I’m sick of staying strong,
When everything feels wrong,
Putting on a brave face,
Yeah I’m fine I’m good I’m ace.
But I’m not.
I’m hurt damaged lost and forgotten,
On the inside I’m rotten.
In agony I scream for help,
But that comes out as a pathetic welp,
You can’t feel my pain or even see my suffering,
My frozen thinking face as if I’m buffering.
Thoughts of death and despair let’s end it all.
Emotion running through me on no one I can call.
No one I can trust no one to make a fuss, over me.
Unloved uncared for forgotten now you see?
Who knows of my existence? not even a few,
Someone for everyone? Even that’s not true,
Everyone is different? Now that’s no lie,
But no one is special, not you nor I.
Lonely lonely oh ever so lonely,
See everything is wrong,
How can I stay strong,
But I’ll do it anyway,
Tomorrow’s a new day.