"lali" poems
I'm not going to tell all my friends I'm suicidal
and I'm not going to send three texts to every contact I have every day
I don't need to make plans with them
I'm fine with the socialization I get from school
I'm not suicidal because of things at school
my problems stem from home
Dad is almost never home
just because his job makes him have to work far away doesn't mean he can't call
Meena needs to get off my ***
every single tiny ******* thing she feels the need to point out
and not to mention the fat shaming
And just because Lali has ADHD doesn't mean she can be a *****
she can't tell me nobody likes me and I have no friends because she's angry
I'm no psychologist
but I don't think ADHD works like that
And you need to get off my *** when it comes to grades
I made it into the school musical
I have a pretty big role
And band
I might ask for a solo
but you wouldn't care about my intrests would you
no... all it is is school, school, school, and grades with you
and maybe
yeah
most of my friends from my favorite friend group are going through a tough time
but you know what
I get more support there
than I do at home
so no
I'm not lonely
i'm... neglected, I guess
Jan 12, 2025
Jan 12, 2025 at 11:33 PM UTC
"YOUR GRADES ARE SLIPPING
WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU"
there are people in my grade that would **** for a C
an A- is not that bad
"I KNOW YOU CAN RUN FASTER
YOU'RE JUST NOT TRYING"
this is the fastest I can run
i'm sorry you're dissappointed
"YOU'RE EATING AGAIN
SLOW DOWN BIGGIE"
it's just a granola bar
I haven't eaten anything else all day
"NOBODY LIKES YOU
N O B O D Y"
...
it's fine
it's all fine
i'll fix it all
don't you worry
Mom
I promise no assignments will have less then 100 ever again
every 100%
every smiley face
every "good job!"
will be written on the paper with the blood from my wrists
Dad
I promise i'll run faster
i'll run until I throw up
no
even better
until I pass out
Meena
I promise to stop eating so much
matter fact i'll just stop eating altogether
and I won't start again
not until you can clearly see my ribs poking through my skin
and Lali
I promise
once I make everyone else happy
i'll make you happy
by ending it all
Dec 25, 2024
Dec 25, 2024 at 10:54 PM UTC