"joyness" poems
Please poet don't you mind me,
if I always say the wrong thing,
it seems I've no control,
don't need for you to remind me
of the song that I must sing,
my heart has one desire,
in joyness that it will bring,
bring it... to you,
I have no real intentions,
but I got lotsa lotsa apprehensions,
no good ones and no, no, no bad,
ones...
when I do it hey say they all "wrong",
well it makes me feel soooo so so so,
sad,
on a primrose path as I go on along
I wish we all
could just feel...
g L a D,
an sing the same same song,
Hey an I look very normal,
whatever that means - they say,
replaying my life,
into painful new scenes each an every,
day,
I might wear a bright side smile,
& seem just so happy to you,
I guess I look very young,
"they" say & hey maybe that is true,
so... WhAt???
It's not that hey I'm stupid,
cuz my IQ is pretty high,
an I ain't in love with cupid,
but it maybe part the realist reason,
in my question of how & why,
I hold out my waiting hands,
an lay my head down to cry,
an...
CRy,...
an cRy,
just...
I..,
Hey helpless is how I,
feel,
please forgive me,
please cuz I,
I feel like this is real,
it takes me away,
my mind there to steal,
I'm trying to pull away,
in the layers that I peel,
I always, I have wondered,
why I didn't quite fit in,
I felt that it a curse,
by some nasty hateful jinn,
it feels just like a top,
caught up endless in a spin,
but at least now hey I know,
it's not I'm living here in sin,
seems I'm in this battle,
with the odds that I won't win,
please I don't mean to beg,
but please won't you be a,
friend?
Can I,
yeah me?
Begin ..
Again?
I wonder yeah I wonder if I ever find my way,
home,
or if I'm cursed to walk on,
to walk on,
walk on here all alone,
no matter where I go,
no matter where I ever,
roam ..
.....it haunts me....
it haunts me.....
It taunts me ....
this thing,
An whatever the case may be,
be it fate or maybe even that ol' desTiNy,
understanding my pain
will help me to be free, as they say,
please..just open your eyes,
please can't you just see?
Hey hey... an hey hey,
hey hey,
hey,
hey there,
any way,
which way?
I,
I try and I try,
I wish you,
to just help me...
to... understand,
but somehow soooo elusive,
it just s l i pppp ssss...right..
through... my ..empty....waiting ....
.....hand.
Cherie Nolan © 2016
Jan 3, 2017
Jan 3, 2017 at 1:17 PM UTC
*Here comes the finale
Welcome to the end
The sight of love is distant
Rising up to decend
My heart is hurt and buried
over the hill in the bend
With every end there is a beginning
Which seems hard to comprehend
If you ask my fate he will tell you
I've always been in control
But this time my fate deceived me
cause my life is out of control
I am glad it's all over
we never seemed to fly
I know that it's not all over
it just seems like a lie
I will come back and be merry
I am not giving up to die
My love, my life, my joyness
all disappeared in the trend
The trend of distraction and cause
The fashion of freedom n' divide
This way man kind is limited
we let it into our homes
The freedom, the dream all vanished
as fast as you light a match!
Take wisdom, caution and mercy
when freedom hit's you with a catch
Your life will start to dwindle
it's no longer rosy and fun
There is nothing to stop the madness
Only fate will take the sadness
I will hope in life once again
It's life thats hard to comprehend
I hope I will come back to glory
and live my life in content*
Nov 14, 2014
Nov 14, 2014 at 9:48 AM UTC
my little princess
love to you
cutest on the earth
loving and careful
my angel of the world
not enough daughter
but as mother
and like friend
hold me
when i feel alone
thanks to you
for giving the proud
to feel special
when you got prize
share your joyness
and special moments with me
love you gurhia
a special hug
for you and only you.
Nov 16, 2014
Nov 16, 2014 at 4:26 AM UTC
Orange, yellow, brown
Covering the dull gravel ground
Parched so bad
Lifeless
Yet beautiful
Painting the canvas of dreariness
The world
They have fallen
Yet strong enough
To make someone's heart
Scream with joyness
Cheer up an empty soul.
They'll crunch weakly
When black boots step on them;
The'll rustle along with the breeze
When the heartless wind pick up;
But why...
Did they fall?
Did they give up?
"They're dead leaves child"
Said her mom
Bending closer to her ear
A faint smile painted
The latter's parted lips
Agaped due to the beauty
Of the painted canvas
Right beneath her...
"Mom...I love them"
She mumbled
Letting her small feet step away
From the heavenly canvas of
Dead leaves....
Sep 2, 2017
Sep 2, 2017 at 12:34 PM UTC
So giant
God your nose
What gives you the right
to so much impose
All you eat is kibble
and you smell a lot like death
But you find some way to fiddle
With my heart, make me bereft
Your muzzle's cover in some goo
But you don't seem to care
I wake up to a story of
Who happened, happening in the air
I can smell it on you
But that's my own fault
I should've bathed,and fawned you
Would've taken my guilt off
Should've found a way to pawn you
But you're with me every day
And I know I owe you snacks
You make me live the worst life lays
Just joyness you attack
Mar 6, 2018
Mar 6, 2018 at 8:49 PM UTC
Failure of love, fired at my soul
Bullets of lonliness hit my bones
In the heart Left ashes of emotions,
Cut the thin paper I had of joyness
With your lyrically-killing scissors.
Was your intention me leaving?
Is that a smile I haven't seen before?
Is that a kiss you don't didn't ask for?
Is there a new love you believe in?
Is he a sun, you seek for its core?
Your coldness is never fed. Not enough.
Always wants more.
Pain of missing is all I recieved
The ghosts you made now are my lead
Look at my eyes, can what you did see?
They're vacant, empty.
There's no glow in them
You had finished my story. Not happily.
With the reflection of the lamp,
on my tears,
You can see,
the only glow you left for me.
20-11-20-00 is your number.
But don't worry, I won't ever call
Into the unknown I won't again fall
You have crashed me into pieces
Gathering them now, is impossible.
I wonder if you know my number too.
From my mum's womb I was born
And in your actions tomb was drown.
This is my first freezing july
Without you it is, I won't lie.
Jun 27, 2018
Jun 27, 2018 at 8:50 AM UTC
Smiling sky
Spreading joy
Surprising the heart
Sprinkling snowy flakes
In the chamber of every single soul
Faraway flowers of joyness
The fragrance of love
Necessitous of happiness
Glowing into your heart
Spring dancing soothing the heart
Singing lullaby in silent night
The leaves slapping the solitude
Blossoming the flowers of love
OH ROSES ROSES
A rendezvous in moonlight
Compassion of the sky
Affection of the moon
A mysterious love beneath the sky
by
Jean C Bertrand
May 20, 2017
May 20, 2017 at 7:40 AM UTC
She!! I’m telling a story of a girl...
a girl who just opened her eyes to live the symphony of her life
a life with littlest things she could ever imagined
all the little things she could ever imagined just as little as how effortlessly she used to dress up her barbie doll and gives her best to be the greatest mother with all the monologues she always gives while dressing up her for the bride-seek game...
she’s all happy, the most happy to be honest
with all the love, care, pamper she gets from all the walls of her house which just completed its house-warming ceremony, she’s on the cloud of joyness
indeed never knowing that walls would one-day leave her with bruises in heart that are never gonna heal...
wounds that perpetually become more and more painful as her tender mind never knows how to handle the blood that is over flooding on her cheeks
she never complained about all the outings and that lovely dad-daughter games that she missed, the only thing she ever could do is hoping that things will get better by seeing the just passed bike of her father’s which headed to an evening walk with her brothers
with all the cacophony of thoughts that are running faster than bolt she somehow managed to bottle up and waited for the wind to blow the wings of the kite which she held, to roar longer, faster, higher in the destination of sky and life...
Nov 28, 2019
Nov 28, 2019 at 1:36 AM UTC