Lolo poems on Hello Poetry

spysgrandson Jun 2013

the old stone walls are still standing
though they no longer echo with sounds
of cornball jokes, bottle caps poppin’ off cokes
and the happy humming of a repaired motor

the old man was there when
the first car pulled in for gas
28 cents a gallon, all fluids checked for free
spotless windshield guaranteed
he hired that Mexican boy because he was polite
yes sir, and was the best **** 20 year old
grease monkey in the county
(hell, the state)
boy had one leg shorter than the other
and had him a twin brother
whose two fine legs carried him that place,
somewhere between honor and complete disgrace,
called Vee-et-nam
but those strong legs couldn’t bring him home
he come back in a box,
both his good legs blown clear off

he hired Lolo the day before
his brother come home
was hot as Hades at that graveside
but he went and stood by the boy,
his sobbing mama, his sober father
and the hot hole in the caliche
where his brother was gonna spend
forever

business was good
the boy spent most of his time
under the hood
of Riley’s ‘51 Ford
or Miss Sampson’s Impala,
(white 1962, with red interior, clean as the day she bought it)
Nixon beat that old boy from Minnesota
told everybody he would end that crazy Asian war
the right way
but the old man had been
in those foul trenches in France,
killin’ krauts when he was 18
and he knew there was
no “right” way

he and the boy had many a good day
with the register cling-clanging,
mechanical mysteries being solved
and a good hot lunch now and then
when the boy’s mama brought
fresh tortillas and asada
or the old man would spring
for chicken fried steak sandwiches from the café

yes, many a good day

until
that hot July afternoon
the day after we landed on the moon
when “they” came
not from some lunar rock
but from an El Paso *******
where graffiti were their psalms
and switchblade knives their toys
“they” came,
parked their idling ‘57 Chevy in front of the bay,
and bust through the front door
with a gun and a ball bat
both had hair slicked back
with what looked like 30 weight oil,
“they” smiled, and smelled
of beer and sweat
“Dame el dinero! Give us the money!
Give us the money old man, cabron!”
the old man glared at them
the bat came down and grazed his head,
cracked his shoulder
“they” did not see the boy with the wrench
who laid the bad *** batter out
with one righteous swing
the one with the gun did not aim
but pulled the trigger three times
and two of those hot speeding streams
sliced through the boy’s throat
the shooter was through the door and burning rubber
while the boy lay bleeding red blood
on the green linoleum floor
the old man knelt over him, helpless
saw his eyes close a final time
while the sting of the burned rubber
was still in his nose, and the hellish screech
of the tires still in his ears

the old man had seen the dead before
piled in heaps in the dung and mud
of those trenches, faces bloated
with their last gasps from the nightmare gas
but he hadn’t shed a tear
in the pale pall of the dead
until that hot July day, with a man on the moon, all those miles away
and the best boy with a wrench in the whole state, Lolo,
silent on the floor in front of him

they caught the shooter
(sent him to Huntsville for a permanent vacation)
the one Lolo laid out with a wrench died
on the way to Thomason Hospital in El Paso
the ambulance driver was Lolo’s cousin
and he may have been driving a bit slow

Lolo was buried the day they came back from the moon
right beside his brother in that ancient caliche
his mother sobbed softly, “mi hjos, mi hijos”
both boys now cut down
her left with prayers
and memories…
the boys at the ballpark
their first communions
the grandchildren she would not have
and the gray graves where they
would return to dust

the Saturday after, the old man turned 69
when he flipped his open sign to closed that day, he
climbed the ladder slowly, painted over his store bought sign
with new white wash,
and red lettered it with “Lolo’s”
not a person asked
about him using the dead boy’s name
and things would never be the same

the old man lasted another nine years
until the convenience store started sellin’ gas
(they wouldn’t even pump)
his hands were stiff with arthritis
and his shoulder stilled ached from the crack of the bat
he closed on a windy winter Friday
yet painted the sign
a final time that very day
nearly falling, as he made the last red “S”
but he made it down the ladder that last time
and saw the boy’s name in his rear view
as he drove into the winter dusk

Inspired by a picture of a long abandoned filling station in a small west Texas town--please note, though the name of the station is real, the characters and events are completely fictional creations of the author

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