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I can be you, or I can be them I can be she, or I can be him but why be a con artist of someone else like a shadow to my best friend, when I can be my own person, a unique creation created in the image of God but representin my own reflection because I don't wanna see you, them, she, or him in the mirror I wanna see me through my own eyes, 20/20 vision, but clearer but the more I conform, the image of someone else draws nearer and I begin to lose sight of myself, look back in the mirror, and see myself in the rear a shadow to another figure, a copy of a personality livin' out another person's dreamed out reality copying what they think, and succumbing to conformity but that ain't me.... what you see visually and how I appear physically is what makes me comfortable, that's why I'm an independent, politically I don't follow the norms and rules of what's most accepted socially the only commandments I live by are the ones given Biblically I ain't  the best saint though, I mean I do sin every day but the only one I wanna copy is Jesus Christ, in every possible way on the other hand, Satan is out there, trynna tempt me on how to act and even what words I say he's out offering me drinks, but I reply, "I'm okay" cause I don't care if "everyone else is doin' it" I just live how I like to live, that's what makes me a true non-conformist I dress how I wish and not because it's in style I keep my hair big, I do whatever makes me smile I'm not trynna impress you or fit into your clique I don't give women pick-up lines and act like I'm slick I'm me, just me, no facades, just real and if you can't accept that, then move forward but don't steal the things that make me special, from my poems to my appeal so don't try to change me and keep my uniqueness concealed I could care less about your thoughts and any of your judgements I refuse to give your words power, I can make your points become pointless I'm not trynna be harsh, I just love to be different I wanna be an original and keep my vibe realistic not a second you, but a first me, no counterfeit I try to keep up with what God said in Matt 26 verse 41, the spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak so pray not to give into temptation and stay on your feet I encourage us to keep our standards and what makes us unique and accept anyone else who doesn't wanna repeat everything you say, and everything you do sometimes it's the people that are different that come off the most true because they're not sayin or actin' in ways that you approve they're given you their honest opinion, you should keep them closest to you don't conform, forget what people want you to be just be yourself, not a copy of reality TV.
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Nov 4, 2012
Nov 4, 2012 at 10:00 PM UTC
nonconformity
I can be you, or I can be them I can be she, or I can be him but why be a con artist of someone else like a shadow to my best friend, when I can be my own person, a unique creation created in the image of God but representin my own reflection because I don't wanna see you, them, she, or him in the mirror I wanna see me through my own eyes, 20/20 vision, but clearer but the more I conform, the image of someone else draws nearer and I begin to lose sight of myself, look back in the mirror, and see myself in the rear a shadow to another figure, a copy of a personality livin' out another person's dreamed out reality copying what they think, and succumbing to conformity but that ain't me.... what you see visually and how I appear physically is what makes me comfortable, that's why I'm an independent, politically I don't follow the norms and rules of what's most accepted socially the only commandments I live by are the ones given Biblically I ain't  the best saint though, I mean I do sin every day but the only one I wanna copy is Jesus Christ, in every possible way on the other hand, Satan is out there, trynna tempt me on how to act and even what words I say he's out offering me drinks, but I reply, "I'm okay" cause I don't care if "everyone else is doin' it" I just live how I like to live, that's what makes me a true non-conformist I dress how I wish and not because it's in style I keep my hair big, I do whatever makes me smile I'm not trynna impress you or fit into your clique I don't give women pick-up lines and act like I'm slick I'm me, just me, no facades, just real and if you can't accept that, then move forward but don't steal the things that make me special, from my poems to my appeal so don't try to change me and keep my uniqueness concealed I could care less about your thoughts and any of your judgements I refuse to give your words power, I can make your points become pointless I'm not trynna be harsh, I just love to be different I wanna be an original and keep my vibe realistic not a second you, but a first me, no counterfeit I try to keep up with what God said in Matt 26 verse 41, the spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak so pray not to give into temptation and stay on your feet I encourage us to keep our standards and what makes us unique and accept anyone else who doesn't wanna repeat everything you say, and everything you do sometimes it's the people that are different that come off the most true because they're not sayin or actin' in ways that you approve they're given you their honest opinion, you should keep them closest to you don't conform, forget what people want you to be just be yourself, not a copy of reality TV.
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Eyes like massive clanks- gazes morphed to lanced boils, lungs ache and the tumour of hopeless alien weird melts an old painting we used to call 'existence.' Ankles dry, calloused thoughts, skin peels to reveal oozing flesh. **** sinks in and swallows floating zinc; immune. Consuming ex-cadavers in mall parking lots and pushing the crippled in shopping carts, an ankle twisted, a mother swallowed monetary ***** the stock market became the shelf market, and creation wondered if we were okay with frozen pizza for dinner. Life dragged on and on, the world swirled on twitter feeds and Facebook statuses, the streets completed laps around our better judgements and our better lives, we sank to scheduled escapism and believed that one day we would find the light despite our never left-look. Massive intention swelled to disjointed shark search. A witch-hunt to burn unhappiness in it's own angry passion. Bones; cost efficient at the least and designed in the weirdness of erosion-return. Miniature intention swelled to grabs solidarity. A manhunt to freeze stillness in it's own endless silence. What complete? What shatter-tastic ****** Eyes like massive clanks- gazes morphed to lanced boils, lungs ache and the tumour of hopeless alien weird melts an old painting we used to call 'existence.'
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May 25, 2013
May 25, 2013 at 1:50 PM UTC
photography and morphed photography
a tear drops from her eyes and it brings no cause though it quivers with emotion and the stars do not shine brighter when polished with her briny tears but dim their glow and listen listen! to her sobbing but wait her capillaries will burst! stop it! stop it! its translucence its opaqueness the inherent contradictions it produces and the images it emanates so while her eyes may open they are unfocused and gone and the click of their judgements is obscene because her soul has escaped where has it gone? she swears she saw it just a moment ago just a moment just a moment just a moment
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Apr 14, 2018
Apr 14, 2018 at 8:29 PM UTC
Stop Crying, It's Ugly
No sirens are heard the morning is still, Hope awakens, a vibrant animal It was never dead, only hiding. Modern individuals, can reveal The root of their plight, let old wounds heal Daughters, allowed to make their own decisions, Mothers, remembered for loving care, Fathers, passing wisdom to their children, The hibernation of falsehood. But what of those who never found these things? To them we must give our fullest kindness, We all were children once, and we all deserve love. With forgiveness, justice, and harmony. Let no further judgements be passed, Let lovers rejoice, Let shots ring out in celebration Not as signals of termination. These cycles never end, But what festered yesterday, Today can be healed. Let lovers lie together in bliss, Absorbed in communion of affections, On this day let us heal each other, As we heal our world, One individual at a time.
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Sep 12, 2012
Sep 12, 2012 at 11:35 AM UTC
Healed Individual
Don't judge my outer shell Don't judge the marks or scars on my skin Don't judge the look in my eyes as you spit the words of sin Don't sear your judgements in my brain Yeah ok, you think I'm insane I hope you know that this inner pain does it The pain you cause and from many others So don't judge the tears that stream down my face Sad angels cry the most An angel as sad as I deserves to let these tears fall So don't judge my outer shell Don't judge it at all Don't say I'm mental and insane You don't know what has happened to me or what I've been through So don't judge my outer shell Till you've looked within me Maybe then you'd see why I'm like this Maybe then this will shatter your killing spree
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May 22, 2014
May 22, 2014 at 3:52 PM UTC
Don't judge my outer shell
Like an onion, I had layers. And you peeled me away, one at a time. One layer off. You saw my favorites. The food and drinks I crave for. The wall paint I wanted for my room. The perky dresses, nail polish, knee-high boots. And the spot I always prefer to be- on the front seat. One layer off. You saw my hobbies. The words I stitched together. The stars that formed our zodiac sign. The wallclimbing, badminton, volleyball. And the guitar strings that strum our lullaby. One layer off. You saw my dreams. The plane ticket to Paris. The thrill of a bungee jump. The candlelit dinner, fireworks, dancing fountain. And the license as a medical physician. One layer off. You saw my strengths. The smile behind the false judgements. The tears I fought back with pride. The temperance, confidence, adjustments. And the self-love I have strongly magnified. One layer off. You saw my insecurities. The missing dimple on my left cheek. The pimples on my forehead. The bitchface, fierce stare, strict walk. And this prominently thin-but-tall body figure. One layer off. You saw my regrets. The kisses I could have refused. The friends I thought were true. The false assumptions, unmet expectations. And the trust I gave to the wrong person. One layer off. You saw my secrets. The punches I had to take. The bruises I covered with my sleeves. The lies, frustrations, disappointments. And the brokenness suppressed in my memory. The last layer, off. You saw through me. The anxiousness escalating slowly. The exposure feeling uneasy. I felt stripped, explored, unguarded. And in my nakedness - you had to choose: To love or to leave me, For who I really am.
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Oct 27, 2013
Oct 27, 2013 at 2:49 AM UTC
Peeling Layers
Like an onion, I had layers. And you peeled me away, one at a time. One layer off. You saw my favorites. The food and drinks I crave for. The wall paint I wanted for my room. The perky dresses, nail polish, knee-high boots. And the spot I always prefer to be- on the front seat. One layer off. You saw my hobbies. The words I stitched together. The stars that formed our zodiac sign. The wallclimbing, badminton, volleyball. And the guitar strings that strum our lullaby. One layer off. You saw my dreams. The plane ticket to Paris. The thrill of a bungee jump. The candlelit dinner, fireworks, dancing fountain. And the license as a medical physician. One layer off. You saw my strengths. The smile behind the false judgements. The tears I fought back with pride. The temperance, confidence, adjustments. And the self-love I have strongly magnified. One layer off. You saw my insecurities. The missing dimple on my left cheek. The pimples on my forehead. The bitchface, fierce stare, strict walk. And this prominently thin-but-tall body figure. One layer off. You saw my regrets. The kisses I could have refused. The friends I thought were true. The false assumptions, unmet expectations. And the trust I gave to the wrong person. One layer off. You saw my secrets. The punches I had to take. The bruises I covered with my sleeves. The lies, frustrations, disappointments. And the brokenness suppressed in my memory. The last layer, off. You saw through me. The anxiousness escalating slowly. The exposure feeling uneasy. I felt stripped, explored, unguarded. And in my nakedness - you had to choose: To love or to leave me, For who I really am.
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The ultimate joy of life, Without strife, A virtue, A necessity, Hard work. We think we are the masters of our fates, It creates impatience. Nip the fumes of impatience in the bud, Endure and be tolerant, Don't get worked up, Have patience. You need it in abundance, To be a good parent, A perfect teacher, A likeable boss, All modes of life. Patience is the hallmark of the righteous, So restrain your anger, Forgive others, Avoid snap judgements, Very difficult but we can. Without patience wisdom becomes foolishness, Success turns to defeat.
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Jul 29, 2018
Jul 29, 2018 at 1:30 PM UTC
Patience
(co-written by Sharon Robinson) Baby, I've been waiting, I've been waiting night and day. I didn't see the time, I waited half my life away. There were lots of invitations and I know you sent me some, but I was waiting for the miracle, for the miracle to come. I know you really loved me. but, you see, my hands were tied. I know it must have hurt you, it must have hurt your pride to have to stand beneath my window with your bugle and your drum, and me I'm up there waiting for the miracle, for the miracle to come. Ah I don't believe you'd like it, You wouldn't like it here. There ain't no entertainment and the judgements are severe. The Maestro says it's Mozart but it sounds like bubble gum when you're waiting for the miracle, for the miracle to come. Waiting for the miracle There's nothing left to do. I haven't been this happy since the end of World War II. Nothing left to do when you know that you've been taken. Nothing left to do when you're begging for a crumb Nothing left to do when you've got to go on waiting waiting for the miracle to come. I dreamed about you, baby. It was just the other night. Most of you was naked Ah but some of you was light. The sands of time were falling from your fingers and your thumb, and you were waiting for the miracle, for the miracle to come Ah baby, let's get married, we've been alone too long. Let's be alone together. Let's see if we're that strong. Yeah let's do something crazy, something absolutely wrong while we're waiting for the miracle, for the miracle to come. Nothing left to do ... When you've fallen on the highway and you're lying in the rain, and they ask you how you're doing of course you'll say you can't complain -- If you're squeezed for information, that's when you've got to play it dumb: You just say you're out there waiting for the miracle, for the miracle to come.
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Waiting For The Miracle
(co-written by Sharon Robinson) Baby, I've been waiting, I've been waiting night and day. I didn't see the time, I waited half my life away. There were lots of invitations and I know you sent me some, but I was waiting for the miracle, for the miracle to come. I know you really loved me. but, you see, my hands were tied. I know it must have hurt you, it must have hurt your pride to have to stand beneath my window with your bugle and your drum, and me I'm up there waiting for the miracle, for the miracle to come. Ah I don't believe you'd like it, You wouldn't like it here. There ain't no entertainment and the judgements are severe. The Maestro says it's Mozart but it sounds like bubble gum when you're waiting for the miracle, for the miracle to come. Waiting for the miracle There's nothing left to do. I haven't been this happy since the end of World War II. Nothing left to do when you know that you've been taken. Nothing left to do when you're begging for a crumb Nothing left to do when you've got to go on waiting waiting for the miracle to come. I dreamed about you, baby. It was just the other night. Most of you was naked Ah but some of you was light. The sands of time were falling from your fingers and your thumb, and you were waiting for the miracle, for the miracle to come Ah baby, let's get married, we've been alone too long. Let's be alone together. Let's see if we're that strong. Yeah let's do something crazy, something absolutely wrong while we're waiting for the miracle, for the miracle to come. Nothing left to do ... When you've fallen on the highway and you're lying in the rain, and they ask you how you're doing of course you'll say you can't complain -- If you're squeezed for information, that's when you've got to play it dumb: You just say you're out there waiting for the miracle, for the miracle to come.
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Who Am I! Who am I to be! Where Do I belong.. Where will I end up.. Why was I designed and what Do I live for. Wonder why I am who I am..   Wonder why I do the things I do.      People....   I wonder why people judge the way they do..     I ask how people hold on to the judgements and criticisms.       I often see how people keep others in tight cages.         I see the hatred and it often amazes. Even with all the answers...... I'd love some favors, I'd Love some forgiveness..I'd love Grace. It'd be so wonderful to love others as we love ourselves. It'd be so Blessed should we let go and let God.. It would be so humbling should we forgive as we need forgiving. See how we don't all have the same views.... See how we all don't believe the same things...    See how we each reason and have our own logics.     But can we all at least see we are all still human beings. Who all needs those basic Things...          Love! Redemption. Safety..Trust..Peace,,Understanding.. Food..clothes.. shelter.. and family and friends...   Can.. Can we place ourselves in someone elses shoes.. Show some empathy..show some coompassion..    consider what if you were me. Live the best we can with the life we are given..   Open the cage and let the hated free.. Give them To God let him Be.. What ever it is to them He wants to be. S.a.m 2018 Protected!
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Jul 10, 2018
Jul 10, 2018 at 12:14 PM UTC
Who,,Why,,Can,,Ijs..
We are all so clever, With our posts and our lies, And honest comments deleted To wither and die. Filters for beauty free of flaws So we may withstand societies claws. So we upload pictures, stories and posts. I wounder what is it we long for the most? To be accepted? To be seen? To cause envy? Or Jealousy? What is the point? The whole worlds plugged in, And we all have hundreds of thousands of “friends”. yet who is it that truly cares for us in the end? Face to face? What a disgrace! Letters to send? This must come to an end! Written word? Thats simply absurd! Memories made? They still do that these days?! Now this is a crazy idea.. Just a thought.. But, What if we all.... Just unplugged? Not once or twice And call it a night, But more like a day? To spend as you may? To feel the sun? To laugh with friends? And make beautiful memories to carry with you til the end? Enjoy the moment of pure bliss, Without filters, comments or harsh judgements. To be yourself and embrace your life, Then when your done You can replug. And check on all your comments and likes. And see which was the thing you remember at night.
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Mar 27, 2018
Mar 27, 2018 at 5:14 PM UTC
Unplugged
Sometimes I wish I was blind. No, don't get me wrong. I'm grateful that I can see flowers and sunsets but, It's that many times what my eyes see is distorted. It's that I find myself making judgements about people based on what they wear, what their race is, where they come from, and caving in to stereotypes set in my mind instead of thinking about who they are as a person. It's that I use words like ugly or fat to describe people as if looks alone defined them and as if I had the power to define beauty. It's that I start comparing myself to others instead of being thankful for what I have and who I am. It's that I start checking out guys And seeing what's on the outside instead of wondering about what lies inside . It's that I start selecting people to be friends with based on their appearance instead of wondering who they are as a human being. It's that my eyes hinder me from focusing on what's truly important. And perhaps if I was blind my soul would better understand that there is more than meets the eye. That what makes certain humans great is how passionate they are when they talk about what they love. How caring they can be in time of need. How their personality can far outshine looks. How even if physically a person may be falling apart on the inside they have the greatest heart. Perhaps if I was blind, Maybe then would I truly see.
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Sep 20, 2014
Sep 20, 2014 at 2:46 AM UTC
Blindness
Over and over you love to judge. Genuine at times or due to grudge. Your approach frank and upfront. Your judgments brute and blunt. Judgement on anyone and everyone. You judge all, you spare none. O you innocent! if you only knew. All your judgments will judge you.
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Nov 21, 2014
Nov 21, 2014 at 9:24 PM UTC
Judgements
i hate you for the scars you've left, steeling my piece of mind, i hate your ignorance, and your weakness. you're so selfish, cruel and blind. i hate your judgements, and your ego. your so predictable, shallow and hollow. and you hate me because im nothing like you, but u cant steel my light, because i figure that if you hate me, i' must be doing something right
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Oct 11, 2014
Oct 11, 2014 at 6:24 PM UTC
society
I'm not a person of color I'm not gay I'm not rich I'm not homeless I'm not religious I'm not an atheist I am a whisper I'm not old I'm not young I'm not famous I'm unknown I am a whisper I may be helpless But I am not numb I may be shackled But I will not lie still I am a whisper I have an opinion I have thoughts I have feelings I have a voice I am a whisper I have a memory I have hope I have a fantasy I have a dream I am a whisper I give freedom I will not judge I will not control I will not hurt I am a whisper I don't believe you Why must I listen? Why do you want my mind? Why do you want control? I am a whisper I see what happens I know who is suppressed I know you are buying time for yourself I know you need to fool me I am a whisper I am in your way I am an impediment I am a risk I am to be mitigated I am a whisper It needs to be shouted It needs to be aggressive It needs to shock It needs to awaken I am a whisper I see the fear tactics I see the power I see the judgements I see the ridicule I am a whisper I know you are a liar I know you are evil I know you will **** I know you will destroy I am a whisper I know these things What can I do? I can only write I can only feel the anger I am a whisper "Who is lying?" They are "Who would **** They would "Who would send your child off to war?" They would "Who are they?" The one's who want your vote I am a whisper "What about your children?" There is still time "What about my children?" There is still time I am a whisper Would a man **** for God? What do you think? Would a man **** for his flag? What do you think? Would a man **** for his party? What do you think? Would a man **** who has been fooled? What do you think? Would a man let you die in his place? What do you think? I am a whisper "Why do you whisper?" I'm not "You say you are" Can anyone hear me? "I can" Can anyone else? "No" I am a whisper "Why won't you shout? " I am afraid Afraid of what? Of losing my job Of losing my children Of losing my life I am a whisper "Who are you afraid of?" A person A book True believers Non-believers The enemies are all around I am a whisper "Why are they enemies?" They do not want me They want me to be them They want my mind They want my actions They want my life I am a whisper So I work So I pray So I smile So I agree So I submit So I bend So I die I am a whisper Is existence on the other side of a laugh? Is existence in the void of silence? Is existence in the breath of a whisper? Is existence in the quiet of God's spirit? I am a whisper When God is silent Even a whisper can be too loud Silence is the empty room No color No artifact No sound I am a whisper Listen to the whisper Then listen to God Then you will know Because you dared to speak You forgot to think I am a whisper Blessed are the peacemakers Did you remember this? Let he who has not sinned cast the first stone Did you remember this? Turn the other cheek Did you remember this? Love thy neighbor Did you remember this? Judge not lest you be judged Did you remember this? I am a whisper Copyright 2010. All Rights Reserved. Mark Lecuona
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Jan 28, 2012
Jan 28, 2012 at 2:06 PM UTC
I Am A Whisper
I'm not a person of color I'm not gay I'm not rich I'm not homeless I'm not religious I'm not an atheist I am a whisper I'm not old I'm not young I'm not famous I'm unknown I am a whisper I may be helpless But I am not numb I may be shackled But I will not lie still I am a whisper I have an opinion I have thoughts I have feelings I have a voice I am a whisper I have a memory I have hope I have a fantasy I have a dream I am a whisper I give freedom I will not judge I will not control I will not hurt I am a whisper I don't believe you Why must I listen? Why do you want my mind? Why do you want control? I am a whisper I see what happens I know who is suppressed I know you are buying time for yourself I know you need to fool me I am a whisper I am in your way I am an impediment I am a risk I am to be mitigated I am a whisper It needs to be shouted It needs to be aggressive It needs to shock It needs to awaken I am a whisper I see the fear tactics I see the power I see the judgements I see the ridicule I am a whisper I know you are a liar I know you are evil I know you will **** I know you will destroy I am a whisper I know these things What can I do? I can only write I can only feel the anger I am a whisper "Who is lying?" They are "Who would **** They would "Who would send your child off to war?" They would "Who are they?" The one's who want your vote I am a whisper "What about your children?" There is still time "What about my children?" There is still time I am a whisper Would a man **** for God? What do you think? Would a man **** for his flag? What do you think? Would a man **** for his party? What do you think? Would a man **** who has been fooled? What do you think? Would a man let you die in his place? What do you think? I am a whisper "Why do you whisper?" I'm not "You say you are" Can anyone hear me? "I can" Can anyone else? "No" I am a whisper "Why won't you shout? " I am afraid Afraid of what? Of losing my job Of losing my children Of losing my life I am a whisper "Who are you afraid of?" A person A book True believers Non-believers The enemies are all around I am a whisper "Why are they enemies?" They do not want me They want me to be them They want my mind They want my actions They want my life I am a whisper So I work So I pray So I smile So I agree So I submit So I bend So I die I am a whisper Is existence on the other side of a laugh? Is existence in the void of silence? Is existence in the breath of a whisper? Is existence in the quiet of God's spirit? I am a whisper When God is silent Even a whisper can be too loud Silence is the empty room No color No artifact No sound I am a whisper Listen to the whisper Then listen to God Then you will know Because you dared to speak You forgot to think I am a whisper Blessed are the peacemakers Did you remember this? Let he who has not sinned cast the first stone Did you remember this? Turn the other cheek Did you remember this? Love thy neighbor Did you remember this? Judge not lest you be judged Did you remember this? I am a whisper Copyright 2010. All Rights Reserved. Mark Lecuona
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Hey you with the beard, are you Muslim? Why does it matter what ever you believe? You who wears the cross, are you a Christian? What does it say about you? Are you honest are you true? Do you follow the commandments laid down by your lord? You with turban on, are you a Sikh? What are you hunting? Hey you in the short skirt with makeup layered thick, Are you ****** Tell us quick. We need to know. You in the chair with wheels on. How did you get there? Unless you choose to tell us we shouldn't care. Need to make judgements? You in the cassock, Are you a bishop? Chick in the habit, are you a nun? Could just be fancy dress, A hen party. A nun on the run. You with ebony skin... Are you that different to me ? I think not. Gay guys and lesbians, transgender guys, transgender chicks. Think before throwing sticks and stones. And breaking bones. Words hurt. Under the skin the being within...is HUMAN. Attitudes decided by images externally. Be who you want. Just gotta be free. Does it change the person inside? Think of these questions before you decide. (c)Livvi MMCV
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May 22, 2015
May 22, 2015 at 4:37 AM UTC
DIVERSITY
I call myself a feminist. I call myself proud. I see "big and beautiful" or *** marked along the walls. I see "plus size" as a label for a woman with hips. I watch loving compliments, but.. I also watch heartless hateful commentaries. We label everything between fruit, office supplies, or people. That's how humans understand, to categorize. How can we call ourselves people if we label to give pain and not for simple understanding. People are not plus sized. We are all sizes. We are all skinny for we are all covered in skin. Thin and thick are not meant to be judgements. We are all beautiful. We should all spread love. Label to learn. Leave hate for hell.
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Jun 27, 2017
Jun 27, 2017 at 11:35 PM UTC
Plus Size?
Often, when I’ve escaped the strain, The weight, the freight, burdening encumbrance Of human society, community unleashed, Profound distress, and a bit on the side— I’ll contemplate Of their judgements unknown, Their penetrating, presumptuous eyes— They tell me they love me, reputation irrelevant, Trespasses, failures, habits—all disregarded, And still I laze in my quaking of Sleeplessness from apprehension Pondering their thoughts obscured by their words Heavens, a shrieking invasion! Please don’t take that as the slightest indication That I’m in any case a half-benevolent essence of them all My ruminations drenched with a display of myself, my actions, my appearance That’s proof enough that I can’t occupy a moment without me as the focal point How can anyone be so vain Low self-esteem shall consume my life, my breath, And all of those thoughts, So soon to drain...
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Jul 6, 2014
Jul 6, 2014 at 7:38 PM UTC
Low Self-Esteem
this is a storytelling of two fantasy worlds, similar to the sun and the moon types of symbolism often included in novels like ours are airplanes, birds, the galaxies in the sky, or the freckles dotting your skin. to close the distance between these requires great effort, but good things like you are well worth the wait. "stop bringing in the sky", i say, "the sky is falling for you. you must let yourself trust that this fog won't cloud your judgements." the daffodils you helped grow led us through the gloomy fog once, so please place your trust in me and the daffodils again. can i trust the hands of the clock to protect us? or is time punishing me with an fruitless love for the sun while I am the moon?
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Jan 28, 2018
Jan 28, 2018 at 5:21 PM UTC
the untold story of unrequited love between the sun & moon
”against your will were you created, against your will were you born, against your will do you live, against your will will you die, and against your will will you stand in judgment before the King of kings, the Holy One, blessed be He.” Rabbi Elazar HaKappar (C.170 - C.200 CE) (Ha Kappar: the one who made and gave atonement) <§> ***in these, the years of my erosive declination, when the noble prize, time for introspection, once was a chore of delaying, now no longer can be off-put, the certainties of Elazar, offer guidable satisfactions*** ***the nighttime review, resurrecting my life, the gaps, the untaken actions, those dream-schemes speak loudest, memories of what should have been, are a litany of what ifs, prosecutorial accusations of crass wastage*** ***against my will, the charges brought, against my will, plead guiltily my innocence, against my will, knowingly, time’s erasure judgment, secures my fate, all the granular cells causal dissipation*** ***my warped willingness to be a coward, it was my meditative, to natural be the lesser man, choosing the safety premise, the road most oft trod, the addition of my meager totality, willing given*** Even if all these land mine/roadblocks and summary judgements are against my will, willingly do I confess, in all innocence, my guilt, “if it be my will”
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Apr 4, 2021
Apr 4, 2021 at 2:45 PM UTC
Against your will
i am a Gemini. the twins, the two faces. people mistakenly me as the most unstable sign. actually, it depends on their action. if you caught my attention, you will know by my loud dolphin laughter, or by my random wide smile. it means that you got my respect. if you disgust me, you can notice it by the way i am so quiet around, and by the ***** that you will never get, ever. i will be that quiet girl, you are going to think that i am a cold ***** who does not even care about your existence, well, it is because i do not want to waste my precious time to deal with whatever you do. if i am into you, you are going to see me shaking, you are going to feel that i am so nervous around you, you are going to see my fast transformations from the introverted type of human, to the annoying extrovert. i will start the conversation, and make sure it will keep going. if i am in love with you, you will know it by the joke i tell, that does not funny at all. i will randomly kiss you in front of many people without giving a single care about their judgements. i will rub your back, even when i am sleepy. you will be the one, and only exception. i will break down my walls for you simply because, i am in love with you.
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Oct 30, 2018
Oct 30, 2018 at 11:03 PM UTC
Gemini.
I know people, who apparently can judge the entire being of a person on the fact that they smoke. Making judgements by the cigarette that hangs from their mouth. The image in their heads says that this person is bad but that's just the ignorance talking. I know people, who smoke cigarettes and **** These people enjoy the feeling like the taste or it's to stop the shakes. Some of these people have huge hearts and open minds greater than all the haters. I know people, who drink and party because they think that's fun. If that's what you like then who am I to stop you but that's not my cup of tea. I prefer a nice tobacco pipe and a great book while I ponder life's questions.   So **** you and your childish judgements that cloud your mind and prohibit you. Open up and maybe someone will be willing and able to care about you again.
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Jan 2, 2012
Jan 2, 2012 at 3:57 AM UTC
Smoking
I see the way you look at me a fat girl wearing a crop top at the gym. Your frown screams how dare you and I'm sure your mind says it too. - The small girl walks in with perfect hair and shorts barely there. You will avert your eyes to avoid the ugly in your gym. But wait. You didn't. You walked over and smiled. Said hi. Gave me some advice and moved on. - - There are boys I know from middle and high school; I haven't seen in years. I see them wonder at my clothes while acknowledging me with tiny pursed smiles. - - There are women larger than I they look at me with disgust and I don't know why. - So many judgements in a place where walls are mirrors and sweat is a normal thing. But do these people really feel the way I think they do? Because I look at them and don't really care. We're all just working out in a gym trying to become who we want to be.
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Jan 27, 2016
Jan 27, 2016 at 11:17 AM UTC
VASA
Nobility divine fills gaps of transcendence,     Soars to and from the throne heavenly, Exalts morals near the king of ascendance,     Patrolling the good, and sons of the seventy. A duty forgotten, replaced with dependence,     On prayers rarely heard, and logic of a herd - Divinity is far in absence; man in attendance,     The book is a third, and teachings are blurred. Andeliviuan corruption supposedly erased:     The creation rotten of Sariel, wanders gaily. The holy and fallen angel’s doing embraced,     By the clay beings caressing evil like a frailly. By God not, who from heaven him displaced.     Yet, the legacy of the wrong stands humanly, In Thailand, America, Palestine, and all graced -      A grace of sinfulness celestial and worldly.   Religion is the poor’s only ultimate truth,      the rich’s side hustle, and the rulers’ tool; It is the loss of power that defiles the sooth,     The one the poor has not, but does the fool. Robbers’ servants, bread crumbs consumers,     Toothless **** dogs, emaciated lost tramps, Little blind pawns, vultures’ puppets, tumours,     And wrenches they are, the upper hand’s lambs. If only Raguel’s judgements fall upon man,     Raphael’s punishment beautifies this existence, Gabriel’s wrath makes not all humans ane,     And Michael saves us, the Sarahs, in assistance. In the heart deepened with old repression,    That mounts with plenitude of filtered feels, Resides a universe yearning for expression,     In a meat clay who feeds on calories of meals. Man, in the genesis, in the light, in the dark,     In prosperity, in turmoil, triumphed with vices; vileness, abuse, wreckage is our sole mark,     On this planet whose population is in slices.
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Oct 21, 2022
Oct 21, 2022 at 5:18 AM UTC
Slices
Nobility divine fills gaps of transcendence,     Soars to and from the throne heavenly, Exalts morals near the king of ascendance,     Patrolling the good, and sons of the seventy. A duty forgotten, replaced with dependence,     On prayers rarely heard, and logic of a herd - Divinity is far in absence; man in attendance,     The book is a third, and teachings are blurred. Andeliviuan corruption supposedly erased:     The creation rotten of Sariel, wanders gaily. The holy and fallen angel’s doing embraced,     By the clay beings caressing evil like a frailly. By God not, who from heaven him displaced.     Yet, the legacy of the wrong stands humanly, In Thailand, America, Palestine, and all graced -      A grace of sinfulness celestial and worldly.   Religion is the poor’s only ultimate truth,      the rich’s side hustle, and the rulers’ tool; It is the loss of power that defiles the sooth,     The one the poor has not, but does the fool. Robbers’ servants, bread crumbs consumers,     Toothless **** dogs, emaciated lost tramps, Little blind pawns, vultures’ puppets, tumours,     And wrenches they are, the upper hand’s lambs. If only Raguel’s judgements fall upon man,     Raphael’s punishment beautifies this existence, Gabriel’s wrath makes not all humans ane,     And Michael saves us, the Sarahs, in assistance. In the heart deepened with old repression,    That mounts with plenitude of filtered feels, Resides a universe yearning for expression,     In a meat clay who feeds on calories of meals. Man, in the genesis, in the light, in the dark,     In prosperity, in turmoil, triumphed with vices; vileness, abuse, wreckage is our sole mark,     On this planet whose population is in slices.
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I wonder how this world would be if we somehow learned to see beyond the shallow meaningless differences we base our biased judgements on superficial labels dividing us and them like who we pray to, where we’re from who we sleep with, which side we’re on language and even the color of our skin how different would our little planet be if our eyes could only see past these and uncover the beautiful similarities of who we all truly are deep within
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Apr 23, 2014
Apr 23, 2014 at 11:49 AM UTC
Beautiful Similarities
Unexplained rivals and verbal confrontations first contact as opponents and second as curious strangers exchanging smiles and bewitchingly smitten by the lock of our eyes. Equally being matched as conversations proceed Are you friend or foe? Tell me, how shall I judge you? Or shall I not judge at all? Many mistakes were made by judgements and lessons learned, Life would be so simple if we forgive and forget, Yet many don't do as we do
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Oct 17, 2018
Oct 17, 2018 at 3:43 PM UTC
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