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Seb Tha Guru Jan 2019
I was the one with the dreams.
I was the one with the schemes.
Battling things on my own, feelings alone but I had a whole team.
I never said anything.
Move in silence, do my own things.
Trying to find my way to millions.
Trying to spread my own wings.

Bad habits for daily routines.
I’m always running from therapy.
Losing my balance while searching for clarity.
Now, they tell me I lack motivation,
I was just anticipating and waiting.
Waiting for timing and something,
I had no clue what it was and somehow I was losing myself.

Reforming my brand, destined and full of success.
Branches but aren’t any leaves.

I needed help.
I wouldn’t accept it, people were turning their back on me.
Act as if it didn’t matter.
My insides were shattered.
I stay to myself and now look what I got.
Use to think I was worthless believe it or not.
Now I really open my notebook and jot.

Praying for Dre because they want him to rot.
Praying for Seb because he wants his spot.
Pray for Amodre, he messed up his shots of going to college, succeeding and winning a lot.
Maleek doesn’t know if he’s human or not.
This clarity came and it got myself closer.
I needed closure from things I was burying deep down inside while destroying myself.

Grow out my hair.
Stack up my wealth.
Practicing loving myself and my health.
Watching for snakes, I’ve been working on stealth.
Playing the hand and the cards that I’m dealt.

Built for success.
Been on the road of becoming goat, I must confess.
Passing the tests that the lord has given before disappearing to catch up on rest.
M Feb 2018
if you live life in my shoes,
there'll be alot to pick and choose,
and alot that you'll lose,
there'll be alot to refuse,
the thoughts'll make
you feel abused,
you feel so confused,
there's stuff you want to undo,
but now your stuck in the darkness that you cant see through,
and now you dont know what to do,
your just stuck there thinking,
you feel like your sinking,
then you realize, you feel hypnotized,
if you stay long enough,
you'll lose your mind,
you'll be surrounded by darkness,
and the sun you wont find,
your stuck deep in the pain,
the scars from before come back and remain,
your stuck in your brain,
and you feel so insane,
your surrounded by imagination,
and now your losing your patience,
you come back, and feel like you just woke up from a dream,
and then you realize life's not what it seemed.

BY: MALEEK
JOHNSON
M Feb 2018
no love, no hate,
no joy, just pain,
dark clouds cover me as i sit here in the rain,
I cant control whats going on up inside my brain,
from what I do and how I live,
I might as well be ashamed,
everywhere I go people play me, like imma game,
I re-live the hate,
when they discraminate,
my life's in peices like a broken plate,
I tried to fix it, but it was to late,
people always judge me for my looks like imma book cover,
but when they really finally find out what's inside, they run and hide.

BY: MALEEK
JOHNSON

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