"mishearing" poems
Conversation inhibited,
Yet also free of constraint,
Small talk a challenge,
In depth conversation my forte
And interrogation my ally
Bombarding others with quick fire questions,
‘You’re too deep’ it has been said more than once
As I reveal too much once again.
Misunderstanding social cues,
Eye contact a no no,
****** expressions a blur,
Tone of voice a trigger,
Hence emotions a minefield.
Literal listening,
Literal speaking,
Leading to sense of humour bypass,
Don’t waste your innuendos, irony and sarcasm on me,
Direct speaking is what wins the day.
Overwhelming sensory overload,
Confusion,
Misunderstanding,
Mishearing,
Tendency towards negativity,
Introversion,
A war of words
Inside my head
Pouring out my mouth,
Tearing me apart
And those whom I love.
Now working hard to change the script,
To be aware of the impact of deficiencies, defensiveness and quirkiness,
To remain level headed and mindful
As I alternate between tiptoeing and running roughshod
Through the labyrinth of life.
Dec 29, 2021
Dec 29, 2021 at 9:09 PM UTC
googlewhack no. 4: http://tinyurl.com/n6g53us.
i'm starting to really get into this fun lottery,
and how i wouldn't
bother having a website listing all of them...
i desecrate them - meaning i write myself in
after them...
this particular one?
ironically it's on the topic of geology -
or it's rather tinged with geology...
and they usually arise from the concept i had
to work out of the λoγoς -
so unto the heights of finding the concept
of φoνoς -
for the former is like an image to the ear,
even though a skeletal one: or x-ray
that pierces the tongue -
and this googlewhack arose from
mishearing an icelandic word (i'm still to find
the correct λoγoς - but the φoνoς that lead me to
the 4th googlewhack is) yokolaups -
a phenomenon in iceland -
and who would have thought:
geology?
which ties itself to chemistry in ways
that biology and physics have teamed up for some
cultural gang bang, or whatever the hell they're
doing on the television and in other media outlets...
****** populists...
give me a geology topic and i'm listening...
this googlewhack arose from the topic of
the missoula floods -
and the man behind finding
them j harlen brentz -
basically these gargantuan
floods that occurred in the last ice age -
the mystery of mammoth graves in siberia
in that: why would the people of the times slaughter
1000 mammoths and not eat them?
but the brentz floods happened such a long
time ago, and their was scale was so huge
that some didn't believe the evidence to be there,
since they were cooked up in their universities and
only had theories...
anyway... the word in question?
"yokolaups"? it's icelandic a similar flood phenomenon
that's currently happening in iceland:
basically a lake forms inside a glacier...
and just as it happens with concrete dams and
artificially created lakes to ensure there's a constant
water supply and no drought...
the concrete dams can sometimes
give way, and the water spills over...
same thing with glaciers and the lakes
that are created inside of them...
did i mean jokulhaups?
maybe... all i know is that corvus corax's song
sverker has that aura that it might as well be,
but certainly something icelandic.
Mar 29, 2017
Mar 29, 2017 at 2:52 PM UTC
Apparently, I haven’t been living my life
Up to the point where I don’t even know myself anymore
The reason I answer back to my parents is because of you
You are the reason why I smoke
Why swear words always somehow find a way out of my mouth
And why these drugs always end up in my bag
Yes, I’m talking to you
Media
The things you tell me appear like treasure
But not all that glitters are gold
Not all the sheep in the flock are white
Not all the fruits in the basket are sweet
Not everything you say is right
I thought you were great
But it turns out you’re just another liar
You,
You are like a blindfold that covers the truth
Like a deceiver that whispers in my ear
“Hey, it’s alright to steal, alright to **** alright to destroy”
You put me into this abyss
Deeper and deeper I fall
Until the light is no more
But the fault isn’t all yours
I took the first step
I let you lead me down the wrong path
I,
I too was at fault
We all are at fault
But there is still hope
We can still escape this abyss
We can still untie this blindfold
We can still uncover the truth
But how?
How do we climb out?
How do we see again?
How,
How do we go back to the truth?
I tell you now, there is only one way
One. Way.
Through Him
The way,
The truth,
And the life
We must fix our eyes on God, and not on earthly things
For this world is only temporary
So let us build on what will last
And make the most out of our lives
Ephesians 5:15-16 says:
Be very careful, then, how you live
not as unwise but as wise,
Therefore do not be foolish,
But understand what the Lord’s will is
So I warn you here and now
Be careful with what you hear
Be careful with what you see
Because looks can be deceiving and your ears can be mishearing
So, media,
I quit
I am done following your ways
I am done being your slave
Starting today, everything I do
Will glorify Him and only
Him
Apparently, I haven’t been living my life
So I will start living it
And my reason will be You
And only You
Sep 24, 2014
Sep 24, 2014 at 10:10 AM UTC