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"latent" poems
It's beginning... As my day matured into the tangerine sun. Familiar feelings effortlessly conjured as the same old tales were spun. Some came in hues of marmalade Traces of citrus that left in haste. Initial sweetness on the palate that would fade Only making way for a bitter aftertaste. A few were wrapped in tints of ginger. A jolt-like sensation that spoke... Intense and unmistakable in nature. Like glowing embers engulfed in latent flames and smoke. Several bore the colours and scent of marigold Boasting of orange petals whimsically waving to the clouds... Whispering hints of rumours from days of old, Days of when mine was the only silent face in a boisterous crowd. The ones forged in bronze were few and hardly said. Like the only compelling excerpt embedded within infinite chapters. Hidden words in plain sight strung together boldly in red. Rubies cast carelessly in the swiftest of rivers... It is beginning... The end of today as the sun grew redder... I'd bide the sands of time as it slips away into forever...
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Apr 26, 2015
Apr 26, 2015 at 11:33 AM UTC
Spectrum Orange
*Brittle dry earth beaming with longing, For wet kisses from heavy heavens' door, In soothing rain, finds the heart’s belonging, Releasing the sweetest aroma...petrichor.* ***The mist of warm moist wafting playfully, Kissing and engulfing in a subtle unworldly spin... A feeling ensnared by the clutches of fond remembrance. Like the cadence of your breaths upon my parched skin...*** *A taste of your last dance on my fervent lips, Awoken with each drop, still makes me thirst, I lift my head, entranced by memory’s grips, Craving you, again to make my heart burst.* ***Here again...two drenched hearts encased in glass, Latent spectres melded together as they did before, Promises wrapped and bound to the gaits of the other, In eternal dance, laced with everlasting redolent petrichor...*** Dajena M rhymesmith
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Oct 8, 2014
Oct 8, 2014 at 1:00 AM UTC
Petrichor (Collaboration with Dajena M...again!)
.    *Curious minds,       splashing under        moonlight        With       outstretched kisses      pulsating yellow,      Over the awestruck       magical        rainbow,          Feverishly tracking each          supernova       on sight.*    ***Resting the moment     on a      cresting knoll,     With    an audience of several    time-worn      rocks.       Whilst the         whistling sirens         in the winds do call...           Wasting away         the ticks of      worldly       clocks.***         *Evading with class,        all        heart's turbulence,         Craters of sadness           congeal            in thin air,              Glamorous amnesia              falls           with cadence,          Eyes wide shut,          susurrating           a            lost prayer.*              ***Lifeless gazes                yield                only              abrasive tears.              As erratum               catches up                 with its                  gaping maw.               Hurling             its anguish              in              rips and shears,               Bleeding out                 of                singing wounds              so raw.              But...               time carries confident,                 its stock of                    soothing balm.                    Latent doses                  hidden                 within                  invisible vials.                   Welcoming vision                     with its                     sunlit palms,                    Staving the longing                     for the                     fear of trials.***                       *Now hushed                          remain the remorseful                         battle trenches,                         Deprived of their own                           victims                             save gaping wounds,                             Only                              faint faith                                 commanding                                    corroded limp                                    forces,                                  Stirring                                 light away                                from                                 all                                  agony                                     and                                    doom.*                               Moonskittles                             ryn
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Jan 23, 2015
Jan 23, 2015 at 6:40 AM UTC
Temporal Healing (Collaboration with the Sensational Moonskittles)
.    *Curious minds,       splashing under        moonlight        With       outstretched kisses      pulsating yellow,      Over the awestruck       magical        rainbow,          Feverishly tracking each          supernova       on sight.*    ***Resting the moment     on a      cresting knoll,     With    an audience of several    time-worn      rocks.       Whilst the         whistling sirens         in the winds do call...           Wasting away         the ticks of      worldly       clocks.***         *Evading with class,        all        heart's turbulence,         Craters of sadness           congeal            in thin air,              Glamorous amnesia              falls           with cadence,          Eyes wide shut,          susurrating           a            lost prayer.*              ***Lifeless gazes                yield                only              abrasive tears.              As erratum               catches up                 with its                  gaping maw.               Hurling             its anguish              in              rips and shears,               Bleeding out                 of                singing wounds              so raw.              But...               time carries confident,                 its stock of                    soothing balm.                    Latent doses                  hidden                 within                  invisible vials.                   Welcoming vision                     with its                     sunlit palms,                    Staving the longing                     for the                     fear of trials.***                       *Now hushed                          remain the remorseful                         battle trenches,                         Deprived of their own                           victims                             save gaping wounds,                             Only                              faint faith                                 commanding                                    corroded limp                                    forces,                                  Stirring                                 light away                                from                                 all                                  agony                                     and                                    doom.*                               Moonskittles                             ryn
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Picture yours, put it out to your kaleidoscope. Like the day at the full-blown noon or the night on the cheek of the moon a flame burning on the underlying dark a dawn switches on the first light a sun comes out of the night. Visualise your latent one put it on before your mirror! Princely give the eyeballs a designer treat. Paint your masterpiece at the day’s peep. Hook the browsers at their first click.
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Jun 1, 2017
Jun 1, 2017 at 12:40 PM UTC
Picture You
You must begin early while it is cool and your head clear discernment, a sharpened tine probing the rocky darkness for all things latent and destructive. Be aware that the velvet sage of the leaves belies their power to take over every space, remember roots burrow deep, anchoring in fissures we don’t even know exist. You must delve as close to the origin as possible or the **** you think eradicated will bide its time, germinating in the still secret ground waiting for light to penetrate the moist earth waking the sprout who voraciously pushes up and out a curled blemish in your otherwise carefully tended garden.
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Nov 3, 2015
Nov 3, 2015 at 8:56 AM UTC
Weeding
.      ...is a fragile little thing,      that most tend to overlook.      Small word with a **** big meaning*.      Some may uphold it; some may      conveniently have it mistook... Trust...      ...is in the grasp of the unknown      stranger,      that helps you up when you've fallen      down. Trust...      ...is the pact between you and the cab      driver,      as he takes you to where you want to      be, across town. Trust...      ...the bough on which your swing does      sit.      Pray that it doesn't break as you enjoy      its joyous ride. Trust...      ...your cook, hoping in your food he      doesn't spit...      Especially when you've provided      feedback that scuffed his pride. Trust...      ...lays exposed when the keys to your      house you surrender,      to your neighbour who'd keep an eye      while you're away on a retreat. Trust...      ...exists latent in the open palm of your      caregiver...      As a child you'd take his hand so he'd      ferry you safely across the street. Trust...      ...is the unspoken oath that I had thought      we both held sacred...      When I spilled the contents, my heart      couldn't bear much longer. Trust...      ...meant nothing when you took it all for      granted,      when you weakened and succumbed...      ...and then shared with another...
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Jan 21, 2015
Jan 21, 2015 at 7:14 AM UTC
Trust
I am but a driftwood All but forgotten from whence I came A place where once had a name A time when all was good I am but a driftwood Set myself adrift Currents they lift Bearing their latent gifts I move as they shift I'd protest if only I could I am but a driftwood Over a body so vast Over wrecks with broken masts Spiteful winds howl with angered gusts An eternity that would last Eroding my integrity like it should I am but a driftwood Know not of where I'm headed Render me hopeful but will me jaded Pillaged and plundered Looted and raided Swallowed and spat out, ocean's food I am but a driftwood Lost and forlorn out at sea Awaiting land that would receive me Take me in like I'm meant to be Give me your sand, bury me completely Keep me in the safety of your hood I am but a driftwood I remember the place from whence I came A faded dream with a name Still drifting away from all that's good
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Aug 2, 2014
Aug 2, 2014 at 2:25 PM UTC
Driftwood
Lou, You're an orphan now. The deciding vote In your favor, The good kisses, The latent reconciliation Linger in this thick room. You won't need to clean chimneys, Work in a blacking factory, Get your ears pinched, and your **** kicked. You've laid out a fine plaster effigy In this cherry box; Yet Enzo's nature is hidden: His personal tears And public laughter Aren't in this demeanor With rosary weaved into the basket of his hands. We've polished our shoes, So we stand and discuss The crucifix wedged To hold up the lid, And how we follow our fathers' footsteps. We knew it to end this way With our fathers' generation.      *But you must know your father lost a father,      That father lost, lost his...* I too am orphaned, Lou, And we'll continue on As orphans do.
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Jun 23, 2015
Jun 23, 2015 at 10:04 AM UTC
Orphans
In a time, when men were the superheroes, born in an unconventional location, a young girl, unknown to the future she was destined to, was born with a uniqueness unfound in all people, a superpower of empathy and as she grew, the world knew she was imbued as a living embodiment of legends: Athena's wisdom, beauty that surpassed the goddess Aphrodite, conversational skills that made Hermes envious, and strength that Hercules could never attain. As she approached an age, when her parents would trust her to be guardian, her powers manifested. This incredible child was now a woman. With the ability to heal those in need: she could expunge poison that had afflicted a person, even their hearts, a God-given gift for those most sacred; her correspondences exponentially developed, able to connect in all languages, fueled by her empathetic nature, this allowed all who interacted with her to trust her for she radiates sincerity. Now, fully grown, this super-no- This Wonder Woman had retired her duties to save the world, not forsake it, but, to train Wonder Girl, her daughter, to unlock the latent abilities her mother had passed on to her. She still looks up at the Higher Power and realizes her duty to provide the world justice is not over but only beginning. Her holy spirit was not unacknowledged and was gifted a bulletproof bracelet, forged by the most skilled craftsman by direction of all that is wise and healing. Given to her to wear so that nothing could halt her as she continues her fate to provide the world a humanity that could only come from an intrinsically true dear heart.
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May 10, 2015
May 10, 2015 at 12:17 AM UTC
Ode to Mama
In a time, when men were the superheroes, born in an unconventional location, a young girl, unknown to the future she was destined to, was born with a uniqueness unfound in all people, a superpower of empathy and as she grew, the world knew she was imbued as a living embodiment of legends: Athena's wisdom, beauty that surpassed the goddess Aphrodite, conversational skills that made Hermes envious, and strength that Hercules could never attain. As she approached an age, when her parents would trust her to be guardian, her powers manifested. This incredible child was now a woman. With the ability to heal those in need: she could expunge poison that had afflicted a person, even their hearts, a God-given gift for those most sacred; her correspondences exponentially developed, able to connect in all languages, fueled by her empathetic nature, this allowed all who interacted with her to trust her for she radiates sincerity. Now, fully grown, this super-no- This Wonder Woman had retired her duties to save the world, not forsake it, but, to train Wonder Girl, her daughter, to unlock the latent abilities her mother had passed on to her. She still looks up at the Higher Power and realizes her duty to provide the world justice is not over but only beginning. Her holy spirit was not unacknowledged and was gifted a bulletproof bracelet, forged by the most skilled craftsman by direction of all that is wise and healing. Given to her to wear so that nothing could halt her as she continues her fate to provide the world a humanity that could only come from an intrinsically true dear heart.
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*pain knocks on weathered doors fastened ever tightly cryptic access is denied it camouflages in the shadows stealthily it watches hypervigilance enhancing catastrophe awaiting it strikes in latent graveyards the gale begins to form and unleashes its fierce torrent the latch shattered and torn there’s now an open entrance creeping in it slithers engulfing to encompass digging up emotions buried underground there hovering and foggy tho’ murky does not smother but fleshes out the psyche entombed and cobweb covered it crawls along the edges and peers in secret ledges seeps into sequesters like dust settled in feathers it slides through every feeling and when it’s at its blackest it carves the darkness out and let’s in sunlight’s presence © 2016janetaylor
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May 1, 2016
May 1, 2016 at 12:42 PM UTC
hidden places
Puissant piquant and predatory And observant from afar He looks down on your slumber Like a door that's left ajar Plying with his manly vice A reckless male visage A rogue of masculine device Seeks entrance to your mind He saunters with a swagger A macho savvy moxie To personify virility's incarnate His dream zone's metier He sifts your ****** entourage In search of sprawls recumbence To tantalize climactic fervor With lambent photic scenes Grasping at your revelries He spies the wanton lust With swanky strut appealing Your primal urge to sate He leaves undone resistance With innate resilience seized The lavish wayward implications Of unrequited livid deeds Like passion's lurid lecheries An insatiable torrid sooth You wrestle with his adamance Your  carnal ecstasies revealed You pounce on his exsertion You splay your agile form wriggling like a supple nymph You accept his blatant storm You writhe in your abandon In a euphoric supplication His machismo ****** enveloping Your wildest latent needs With no regrets or reticence you awaken from this dream To find yourself alone again Like it had never been
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May 19, 2018
May 19, 2018 at 9:51 PM UTC
Incubus
Ban flu, Man flu. Aching head, Bleary eyes, Death lurking, In disguise, Under the bed, What a surprise, **** off Death, I’m going to rise. No I’m not, I flop down, Head cushioned, In eiderdown, In the curtains, Face of a clown, In medication, Senses drown. I’m not dying, I am in a state, Snot and phlegm, I ******* hate, No latent desire, To ********** No appetite, I’m losing weight! I’m getting better, Weak as a lamb, A hot toddy, A wee dram, Man flu is real, Not a sham, Getting better, The **** I am. The fifth day, What a-to-do, So had enough, Of feeling blue, Death lost, So go ***** Getting dressed, I am its true. Man flu, Ban flu. © Paul Chafer 2014
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Feb 5, 2014
Feb 5, 2014 at 10:24 AM UTC
Flu
Stars shine on in a night sky so black you can see the truth. What is that light but an interruption to progress so blinding the sun blushes– as if another light vandalized our ever darkening sky. Closing out on reality, opening up to ideals, it’s the rays piercing through the layers and the yea-sayers nodding off to sleep in a darkness so deep. When the genius strips off the latent, flexes its manifest intelligence, and puts down thoughts that flare into the darkness. No effort from a sun fibbing eternal. The end might come but the hand who writes eternity can’t see the end coming. Who are the geniuses expelling the light and who are the receivers not likely to admit their stupor for fear of fantastic phantasms. Fleeing from their folly, straying into strange, insipid serials, unending, not rerunning– only growing obese with weight Of chances not spent.
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Mar 25, 2012
Mar 25, 2012 at 3:35 AM UTC
Flares from a Dying Sun
Cicadas whine metallically In trees along the sweltered streets; Wasps and hornets arc angrily Enough to cause me fear. Late summer’s not my favorite time of year. Flowers nearly done; The tulips, irises, and poppies Long since seeded out; They’ve had their fun. Bedraggled day lilies remain, This is the beginning of the mums. Bees seek latent nectars Or tap into their golden stores To supplement their bumbling runs. Lawns foist a burnt but stubborn edge While only thistles still refuse To bow to August's incessant heat; Their spikes sprout poisonous defiance. The dog’s left yellowed pools of dying grass; I admit the neighbors’ lawns surpass.   I suppose the time to gather Drying excrement’s returned, alas.... Keeping up appearances is hard at summer's end. Ennui of season full and just past ripe   Leaves tired old men like me A chiding cause to gripe.
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Aug 18, 2018
Aug 18, 2018 at 10:39 AM UTC
Deep Summer Now
Just disappearing isn't possible when it takes so long for a rock wall to erode away   The wind is the only one that sees you, and its silence grinds down from the inside out a mountain too high to climb   It's hard to forget swelling words spoken under the breath of the voice of silence, when your hands are lined with all that they ever have; still bearing every latent piece that breaks off tryin' to keep from the sight of another tempest storm gale moving worlds   So I'm going way outside the edge of the inside; crossing over way outside the lines covered by gathered windblown life fractals     Though I may not get back in again, way outside the lines, or I might not even want to ... you can’t go back the same way you came, everything changes while you're gone even if you DO notice   Gravity pulls with the strength of a turning tide: you can try and fight it, but you can't stop its running downhill looking behind your eyes, trying to take you back the same way you went way outside   the lines ...         Jesse
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Apr 4, 2018
Apr 4, 2018 at 2:14 PM UTC
Way outside the lines
resuming vogon poetry altering website logos pretending everyone cares playing "east hastings" asphyxiating well-nigh denouement depicting twitter status obfuscating coincident deletions translating from Sḵwx̱wú7mesh assuring Sḵwx̱wú7mesh exists painting skwiḵw's mother? decrying micropolitical maelstrom imbibing fireball fountain inundating lexical foofaraw crafting poetic wonders desiring other mediums remaining practically invisible ending internet-only depression drafting noetic blunders requesting astute clique blazing perilous trail aging ominous grisaille depicting kmart realism seeking darker groups increasing pre-weekend laughter appropriating communist symbols making lone chuckle offending worldwide communists colonizing hello poetry colonizing parallel universe relaxing e-migration policies пить чистую водку photographing abduction scene ¿losing consistent format? increasing bluebird insignia avoiding frivolous legalities striking astraphobic comments assuming near-universal automation lowering latent inhibition traversing oneiric plane laxwadding afebrile loodies wallscaping pitchsourced chthonicities closing one-star conveniences sharing alien-looking alphabet writing system downtimes
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Sep 13, 2015
Sep 13, 2015 at 7:42 PM UTC
201509-w1
The absence of relief deluged my existence, My hands trembled with a fear of defeat And with my legs about to give away, I stood there, trying to fix my broken pieces. My bones felt like cracked crayons about to shatter, into infinite irreparable fragments. Stillness, silence, loss and sadness, Strengthened the demons residing in my mind. Yet I tried to fade the reality with flashes of soothing memories. Hoping, that the lost silvery rays of my past, would overpower the dark entities residing within me. Although I knew quite well, they were feeding on the darkness I myself created. Now I was nearing my end, Like the moth nearing the alight candle. Happiness, contentment, love, And every little soothing emotion was lost in the silhouette created by  the dark entities who claimed my mind their home. Adding to their darkness were the shadows of eerie disappointment. All relief was now hidden in some unreachable fraction, of the dark labyrinth my mind now was. I was deluged in insecurities, finally accepting my worthlessness. Yet a latent emotion called hope, still managed to swim in the dark waters of the abysmal pit of despondency which was engulfing my mind like a black hole. I moved my fragile body and tried to stand. And with the little strength that was left, I tried to calm the demons residing in me, like a mother trying to calm her weeping infant with a soothing lullaby. I succeeded for a silvery moment, but the momentary relief was lost again. Alas! I knew they were now awake for eternity. Then finally, defeated and hopeless, I shattered like a house of cards forever.
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Aug 15, 2014
Aug 15, 2014 at 11:13 AM UTC
Defeat
The absence of relief deluged my existence, My hands trembled with a fear of defeat And with my legs about to give away, I stood there, trying to fix my broken pieces. My bones felt like cracked crayons about to shatter, into infinite irreparable fragments. Stillness, silence, loss and sadness, Strengthened the demons residing in my mind. Yet I tried to fade the reality with flashes of soothing memories. Hoping, that the lost silvery rays of my past, would overpower the dark entities residing within me. Although I knew quite well, they were feeding on the darkness I myself created. Now I was nearing my end, Like the moth nearing the alight candle. Happiness, contentment, love, And every little soothing emotion was lost in the silhouette created by  the dark entities who claimed my mind their home. Adding to their darkness were the shadows of eerie disappointment. All relief was now hidden in some unreachable fraction, of the dark labyrinth my mind now was. I was deluged in insecurities, finally accepting my worthlessness. Yet a latent emotion called hope, still managed to swim in the dark waters of the abysmal pit of despondency which was engulfing my mind like a black hole. I moved my fragile body and tried to stand. And with the little strength that was left, I tried to calm the demons residing in me, like a mother trying to calm her weeping infant with a soothing lullaby. I succeeded for a silvery moment, but the momentary relief was lost again. Alas! I knew they were now awake for eternity. Then finally, defeated and hopeless, I shattered like a house of cards forever.
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An evil monster blocks my path. It looks at me while giving a sinister grin. With fear in my heart, I try to fight it. My efforts are in vain. The monster overpowers me. The monster leaves me defeated. Laughing, the monster rushes to attack my friends. One by one the monster hurts them. All just to torture me. Tears run across my face. For, I am helpless to stop the monster. All I could do was watch the horror, Unable to fight anymore. I recall all the times That I needed to be strong, But failed to achieve victory. A friend reaches out to me. His last words begin to spark something in me. The monster sees this and kills him. Something awakens in me. Out of rage, I transform. Pain causing me to go beyond my limits. Latent power that I never knew I had explodes. The monster looks back at me. The monster is speechless, And begins to shake. With sharp eyes, I challenge the monster again. The battle is once again one-sided. However, this time, I overpower the monster. The monster is unable to keep up anymore. The pain the monster had dealt, Was paid back. The monster gets desperate, But the monster’s efforts are in vain. With borrowed strength, plus the rage and sorrow burning in my heart, I slay the monster for good. Exhausted and the battle over, I smile while shedding one last tear.
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Mar 28, 2018
Mar 28, 2018 at 8:42 PM UTC
The Monster
*As a kid when I heard the stories Of heavens and hells And gods and ghosts I thought of those to be true But as I grew My education warned me Not to trust that view As a child when my elders advised Do unto others as you would have them do to you I thought they were impractical Ignorant of smartness required To manage things through By far I thought I was the wise To have known it all Realized late in time How great was that fall Superficial logic, intellectual materialism Cloaked my natural state of true mind Boosting desires, sterile opinions Leaving the true sense behind I am thankful to the nature For giving me an opportune To study the greatest reality Why humans are marooned Time and space are eternal I am just the part of that infinite The one awarded with human form For some past intentions right I should not take pride in that For where I am today Later might be someone else’s part Man who decoded the mystery of mind Taught this decades ago Guard thoughts, actions, and speech To reach the real goal Not judge anything and any being Instead focus on developing clear seeing As everything is ever changing Including ones birth realms A full mind just exhibits knowledge Only in empty mind wisdom reaps Don’t get swayed by extremes Middle way is the path of keep Now I understand Message behind the moral stories What one sows is what one reaps One gets heavenly pleasures or hellish pain Exclusively based on law of deeds One gets what one deserves For law of nature never fails But latent power within Can turn it all around If not enlightenment One can at least find in life A decent ground Now and in future!*
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Mar 5, 2016
Mar 5, 2016 at 1:18 AM UTC
Power of Mind-A Tiny Buddha Within All
*As a kid when I heard the stories Of heavens and hells And gods and ghosts I thought of those to be true But as I grew My education warned me Not to trust that view As a child when my elders advised Do unto others as you would have them do to you I thought they were impractical Ignorant of smartness required To manage things through By far I thought I was the wise To have known it all Realized late in time How great was that fall Superficial logic, intellectual materialism Cloaked my natural state of true mind Boosting desires, sterile opinions Leaving the true sense behind I am thankful to the nature For giving me an opportune To study the greatest reality Why humans are marooned Time and space are eternal I am just the part of that infinite The one awarded with human form For some past intentions right I should not take pride in that For where I am today Later might be someone else’s part Man who decoded the mystery of mind Taught this decades ago Guard thoughts, actions, and speech To reach the real goal Not judge anything and any being Instead focus on developing clear seeing As everything is ever changing Including ones birth realms A full mind just exhibits knowledge Only in empty mind wisdom reaps Don’t get swayed by extremes Middle way is the path of keep Now I understand Message behind the moral stories What one sows is what one reaps One gets heavenly pleasures or hellish pain Exclusively based on law of deeds One gets what one deserves For law of nature never fails But latent power within Can turn it all around If not enlightenment One can at least find in life A decent ground Now and in future!*
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Marooned  land-locked     on  island  earth Born with an orphan’s     unknowable ache Born with an empath heart – always feeling too much – mystic receptors wide awake     in a highly sensitive soul It’s as if I've walked along       forever alone,     one step at a time,     lost in a restless nebula from the earth to the moon Consciously dreaming       to steal away,  bearing the weight of the sky,  upwards over the mountain, away from these chains          that bind     The maelstroms echo behind silenced, probing eyes with an unsated thirst       to be wanted     dead or otherwise: Never understanding     the reasons why, spinning around in my head; where "once upon a time"         was hidden,         buried alive               A lifetime spent trying     to unlearn the things     I wish I’d never     sought to know,     clinging to the love I've touched in my life   evermore enwombed        in my heart     Passing milestones: walking another barefoot mile passing so many locked doors     without keyholes – way outside the lines –     Choking on all     the latent words       lay fallow,        left unsaid  Always looking for something dreamt but seldom manifest  Growing so tired and weary with no one standing by my side;   no one to lay down beside me     to take a rest for awhile Just another chapter in a timeless same old story;   another dark star       burned – out       – vanished – into the utter obscurity of a sky so close and yet        so far away... Jesse Stillwater ... August 22, 2018
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Aug 21, 2018
Aug 21, 2018 at 7:21 PM UTC
Marooned
Marooned  land-locked     on  island  earth Born with an orphan’s     unknowable ache Born with an empath heart – always feeling too much – mystic receptors wide awake     in a highly sensitive soul It’s as if I've walked along       forever alone,     one step at a time,     lost in a restless nebula from the earth to the moon Consciously dreaming       to steal away,  bearing the weight of the sky,  upwards over the mountain, away from these chains          that bind     The maelstroms echo behind silenced, probing eyes with an unsated thirst       to be wanted     dead or otherwise: Never understanding     the reasons why, spinning around in my head; where "once upon a time"         was hidden,         buried alive               A lifetime spent trying     to unlearn the things     I wish I’d never     sought to know,     clinging to the love I've touched in my life   evermore enwombed        in my heart     Passing milestones: walking another barefoot mile passing so many locked doors     without keyholes – way outside the lines –     Choking on all     the latent words       lay fallow,        left unsaid  Always looking for something dreamt but seldom manifest  Growing so tired and weary with no one standing by my side;   no one to lay down beside me     to take a rest for awhile Just another chapter in a timeless same old story;   another dark star       burned – out       – vanished – into the utter obscurity of a sky so close and yet        so far away... Jesse Stillwater ... August 22, 2018
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As a young girl I was always expected to do as I was told. Don’t be too loud, don’t talk back, don’t appear to be sassy or bold. Mind your manners, hold your tongue, there is no space for being rude. Tone it down, cover it up, we don’t want your black girl attitude. Forced into boxes with no space to move. Restricted and restrained with everything to prove. Constantly combatting the narrative they paint. Making us look like animals while they look like saints. We are said to be angry, bitter and loud. Troublesome, uneducated, following the crowd. Masculine, impute, stubborn and broken. Accessories, trophies that ”one” friend, the token. These strings of disrespect will no longer be allowed. I don’t care if I’m not polished enough, I’m unwilling to be cowed. Take back your subtle hate and blatant prejudices all wrapped up in a bow. Served on a platter with fluffy words of disapproval and the saying “that’s just the way things go”. They say we are stubborn, unmovable and complacent. Well , consider how our feelings are always compartmentalized and latent. Our cries go unheard, our request are unmet. No one to protect us, left on our own to fret. This debt that we carry is too much to bare. It’s just as heavy as the onus that we all have to share. We are ethereal, complex and fed up with your satire. You can have whatever you think of me, I’m done being your Sapphire.
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Nov 10, 2022
Nov 10, 2022 at 2:19 AM UTC
The Plight of A Black Woman: Sapphire
I write to you, to you my dear. I write now but I'll read to you soon, I hope you'll hear me then. I need to get it off my chest, words I want to express. I'll tell you three things, to express your worth to me. I hope you keep this close, to free up doubt in anytime of your life. I hope you think of me, when you read these three poems. To you my dear, I fear that anyone who comes to know you, will discover you're true beauty. Not just looks, not just pretty eyes but a beautiful soul behind that lovely personality. I love how you care so deeply about me, seemingly so when you are troubled yourself. To you my dear, I adore how kind you are. You see, I find myself smiling every time you do any small good thing around me. I appreciate your deepest qualities and your kindred spirit. Even when I see your inability, I can't help but adore and love you. To you my love, the enchantment of being with you, are moments I enjoy most. Latent with so much love and chemistry, I cant wait to see where our path goes. I'm so fond of the idea of 'us', I wonder where this river flow will go. To you From me SS
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Sep 22, 2018
Sep 22, 2018 at 7:44 AM UTC
To You
It's telling looking through the window’s eyes ;  a room with a paling grey glass view befogs the clouds reign inside the storm Often feeling misbegotten regret for the unfiltered passing glimpses, whetstone honed and splayed ; raw hues of a latent life exposed There's an uncertain hidden shame in the unheard truth starving out in the cold; dwelling in a petrifying silence of a common hunger the lonely do ache    Merciless hunger pangs manifest and shake with an unrelenting bitter taste ; loneliness grapples and grips like a silent earth quake rattling a rib caged heart — writhing as Autumn bares the trees    A jagged ambiguous fault line ripples through the hollow echo ; a bolt of lightning caught in a bottle strikes — silently contained swallowing the unspoken words in a greater good This broken merry-go-round keeps turning round and round; the great mandala spinning on like a worn out hamster-wheel without a conscious trace of going anywhere out there The place you come from is gone when you leave it — even if you really never feel you were from anywhere but a thousand unmarked mileposts from out here somewhere adrift; a pilgrimage towards understanding why sometimes I don’t know if I know who I am — or could have been — waiting on a threadbare prayer One-day the winds of change will shapeshift — bye and bye ... "When the light that's lost within us reaches the sky" Jesse Stillwater November 2018
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Nov 1, 2018
Nov 1, 2018 at 2:16 PM UTC
As Autumn Bares the Trees
You measure in vast spaces that my memory fills Revolving. I take you where you thought before you might get left behind. Instead Our Love is sly references to Private Jokes and how your eyes light up as you twirl around inside your favorite Polka Dot Dress. Knowing “That’s when I think you look your best.” With Egyptian eyeliner to illuminate the understatement. Kudos. Deserved, after all you do accept (Not without forgiving humour...) A latent tendency in myself to elongate an awkward silence after committing whichever topical and firmly established social faux pas given the setting. Not forgetting, my oft lauded lack of a certain finesse Establishes around my name a peculiar sentiment Windswept spiky hair and caught-out schoolboy face Notwithstanding. Perhaps, “it’s clever not to deny the girl” her entertainment.
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Apr 30, 2013
Apr 30, 2013 at 4:52 PM UTC
Private Jokes and a Polka Dot Dress
The first line iced with hope; straight from the heart. Melody striving to impress; the sound of a fresh start, The world would hear the latent pain- only they listened closely. And maybe in those happy lyrics, they would see the irony. No, never with their minds; they only listened with their ears. Only heard her 'happy' melody; never her unspoken fears. Sung too many times, her chorus had lost its charm. 'Encore. Encore. It can't possibly do you any harm.' The winds yelled cruelly, the clouds roared with fury and might. Trials and tribulations; the universe always ready to pick a fight. There was no exit from this world- this battlefield of horror, Where soldiers trudged unarmed, yet unscathed never. Nostalgia struck; breaking through her unfortified mind. The prettiest of smiles on her lips; it was time to rewind. There was no audience; not a soul around to stare. Singing on the road sans inhibition, she had not a care.
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Jul 27, 2014
Jul 27, 2014 at 7:04 AM UTC
Singing on the Road.