"joji" poems
In the dark i saw you, bathed in yellow and blue
yellow and blue
happy, true?
i love it all, red, yellow, green, eyes, freckles, the beauty spots, silly whatnots
i love it all, the tired eyes, the voice, his voice, his touch, his sighs, his hugs, his writing, everything, his everything, and travis scott while maths
joji, jeans, games, memes, science, print, morals, snap, memories, Heart, Full, Yet, Feels, Like, Nothing
F1 generation pain
Sep 4, 2020
Sep 4, 2020 at 1:46 PM UTC
love a bit
love a bit
you look so good,
look so good,
the eyes relay to the mind
Dec 8, 2017
Dec 8, 2017 at 8:04 AM UTC
a dry leaf on a cemented ground, me chasing you all around, is really everything fine?
Shocked to the core
i want it, i need it, it’s not
come and go
come and go
come and go
come and go,
it’s
stay.
entangled legs and intertwined fingers, velvet sheets and sweet lies
searching for you between atoms and skin cracks, you were here, right here, right now, where did you go?
white noise, the crackle of static, rain on me, Joji, the ocean between us, darkness surrounds u-- me.
Sep 3, 2020
Sep 3, 2020 at 1:16 PM UTC
I.
"gimme love"
joji
II.
"sanctuary"
joji
III.
"glimpse of us"
joji
IV.
"your man"
joji
V.
"like you do"
joji
VI.
"wanted u"
joji
VII.
"i'll see you in 40"
joji
VIII.
"slow dancing in the dark"
joji
IX.
"will he"
joji
[she]
X.
"afterthought"
joji, benee
XI.
"yukon (interlude)"
joji
Aug 27, 2022
Aug 27, 2022 at 3:53 PM UTC
I listen to Joji
on repeat
while I wait for the train
I don't know if it is your words
Or the night
That keeps reminding me
of the time we
danced in Subway
With your arms around me
Now I am cold
Now your arms embrace
Someone else
All I am left with is your lingering smell
from your jacket
I am no one to you
I am no one to you at least now
And nothing hurts more
than realizing you never loved me
the way I did
even though I was someone to you.
Jul 1, 2022
Jul 1, 2022 at 6:49 PM UTC
i remember the night it was supposed to snow
you called me on the phone
and we stayed up all night exchanging our thoughts as we waited for the first flake to drop
some nights i miss your voice and the times you’d call me in the middle of the night drunk at a bar just to see how i was doing
i could smell the liquor through the phone
i wish i’d let you kiss me that night but for some reason i didn’t let you
we drove all around in the night and i showed you my old house where i lived for not too long
you kept trying to make me laugh so you wouldn’t come off too strong
you told me about how your brother died
and i tried you keep you from crying
you kept grasping my fingers when silence fell in my car windows and started every sentence with my name
we went back and forth about the tragedies in our lives but didn’t play the blame game
we smoked a little bit and i parked my car not too far from where you slept
i wonder if that night is something that you kept
not with you always but from time to time
you kissed my cheek goodnight and called me the next morning
i can’t say i miss you
i wish we could’ve stayed friends
i think i should apologize
it’s always good to make amends
or maybe not
farewell urban
Oct 27, 2018
Oct 27, 2018 at 12:20 AM UTC