little bird
cant fly; cant fly
eyes always
looking at the sky
Never heard of a bird that can't fly
**** up lil bird
cold soup;
is all u gonna ever try
feed ur lovesick heart
lil bird
lovepotion is losing its high
oh lil bird
dont freeze wen ur parents
tumble you into this wholehell sky
dont get cold lil bird all dey want for u is to find ur own sky
bt shame lil bird ur mind has found its own neverland sky
oh lil bird ;if u could just fly
i know lil bird how u like the high
jst try; just try
ur siblings are shouting from the sky
u watch them lil bird with awe inspiring sigh;
and u turn your face lil bird
coz u cant face d lack of same love u find in their eyes
are u not trying lil bird???? tell me  or  have u jst glued your
eyes to the sky
fear lil bird has it turned you to
a box of ice and u keep looking for fire  to turn you from cold to nice
in the night ; hiding in the shadows  comes ur fight
keep fighting lil bird searching for dat thing  dat destroyed you
from the start
an enemy  so variant even u wont recognize  no one sees it lil bird
but u know lil bird how it is dat u hav to fight keep fighting fight fight fight fight fight fight fight..........
u laugh lil bird ...about how u thought once dat ppl were so high now u see them in the real light
dey got blood on their lips lil bird fools think that smearing lipsticks  can make it hide
but in the same light can u see urslf too lil bird
******* off of ppls love to make u high
oh sick lil bird how is ur idealism
love is your drug; yellow avian
and u want it unadulterated even more than your diet
even a slight impurity; u r spinning out of sight
stop dreaming lil bird come back from d neverland sky
maybe dey r jst ppl
and maybe dey r jst trying to survive
even with blood on their lips
and even with a foot that has
never touched a shoe for life.
so come lil bird come down from the neverland sky
they will never know  how it feels to see  the world , and want to change everything from left to right, to see someone in pain and get their own heart ripped apart
or how a song can make someone feel alive
and how when  you watch a movie and for a day become the character u like
funny lil bird  how u remind me ....
and when you want ppl to understand you without words.....
watever lil bird jst come down from d neverland skies

little man by the bus stop
with his tin organs, all replaced
because his real ones failed him
(jst like he failed his old wfe)
squat top hat and fat wide smile
and he’s almost a cartoon
and he’s almost not a person.

Cnt seem 2 4get
Cnt get ya outa my head..
Wana c u all da tym
Want u 2 stay a while..

Thn u arrive
And its all clear
I hav good reason for ths fear

If thrs 1 thing I jst cnt handle
Its lies..
Da feeling of deceipt
A 6th sense tht comes s0 naturally

Been dwn ths road
Too many timez b4
U'v been cought
1 too many wayz b4

Wht I jst dnt get
Y wud my lov 4 u n0t jst g0?
Y wnt our roads jst part?

Thrs nofing left here
4 me 2 stay

Da trust is gone

happiness...is everything. Happiness isnt based on money and sometimes not even on what you're doing. Its about who your with.
its about living with no regrets
And realising that a bad thing will last a few months, so who cares if he doesnt ask you out? who cares what your parents catch doing with the one who does? and who cares what anyone says about you.
Happiness is taking a risk
and it pays off
and even if it doesnt
another oppurtunity presents itself.
happiness is staying up all night with your frends.
happiness is water fights on late summer evenings.
happiness is love....lust only gives moments of happiness to the fact you cant believe you have that person...love leaves you eternally in wonder of how you ended up feeling so right.
happiness is being with your friends and wearing crazy *** hats in public
happiness is seeing a familiar face in nevr ending sea of lies.
happiness is no homework
happiness is having tickle fights with the one you love
happiness is lying in the sun looking at the clouds
happiness is doing wat you want to do
happiness is helping one another
happiness if giving all of you no matter how much you recieve in return
happiness is being able to speak your mind
happiness is knowing you have earnt all the praise you get and being able to say thank you...not going red, studying your shoelaces and bringing yourself down
happiness is confidence
happiness is working hard for something
happiness is being wateva you want and not caring what anyone says...you only get to live once..you will nevr live it down if you're on your deathbed and you realise that you've spent your whole life being what everyone else wanted you to be. living a lie
happiness is finding out who you are
happiness is coming home and your parents ask you how your day was...evn if u jst grunt back
happiness is singing in the shower as loud as you can...i mean showers hav that magical power that means no-one else can hear you...rite?
happiness is not being afraid to say someone is hot...it makes u all giggly...saying someone is good looking doesnt neccessarily mean you want them
happiness is feeling safe
happiness is feeling wanted
happiness is feeling at peace with yourself
happiness is feeling that someone always has your back
happiness is when something isnt funny..but your so happy to see someone that u cant stop smiling
happiness is that one thing you can nevr really express to someone...its like a drug, it makes you do crazy things...its make you feel ontop of the world.
this made me happy knowing that peopl will read this and feel happy
it made me happy because i made a good attempt to describe something that can nevr be completely decribed.

happiness is the one thing that keeps you going when you're like the single flowers whose colours hav turned to shades of grey

i cant explain this happiness

Lacking of life now
I lol on my fine divan
Laziness often
lacks the power of rapture
as in sofa or bedsprings

Labour of love her
for large obese lobster me
Mermaids capture me
a symphony of sea-sick
rasping tongues lick our lumps

Little old lady
typing the language of love
A real cyber date
computer romance limits
operational life's love

Laughing over lines
of disco ****- pure *******
Lewd obscene language
grasping lemon or lime highs
to count Hollywood star shootings

A full length of life
the longing off, lay proceeds
Lady of the Lake
lunging our lisps sound depths
we are - breathing harmony

The land of Lincoln
legion of Lucifer's Lord
landscaping of lawns,
losing our liberty's law,
leaving on lights, blinding

Lots of Laughs or 'lol'
populist abbreviation*
language often less,
leftovers of literate
gone to libraries of late

finally i give way
a deep low moan
my arching back relaxes
satisfaction flushes over me
sealed with a warm passionate kiss
a new moon begun
a dash of color added daily
new hair style, off with the old
accessories a must, compliments my manicure
dark short and eye catching
all i need is the perfect pair of shoes

a women matured
savored for my chosen
the nape of my neck
small of my back
the tip of my *****
a knowledgeable lover
brings fire to my belly
stopping only at sight of satisfaction
the kind young girls fantasize about
old women relive in memories gone by
stories and poems inspired

my words covered in lace
awakens passion
my lovers eyes burn at the thought of me

:) :) the mind a powerful gift

looking upon ...
the world so **** ,
i fell intpo the pit of faces.
i tried to call myself back.....
bt wat wuld tell me
that its too late,
my vacucity has hovered me again.....

so tell me dear wats the rite
and wats jst wronge in my head....
to make us real and
make us true !
and find in love for yourself..
untill my ways are over yeah!
i will be with you forever ...
and going .. going on...
by creeping on my shadow!


facing you ,
with so disgrace,
never thought that you would
be so mean!
i fought with the feelings dear,
but the ****** heart heart is just a waste ,now what would help me
to move on in these ways......so tell me dear wats the rite
and wats jst wronge in my head....
to make us real and
make us true !
and find in love for yourself..
until my ways are over yeah!
i will be with you forever ...
and going .. going on...
by creeping on my shadow!



falling here,
my pace are just lost ,
where to go all my ways are so dark.
crawling here ,
creeping down and up...
where are you my life.....!!!!!!!





so tell me dear wats the rite
and wats jst wronge in my head....
to make us real and
make us true !
and find in love for yourself..
untill my ways are over yeah!
i will be with you forever ...
and going .. going on...
by creeping on my shadow!



shAdow....
my shadow!

***, dat lingwistik ****
is so **** bro.
ppl dun wanna no nefing nemore, well tgif.
i just wanna *** some bishes
nd 4get abt lyf.
I ceebs bein gud wif werdz.
i jst wnt sum roofies 2 hlp me relx.
my comp is lagging 2much.
2 many **** on ytube 2dae.
imma go on COD and shoot sum *****.
jst add me on SC nd u can send me nudes.
i mite c u at da clubs 2nite.
rofl.
YOLO.

inb4 dis is uncomahensabul

dis is 2deep4u.

Put ur feelings aside 4 a while
Take mine in consideration
Iv been ur fool
4 way 2 long

Its tym 2 let g0
Tym 2 m0ve on

Must admit
Its easier said
Thn d0ne

I'm n0t 1 stay behind
N0r do I hold on
2 things tht can't b saved

I turn around and walk away

Wif u its different
Wif u its strange
I'll be ur fool any day

Done trying 2 make it work
But ths feeling
Jst dnt wana go away

Take my feelings in consideration
I'm n0t here 4 ur entertainment
Ur braking my heart in2 pieces

I jst realized
I hav 2 let u g0

Its n0t u
Its mE
I'm allowing this 2 be

a point when u feel abandoned by the people around u
a point when u loose it but u can't show it
a point when u wanna run away but u can't
what is your fault when the circumstances change
u didn't provoke someone to make them happen
the one who faces it is "U"
who decides that what is right n what is wrong
when people call u manipulative
don't jst feel bad
but kick that person out of our life
they don't deserve u
y shoud u pay for what others do
u make people trust u
u make people rely on u
u sacrifice ur comfort zone for them
but in the whole instance what did the other guy do?
the answer must be nothing
people face it
people ignore it
n when u try to clarify it out
they call u manipulative
a fresh start is nothing but a fake one
m going out not with a fresh start
but with a new one
going to people who genuinely care about me
who wanna be with me
unlike others who call u stubborn n manipulative jsst to protect their standard
m not changing
instead i m jsst converting into a new one

why do people constently try to be something they are not ?
i used to try to !
then i realised this is stupid why i want people to like me for me not someone else ?
being yourself is the best person u could ever be ?

his beauty runs dwn a golden cup dat all the angels drink from
so heavenly, so pure and so precious is wat he looks lyk. yet he bites, stings and n draws everyone arwnd him closer jst jst to suffercate them.
he only compels you in oder to **** you...
he's a beast...a beautiful beast which kills the expectations on people

I dnt believe in makin wrong decissions
nor mistakes ~
I believe, wht eva da choice might have been ~
it was da right one
@ da time of making it!

Therefore,
n0 matter what da outc0me ~
it was RIGHT!

There's n0 such thing as  a mistake /
or wr0ng choices..!

But wht if~
wht if~
You juSt dnt knw..?

Do u jst g0 wif wht eva fl0?
or d0 u
turn ar0und
& walk away..??

People have a mindset about what they do
they think they never do it wrong
or they don't accept it
that's where the conflict starts
two people with different mindset
they meet
they come together
they know each other
n they separate
bcz it is hard to accept for both of thm
the one who is wrong
people call it's destiny
i call it ego
people call it's luck
i call it arrogance
why it is so hard to accept n change the fault
jst change a part of u
n may be the best thing of ur lyf wud be waiting for u on the nxt door
the engine of ur car stops working..
so u get it repaired or u jst throw it out.?
so when a human gets in fault
y not get it repaired?
things become worst bcz we make it
there is nothing called circumstances bcz we r the 1 who make it..
y to make it so complicated
when we can make it better
lets make it better :)

OOH SHE GONNA TOUCH ME
A WHITE WOMAN I DONT KNOW
OHK WE CAN DOT HIS JST BREATH
DONT FORGET, AIR IN AIR OUT AND REPEAT
SHE TOUCHING ME
RUN !
THE VOICE SAYS NO, SHE IS A DOCTOR
SHE HAS TO TOUCH TO INVESTIGATE
THIS TO MUCH FOR ME, I FORGOT TO BREATH
ITS ONLY A MASSAGE, NO BIG DEAL

FINALLY! SHE IS DONE
UNTIL NEXT WEEK
WHEN I FREAK OUT AND FORGET TO BREATH, AGAIN

As I slowly take a jagged breath, I realize I can't stand it anymore. I plung into the depths to only find despair, but when I find the bottom there is a tunnle so deep, so wide, that you feel like a mouse.I enter with as much confidence as a lion, but only half way through do I realize I have no confidence of a lion but only a mere kitten, who was just born.I continue to walk but don't know why.When I get to the end I realize it has only just began.Beyond the tunnle is the same cliff I just plungged off but then I relize it is to steep to be. When I reach to the top I find a stranger dressed in white. Behind him are two others dressed in cream and my family that has passed away. I ask where am I but he jst smiles.Why does he jst stand there and smile.Finnally he says you've been through alot but now you can relax here in pardise or you can go home and stay for awhile longer. I say I wish to go home but to return later.He says ok I will send you back. When I wake im in the hospital.I ask what happened they only say a wreck and that the ones i love are waiting for me.I just smile and they come in.

jsst stay for a while
i want u in my arms
i want to feel ur presence
i know u will go
bt i want to live this moment
i feel for u
n this is the truth
u don't see it
everyone does
may be u don't feel for me
but i want u to
it kills me inside
i pretend to be strong
but m not
i need u, i want u to be der
bt the very next moment u r not
u don't realize it may be u don't want to
u r happy
m not, i jsst pretend to be
u deserve the best, bt i can be
jst stay for a while
in my dreams
the reality is somewhat different
bt i can't change it
m if it's about pretending
m ready to do it for the whole lyf
waiting for u
bt u won't come
i'll be standing behind u
jst take a look
may be u realize something :)

Jimmy please say you wait for me.....
i'l grow up some day you see,,
saving all my love just for you,
i''l b signed in love forever true......,


Jimmy was the guy ,whu lived next door ,
and i knew him since ,ten years of more,
i wrote him a letter one day ...
and this is wt all i hv to say.
he read dat note for once again ,
and then went over to my house next door,
tears fell down rim and tim,
and i told jimmy wat i hv to say.....

"Jimmy please say you wait for me.....
i''l grow uo some day you see,,
saving all my love just for you,
i''l b signed in love forever true.".....,



Jimmy said to me dear jonney you,
just forget me.. bye nd bye! coz
ur jst fifteen and i am twentytwo,
and my dear Jonney , i cant wait for you,
i have to leave my little home town,
to find me job and settel down....
he packed his clothes
and cought a plane,
and my heart was filled with his memories,
all the words dat jimmy said to me!

"Jimmy please say you wait for me.....
i''l grow uo some day you see,,
saving all my love just for you,
i''l b signed in love forever true."........
...........
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i said  to him...
dear jimmy u,please forget me ....
bye and bye!
tears fell dowm ...
rim and tim ...
and i told jimmy, what i have to say!

jimmy jimmy please dont cry ,
you forget me bye  and bye!
itz five years since u have been gone...
and i got married with  ,
your best friend john!

This is our nation                our possion of love,where we used love an respect each ather ,where we used to fight an follow our culture, but why it has to end so quickly....                                                                            This is our nation               where our passion of love should take place,  where people from outside should aware of who we are,and who we are..are bothrs an sisters who should stand 2gethr an fight of their nation.....                                                             This is our nation            where bad things used to happen ,where our love of passion were taken away 4rm us,where our nation used to live in fear an hoppin tht one day.... jst one day they will find peace .but the day has come....the day of joy and no tears                                                                this is our nation             why era we ashame of who we are?,why era we holiding back the memories? Why are we latting our nation be taken away 4rm us?...

Dea iz dis hot chic I waz hooking up some yrs bak. Evrtym I aprchd her she turnd her back on me.I tried callng her a multiple taimz bt she hngd up on me like I waz useless...I nvr lost hp 4 2 wks until I rlzd dat she wz plyng HARD 2 GET 4 me which waz vewy silly! Dhea4 I gave up n gave her some space 4 about 3 dayz,dats wen she realizd dat I waz 1 in a million guyz!! Ges wat, she startd callng bak n textn me dat she waz sorry n she didnt know wat got in2 her etc...she kept beggin 4 us 2 giv t a try bt un42n8ly t waz 2 l8...! Da pain of her ignorin me left a sore in ma heart dat i dared not du otherwise but jst ignore her 2. I simply changd ma line n muvd on wit ma life. I thnk where she iz 2deh she must hav Learnd a lesson..!! NOW TELL ME GUYZ, DID I DO DE RAIT THING???

Write me a poem she said
But I dun have words tonight
I can't cast the broken soul
Melted glass questions me though
Fire is rising
Life is chasing
Romance is building
She is jst another heart shaped tattoo
And I dun have words tonight!
-PS

M missing u...
Dear jst want 2 hug u tight,
so dat i can feel ur heart beat
which keeps  me alive,
but i cant see u,
my eyes r  searching u.
Every where ,
if i found u it will b my best spare,
of achivement for life,
and u will b mine,
it's not a dream dat u r running through,
it's reality dat i love u to that extenct u,
can imagine ur self 2 b loved so much,
cuz i luv u d most and such,
tym will bacme 2 b as m livin,
cuz it's u who gave  me a world for loving....
@ akash mazumdar

Death hurts us all.
It hurts the ones close to the lost.
We hurt even more when we hide it
but some of us have to hold it in
its the only way we know how to get over it
but we never get over it.
The people who show no emotions
are the ones hurt most by death,
but when they show that they are hurt by a death
some d-bag comes around
and makes it a thousand times worse.
When this happens
we dig ourselves deeper into a hole
where we don't show any emotion at all.
Destruction is hurting the world.
We have to stop destroying the world.
People destroy peoples hopes dreams and any thing we hold dear
but we try to make sure they can't.
Still some d-bag comes along
and destroys everything
then we are broken like a glass bottle that hits the cement.
We try to piece ourselves back together
but destruction comes agin and destroys wat ever is left.
We stay broken after the first crack is made.
We act like nothing has happened
but it is allways there.
Despair is the worst
because everyone tries to hide it
then we r left there with no one there to support u
and help u through it because no one knows.
There maybe a few people who care
but the rest don't give a crap
and jst want to hurt you.
the d-bags in the world that think there r so much better than u
when really they are so shallow
that they choose the person around them
that's goin through some type of crap and puts them through
h* just to feel better.

U wrnt jst a star..
uh were mah whole **** sky...

Old owl calls for a dark night
With distant howl of the wolves
pale figure lingers in the bushes
Jst another day of life
The same motion of earth
the same spark of the old diamond ring
I look at the distant  hills
Nothing has changed except u and me

Its night time,I say my prayer..
And only hope to dream of my futuristic lover,
I close my eyes to sleep,
And he steps into my imagination
He comes to see me in his jeep,
I breathlessly go outside to peep
To be sure its him..
He's with his team,
Just so he can show me off to his mates,
I feel a bit shy,then he reassures me with a kiss in my almost confused state,
He tells me he loves me,
And that he's going to marry me...
And then.....................
****!someone jst woke me!!

jesus was a carpenter
ya boy is jst a lil sun,
burning like a blade of grass
beneath a magnifying glass,
feeling like the only one
my life was jst an art for her.

All alone once agian
i think im better off by myself thn with friends
cuz no one will be there in the end
but me maybe one two three a my fam
who gave a dam
friends will drift away like wind blowing sand
i tried to hold on to them but they slipped from my hand
breaking away like old rubber bands
faker than deaf drake fans
i know i sound mad
but im attually glad
that i at least know sumwhat of who i am
im not a kid but not yet a man
jst living life with a goal not so much a plan

I don't know why the world is always pointing out the differences between me and you
Always telling us why we can't be and why "it will never work out"
It puzzles me
How people can know all this only from judging us by what races we are and which tribes we belong to
We speak different languages because we come from different places
We have different social norms because we come from different places and essentially thts it
Its jst geographical location

My dear clock plz borrow me ur all so great wand so that i can turn back time....i promise i wont be long, i'm jst going there around the coner, to the time when i took my all so precious key, the key that laid on the high temples, and opened up my pure precious heart to wear it around my silly silky sleeves...

oh dear clock plz borrow me ur mighty wand which holds all the powers of time travel so that i can go back to the time when i read my heart out loud so dat my precious lovely words wont ever lay on his selfish ears again...

oh oh ohh dear old clock would u plz plz plz borrow me your great powerful wand so that i could go back to the time whn i told him that i love him....because ryt now it feels as if i made a foolish mistake...

RAINDROPS
Drop on her like never before
Touch her like chilled weather
Caress her hairs like sweet mother
Crawl over her like tiny Scorpion
Feel d warmth of her
Making sure nt to be melt either

Tease her like mad woofer
Provided she must nt kick u either
Wet her ***** like desperate lover
Drink her smile like thirsty summer
Roll over her lips like stormy river
Brush her cheeks like flabby feathers

Stop loosing urself
Instead u may go unconscious
Jst came n mix in my soul to make me feel precious
Let me invade d aroma inside
Where do those cuteness reside
Loose urself to inhale my breathe
Which I hav pattented(only fr u) till death

Extract The love hidden inside
Make her realise how it elide
Gv her my dearest soul
Which z still existing(incompleted)
Core is left but lustre eroded..............

i cried n cried so hard n so loud hoping that someone might hear me, open the door and save me from my own tears, but little did i know nobody really wanted to hear my cries.

no meter how loud n hard i cried everyone jst blocked their ears n increased their radio volumes because in this world its every man for himself, nobody really cares about my problems n nobody is i the mood of comforting a sorbing baby not even my very own mother.

i simply going to drawn in my own tears

he broods up your thoughts
he made u walk on thorns
to make u strong
he actuated what u wanted
got up early to tie up your shoe laces when u were late for the school
made u stable to face the world
stood to conquer your dilemma
do u really respect what is he facing?
what is his fear towards the world?
what he really wanted u to be
why did he do it?
no.. the answer seems to be annoying
bcz u don't have it..
he made u face it standing out with courage n with selfless fear
can u face him now without any guilt?
the person who sacrificed himself is the one whom u call ur father ..
respect him
adore him
jst the way he did
don't let his head down by pursuing n following your immature thoughts..
life is all about what we pursue.. make it generous :)
make urself the personality ur special guy wanted u to be

Girl you got what I need
But this things so stressful
I wish I smoked ****
But u around me it the one thing I need
I wont beg I wont pleed
**** that im already on my knees
I cant act hard
With you im hollow
Lead me anywere and ill follow
Wether its up or down
Smile or frown
Ill be ur rock always holding u to the ground
Wether we laugh nd fool around
Or stare at eachother nd not make a sound I need you ik this Is love I feel
The happiness, strussful, druglike feelings shows me its real
As I sit here and watch you on skype
I think about our beautiful life
The one ahead when ur my wife
Everything wont be nice but nothing perfect youll argue and laugh jst find someone thats worth it

It's not my Will
To have to leave You
So lets just Stop
This heartbreak for me.
Did you see the end?
I only ask Please
Let this play, Baby
It's jst you and I
Holding to our Love
Now it's up to You
To say I do...

Poetry is not jst read but poetry also is analysed...

Cupid why me?!!
Cupid must have eyed me
Not that its a bad thing
        But why me?

His love spell has got me so~
          Lovey Dovey
This really ain't me
Not that am rigid or void of love
           Change is good
But why me?

Love is beautiful
And I did like to fall in love someday
With someone who will move my heart
But I ain't ready
These feelings ,I don't want at the time
So cupid shud have jst passed by
                But he didn't
     Now am here floating
      In a sea of love
     Beautiful but undesired as per now
   Many wud wish 4 it ,but not me
                       So
                  •why me?!