Watch but do nothing hear everything but don't tell any one.you come and go without saying hello or goodbye.sometimes I wonder if you even notice that I am still here.
Many nights are spent liying a wake wish that things were so diffrent.you talk about your brotherhood all the time.everyone tells you what you want to hear.
The I loved is gone now I am left with someone who loves money and the high life.some day your bubble will burst.loving a gangster is hard because every time you leave I starting worrying.
syrup tones slip from your puckered bud of a mouth oil from your eyes staining, not quite reaching your rusty smile tendons creak as your teeth grind forcing little things to trust you "come lie down a while...
i hate the way you talk to me like you know every thing i hate how i even give in to trusting the world i hate the way society treat us i hate when you set my anxiety off the levels i hate how you told me you loved me when you lied to get my over reactions i hate how you said you loved me when you are just a cheater of silence i hate you lid to get out of lifes battels i hate how i hot to be forced to deal with all your ******* mistakes i hate how i cant scream but you can i hate how under my skin i scream i hate you cause you have turned on me i trusted you but you just stabed me in the back killing me of blind trust. i hate how you were never honest when i gave every thing to you i hate you cause you keep liying to your self i hate you cause i dont know what to even do any more i hate how you can think its okay to hurt the ones who never even left a scare on you i hate you when we go in to a fight you cut me across the face with the shiny blade you left the mistakes and scares running down my face. i trusted you but i dont even know what to even say about life you keep reminding me what i have become. all my scares running down my face with no love left. i hope you know your just a stupide think i mad a mistake even loving you. every thing as going well that day you came to me with a whit lie yousaid you were okay. i hate you for thinkin you are a **** up. i have showed you my storiies so why not start your as well. i cant take hearing that ****** up lies you make when i see you with no one. i hate to bring this stroie to and end but i only have words of my undivided attention to show you i wish i could just go on a rampage killing evey one in my way i see you digging your ow grave every day when you keep lieing. i showed this world to you but you took advantae of what **** you could do. just like that car accident witch enden to lives with there own souls. i have a presnt for you . a box of darkness i hope you can see what i mean to you . i hate to say this but maybe will see echother some day soon. i hate how life has been playing its cards wrong making every moistake a challang i hate you cause u kept lying to me when i was trying to reach out to help you. when i leave you in the empty room i hope you understand what i ment to you your life will row cold cause love dosnt mean any thing to you
go **** your self ithought icould trust you but you stabed me only killing me
liying a wake in the darkness of night with only my thoughts for company.i am missing you like crazy everything has changed nothing is the same.your heart has become so cold love has been replaced with hate.every since you join that gang your a diffrent man.the longer your with them the more your slip away from me.all i can do is get down on my knees and prey to god its not to late to save you.look into my eyes and you will see a love thats true and pure,it can't be to late to bring you home.
what have i done. my dreams have been silent. where do i stand when i breath in fire. aner takes all my enery that i requier. nothing makes sence when i cant tell if your liying to me.
i cant even open my eyes for how much im tired. all the weight on me. sufficating me cant you see i run away cause you wont listen to me.
only music have never lied. i have tryed to reach out to you.
but im tired of you not caring so i set this wold on fire my lungs fill with tirer
whats the last thing is i breath out fire with your name on my list
i found out that sing spoken poetry is the way to go when you have writers block
A perfect little ryhm you see to inshure domestic tranquility but it seems to me evry thing i see is a little off you see babys crying , people lieing , children screaming but yet what els do i see certintly not trainquility bombs flying hear and their bodys liying every where fear in every bodys ear no one can clearly hear but dose that mean its vanished no it cant be banished it is still thier , but are we think about it and if you finde out could you lend a ear so everyone can hear.
I feel fine, No i'm kidding I lied, I don't feel, I feel lied to, I'm liying to myself, shhh, it's a secret, I am fine, I feel fine, I'm telling white lies.
