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"misguided" poems
What's it take These days To write a poem That makes the world go mad That brings the crowds to their feet That spreads like wildfire Through a dry winter forest Is it those excessively long words? The ostentatiously loquacious Platitudinous ramblings Of an insecure mind aspiring To authentic intellect? Is it perhaps...      the "creativity"                of      varied      spacing   or...    could it be..... the lack                               of capitalization                the loathsome little letters                screaming out                          hey, look at us!          ... or maybe it's                the punctuation marks,      littered, haphazardly           through the text                     (whether used correctly)                or, theyre not?!      despite worrds mispeled           and a grammar might is broken    can these gimmicks increase interest         though miswritten or misspoken? Is the trick alliteration Whose bite brightly bids us To center on the snappy sounds? Although all along      unvoiced underneath Ideas idle in the isles    (or perhaps the aisles) Of the mind To meld and craft and bind Our thorough thoughts And worthy words Into lines Which Heard by herds Raise the                   Praise for which we                   Privately, desperately                   Pray Maybe it's a magical mix Of splendid in-your-head rhythm Marvelous meter that perfectly clicks Flowing smoothly without schism Well-spaced stanzas Well-used time Well-crafted phrases Well-thought-out rhymes Well, maybe not...      those gems are often ignored      cast-aside, unread, even abhorred Why? Because the modern world doesn't need your rules your restrictions your regulations your misguided boundaries your oppression your antiquated ideas    of "the right way"    to write    to speak    to act    to live    to (fill in the blank) No, what the modern world needs is Negation! Contradiction! Resistance! Revolt! And poetry whose words Say the same thing Repeat the same meaning Echo the same lyrics Rephrase the same thoughts But in an ever-so-slightly Different Varied Altered Adjusted Changed up way Line After line Of synonyms           over                and                     over                          and                          over                          again ----- What's it take These days To not give in To narcissism's spiral? But more importantly: What's it take To make my poem go viral?
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Aug 12, 2018
Aug 12, 2018 at 12:17 AM UTC
Viral
What's it take These days To write a poem That makes the world go mad That brings the crowds to their feet That spreads like wildfire Through a dry winter forest Is it those excessively long words? The ostentatiously loquacious Platitudinous ramblings Of an insecure mind aspiring To authentic intellect? Is it perhaps...      the "creativity"                of      varied      spacing   or...    could it be..... the lack                               of capitalization                the loathsome little letters                screaming out                          hey, look at us!          ... or maybe it's                the punctuation marks,      littered, haphazardly           through the text                     (whether used correctly)                or, theyre not?!      despite worrds mispeled           and a grammar might is broken    can these gimmicks increase interest         though miswritten or misspoken? Is the trick alliteration Whose bite brightly bids us To center on the snappy sounds? Although all along      unvoiced underneath Ideas idle in the isles    (or perhaps the aisles) Of the mind To meld and craft and bind Our thorough thoughts And worthy words Into lines Which Heard by herds Raise the                   Praise for which we                   Privately, desperately                   Pray Maybe it's a magical mix Of splendid in-your-head rhythm Marvelous meter that perfectly clicks Flowing smoothly without schism Well-spaced stanzas Well-used time Well-crafted phrases Well-thought-out rhymes Well, maybe not...      those gems are often ignored      cast-aside, unread, even abhorred Why? Because the modern world doesn't need your rules your restrictions your regulations your misguided boundaries your oppression your antiquated ideas    of "the right way"    to write    to speak    to act    to live    to (fill in the blank) No, what the modern world needs is Negation! Contradiction! Resistance! Revolt! And poetry whose words Say the same thing Repeat the same meaning Echo the same lyrics Rephrase the same thoughts But in an ever-so-slightly Different Varied Altered Adjusted Changed up way Line After line Of synonyms           over                and                     over                          and                          over                          again ----- What's it take These days To not give in To narcissism's spiral? But more importantly: What's it take To make my poem go viral?
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Poverty Blurred Pigments of Red and blue Bring to mind the police Responding to our crises Aptly and alert Though upon arrival It’s pure brutality… They oppress and beat Abuse and misuse Break our spirits Lowering us deeper into this Depression… No… it’s and economic Recession… In which inequalities are abound For the rich stay rich While the poor fall hungry And We… The… People…. Fall beyond Poverty… Straight Through The misguided… Rage of the government… And Deeper than just a simple Economic Inequality… We’ve Reached The Poverty Stricken Greatest Recession…. Known As A Secondary Great Depression….
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Sep 12, 2009
Sep 12, 2009 at 4:12 PM UTC
Poverty :(
A labyrinth expands before me, Its only prize, the truth; reality Awaits the shrewd of mind. At every turn lie misdirections, One wrong choice and I am Lost, for perils lie ahead; Webs of lies lie waiting for their prey. I pray for wisdom that I may not fall, Misguided by a ghost I thought I saw; My own illusions turn me from the light. The path ahead is cobbled from the shadows, Bits of truth among them shining gold, The only light to guide my weary feet As Darkness beckons me with gentle hands. Temptation offers respite from my search: “Sit down and rest, poor ragged traveler, you search in vain For worthless lies. I tell the truth; One as beautiful as I is honest, sure.” I pay no heed. The truth is rarely beautiful or pure.
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Jul 29, 2018
Jul 29, 2018 at 12:37 AM UTC
Labyrinth
The vulnerability of baring myself fully clenches the belly panics the heart stands my hairs on end. It is truly the most terrifying thing to stand in ones authenticity. And yet. And yet. The courage it takes. The great tender strength. The spine tingling elation. The heart swells, and magic. The naked beauty borne, in feeling you have nothing to hide. The spirit touched ardor of a bare approach to life. The openings and the mystery. The expressions: tripping, falling, incomplete, misguided. The wonderful mistakes, elucidating lessons. The perfect imperfections. The easing of honesty. The engendered humility. The profundity. The sense of being touched, touching, and in touch with life. The unmasked revelations, of full spectral undulation. The this. The that. The I can accept it all. The dropping of shame. The incredible liberation, in shedding that shame. The finding forgiveness for self, for other. The quiver of unknowing. The sweet caress of potential. The dread. The sorrows. The uncertainties. All making room for, in their acknowledgement: Room for what else is there. Room for laughter, and joy, and luminescence. Room for flirtation, dancing, spontaneity. Breaking open. Melting into Love. Soaring on the wings of Truth. The hush, of anxious worry. The Goodness bestowed. The empathy. The compassion. The connection. The holy restoration of creative flow. The fires of real passion. And everything. And everything. And Beauty.
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Mar 13, 2014
Mar 13, 2014 at 12:12 PM UTC
Vulnerability
Why is it so difficult to leave my life alone Cast that last stone I feel like Frankenstein the monster And your a mob of angry county officials Getting high on locking away my roster Big Man you are with you excess of power Targeting helpless youth Who only aim to survive To escape imprisonment alive To everyday simply strive For some acceptance To be be beat down literally abused by your hand Because our hunger over took morals What is right Is right being cold and hungry every night Is right being forced into institutions You've already chosen my life's conclusion My dreams depict my happy illusion Our financial status fusion Causing an eruption of misguided confusion I'll win this war When when it seems every battle I'm losing
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Nov 29, 2014
Nov 29, 2014 at 7:22 AM UTC
your genocide of our youth
Ah, the season of gifting. Antagonist of year-long thrifting. Tradition sadistic, Materialistic, Four quarters in pockets worth sifting. This year I hereby proclaim I shan’t be consumed by the game. Cycle of curse Purpose perverse The namesake, an oversight became. Christ’s birth did in fact begin, Holiday distracted by sin. Misguided it be To forget idly The sacrifice He made for all men. We naively regard generosity As holiday’s behavioral piosity. But if dollars and cents Are the tools of offense Over shadow favor luminosity. Water in Africa is ***** American child in poverty. Politics aside, Convenient homicide, To enable the ills of society. In the global economy we flaunt Wealth by comparison, bitter taunt. First world problems abound Pass the turkey around Central heating and air, what a jaunt! What if this season we decide To extend two palms open wide? Sacrificing ourselves Rather than stocking our shelves Dying whispers echo true: “we tried.” Don’t spend your money on me this year. Not iPhones, not tickets, not Blu-ray or beer. Instead know you can Distribute more than A snort, a lie, and a tear. (optional conclusion to assist interpretation of last line) Snort of derision, Lies of provision, Tears, even true, Hardly subdue Anguish deprived of tradition’s revision.
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Dec 26, 2012
Dec 26, 2012 at 5:25 PM UTC
Stewardship (a series of limericks)
Many of the most profound pieces of poetry May not have been dreamed and transferred In particular manners professional, And many of the most practiced writers May not have been as noble nor indicative As their readers would imagine and preach. This concern thus produces a humorous conclusion That through probability, possibility, and realism, Many of the greatest and most inspiring words Passed down to our misguided generation, May have been conceived, scribbled, and explored From the humble origins of atop a toilet.
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Apr 6, 2016
Apr 6, 2016 at 11:39 PM UTC
"Atop a Toilet"
a misguided symphony forging its way to the rest- less form which writhes and shifts in cotton sheets of yester- day
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Jan 4, 2015
Jan 4, 2015 at 10:27 AM UTC
honesty
♦   ♦   ♦ She was an earnest devotée. Her ideals, birthed in Chardonnay were globally diverse (read: white). A liberal bark preceded bite. Her crystal clearer than her vision; she provoked bemused derision as she breathed intolerance toward all who would not dance her dance. She swooned for distant pagan tribes, attuned to their exotic vibes – rapt in multi-culti piety strangely deaf to her own society, judged by her as abomination; unredeemed. The background station always stuck on N.P.R. (the soundtrack of her culture war, Pacifica News and Democracy Nows, and other progressive holy cows) Her motherland a shameful mystery: guilty first, and void of history – its origins defiled, corrupted… while she enjoyed uninterrupted freedom to pursue her whims: misguided one-world global hymns. The sisterhood of hu(man) kind was foremost in her earnest mind – even should that same sisterhood be sealed by her well-meaning blood. Out on a date with global death she hoped to unify the earth in solidarity with causes led by killers, warlord bosses, thugs she never knew existed who, if she’d met she’d have resisted. Her theory landed far from her praxis spun, by default, on an evil axis. Hot with zeal she fumed and stormed quite certain she was well-informed, at benefits, non-profit functions rallies, boycotts, left-wing luncheons; warm with righteous spite for Israel, aiding and abetting Ishmael with fellow-travelers, like-minded similarly hateful, blinded, rattling sabers, scimitars, axes… (lunacy never wanes, but waxes hotter with the passing years as activists confront their fears). She finally shilled for the Intifada (stopping short of reciting Shahada), reaching out to the terrorist with righteous raised progressive fist… offering thus her neck to blade: collateral to be repaid by murderers who couldn’t care less about her open-mindedness.
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Sep 9, 2015
Sep 9, 2015 at 9:57 PM UTC
Suicide by Diversity
♦   ♦   ♦ She was an earnest devotée. Her ideals, birthed in Chardonnay were globally diverse (read: white). A liberal bark preceded bite. Her crystal clearer than her vision; she provoked bemused derision as she breathed intolerance toward all who would not dance her dance. She swooned for distant pagan tribes, attuned to their exotic vibes – rapt in multi-culti piety strangely deaf to her own society, judged by her as abomination; unredeemed. The background station always stuck on N.P.R. (the soundtrack of her culture war, Pacifica News and Democracy Nows, and other progressive holy cows) Her motherland a shameful mystery: guilty first, and void of history – its origins defiled, corrupted… while she enjoyed uninterrupted freedom to pursue her whims: misguided one-world global hymns. The sisterhood of hu(man) kind was foremost in her earnest mind – even should that same sisterhood be sealed by her well-meaning blood. Out on a date with global death she hoped to unify the earth in solidarity with causes led by killers, warlord bosses, thugs she never knew existed who, if she’d met she’d have resisted. Her theory landed far from her praxis spun, by default, on an evil axis. Hot with zeal she fumed and stormed quite certain she was well-informed, at benefits, non-profit functions rallies, boycotts, left-wing luncheons; warm with righteous spite for Israel, aiding and abetting Ishmael with fellow-travelers, like-minded similarly hateful, blinded, rattling sabers, scimitars, axes… (lunacy never wanes, but waxes hotter with the passing years as activists confront their fears). She finally shilled for the Intifada (stopping short of reciting Shahada), reaching out to the terrorist with righteous raised progressive fist… offering thus her neck to blade: collateral to be repaid by murderers who couldn’t care less about her open-mindedness.
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there was a time before when I could walk I stepped among strangers on misguided paths on roads unnamed remaining cracked and broken people hid their blank faces steps incautiously taken but there was one abnormal stranger he lifted his eyes above the ground and smiled at the unfortunate raindrops then suddenly I was falling he held vivid color in his eyes life in his dreams the world was dark and bleak yet illuminated by his love my feet have never touched solid ground since and they never will remaining to search for such reason the reason his love can be shown to only I
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Nov 10, 2014
Nov 10, 2014 at 7:54 PM UTC
Unfortunate Raindrops
My 2 Cents “the advocacy of women’s rights on the grounds of political, social, and economic equality to men.” Let me start by mentioning that I don’t usually get involved with political matters, but in this case, I’d say it’s more of a basic human rights matter. I’m a man, and I’m a feminist. I was lucky enough to grow up in a home with three women; my mother and two older sisters. Growing up with them gave me an enormous amount of respect for women, (even though I may have lost a certain amount of socially expected masculinity along the way), and their current lives continue to increase my respect for the opposite gender. My oldest sister is leaving to study abroad at Oxford in less than a week to major in philosophy. Philosophy. She also graduated high school with a 4.0 and was involved in power lifting competitions and is enlisted in ROTC. Simply put, she’s an animal. She’s worked hard her entire life and I’d hate to see a world that put that hard work to waste. My other sister is working three jobs to pay her way through college and is planning to major in psychology. I’m always envious of her work ethic and level of commitment to not only her education, but to her friends and family as well. My mother has been my backbone since I was a child. She was always the one I turned to in times of trouble, and continues to be. She works hard everyday, while going through mentally straining marriage problems, and comes home and still asks me about my day. She has given me nothing but unconditional love for my entire existence. For these reasons, it boggles my mind why anyone would ever be anti-feminism. I am genuinely confused as to why, because their bodies are different, women get less privileges, respect, opportunities, and even money. I just don’t get it. I am also disgusted that women are seen by most men as walking ****** organs. l will admit genuine guilt to using the number scale to “rate” women. It’s something I grew up with, but now it sickens me. Assigning a number to a woman based on your misguided views on how she should look, whether you would **** her, is something I find repulsive. There’s nothing wrong with admiring the opposite *** but no one gives a **** about your stupid opinion, especially the woman. I hope someday if I ever have a daughter that she will have the privilege of living in a country of gender equality, tolerance, and open-mindedness. Anyway, I just wanted to put my two cents in. I am a man. I am a feminist. Peace.
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Sep 23, 2014
Sep 23, 2014 at 9:46 PM UTC
My Two Cents
My 2 Cents “the advocacy of women’s rights on the grounds of political, social, and economic equality to men.” Let me start by mentioning that I don’t usually get involved with political matters, but in this case, I’d say it’s more of a basic human rights matter. I’m a man, and I’m a feminist. I was lucky enough to grow up in a home with three women; my mother and two older sisters. Growing up with them gave me an enormous amount of respect for women, (even though I may have lost a certain amount of socially expected masculinity along the way), and their current lives continue to increase my respect for the opposite gender. My oldest sister is leaving to study abroad at Oxford in less than a week to major in philosophy. Philosophy. She also graduated high school with a 4.0 and was involved in power lifting competitions and is enlisted in ROTC. Simply put, she’s an animal. She’s worked hard her entire life and I’d hate to see a world that put that hard work to waste. My other sister is working three jobs to pay her way through college and is planning to major in psychology. I’m always envious of her work ethic and level of commitment to not only her education, but to her friends and family as well. My mother has been my backbone since I was a child. She was always the one I turned to in times of trouble, and continues to be. She works hard everyday, while going through mentally straining marriage problems, and comes home and still asks me about my day. She has given me nothing but unconditional love for my entire existence. For these reasons, it boggles my mind why anyone would ever be anti-feminism. I am genuinely confused as to why, because their bodies are different, women get less privileges, respect, opportunities, and even money. I just don’t get it. I am also disgusted that women are seen by most men as walking ****** organs. l will admit genuine guilt to using the number scale to “rate” women. It’s something I grew up with, but now it sickens me. Assigning a number to a woman based on your misguided views on how she should look, whether you would **** her, is something I find repulsive. There’s nothing wrong with admiring the opposite *** but no one gives a **** about your stupid opinion, especially the woman. I hope someday if I ever have a daughter that she will have the privilege of living in a country of gender equality, tolerance, and open-mindedness. Anyway, I just wanted to put my two cents in. I am a man. I am a feminist. Peace.
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As this world wretches behind the piles of our institutional bones, I turn to look the other way. When the beggars graze my pant leg, I don't stop mid stride and feign over their disparity, For gaining the holy marksmen’s approval. When Judas kissed sanctity’s cheek beside the frames of broken-hearted men, I shook the feeling from my sleeve.   And I no longer feel guilt, shame, Out of mere cerebral obligation. So, have me for a worthless sinner. I will fall to the dust before I bring myself to stand beside the husks of humanity that so many have become; spewing their filth on unfortunate blindfolded men, expecting me to follow suit.        Well, **** off, kindly.       I’m living for the god that answers to no titles, and parsonages none of these black suited scumbags. I’m living for the god that inspires harmony, and lifts my fingers to dance for liberation, and pleasure, and hopeless longing. I’m living for the god of progress who shakes pieces of enlightenment from his gray beard, and swallows up the offerings of his every wounded child. I’m living for the god of no religion, Never saying “God,” For this name is tainted by old customs. Cheapened by the misguided nature of man.
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May 29, 2012
May 29, 2012 at 1:15 AM UTC
Say, "God."
*Misguided fire of passion Burns one’s own abode Even the tears of remorse Can’t douse the raging inferno*
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Jul 18, 2014
Jul 18, 2014 at 1:42 AM UTC
Askew Passion
It's easy to hear the loneliness in her voice As she speaks she has no one to talk about, there's just no choice She talks about the good old days Filled with love and compassion all was just a faze Loneliness is when you cry There's no one there to make her smile or dry her eyes No one to help with the demons inside her head No one to subside the discomfort of pain from deep inside The demons are here to prey on the misguided brain She continues to hide her pain Only to give into the loneliness of despair Her loneliness has only become a reality because nobody cares Trying to fade away loneliness has taken its toll On her soul Sound of loneliness is silent She doesn't hear the birds singing with great talent She doesn't feel the sun shining People pass her by as if she doesn't exist so she starts declining She wishes her heart could love again highly unlikely loneliness has become her only way of life She remains unable to feel due to the coldness in her heart stuck by a knife
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Mar 26, 2017
Mar 26, 2017 at 11:24 AM UTC
Sound of Loneliness
I like to laugh and smile like any other kid but you decided that I was undeserving of being liked of being loved of being myself I wasn't cool I wasn't trendy I wasn't sporty I was just being myself I am quirky I am intellegent I am creative You Don't care! You are relentless You are misguided You are ruthless Who hurt you so bad? You have friends You have fashion You have popularity Is that not enough? I am now untrusting I am now anxious I am now depressed It still hurts till this day! I have grown to resent you! I have grown to hate you! Why aren't you dead yet? I'm sure the feeling is mutual You hurt me because Someone hurt you When does this vicious cycle end?
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Aug 24, 2018
Aug 24, 2018 at 12:06 PM UTC
Hello Bully
Your pre-frontal cortex is delectably oral amidst this maze of psychological violence. Oh, mistress of certain uncertainty, I cannot articulate the essence of ontology, as human language is inadequate. But, you truly capture the flow of irregularity in this mass mockery of societal fabric. Therefore, I simply appeal to our mutual and primitive impulses. Let us be rough, despite the misguided assumptions of those who claim to have affiliation. I like old school choppers, because they are not polished.
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Feb 14, 2014
Feb 14, 2014 at 11:06 PM UTC
Sociopathic Integrity
Confused and misguided I found myself in the bookstore, Looking for myself in the writing of poets, Where pain and love met, I yearned for more Found myself in disguise, broken, feeling time fly Broken and insecure, I found myself in the bookstore. Reading about my past lovers, was I not strong enough for the storm? Loved a man who failed to explore, The woman inside me begging for more Lost but committed, I found myself in the bookstore. Reminiscing on our lust, was I a bore? Picking up a book filled with promises, Will I ever get what love has in store?   Running towards lust, I ended up broken in the bookstore. You left me broken but wanting more Addicted to your soul, I failed to remember.. That I met you at the bookstore -Henessy J. Beltre
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Oct 9, 2018
Oct 9, 2018 at 9:18 PM UTC
Broken in the Bookstore
Hopelessness is swallowing me. For all my life I've been it's prey. Sometimes strong, sometimes weak, I've always managed to hold on, but my grip is loosening. My dreams have been squelched and my imagination is fading. I'm tired of pushing boulders uphill only to watch them roll back down. My shiny glaze of compassion has dulled. Flaccid are my heartstrings, flying ramdomly like torn ribbons on a misguided kite. Where can I escape and become someone else somewhere else?
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Sep 19, 2013
Sep 19, 2013 at 1:45 PM UTC
Hopelessness
Compromise and decay are difficult things to digest. Striking like gravity on the spine, slow and sure. They are as inevitable as my need to avoid them. All the lust, passion, and greed I wish to swim in for an eternity dies with the same cancer that eats my body away. The maggots, flies, desperation, and despair, all attack me simultaneously and with an unstoppable desire to thrive on my remains. They are relentless and I am not. Make like a good boy and lie down, ready to decompose with acceptance and grace. I'll place a bag on my head for decency and my wallet on my chest for convenient identification. Perhaps some intelligent future civilization of the cockroach's descendants would like to know about my sad demise. I know the humans won't. "Misguided", they will say. "Not enough Jesus in his soul to beat back the demons", will say the child ******* priests. Spit on by a hundred million naysayers, in between their ************ and repenting. Given billions of one star reviews because zero stars isn't an option. Oh , I miss the the maggots, the flies, the devastation, and the despair. They were my enemies, and now my only friends.
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Nov 20, 2014
Nov 20, 2014 at 1:49 PM UTC
Compromise and Decay
A swansong of the Indian Partition... Kal humaare ghar ke diye bujhe rahenge, Kal hum kuch rishton ke liye rote rahenge... Tomorrow the lamps of our home will remain put out, Tomorrow we shall keep crying for some relations... Rishte un bantwaara hue kheton se, Rishte un bhatakte hue jawaanon se... Relations with those partitioned farmlands, Relations with those misguided young men... Rishte us chamakti Multani mitti se, **Rishte us damakti Pakhtunkhwi **** se...** Relations with the glistening soil of Multan, Relations with the bright snow of Pakhtunkhwa... Rishte Ganga ke us Bangali muhaane se, Rishte Sindhu dariya aur samudr ke us mel se... Relations with the Ganga's Bengali estuary, Relations with the confluence of Indus and the Sea... Rishte us Balouchi kapaas se, Rishte udhde un kapdon se... Relations with that Balouchi cotton, Relations with those clothes torn away... Rishte luti us izzat se, Rishte mari us bahu se... Relations with the disrobed honour, Relations with the slain bride... Rishte jo sajaaye the mandap mein, Rishte jo likhaaye the jannat mein... Relations decorated inside the temple, Relations written in the paradise... **********
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Aug 14, 2019
Aug 14, 2019 at 2:10 PM UTC
Kal Humaare Ghar Ke Diye Bujhe Rahenge...|Tomorrow The Lamps Of Our Home Will Remain Put Out...
Misunderstanding Must be the reason for this I don't know anything And I am basing my thoughts Off of misguided feelings.
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Sep 29, 2015
Sep 29, 2015 at 2:05 PM UTC
Misunderstanding
It gets easier to laugh at yourself when you know you’ve been frivolous. You’ve wasted a great deal of your time indulging in fatuous, totally conditional constraints. You’ve been misguided by the red and pink colors of happy shapes and bewitching designs. You’ve forgotten the most important of things, and even the small things such as matching your socks or earrings. You’ve been too content with enticing words and completely undiscerning of actions. It gets easier to laugh at yourself because even though it hurts like hell, you now know it was only premature amity.
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Feb 7, 2014
Feb 7, 2014 at 1:44 AM UTC
Sappy-Head
I am sooooo tired, exhausted.. My mind needs to be shut down, my head hurts. Words want to be said but my prides me wounded, my selfworth is burning low there is a lump in my throat. I'm haunted by to evanescent nature of my past joy. Daunted but how far my seems to be. Yesterday, last week, last month, last year and today have me in the center, wearing the same things, feeling the same, worried I'm at my end, but a while older my life seems to be rejecting me; or maybe I it.. I want to be free to exist but everything seems to come with a cost. There are critics everywhere even my thoughts have thoughts objecting to them before i receive them and make certain i don't need them.. So I'm running around in circles not knowing why i never got around to things my mind first thought whiles ago, my will has become meek my worth shrunk to camouflage with dust specks I'm exhausted from playing this part, misguided by the values of what's recently been made 'right' distracted completely from the life i want to live. And i don't have a clue which switch ***** it back to normal, or which life i will leave for those which have grown accustomed to this timid version of me... After all people aren't always happy when they say. "...you have changed..."
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Sep 10, 2015
Sep 10, 2015 at 7:30 PM UTC
Fragments self-portrait
We're standing outside in a cold, blistered wind, for a quick pull of smoke and the chemicals within? A quick rush of joy, euphoric train wreck, a cure made illegal for a chemist's blank cheque. Plant matter burning, charring my lungs, an irritated throat and a cough soon to come. Pass it to a friend and beg them to be quick so I can burn my lungs again - let my blood run thick. Serotonin chained and forced to make me feel good, yet a non-addictive substance, apt misunderstood. Less harmful than tobacco, alcohol still worse, a sadly brainwashed nation where impression's pre-rehearsed. Generations plagued with loud misguided cries. They say it makes you stupid, another heartless lie. We'll strap a gas mask to a monkey, and force it THC. Forget about the oxygen... I wonder what we'll see? It seems their brain cells died - it has to be the drug! Government made a discovery? They ought to be less smug. But back to my friend, and I in the cold, forced to be hidden from long outdated scold. Celebrating beauties in the world that were forgotten, we're told it's overrated, like fine Egyptian cotton? I know from experience that this has to be divine: it could not exist if the sun could not shine. The wind has stopped blowing, the rain takes it's place, to feel divine beauty of liquid touching face. It is something natural, and comes from within, wow, I'm still standing in a cold blistered wind.
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May 20, 2012
May 20, 2012 at 10:48 AM UTC
A Brainwashed Nation