a point when u feel abandoned by the people around u
a point when u loose it but u can't show it
a point when u wanna run away but u can't
what is your fault when the circumstances change
u didn't provoke someone to make them happen
the one who faces it is "U"
who decides that what is right n what is wrong
when people call u manipulative
don't jst feel bad
but kick that person out of our life
they don't deserve u
y shoud u pay for what others do
u make people trust u
u make people rely on u
u sacrifice ur comfort zone for them
but in the whole instance what did the other guy do?
the answer must be nothing
people face it
people ignore it
n when u try to clarify it out
they call u manipulative
a fresh start is nothing but a fake one
m going out not with a fresh start
but with a new one
going to people who genuinely care about me
who wanna be with me
unlike others who call u stubborn n manipulative jsst to protect their standard
m not changing
instead i m jsst converting into a new one

M happy at this moment
The changed mood
With a feeling of expressing whatever i want
It's been so long i guess
I have never felt like what i m feeling now
It's feels so gud being happy
For a change not regreting the things
I really wish i could hold on to this moment forever
I have no idea what's gonna come next to me
N i really don't care
because i m happy at this moment
I would have been wrong at many points
But i really want to know where
I want u to guide me the way
The way to be on a right path
Like u r doing right now
Jsst wait a bit
Be the same
Lemme capture the moment
It may flash off
But the memories won't
I m luving it :D
Jsst the way it's been now..

being attached to you
i don't knw where m i going
i jsst want to leave
bt i can't
everything u do makes me luv u more
m falling for u
m changing a bit
m giving myself a chance
m i gud for u
do i deserve u
it's being critical whether u luv me or not
bt all i knw is i do
u don't understand it.. u don't mean ur words
whatever u utter makes me more weak
m falling for u
i know u won't
i want you to be with me
all the tym what i think is "U"
everytym i see u i act wierd
i loose my mind
u r special
i can never explain it
neither i want to
i want u to realize it
although i knw u won't
ur smile makes me happy too
i can spend hours alone thinking about u
m jsst giving myself a chance
although i know i won't get it
bt still m trying bending my knees
bcz I LOVE U :

don't know where m i going
don't know what i have been searching for
the path m following
is it made for me
regardless of what my heart says
m jsst walking
i jsst want to arrive on my destination
i want to be on a path where i want to be
people say u can't
bt no1 answers why
i have lost all i have
the hurdles in the way might end
the people who broke me up might come back apologizing
the destination is vry near
wao i achieved it..
bt m i happy?
have i struggled for wht i wanted?
most importantly where m i in this whole story
what i have been searching for still remains a question
i faced it . yes i did
i answered it..
yes it's me that i have been searching for..
i lost myself in the darkness..
yes i did

jsst stay for a while
i want u in my arms
i want to feel ur presence
i know u will go
bt i want to live this moment
i feel for u
n this is the truth
u don't see it
everyone does
may be u don't feel for me
but i want u to
it kills me inside
i pretend to be strong
but m not
i need u, i want u to be der
bt the very next moment u r not
u don't realize it may be u don't want to
u r happy
m not, i jsst pretend to be
u deserve the best, bt i can be
jst stay for a while
in my dreams
the reality is somewhat different
bt i can't change it
m if it's about pretending
m ready to do it for the whole lyf
waiting for u
bt u won't come
i'll be standing behind u
jst take a look
may be u realize something :)