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ALINA Nov 2018
I am looking at u....

Noticing ur smile
Happiness on ur face....not for me neither cause of me...thats against ur style .
I am still luking at u...trying to search for tears that might exist smwhere missing me...but not a single trace of me was all could see
I continue luking at u....wanting u to luk at me...smthing u should say
My eyes filled with tears when u luked at me...smiled....bt giving a strange luk ,walked away .
Standing there alone....i was waiting
Expectation i had...was all fading
Glow on my face reappeared when i saw u again
With roses n choclates in hand
Made me realize there is smwhere i still remain...
As i accepted ur rose....smthing ***** me hard...n now
My eyes asking me to go back to sleep again...cause my heart didn't want my bit of happiness to discard .
No wonder....u will nvr see
Nvr understand what i expected u to be....still in thought writing abt u...thats how much u r alive in me  .
ALINA Jan 2019
Luking at me ur eyes shinning...
Deep in tears asking for forgivness,
i see my reflection there
All that time i spend ,drowning in tears wasn't fair...
Your harsh behaviour turned a beautiful place into a drought land
All the gud time we spend
got covered with Sand
Everything urs was mine,mine was yours
Love strings knotted....
Scars on heart were not visible but
But ma fake smile was getting spotted.
Even if i were distracted, i would have never given acceptance...
Turning me into someone i wasn't
was making a beautiful flower loose it's fragrance
Decision i had to take, moved On
No place for darkness anymore
CAUSE
Couldn't effort hurting myself again like Before .
ALINA Nov 2018
Fake Frnds Fake love
Things got Blured
True Love True frndship
Not what everyone deserved
I stand still
Luking at Ur face
Admiring things that belonged to me in those beautiful days
Its not about Love relationships
Its about a Pure Frndship that never Stays
Fake frnds Fake Love
Why blame all of these
Insecurities and Interpretations
That lack Of Trust ,
A shadow Of Pain Followed
Not My stuff Not my experience
Just some realistic Feelings Borrowed.
Don't blame him/her
All I was wrong
Who am i to Hurt myself
For People who are already Gone.

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