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He forgot his soap What a dope No one here can cope He's worse than campfire smoke He could of brought it on a rope So he wouldn't have to ***** Instead he'll mope For friends he's got no hope They run when they scope The boy without his soap Rolling down the slope Singing baroque Like the pope He tried a bath in coke Oh what a joke Because the sugars provoke Mosquitoes to bite and poke. Still he stinks like BO and oak Smells like a singer of folk Whose hair is matted into rope Cause he won't use soap What a dope!
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Nov 28, 2012
Nov 28, 2012 at 11:33 PM UTC
Boy Scout Camp
If you'd been here When I was young, You'd not forget What we'd have done. We'd climb roofs, Jump in the river, ****** neighbour's pears, Then skedaddle, Laughing with sweat-matted hair, Wiping off those grown-up cares. We'd bumper-jump in four inch snow, And never let our parents know. Oh, such fun we two would do, If I could stay as young as you. We'd skate and bike, Play street ball, Act up in school, Stand in the hall; We'd hike with jars Along country brooks, Read and trade Our comic books. Lie in the sand, Burn in the sun, Forgetting it was time for home. We'd never tire of our treats, And often we'd forget to eat Because we're having all our fun: If you'd been here when I was young. We'd play Tag and Red Rover, Flags and Chase, Then have sleep-overs. We'd swap tomorrow For daily pearls, Then swap each other For pretty girls. We'd be up to our shenanigans, Sleep the sleep, Then start again. This is the way We'd have our fun, If you'd been here When I was young. But now you're here, And I'm much older, The things we'd do You'll do with others; But when you need a  boost to climb, This old man has a shoulder. Yes, I'll sure have lots of fun, For you're here now. That keeps me young.
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Aug 20, 2016
Aug 20, 2016 at 8:55 AM UTC
If You'd Been Here When I Was Young
Rusty nail by rusty nail the floors come down. Floor by floor the old men of the old town slip away, and leave old shells like the stone bread of Pompey. We board these windows and bolt these doors and slate them in the young sun for the hungry cranes, but I return in the twilight of going home traffic when five o'clock lets loose blue collars to fumble through the ruined rooms of time gone by, I kick through our broken bricks. Their red dust stains my shoes and wears on my cuffs. A hopeless hearth, discarded news, a crippled doll with matted hair and I all share the crumbling of the day, but only I shall not remain come compline. Neither can I pack these walls with me. So this is adieu to former strongholds. To our old fidelity, adieu. It is not fit to go forth less than brave, for they built seven cities over Troy, seven worlds not knowing where they stood so long the first could not be said to be. The docks of Caesarea sleep in the sea, and tourists sit for lunch on the prone pillars of Jaffa.
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Nov 10, 2012
Nov 10, 2012 at 9:09 PM UTC
Demolition Day
At the break of dawn, I turn, mumble, wake and yawn; And turn to see You, in our blanket castle. The dainty sunshine bathes your face; Of your matted hair, the breeze makes a menace. I play with shadows of you- And them I hold captive, in our blanket castle. Now, the garden swallows twitter on the sill A familiar longing, in me they instill. The pillow feathers, the tickling toes, the warm giggles- I realize- are but memories of you- in our blanket castle.
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Nov 2, 2014
Nov 2, 2014 at 12:58 PM UTC
Blanket Castles
Growing up, I was taught the story of two men One built his house upon the rocks and one upon the sand And I learned the difference between humility and pride I was taught to differentiate the foolish from the wise Because when God sent the rainfall and the waters began to rise, The house on sand crumbled right in front of thoughtless eyes And my father would tell me, "Darling, don't build your foundation in the weak, in something that might die" But I've been constructing my home on gravel my entire life If there is a God Why did he let me build my house upon the sand? Why did he lay down every brick and let the nails tear through my hands? I am an urchin in the dirt leaving claw marks in the earth And my cries fall from my mouth and cling to my tattered shirt If there is a God Then why would he call himself a Father to me? Why would he want to break my heart and crush my dignity? He prides himself on the ringing in my ears and his mason jars of tears Instead of being my faith, why would God want to be my greatest fear? If heaven is where he is, then hell is anywhere but here If there is a God And he's my Father And he is so divine Then why did I grow up so sick and sad and tired all the time? Why would he instill doubts from Satan himself for everyone to see; "You're inadequate Inadequate That's all you'll ever be" My mistakes render me useless, At least, that's what Father says of me And if there is a God, And he's my father How could he walk away as if nothing ever happened, although I have seen it all before Because what happens in this House of Heaven stays behind closed doors He would enter his bedroom, and leave the door open just a crack So when he would read his Bible and show us how a true Christian should act I'd turn to my little brother and say "I wish one day we'd be holy like that". The mortar in my walls are breaking and the water is rushing in I wish so badly to repair it, but I've always been like this The dirt I fell in twenty years ago is matted to my skin The cuts on my soul since childhood are all I've ever been I'm sorry Father, for I have sinned And I have nothing good to show And I don't mean to point the blame, Father, but sin is all I've ever known If there is a God, would he let me stand before his throne? Would he take me into his arms and treat me as his own? Would he wash my ***** shirt and let me stand where the saints have stood? Would he help me build a house upon the rocks Like a father should? I wonder if I can build it well enough to reach him Because my current house can't as long as its this way If there is a God I wonder what he'd say about me I am the prodigal daughter you never learned about in stories
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Jan 3, 2018
Jan 3, 2018 at 7:18 PM UTC
prodigal daughter
Growing up, I was taught the story of two men One built his house upon the rocks and one upon the sand And I learned the difference between humility and pride I was taught to differentiate the foolish from the wise Because when God sent the rainfall and the waters began to rise, The house on sand crumbled right in front of thoughtless eyes And my father would tell me, "Darling, don't build your foundation in the weak, in something that might die" But I've been constructing my home on gravel my entire life If there is a God Why did he let me build my house upon the sand? Why did he lay down every brick and let the nails tear through my hands? I am an urchin in the dirt leaving claw marks in the earth And my cries fall from my mouth and cling to my tattered shirt If there is a God Then why would he call himself a Father to me? Why would he want to break my heart and crush my dignity? He prides himself on the ringing in my ears and his mason jars of tears Instead of being my faith, why would God want to be my greatest fear? If heaven is where he is, then hell is anywhere but here If there is a God And he's my Father And he is so divine Then why did I grow up so sick and sad and tired all the time? Why would he instill doubts from Satan himself for everyone to see; "You're inadequate Inadequate That's all you'll ever be" My mistakes render me useless, At least, that's what Father says of me And if there is a God, And he's my father How could he walk away as if nothing ever happened, although I have seen it all before Because what happens in this House of Heaven stays behind closed doors He would enter his bedroom, and leave the door open just a crack So when he would read his Bible and show us how a true Christian should act I'd turn to my little brother and say "I wish one day we'd be holy like that". The mortar in my walls are breaking and the water is rushing in I wish so badly to repair it, but I've always been like this The dirt I fell in twenty years ago is matted to my skin The cuts on my soul since childhood are all I've ever been I'm sorry Father, for I have sinned And I have nothing good to show And I don't mean to point the blame, Father, but sin is all I've ever known If there is a God, would he let me stand before his throne? Would he take me into his arms and treat me as his own? Would he wash my ***** shirt and let me stand where the saints have stood? Would he help me build a house upon the rocks Like a father should? I wonder if I can build it well enough to reach him Because my current house can't as long as its this way If there is a God I wonder what he'd say about me I am the prodigal daughter you never learned about in stories
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Capitalism swings securely from the crook of her arm while Slavery gently coils itself around her beautifully damaged waist... Racism coats the soles of her brand new shoes and leaves print print print on the harsh unforgiving unemployed pavement. The world cried, died as she dyed her hair to Honey Suckle Blonde. It hangs: drab, limp, strangled by the Ignorance sitting firmly on top of that pretty little head. Jagged, matted wrists rattle around inside imported bangles (or manacles) of Oppression and Depression and Suppression They're in fashion. Her eyes are drowning in Jealousy Mascara (new) and I Hate You shadows (old) and, together, her weeping heart and painted nails claw at Fame and Fortune but the new shoes and gorgeous boyfriend just aren't tall enough. She limps past shattered windows in which she glimpses a girl, or rather, a young lady who is very much a prisoner of today and not A Leader Of Tomorrow
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Nov 12, 2012
Nov 12, 2012 at 2:08 PM UTC
Naomi
I'm exhausted with life Lost all enthusiasm for it I get nothing done.. falling behind . I feel I'm losing touch. Seems the hat drops more frequently never in the same spot causing both my eyelids to quiver nails digging in the skin palms cuff my ears trying to mute the sound when it lands. Withstanding as much as I can before I black out . Waking up eyes sore matted shut.                       The lump in my throat still there from   the night before. Never cared so little. Never have I just stopped watching     the moon fall asleep having my coffee telling the sun good morning
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Dec 31, 2018
Dec 31, 2018 at 8:24 PM UTC
Goodnight sunlight....
i like it ickity split mad to exceed the world in dark dreams ****** to evoke blood wet mouths insertions paradise of fluorescents in a dark aperture her pudenda a rolling hill gaudy wound like a smash mouth crying split torn tearing, pink estuary for gluttonies' joyride that can hardly be endured twisted tongue spice melts and glitters raw the sheets soaked through matted hair in saliva blood and eggs the screams of monsters rapture oh feral abandon every thing else a toil winged genitals hell toys for mama like heaven cant know his ***** like hanging bats Nagasaki goes off in her *** bodies; quake in silence the bedroom; a chaotic bathroom tulips shrill flutter gulp and swallow milks flame rosy welts laughing flushing orgasm's shoved urns all spilled libations touching and ******* crimson **** runnels in bathhouse foam down the drain to earthen bowels din where the dead push up daisies i am the worm in the fruit
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Dec 5, 2018
Dec 5, 2018 at 8:09 AM UTC
I Like It Ickity Split
Black Kitten, Ugly Kitten, Unwanted, and unloved, With matted fur, Wide eyes of stone, Once, you were beloved, Black Kitten, Ugly Kitten, Your nose is runny and red, Your paws are too small, Your tail is patchy and wet, You're too thin, but perhaps with a bit of bread.. Black Kitten, Ugly Kitten, You tried to follow me home, My home is too small, Money is tight and hard earned, My heart is unwell, but I cannot simply let you roam.. Black Kitten, Ugly Kitten, You didn't care, I was the curious thing, The one to stop, And scratch behind your ears, your life has never been fair.. Black Kitten, Ugly Kitten, Your walk is much too slow, Fumbling one way or the other, Tripping over your paws, Getting distracted by the spiders, but soon, you'll grow.. Black Kitten, Ugly Kitten, I stopped, And carried you home.
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Mar 15, 2015
Mar 15, 2015 at 7:22 PM UTC
Black Kitten - Ugly Kitten
*In the frost garbed winter all I could notice was her While delicately she let the tea fall into the cup Her spell binding beauty magically won me over Roaring oceans in her eyes The sun bathes in them to Birth dawns to embellish her skies I noticed over the cup of tea Spring sprouted alive in her smile Fuchsia gave away on her cheeks She tames seasons in her own style I noticed over another cup of tea Winds matted her hair with wild lilies Her every step like favours on carpeted heavens She commanded every breath in the stone alleys I noticed over the cups of tea*....
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Aug 15, 2014
Aug 15, 2014 at 3:32 AM UTC
Cups of tea
The boy haden't bathed in over a month His **** crack was itching and burning His underpants were soaked in slimy, wet muck And his toes a thick jam were churning His armpits stank worse than a fat pigs raw *** His breath smelled like rancid fish His hair was so oily, matted to his head His own mother wouldn't give him a kiss "Enough!" he cried as a passing fly died When he raised his arm to exclaim. "I must bathe right away! I am long overdue!" "I sure hope the washcloths are brave." "To the bathroom man!" He shouted as he ran And his underpants sloppily squished "I will remove this filth and brush my green teeth" "And my mother I will kiss!" "The closet's ahead!" He said as he sped. And he stopped there to get some stuff. Some soap, some shampoo and a towel or two. But he knew that it wasn't enough. Look though he might, to his horror and fright, Not a single washcloth could he find. Then panic set in 'cause the stink of his skin Was driving him out of his mind. He looked yet again but to his chagrin The washcloth shelf was bare. The washcloths had run off For they would not wash So filthy a boy on a dare "Oh what will I do!" "Boo-hoo, boo-hoo!" The boy cried as flies swarmed his head. "I'd **** myself but I already smell" "Far worse than anything dead!" Then one washcloth came back Holding it's nose and a sack Of bath salts that smelled like dill. It said to the boy "Go pickle yourself!" "And give me a nausea pill!" So the boy rejoiced and filled the tub With water, hot as he could stand. And using the bath salts, he jumped right in And the pickling began. He lathered the washcloth with water and soap And scrubbed with all of his might. Away he washed all of the filth 'Til none was left in sight. He washed his hair and brushed his teeth And dried and dressed himself well. And the washcloth exclaimed as it hung on the tub "Holy crap! that was pure hell!" So the boy now clean ran to be seen By his mother he loved so much. And she gave him a kiss and said "This is pure bliss!" "I can kiss you and keep down my lunch!" The moral I'll tell you and true I will be So no one will say that I lied. Don't wait a whole month to take a bath Or you washcloths may run and hide.
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Aug 1, 2012
Aug 1, 2012 at 7:53 AM UTC
The Stinky Boy
The boy haden't bathed in over a month His **** crack was itching and burning His underpants were soaked in slimy, wet muck And his toes a thick jam were churning His armpits stank worse than a fat pigs raw *** His breath smelled like rancid fish His hair was so oily, matted to his head His own mother wouldn't give him a kiss "Enough!" he cried as a passing fly died When he raised his arm to exclaim. "I must bathe right away! I am long overdue!" "I sure hope the washcloths are brave." "To the bathroom man!" He shouted as he ran And his underpants sloppily squished "I will remove this filth and brush my green teeth" "And my mother I will kiss!" "The closet's ahead!" He said as he sped. And he stopped there to get some stuff. Some soap, some shampoo and a towel or two. But he knew that it wasn't enough. Look though he might, to his horror and fright, Not a single washcloth could he find. Then panic set in 'cause the stink of his skin Was driving him out of his mind. He looked yet again but to his chagrin The washcloth shelf was bare. The washcloths had run off For they would not wash So filthy a boy on a dare "Oh what will I do!" "Boo-hoo, boo-hoo!" The boy cried as flies swarmed his head. "I'd **** myself but I already smell" "Far worse than anything dead!" Then one washcloth came back Holding it's nose and a sack Of bath salts that smelled like dill. It said to the boy "Go pickle yourself!" "And give me a nausea pill!" So the boy rejoiced and filled the tub With water, hot as he could stand. And using the bath salts, he jumped right in And the pickling began. He lathered the washcloth with water and soap And scrubbed with all of his might. Away he washed all of the filth 'Til none was left in sight. He washed his hair and brushed his teeth And dried and dressed himself well. And the washcloth exclaimed as it hung on the tub "Holy crap! that was pure hell!" So the boy now clean ran to be seen By his mother he loved so much. And she gave him a kiss and said "This is pure bliss!" "I can kiss you and keep down my lunch!" The moral I'll tell you and true I will be So no one will say that I lied. Don't wait a whole month to take a bath Or you washcloths may run and hide.
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I felt her presence, hovering over my grave like a mothers last prayers Like a fathers burning sorrows after thirty years drunk Alone she stood, framed against the soft blowing trees, and the dancing wildflowers that were placed as an ode to the dead She held orange petals to herself, close to her chest, as if to let them hear a heartbeat, but the ear of a flower only picks up meaningful noises, not the slow tempo of a withered muscle, overworked from exhaustion She wore black, knee high leather boots, and a matching jacket Her hair was wild, and she looked ***** She smelled of ***** and no showers, cigarettes and sweat and blood She looked of regret, and her eyes sang tunes of pessimism Anxiously she removed the bright flowers from her ***** Poppies, by the look of it She presented them to the face of my headstone, cracked and eroded with age, my name barely recognizable Left with nothing, her fingers went to her short blonde hair, matted and encrusted with dirt She ran her hands nervously throughout, eyes constantly distracted Suddenly, she focused hard on the headstone A tear fell from her eye, and I watched it soak into the concrete Her lips moved in familiar shapes, but words were lost to me Every word But one A name Abigail And she turned away, walking crookedly into the wind and rain And though I know she was talking to me, I could feel the name on her lips, see it in her eyes She scratched the insides of her arms as she disappeared from sight, and I felt a longing in my own "I walked away from myself that day. I gave it all up for hope. I guess this just goes to show what it's worth. Maybe I'll understand it one day, but for now, I am dead to everyone including myself." Abigail Hollow Jan 1992 - Aug 2008 A loving daughter, sister and poet.
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Jul 30, 2014
Jul 30, 2014 at 5:52 PM UTC
Dreams ****** Headstone)
I felt her presence, hovering over my grave like a mothers last prayers Like a fathers burning sorrows after thirty years drunk Alone she stood, framed against the soft blowing trees, and the dancing wildflowers that were placed as an ode to the dead She held orange petals to herself, close to her chest, as if to let them hear a heartbeat, but the ear of a flower only picks up meaningful noises, not the slow tempo of a withered muscle, overworked from exhaustion She wore black, knee high leather boots, and a matching jacket Her hair was wild, and she looked ***** She smelled of ***** and no showers, cigarettes and sweat and blood She looked of regret, and her eyes sang tunes of pessimism Anxiously she removed the bright flowers from her ***** Poppies, by the look of it She presented them to the face of my headstone, cracked and eroded with age, my name barely recognizable Left with nothing, her fingers went to her short blonde hair, matted and encrusted with dirt She ran her hands nervously throughout, eyes constantly distracted Suddenly, she focused hard on the headstone A tear fell from her eye, and I watched it soak into the concrete Her lips moved in familiar shapes, but words were lost to me Every word But one A name Abigail And she turned away, walking crookedly into the wind and rain And though I know she was talking to me, I could feel the name on her lips, see it in her eyes She scratched the insides of her arms as she disappeared from sight, and I felt a longing in my own "I walked away from myself that day. I gave it all up for hope. I guess this just goes to show what it's worth. Maybe I'll understand it one day, but for now, I am dead to everyone including myself." Abigail Hollow Jan 1992 - Aug 2008 A loving daughter, sister and poet.
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matted hair and ***** clothes her eyelashes have fallen off the cracks in her porcelain will never fade her limbs have almost fallen off tears falling from glass eyes she was truly a woman scorned broken and left to rot deemed too improper to love right
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Jun 5, 2015
Jun 5, 2015 at 12:20 AM UTC
broken doll
consequence has no face but he has a voice speaks so loudly in the lives of the unwary i can hear him now talking like misery in the background of her eyes her loves are empty her love will only last till the sun has ground down the lion of your beautiful moments look at his once proud mane matted with the dusts of your life of compromise its consequences handiwork illustrated in sorrowful colors a lover of the feelin fleeting and vain a stealer of the better things a child of her consequences bitter is her joys in her sour smiles
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Jul 30, 2014
Jul 30, 2014 at 7:39 AM UTC
consequences handiwork
I remember a dog with matted fur lounging in the shade of a collapsed arch, staring in a way that animals sometime stare that makes me wonder if the beliefs of Kantianism are nothing more than old wives’ tales spun from smoke and cinder. I remember the faint smell of sulfur mixed with seawater in the shadow of the volcano that poured out its wrath by the bowlful, the golden urns of the gods spilling fire and magma from the very cradle of hell. I remember the empty bathhouses, the villas with half-painted frescoes, the expensive red paints made from crushed beetle shells, the overturned tables and chairs, the uneven stone streets carved by horse-drawn cart wheels. I remember the skeletons huddled in boathouses, unearthed from their ash-spun graves for prying eyes, for the rapid shutter of camera lenses, for the proof of their existence, as if to leer at the living and say, “We are all nothing but carbon and bone.”
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Jan 25, 2018
Jan 25, 2018 at 10:30 PM UTC
Herculaneum in Two Hours
From love's first fever to her plague, from the soft second And to the hollow minute of the womb, From the unfolding to the scissored caul, The time for breast and the green apron age When no mouth stirred about the hanging famine, All world was one, one windy nothing, My world was christened in a stream of milk. And earth and sky were as one airy hill. The sun and mood shed one white light. From the first print of the unshodden foot, the lifting Hand, the breaking of the hair, From the first scent of the heart, the warning ghost, And to the first dumb wonder at the flesh, The sun was red, the moon was grey, The earth and sky were as two mountains meeting. The body prospered, teeth in the marrowed gums, The growing bones, the rumour of the manseed Within the hallowed gland, blood blessed the heart, And the four winds, that had long blown as one, Shone in my ears the light of sound, Called in my eyes the sound of light. And yellow was the multiplying sand, Each golden grain spat life into its fellow, Green was the singing house. The plum my mother picked matured slowly, The boy she dropped from darkness at her side Into the sided lap of light grew strong, Was muscled, matted, wise to the crying thigh, And to the voice that, like a voice of hunger, Itched in the noise of wind and sun. And from the first declension of the flesh I learnt man's tongue, to twist the shapes of thoughts Into the stony idiom of the brain, To shade and knit anew the patch of words Left by the dead who, in their moonless acre, Need no word's warmth. The root of tongues ends in a spentout cancer, That but a name, where maggots have their X. I learnt the verbs of will, and had my secret; The code of night tapped on my tongue; What had been one was many sounding minded. One wound, one mind, spewed out the matter, One breast gave **** the fever's issue; From the divorcing sky I learnt the double, The two-framed globe that spun into a score; A million minds gave **** to such a bud As forks my eye; Youth did condense; the tears of spring Dissolved in summer and the hundred seasons; One sun, one manna, warmed and fed.
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From Love's First Fever To Her Plague
From love's first fever to her plague, from the soft second And to the hollow minute of the womb, From the unfolding to the scissored caul, The time for breast and the green apron age When no mouth stirred about the hanging famine, All world was one, one windy nothing, My world was christened in a stream of milk. And earth and sky were as one airy hill. The sun and mood shed one white light. From the first print of the unshodden foot, the lifting Hand, the breaking of the hair, From the first scent of the heart, the warning ghost, And to the first dumb wonder at the flesh, The sun was red, the moon was grey, The earth and sky were as two mountains meeting. The body prospered, teeth in the marrowed gums, The growing bones, the rumour of the manseed Within the hallowed gland, blood blessed the heart, And the four winds, that had long blown as one, Shone in my ears the light of sound, Called in my eyes the sound of light. And yellow was the multiplying sand, Each golden grain spat life into its fellow, Green was the singing house. The plum my mother picked matured slowly, The boy she dropped from darkness at her side Into the sided lap of light grew strong, Was muscled, matted, wise to the crying thigh, And to the voice that, like a voice of hunger, Itched in the noise of wind and sun. And from the first declension of the flesh I learnt man's tongue, to twist the shapes of thoughts Into the stony idiom of the brain, To shade and knit anew the patch of words Left by the dead who, in their moonless acre, Need no word's warmth. The root of tongues ends in a spentout cancer, That but a name, where maggots have their X. I learnt the verbs of will, and had my secret; The code of night tapped on my tongue; What had been one was many sounding minded. One wound, one mind, spewed out the matter, One breast gave **** the fever's issue; From the divorcing sky I learnt the double, The two-framed globe that spun into a score; A million minds gave **** to such a bud As forks my eye; Youth did condense; the tears of spring Dissolved in summer and the hundred seasons; One sun, one manna, warmed and fed.
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The wolf inside is weak and frail, his Pack is distant and far, his fur and skin are matted and mangy.   His howl once full of Joy and Power is brought low, Painful and Angry. The wind; cold and bitter, pushes the wolf into Darkness of winter. The Birds circle and mock, giving chase for their moment of feasting. His heart cries buried inside, racing and beating. The wolf must rise to withstand the night; to rise and make war with all his might. The wolf must rise to give pursuit of his Kin, if left to the birds, in his Heart they will roost. Arise the Wolf inside to continue the Path ahead, but, as the season comes, so does the challenge in his head. For the Wolf that is wise endure he must, for it will not all return back to Dust.   To Rise and give chase for the prize of his Heart. The Wolf will rise to battle this dark. The Wolf alone, thinks he is, but within sight, the Leader comes to finish the Promise He said, is His. Rise up the Wolf Inside.
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Dec 11, 2018
Dec 11, 2018 at 11:18 PM UTC
The Wolf Inside
I was molded by his own hand sculpted to perfection and eager to please who else other than my husband for without Adam, there is no Eve at least, that was before he slithered into our perfect life pounding our perfect garden into the ground with his slick feet conniving and a brute, he convinced me to take a bite and share my fruit with man for what is mine is his my knowledge is his I am his together we ate snacking and licking our fingers with glee wiping the secretions of the fruit of mankind against the tree we tore it from until our Paradise's pastures declined the wildflowers overtrodded with weeds the singing waterfall vanished only to be replaced by an evil, magmatic spout and our tree, our once bountiful, glorious, fruitful tree decayed from the inside out Adam's burning glare rotted my fruit and my seeds until they and I dropped to the burning embers on the ground like nicks off of a pebble that was thrown too hard or like hairs from the back of a matted mother cat that has spent far too many heatless winters hunting for a different life, for any life with no more than a curse from Him, I became the failed experiment of humanity tossed into God's own graveyard left to rot with my stolen seed
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Apr 29, 2022
Apr 29, 2022 at 1:16 PM UTC
god's junkyard
"you are so strong" my eyes stared into nothing, burning with the absence of tears. i knew there would be a point where i could not cry anymore. what was everyone seeing? because all i felt was weakness, pain, emptiness. my exterior was bruised and beaten but only inside could i feel the effects. i was not strong i was fragile, scared, and vulnerable. frustrated by words of praise i sank deeper into my delusions, and perfected my 'brave face'. i was not strong i was struggling. listening to the vital carts wheel in and out, my door never a separation but a portal to demons wielding gurneys, needles, charts and machines. i was restless in my immobility. i was not strong i was numb. calling for my mother at 4:00 am she carried my weight, she held my hand, she washed my hair, she changed my clothes, she slept, barely, at my feet. i was not strong my mother was. days piled on; hours lost in isolation maddening my mind and diminishing my willpower. with every test, measurement, and procedure i felt helplessness swallow the living light in me. still, i complied, i waited, i did what was asked. i was not strong i was a quiet fire. looking at my damaged body, examining my inflamed veins. my face was swollen, my hair matted. i shook in my skin disassociating my identity. i was not my condition i was not my self disgust. i can not say that i feel better just different, which is neither positive or negative. reflecting on 10 days as a ghost getting acquainted with myself, filling in the blanks. i was not strong i was surviving.
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Mar 23, 2015
Mar 23, 2015 at 10:49 PM UTC
surviving
"you are so strong" my eyes stared into nothing, burning with the absence of tears. i knew there would be a point where i could not cry anymore. what was everyone seeing? because all i felt was weakness, pain, emptiness. my exterior was bruised and beaten but only inside could i feel the effects. i was not strong i was fragile, scared, and vulnerable. frustrated by words of praise i sank deeper into my delusions, and perfected my 'brave face'. i was not strong i was struggling. listening to the vital carts wheel in and out, my door never a separation but a portal to demons wielding gurneys, needles, charts and machines. i was restless in my immobility. i was not strong i was numb. calling for my mother at 4:00 am she carried my weight, she held my hand, she washed my hair, she changed my clothes, she slept, barely, at my feet. i was not strong my mother was. days piled on; hours lost in isolation maddening my mind and diminishing my willpower. with every test, measurement, and procedure i felt helplessness swallow the living light in me. still, i complied, i waited, i did what was asked. i was not strong i was a quiet fire. looking at my damaged body, examining my inflamed veins. my face was swollen, my hair matted. i shook in my skin disassociating my identity. i was not my condition i was not my self disgust. i can not say that i feel better just different, which is neither positive or negative. reflecting on 10 days as a ghost getting acquainted with myself, filling in the blanks. i was not strong i was surviving.
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We walk along the beach at night, Arms entwined and hearts entwined, Waves lapping 'gainst our feet, Pebbles scurrying like sand ***** 'twixt our toes. Talking about ***** we are both A little tickly in the naughty bits department, As the gentle summer breeze Wafts through our matted ***** hairs. Just a brief hour or two ago, We were strangers at the Pier disco, And now our histories are to be Inextricably linked by fate. I do not know that, in a month or so, I shall need to send you A little yellow contact slip From the Margate Hospital special clinic Informing that you have been exposed to A most unpleasant social disease Which, with a bit of rotten luck, Could easily rot your insides. But, for now, our thoughts are far away As we laugh and joke together In our new found post-coital, Youthful lovers' camaraderie, Not wanting to speak too loudly or disturb The copulating pair by the nearby breakwater (Not that they'd be put off by a thunderclap Seeing as how he's on the short strokes by now).
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Jan 7, 2015
Jan 7, 2015 at 12:19 PM UTC
A Seaside Idyll
***** feet ***** of them ache they're dry all dried out, moisture to face and digestive tract make little difference but comfort a little sort of; maybe subdue to replenishing skip the pain with a drink fucken, fucken drink fucken dust lingers in the brain, it swirls a cloud of ground envelops the shape of u u become covered u have a layer, salty, and dry and 'organic' (surely bio (though im not sure what is or why are)) full city boy, suburban boy, not particularly gritty boy along side hippies and volunteers all tripppy and unwashed, and un plastic yet forcefully hemped drunk of micro beer and burnt brown and blotchy red and wire-y and dry and matted as if nothing really matters except for principles misguided and randomly enforced feel like a husk; peanut shell insides swallowed by the mouth of the party embodied a monsterous sweaty man tanned and thickly bearded and beered fat dreads fall around and surround u; a forest of hair a circle encroaching of fuzzy pillars in fibres entrapped inside them; feel their lingering time matted hold a wealth of effort to become unkempt; they are bars they are walls and the FACE! ………………………   ………………………………… oh looming down, wafts of armpit vapour cloud; a looming puft that surrounds engorged by the scent as it circles u, the mouth that lowered onto u chews u and spills bits of u chomp chomp protein for vegetarians; u; ur rigour ur vigour ur guts    eaten in a flurry of chomps and slurps and it crunches and it grates like the rocks on the ***** of ur feet it grates u are digested and reused as they would like but for them; for a collective u dived into for fun 2 days to peddle ur wares to progress ( admittedly through some days of regression…) for all humans, and Humans; for fun on monday we will repent for the damages waged on the inside of the body and the outsides too for some gain i guess on this which we settle for always for display for fun
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Mar 12, 2013
Mar 12, 2013 at 2:10 AM UTC
festivals
***** feet ***** of them ache they're dry all dried out, moisture to face and digestive tract make little difference but comfort a little sort of; maybe subdue to replenishing skip the pain with a drink fucken, fucken drink fucken dust lingers in the brain, it swirls a cloud of ground envelops the shape of u u become covered u have a layer, salty, and dry and 'organic' (surely bio (though im not sure what is or why are)) full city boy, suburban boy, not particularly gritty boy along side hippies and volunteers all tripppy and unwashed, and un plastic yet forcefully hemped drunk of micro beer and burnt brown and blotchy red and wire-y and dry and matted as if nothing really matters except for principles misguided and randomly enforced feel like a husk; peanut shell insides swallowed by the mouth of the party embodied a monsterous sweaty man tanned and thickly bearded and beered fat dreads fall around and surround u; a forest of hair a circle encroaching of fuzzy pillars in fibres entrapped inside them; feel their lingering time matted hold a wealth of effort to become unkempt; they are bars they are walls and the FACE! ………………………   ………………………………… oh looming down, wafts of armpit vapour cloud; a looming puft that surrounds engorged by the scent as it circles u, the mouth that lowered onto u chews u and spills bits of u chomp chomp protein for vegetarians; u; ur rigour ur vigour ur guts    eaten in a flurry of chomps and slurps and it crunches and it grates like the rocks on the ***** of ur feet it grates u are digested and reused as they would like but for them; for a collective u dived into for fun 2 days to peddle ur wares to progress ( admittedly through some days of regression…) for all humans, and Humans; for fun on monday we will repent for the damages waged on the inside of the body and the outsides too for some gain i guess on this which we settle for always for display for fun
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in ashes hidden, smoulders god of love from matted dancer's focus conflagration purely come continues still perhaps in empty homage of a sa ta na ma personage of ((Shiva)) white bones pierce the sky in upward curtain-seethes of heat beyond imagined burning hells... the triad ventures into zero-zones of anti-life, sands of absolute defeat. shadow trust imparts a silent teacher's mantras; soothing psychic words, "Bala" and "Adi-Bala" carry over dunes of morbid thirst-- the gape of ancient serpent-maws choking dust of frightened, elephantine skeletons fissured by immobile sun-- their inner sound become cool water of a summer stream in timeless desert, traverses strain of royal line: god-fated tutelage of seedling savior, lightning skill with bow and virtue sinew shining arms horizon's arid form: despite begrudging honor kings expect when offspring given after years in hard-earned sacrificial grace: yet still obeisance ends in facing demonaic rage to which is pitted youth to slay-- despite allay by symbol feminine, as if to question her abode would conjure her in dire storm and quake announce gigantic step and hairy gulf-- with arrow sprays destroy Thataka's trident, curdling throat the slitting of, rejoicing pantheon proclaims heroic, forever railing under epic breath of tacit page theodical: "we gave you progeny, now grant us our theocracy; before your son our asthras lay their weaponry" .
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Aug 12, 2012
Aug 12, 2012 at 5:03 PM UTC
Rama's inauguration, facing the murderous gluttony of Thataka
"We have come to be danced not the pretty dance not the pretty pretty, pick me, pick me dance but the claw our way back into the belly of the sacred, sensual animal dance the unhinged, unplugged, cat is out of its box dance the holding the precious moment in the palms of our hands and feet dance We have come to be danced not the jiffy ***** shake your ***** for him dance but the wring the sadness from our skin dance the blow the chip off our shoulder dance the slap the apology from our posture dance We have come to be danced not the monkey see, monkey do dance one, two dance like you one two three, dance like me dance but the grave robber, tomb stalker tearing scabs & scars open dance the rub the rhythm raw against our souls dance WE have come to be danced not the nice invisible, self conscious shuffle but the matted hair flying, voodoo mama shaman shakin’ ancient bones dance the strip us from our casings, return our wings sharpen our claws & tongues dance the shed dead cells and slip into the luminous skin of love dance We have come to be danced not the hold our breath and wallow in the shallow end of the floor dance but the meeting of the trinity: the body, breath & beat dance the shout hallelujah from the top of our thighs dance the mother may I? yes you may take 10 giant leaps dance the Olly Olly Oxen Free Free Free dance the everyone can come to our heaven dance We have come to be danced where the kingdom’s collide in the cathedral of flesh to burn back into the light to unravel, to play, to fly, to pray to root in skin sanctuary We have come to be danced WE HAVE COME"
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Jul 2, 2014
Jul 2, 2014 at 1:47 PM UTC
Dance
"We have come to be danced not the pretty dance not the pretty pretty, pick me, pick me dance but the claw our way back into the belly of the sacred, sensual animal dance the unhinged, unplugged, cat is out of its box dance the holding the precious moment in the palms of our hands and feet dance We have come to be danced not the jiffy ***** shake your ***** for him dance but the wring the sadness from our skin dance the blow the chip off our shoulder dance the slap the apology from our posture dance We have come to be danced not the monkey see, monkey do dance one, two dance like you one two three, dance like me dance but the grave robber, tomb stalker tearing scabs & scars open dance the rub the rhythm raw against our souls dance WE have come to be danced not the nice invisible, self conscious shuffle but the matted hair flying, voodoo mama shaman shakin’ ancient bones dance the strip us from our casings, return our wings sharpen our claws & tongues dance the shed dead cells and slip into the luminous skin of love dance We have come to be danced not the hold our breath and wallow in the shallow end of the floor dance but the meeting of the trinity: the body, breath & beat dance the shout hallelujah from the top of our thighs dance the mother may I? yes you may take 10 giant leaps dance the Olly Olly Oxen Free Free Free dance the everyone can come to our heaven dance We have come to be danced where the kingdom’s collide in the cathedral of flesh to burn back into the light to unravel, to play, to fly, to pray to root in skin sanctuary We have come to be danced WE HAVE COME"
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My hands gently sift through your silky hair Pulling softly at the base to hear you moan A shiver tingles down my spine at your purr I can be impatient I can be bossy But you always give in to my urges Ripping, tearing, biting, ******* a menagerie of ***** slick sweat **** Bleed for me What can they not understand about me needing that? Crimson welling up beneath your ribcage Only a small slice, small sacrifice to lay at your *** goddess's  feet Most bring flowers but only you know what I really want Copper twist rot ****** at the base of your **** I can only give love once Broken and bruised you'll never get the same me twice Reborn matted and patched Willing to skull stomp them all to come out on top Triumphant Bloodied Sated
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Jul 2, 2012
Jul 2, 2012 at 1:09 AM UTC
Cold Steel Frame