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The artichoke of delicate heart ***** in its battle-dress, builds its minimal cupola; keeps stark in its scallop of scales. Around it, demoniac vegetables bristle their thicknesses, devise tendrils and belfries, the bulb's agitations; while under the subsoil the carrot sleeps sound in its rusty mustaches. Runner and filaments bleach in the vineyards, whereon rise the vines. The sedulous cabbage arranges its petticoats; oregano sweetens a world; and the artichoke dulcetly there in a gardenplot, armed for a skirmish, goes proud in its pomegranate burnishes. Till, on a day, each by the other, the artichoke moves to its dream of a market place in the big willow hoppers: a battle formation. Most warlike of defilades- with men in the market stalls, white shirts in the soup-greens, artichoke field marshals, close-order conclaves, commands, detonations, and voices, a crashing of crate staves. And Maria come down with her hamper to make trial of an artichoke: she reflects, she examines, she candles them up to the light like an egg, never flinching; she bargains, she tumbles her prize in a market bag among shoes and a cabbage head, a bottle of vinegar; is back in her kitchen. The artichoke drowns in a *** So you have it: a vegetable, armed, a profession (call it an artichoke) whose end is millennial. We taste of that sweetness, dismembering scale after scale. We eat of a halcyon paste: it is green at the artichoke heart.
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Ode To an Artichoke
******** sprinkled with diamonds That's life in seven syllables Can we find the diamonds They're so minimal I find them in my shoes when I step on **** and I always feel like it's not **** But I suppose I'll keep them in my pocket until I slip off the edge into hell
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May 30, 2014
May 30, 2014 at 7:55 PM UTC
Diamonds
It's funny how you apologise for slight and minimal accidents, but you don't give a **** about creating explosions of Hell. You're so ironic that your names could be the definition. I'd rather you'd have accidently nudged me than destroy my every thought.
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Mar 23, 2016
Mar 23, 2016 at 5:09 PM UTC
Untitled (23/3/16)
Every time people start to rise up, a whole buncha problematic mess gets thrown around regarding VIOLENCE. So, what is "violence" really?... It's the use of force. Plain and simple. What makes folks uncomfortable (who are otherwise comfortable in this system) is that UPRISING IS A SOMETIMES VIOLENT (read: forceful) REACTION TO SYSTEMATIC VIOLENCE: Yes, just like the Hunger Games... Thus, there are many types of violence... The fact that we are paying taxes that are funding the genocide and ****** of people of color (here and abroad) is violence. People with guns (former slave patrols and overseers, now cops) who come from outside our community and treat our folks as criminals on the daily is violence. Capitalism, i.e. wage/property/ecology-based exploitation in the name of profit is violence. The fact that LA County spends more $$ than anywhere in the world on prisons and police is violence. The fact that the US locks up more of its own people than any other country on record is violence. US aiding/funding the genocide of Palestinians at the hands of Israel is genocidal violence. From Congress, to the boardrooms, to the classrooms, from the gaze, to the unwanted touching, to the **** to the pay, Patriarchy everyday, is violence. A few people jacking some **** at Walmart or breaking a window is really minimal violence in comparison. A couple people throwing **** at armed cops is not serious violence. The idea of owning property that other must rent to live is violent. Systemic, chronic, global insecurity in the form of material poverty is violence. Wage slavery is violence. Gentrification is violence. The War On Youth, i.e. the School-to-Prison pipeline, and, thus the War-on-Drugs with its attending 76% recidivism rate in the prison-industrial complex, whose populations are disproportionately black males, is violence. The fact that people can't go to the doctor and dentist, or eat food every day is violence. Deportations are violence. Homophobia is violence. The world's largest global military that vaporizes people without due process in dozens of countries violating their biophysical and national sovereignty is violence. The United States government sanctioning the ****** of non-white, but especially Muslim bodies across the world... is violence. So, when you condemn violence, do you mean resistance? Because there is a whole lot of violence you should be condemning instead. Adapted from Emilio Lacques-Zapien
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Dec 31, 2014
Dec 31, 2014 at 11:14 AM UTC
The fire this time
Every time people start to rise up, a whole buncha problematic mess gets thrown around regarding VIOLENCE. So, what is "violence" really?... It's the use of force. Plain and simple. What makes folks uncomfortable (who are otherwise comfortable in this system) is that UPRISING IS A SOMETIMES VIOLENT (read: forceful) REACTION TO SYSTEMATIC VIOLENCE: Yes, just like the Hunger Games... Thus, there are many types of violence... The fact that we are paying taxes that are funding the genocide and ****** of people of color (here and abroad) is violence. People with guns (former slave patrols and overseers, now cops) who come from outside our community and treat our folks as criminals on the daily is violence. Capitalism, i.e. wage/property/ecology-based exploitation in the name of profit is violence. The fact that LA County spends more $$ than anywhere in the world on prisons and police is violence. The fact that the US locks up more of its own people than any other country on record is violence. US aiding/funding the genocide of Palestinians at the hands of Israel is genocidal violence. From Congress, to the boardrooms, to the classrooms, from the gaze, to the unwanted touching, to the **** to the pay, Patriarchy everyday, is violence. A few people jacking some **** at Walmart or breaking a window is really minimal violence in comparison. A couple people throwing **** at armed cops is not serious violence. The idea of owning property that other must rent to live is violent. Systemic, chronic, global insecurity in the form of material poverty is violence. Wage slavery is violence. Gentrification is violence. The War On Youth, i.e. the School-to-Prison pipeline, and, thus the War-on-Drugs with its attending 76% recidivism rate in the prison-industrial complex, whose populations are disproportionately black males, is violence. The fact that people can't go to the doctor and dentist, or eat food every day is violence. Deportations are violence. Homophobia is violence. The world's largest global military that vaporizes people without due process in dozens of countries violating their biophysical and national sovereignty is violence. The United States government sanctioning the ****** of non-white, but especially Muslim bodies across the world... is violence. So, when you condemn violence, do you mean resistance? Because there is a whole lot of violence you should be condemning instead. Adapted from Emilio Lacques-Zapien
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You're just a tiny bit minimalist in your own unique way a white star I have to squint to see in daytime sky not a Mercedes five point but a Nissan Micra car you park neatly in a three point turn by my netsuke and put a circular dent on my platonic furniture Your two humble rooms devoid of any bold sculpture except a fold-out table and a miniature bubble chair and a futon for a bed which is troublesome to share you draw the line at adornments but allow a wallflower A bulb in a bowl is your ornamental garden feature mealtimes a nibble on grated carrot celery cucumber you run so long on empty you're an eco friendly teacher stretching out the energy is a passion of my lover engaging in lessons on sustaining a resourceful nature Your shoes two pointe ballet slip ons easy to care barely there g-string thin cotton underwear nothing loud to upset your understated figure slight as a pin drop your bottom's semi-derrière sits so light on feet I'd swear you float on air I rarely get to hear you come before you're in my hair with a voice pitch high as a smitten kitten's purr your upper reaches get a score sized single 'A' nice when it fits into our schemes of feng shui I carry your bundle home on the roadway rivers of light yet you only burn one ray of candle power at night born of scintillating atoms which flow along each vein containing so much love without clutter in your frame a brave star small as wings formed of minuscule wire flutters in your eyes with minimal flare but deep desire
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Jul 24, 2014
Jul 24, 2014 at 12:54 PM UTC
My Bonsai Ballerina
You're just a tiny bit minimalist in your own unique way a white star I have to squint to see in daytime sky not a Mercedes five point but a Nissan Micra car you park neatly in a three point turn by my netsuke and put a circular dent on my platonic furniture Your two humble rooms devoid of any bold sculpture except a fold-out table and a miniature bubble chair and a futon for a bed which is troublesome to share you draw the line at adornments but allow a wallflower A bulb in a bowl is your ornamental garden feature mealtimes a nibble on grated carrot celery cucumber you run so long on empty you're an eco friendly teacher stretching out the energy is a passion of my lover engaging in lessons on sustaining a resourceful nature Your shoes two pointe ballet slip ons easy to care barely there g-string thin cotton underwear nothing loud to upset your understated figure slight as a pin drop your bottom's semi-derrière sits so light on feet I'd swear you float on air I rarely get to hear you come before you're in my hair with a voice pitch high as a smitten kitten's purr your upper reaches get a score sized single 'A' nice when it fits into our schemes of feng shui I carry your bundle home on the roadway rivers of light yet you only burn one ray of candle power at night born of scintillating atoms which flow along each vein containing so much love without clutter in your frame a brave star small as wings formed of minuscule wire flutters in your eyes with minimal flare but deep desire
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reloading old identity cleping outdated usernames abandoning acrostic ambitions disputing spratly islands receiving horizontal signals tumbling otiose panda impending carefree senility otiose stage of life shrinking ambient world making minimal effort duchamping social networks ambushing personified ennui restoring usual efforts ignoring stupid people adding textual value owning this joint rejecting ignorant extroverts acting mutually unintelligble hoisting stan-lee cup replacing wanton ubiety eluding twitter fame splashing excessive relativism offending another simpleton preparing arcane cthulhusphere crashing unpredictable festival selecting subtextual moombahton intensifying model topography drafting minimal cornucopia using nomadic project implementing harsher personality importing robotic inhumanity referencing landmark event ingesting excessive liquids accepting relative invisibility purchasing immortal confidence using rhapsodical database assuming nothing works developing impactful eruptions ejecting ambient frustration synthesizing tactile festival raining during parade mocking rich people mastering minimalist writing avoiding preprandial stinkaroo spreading non-ideological propaganda
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Sep 7, 2015
Sep 7, 2015 at 11:24 AM UTC
201506-w4
Why do you people think it so despicable, that I won't share my time on occasions in which I'm particularly ******* miserable I'll give you my reciprocal, I don't need your help I'm strong as an individual. And I do not, intend to be critical, but too many choose to use emotion, over thinking that's analytical That's why i need to be alone, Both mental and physical, It's kind of a ritual, interaction is minimal It's never been personal, it's more of a principle I hope you'll find it forgivable, I am sorry, But I'm strong as an individual.
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Oct 7, 2014
Oct 7, 2014 at 1:44 PM UTC
Strong As An Individual.
For you my dear anew for you all through the year; for you my dear.
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May 29, 2010
May 29, 2010 at 9:53 PM UTC
Minimal pairs
Theres a lingering cloud when we conversate An awkward vibe we never mention Long gone are our banters and cute debates Keeping feelings minimal, avoiding questions The adorable messsages we used to send Are they ever coming back or was that it? Loving like we used to, is that real or just pretend Keep my broken heart if we ever do split You're slowly fading away from me I don't even think you realise All i can do is let you be And let me deal with all the cries. Perhaps it was the distance Or maybe it was just the time All of this gives me grievance I just want you to remain mine.
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Aug 25, 2018
Aug 25, 2018 at 6:19 PM UTC
TheFeelingOfHelplessness WhenSomeoneIsSlowlyFadingAway
The Rain falls warm. It's humid and the shirt sticks to my w3tb@ck. How much has fallen into my collective bucket during the pass hour Of heavy monsoon rain? I gulp chunks to replace water in this futile work cycle. Adiabatic landscaping in a stifling heat, within some complex feed-forward loop. The cigarette burns beneath a protective dome, my cupped hand. Particulates drift away into the hazy mist, embedding itself in breath, and choking congested, fluid-filled lungs. I watch a tiny display showing small spiking memes feeding forward to what? Will it be an apocalyptic firing storm  or a recognition gestalt, inhibitory spikes triggering attenuation. I drink again the rain. Can I supervise Win-Lose games? Am I learning some wrong algorithm while drunk on heavy water, in Futile cycles? With my open hand I take Virgil's lead into our Gradient descent, urging him on, afraid our alpha steps are too small, and the time too short. There is a constant fear of being trapped in some eternal, local minimal.
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Jun 16, 2013
Jun 16, 2013 at 11:34 AM UTC
Firing
I’ve got a small house made of cobblestone, and I have a mountain made of chairs. I’m safely inside; withering to the bone, and hanging onto my last remaining hairs. I know what awaits outside my window and I won’t open the door for anyone. It’s not like I have any special place to go, and I don’t care much for the beating sun. The lights are all off, but I risk a candle in truth it’s as much light as I can handle. It’s solely so that I prepare for the battle against the first foe; the lurking shadow we all know. But when a voice rings out begging and pleading for my help, asking me to simply let them inside. I’m more worried about myself, and preserving what’s left of my health. I can’t prevent it, I run and hide, I refuse to go outside. Savor what’s left of my last breath, today I won’t be tricked by death. I let the stranger into my abode anyway I guess I let my compassion get the best of me. Emphasizing he had only minimal time to stay he reassured he wasn’t tricking or testing me. “Don’t you miss the trees and sun in a park, why do you live like this way?” is what he said, I replied “I’d rather be nothing in the dark, instead of being dead.” I won’t fade into my made bed. But he’s the one that is bleeding, medical attention he’s needing. But I won’t let anyone into my fortresss of solitude. Tells me he’s not trying to scare me but letting him in was already daring, I just can’t stand to be so cruel, uncaring or rude. I refuse to be subdued. He may not make it out alive but maybe neither will I. He shows his true colors and they thrive as he shows me how to die. The hand knocked and made it’s mark but it wasn’t a delusion in my head. While I’d rather be nothing in the dark instead of being dead.
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Sep 10, 2025
Sep 10, 2025 at 1:00 PM UTC
Nothing in the Dark
I’ve got a small house made of cobblestone, and I have a mountain made of chairs. I’m safely inside; withering to the bone, and hanging onto my last remaining hairs. I know what awaits outside my window and I won’t open the door for anyone. It’s not like I have any special place to go, and I don’t care much for the beating sun. The lights are all off, but I risk a candle in truth it’s as much light as I can handle. It’s solely so that I prepare for the battle against the first foe; the lurking shadow we all know. But when a voice rings out begging and pleading for my help, asking me to simply let them inside. I’m more worried about myself, and preserving what’s left of my health. I can’t prevent it, I run and hide, I refuse to go outside. Savor what’s left of my last breath, today I won’t be tricked by death. I let the stranger into my abode anyway I guess I let my compassion get the best of me. Emphasizing he had only minimal time to stay he reassured he wasn’t tricking or testing me. “Don’t you miss the trees and sun in a park, why do you live like this way?” is what he said, I replied “I’d rather be nothing in the dark, instead of being dead.” I won’t fade into my made bed. But he’s the one that is bleeding, medical attention he’s needing. But I won’t let anyone into my fortresss of solitude. Tells me he’s not trying to scare me but letting him in was already daring, I just can’t stand to be so cruel, uncaring or rude. I refuse to be subdued. He may not make it out alive but maybe neither will I. He shows his true colors and they thrive as he shows me how to die. The hand knocked and made it’s mark but it wasn’t a delusion in my head. While I’d rather be nothing in the dark instead of being dead.
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If a world is known by its ideals Let mine be known as sanity Let all men be infertile And all women, stale Let streets be known for sanitation And all babies dipped in chlorine All talk, sterile and sufficient All excrement concealed Let the youth of my predecessors And their mocking vulgarity Drown in a town of minimal design And shocking similarity.
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Sep 6, 2014
Sep 6, 2014 at 6:40 PM UTC
Suburban Blues
Atari clouds are digital ziggurats, and rather minimal at that. The sounds are Amiga. Welcome to the eighties. Your hair is big, your clothes are odd, and Nagel is a minor god. Welcome to the eighties. There is a plague and ACT UP's rage, but Reagan will not act his age. For six years, he will say nothing. Generation X gives birth to Y, future hipsters to vilify. All music is vinyl or cassette. Rocks stars still wear epaulets. There are two Coreys, podded peas. Terrorists stay overseas. Boy bands aren't quite yet in vogue. Menudo carries a heavy load. Ricky Martin is still straight. Cimino ***** with Heaven's Gate. Cindy Sherman is everyone. Johnny Hinckley got his gun. Welcome to the eighties.
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Nov 23, 2014
Nov 23, 2014 at 11:09 PM UTC
Eighties Doggerel
DUDE WHERE IS MY COUNTRY- Have you ever seen the bumper sticker that reads- “DUDE WHERE IS MY COUNTRY?”- While I have and I am asking you- Dude where is my country? I think it was stolen my corporate monkeys- Making us consumer junkies- Its kind of funny-How corporations with all the money- Make us feel like we are bumming-In search of materialistically something- Its almost numbing how they deep drumming products in our face- Make us feel like we have to buy-Or we will lose the race- It’s a disgrace-Not the American way to make us feel like we smell bad without that Axe Man’s Body spray- Or I wont feel cool unless I’m holding a latte- And my eye glasses read dolce- Slide a credit card man its okay- Dig a deeper hole to your grave- Consumer America I am your slave- Product buying all day- Broke as a joke-my money goes away- My credit cards get their pay- In minimal monthly payments anyway- Its like a rat race-Or a never ending case- You stay in the chase to collect what you make and the credit cards get their cake- Its great- Buy things you don’t need with credit cards you can’t afford- Its all for the money-That’s why commercials go to war- AND I LOVE IT- I mean how can you not-A badass commercial where a dude kills a cop-gets the cold-grabs the chick-and doing it all while wearing Gillet Sport Speed Stick- Its sick that I buy into this shit-A consumer ****** who needs another hit- Its unfortunate- But it’s the way it is- Thank you Hollywood Biz-Thank you Corporate big wigs-and thank you Uncle Sam- Without you I wouldn’t be the product buying-credit card sliding man that I am- And before I go- I ask you again- DUDE WHERE IS MY COUNTRY??? Richard A. Itskovich
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Sep 23, 2011
Sep 23, 2011 at 4:47 PM UTC
DUDE WHERE IS MY COUNTRY-
DUDE WHERE IS MY COUNTRY- Have you ever seen the bumper sticker that reads- “DUDE WHERE IS MY COUNTRY?”- While I have and I am asking you- Dude where is my country? I think it was stolen my corporate monkeys- Making us consumer junkies- Its kind of funny-How corporations with all the money- Make us feel like we are bumming-In search of materialistically something- Its almost numbing how they deep drumming products in our face- Make us feel like we have to buy-Or we will lose the race- It’s a disgrace-Not the American way to make us feel like we smell bad without that Axe Man’s Body spray- Or I wont feel cool unless I’m holding a latte- And my eye glasses read dolce- Slide a credit card man its okay- Dig a deeper hole to your grave- Consumer America I am your slave- Product buying all day- Broke as a joke-my money goes away- My credit cards get their pay- In minimal monthly payments anyway- Its like a rat race-Or a never ending case- You stay in the chase to collect what you make and the credit cards get their cake- Its great- Buy things you don’t need with credit cards you can’t afford- Its all for the money-That’s why commercials go to war- AND I LOVE IT- I mean how can you not-A badass commercial where a dude kills a cop-gets the cold-grabs the chick-and doing it all while wearing Gillet Sport Speed Stick- Its sick that I buy into this shit-A consumer ****** who needs another hit- Its unfortunate- But it’s the way it is- Thank you Hollywood Biz-Thank you Corporate big wigs-and thank you Uncle Sam- Without you I wouldn’t be the product buying-credit card sliding man that I am- And before I go- I ask you again- DUDE WHERE IS MY COUNTRY??? Richard A. Itskovich
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I fell in love with a ghost Upon whose grave I have committed great travesties She was silent and seemed lost And my feeble heart could not sustain her futile tragedies The tragedies of millennia past, gasping in in-articulation The suffocation of a future already always lost, without observation I fell in love with loving a ghost Who saw past my eyes into a formless ocean Limitlessly there, she sunk and she rose But alas was not of my wanting nor creation She who is of minimal infinity Taught me nought about nothing, nobody I only recognize that it was her that never wants me And I who longs achingly to be in her vicinity
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Jun 24, 2011
Jun 24, 2011 at 7:11 PM UTC
in love with a ghost
The woman who had her wings clipped in a car wreck showed me how to swallow truth deep into my throat, how to pull it out with minimal damage - told me being a circus act is easier than being a good person. And it is! worrying about money isn't apple pie, worrying about appearances, disappearances, alien encounters, trafficking, scamming - all so sticky they causes me to gag. When you worry you lose sight of the trophy buck... Which doesn't matter to me, it's your video game - its hooves are in the field, stomping pumpkins and viny gourds to mush.
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Oct 8, 2015
Oct 8, 2015 at 7:27 PM UTC
Untitled
I can't have it and you can't have it and we won't get it so don't bet on it or even think about it just get out of bed each morning wash shave clothe yourself and go out into it because outside of that all that's left is suicide and madness so you just can't expect too much you can't even expect so what you do is work from a modest minimal base like when you walk outside be glad your car might possibly be there and if it is- that the tires aren't flat then you get in and if it starts--you start. and it's the damndest movie you've ever seen because you're in it-- low budget and 4 billion critics and the longest run you ever hope for is one day.
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Show Biz
I promise you a love that never dies. A love as real as a rose freshly blooming in the spring, a love that stays as beautiful as the fake bouquet in the window pane of your mother’s kitchen. I promise you minimal space between our skin, I promise you undying sparks when our lips enfold like pages of romance novels. I promise a smile that medicates to the pain you feel in your heart, I promise eyes that can identify where your suffering is making home. I promise words as powerful as eviction notices on the door of your mind, I promise to never stop rolling them off my tongue until the demons make their way out. I promise to open the curtains just enough for the rays of the morning sun to kiss your bare back. I promise to close them at night and hold you till you feel comfortable in the silence and darkness. I promise to whisper my love into your ears so you can always fall asleep to the sound of truth. I promise you days where we stay inside and listen to the rain slide down the glass windows. I promise to stay when the ground dries up. I promise to never make you feel the way your father did, I promise to always remind you that your worth is amplified in my eyes. I promise so many things, but mainly to love as though it’s the only thing I am capable of doing. I promise to love you till our skin cracks and our bones turn to dust. I promise to love you when the singing of church bells marks our departure. I promise to love you when our home changes from brick walls, to mounds of soil. I promise to love you as long as I am alive and ever after.
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Jan 29, 2015
Jan 29, 2015 at 6:29 PM UTC
I promise
I promise you a love that never dies. A love as real as a rose freshly blooming in the spring, a love that stays as beautiful as the fake bouquet in the window pane of your mother’s kitchen. I promise you minimal space between our skin, I promise you undying sparks when our lips enfold like pages of romance novels. I promise a smile that medicates to the pain you feel in your heart, I promise eyes that can identify where your suffering is making home. I promise words as powerful as eviction notices on the door of your mind, I promise to never stop rolling them off my tongue until the demons make their way out. I promise to open the curtains just enough for the rays of the morning sun to kiss your bare back. I promise to close them at night and hold you till you feel comfortable in the silence and darkness. I promise to whisper my love into your ears so you can always fall asleep to the sound of truth. I promise you days where we stay inside and listen to the rain slide down the glass windows. I promise to stay when the ground dries up. I promise to never make you feel the way your father did, I promise to always remind you that your worth is amplified in my eyes. I promise so many things, but mainly to love as though it’s the only thing I am capable of doing. I promise to love you till our skin cracks and our bones turn to dust. I promise to love you when the singing of church bells marks our departure. I promise to love you when our home changes from brick walls, to mounds of soil. I promise to love you as long as I am alive and ever after.
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"America used to be the land of passionate, skilled Labor then it degraded into the land of exploiting that Labor and now it's simply the land of Exploitation." "Y'know, that seems pretty true; it is a stereotype that Americans just exploit whatever it is, whether it's the Japanese man's politeness when we bastardize the eating of Sushi or a legal loophole a corporation finds and uses to maximize profits with minimal morality."
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Jul 17, 2013
Jul 17, 2013 at 11:25 AM UTC
A Dialogue with Friends [Land of Exploitation]
So primitive that it should be criminal like a limited pyramid of minimal innocent citizen, inhabitant, or denizen infinite vision and mission subliminal principled, committed and disciplined addicted to the privileged derivative affirmative velocity, motive inquisitive inhabiting, uninhibited, where prohibited
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Feb 6, 2014
Feb 6, 2014 at 1:47 AM UTC
Denizens of a Dark Derivative
drink, drank, drunk hello there what? you like Mumford and Sons let's get out of here wow, this is a comfy bed wow, you're attractive wow, that's a lot of Jack to finish up kiss, kiss, kiss truth is erased when mixed with alcohol funny, isn't it wow, let's do this! your hands are so soft as they brush my face and you sweep the hair behind my ears kiss, kiss, kiss wow, this is fantastic Facebook Status; Relationship: ..... that's not my name who is this girl what what what ugh. not again. used. really. **** Good Morning :)   what? alright... Hey, there! confusion why am I always #2 side chick really ugh this ***** his eyes show me that everything is alright he wraps me up and I know in that moment he speaks the truth finally. then the stories come out, low self esteem and complicated life issues that still are left as a mystery to me he drinks to cure the numbness but it only leads to more I want to help but can't find the words **** new day. he smiles and once again reminds me everything is going to be okay I believe him drink, drank, drunk wow, I am used I am number 2 he only wants me for one thing how could I do this to myself again I let myself slip up again that poor girl the girlfriend the girlfriend that isn't me all these voices flood my head and repeat the obvious no one will ever love you. ouch. all my self respect dissolves into my tears I am alone. I could make him choose? what do I even say? when I am with him all my problems seem minimal... why would I leave that feeling to go to waste.... oh right, because being number two is disrespectful to myself. decisions decisions Then I see his smile and I am conflicted why me? why me? self respect or a cheater... "if he cheats with you, he will cheat on you..." my friends make this clear the answer seems obvious it should be easy to choose... yet why am I having such a hard time letting go.
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Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 1:27 PM UTC
the answer seems obvious
drink, drank, drunk hello there what? you like Mumford and Sons let's get out of here wow, this is a comfy bed wow, you're attractive wow, that's a lot of Jack to finish up kiss, kiss, kiss truth is erased when mixed with alcohol funny, isn't it wow, let's do this! your hands are so soft as they brush my face and you sweep the hair behind my ears kiss, kiss, kiss wow, this is fantastic Facebook Status; Relationship: ..... that's not my name who is this girl what what what ugh. not again. used. really. **** Good Morning :)   what? alright... Hey, there! confusion why am I always #2 side chick really ugh this ***** his eyes show me that everything is alright he wraps me up and I know in that moment he speaks the truth finally. then the stories come out, low self esteem and complicated life issues that still are left as a mystery to me he drinks to cure the numbness but it only leads to more I want to help but can't find the words **** new day. he smiles and once again reminds me everything is going to be okay I believe him drink, drank, drunk wow, I am used I am number 2 he only wants me for one thing how could I do this to myself again I let myself slip up again that poor girl the girlfriend the girlfriend that isn't me all these voices flood my head and repeat the obvious no one will ever love you. ouch. all my self respect dissolves into my tears I am alone. I could make him choose? what do I even say? when I am with him all my problems seem minimal... why would I leave that feeling to go to waste.... oh right, because being number two is disrespectful to myself. decisions decisions Then I see his smile and I am conflicted why me? why me? self respect or a cheater... "if he cheats with you, he will cheat on you..." my friends make this clear the answer seems obvious it should be easy to choose... yet why am I having such a hard time letting go.
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The Picture Window The vista view never changes but daily. The naked eye, registers the same distances, resting objects unmoved, modest alterations by wind and water are noted, but for intent, for purpose, the watercolor one would paint be invariably unvarying as a Swiss Alp. The  subtle nuanced worldview, where the sky stretches from ceiling to a foot above ground, as I lay prone neath the coverlet, vista always subtly differing, from its prior reincarnation, self-reflection demands to know. Alive & Awake? Yes. Breathing steady? Yes. Toes? Still can wiggly to & fro. My soul? Presumably ok, as I write, because I write, the picture window into to my insight, though oft blurry, yet intact, making discernible the changes in light, temperature  and heart rate, as the body/soul contraption modulates, just as the gradient of daylight shifts lighter and higher, with a rising sun bringing more clarity to our interactive encounters with our environments.. The picture window internalized, much the same,as the vista, subtle modest changes, colorations variegated, are registered. Today is mostly cloudy overcast, and shall remain so for the foreseeable future, which be about two days hence. Not unsurprisingly, methinks, the future tends to be cloudy. Beyond that peripheral, no one can say, our macular envisioning only gets weaker,time is a tough taskmaster and uncertainty is it’s own principle. But I can say, forecast from well under the comforter, that more than less, where less is more, this picture window, ex and in, shall remain, unchanged for the remainder of my years that fortune shall provide, and will & would grant me awakenings to the ex-sight and in-sight of a sculpted landscape, of negative entropy,  where disorder minimal. My musings end here, unless you still wish, come the morrow, what the marrow the day reveals, what the window will spill, new and exciting, subtly unchanged, and always different. Caution: The injection of caffeine may dramatically alter the windows perspective, as the exogenous always trumps the endogenous. 5:50 AM P.S. Making coffee clarifies: If the vista in +/- unchanging, then, all my personal, own horizons are immortal as well.
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Jun 4, 2023
Jun 4, 2023 at 6:34 AM UTC
The Picture Window
The Picture Window The vista view never changes but daily. The naked eye, registers the same distances, resting objects unmoved, modest alterations by wind and water are noted, but for intent, for purpose, the watercolor one would paint be invariably unvarying as a Swiss Alp. The  subtle nuanced worldview, where the sky stretches from ceiling to a foot above ground, as I lay prone neath the coverlet, vista always subtly differing, from its prior reincarnation, self-reflection demands to know. Alive & Awake? Yes. Breathing steady? Yes. Toes? Still can wiggly to & fro. My soul? Presumably ok, as I write, because I write, the picture window into to my insight, though oft blurry, yet intact, making discernible the changes in light, temperature  and heart rate, as the body/soul contraption modulates, just as the gradient of daylight shifts lighter and higher, with a rising sun bringing more clarity to our interactive encounters with our environments.. The picture window internalized, much the same,as the vista, subtle modest changes, colorations variegated, are registered. Today is mostly cloudy overcast, and shall remain so for the foreseeable future, which be about two days hence. Not unsurprisingly, methinks, the future tends to be cloudy. Beyond that peripheral, no one can say, our macular envisioning only gets weaker,time is a tough taskmaster and uncertainty is it’s own principle. But I can say, forecast from well under the comforter, that more than less, where less is more, this picture window, ex and in, shall remain, unchanged for the remainder of my years that fortune shall provide, and will & would grant me awakenings to the ex-sight and in-sight of a sculpted landscape, of negative entropy,  where disorder minimal. My musings end here, unless you still wish, come the morrow, what the marrow the day reveals, what the window will spill, new and exciting, subtly unchanged, and always different. Caution: The injection of caffeine may dramatically alter the windows perspective, as the exogenous always trumps the endogenous. 5:50 AM P.S. Making coffee clarifies: If the vista in +/- unchanging, then, all my personal, own horizons are immortal as well.
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It dons a hat of seeming sophistication, in the manner of a Boston gangster where cross-cultural expressions gather at Gaelic mouse-traps of East Coast dominance. It is a heritage, my friend. There is sophistication around Italian restaurants, and I have no regrets. Yet, I must say, that I have experienced minimal fun amidst this political Anglican black-comedy where integrity is often confused with connected colours of red, white and blue, and the colours of green white and gold. This is a picture of illegitimate power, where brethren gnash their intellectual mandibles and covet recognition at the price of their very soul. Delusional quests for superiority remind me of downward spiralling staircases with blazing torches, where the echoes of scorching souls can be heard to resound throughout professional circles. As I carry this blazing torch through spiritual levels of command, I ask the question: whatever happened to humanity?
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Feb 24, 2014
Feb 24, 2014 at 10:23 PM UTC
Professional Cannibalism