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Charm Yap Oct 2011
Dapat ba akong maghinala?
Kung noon malambing ka pero ngayon matamlay na?
Madalas magselos kahit wala pang ginagawa?
Pero nag-iba ihip ng hangin, bakit biglang nag-iba?

Dapat ba akong maghinala?
Kung ang mga bagay at gawain na ayaw mo noon
Ang siyang nais mo at pinag-uukulan ngayon ng panahon?

Dapat ba akong maghinala?
Ang mga personal **** bagay noon ay nakakalat lang
Ngayon naman, pinipilit itago kahit sa anong parte ng katawan.

Dapat ba akong maghinala?
Noon nagpapaalam pa kung sasama umalis ang barkada
Ngayon, nagsabi nga pero kung kailan wala ka ng magawa kasi paalis na.

Dapat ba akong maghinala?
Na ni minsan di mo ako pinakilala bilang karelasyon
Basta sinabi ang pangalan, tapos yun na yun.

Dapat ba akong maghinala?
Na ayaw **** ipaalam sa iba  na mayroon ka na
Tinanggal ang mga litrato, para di makita ng iba.

Dapat ba akong maghinala?
Na sa lahat ng nangyari, ikaw ang tama
Sasabihin lang na Mahala kita ..
Maririnig mo lang .. pag nalaman niyang... aalis ka na.
Tawanda Mulalu Aug 2017
I.
//Yum Yum, No Vacation//

Such remarkable running you did there
You look like you're out breath, where is the air
You carried around yourself, air-bending monk
Heaving this way and that like you're in a funk

Yeah, I know, promised to never comment on you or your look
No more, at least to myself, but, baby you shook
Like how you shouldn't be, like someone like me saying 'baby'
Please, I trickled down your throat- gravy

Maybe, if you wasn't lying to yourself, life would be gravy
But then again- my mind is hazy
Maybe, if I'd been more faithful than lately
We coulda ended more stately but that's just a maybe

I like to deal with certainties so if it ain't that physics
I gotta ask why, where and when is it biting me
My space and time aren't hyphenated I'm not prepared to give
Myself away like that- so, can I live?

(Eh, you prolly didn't like me that much anyway
Eh, it doesn't bother me that much anyway
Yeah, writing past that call me Hemingway
Blam, end of a verse just like Hemingway)

II.
//Beach ******, No Vacation//

Oh wow, what weather indifferent is difference
Hello Boston, with your moodiness, how is you feeling?
I'm doing fine cause I'm doing me
Shower with rain and ice, movements in your symphony

Sympathy wasn't no nothing I asked from you
But double negatives ain't mahala so hala with sunlight akuna mathata
Lion King if you really wanna know
Roaring on so bitter with this flow

like

You really gon' try play me out of this Simba
Like Mufasa didn't gift me that rhythm marimba
Whatever homie, they don't even know me
Way they actin' up, they could win a Tony

******- and I thought I wasn't good enough
I'm good, getting out of my dreams, getting out of my seat
Good- like the only house concrete after a huff and a puff
Summer- only time the lyrics get done- sheesh!

III.
//Biking, Frank, Jay, Tyler//

Watch      what you say to me
Watch      pretty clear to me
Tick-tock til' next drop you don't mean none to me
No more if you play me, see

Soft boy, hard heart if need be, breathe
Not just for next stroke, left strokes, knees
Don't get weak, leave ***** sheets hang in breeze
Last whole night b, don't mean I'm happy

Pretty nice problem if you asked him
Little boy playin' 'round Invader Zim, where his friends
at? act   like   you   -   don't care
act? act         -you do-  so scared

Of dying lonely, crying won't be done
Nothing welled in tear ducts since fifteen, no fun, so done
with this shh... where the catharsis
Hamlet complex: the rest is shh... silence

IV.
//Fourth of July- Sufjan//

O, when the crickets clunkered and thundered
I thudded against myself- mind against skull
Bruce Banner in Incredible Hulk, whisper in bulk
Ghost in the Shell, heard sorta mumbled

Skip a few weeks later she breathes on my neck
Same thoughts really I don't like how I see me
I mean, I like myself, I hate my body
Or rather the idea of a body, microphone check:

Can I finally hear myself? Am I still stuck in myself?
Can I get outta myself? Can I please get some help?
I like living and touching and I like what she did there
But imagine if could disappear into universals and share

the same space as numbers and shapes
with none of this creaking and yearning my body it makes
I am a corpse in the making- and so is she
No matter how long we keep at it I am still inside of me

I didn't finish
I didn't finish

I didn't
I didn't

I
I

— The End —