my name is lillith and I just want a cup of coffee and a ripe avocado and for people to answer their cell phones when you call and movies not to lose their imagination halfway through and purses to be big enough to fit a book inside and for people to stop singing songs from Frozen and I want to wake up when the sun is shining and go to bed when the moon is out and to write in a notebook that reminds me of myself and to drive fast on a straight road by a glittering ocean and every day I want to work up a sweat and an appetite and an eagerness to dream and really I don't think I'm asking for too much in fact I think we should all ask for a little bit more especially from ourselves and definitely for others and I could go on but what's the point in making lists if you never cross an item off

Mother Mary, now be wary
and watch as my power grows
over sickly Sarah

(who couldn't bear the cross of her fears and woes)

Rattle rattle lost the battle
Death -  
the sinking doggy paddle
and a single shotgun blast.

Black rain descending,
silver skies so blue,
little red angel,
my lies surround you,
lilith beware,
a storms on the horizon,
the fig tree so bare,
sitting outside the silver gate,
avocadoes in the sky,
chickens on your plate,
who controls your destiny,
angels or demons,
resting wearily inside
a dead mans dreams,
I tell you my dear,
believe me baby,
its ohhhhhhhhhhhh so true,
all beware,
lazarus is rising,
his soul by his side,
tears stop falling,
for love is denied,
mother mary,
cry no more,
your ship awaits,
he stands at the helm,
the pulpit is crushed,
as transparency descends,
lillith,lillith,
what have you done,
waiting for eternity
in the heart of the sun,
little red angel,
I beg of you,
begone,
for I see it my darling,
in the heart of the
sun.

Asal 2, Einstein's female Driver Kiki is Chinese;                                        
                                          Paul York,
maybe Dead words related to Sarah,         |              |   the girl;
2 O; This story of their group is for,           or with the perfect
emotional stimulation; Finally, the Dead One;    one problem
going to the present, to add, PA Try                  This is a clean
wedding bag,            Oh, my 2 seater, "The trial is in the pool
and the Trade Trade Fair certificates;    Carl is a good source
of happiness;    If you have many walk in the way of thinking
can be seen from CA; and the painful daughter of many T-1,
which is done and it is here; that's not of value
In the lungs, you will find Standard and optional
Milk is the best milk useful Finally,              when the difference
is between 1000.1                  How old is it, Winston;   Hawkeye
Huh neighboring Asia is the opposite;                 These are great
for the census; called upon and talked,                              and no
Suitable, the 1, where the A and Carl Carl, Iowa,                       are important
Despite the part of Friday afternoon featuring Women
featuring in the wings ...                                    Asal 2,                 Einstein's A bike is running.
1, if you know that there is still something in that;                                 agents for the rights of girls, OH and Sarah 'Girl 2';                                    Necro, NY;
We returned to the Lillith Death Sites asking for stupidity;
The question that goes to Ohio State!             take it away;
Try St. PA scams and the beauty of it at the wedding;
"Oh, my picture";             as you start to learn if you're using on February 2
Husband and good in the eyes Blessed is he who goes out of the way
from the rising of the moment that you are able to let the destinations
of the wars, if more is needed,            of CA.                 And large, 1-T;
one of them was killed,                                            and these are as follows:
Where there's something from the little Oh Oh Oh a little bit
Screenshot 1000 Best Home Okane Milk, etc.                                   There's a
ban on passion with your annual yogurt of life;                           In the region
Asia, there's no power in the mean time,                       1 I do not know them;
the great majority we were.                       However, the kicking metastisized
to include cancer,    2 cancer is limited,           and in space;                but the
cause of the fall;              George is on the clock because it's not an alarm
Time 1: That woman got a single day,                                     she was shot ...

Asal 2,                                               Einstein's Driver Kiki who is Chinese;
The poet Paul,                                     if they have to go further to the right
In Sarah's Proxy Are girls' girls;                                      ISIS 2; N-this shop
Renal intestinal travel;                                     AND THE DESTRUCTION
Trouble is the door for death is not;                            Oh, Pulling Scams
St. Try and PA and it's wedding Gown,                           "Oh, my Seth"
in what Fairy 2 O Lagoon slaves;                        Proof proof and; If Happy
Otis is a starting point who is born in pleasure;               We
can walk through ideas,       If they have many CA;  MORE
AND THE driver,   instead of T- 1 THE next issue is Sense,
and there are ONE and Strength,       THAT certain amount
of intestines, Find some amount,               oh Best Scanned
Scenario Because of your 1000 milk milk etc.      Yo, wide
the ban Love O, how old are you, Okani; Near the province
of Asia, huh,                   there is nothing,           the following is the opposite;
These men, who are many there, gigantic.                                   in the record
It's a blessed breast-owl limited to Ka,                                         that's 2 their sites;                 it is not the case with Otis in Iowa in a white-T
alarm 1
In an Art section altar of Eni,                                        Aso Aso Aso Aso Aso
in the ONE wings Well Women are ...                                  Asal 2, Einstein's
driver Keke who are Chinese. The poet Paul,                               if they have
further to the right of Sarah proxy are girls girls;                                  ISIS 2;
NY design RENAL WINDING, RETURN, AND RETURN
intestine Trouble is at the door for death is not;                             Oh Get rid
of scams St. Try and PA and it's wedding gown,                           "Oh, my
Seth, we're doing something Feb 2 On Sailboats;                          Proof AND;
If truth is to start Happy,                            Happy is he who is born To satisfy
us; We can travel ideas during War, if they need lots of CA;
MODERN AND ATTRIBUTION,       Instead of T - 1 THE
ONLY **** SUBJECT MODEL,   And there are THESE
AND RETURN, HERE are some intestines,        Irina some
amount, oh, Best Screenshot          Stuff Because your 1000
Milk Milk, etc.   Yoo Broad Ban Love Oh, how old are you,
Okani;        Near the province of Asia, huh, there is nothing
the Now opposite; These men, who are many there,     high.
in the record Breast breastfeeding breast is limited
to Kiki; that's 2 their site is not the case of Iowa
encased in a white T alarm 1 In the picture section;
The timer's timer of Eli's Day Day Day Day
in the wings HERE BEFORE Women are ...
Asal 2,             Einstein Driver Kiki is a Chinese kid;
Archbishop Paul, if they have to go straight forward
Sarah's representative are girls; ISIS 2;     This store
Intensity of passion Renal; AND DEVELOPMENT
Problems are the gateway to death;               Oh Add Screenshots
St Try and PA and who's the wedding Gown, "Oh, my Settlement
in Trade Fairs 2 Lagoon Products; Proof proof and;             Good
Otis is the beginning of birth in happiness; A
can walk through ideas, If they have lots of CA;                     Many
AND DEPARTMENT, instead of T- 1 Thread that follows is Sense,
and that there is One and Here,             have a value
of the intestines, Find some value, oh Best Scanned
Optional Because of your 1000 milk milk and ultimately.
                                     Yo, throughout
Difference O, how old are you, Okani;
Nearby neighborhoods of Asia, huh,            nothing is the opposite;
These men, who are many there, gigantic.                   in the record
It is a honeycomb that is limited to so,
that is where they are
The essence of Iowa is in Otis'  is T T - alarm,    1
In part featured featured,       Sunday Diet Day Day
in the wings of Women Better ...  Asal 2, Einstein's
Keke that is Chinese.  Paul did not know if they had him
Further to the rights of proxy Sara was a girl girl; ISIS 2;
NY RENAL WINDING, RETURN, AND RENAL
intestine Problem at the door for death is not;          Oh, Take it away;
of the scams St Try and PA and the beauty of the wedding,
"Oh, me Seth,            we're doing something February 2 On the ships;
Proof AND; If it is true to start the Blessings, Blessed is the one born
To search time;                            |        We can travel on trips during the War,
if they need more CA; FROM AND GREAT,
      Instead of T - 1 THOSE
ONE ONLY THE PEOPLE,                                                       And these are
AND REFERENCE, Where are some intestines,
a few yards value, oh Best Screenshot Stuff Due to your 1000
Milk milk, etc. Yo,                               Broad Ban Love Oh, how old are you,
Okani;                              In the area of ​​Asia, power, nothing
In the meantime;          These men, who are many there, tall.
In breast cancer Breast cancer is limited
from Kiki;                        that has 2 their space is not the case of Iowa's case
Alarms 1 In the picture Clock Clock Clock
                                           Day Day Day in the Bows Now NO Women in ...

if looks could ****
     i'd be slaughtering the masses
and if these walls could talk
     they'd probably never stop laughing
but if that ***** of a mattress should crack
and leak the secrets of mine that she keeps in her chest-
like tightly bound metallic coils-
     so help me lillith

i'll burn this house to the ground

     i'd rather see all that i've built turn into ashes
than to hear her voice rehasing all the whispers i'm slinging whilst fast asleep
     or how i cry in bed for weeks
     or the way i flinch when the sun crosses my face
like a shadow i can't name

     i'm a mess
a natural disaster with whirlwind hair and a lightning strike pulse
     in a second-hand dress that doesn't fit right
          i'm fine
     i'll survive

but should you be the boy i find
     and i bring you home tonight
just know that i'm better than alright
          know how very much i feel alive
regardless of the subconscious soliloquies you unleash in your half-silence
     divulging secrets whilst you slumber

          i wake like the waves lapping at a fallen empire's shoreline
     and quest to test your lyrical limitations and the possible personification of your breath
     and your chest
          heaving like the sea himself

Oh weary traveller heed this warning or ye be hers before the morning.

Beware the sorceress's lair ! Her all seeing evil eye will freeze you with a stare. Folk say she feeds darkness,it eats right from her hand. Enticing siren song haunts this wretched land.

An offering you must give..a promise...a soul..a secret never to be told. Maybe she will let you live or **** you stone cold.

The black abyss is her home, she prowls the night silent and alone. The dealer of misery a stealer of souls. Poisonous enchantress seducer of humanity writhing naked in wicked sin and depravity.

Full moon rising , it's magical silvery rays to Lillith so energising. From the coven of iniquity she'll seek you out, without mercy devoid of feeling, this goddess of antiquity.

Oh weary traveller heed this warning or ye be hers before the morning.

"They never made a proper term to describe us."

She began.

The candle light
Flickered
In the warm
May breeze

She swirled the liquid in her cup,
She said it was wine.
It looked more like gold.

"But, still, they tried..."

Sucubus
Siren
Demon
Her lips curved around the word,
Almost
Fondly.
It made sense her name was

L
I
L
L
I
T
H

Lillith

But, when she placed her glass down, she stared up at the moon, her amber eyes glistening, almost bright yellow.

Witch.*


I don't remember the rest of the night,
But I know it was filled with kindness I've never known,
And it smelled
Like jasmine
And gardenias.

How far is it?
There is dirt on my feet, black and sore
Spreading all over the pages of Lillith
This earth I am traveling from, in agony
I cannot undo myself
The heart keps beating me
There is a minute, a split second, a lifetime  
How far is it?

And what did you slip into the water?
I catch glimpses of Lillith in the trees
I'm jealous cause she's the only one
Not on her knees
I'm worried you're tainted
You know that I am
I know that you're lying
But I'm alive all the same

I don't want to cling
To something other than me--
If I lie to myself
At least I can see

Helena will let you take her picture for money doing anything—
Give her enough whisky and she will get on her knees and **** off a dog—
The dog has been trained and knows what’s coming—
She works for Abraham and always has a smile on her painted face

She walks the streets in red fishnets collecting money
For Group 13
On Lezno Street—
She lived to die an old woman in my arms—
Still saying through her cracked lips how she used to be a *******
In the ghetto because she had to eat, dry biscuits or ****, or both—
I still love her and always will
She dreamed she was German

More beautiful than the chosen few
More beautiful than the shiksas,
So beautiful she could me hard just thinking about her
She had no mother she’d admit to—
All the while on her knees choking,
She was into being strangled—
It made her feel so alive, even years later—
She would never wear fishnets again because they reminded her of nights in the ghetto,
On rooftops with the blond boys who wouldn’t let her know their names,
Pretending they were ****** a ****** with a broken bottleneck

In her tattered housecoat making coffee,
Her mind in fragments, memories of her ancient grandmother
Who was yishuv but whose own memories were scattered like sand in the wind,
She knew she had an Arab lover once, many in fact—
She was just like her grandmother—
Just like Ruth and Esther and Jezebel,
And Deborah and Judith and Eve and Lillith
Just like all the women in the books—
But not like them at all, just naked like them
Just easy like them, there were thousands more—

I walked in on her taking a bath and she insisted that I *** in the tub—
I loved Ann dearly and should have loved her better,
Should have married her,
Should have had a Jewish wife and been famous for it
Like the other black guys, but no—
I didn’t **** her in the basement alley
I bailed her out of Kingston jail instead
I left her alone to **** another man’s **** like the judenrat ***** she was,
It was a habit she never broke and never told her kids about, or did she?
Did she go senile before she died, I don’t know—

Is she dead? I don’t know
But one day a long time ago, she was dragged into a hallway,
Her worn down high heels left behind on the pavement and gang *****
In the hall beneath the mailboxes

But I do know from that day on
Helena would let you take pictures of her doing anything—
She was jokingly called the queen of the ghetto, but seriously, she was