"kniving" poems
Thirty-two. Adventure.
Exotic was the word we felt. You rode beside me, small as we were on rickety
flippant and injured bikes, but it was so dark dark and your hair
your hair was ***** and the lights that neoned over our heads turned into lines and twists
fists of red and blue and green and the bricks were wet, like the dirt on the bottom of your shoes
shoes that we fled in, shoes that slapped water and collided with the pavement
You were just as cunning kniving knifing strafing dodging as I
and our lips cracked smiles of sharp white teeth and we ran
because we were bad, we were motors of deliberate disobedience
our eyes were glazed with dizzy daffodil poppyseed crushed ice and bottles hidden
and the room that was the city sky was spinning
weightless and confused and sure so sure, we broke window after window with rocks
and danced, out of character and space
I took you home late
Jan 17, 2013
Jan 17, 2013 at 11:09 PM UTC
Eight months ago we parted ways
Like a ship parts the water
When slicing through the sea.
Now when I close my eyes at night
I dream some wavering dreams.
Sometimes it feels we're inseparable
The way the ripples of your fingertips
Would embrace the warmth of my hand
And my problems would magically wash.
Or how I could be so timid and nervous
Your presence would impede my expressions
And I'd struggle to snap out of it.
Maybe it was the beautiful blue in your eyes
That would wave when I looked at you
And sometimes I'd forget to wave back.
Or even just simply hanging out with you
Knowing the hours that would follow
Will be filled with nothing but conversation.
And how my odd sense of humor
Somehow seemed to make you laugh
and smile, quite an overjoying sight.
Sometimes I can't stand the thought of you
When I close my eyes at night
Because you left me to look like a fool.
False promise given to a hopeful heart
Built walls greater than those of China
That aren't the easiest to move past.
It all seemed like an elaborate plan
That was constructed by a con-artist
And being truthful happened to be the con.
You duped a vulnerable soul
Who ventured outside his body
Because of this risky. . . decision.
I learned a caring sense of compassion
Is an unrealistic trait to look for
In someone who is kniving and selfish.
Because to walk away from someone,
with what seemed like little to no regret,
who walked into your life
and made any sort of an impact
is as heartless as Kanye West.
Nov 15, 2013
Nov 15, 2013 at 9:44 PM UTC
i govern an idling heart
doomingly glazey
won't lift a care but won't swat no fly either
maintains functional with the safety hitched on
observes the public goings and fro-ings
without discrimination
but offers no service
no aid
and no addition
docile and folded and dormant of view
in a world-scape kniving to be brighter
more memorable and avidly self dominant
i am a skiving witness
the older i get the more this approach
is not an easy one
i observe a neighbour bully about his kids
using jest rewards between shouting them to heel
and cuffing them violent
i observe a lady place her friend
with a simple remark
('i like your choker.. it's like something i wore as a child
it's nice to remember that')
i observe war retread on the screen
i observe a couple secretly kiss and brush fingers.
human spoil seen now ;
it draws pity, pain and longing
i am not devoid
despite much practice
some involvement on my part
may be due
Mar 23, 2022
Mar 23, 2022 at 6:10 PM UTC
It was a ritual scarfing
spiced-eggs at the subbase,
then heading up
to the mountaintop
to check on
the cumulous-situation.
From the banana house,
one can see for eternity
the tips of Tortola & beyond
& grow fond of such splendor.
The beauty of such moments
can sink deep & stir hearts.
Even the stoutest of pirates
can cry behind the patch,
get snatched by this passion,
reveal his hidden treasure.
My blood-eyes always
seemed mesmerized,
pleasured
by the rum-filled hours
spent down on Back Street
before each maiden voyage.
The trips to Drake's Seat
to confer with the
dreadlocked-donkey man
were always my final stop.
For he had select bumblegum-ganja,
homegrown at market prices,
to change perspective
& buccaneers ya know,
certainly need that fix.
Those warm Trade Winds
whipped through
the Inward Passage
while lobsters boiled
on the shore,
and there, raised up
high on the edge,
my stiletto kniving sapphires,
I understood
the true meaning of freedom,
riding supersonic
under golden suns,
in a world
so alone & starving.
Jan 31, 2014
Jan 31, 2014 at 3:51 AM UTC