads that I'm comprised of Which led them to this conclusion of me. She asked me if I ever thought of harming other people To which I noted that I tend to play fruit-ninja With peoples faces In my head. Though I'd never actually do anything, Just as I'm able to keep a professional demeanor Giving no hints to The constant stream of expletives in my head. She asks me why I don't feel like I have friends, Which leads me to disclose That I can't tell if I work too much To spend time with friends Or if I do it to distract from the lack of. I laugh when I regale her With how I recently bought a yoyo Because it is relaxing And makes me feel like a cool kid That would be part of the gang in Hey Arnold, Stating that it's been helping me with my panic attacks By focusing on making my yoyo Go around the world, Pretending it was me, Circumventing my lack of coping mechanisms. Iliana looks at me, with her mouth slightly turned down Attempting to keep a straight face Though her brows still knit together in slight confusion As she asks me how I'm able to say all of this with a smile on my face, "Well," I state, "I don't have time to be depressed."
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. Hello    **archangel, fallen goddess behind my morgue.     Whose complexion equaled the moon, craters and abysses,     cascading like salt on an empty**     wound. **With the crosshairs of nicotine a mirage on her cracked lips;** “Leave me,     lowly poet, Your pity is unbecoming. I am the 13th fallen sister,     so linger here no longer.” “Death is an old friend,     I fear not his company, nor his demise.” **I’ve never seen such eyes; glass-stained, divine & unpredictable.** “I’ll **** you.” “Darling, I’m already dead.” **Her monologues could summon the dead, she preached of the lovers who bore no fruit and the heartless that lay eternal in the eyes of her dalliance. I’d often find myself yearning at the pebbles at her gravestone, impatient, to be graced by her ink soul and**  rhapsodic  presence. “Are you my friend, poet?” “No, I am much more.” **And for centuries of cracked dawns and folded nights, shallow moons & crippled suns, we’d meet--- poet to god, at her morgue.** “Poet, why must the most beautiful people die?” **She once asked me. Alured, I answered:** “When you’re in a garden, which flowers do you pick?” “...The most beautiful ones.” **I’d spend my seconds ‘neath the gallows, among the bones of her brethren, all had fallen before her, from the house of god. I bargained my soul with Ursula, my sins with Lupus,     I ignored their tempertantrums & discord. That very evening I stitched a universe, upon her shoulder-blades.** “What are these?” “Wings.”
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Jun 4, 2015
Jun 4, 2015 at 8:28 PM UTC
The Morgue.
. Hello    **archangel, fallen goddess behind my morgue.     Whose complexion equaled the moon, craters and abysses,     cascading like salt on an empty**     wound. **With the crosshairs of nicotine a mirage on her cracked lips;** “Leave me,     lowly poet, Your pity is unbecoming. I am the 13th fallen sister,     so linger here no longer.” “Death is an old friend,     I fear not his company, nor his demise.” **I’ve never seen such eyes; glass-stained, divine & unpredictable.** “I’ll **** you.” “Darling, I’m already dead.” **Her monologues could summon the dead, she preached of the lovers who bore no fruit and the heartless that lay eternal in the eyes of her dalliance. I’d often find myself yearning at the pebbles at her gravestone, impatient, to be graced by her ink soul and**  rhapsodic  presence. “Are you my friend, poet?” “No, I am much more.” **And for centuries of cracked dawns and folded nights, shallow moons & crippled suns, we’d meet--- poet to god, at her morgue.** “Poet, why must the most beautiful people die?” **She once asked me. Alured, I answered:** “When you’re in a garden, which flowers do you pick?” “...The most beautiful ones.” **I’d spend my seconds ‘neath the gallows, among the bones of her brethren, all had fallen before her, from the house of god. I bargained my soul with Ursula, my sins with Lupus,     I ignored their tempertantrums & discord. That very evening I stitched a universe, upon her shoulder-blades.** “What are these?” “Wings.”
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You ************* monster! What you have done is unforgivable. Keep producing mongoloid monologues, But, the best of what you were is gone. I ******* hate you for what you have done. There is no going or coming back. I hope you ******* suffer, You selfish, needy ***** I hope you are happy, Because now I know who you really are. All of you should be ashamed of yourselves, You lying, self-centered ******* animals. The faces you will put on today Are ******* filthy fragmented foolish friendless freaks. You hate me, your actions prove it, But not half as much as I now hate you, You petty *****
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Mar 11, 2013
Mar 11, 2013 at 2:41 PM UTC
Unforgiven Eternally
Soldiers sown in the field And bodies usually are the yield Bodies of strangers , friends and colleagues Leaving survivors with long lonely monologues Rendering life without taste or feel. In this clash of elephants The casualties include animals , civilians , even infants. That is to say but the least . Vultures gather in circles to feast On the remains of once beautiful living beings . Where then is the profit of war ? When rebuilding cost so much more Both humanly and materially .
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Sep 10, 2014
Sep 10, 2014 at 4:09 PM UTC
War
I was walking down a dirt path Deep within a great forest The trees laid bare by Winters chokehold The background varying shades of gray, It was a dreary day I stopped on a cliff face above a river And sat on the edge of it's furthest point And stared between the trees into the early morning sun Coloring the horizon burnt orange With the silhouettes of branches swaying in ballet This was it. I'd found it The most perfect spot in the world to be alone This cliff a shrine of inner monologues and meditation I have laid my soul here This forest and I are one Everything is connected, a system Inhale, 1, 2, 3, 4 Exhale
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Dec 8, 2014
Dec 8, 2014 at 8:39 AM UTC
The Inner Monologue of Solitude
I'm a black actor So my monologues are gospel my dialogues are political my blocking is a statment My diction is forgiven I'm a black actor So Shakespeare speaks above my melanin, Avant guarde is a canvas too fresh for color And the urban expierence Is a glove that fits too well to remove I'm a black actor So my casting is guaranteed My bio line is their defense against vulturous social critics circling the audition table They need a black actor I'm a black actor
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Jan 15, 2017
Jan 15, 2017 at 2:31 PM UTC
Black actor
They lowered him on string, his face unshaved and the coffin unhinged, nothing broke his fall but a green cloth dressed in storage-cupboard-fluff, the first death of the second month. Around him they said silent words, empty sentences stretching the length of derelict paragraphs: morbid monologues for the man who used words to **** up women and tell them they were beautiful without them ever seeing it, understanding it, knowing if he was legit or not.
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Oct 31, 2013
Oct 31, 2013 at 4:20 PM UTC
Gwydir Street Cemetery
you who swayed on stoop-steps and picked bits of teeth from your knuckles, your fantasies, your crouched in blood giggles; monologues. you who wrapped knives around tree hides and in carvings found your way back to days of love & dead wet leaves. you who rattled in hate of sweaty girls but smeared out on the boulevard for girls anyways & made those girls sweat. you who ****** in the snow and wrote out all the names of your far-fallen friends and sisters in just one stream. pacific coast highway. you who soaked back in the trans-fat pools of employment to grip at tips and taste at ***** in this fine phase we call fermentation. you who came hurdling down from hills and hallways with navajo sidekicks, your battle-axes sweetened with sugar powder flecks; for flavor while dying. you who peeled skin from your fingertips in protest of the war on whales, warping you irrevocably down the path of a whisky avocado diet.
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Apr 5, 2014
Apr 5, 2014 at 6:23 AM UTC
moses
there's a story on the wind can you hear it? an ode to a classic hero facing enemies at every turn a ballad from a love struck sailor to his land locked dame the lamentation of a tired soul ready to exit stage left epics bound in flesh breathing the same air walking the same earth yet completely unaware of when plot lines intersect one persons sunrise is another sunset riding off to where the sidewalk ends a stunning view of Mars in all his glory from another window an example of an empty vessel hungry for content with each step we act our the script the world's a stage the plays the thing let's pan out and take into view the aspect ratio in conjunction with our soundtrack monologues dialogues analog has less room for falsehood than these digital lives digital lies we lead rewriting the scope and depth of the narrative without changing pace or thinking to replace certain key elements like setting and grace peace comes when the curtain closes don't fret encores are in order but on the b-side of the single we must note with remixed emotion that the stories we live have no sequel so we must trust and ****** ourselves into every opportunity paving the way to success not just for us but for those that read the synopsis and hit rewind
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Jul 7, 2012
Jul 7, 2012 at 7:51 AM UTC
Epics Bound in Flesh
Cliché is the glue of our bubblegum-flavored MTV culture, Because we order language to go and with extra cheesy. We pour words into televisions and radios, And sent those waves to space. We do this because the very vastness of our language Is oozing from our ears like a runny nose, And the torrents of tongues cannot seem To penetrate the walls of the Jersey Shore. Sometimes at night, Katie Couric weeps. She bawls into the darkness when she realizes That most of her viewers are waiting for her to shut up, Like parents waiting for the baby to fall asleep, Because there is *** to be had And maybe Charlie Sheen will say something funny tonight. We are tweeting away our TV-dinner monologues. The cardinals miss our singing, The way my “s” swishes against my “h,” And the slightest stutter of my best friend, Like a drum-solo-blue-jazz-soul-snare. There is a river of modified nouns This world has not had the privilege To have run over their naked bodies. Words that are chocolate-flavored like “cinnamon” Curl up in your lap and scratch The deepest part of your throat, Where syntax has gone to hide away. This river has been ****** by a thesaurus That wants everything to be a synonym for **** So I’ve got cliché stuck to my brain Like gum beneath a classroom seat, Like *********** that I can’t turn away from, Disgusted though I may be, Because everybody’s doing it.
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Nov 22, 2011
Nov 22, 2011 at 6:22 AM UTC
American Sentences