"justs" poems
could I compare you to my diary?
Sculpted to be just like me:
When i look into your eyes
I justs see a mirrored disgise,
for you and i compare so well our frienship
we'll never tell, you shall not fade,
from memory or the light of day,
because your my shadow your my friend
and i hope till death we end
Jan 27, 2015
Jan 27, 2015 at 9:43 PM UTC
We're all justs Puppets for entertainment
Acting out is our greatest statement
Getting your strings is all our under Achievement
Earning your keep is how you make it
May 7, 2014
May 7, 2014 at 8:00 PM UTC
I went back to all the hate mail
I went back and retraced all my scars
I went back and followed you to the start
Of all the none believing
In your heart
You don't believe in
yourself
your face
your hair
your smile
You used to smile at me
and say things like
I wish I could make the pain go away
From his hands
His knuckles
His teeth
Everything he ever used to beat
you, break you, eat you
alive
I always thought he was broken
But I never thought he'd cut you with
all the shards
I keep having dreams where you're
standing now
But you've been pushed down so low
That theres no getting out
I'm sorry I chose Mary Jane
I'm sorry I chose to Escape
I'm sorry I chose to Look away
But I'm not going back there
No way
I liked to think
I chose to leave
and You chose to stay
But I know you just
chose him
instead of liberty
Dec 21, 2011
Dec 21, 2011 at 8:07 PM UTC
depression.
is like drowning but, you can see everyone else breathing.
you have thoughts, maybe even dreams about going into a black hole and never returning.
you have no faith,hope,belief in yourself.
you're tired of living so, you try and attempt suicide but, then comes along your demons who want you to be alive so they can terrorize you, **** you slowly,painfully.
you will die eventually,if not survive but thats very rare for someone to recover without relapsing and running to their demons once again.
we learn how to deal with them speaking to them so they won't get lonely and decide to make you do something crazy. they take over your entire mind and body.
you don't think like you do.
you don't speak like you.
you don't make decisions like you used to.
they control you and theres no refusing to do what they want you to.
Depression is like a sickness that you cannot cure no medicine..yes there is medicine that makes you feel like shit,and makes you happy but thats truly justs drugging you.
there is no cure to depression you want to die and some how you'll find a way.
A painful way.
suicide.
now thats the worst most powerful side effect of depression.
suicide.
a wish to die.
it doesn't matter how just that you want to die over and over again to feel the pain that lets you know you're still breathing, and alive.
it drives you insane.
you try and fight through but theres no choice but to go along with it.
youre tired of looking at happy people.laugh it off like nothings happening.
tired of hearing peoples sob stories about how their cat died yesterday and not realizing you're slowly dying in front of there dim wit face.
tired of looking at things and thinking of how you'd like to do that but you just can't because you are demanded not to by the voices so instead you sit there with a wish to die in your head.
tired of listening to people give you fake *** compliments about how your so pretty,how your just so beautiful.
you know they're lying so instead you just walk away.
with the wish to die.
Jul 9, 2015
Jul 9, 2015 at 4:42 PM UTC
Noddy just
justs ******* noddy'ing off
2 or 3 times a day
bell three rings
the locals call him
sleeps in the corner
after two or three beers
no chips please
Noddy's fat enough
Good old fat Noddy's just off
needs to go upstairs
volunteer to carry him up
**** no love him
needs to loose weight for me
he needs to dream
**** me Noddy has no friends
they all hate him
Just because no one
can carry him up the ******* stairs
Poor old nod
and the ******* stairs.
Dec 3, 2017
Dec 3, 2017 at 4:40 PM UTC
I thought I had something to say.
To endlessly express with nothing thats everything
I felt limitations were impossible
I wanted someone to hear what I was saying, even if they were just whispers.
Cause I lost the words I needed to hear since I lost all the words everyone wanted to hear
Now maybe I'll disapear
Found my something to say
Just is a restraining word.
I'm just a person- said Da Vinci and Einstein
I'm just a place- said the Eiffel Tower or Great Wall
They're just other things that time has created.
If you lose the just you start to define what it is you are.
I'm a place or a person.
You no longer fit to one thing or creation.
You get to pick who you become when you lose the justs in life.
Mar 2, 2016
Mar 2, 2016 at 11:12 PM UTC
In school. Watching all the faces go by one by one.
Just watching them smile and laugh.
I just keep walking, listening to my music.
Not giving one care in the world.
No one sees the pain I'm in.
No one seems to care.
Every day goes by one day at a time.
Everything is going by so slow.
Nothing is really happening.
Everyone is making fun of me for the way i dress and express myself.
No one will really know me.
No one really cares to know me.
Everyone justs walks by knowing something is wrong but never asks anything.
Sep 1, 2015
Sep 1, 2015 at 3:49 PM UTC
Faking being happy
Lies served with a smile
Boredom seeps from the cracks
Scared smothered and covered with false personality
Insecurities fed with food to make us feel better
Tear drops behind closed doors
Death’s associated with happiness justs so we don’t break down
Because when we break down people can see us for what we really are
Depressed
Lying
Bored
Scared
Insecurity
Crying
Fake
May 16, 2018
May 16, 2018 at 5:54 PM UTC