"kunbi" poems
I sat on top of the world; everyone knew my name
Now I try to find my way back, all I know is shame
My cars; crashed into parties, everyone wanted to be in my fancy wear
Why didn’t I look up investing and insuring; now I don’t mind if its rag, please just give me something to wear
My name was held in high esteem, white line called to me from Whitney’s rear
She never came back for me, but watched as I derail
Day and Night, I looked up to Whiskey, it became my religion
Now at the altar in search of salvation from the true religion
♚
Kunbi Dia
Dec 14, 2020
Dec 14, 2020 at 6:56 PM UTC
You told me yourself that “little things to you matter”
Being around you I’ve unconsciously adapted that feeling when it comes to you.
You say these things and the side of my brain that usually never gets what it wants is being feed.
Building emotions on the words you say
Building emotions on originally empty words
You don’t do drugs but you parade it around an addict .
You are very aware I’m trying to dispose of my feelings for you.
Seeing you the way you see me
But you make it difficult every time you call out with “psst”
I don’t want to lose you, that is one awful big mistake.
I hope you get past your shyness and let me in
Or maybe... maybe you are just afraid you might lose me when you really open up on how you really feel.
I really wish you’ll stop playing games even when deep down I feel you enjoy it.
So talk to me or make my coping mechanism easy for me
Pal
♚
Kunbi_dia
Feb 24, 2020
Feb 24, 2020 at 4:27 AM UTC
⛈
SHE’S THE CALM AFTER THE STORM
SHE’S THE STORM ITSELF
I PURSUE NOT HER HEART
I PURSUE HER MIND
HER MIND IS LIKE QUICKSAND
IT WILL SWALLOW YOU WHOLE
THREAD CAREFULLY AND YOU MIGHT JUST ESCAPE FALLING IN LOVE WITH HER SOUL
♚
Kunbi_dia
Dec 21, 2018
Dec 21, 2018 at 4:27 PM UTC
You believe poet tell lies
Yes they do
You believe poet fantasize
Yes they do
You believe poet paint unrealistic imagination
Yes we all do
But I am here to tell you
I am here to tell you
I am here to tell you
I won’t lie to you
I am not fantasizing
I’m definitely not here to sweet you up
Because
You will always be beautiful to me
♚
Kunbi_dia
Jul 23, 2019
Jul 23, 2019 at 11:16 AM UTC
Lost in my sanctuary
Might make it out eventually
Is this my reality ?
And my imagination is becoming a frivolity?
Questioning the existence of life that surrounds me
Rather I’m the one without life in me
Lost lost lost lust lust lust
In an island filled with unhealthy lust
♚
Kunbi_dia
Dec 8, 2019
Dec 8, 2019 at 8:02 AM UTC
I want to make you cry
I want to make you smile
I want that after hug tear of joy staining my shirt
I want to feel your pain
I want to hear you laugh
I want you to breathe; breathe in this relieved air and have hope fill your lungs
I want to pick you up when you feel distressed
I want you to embrace and praise your flaws
I want to smell that happy scent cloistering your soul
I want you to be free
I need you to know GOD got US
Copyright
♚
Kunbi_dia
Jan 22, 2019
Jan 22, 2019 at 8:25 AM UTC
Now it ends.
The lies and the deception.
Now it ends.
What I thought we really had, a connection?
Now it ends.
All the love and affection.
Now it ends.
Take your luggage and find a new destination.
All I wanted was to share your real emotions.
But you showed me you were more than just a distraction.
When you leave I hope my life recovers from this state of depression.
Now it ends.
Who you are.
Now it ends.
Who I am.
Now it ends.
My daily conception.
Leave my wretched soul because I am not giving you anymore attention.
♚
Kunbi_dia
Mar 1, 2019
Mar 1, 2019 at 5:48 PM UTC
Set my soul free
Love me for me
And I will Loveove you completely
♚
Kunbi_dia
Dec 16, 2018
Dec 16, 2018 at 12:17 PM UTC