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Kiara Malig Oct 2018
I keep forgetting that I am me.
That I am ‘Kiara’,
Smart and immature and competitive and deeply flawed and conceited and shallow.
With no actual purpose.
A being meant to only convey emotions ‘I’ would.
I keep forgetting that I can’t be reckless,
I keep forgetting that I can’t be brave.
That I can’t just one day decide to snap and break no matter how much I want to,
So I sink.

I think of it as a dream, one I cannot escape,
And do not want to escape at the same time.
Pinching myself doesn’t make it any less of a dream,
But I keep doing it to comfort myself.
I keep forgetting that I am supposed to be me.

Sometimes, when my mind gets lost in the storm,
And the thoughtless sails have broken off,
I sit motionless, waiting for the next command,
except I am wearing the captain’s clothes,
Yet I command no one.
As if my body, my being is no act of resilience, instead, a vessel I am not allowed to control.
Here, I stand still. Here, I keep waiting.
A NOTE FOR LITTLEONE & KIARA

I’m sorry that you had a scare,
Please know that I always care.

For you so much more that words can’t express,
Why have you gone so long? To make your mummy feel stressed.

I hope you will come back to me,
And set my heart free again to see,

Your pretty little face, once more,
Each time you’re missing, my heart becomes so painfully sore.

I heard your cry for help from you,
But, you were outta reach and there wasn’t anything that I could do.

I was not able to see where you were, over/up there,
You have made mummy very scared.
(Please know that your mummy really does care.)

As I can’t see or hear you anymore,
My heart will still stay sore.

Until you can make your way back to me,
And be,

Safe and sound back home,
I hope you’re alright out there, alone.

I pray for you, that you will come back soon
Your mummy will be over the moon.

Sorry for scaring you, so bad,
Please don’t let mummy stay too long, so sad.

Thinking of you whilst your gone,
Please don’t stay out too long.

Love you Littleone & Kiara.
#KittyLoveMygirls
© By HF -Whisper
19/12/2020 23:29PM
Alexandra of Old Apr 2013
My lonely voice wobbles out
Into the Universe to find you
In the seeping darkness.

As our world crumbles and the tears fall
With our skies
Their edges eroded by these
Cages they pretend we can fly out of

But then I look to you and you listen to me
And together
The system can't break us
Kirara - oh- we're wild childs at heart
And they ain't gonna bring us down no more

We'll fly to that mountain peak over there
And then taunt gravity after we launch without the plummet
And take out over those billowing clouds and roiling sea

But we don't care anymore,
Cuz we're free!

Until then though
We pray
That the Universe hand us aces instead of the jokers we've been getting

And philosophy and reflect and become buddhas
While staying Edward Scissorhands by all appearances and feelings...

Oh my darling
Desperation makes a poet
Of even the court jester.

If only such a power were ours
We would rule the world
And not only in our minds.
Jordan Danielle Mar 2017
Fate climbs trees while everyone sleeps at night but you;
She slips through the branches towards the star dusted sky;
Not a hair out of place or a scratch on her skin,
a nocturnal creature made to the likeness of the moon—
There'll always be a yesterday, but you remind me of tomorrow.
A NOTE FOR LITTLEONE & KIARA-ON YOUR ADVENTURES

Is this the day, you don’t come back home?
I hope that you don’t leave me us alone.

Without you it doesn’t feel right,
If you do come back, I’ll make sure, that you won’t leave my site.

Why did you leave this way?
No words can express what I want to say,

For all those beautiful moments and memories, made with you,
My heart will feel so blue.

For this instance, my heart will never fully heal,
Words can’t describe how I would feel.

Too painful, to know that you’ve gone,
I hope that you do come back, and don’t stay out too long.

Your mummy’s heart is breaking,
Each time, like this, it starts aching.

What happened to you out there,
Why is life so unfair?

I really hope that you’re, okay?
All I can do is wait and pray.

My love for you is so strong,
I really hope that nothing has happened to you or went wrong.

Stay safe out there and come back to me very soon,
Honestly, your mummy will be over the moon.

#KittyLove
© By HF-Whisper
19/12/2020 23:56PM
SUSHI-YOUR DEARLY MISSED

You had a character like no other,
You were Kiara’s girlfriend and Littleone’s brother.

I will miss playing tag with you behind the fence,
And your little playful biting moments when you felt tense.

The times you relaxed with my two girls, together, in our courtyard, in the sun,
The times you would come into visit to say hello to Kiara & Litteone.

Your curious look when you were not sure,
Your cuddles when you felt okay were the best cure.

The times when my girls would block you in from using their littler,
I would always love to be your pet sitter.

All the time, when you all got along,
And the occasional times you were a ratbag, you still couldn’t be wrong.

It will be a special day for me tomorrow, but I am sad,
Trying to remember, that I should be glad.

Glad, that you have entered my life, as you did, back then,
And, know that we shared, this time, as being neighborly friends.

When you needed time out, from your dad,
You can over to mine, maybe, when you also were feeling sad.

You helped me through some tough times,
Especially during this year 2020, I treated you, like you were one of mine.

With your visits unannounced, just as you pleased,
Now that you are gone, it feels like such a tease.

#KittyLove
© By HF-Whisper
1/12/2020 14:36PM
SUSHI GOODBYE

It rained after you left, just the way I feel,
Your departure, will take me, a very long time, to heal.

3 good years, of adventure I had, with you here,
I loved that you were just next door, so near.

As you grew up, into a fine cat,
I think of all those times, you came through and sat…

On my things, like my laptop, couch, table, where yours,
And, all those times, you visited me, to let me know, that you were here, by scratching, on my courtyard door.

Until, I would, let you in,
For you, this was, each time, a win.

With you now gone, my heart feels so lost/empty and blue.
You will be dearly missed, that’s true.

Thank you, for all the good memories, you unknowingly shared, with me, together,
You will be treasures, in my heart, along with Elly, & Jinxy forever.

I know that you are being looked after so well, by your nice owner,
With your presence no longer here-I feel quiet alone now.

Kiara & Littleone may have been mean towards you sometimes,
We all hope that you are settling into your new home, just fine?

Thinking of you, every day, that goes by,
All I can do, is inside, just cry.

During those moments, that are painful, from you, not being there,
And, hope you know, how much Kiara & Littleone cared.

My dear Sushi kitty,
Your Ginger coloring, so very pretty.

Now you live, very far,
I often, will wonder, how you are?

You were loved, by many, of my family and friends,
How so sad our journey, living next door to each other, had to come to an end.

-SUSHI
(Short for Su Su)
#Kittylove
© By HF-Whisper
1/12/2020 12:54PM
kiara Mar 2015
Chocolate is the best treat ever! do you know how you get chocolate and candy from? your parents they buy it for you. That's why I love chocolate. you should thank your mother or father for buying it.                                 by Kiara Mcleod
I love chocolate and my mother and father
kiara Feb 2015
Roses are red
violets are pretty so are you.
Choclate is sweet but not as sweet as you.
Dinosuars are big, how big there are is my love for you.
I would jump thousands of feet just for you.
That is also my love for you.

love kiara
Almost
-Every day,
and,
Almost,
-Every night.
You’ve (Both)been,
Next
-to Me.

Next,
-Day,
Then,
-Again,
The
Next,
-Night.

Next time,
You,
will be,
Next
-to Me,
I will be,
also,
Next
-to You!

When will
this
-time be?
that,
You can,
be,
Next
-to Me?

Will this,
be,
the,
last,
Next time?
That,
You are/will be,
Next
-to Me?

How long?
Will I be,
Lucky enough?
To have,
You (Both of you)
Next
-to Me?

-I am
Thankful,
Each time,
That,
You (Both)
Are,
Next
-to Me!

-When
You’re not,
Next
-to Me,
It feels,
-strange.

-And I
Miss,
the,
-Times,
that,
You (Both)
were,
Once,
Next
-to Me.

-Only,
You (Both)
Choose,
Those times,
that,
You (Both)
Want
to be,
Next,
To Me.

-I really,
Love it,
When,
You (Both)
Decide/choose to,  
Stay/be,
Next
-to Me.

-I will,
Never know,
When You, (Both)
Will
Want,
To be,
Next
-to Me.


-All
the,
Times,
that,
You
Have (Both) been,
Next,
To Me,
I will,
Savour & cherish,
Your,
Time.

-When
You, (Both)
have,
Jumped/come up,
and
Slept
Next,
-to Me.

-Because,
I can,
Truly
say,
that,
I loved,
Every,
-Moment,
Sleeping/being,
Next,
-to (Both)You

-I hope,
that,
You’ll (Both),
Continue,
To keep,
Staying/being
Next,
To Me,
For,
A,
Very
Long Time.

-NEXT TO ME.
Dedicated to my girls- Kiara and Littleone
#KittyLove
© By HF-Whisper
2/2/2021 22:40-58PM
#Kittylovemygirls
SUSHI

Sushi, you are loved by all here.
Ur presence will be dearly missed.
So many treasured memories shared with you and my girls, it won’t
             be the same without you.
How you made my home yours-each time you entered-as you were
             just a kitten- to the night you had to move.
I’ll always remember you-and so will Kiara & Littleone.

-SUSHI BOY
Neighbours kitty
#Kittylove
-3 years.

© By HF-Whisper
28/11/2020 22:08PM

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