"microwaving" poems
I took a walk today
and listened to the birds
choking on the smog,
broke my mother's back
with every step
and outran a stray dog.
I picked you a bouquet
of dandelions from the field
because flowers can't grow
when the sun's always concealed.
I put them in a vase
and filled it with water from the tap
they died within an hour,
now I know for sure you won't come back.
I always swore
I'd never own a broken home
but it's hard not to when the only one's who stay
are the garden gnomes —
but someone's been smashing them
in the middle of the night,
or maybe they're blowing out their brains
to escape my company
and the blight.
There's no magic left
in this city, so chronically gray
storms are always passing though
and the rainbows are too scared to stay...
I wanted to run away with you
from the hood and past the burbs
to somewhere where the air is clean
and filled with singing birds.
But instead I'm stuck here on this couch,
microwaving Ramen
while I search for words.
Jan 21, 2015
Jan 21, 2015 at 2:00 PM UTC
I have never felt more alone, gripping this coffee mug,
sat up in the center of my queen sized bed.
And it never gets old, choosing the cutest coffee mug that no one will see me drink out of.
I could just sip from a plastic cup but I don't think I'm ready to give the act up.
I have never felt more alone, microwaving cool coffee in a cute mug.
Because, the truth is I could only drink from Styrofoam,
But the roses painted on the warm ceramic in my hand make me feel like the kind of girl you'd wanna lay in bed with all day,
So, for now, I won't have any,
I'll just keep it warm
until you call to say you're on your way.
Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 11:46 PM UTC
My jealousy is not a thing of beauty.
I don't wear my envy
daintily on my sleeves,
I scribble it on my hands and face with a
cheap green crayon.
Looking at you feels like my heart
is microwaving aluminum foil on high.
Not because I'm jealous of what you have but because
I'm jealous of what we could've been together,
had circumstances been different.
If one day you had sat here
instead of there and maybe we would've been friends and
what if
what if
what if—
I'm jealous because apparently
there are people in the world who don't spend every minute
overthinking
who don't feel the need to
analyze every little detail and wouldn't it be nice to breathe,
to breathe and not
think.
Sep 24, 2017
Sep 24, 2017 at 10:05 PM UTC
Out of the womb into the microwave.
The woodpecker and the tree.
Following the dead into the sea.
Undead in murky darkness, the darkness of a pale light.
Shimmering through the second presence in my room.
Necromancer raises me like a zombie from my tomb.
Standing on the precipice of the sleeping and the awake,
The siren sings through the holes in my head,
She likes me better when I am half dead.
She likes to play the dead girl when I'm awake.
When I close my eyes the dead dream of me.
Through their eyes I follow them into the sea.
It is here where I meet the woodpecker and become the tree.
A brain cell pops,
When her song starts.
Her disembodied voice comes through the video.
My song skips when it comes on the radio.
Fading in and out like a ghost,
Possessing me when she needs me the most.
It is too **** loud!
Turn down the volume!
Heard it ever since I was born!
******* me into a vacuum!
A silent place,
Where no one can hear me scream!
The baby bunny lost it's head,
The ones thought to be invincible,
Have all been found dead,
In a telephone booth.
Loveless love,
in an electric god's house;
Microwaving brains,
in the woodpecker's soup.
She used my axe to hack off my limbs,
Replacing them with parts made of tin.
She killed the lights fast enough,
For darkness to catch up.
I've forgotten how to love.
How do you even love,
Something that doesn't love?
Get this woodpecker outta my head,
It's making me hear the dead.
Jun 22, 2019
Jun 22, 2019 at 5:31 PM UTC
No one comes to see me
In the basement, comes to know
What is up in attics
But a screwy lightbulb's glow
Which more than one it took to change
My empty canvas walls
From her Mona Lisa smile
Into Jackson Pollack halls
Having food fights with myself
And cleaning plates of thought
Yet leaving ***** dishes of
The hungry nights they brought
To an appetite for more
Than the kitchens we confine
Each microwaving minute
To the tombs in which we dine
Though silverware is sterling
And gold the chandelier
The finest china only made
My family disappear
Leaving me to parlor tricks
To stoke my fire places
And locked inside the study
Of my most unwelcome spaces
Where I learned of outside worlds
Far beyond my private property
And wrote of how to share them
In a game of life monopoly
Then took a **** on status quo
And flushed away the norm
And shaved with cold steel sharpened on
The water's never warm
For in this house-divided
I'm a one-man civil war
Armed with rebel causes
For a union to restore
So my doors and windows are
Always open for my guests
But underneath the floorboard's
Where I take all your requests
Feb 2, 2017
Feb 2, 2017 at 1:30 AM UTC
First it was pancakes
Then strawberry milk
Then frozen mini pizzas
Didn't taste the way
They always had
But I sure kept trying
With apple juice from a glass
Then a box and swirly straw
But the crust
Still wasn't soft enough
So I gave microwaving a shot
Years and years of beeps
But the cheese was crunchy
The centers, icy
So I tried thawing, soaking
Kids Cuisine and Lean Cuisine
And even Lunchables
Just in case the companies
Had fooled me, ruined the recipe
But none of them were bad
Just not great
Like they used to be
So I blamed my taste buds
For maturing
Copying my imaginiation
Christmas used to be funner
Summer used to be longer
Mini pizzas used to be delicious
Well
Today I cracked the code
I was in a rush
Like Mama used to be
Didn't let the oven preheat
Just slid in a tray of
Frozen mini pizzas
Kicking myself for procrastinating grocery shopping yet again and -
Beep!
The timer blared, the smoke alarm
I burned my finger, then my tongue
But didn't care because
My taste buds
Hadn't forsaken me
After all
The crust was chewy
The cheese was gooey
I'd done it
I was six years old again
Now if only
I can find a trick
That works for Christmas
Nov 16, 2018
Nov 16, 2018 at 7:41 PM UTC
At two AM the refrigerator deliberately beckons me
screaming all of it's offerings, like a maniac banshee
I oft succumb to its wiles and to the treasures within
bending over painfully, perusing all the lowly shelved sins
Jimmy Dean sandwiches, frozen burritos, Swanson *** pies
minutes of radiation, oblivious of cost, forever on the thighs
Using my emotions, to justify all of my consumption
can't see my knees or toes, that's a pretty safe assumption
It's not that I couldn't go for a walk in the park
I prefer it here all alone, microwaving, in the dark
Jan 19, 2017
Jan 19, 2017 at 1:27 PM UTC
Waking up everyday at a decent time possibly on little to no sleep
Rushing to eat something that’s good for your body and easy on the wallet
Attempting to make it to school or work on time
Trying to smile and keep a social composure the entire day
Deciding to skip lunch because you want that extra money
Taking those extra hours of overtime when your coworker doesn’t come to work knowing you have to get by somehow
Coming home to eat alone
Microwaving the left overs in the fridge because you’re too tired too cook something on the stove
Watching Netflix until your eyes burn yet you can’t seem to fall asleep
And everyday you wonder
Is this what we are supposed to be
Lifeless obeying mindless zombies
Where did we come from
Why
Why are we here
Everyday thinking to yourself if only you could find a way to change the world
It’s that endless cycle
That everyday motion
And the constant wonder and confusion
Wondering whom you’re supposed to truly be in this word
Goodnight universe
Jul 2, 2018
Jul 2, 2018 at 8:09 PM UTC
Dragging my sorry looking *** into another sorry looking day
and some say,
a day is what you make of it,
Sheeit.
This way of life is only good for termites and moles, to build or burrow
I furrow my brows in thought
ideas that come to nought,
but I ain't
'bought the farm'
yet.
It's only when you're looked for
how lost you know you've become.
mostly it's a good thing
and sometimes it is not
Life
brings to me
a promise of security
that's
got to be worth a lot.
I'm still dragging my heels
a hundredweight of lead
on my shoulders
( not from the church roof )
and
as God is my witness
that's the Gods honest truth.
Work
is the **** or the cure me
and I'm sure
that she would agree.
Sep 12, 2017
Sep 12, 2017 at 1:54 AM UTC