Relax, begin to Imagine you are in the proximity
to immerse yourself into a precious moment.
It is that needed time you have brought into being, and is intrinsic
to experience composure, equanimity.
Smooth - melodic - ambient music with simple cause,
low and soft will, in its incipiency invalidate
trending previous troublesome thoughts,
silkily, sauntering, lingeringly pauses,
to softly embrace your audible senses
with silence which conveys complete assurance,
that the here and now is yours, no-one elses,
ataraxia created by you, for your true inner self,
It continues; envelops remaining unsettled interruption
embraces the heart, and encourages serenity,
all the remaining negative, solicitous intellection
are temporarily, tipped out of your consciousness,
you are experiencing them leave, then transcended
with blissful tranquillity for your indulgence.
You are asleep with your eyes open, it feels so benefic,
the mind is calm and clear no longer confused.
Melodious sound continues to provide atmospheric
momentum to this sensibility folding into the soul.
Joyfully you are enduring moments of pure inner solitude and
wrapped in perfect peace, consciousness uncommitted.
There is no expectation of time, not at all
just the psyche drifting, changing shape, density, profundity.
You feel wonderfully restituted, calmed; uplifted.
You sense it, knowing, this absence of tension you sought,
this, your perfect you, is transient and will slowly begin to regress, reluctantly,
relinquishing this blissfully serene, conditioned emotional stillness, to be restored.

Then you turn the telly on!     All gone.

Michael C Crowder        March 5th 2019

your raven hair falls
so lingeringly
surrounding the roses
blooming on your cheeks
the barren air kisses
your small tan face
good morning

your mouth whispers of words
in a language that
took me forever and a day to fathom
but it took me a mere second
to drown in the golden of your orbs
the glimmer on the caspian sea
leaving me suffocated
gasping for air

until you pulled me
up and into
a spiraling labyrinthe
of endless summer nights
our love forever
carved into towering cherry trees

you saved
my mooning soul
and made me
a slave to your beauty
a long overdue antidote
madly overdosing me to
a point of **no return.

As he slowly pressed his lips onto my eyelids,
forehead,
then lingeringly onto my nose,
cheek and
finally,
my lips.

I then only realised how the seconds and minutes stretch out curving, meandering into  ∞.
Half-moons of barely whispered promises but heard all too well.

As I ruefully reminisce, ribbons of myself lay on dusty floors.
For you are never meant to live in the past.

Not again.

Then why do I feel the ghost of your lips dancing on mine?

Every moment with him is
An exciting adrenaline rush
That makes me lust
For his bang-up robust thugness
My clean-cut, coveted crush
My hunky lover stud

I hunger to drink him up
Like a ***** concotion
Love him hard like addictive drugs
Escape in the enchanting mantuary
Of his embraceable manliness

Hold on to him firmly
Feel his pleasant, seductive warmth
How he charms my heart
Consumes me with his ruling power
His lingeringly gentle touch

Feels so magical to my vibrantly velvet skin
I hanker to dive into the mesmerizing world
Of his phenomenally passionate dreams
Marvel at his brilliantly vivid
And fantastic masculineness
Like stellar cherry stars
Like the smooth, shining moon

I wanna ride the currents
Into his magically masculine world
Squeeze his athletic *** cheeks
Melt in his mesmeric presence
Ensnared by his treasured muscularity

Yearning to lick him all over
Stride on sunshine
While I taste his sweet, tantalizing existence
Feel his hands on my impressive hefties
Rub my ripe, walnut-brown crests

Hold me from behind
Blow my mind
Slide deep into my romance route
With his long, thick pipe
Excite my entireness

Make me breathe like crazy
Kiss me wildly
Choke my throat
Stroke my voluptuous frame
Engulf my senses

Indulge in his *****, sultry beauty
Pound me into another otherworldly realm
Pull me nearer to him
Blanket me in his blazing fervency
Smoke me like Locoweed

Make me reach marijuana nirvana
Where his top-notch rock-solid hotness
Makes me fall in line with him
Our bodies pressed together
Steamy sounds of high-energy
Homosexual *******

His arms confine me
I see my entire life in his inviting eyes
His manly sweat entices me
He brings me unexplainable delight
Spanks my eye-candy backside
Comes to an earth-shattering ******
Showers me with his creamy, savory man chowder

He is the boldest coldest Romeo
That makes me shiver
When he speaks his stellar slick slang
When he tames me with his high-powered game
Makes me call his name

Draw me into his bright, hyper-heated flame
Give me a fever, take me deeper
Into his brazen reverberating waves
Of extravagant praisable captivatingness
Hold me captive in his sensual detention
Of essential seamless dreams

Flex his incredible fresh finesse
Lethal irresistible lover boy
I love how staggeringly powerful he is
So tall and rock-solid
So crash-hot and unstoppable

I need him all over me
His hearty muscular grip
His insanely masterful and thrilling touch
His lingeringly dreamy masculinity is
All that I desire to rouse every inch of me

Kiss my scented sweet neck
Caress and treasure my jaw-dropping jawbreakers
With his deft, artistic hands
Sink his teeth into my bare captured blinkers
Drive me crazy with his sexually arousing display

Make my pole grow *****
As he strokes it at top speed
Do as he pleases with me, make me melt
In his huge sinewy pool of rude splashy pulchritude
Let me stay in his tight, tender embrace

Feel his juicy passionate lips
Slithering all around my firm, youthful skin
As I gander into his deep, dark, and smoldering eyes
Stuck in an ecstatic magnetic trance
With lots of top-notch mind-boggling hotness
That turns me on like a bang-up plugged-up cell phone

****** with my homoness
Make me moan deeply
Make me need thee more than anything else in the world
Turn my structure upside down
Make me worship his manhood

Bow down to his heavy hood wood
As it dangles before me
With his massive action-packed *******
All I can do is speechlessly stare at him
As he jacks my turgidity

He makes me reach my peak
And excrete sweet, steamy milk
All over his potent poetical feelers
He reaches out to kiss me
Leaves me so addicted to his astonishing
And all-conquering magnetism

You were a soulful, sensual, and late-night song
That had my heart beating uncontrollably
I was addicted to your spellbindingly smooth beat
I couldn’t extinguish you from my system
Your astonishingness had me immensely sauced
The way you swaggered down the city block
You were certifiably untameable
Who could compete with street heat like you?

Your drip was the ****
You had my whole world in your arms and hands
I never felt so ensorcelled by a **** dreadhead before
Flexing your pimped out ride, straight chromed-out
With the top down, pumping high sound
I was down for anything that had to do with you
I wanted to be in the passenger seat in your whip
Looking at you on the driver-side
Leaned back with one hand on the wheel
Making me gush over your lusciousness

Just to be in your proximity was the most
Extraordinary experience ever
To listen to you talk your hot slang
Playing phenomenal slow jams
Making me so breathless in your heavenliness
All I could do was sit still
And try to remain chill
But, I was close to exploding

You had my soul
I had no clue you could soothe me the way you do
You didn’t have to lay a hand on my body
When you gazed my way
I felt your lingeringly gentle touch
It was the sheerest affection ever
It was more than perfection
My hormones were dancing ecstatically

I was sizzling like Crisco
Carried away by your hypnotic techniques
Your ghetto hotness
You got me quivering
I’m so obsessed over your intriguingness
My heart was screaming
I was dreaming about your supremeness
Your love was on the surface of my liver
The way you delivered your magic to me

I was sinking in your handsomeness
You were my type, the one who could take me to greater heights
Spontaneous brightness
The super sexalicious expressway to ecstasy
I have never felt deep feelings for another fella like you
You transported me to another world
You spoke to me through your body
You open my eyes more
With the thrilling things you did to me
When you held my hands
And it felt so splendorous to my skin
You were a limitless masterful dream
Just vibing with you is a vibe
To be with a hypnotizing guy like you
Is the best feeling ever

I am so nuts about your utterly
***** and thugged out seductiveness
Your rigidly picturesque
And professional architecture
So unconquerable and venerable
So majestic, flashy, and striking

Your wholly bold showiness
Cajoles my mind, body, and soul
Your mad lit slickness
Has me bursting into flames
Your hot, thrilling, and masterful touch
Your lingeringly dreamy virility

Your intensely interesting chemistry
Your romantic and illuminating entrancingness
You guide me to divinely
Dreamlike and enticing delight
Your firm, faultless machoness
Strikes me with unstoppable awe

Your extra top-quality charmingness
Conquers my soft-hearted, loving world
Makes my bewitchable beating heart
Soar to ardent red-hot Mars
Your ******, hypnotic voice
Takes me deep into your crash-hot
Current of majestic and iridescent impressiveness
Where I cave in to your magically dazzling attraction

He is here with me
To keep me company
To encompass me
In his lovingness
Caress me with
His thrilling
And enthralling touch

Lay my head
On his cozy shoulder
Where his lingeringly
Tender fingertips
Travel around my neck
So warm and gentle
So ardent and seamless
So dreamy and charming
So solid gold and mellow

His supple seductive love
Is more than enough
To allow my gayness
To crash onto the shores
Of his euphoric gorgeousness
His airy artistic hands are
Sheer satisfaction
To my peerless queer world
So dramatically beardtastic
Divinely intelligent rarity

He comes in closer
To kiss me with his
Thick addictive lips
Night sky black eyes
Silky magical eyebrows
With him, I give in
To whatever heavenly
Pleasures that await me

Overpower me all over
Take me, zesty zealous Zaddy
Approach me, control me, console me
Grab hold of my emotions
Throw me in your jail cell
Where you sail through my endless waves
Of irreplaceable breathtaking gayness
Highly regarded hot boy

You slide like a sly striking snake
All around my attractive aromatic frame
Run your game on my range
Tame my subconscious mind
Blanket me in your exceedingly
Bewitching and thrilling virility
Take in your dreamy minty breath
Your unprecedented iridescent heavenliness

You are my playful jammable anthem
That I play in my inner space
That takes me on the ravishing roadway
To intense, impassioned ecstasy
Feel your hungry hypnotic lips against mine
Feel you whisper silky breezy words in my ear
Your lingeringly hot, masterful, and velvety touch
Traversing my luminescent russet brown flesh

Your firm, magical stare enraptures me
Your vibrant, shimmering, and olive skin
Carries me away to a visually pristine
And sensual gateway to unfathomably
Angelic, earthly, and sheer heaven
Satin smooth nights in your erotically supercharged aura
You romance my heartland
Freeze my inhibitions

Seize my inmost feelings
Sip on my sweetness
Let me digest your edible sexible slickness
Mesmerize my nerves
Feel my inner world merge with mine
Slay me without hesitation
Take what I most value from my treasure chest
And render me completely helpless
To your unadulterated intoxicating lovingness