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"midwives" poems
who lit the candles placed so eloquently behind purple rock? that sculpted radiance and chapel grace wound in a chosen defined way down the spiral stone stairs street cars dawdle alongside the packer slew biding merchants shuffle their wares as the front man and pock face sing their sullen holy blues cut jazz echoes over the accompanying gabble and drone incense and haze pour from a lower trap door sack fish, truffles and splendid crafts shine inside the stained glass fronts a wide mouth snapper with a bloated tongue greets the morning tide (not camera shy in the least!) the fish traps and beaneries bring life to the flourishing causeway hula hoops and circle ballers join the cobaine stage favoured rogues and mac jacks speak easy of the big daddy beth’s triple by pass taking firm hold on tricky **** and the nutcracker maze ways, taggers and lost tunnels of cu chi strike a nerving blow a poised finger man belts out his tune (with a sniff sock and iterating glare) his nosey neighbors cut artisan bread (with a white wine and jelly spread) midwives push forward for an afternoon toddle and stroll
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Jan 19, 2018
Jan 19, 2018 at 11:12 AM UTC
Pike place
Manning up in Texas Geldof overdose needles at the bed stand starlet comatose California dreaming killer meets demise hurling in a taxi puke fee on the rise Fighting in the Gaza Jordan's holy war rebels on a mission Jihad underscore The North Korean riddle pales in grand design crisis on the border planes fall from the sky Cooking on a deadline tempting tapenades herbs are in the spotlight wines that give a nod Google maps the body DOW at record highs Uber comes to market corn is on the rise Apple on its earnings Caterpillar dead European sanctions banks have **** the bed Clippers threaten boycott Longhorns follow purge Lynch is out of training camp James is on the verge Leinart taking *** shots coughing up a lung lions take a licking fans are throwing dung Another day in Vegas Primm from A-Z rolling out an ankle a flying SUV Quiet tempting spaces made better by design multi color pea coat silence fuels the mind Stabbing in the subway goat caught in a well apes are selling tickets (but leave behind a smell) Puberty on trial a man without a head teachers feel alone lets take them to the shed! Jonah's tomb destroyed wreckage in Mumbai Sugar Daddy sites Freedom 85 The immigrant debate Russia's mounting toll unions on a mission heads are gonna roll Beaches for the nudists hotels on the cheap the best generic brands a list you have to keep! Planning your estate questions from the camp a mansion up for sale where once they filmed The Champ Midwives threaten action aboriginal act truckers want concessions that train has left the track Sharks are found in Fundy a prized but perilous catch food we love to hate the most an irrefutable batch A family on the brink I want my kids to fail! politicians drains all hope a ban on Israel Follow out each headline let the columns be your guide all these things did happen the day that Newhouse died
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Aug 2, 2017
Aug 2, 2017 at 10:29 AM UTC
The Day That Robert Newhouse Died
Manning up in Texas Geldof overdose needles at the bed stand starlet comatose California dreaming killer meets demise hurling in a taxi puke fee on the rise Fighting in the Gaza Jordan's holy war rebels on a mission Jihad underscore The North Korean riddle pales in grand design crisis on the border planes fall from the sky Cooking on a deadline tempting tapenades herbs are in the spotlight wines that give a nod Google maps the body DOW at record highs Uber comes to market corn is on the rise Apple on its earnings Caterpillar dead European sanctions banks have **** the bed Clippers threaten boycott Longhorns follow purge Lynch is out of training camp James is on the verge Leinart taking *** shots coughing up a lung lions take a licking fans are throwing dung Another day in Vegas Primm from A-Z rolling out an ankle a flying SUV Quiet tempting spaces made better by design multi color pea coat silence fuels the mind Stabbing in the subway goat caught in a well apes are selling tickets (but leave behind a smell) Puberty on trial a man without a head teachers feel alone lets take them to the shed! Jonah's tomb destroyed wreckage in Mumbai Sugar Daddy sites Freedom 85 The immigrant debate Russia's mounting toll unions on a mission heads are gonna roll Beaches for the nudists hotels on the cheap the best generic brands a list you have to keep! Planning your estate questions from the camp a mansion up for sale where once they filmed The Champ Midwives threaten action aboriginal act truckers want concessions that train has left the track Sharks are found in Fundy a prized but perilous catch food we love to hate the most an irrefutable batch A family on the brink I want my kids to fail! politicians drains all hope a ban on Israel Follow out each headline let the columns be your guide all these things did happen the day that Newhouse died
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When I was a windy boy and a bit And the black spit of the chapel fold, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of women), I tiptoed shy in the gooseberry wood, The rude owl cried like a tell-tale *** I skipped in a blush as the big girls rolled Nine-pin down on donkey's common, And on seesaw sunday nights I wooed Whoever I would with my wicked eyes, The whole of the moon I could love and leave All the green leaved little weddings' wives In the coal black bush and let them grieve. When I was a gusty man and a half And the black beast of the beetles' pews (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of ******* Not a boy and a bit in the wick- Dipping moon and drunk as a new dropped calf, I whistled all night in the twisted flues, Midwives grew in the midnight ditches, And the sizzling sheets of the town cried, Quick!- Whenever I dove in a breast high shoal, Wherever I ramped in the clover quilts, Whatsoever I did in the coal- Black night, I left my quivering prints. When I was a man you could call a man And the black cross of the holy house, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of welcome), Brandy and ripe in my bright, bass prime, No springtailed tom in the red hot town With every simmering woman his mouse But a hillocky bull in the swelter Of summer come in his great good time To the sultry, biding herds, I said, Oh, time enough when the blood runs cold, And I lie down but to sleep in bed, For my sulking, skulking, coal black soul! When I was half the man I was And serve me right as the preachers warn, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of downfall), No flailing calf or cat in a flame Or hickory bull in milky grass But a black sheep with a crumpled horn, At last the soul from its foul mousehole Slunk pouting out when the limp time came; And I gave my soul a blind, slashed eye, Gristle and rind, and a roarers' life, And I shoved it into the coal black sky To find a woman's soul for a wife. Now I am a man no more no more And a black reward for a roaring life, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of strangers), Tidy and cursed in my dove cooed room I lie down thin and hear the good bells jaw-- For, oh, my soul found a sunday wife In the coal black sky and she bore angels! Harpies around me out of her womb! Chastity prays for me, piety sings, Innocence sweetens my last black breath, Modesty hides my thighs in her wings, And all the deadly virtues plague my death!
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Lament
When I was a windy boy and a bit And the black spit of the chapel fold, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of women), I tiptoed shy in the gooseberry wood, The rude owl cried like a tell-tale *** I skipped in a blush as the big girls rolled Nine-pin down on donkey's common, And on seesaw sunday nights I wooed Whoever I would with my wicked eyes, The whole of the moon I could love and leave All the green leaved little weddings' wives In the coal black bush and let them grieve. When I was a gusty man and a half And the black beast of the beetles' pews (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of ******* Not a boy and a bit in the wick- Dipping moon and drunk as a new dropped calf, I whistled all night in the twisted flues, Midwives grew in the midnight ditches, And the sizzling sheets of the town cried, Quick!- Whenever I dove in a breast high shoal, Wherever I ramped in the clover quilts, Whatsoever I did in the coal- Black night, I left my quivering prints. When I was a man you could call a man And the black cross of the holy house, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of welcome), Brandy and ripe in my bright, bass prime, No springtailed tom in the red hot town With every simmering woman his mouse But a hillocky bull in the swelter Of summer come in his great good time To the sultry, biding herds, I said, Oh, time enough when the blood runs cold, And I lie down but to sleep in bed, For my sulking, skulking, coal black soul! When I was half the man I was And serve me right as the preachers warn, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of downfall), No flailing calf or cat in a flame Or hickory bull in milky grass But a black sheep with a crumpled horn, At last the soul from its foul mousehole Slunk pouting out when the limp time came; And I gave my soul a blind, slashed eye, Gristle and rind, and a roarers' life, And I shoved it into the coal black sky To find a woman's soul for a wife. Now I am a man no more no more And a black reward for a roaring life, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of strangers), Tidy and cursed in my dove cooed room I lie down thin and hear the good bells jaw-- For, oh, my soul found a sunday wife In the coal black sky and she bore angels! Harpies around me out of her womb! Chastity prays for me, piety sings, Innocence sweetens my last black breath, Modesty hides my thighs in her wings, And all the deadly virtues plague my death!
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When I was a windy boy and a bit And the black spit of the chapel fold, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of women), I tiptoed shy in the gooseberry wood, The rude owl cried like a tell-tale *** I skipped in a blush as the big girls rolled Nine-pin down on donkey's common, And on seesaw sunday nights I wooed Whoever I would with my wicked eyes, The whole of the moon I could love and leave All the green leaved little weddings' wives In the coal black bush and let them grieve. When I was a gusty man and a half And the black beast of the beetles' pews (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of ******* Not a boy and a bit in the wick- Dipping moon and drunk as a new dropped calf, I whistled all night in the twisted flues, Midwives grew in the midnight ditches, And the sizzling sheets of the town cried, Quick!- Whenever I dove in a breast high shoal, Wherever I ramped in the clover quilts, Whatsoever I did in the coal- Black night, I left my quivering prints. When I was a man you could call a man And the black cross of the holy house, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of welcome), Brandy and ripe in my bright, bass prime, No springtailed tom in the red hot town With every simmering woman his mouse But a hillocky bull in the swelter Of summer come in his great good time To the sultry, biding herds, I said, Oh, time enough when the blood runs cold, And I lie down but to sleep in bed, For my sulking, skulking, coal black soul! When I was half the man I was And serve me right as the preachers warn, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of downfall), No flailing calf or cat in a flame Or hickory bull in milky grass But a black sheep with a crumpled horn, At last the soul from its foul mousehole Slunk pouting out when the limp time came; And I gave my soul a blind, slashed eye, Gristle and rind, and a roarers' life, And I shoved it into the coal black sky To find a woman's soul for a wife. Now I am a man no more no more And a black reward for a roaring life, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of strangers), Tidy and cursed in my dove cooed room I lie down thin and hear the good bells jaw-- For, oh, my soul found a sunday wife In the coal black sky and she bore angels! Harpies around me out of her womb! Chastity prays for me, piety sings, Innocence sweetens my last black breath, Modesty hides my thighs in her wings, And all the deadly virtues plague my death!
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Lament
When I was a windy boy and a bit And the black spit of the chapel fold, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of women), I tiptoed shy in the gooseberry wood, The rude owl cried like a tell-tale *** I skipped in a blush as the big girls rolled Nine-pin down on donkey's common, And on seesaw sunday nights I wooed Whoever I would with my wicked eyes, The whole of the moon I could love and leave All the green leaved little weddings' wives In the coal black bush and let them grieve. When I was a gusty man and a half And the black beast of the beetles' pews (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of ******* Not a boy and a bit in the wick- Dipping moon and drunk as a new dropped calf, I whistled all night in the twisted flues, Midwives grew in the midnight ditches, And the sizzling sheets of the town cried, Quick!- Whenever I dove in a breast high shoal, Wherever I ramped in the clover quilts, Whatsoever I did in the coal- Black night, I left my quivering prints. When I was a man you could call a man And the black cross of the holy house, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of welcome), Brandy and ripe in my bright, bass prime, No springtailed tom in the red hot town With every simmering woman his mouse But a hillocky bull in the swelter Of summer come in his great good time To the sultry, biding herds, I said, Oh, time enough when the blood runs cold, And I lie down but to sleep in bed, For my sulking, skulking, coal black soul! When I was half the man I was And serve me right as the preachers warn, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of downfall), No flailing calf or cat in a flame Or hickory bull in milky grass But a black sheep with a crumpled horn, At last the soul from its foul mousehole Slunk pouting out when the limp time came; And I gave my soul a blind, slashed eye, Gristle and rind, and a roarers' life, And I shoved it into the coal black sky To find a woman's soul for a wife. Now I am a man no more no more And a black reward for a roaring life, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of strangers), Tidy and cursed in my dove cooed room I lie down thin and hear the good bells jaw-- For, oh, my soul found a sunday wife In the coal black sky and she bore angels! Harpies around me out of her womb! Chastity prays for me, piety sings, Innocence sweetens my last black breath, Modesty hides my thighs in her wings, And all the deadly virtues plague my death!
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vanishing hope for consumption as a way of life obese children shovel pharmaceuticals down the throats of the infirm internally developing low-tone hymns relating to slow death by corporate greed – albino judicators pass melanin laws felonizing the populace perpetuating the proletariat while pontificating on the post 9/11 society – isolated rabble-rousers screaming at eggshell walls dislodge tacks holding together the fabric of American culture with ingrown and chewed fingernails flailing armies think back to trench warfare – robust midwives mediate heated discussions as the United Nations blindly support U.S. imperialism looking for kickbacks from energy companies globalization giving all humanity incurable S.T.D.’s – the last free house mouse bounds betwixt the ruins energetically sniffing the rubble seeking some small morsel to satisfy its hunger –
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Sep 23, 2015
Sep 23, 2015 at 12:49 PM UTC
dinner bell
We are manufactured landscapes, constructed through naming nouns – we celebrate difference. We are compelled into being one or the other, like a nail or a hammer. We reference nature through motherhood, voluptuous in her national pride narrative, her lips red pucker supple metaphors like her fertile ground, her belly always pregnant ready to plant desire in discourse. We forget her industrial miscarriages, her toxic tar-sulfur consumption, her global half-bred garbage in words left unsaid, her ***** laundry in patriarchal hands. We forget her midwives, her toiling underpaid workers who support generations of waste who spit up truth in plastic mouthfuls, who regurgitate material narratives to celebrate flesh in mythic wholeness. When will the nation, earth and world step from its subject of motherly pedestal and name its androgynous existence, its forgotten lifelines?
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Apr 27, 2011
Apr 27, 2011 at 12:38 PM UTC
Industrial Motherhood
Cruel fell from the sky even the midwives left us then, to die. Black-eyed battered beauty a withered wick on a burning stick I made a choice the child my duty tiny eyes a crying delight I kept the baby I followed her/his light. Everybody came from somebody came from God came from Mary.
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Oct 21, 2022
Oct 21, 2022 at 3:23 PM UTC
Children are devine.
There's too much of me So I slice into parts Don't know who I am Who I was Where to start My fingertips stained a raspberry color Let's cut off another Another Another My softness dismantled Set the mood light some candles This hole inside grows So I must learn to handle Those times where my head was held under water Men dont give a **** if "that's somebodys daughter" When all that you've taught me is I should be better I think of my past self and send em a letter The version of me that was put under ground Carving into myself cause I cant speak out loud Skipping breakfast and dinner or stuffing our faces For some sense of control To hope it erases The feeling inside that all that you can be Is how flesh meat and bone Hangs off of your body When your own heart could stop From barely a flutter Flesh of the womb Laying wet in the gutter Taking what's ours They go on with their lives Resorted to tonics and herbs Backyards and midwives He said it's not that bad you ******* faker Beat in her face Just to text her phone later All my exes are crazy I just wanted to bang her Cut her down from the rafters when you know what hanged her It's funny it's sad at the end of the day We're in hell together Across hot coals we lay Dress your own wounds Don't bend over for them Instead let's Redacted Redacted Redacted
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Aug 9, 2023
Aug 9, 2023 at 12:00 AM UTC
Redacted
embryos abandoned by narrow-minded chauvinists became creations that were left to the vagaries of women hallowed feminists with their Ankara bags perfumed head-ties with glittering beads the sounds of their colliding bangles filled the space they had no invitation to the platform but their ways had won a people’s heart protectors of knowledge intellectual midwives the people of the Village of Faces salute you!
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Feb 21, 2015
Feb 21, 2015 at 2:48 PM UTC
WOMAN-made
This was once a construction site. Unpainted concrete walls, skeleton of A building exposed. Now most floors are inhabited; Offices in use as if they'd always Been this clean and complete. Some sections are still unfinished, and The few of us still working here are Alien shadows in filthy workwear, Ghosts from the slow birth of a Fraction of the Oslo cityscape. Rugged midwives Not fitting in with the suits and Dresses we sometimes pass in the Corridors. So strange, the scent of perfume and Female products. No more diesel and Dust here these days. My colleague flips his cigarette **** on The pavement outside the entrance, Stealing a gaze at a passing skirt. *I love the sound of High heels in the Morning.*
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Oct 16, 2015
Oct 16, 2015 at 3:24 AM UTC
Diesel and Dust (This was Once a Construction Site)
God has always come Back a woman. Long before there was a Jesus, Eve stood in a Garden And tried to correct Her brother's sin; She was Lilith then. She packed her bags, And strolled off  to the mountains to be with whomever she So chose; She left God and Adam to Figure it out: The lie the would tell; The creature they would Blame; The clothes. Yes, God has come Back multiple times, And in multiple screaming, Female  forms.. She came back as All the Dahomey Women, The Amazons, Salem Witches, Big Mommas Abuelas And midwives. God has. Had an endless Universe of lives. She even came back a a little Jewish girl; Stowed away in an attic During the Holocaust. In India she came as Phulan.  In Africa She came as Winnie, In Argentina, Chadron. While men may name their legends, myths and fables, just as Adam did. God has.never.had Names and titles In mind;   Every time a girl takes a breath she is reborn, she is there Carrying revolutions In her silences and eternity in her hair. She will come back A fire next time.
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May 24, 2019
May 24, 2019 at 11:01 AM UTC
The Truth About God
I am not sure which is bloodier, more gruesome – birth or death. It is like asking God if he prefers Eve to Adam for demolishing that false sense of security, specks of pride dissolved in snake venom apples. There is mourning in creating monsters as there is in killing them: I see starving children with round, pregnant bellies and somehow they are more at peace than I am on my best day. We will understand when we are dead, not in the act of becoming a ghost, but once we are one. When I was little, I saw the house on Camellia’s corner crumble: attacked from behind, the same swamp I had in mine. I had not noticed its yellow shingles before and suddenly, this nine year old girl felt lonely for bricks and plaster and the refrigerator hung on its balcony door. On its side like a woman in labor – midwives have her in a kiddy pool, the origin of its name. Imagine being baptized before you take your first breath. Ametrine is an amalgamation of two gemstones: amethyst and citrine. I am that of my parents, one quarter grandma. She who I never met but got my alcoholic mother from. My clumsiness stemmed there, the constant stumbling on invisible rocks and breeding ****** knees – having two daughters who bleed monthly, but it’s never in sync. Still, I cannot grasp being proud of ghostliness when there are millions of invisible children in clear blood.
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Jun 8, 2013
Jun 8, 2013 at 3:47 PM UTC
invisible children
I WALKED among the streets of an old city and the streets were lean as the throats of hard seafish soaked in salt and kept in barrels many years. How old, how old, how old, we are:-the walls went on saying, street walls leaning toward each other like old women of the people, like old midwives tired and only doing what must be done. The greatest the city could offer me, a stranger, was statues of the kings, on all corners bronzes of kings-ancient bearded kings who wrote books and spoke of God's love for all people-and young kings who took forth armies out across the frontiers splitting the heads of their opponents and enlarging their kingdoms. Strangest of all to me, a stranger in this old city, was the murmur always whistling on the winds twisting out of the armpits and fingertips of the kings in bronze:-Is there no loosening? Is this for always? In an early snowflurry one cried:-Pull me down where the tired old midwives no longer look at me, throw the bronze of me to a fierce fire and make me into neckchains for dancing children.
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Streets Too Old
Hundreds of thousands of years from now I hope they’ll find my bones Cradled in the womb of this earth And the archeologists- as careful as midwives Would scoop me up, brush me off And deliver me from the dust Then when they softly blow off the rest of the soil from my skeleton Ever so softly for a better look at what I used to be They’ll see my sandy frame and they’ll **** their heads to the side In wonder when they notice two sets of bones Yours gingerly entangled with mine And as they pick up the pieces of us That used to be we They can’t tell them apart, which parts were mine And which parts you lent to me.
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Feb 15, 2016
Feb 15, 2016 at 7:55 PM UTC
Bones.
He beheld an orphan as he rode by, Not even her beauty could he bye. A master of many slaves he was, Who had just returned from the war. Her chastity overwhelmed his senses, That he was bound to keep her within his fences. He tied with her the marital knot, Showering his affection on her a lot. Came night, he took her home in his carriage, To consummate their blissful marriage. In weeks there was a conception, And he planned at the birth of his child a stupendous reception. Come due time, the midwives held to him his new baby, And when he laid eyes on it, his love died for his lady, For the baby had the skin colour of a slave, And he wondered if she had had an illicit affair behind him, slaked. He was greatly in shame, Not even her cries of innocence could redeem his fame. He visited no more her bed, For he would rather keep company with the birds. He had broken her heart And turned his attention to art. Come one morning, he cast her out. With her child, her fostal parents she sought. All her belongings, he brought out to be burnt, And there he discovered the letter of his brunt. His slave mother writing to his white father, That if his true identity was hidden, it wouldn't matter. Now he knew, he was a mixed-race Who had discriminately thrown out, his lovely wife who vanished had without a trace. And his black baby he had scorned, When his mixed blood had been the very thorn.
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Oct 28, 2016
Oct 28, 2016 at 9:47 AM UTC
Discrimination
~ *she's thunderstorms. she's asphodel meadows. I fall outside of her into the suburbs of askew, where she hides behind happy occident, where she lives with the afterlife of a man, but is in love with a scientist. a jaded thing, she likes to drop anvils on her husband's head and blame her fragile scaffolding, she wears the wreckage on her face, it's far easier than admit her own fallacies. before the children came along she was able to pour some of her own frustrations into these knotty tussles. now the midwives have left. now misadventures in her own backyard commence. no hiding place down the front of her, the remaining secrets come from underneath. but if you trust her and go along, she knows exactly where to lay her hands.* ~
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Jun 13, 2024
Jun 13, 2024 at 12:36 PM UTC
Distress Signal
the birth of a child sublime I never recovered from the very start I looked around searching for my exit Born and misunderstood my crying was just crying And all the midwives along with the doctor said "its just normal"
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Aug 13, 2015
Aug 13, 2015 at 8:57 PM UTC
Born and misunderstood
~ beside a warm fire on a late winter's morn, with the help of three midwives their baby was born. wrapping him gently to shield from morn's frost, hearing his first breaths while holding him close. singing a lullaby, they rock him to sleep; cradled in their arms, they watch him dream. twenty five winters; good years, though some long, as a man was being forged in their little boy. in many ways wise, encourager and friend, the tenderest heart, persevering to the end. through illness, through setbacks, he always believed; and opening their arms they watch him dream. beside a warm fire on a late winter's morn, alone with the angels their son was re-born. closing his eyes as he lay down to dream, his last breath watched lovingly, he drifted to sleep. then carried so gently to a new home above, to awake in the arms of the many he'd loved. today by the fire on this mid-winter's morn, they find themselves still letting go of their son. surrounded by memories wherever they gaze, this earth seems clouded, though they see through its haze. they find themselves longing for their loved one above, and dreaming of holding this son that they love. ~ *post script. written in January of 2011, two years after his goodbye.  dusted off just a bit this morning with a few of its wrinkles ironed just for posting.   this time of winter, these cold, blustery days with blue skies overhead, it seems to bring the out melencholy. might be its time to head out to one of his favorite trails not too far from here... maybe we,'ll try the Columbia Gorge's Eagle Creek trail up to Punchbowl Falls... he loved it out there away from the city.* Steve
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Feb 22, 2015
Feb 22, 2015 at 11:36 AM UTC
mid winter's mourn
~ beside a warm fire on a late winter's morn, with the help of three midwives their baby was born. wrapping him gently to shield from morn's frost, hearing his first breaths while holding him close. singing a lullaby, they rock him to sleep; cradled in their arms, they watch him dream. twenty five winters; good years, though some long, as a man was being forged in their little boy. in many ways wise, encourager and friend, the tenderest heart, persevering to the end. through illness, through setbacks, he always believed; and opening their arms they watch him dream. beside a warm fire on a late winter's morn, alone with the angels their son was re-born. closing his eyes as he lay down to dream, his last breath watched lovingly, he drifted to sleep. then carried so gently to a new home above, to awake in the arms of the many he'd loved. today by the fire on this mid-winter's morn, they find themselves still letting go of their son. surrounded by memories wherever they gaze, this earth seems clouded, though they see through its haze. they find themselves longing for their loved one above, and dreaming of holding this son that they love. ~ *post script. written in January of 2011, two years after his goodbye.  dusted off just a bit this morning with a few of its wrinkles ironed just for posting.   this time of winter, these cold, blustery days with blue skies overhead, it seems to bring the out melencholy. might be its time to head out to one of his favorite trails not too far from here... maybe we,'ll try the Columbia Gorge's Eagle Creek trail up to Punchbowl Falls... he loved it out there away from the city.* Steve
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I am the very first drop of rain bringing the storm Let them tell you not that it's all for nothing, I died for my home my blood wasn't shed in vain, say not I went through needless pain I died for the desperate impoverished and the hungry for that young lad walking out his twentieth interview eyes deep in ocean tears for that father nursing a broken backbone as his employer couldn't provide gears laid off after his accident without a system to assist in seeking for compensation for the child trekking seven miles to sit on a tree trunk and receive pitiful education for my friend's inlaw who lost her baby, the few midwives at the hospital were swamped... for a generation that haven't kissed the soft sweet lips of liberty I died to overcome a leadership marred by corruption and greed for the meager earnings and high interest rates on loans that are a basic need... Did you see the yellow membrane of my affectionate brain scattered? that is for the future of this young nation defiled and tattered, an attempt to place an oxygen pump of reason when it really mattered yes, I weeped when I was chocked and battered but I died so that tomorrow can live to see what yesterday denied the moment let them not disclose my memories in a grotesque manner for torment for I am the ****** seed for the beautiful flower of our revolution hoping to seed a unique country at harmony with her people and the faith that even the most brutal of tyranny meets its dissolution I am the red of our flag, my prayer is embedded deep in our fairy anthem for albeit not all of us can be butchers not all of us are Chicken. I am the optimistic crested crane flying on the long pole of great expectation that someday this will all be but a nostalgic memory that does sicken. My thick blood flows through those left in the struggle to bring true equality so quit grieving, I am a sacrifice for fear, hurt and misery to stop being our true cost of living I did not die for nothing if anything I died for everything I died "For God and my country".
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Mar 2, 2021
Mar 2, 2021 at 3:39 AM UTC
For God and My Country
I am the very first drop of rain bringing the storm Let them tell you not that it's all for nothing, I died for my home my blood wasn't shed in vain, say not I went through needless pain I died for the desperate impoverished and the hungry for that young lad walking out his twentieth interview eyes deep in ocean tears for that father nursing a broken backbone as his employer couldn't provide gears laid off after his accident without a system to assist in seeking for compensation for the child trekking seven miles to sit on a tree trunk and receive pitiful education for my friend's inlaw who lost her baby, the few midwives at the hospital were swamped... for a generation that haven't kissed the soft sweet lips of liberty I died to overcome a leadership marred by corruption and greed for the meager earnings and high interest rates on loans that are a basic need... Did you see the yellow membrane of my affectionate brain scattered? that is for the future of this young nation defiled and tattered, an attempt to place an oxygen pump of reason when it really mattered yes, I weeped when I was chocked and battered but I died so that tomorrow can live to see what yesterday denied the moment let them not disclose my memories in a grotesque manner for torment for I am the ****** seed for the beautiful flower of our revolution hoping to seed a unique country at harmony with her people and the faith that even the most brutal of tyranny meets its dissolution I am the red of our flag, my prayer is embedded deep in our fairy anthem for albeit not all of us can be butchers not all of us are Chicken. I am the optimistic crested crane flying on the long pole of great expectation that someday this will all be but a nostalgic memory that does sicken. My thick blood flows through those left in the struggle to bring true equality so quit grieving, I am a sacrifice for fear, hurt and misery to stop being our true cost of living I did not die for nothing if anything I died for everything I died "For God and my country".
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A mid morning spent In the shade Of a pine tree I believe Amongst the company Of scrub jays And ground squirrels I lay on my yoga mat Contented In the presence of Yaweh The Great I AM He is Eternal And so is his love for humankind Man cannot comprehend The Father, God He is perfect In ways we cannot fathom He sent his son to save us Because of our sins Because of our wicked Thoughts and deeds His Son, Jesus took on The sins of the world Then the Father raised him The overcomer Believe in Jesus of Nazareth His love for mankind endures Forever! I read Theology in Exodus According to the author, Gowan; The midwives "feared God" And let the male children live So God rewarded them According to Gowan, These writers tell of a God Who insists, when they Cry out to me, I will surely Hear their cry" Cry out to Him! He will listen, he is merciful Jesus loves you The midwives showed mercy And you should too Show mercy unto others And the Lord Jesus Will show mercy unto you Pronounce with your lips That Jesus is Lord Believe in your heart That God resurrected him Pray for mercy He is righteous, He is pure He is all knowing, He is present everywhere His love endures forever Jesus is Lord Lord of heaven And Lord of earth There is no way to the Father Except through him A difficult time is coming To America You know I was reading About the Israelites today The Lord was with them As they suffered Under the Egyptians The Lord will be with Christians in America As this nation will be judged
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Jun 28, 2015
Jun 28, 2015 at 4:52 PM UTC
Christian Poem
A mid morning spent In the shade Of a pine tree I believe Amongst the company Of scrub jays And ground squirrels I lay on my yoga mat Contented In the presence of Yaweh The Great I AM He is Eternal And so is his love for humankind Man cannot comprehend The Father, God He is perfect In ways we cannot fathom He sent his son to save us Because of our sins Because of our wicked Thoughts and deeds His Son, Jesus took on The sins of the world Then the Father raised him The overcomer Believe in Jesus of Nazareth His love for mankind endures Forever! I read Theology in Exodus According to the author, Gowan; The midwives "feared God" And let the male children live So God rewarded them According to Gowan, These writers tell of a God Who insists, when they Cry out to me, I will surely Hear their cry" Cry out to Him! He will listen, he is merciful Jesus loves you The midwives showed mercy And you should too Show mercy unto others And the Lord Jesus Will show mercy unto you Pronounce with your lips That Jesus is Lord Believe in your heart That God resurrected him Pray for mercy He is righteous, He is pure He is all knowing, He is present everywhere His love endures forever Jesus is Lord Lord of heaven And Lord of earth There is no way to the Father Except through him A difficult time is coming To America You know I was reading About the Israelites today The Lord was with them As they suffered Under the Egyptians The Lord will be with Christians in America As this nation will be judged
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Morning rips forth screaming... from the womb of night it's first cries echoed in bird song and buzz of insects wings, it's tears adorning spiders web and yet un woken floral heads Mother Earth adopting Midwives role... holds up the sun letting his gentleness of breath become the welcome breeze that carries soft his first word.
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Aug 26, 2013
Aug 26, 2013 at 12:26 PM UTC
in the beginning was the word
do not confuse rage for emotion our EmoTions are in check as we calculate and devise a plan to proverbially and literally peal your hands off our ***** do not confuse a women's tears for fragility, for her tears are full of pain and anger and the future, that does not need to include you you were not considered in the plans of the matriarch, not out of hate but simply because you are unimportant do not confuse her hips for beauty, those hips are waterways to life that you have no right to even lay your weak eyes open you cannot make the calls do not confuse losing to being lost losing lives losing songs and voices and laughter and our bodies and POWER does not mean that this ocean of strong woMYN are lost We have always been found and we will too, overcome the darkness in you.
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Jan 27, 2017
Jan 27, 2017 at 1:40 AM UTC
to the mothers the midwives the leaders and the believers
I hold a heart in my hands-- mine or yours, it hardly matters. It's a cup of sweet pain-- sweet because it contains a new world in each potential swirling drop. Sweet because we can taste each world. And the pain is just a sharpening, in this moment, of memories-- of our longing for this new world-- for birth-- to take what is now real, but hidden, and let it ripple and be unveiled-- this world hidden in our hearts, too big, it aches because it is ready, pressing against its hidden containment-- we may not hold it in too long-- Life carries on with its own force, seen or unseen, the new world emerges in love from the old, warm and slowly scarred-- one new and ripe with life and will, the other worn and wise, ready to go quiet--where it will vanish, covered and concealed, dissolved then secretly congealed, gathering a secret pulse and vibrant eye, to once again--for the first time in all of time--emerge and be revealed-- Our hearts seem like vessels but they are constantly transforming from old to new, from hidden to emergent to present. We have no one heart, yours or mine, it hardly matters, but a constant, murmuring emergence, an ever exploring meaning. Here in our heart a spring rises from its endless roots and meets the air of our awareness-- rippling, shining, silently singing. Let our hands and eyes be midwives, then, when needed. We can ease these transformations with a little understanding. Let our eyes and hands love the hidden heart and guide its travels for we are hearts and more, wide minds, capable, some times, of comprehending--peacefully-- the sometimes searing duality and finding in its balance a way to, briefly, crucially, meet its blade with peace-- to use the energy of dissolving and the energy of emerging simultaneously to transform one more moment.
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Nov 12, 2014
Nov 12, 2014 at 2:45 AM UTC
The energy of transforming
I hold a heart in my hands-- mine or yours, it hardly matters. It's a cup of sweet pain-- sweet because it contains a new world in each potential swirling drop. Sweet because we can taste each world. And the pain is just a sharpening, in this moment, of memories-- of our longing for this new world-- for birth-- to take what is now real, but hidden, and let it ripple and be unveiled-- this world hidden in our hearts, too big, it aches because it is ready, pressing against its hidden containment-- we may not hold it in too long-- Life carries on with its own force, seen or unseen, the new world emerges in love from the old, warm and slowly scarred-- one new and ripe with life and will, the other worn and wise, ready to go quiet--where it will vanish, covered and concealed, dissolved then secretly congealed, gathering a secret pulse and vibrant eye, to once again--for the first time in all of time--emerge and be revealed-- Our hearts seem like vessels but they are constantly transforming from old to new, from hidden to emergent to present. We have no one heart, yours or mine, it hardly matters, but a constant, murmuring emergence, an ever exploring meaning. Here in our heart a spring rises from its endless roots and meets the air of our awareness-- rippling, shining, silently singing. Let our hands and eyes be midwives, then, when needed. We can ease these transformations with a little understanding. Let our eyes and hands love the hidden heart and guide its travels for we are hearts and more, wide minds, capable, some times, of comprehending--peacefully-- the sometimes searing duality and finding in its balance a way to, briefly, crucially, meet its blade with peace-- to use the energy of dissolving and the energy of emerging simultaneously to transform one more moment.
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There aren’t many jobs where Sunday night cold grips your guts and has you palpitate while midwives are called and antiques are roadshowed every inch of will is bent up in figuring the impossible if we all know how leading horses to water ends then can we not give the stable hands a break? As I watch my own digits shake, stable hands seems like a joke no one lets me in on
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Sep 26, 2021
Sep 26, 2021 at 3:24 PM UTC
Dread locked
You ignite my picnic of a body, bedecked with an assortment of foods too pickled and procured with oddities to ever be pillaged. You plunge your fingers into my vinegar ****** potato salad and athwart my melonous cantaloupe thighs. I indulge in your embrace as you engulf in mine. Two terribly beatitude lovers emboldening the picnics within eachother. The simonized delight as your hands are the midwives to my parted thighs and my glazed love drenched eyes.
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May 30, 2017
May 30, 2017 at 3:19 PM UTC
Picnic